few questions - (seeing through eyelids?)

[kingdevon]

I'm sort of new to all this, got interested in lucid dreaming and OBEs and for the last week i've been meditating and doing yoga breathing exercises and stuff, i've always had something wrong with my aura or whatever because i have alot of tense face muscles but anyways, i know what the mind is capable of and i've always been able to get body paralysis for a long time, my muscles feel stiff and i feel vibrations but i can't get past that... but today i took an adderal, smoked a bowl and layed down to meditate and try again, and after like 20 minutes i had body paralysis all over (my muscles were even twitching occasionally, is this normal?) anyways, i had full body paralysis i think, and i even started to feel a little pain... kind of like a sharp pain, coming from no where, it lasted only like 5 seconds.. is this normal? and then like 10 seconds after that i was kind of trying to focus on my eyes and then for like 2 seconds i could see through my eyelids... i could literally see the wall, and i even had a blanket over my face, so not only was i seeing through my eyelids but through the blanket too, only for about 2 seconds though... does anyone know anything about that?
and what should i do after i get paralysis
all replies are appreciated 

[Xanth]

I'm sorry, but personally I cannot endorse the use of drugs for this kind of journey.
You're going to experience stuff you can not verify that came from yourself and not from the drugs... but that's only the tip of the iceberg.