The Astral Pulse

11/7/2010 - Afternoon session:

I am in a whole new territory and I have no guidance regarding it.


Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Diaphragmatic breathing was sporadic... I need to develop a consistent procedure... but eventually go to f10.

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Not complete conscious for the above..

joob d

Then the shift came and I felt first pressure at the brow point... the Muladhara chakra pulsated... the heart chakra buzzed the solar plexus chakra hummed... but the odd thing is I was very conscious of wanting to abort the exercise... I did not fight it... I stayed in the exercise for a while but decided to come out after 7 mins of joob...

I wonder why I am not in f15 or higher and not so ready to come out...??

I am not going to fight this new development but this is very positive because it seems my chakras are activating or trying to activate... will see where this goes...

S.

11/7/2010 - Evening session:

Holy cow!!! So much energy morphing took place I had to look in the mirror after the session to make sure I am the same physical entity.




Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Learning to time the diaphragmatic breathing sequence better... it really works nice... (suggested reading for an idea how diaphragmatic can alter your reality... 'An Unlikely Prophet' by Alvin Schwartz)... also Frank Kepple recommends the technique.

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Was conscious of the SLE exercise then lost consciousness of it and returned to consciousness in the P/I exercise... don't remember the Imagination exercise

joob d

Though I seem to have lost consciousness of the exercises I was aware of energy shifting and let it happen... I can see how one could become frightened by the morphing sensations if one was new to the work... this came out of the blue and it is a sea change, but, I just let it all happen... you feel like you are not the same person anymore... Since in the mirror I look the same... my whole energy body MUST have mutated into something new and different, but, I can't see it, all can do is feel it.

S.

What is the new and how does it appear?

Quote from: Pauli2 on November 08, 2010, 08:37:25
What is the new and how does it appear?

Hi Pauli: It began with the inward projection (??) instead of the classic obe projection... I assume it is actually phasing but I am experiencing it uniquely to myself... not sure others experience it the same way tho it is in keeping with Buhlmanns... inward shift of consciousness description. Then there was the collapsing of the crown chakra petals (not reported) over my head... during the inward shift... an energy form seemed to open up like flower petals (also in keeping with standard text)... but the energy petals flopped over and sent a cascade of energy down my body to my toes... I just relaxed and let it all happen... and I began to transform... inner changes of energy shifting but in masses not individual flows... (I have to warn you that you need to be very still and accepting... this could be a frightening experience... as you feel like you are losing control of reality... (the ego hates dying)... then the surprising thing was the coordinated chakra awakenings... it caught me by surprise... the muladhara stimulated... then the Manipuri.... Heart... and the pressure at the brow point... but, the odd thing is I seem to want to escape and am very close to C1... It doesn't take much to come out I have to struggle to stay in phase... this is quite puzzling but it may be a protective mechanism ot allow me to develop slowly (as CF Traveler was pointing out)... otherwise I could completely lose contact with the real (LOL!!-  :-D) world and just disconnect from it..

S.

Thanks for your explanation. I have now ordered the JOOB.

Can't wait. :)

Quote from: Pauli2 on November 08, 2010, 17:43:23
Thanks for your explanation. I have now ordered the JOOB.

Can't wait. :)

Hi Pauli: Outstanding! Are you going to post your session notes?

S.

Ehrm... So far I have not succeeded in OBE. I posted my only two "retrievals" on Moen's site where they fitted better, but haven't been able to do anything near that again. I don't know why. My few spontaneous LDs have only been in dream land of fairly familiar environment.

My best visuals have been hypnopompic images when awake in the morning.

If I succeed in anything with the JOOB or get any deeper experiences I might post them here. :)

11/9/2010 - Afternoon session:

Very robust session.

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Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Smooth breathing sequence into f10 by end of cut.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Pressure around the crown (always feels like the crown of thorns)... letting go... becoming the watcher... (is this what Kepple means by noticing)... muscle release under the left tibia... fundamental body swimming (some practicianers say you can roll the fundamental energy body with in the physical body... I try it by not yet successful with the maneuver )...going deeper... energy surges around the eyes... letting go...

Perceiver/Interpreter:

I become aware of an idea... 'no church and state'... aware of revolutionary war uniforms... Alexander Hamilton... brow point pressure... red coats everywhere... someone captured... activity a lattice pane glass window in the background... young Andrew Jackson... pain left side of spine thoracic four five... (hit by butt of gun...???)... in a hollow space blue jackets... here hammering against metal plates... at sea... see three masts... energy mass in my sinuses... energy streaming in the calf...

Imagination exercise 2

I see the 3d blackness forming... I am hoping to merge into it... stuff is going on in it... but have trouble sustaining it... I hear the tape instruction: 'Pull in light from above...' I pull energy from above can feel it flowing down my spine... comes out the bottom of my feet flows back up to crown... absorbed...

joob d

Pressure in the brow point... now the joob disc kicks in... I begin the mantra:

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Real tension in the nasal area... visualizing the TMI crystal... wanting to project to it... it is quit dark in Faber... (was I really there... it is usually light... [4pm pst time... 7pm est... it should be dark in Farber, Virginia at the time... I think I was there... but, didn't compute it at the time.)

People on the lawn with white robes... (Don't think RTZ - TMI has a white robe outfit... must be the astral plane)... EOS

Note: Didn't have an inward phasing shift this session.

S.

Quote from: Seraphis1 on November 08, 2010, 20:19:11
Hi Pauli: Outstanding! Are you going to post your session notes?

I haven't got the JOOB yet, but I can give my notes for today's OBE attempt:


Relaxation

I lay down, eyes closed. I seem to relax, no big deal.


