Happenes randomly after a long dry spell.

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blade5x

So, I'm having this weird dream, and I come out of it. I notice I'm Sleep Paralysis but I don't really care because I'm being bombarded with heavy HI, and on the verge of falling back into a dream. In the background of all of this HI, I hear a voice that says "you will now have a full blown out of body experience through egg waves" or something along those lines.

I feel myself fall through my bed, except this isn't like the normal. I feel intensely buzzed as I'm laying on there on the floor. My hearing is super amplified. I have a this "sense of feeling" as if I could feel my own aura, or some kind of force field that extended around me in all directions - which made me feel incredibly vulnerable. I then freaked out, because I hadn't felt this since my first few attempts which I experienced 9 months ago. It was almost a new feeling to me all over again.

I'm now almost convinced that many times I thought I was having an obe, was just a dream.

kiwibonga

OBE counter: Lost track! 35+ since 3/21/2006

blade5x

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Quote from: kiwibonga on February 23, 2007, 12:04:37
"Just a dream?"

Yeah, a lot of the other ones I had did not provide this heightened sense of... I can't even really describe it - just that feeling, which is actually a scary feeling imo when you aren't used to it.

And I wasn't very lucid before this happened so it wasn't like I focused onto achieving something like this.

I think a few months back I was complaining at how fake my experiences had become. It started out extremely realistic, the first 2-3 were great. They had the same exact feeling I'm trying to explain above. It's like I was given hyper awareness of my surrounding, along with that heightened sense of... something. After that they all became "dream like". I lost the hyper awareness, as well as that "feeling", even though I was very lucid at times.

Then this morning, without effort, it just happened :-D

Edit: The "feeling" is like this strong sense of energy completely around you, that you a part of it and it is a part of you. That's the best I can describe this feeling.

David Warner

blade5x,

Dry spell - have you ever been able to project on a weekly basis's? What's the most you've had in a successful rate of projections?

I'm trying to figure out success to failure rates - why some people like me "project every week" vs. other projections are a rarity?. I'm not trying to boast or give myself a pat on the back, but their must be some explanation.

If I can find a way to help others succeed with weekly projections - then the mystery would be unlocked.

tvos
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www.invisiblelight.us

blade5x

#4
My problem was I've lost a lot of interest, hence me not attempting = long dry spell. It's getting boring just being in my room and then trying to go through some warp tunnel to reach another reality and failing. What happened to those first few amazing experiences I had :| I don't know what my purpose of doing this anymore is. At first it was for exploration and interest - but that's all passed. I read about your amazing experiences tvos, but I've seemed to just hit a "wall" where I'm not progressing, I'm actually going backwards.

Then this one happened spontaneously. I used to get those maybe twice a year.

David Warner

blade5x,

I can understand about losing interest and taking a rest from projecting. Remember that I've been projecting for 20 years and I still go through the same battles. Some of the experiences are absoulte mind bending and others are generic row out of the body, float a few feet and get pulled back, or same house, same room, same neighborhood. Its all about patience, persistance and passion. I look at it as a blessing and a gift to witness this in my lifetime - so losing interest I can't back down from.

Maybe this will help you?

Tvos

InvisibleLight - Book Release 12.12.2012
www.invisiblelight.us

jub jub

Quote from: blade5x on March 09, 2007, 13:58:25
My problem was I've lost a lot of interest, hence me not attempting = long dry spell. It's getting boring just being in my room and then trying to go through some warp tunnel to reach another reality and failing. What happened to those first few amazing experiences I had :| I don't know what my purpose of doing this anymore is. At first it was for exploration and interest - but that's all passed. I read about your amazing experiences tvos, but I've seemed to just hit a "wall" where I'm not progressing, I'm actually going backwards.

Then this one happened spontaneously. I used to get those maybe twice a year.

Does this sound all too familiar. :)

Just call me spontaneous jub! Just when you think you're not going to have another one...bam, it hits you. Maybe that's the key!
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