I can astral travel but something horrible happened to me a few years ago and have not practiced ever since. A few years ago an astral being came out of no where and attacked my solar plexus in sleep paralysis, it caused a very bad appendicitis the next day. After the operation I felt a scar in my aura exactly on the operation scar which got better after sometime but I was afraid that the scar would open in the process of astral projection, therefore I stopped practicing. Since three years ago I see two astral beings behind me. I feel their hands on my shoulders and they always follow me everywhere. They both look similar. They are female, they have a human body and the head of something like a horse with only one eye in the middle. Since I can't speak with them in this world yesterday I decided to astral project and finally ask them who they are and what they want. I tried to astral project a few times but every time I ended up in sleep paralysis because they wouldn't let me fly out of my body. I asked them but couldn't understand what they said so I told them if they were my friends, then push me towards my physical body which they did and they laughed loudly together. Then they did something to my crown chakra and the chakra in the back of the neck and I couldn't astral project anymore and fell asleep. Today I tried again but again I ended up in sleep paralysis and saw those two beings struggling to keep me inside my body. I asked God to send an angel. A being came but it was dark in my room and I couldn't see his(?) face but he(?) moved like a snake on my body. The being cleansed some of my chakras and said some prayers also wished me guidance from God. I asked the being to heal the scar from the operation which he(?) did. When the being was healing my scar another being came to my room. He looked like a strong man with white beard. He also only had one eye in his forehead. He grabbed my feet and pushed me inside my physical body then told me angrily not to come out again. I wasn't scared but couldn't move either so I prayed to God and Woke up. Do you have any idea who they are and what they want?
Hi Rezaf
I don't know who they are but they don't sound like your friends. I learned from my consciousness development course that each of us has approximately: 3 helpers, 3 blind guides and 3 intruders. The astral is similar to our world in that there are consciousnesses who are more evolved and genuinely want to help you (helpers/angels), there are on-the-job trainee helpers who can get things wrong sometimes but in good faith (blind guides), and there are the real baddies who are self centred and deliberately or not deliberately hurt others. I would say those that you are seeing could well be your intruders.
My advice is that you cleanse your body and home energy. Do lots of exercises / vibration to cleanse your body, and send energy to your home (bedroom especially) to cleanse your environment. Once you create a sphere around your home filled with your own energy, they won't be able to get in!
Do not be put off by them, astral traveling will help you enormously, so keep on practicing (after cleansing)
All the best
Venus
They don't hurt me but they don't seem friendly either. It seems that they are only interested in keeping me inside my body. They are very powerful beings and whatever I do doesn't seem to stop them. I don't know the being who healed me was an angel or not but it seems that even he could not do anything when the strong man came in. I am beginning to think that maybe someone has cursed me. There is a lack of information about astral beings other than myths and religious stories which don't seem to be very accurate and no one seems to have a similar experience. The worst thing is that I can't make contact with the beings who used to help me before. It's difficult to know what to do without knowing what these beings want. Is there a more specific way to call powerful angels for help?
PS. I really miss astral projection.
Quote from: rezaf on May 02, 2008, 02:28:15
There is a lack of information about astral beings other than myths and religious stories which don't seem to be very accurate and no one seems to have a similar experience. .....
Not at all...
There are many books out there (especially by Robert Bruce). You should try some defense techniques from those or ask Bruce himself for a solution on his forum.
It seems that you are under a psychic attack and need external help.
Best of luck... :)
Rezaf:
Perhaps it is time to work on spiritual growth rather than going out of body. I hardly ever go out of body, because doing so doesn't usually pertain to spiritual growth. I receive lots of help from spirit guidance, and help comes in a manner that emphasizes helping me overcome the limiting thought patterns that prevent me from living according to love completely. It has also included a lot of energetic work from spirit beings. I figure that once I complete the spirit growth I need to complete, I'll have all of eternity to explore astrally and in what other ways there are to explore. Perhaps I've already explored quite a bit before this lifetime. The same could be true for you. Why incarnate into this World for learning purposes, if we don't make use of it? I believe it is a good sign that one of the beings you experienced wished that you receive guidance from God.
In a way, going out of body a lot before a person has worked on spiritual growth, could be like using energetic techniques to raise one's kundalini. There have been numerous irresponsible gurus who have helped people raise their kundalini, and then when people run into problems with their kundalini, such a guru isn't able to help them. I believe that if one places emphasis on clearing up psychological issues and the resulting energetic blocks, one's energetic system will evolve naturally according to need.
One night I saw an image of a life size heavy metal dude. I could see kundalini flowing within him. He said, "I use my kundalini for evil." Next I saw a lifesize demonic image of myself. Next I saw the face of Jesus Christ. The message was clear. If I'm going to go through the kundalini unfoldment process, I need to make certain that I do so with Christ consciousness/love in mind. Later on things worked out so Christ became one of my guides.
Related to this, I used to have out of body experiences with all the effects. This doesn't happen anymore. Either my awareness will travel somewhere without the effects, or I'll have an OBE like experience while having a dream. I believe this is because my vibrational rate has increased. Once a person's vibrational rate has reached a certain level, it isn't necessary for noticeable vibrational rate increases to take place in order for a person to go OBE.