Was I astrally raped????

[bondgirl3007]

I want to start off by saying this isn't "G" rated. It is about an experience I had this afternoon, which has left me feeling violated, and I would like some input on what it was all about. Something in the astral happened to me, and has left me feeling kind of disturbed.

I have always strayed away from the whole "astral sex" thing. In the past, whenever I saw any topics, or any of my books had a chapter in it, I skipped it. I wanted all my experiences to be for obtaining spiritual development, and not for that sort of thing. I didn't want to do anything to lower my vibrational level.....

Here is the background for my story. (it starts off pleasant) About 6 months ago, I met my spirit guide who told me his name was Aaron. I had such a crazy attraction to him, and just thinking about him at any point in time now, I will get intense butterflies in my stomach and feel like I am in love. I felt this intense desire though, anytime he was near me. The feelings were so strong however, that one day I "gave in" and I won't go into detail, but basically whenever our chakras would touch, it felt like I was having the most intense orgasm of my life. The end of our session ended with a huge "boom" and everything went totally bright white. I had a headache afterwords for about 3 days- right in the center of my forehead. When I told my husband about the experience, he was less than thrilled. Due to the problem it was causing between us, I told my husband I wouldn't "see" Aaron anymore. 

I hadn't sought out Aaron since then, after feeling kind of guilty like maybe I was "cheating" in a way on my husband. (sounds weird I know) Well today after "getting out" for a while, I was entering my body and just kind of laying there enjoying the intense vibrations I was feeling. For some reason when I return or before I exit, I have a huge desire for sex. (think maybe because of my root chakra being fully opened) So, I called out for Aaron, and I thought it was him. (yeah I know, I shouldn't have) Before whenever I would see Aaron, there was a huge light. This time it was all dark, which should've been an indication....but I ignored it at the time.

So it was pleasurable at first. It felt like it started in my base chakra, and whatever was touching me was working its way up. Sometimes it felt like the energy could be directed wherever I wanted it to go....my throat, up to my forehead. I'm not sure when it happened, but all of the sudden it felt like there was an energy change in the room. Aaron, or whatever had been with me originally was gone, and now I could sense at least 3 or more entities. They were standing by me, looking down and discussing what to do to me. One of them said, "let's take her back with us". I got a "flash" of what one looked like, and it WAS NOT pleasant at all. He had long stick legs- like as skinny as a broom, and a head of a ram, or something with horns. (kind of like that pan creature) The female entity he was talking to, had a lot of hate she was directing at me. I was kind of feeling uncomfortable at this point, and wanted to leave my body completely to have more control over the situation. It wasn't sleep paralysis- it was like my astral body was being held down!!! I could move my arms and legs, but I was being pinned down right in the solar plexus area. (I've experienced sleep paralysis, and this was very different because it wasn't my physical body being held down) Then all of the sudden, they started running at me from across the room, and darting down on top of me. It's like they were taking turns "taking energy"....I couldn't really do anything about it, physically or astrally. I was just kind of stuck. They talking was getting louder, and now I could hear music. It felt very obscene, and I didn't feel anything positive or warm coming from them. Finally, I was able to open my eyes a little bit, enough to shake off the vibrations.

So, was I astrally raped? It was consensual at first, but only because I thought it was Aaron. I'm not sure it if was originally Aaron, and then he left, or maybe I was tricked from the beginning. I just have concerns that they took energy from my chakras, and now I might be sitting at a low vibrational rate right now. I am feeling kind of "blah" right now, which I know isn't good. Whenever I was with Aaron, I would be on cloud 9 and just euphoric for days. Am I going to be more of a target for attack when I leave my body now because I was dominated by something from a low plane? Any thoughts or advice would help.....

[Zino]

This sounds like a horrible experience. But I had always thought if you didn't want something to happen you could just go "PING!" and wake yourself up. :S I don't know very much on this. But just asking, I hope you're okay now.

[CFTraveler]

I want to start off by saying this isn't "G" rated. It is about an experience I had this afternoon, which has left me feeling violated, and I would like some input on what it was all about. Something in the astral happened to me, and has left me feeling kind of disturbed.

I have always strayed away from the whole "astral sex" thing. In the past, whenever I saw any topics, or any of my books had a chapter in it, I skipped it. I wanted all my experiences to be for obtaining spiritual development, and not for that sort of thing. I didn't want to do anything to lower my vibrational level.....

Here is the background for my story. (it starts off pleasant) About 6 months ago, I met my spirit guide who told me his name was Aaron. I had such a crazy attraction to him, and just thinking about him at any point in time now, I will get intense butterflies in my stomach and feel like I am in love. I felt this intense desire though, anytime he was near me. The feelings were so strong however, that one day I "gave in" and I won't go into detail, but basically whenever our chakras would touch, it felt like I was having the most intense orgasm of my life. The end of our session ended with a huge "boom" and everything went totally bright white. I had a headache afterwords for about 3 days- right in the center of my forehead. When I told my husband about the experience, he was less than thrilled. Due to the problem it was causing between us, I told my husband I wouldn't "see" Aaron anymore. 

