What keeps visiting me?

[bondgirl3007]

I just need someone with experience with this type of thing to shed some light on what is going on. Often in the mornings or when I am starting to wake up, I will start to feel the energy of something over me. It is a very strong sexual feeling, and I will start to feel a sleep paralysis/buzzing feeling all over my body...which is heavily concentrated in my solar plexus region. I will start to drift out of my body, and hover right above it, and then I start to feel enormous sexual feeling..like I am being caressed..it turns into what feels like sex..and eventually I have a full-blown orgasm. (Sorry to be graphic but there is evidence of this once I come back into my body, so I can't just dismiss my experience as a dream.)

Sometimes while this is happening, I can catch glimpses of this entity. It will usually take on whatever form I want it to have..I asked it one day to show its true identity, and it told me that it would frighten me too much. (Which I thought might be a red flag.)

It's not like I am inviting these experiences to occur...it just takes a HUGE amount of energy to fight off this sexual feeling and desire to be with this thing, whenever it happens. (Feels like extremely heavy sleep paralysis when it begins to happen..and sometimes it is just easier to give in than to fight it off.)

My question is...is this some type of sex demon? Incubus? Is it harmful? Should I fight it? The only negative thing I experience is just feeling drained of energy at times once the experience is over. I would appreciate any feedback..thank you.

[Szaxx]

Have you read this informative topic?

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/everything_you_could_ever_want_to_know_about_sleep_paralysis-t38734.0.html

[soarin12]

I get this same type of thing too.  Once it starts happening it is impossible to resist.  I'm trying to not waste any more time trying to decide if it's from my subconscious or a real entity.  For me, there's really no point.  I have made a break through, though, which I'm really happy about.  Before I go to sleep I state my intent to not partake in anything sexual and also command these beings to stay away from me.  It is working--haven't been bothered in a while. 

[Jilt]

Stephen LaBarge's research found that a majority of lucid dreamers (women in particular) tend to have actual physical orgasms during lucid dreams so the question is, do we conjure the partner to help bring to fruition these sexual releases or is there an entity that brings them about (in other words, what comes first, the chicken or the egg). 

Before waking from an OBE a few weeks ago I had a very strong sexual urge and there was a man in my room who I transformed into what I found attractive to help satisfy the incredibly strong drive (much more so than when I'm awake, interestingly enough). After we were done I asked who he was an he said 'my deamon'. I looked up the definition and the archaic Greek meaning is 'a divinity or supernatural being of a nature between gods and humans' but could also be translated as 'demon.'

I've run into an entity who says he's demon a few other times in this in-between state and I've also had someone attach themselves to my ankle or back as I'm flying out who upon looking at them looks all clad in black. I once asked who he was and he whispered 'your shadow' or another time 'I am you.'  I've also encountered a destructive clown type character a few times who likes to blow things up.

This yin and yang is something I've just learned to live with since if you read all the books on the shadow self, the healthy thing to do is to embrace and understand it. If I get fearful it transforms into something more scary but if I send it thoughts of compassion and love, it goes away, transforms or I find myself in a happy scene.

Perhaps there's also more thought forms as we get into the denser state of re-entering the body since I've found most of the mischief makers are encountered upon exiting or re-entering, but these have become less and less common as I conquer my fears about what what's out there.

You might also find that if you haven't had sex in awhile that you'll have more of these experiences as a way for your body to have that release.

[soarin12]

Very informative, Jilt.    I wanted to add that one reason to fight it off is that I have been informed by several people who I trust--and also it just plain makes sense-- that you won't get very far as far as the higher planes are concerned if you have these 'vices.'  I'm not saying sex itself is a bad thing but being addicted and manipulated/controlled by an entity is. You would not be able to be trusted for retrievals either.  My goal is to be as much as possible in those higher 'heavenly' planes and only in the lower ones if I'm being of service to someone, so for me this is something I want to quit.

[Szaxx]

I'm glad my initial experiences with this occured when I was around 10. Being innocent and young I found it interesting but a total taboo subject to get involved in.
The result is a ' female encounter' every two years as part of an experience. This is perfectly natural and fits the bill perfectly. It usually terminates a James Bond style of 'save the world' adventure.
Anything forced upon you or is unnatural in it's initiation is a cause for concern. You have to terminate this yourself. There are entities that can influence you to want to be 'involved', generally a higher being and these are only reacting to your thoughts. If you are looking for entertainment it will manifest though, this is dependant on your mindset at that exact  time.
It's rare for me, being a guy I may not be as 'appealing' as a lady. Either that or my self control radiates a no-go zone. lol