15 years later

[Steel Hawk]

Wowzers.

At least I didn't fail at this one thing, but still much more to learn. I finally let go of all the fear... took awhile.

So leaving the body, that's all good fun. I've been stuck to the physical realm till about a week or two ago. One of Jesus's sayings made sense... something about love thy enemy. Right on, well I'm not too much into religion but wow, there's truth there.

I'm not making any sense I know. But I finally hit the higher astral realms. And I think I got the Inspec signal the other day -- strangest thing. I really need to reread Robert Monroe's books again.

It's hard to stay in the body now... but I still feel like a noob.

[oneironaught]

lucky bugger

[Stookie]

Good Job!

[dingo]

WTG! 

[Steel Hawk]

Thanks =]

You guys / gals were my heroes when I was younger, and I still look up to a lot of people here.

Let me flesh this experience out in detail...

For most people here you have to practice some technique or do something and try night after night to get an OBE. I was like that too for a very long time. But now it happens naturally after many years of practice, it happens all the time to the point where I sometimes don't want it to happen.

The other night I gave in. I was trying to go to sleep where I could feel that I was probably going to pop that night. (I don't know how to explain it, it's no longer vibrations but something else)

There's a sound, a few mild vibrations, I find myself being able to see with my eyes closed. Interesting.

I try to ignore it and focus on going asleep. It doesn't work. I start getting the auditory hallucinations a sharper vibration, I can't stop it, I give up... pop.

Still a little afraid, but getting use to this experience I started to think about LOVE (I know, I know). I started to only feel love, so much love for everyone, the negs, the demons, the angels, my enemies, the only thing that existed was love. I remember thinking (or hearing?) "My cup overflowith with Love".

And then something that's never happened to me occured at that very moment. There was a sound, much like the humming/vibrational sounds I get when leaving the body. But it was a pattern... almost like morris code.

The next thing I know I'm in what I first describe as heaven (maybe Focus Level
27 / The Reception Center)

Parts of it were so beautiful, beauty I can't describe. Blue purple twilight, trees that are majestic and have personality... crisp air like after it rains... It was a lot like Earth, only amazing, very important to me and I couldn't get over it for sometime. After exploring I found there were people there too, standing around a oval concrete like area... like in the middle of a park.

I thought I would have to fight them, it was the first time I've seen other people that saw me too. I'm antisocial and being next to crowds of people make me defensive. But instead they didn't do anything, they tried to be very still and just smile. Anything else would have probably freaked me out, I guess they some how sensed that something about me wasn't right.

I went away from the people and continued to explore for an hour...

[Kraven Obscuria]

Great job! Sounds like a very positive experience, perhaps just what you needed to release yourself from fear.

[ka0s]

Welcome Back Steel Hawk. I had wondered where you had went =)

It sounds like you are quite far along your path. Your experience sounds amazing and I can only imagine what it was actually like. I, too, have been able to "see through my eyes" as you say it, through means of meditation. I've also had that feeling many times before exiting. I am sure your journeys will continue but for now--welcome back.