I hadn't sought out Aaron since then, after feeling kind of guilty like maybe I was "cheating" in a way on my husband. (sounds weird I know) Well today after "getting out" for a while, I was entering my body and just kind of laying there enjoying the intense vibrations I was feeling. For some reason when I return or before I exit, I have a huge desire for sex. (think maybe because of my root chakra being fully opened) So, I called out for Aaron, and I thought it was him. (yeah I know, I shouldn't have) Before whenever I would see Aaron, there was a huge light. This time it was all dark, which should've been an indication....but I ignored it at the time.

So it was pleasurable at first. It felt like it started in my base chakra, and whatever was touching me was working its way up. Sometimes it felt like the energy could be directed wherever I wanted it to go....my throat, up to my forehead. I'm not sure when it happened, but all of the sudden it felt like there was an energy change in the room. Aaron, or whatever had been with me originally was gone, and now I could sense at least 3 or more entities. They were standing by me, looking down and discussing what to do to me. One of them said, "let's take her back with us". I got a "flash" of what one looked like, and it WAS NOT pleasant at all. He had long stick legs- like as skinny as a broom, and a head of a ram, or something with horns. (kind of like that pan creature) The female entity he was talking to, had a lot of hate she was directing at me. I was kind of feeling uncomfortable at this point, and wanted to leave my body completely to have more control over the situation. It wasn't sleep paralysis- it was like my astral body was being held down!!! I could move my arms and legs, but I was being pinned down right in the solar plexus area. (I've experienced sleep paralysis, and this was very different because it wasn't my physical body being held down) Then all of the sudden, they started running at me from across the room, and darting down on top of me. It's like they were taking turns "taking energy"....I couldn't really do anything about it, physically or astrally. I was just kind of stuck. They talking was getting louder, and now I could hear music. It felt very obscene, and I didn't feel anything positive or warm coming from them. Finally, I was able to open my eyes a little bit, enough to shake off the vibrations.

So, was I astrally raped? It was consensual at first, but only because I thought it was Aaron. I'm not sure it if was originally Aaron, and then he left, or maybe I was tricked from the beginning. I just have concerns that they took energy from my chakras, and now I might be sitting at a low vibrational rate right now. I am feeling kind of "blah" right now, which I know isn't good. Whenever I was with Aaron, I would be on cloud 9 and just euphoric for days. Am I going to be more of a target for attack when I leave my body now because I was dominated by something from a low plane? Any thoughts or advice would help.....

Without telling you whether you were astrally raped (without asking a very personal question), I'd recommend that do a clearing on your room, and cast a circle (even with your mind) before you have sex with your husband, and try to 'take care of these things' before you decide to project.  Never project aroused.
If you attracted a succubus (or incubus, depends on how technical you want to get with your terms) doing this will establish an intention that will keep you safe.
If you attracted another human projector (who was looking for astral sex) you may see him again (it was prob. one entity, the group experience may have been an illusion to make you feel defenseless) then he may come back.
Succubi are actually easy to get rid of, because once the energy is denied to them they'll find an easier victim.  Humans on the other hand may have other motivation, which may make then peskier.
Don't worry, you'll be fine.

[TNAstral]

I"m sorry you had to go through that. I've been through several similar experiences and it can really scare you. Even when you think you're doing a "good" thing by keeping an open mind or inviting new experiences, sometimes the bad stuff gets through too. I saw two dark entities at the bottom of my bed last week as I exited. Red eyes and everything. To counter this, the next day I cast a circle in the area where they appeared-just trying to put positive energy there. I also burned sage. I know this is supposed to banish spirits but I'm pretty sure I don't have ghosts lurking in my apartment anyways. Since then, I haven't had a similar episode.
As far as the visiting projectors looking for astral sex-- I've been visited by them too. I have a spirit guide who was my husband (or felt like he was a husband) in a previous life. He visits me often and is a great source of information to me. But he also goes to other places and helps other people. I don't know this ahead of time, of course, so when I go OBE and call for him to visit, sometimes other projectors take the invitation to come visit and try to pretend they are him. Once I discover they are not, I tell them they are not welcome and to leave. But they definitely try. I don't know if there's anyway around this, but I try to catch it ahead of time.

[TurulMadar]

Without telling you whether you were astrally raped (without asking a very personal question), I'd recommend that do a clearing on your room, and cast a circle (even with your mind) before you have sex with your husband, and try to 'take care of these things' before you decide to project.  Never project aroused.
If you attracted a succubus (or incubus, depends on how technical you want to get with your terms) doing this will establish an intention that will keep you safe.
If you attracted another human projector (who was looking for astral sex) you may see him again (it was prob. one entity, the group experience may have been an illusion to make you feel defenseless) then he may come back.
Succubi are actually easy to get rid of, because once the energy is denied to them they'll find an easier victim.  Humans on the other hand may have other motivation, which may make then peskier.
Don't worry, you'll be fine.

A succubus?? Hahaha

[Leannain]

A succubus is a male entity that draws heavily on sexual energies. He will be attracted to women who are emanating sexual energies. That said, I really don't see how astral sex would lower a person's vibrations and spiritual Progress. You do have a husband. And...does that halt your spiritual growth? 

[bondgirl3007]

A succubus is a male entity that draws heavily on sexual energies. He will be attracted to women who are emanating sexual energies. That said, I really don't see how astral sex would lower a person's vibrations and spiritual Progress. You do have a husband. And...does that halt your spiritual growth? 

Having astral sex with a low-vibrational entity could for sure bring you down. Your aura combines with theirs, and will pick up negative energy they are carrying around.