Date of OBE/LUCID DREAM - SAT 16/08/2008 APPROX
Time of OBE/LUSIC DREAM - Nighttime
I suddenly became aware i was in a room, and awake to some degree, it wasnt my room. I then had the effect of pushing my face through from black to what seemed like another room the shape of my bathroom. Again i pulled back from doing this and went back to sleep. I believe i may have projected during my sleep, and was somewhat in the realtime zone, but with a high degree of reality fluctuations.
Date of OBE/LUCID DREAM - SUN 17/08/2008
Time of OBE/LUSIC DREAM - 6.45 am approx
Woken up by baby, then back to sleep.
After a while entered a dream inolving what seemed to be a coach trip, and memory of dream most vivid towards end when i was sitting on a tube station bench.
I started hugging a girl with black hair, and getting more and more close with her.
I then seemed to be in a large room, with a double bed at one end with me and my wife in it. It was larger than our real room, and very white.
I was on my normal side, and suddenly i decided to project out of my dream body, half way through the projection I decided not to go for it and pulled back to my dream body.
I believe this was a way of my higher self easing me into projection, in an environment i am more happy doing it in. Once i can do in a dream, i believe i will feel better about doing it the realtime zone. This belief seems very real to me, and when i think about it, i get an agreement from what seems to be a familiar father figure who is most probably my higher self.
I realise that i may be still slightly worried about disconnecting with my body when it come to point of projection. But i will persist, and i feel confident this is all the part of a journey towards confident projection.
I've always had the feeling that the body you project into is your higher self...yet that self isn't really you though....it's like being in some other entity's body i think....but heck, that's only a theory of mine. lol