11th, 12th and 13th Attempts

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Eye of Horus

I'm usually against guided meditation videos though I decided to try one tonight/this morning and felt progress.

1:02 AM - 2:40 AM: During my 11th attempt I felt vibrations stronger than any I ever have; it felt apart from my physical body.
The vibrations were coming from my feet, legs, hands, arms and slightly around my hips but no where else.

I decided it was time to attempt "exiting" after a while. I tried to feel a floating sensation but couldn't.
Eventually I started feeling my eyes moving around rapidly and believe I was feeling REM.
I mentally asked my spirit guides/guardian angels to assist my and imagined hold out my arm.
I tried imagining watching myself come out of my body from my physical view and then from the floating view.
I began to focus on exiting to the point of losing focus on relaxing. I was back where I started so I decided to
get up and try again with the video at the beginning.

2:50 AM - 2:57 AM: During my 12th attempt my pet began barking in her sleep right when I started and that's where that failed.

3:00 AM - 4:10 AM: During my 13th attempt I was laying on my left side instead of my back like in the other two. I intended on just
going to sleep with the video on this time but it progressed into nearly exactly the same experience as my 11th. Two
noticeable differences are I did not feel vibrations as strong and I had a difficult time visualizing moving my arms since I
was laying on one. I also tried the rope method after having troubles imagining floating and teleporting.

A few things I want to know:

Whilst attempting I felt my heart beating and I was fully aware of my breathing pattern as well as swallowing and moving
my tongue when doing so. I have read forum posts stating that I should become unaware and do all of this without
directing any conscious effort towards these.

Regarding my 11th attempt on line 4; were my other parts not relaxed enough to feel vibrations?

Assistance and advice appreciated.

Szaxx

Keep your mind focused on a destination not on the physical.
Your thoughts control the experience and physical ones keep you here.
There's far more where the eye can't see.
Close your eyes and open your mind.