Reaching people in astral

[Demigod]

Hey there! Been reading your forums for years, and now when I have learned from you all so much, it's time to take a part in sharing own experiences.

Today (at last) I managed to get out of my body multiple times. First time I had an OBE for about 10 years ago, and it was like totally accidental, cause I didn't know anything about it. Later, trying different methods I never was able to fully get out of my body. Lately I was able to partly move my limbs when getting vibrations and even roll to one side or another, also partly fall back through my bed, but link to my body seemed to be too strong. Tried phasing which worked for me, I got sharp and clear vision, but suffered from loosing control too fast, falling asleep or just getting embarrassed not understanding if I woke up for real, or is it a dream. Somehow didn't like the results, need to think out my actions first before trying more.

Now I finally got that feeling what to do, and what worked for me couple of times in a row was like feeling someone in front of me, like watching me, and then telling "him" to "take me out", almost without any emotions, but more kindly, than giving orders. And it worked perfectly. It took me out more far away from my body and I was able to open my astral eyes and float around apartment. My mind was fully active and I knew where I want to go and what to seek in first place.

You see, I'm going through quite hard times now and fighting a deep depression. It started some time ago when loosing family (divorcing), but then it got even worse, when I met a young girl after some very dark time, and it was a love at first sight. Both of us couldn't take our eyes one from another, I think you know what I'm talking about, and don't need more details about this one. The sad truth was, she already had plans leaving far away, I was able to still share some letters with her, but then it seems she decided not to do it behind her BF's back and I felt her getting more and more reserved, still I know it clear, it was a sad moment for both of us. It's quite some time already now when there is no day I wouldn't think of her and long for her. The problem is that I had similar experiences in the past with women (I have no problem with women, I'm good looking and have enough charm to get their attention and flirt through their minds. It's just that i always was more into long time relations seeking that godly inspiration which I get when falling in love), but it takes no time to forget them, if something goes wrong. This time it's different, and usually my dreams don't lie to me when emotionally hard questions are at stake. (I have an ability to find answers in my dreams, due to a strong education in artistic symbolism, both - visual and poetry) This time my dreams won't show any other possibilities, and it seems that gods keep me waiting for something while my heart keeps pumping pain through my veins. And I'm confused not only for my dreams, but for the fact, that always, when I asked Universe for something I really crave with all my soul, it gave me everything so quick I couldn't believe how easy and fast ir works. This was the last wish I saw materializing in her eyes, but she slipped through my hands as soon as I met her. I was just asking for a true love with a happy ending and keeping my eyes open for it. This is what I get... No answers from this point. For how long I'll keep asking, still being sane and not drowning into depression completely loosing myself...

So you understand where and why I was headed when got separated from my physical body. I used the same method and told that "whatever it is": "take me to her", and it was a beautiful moment when i surprised her sneaking behind till I get my hands around her full with loving warmness. She was reading something and listening to music. It was so weird to hear a song in the astral, though I have heard some in my dreams, this time it all was different, cause it all felt like I'm really there, feeling another person's energy and room around me. She was very happy when recognized me and like knowing why I'm visiting her, she healed me by telling how much she loves me. Still, I asked for how long she's gonna be away, and will she ever come back. She says: "Yes, and very soon" And it's the second time, cause some months ago I had a dream when she said the same thing, but I somehow can't take it too seriously, knowing that time is very relative + after leaving she wrote that she doesn't want to come back, she likes it there (And I know the rational mind takes it over). My last question "how soon is her "very soon"" was followed by answer: "A long time ago" which blew me away.

I just can't figure it out. The path to her is so tangly. What kind of a riddle is this? This is something beyond logic, or is it logic, just my knowledge can't take it yet.

