OBEs and drugs

[What Tha Phak]

Hey all, man its been a long time since I've been to this forum.  I've been pretty preoccupied wiht school and stuff, well I met this lady a while ago, crippled, in a wheelchair, that can also astral project at will.  We've been writing letters back and forth and I thought that a portion of the one I just wrote would be really appropiate to post here, not to mention the need I have to hear more experienced and knowledgeable peoples' input.  Well, here it is:

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.....A year ago, marijuana was a sort of a way of life for me, or I guess you could say I fell into the same groove as my friends.  But now I've majorly cut back, to probably 2-4 times per month (It got to the point of a daily routine).  I think that pot might restrict the ability to OBE, though I must admit that I have such a boosted awareness of my own spirit energy when I'm high. It feels as though I have perfect control--concentrating on any single point of my body, I then feel a sort of 'increasing density' or tingly sensation within seconds.  I've also tried DXM (once) and mushrooms (three times).  DXM is what they put in cough syrup to make the other drugs more intense, it is legal.  I've read many experiences of DXM users before I tried it for myself; some say they see aliens and have out-of-body experiences, even 'talking' to spirits.  My last trip on mushrooms was about 2 weeks ago, and my worst trip yet, I felt as though I was literally tripping out of my mind, I hated it.  The fact that I was aware and thinking and conscious made me feels insane.  I wanted to end my existance and the feeling of doom was overcoming me.  I stayed up until about 5:30AM morning and hysterically laughing.  That is definately the last time I'm doing shrooms.  The next morning, my mom came to me, worried, wanting to talk about a dream she had about me that night--while I was tripping.  She was saying in this dream we were all together, the family, in a house.  An airplane was flying in our direction and kept on circling our house.  My mom said it was some sort of government organization--they were after me, they wanted purely me, I'm special... or something...  The plane left and my mom was relieved.  Then, came some sort of helicopter, she described, but it really wasn't a helicopter.. something different equipped with technology that we've never seen before,  able to see through houses and matter and such.  She kept on saying, "Adam get away from the window!!" But I was standing there yelling, "Here I am, what do you want?!?!" and such.  Then they pointed a lazer at my heart and shot a dart or something into it.  I walked to my mom saying "They got me, mom, they got my heart."  And that was the dream, as my mom described it.  I never want to do shrooms again, and deeply regret doing it that last time.  I've always had limits; I never have and never will do any sort of methemphamine or man-synthesized drug.  By this i mean never doing coke, crank, speed, ecstacy, or LSD (acid).  I wonder if mushrooms (then again any drug) permanently/temperarily impairs one's ability to project or changes one's....frame of reference, or awareness beyond our level comprehension, something I cannot put into words.  I think especialy the same of cocaine, I'll never try coke. Marijuana, shrooms, and DXM, those are the only 'political' drugs I've tried.  One way to confirm my question is to find someone that is able to astral project AFTER they have done mushrooms one, or several times.  Well.. enough about drugs.......

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K, that's the part that I really would appreatiate others' input.  Are they any shrooms users out there that can relate to what I said?  Can you A.P.?? Well thanx for those who reply


-Adam