First AP & First Post

[Ankhrael]

Hello! First of all, i must say that my english is very, very bad. So, i just hope that i can make myself clear and able to talk and share information with all you guys, and in the same time improve some of my chatting skills (hehehe)

In second, i'm not sure if this post is in the right topic, and, if not, please i'm sorry and I ask to any moderator move the topic!

Well, I'm known as Ankhrael, and I have a good amount of energy manipulation and some other stuff. I'm going to share with you guys my first experience, and maybe, someone with more knowledge than me may be able to enlight some dark points of this experience.

Just about a year or two, I was in a time of my studying that I had to start to study about astral planes and get control of my astral body completely. Do not have to say that this task is one of the most dificult of them all, so... I still did not archieve this objective hehehe... But...In middle of all those technics, methods, and many reading, something happen!

I went to sleep, and just when I realize, i was in front of my house. It was dark and everything seems to "glow" with a ghostly light. Weird stuff. It was all dark but i still could see things. Then, out of nowhere, some people start to walk in front of my house, and it seems they were made of pure light. Realy beautiful shapes, the light was calming. I went to them, it seems important in the moment that i was able to talk to them, but i cannot remember the conversation. They said something to me, and in that moment it seems the most important thing in the whole universe - but now i cannot remember a word.

Then i saw myself going to other place. And Jesus F* Christ, It was dark and there was corpses everywhere, really creepy stuff. I start to walk between the corpses and realize that they were not dead, but in pain and agony. My god... in that moment i start to puke in my self - gross I know - then some of those dead-in-pain-guys came over me and start to scream "Do you have any water? Please im so thirsty, give me some water please, help me" - I cannot describe the horror of that, my godness... then one of them start to lick my puke - grossier - to express how much thirsty he was... I got sick of saw that, stand up and get out asap. In the other side of the street i saw a corpse with his guts open and intestines open and another guy with some kind of pipe sucking his stomachal juices... Yes, I freaked out.

Then, out of the blue a guy using some kind of Nazgul clothes in a horse - I right away associated his image with death himself appeare. He said "When you realize you're dead, then you may catch the train" - And then I saw to the other side of the street and there was a train stopped in there. Then it all came to me and make sense. The people over there were dead, and not willing to admit their own death or did not want to believe they're dead, or something like that. And... in any moment they could stop their pain and agony, but they just couldn't believe that they were dead. Freaky, right?

Then I do not remember the rest, and wake up.

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Thank you very much for the opportunity to share my experience. I really hope to made some friends here and that we may share knowledge toward the objective: AP

And no, I did not get anymore experiences besides that, not in Astral Projection at least. I had some Lucid Dreams indeed, but i catalogue them in two separeted things, even thou the "mechanics" of both are very much like.

And a special thanks to Xanth, who help me to created my account!

[Bluefirephoenix]

It's shadow whatever it is and a good idea if you run into that is to look up and call for help. What your seeing is fabricated by your mind based on your beliefs desires, ect.