I'm curious, what is the person, truly, to whom you speak in astral? Is this a real projection of that person, or just my own interpretation, only a fantasy. Theoretically, if in the end we all are one, we could feel other being's thoughts and reaction to each other. I'm just thinking, is this any good to go and reach for information like this and could something like that be trusted? It helped me and I feel better for know, cause I met her and was so close to her feeling energy of love which I need badly lately, but I know very well that soon I'll be down again, waiting for her to come, not knowing how soon is that "long time ago". Maybe I should seek something else to cure my current situation with all that sadness and motivation loss next time, cause I get vibrations and sleep paralysis very often since childhood. And now I'm starting to get control and use of it. Could use it for good, to see my way again.

Any other experiences on reaching loved ones, or just talking to other people in astral? Should I visit her more, or is it just a foolish self-torment with no end?

[djed]

Welcome Demi! Glad to have you on board at long last! Yes you sound as though you have a long Astral carreer in front of you. The question of 'who is it?' helping you is debated on this forum often, some say it is your higher self and others think it is an actual spirit. Also the question of subjectivity and objectivity is always coming up. Are we creating all these persons we are relating too? I still 'sit on the fence' with this one. But I am sure you are gonna get plenty of ideas given you in response to your articulate posts.
Good Luck,
djed 

[Jilt]

My guess is that it's your higher self/guides or even someone from a past life sending you pure unconditional love and acceptance and suggesting you love yourself first since that is what matters most. As soon as you stop expecting others to be responsible for your happiness is when you start attracting those that do (ironically enough).

I would recommend listening to all the Abraham-Hicks recordings you can handle to jump start you out of your depression and improve the the relationship between and you and you. Here's one of the better ones:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCjsgNWVJQQ&feature=related

[Szaxx]

Hi,  
Ever heard the saying 'you've been kissed by a muse'?
An event that gives you the inspiration to get on with something to improve your life. If you were an artist, you'd p aint a masterpiece. If a writer you'd write a storyline where its a worldwide movie success.
The girl involved is just a piece in the puzzle, normally you can't have, but the wow factor sets you up for something big.
It's a good thing too, clear your emotions and think what this could be. It's connected with your good side, maybe someone is watching you, another girl perhaps that you think is way out of your league.
Life is strange at times, but it is for living. Find it and enjoy it, its near you.

[GodsProxy]

Wow. Good news for you and for everyone in general. Sounds like you've got a Spirit admirer on the outside, perhaps even your eternal soul mate. I've got one too She's a real honey.

[Under_the_Midnight_Sun]

Visiting others in the astral has probably been a goal of all projectors. It's just so difficult considering how subjective the OOB environment is. My perception of the environment could be an open field, while the entity next to me perceives it as a dark cave.

My guess would be that familiar people created are usually just manifestations of our minds... just thoughtforms. They usually have something we'd expect them to say, or want them to say.
Or possibly they are even other beings who disguise themselves as someone we recognize. In one of my projections I was speaking to an acquaintance of mine in school. I ask her if this is her real form, which she replies "no" to and shows me her real appearance.

[urshebear]

Hi Demigod

wow! your post was beautiful by the way, so deep and it just touches my heart to read of such love...beautiful yet painful...

I think that even if you were talking to a self made creation and not a real person, your thoughts of her will still be effecting her in real life...I do think she will be thinking of you also because I truley believe in the ability to connect with one another through the power of thought.

I hope things work out for you and would love to hear of your progress
whatever will be will be...

[earthrooster]

sounds quite profound what you went through. In regards to what you are doing and your ex, I would stay away from visiting. All break ups are hard, hard as to what lessons you need to go through at that time/phase. Do the only road - no contact. Hard as F%$# at first, but its the best course to take IMO.

I would use your astral self to ask the creator what is your higher self or anything to find out some deep seated issues.

I heard this from an amazing scientist, Dan Winter, "You need passion and change to ignite your inner bliss. Once you achieve bliss, your sound waves from your heart comes into harmony which braids your DNA. So, bliss is the purpose of having DNA.

Think about that one...

Keep chasing your bliss......