Energy work

I have done very little NEW today. When relaxing, laying down, I start to bounce my energy up and down from soles to crown. I try to get my arms involved as well.


Vibrations

After a while, half an hour, I get the vibrations, but not as strong as last time. The vibrations are very strong in my neck, but this time they seem to be even stronger in the upper part of my chest. Now the vibrations start to pulse, bong-bong-bong... Hammering away as they do some times.. After the vibrations become reduced I have to avoid falling asleep.


Grainy Darkness - Halos - 3-D Darkness

Perhaps I slept a little, I don't know. My thoughts wander. I try to stay single-minded or empty-minded at all times. Suddenly I see the stripped darkness. Normally the stripes are horizontal. Yes, they are this time as well.

Ohh... Now I can force the double light halos to emerge, and I can make them stay! Normally I can only push them forward and see them fall back, out of sight. The halos are like two open letter C:s facing each other with their open sides (the right 'C' is backwards, mirroring the left 'C'). The light halos are on the border of my visual sight, I can never see them clearly as they always are in the outmost part of my vision.

I keep the halos steadily in my view's edges. Suddenly the goose bumps come rushing through me physically. It's like an energy surges going through me, starting at my legs and moving up. Usually feels good.

As the surge is ending within few seconds, my vision changes into the 3-D darkness. I don't know if 3-D is an appropriate word, but there is a feeling of black 'substance' in front of me. I can't really judge any distances, just see that the darkness has changed characteristics. It lasts for about a minute. I try to sense if anyone is present. I still seem to be too physical aware even if my arms hardly can be felt and my legs partly are gone into heavy lumps.

Eventually it fades away and I go up.


Well, that was it. No OBE or sounds or any other images... :)

11/12/2010 - Afternoon session:

Very smooth session

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Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

The breathing sequence is very different I think the diaphragm maybe strengthening I think it needs to get more supple tho... didn't get into f10 in the relaxation phase.. 

Silly Little Finger exercise:

For the first time in a long time I was aware of the exercise... got into f10 during this exercise... but, still have not become aware of the point of 'intention' engaging...

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Still not getting the letter of the exercise... no coordination between the perceiver and the Interreter... it is either one or the other... nice visuals tho... very aware of the energy flowing from below thru my system... I like that...

Imagination exercise 2

Good visuals... but no phasing shift... 

joob d

Saw a guide?? Talked to him... ask for help exiting... the guide?? Said 'sure' but I didn't exit... like I was getting no help... but I don't think it was my imagination because it was too spontaneous... but I don't think it was my regular guide... there was something very different about him

S.

11/14/2010

Dream:

I am looking down a long corridor... I see a tall man dressed like an Anglican priest wearing a maroon pull over vest with a white cross on it... he seemed ominous and strode toward me... I ducked into a side door he came in after me... I shouted at him... then as I was awakening I realized I was momentarily obe...

Interpretation:

Clearly and obe dream... but, is my belief system issue with obe connected with the christian religion? Since I was raised in the Catholic tradition but only loosely... nothing obsessive and it was easy to drop it... but this fellow was Anglican...

There is some barrier to exiting that I am experiencing at the moment... I have spontaneously exited out of a tube on the left side of my skull... left lobe... and I am right there in my last few sessions but a balking takes place on the exit is just stymied... the last time I exited from that location I seem to remember getting permission from some source... it all happened very quickly...

S.

11/17/2010 - Afternoon session:

Haven't posted since the 12th because I can't really explain what is happening... but, this session saw if not a clear o.b.e. certainly a grudging one...

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Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

I now have the diaphragmatic breath sequence under better control... it seems the diaphragm which is a muscle is doing what a muscle that is exercised does... it changes shape and developes... I didn't expect that development but there it is and I am getting to f10 nicely and smoothly 

Silly Little Finger exercise:

I get into the exercise but loose consciousness of it. I think what is happening is that I am clicking out the sense system that hears and computes the disk instruction... 

Perceiver/Interpreter:

I get into the exercise but loose consciousness of it. I think what is happening is that I am clicking out the sense system that hears and computes the disk instruction... 

Imagination exercise 2

I get into the exercise but loose consciousness of it. I think what is happening is that I am clicking out the sense system that hears and computes the disk instruction... 

joob d

Now, I am fully into the mantra...

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Then, I am o.b.e. of a sort... slightly out of body... through out the exercise I am aware of  the fundamental energy body just very busy shifting around... the heart chakra sputters now and then... the I realize I need to get away from my body... I then call for ... TMI - crystal now!! I am there... on the concrete platform... aware of the lawn the tree line ahead and right... the fence with the red barn by the lake in the distance... but, I am confused... I feel my body with pressure in the brow point... am I obe?? Or mind split... the only other thing might be I am denser than I should be... because I realize I am hugging the crystal... and it is quite solid and I am not sliding through it...

Then, I wonder what I should do and remember not to stay out to long in the early attempts... so I return to c1.

S.

Quote from: Seraphis1 on November 17, 2010, 19:45:04
Then, I am o.b.e. of a sort... slightly out of body... through out the exercise I am aware of  the fundamental energy body just very busy shifting around... the heart chakra sputters now and then... the I realize I need to get away from my body... I then call for ... TMI - crystal now!! I am there... on the concrete platform... aware of the lawn the tree line ahead and right... the fence with the red barn by the lake in the distance... but, I am confused... I feel my body with pressure in the brow point... am I obe?? Or mind split... the only other thing might be I am denser than I should be... because I realize I am hugging the crystal... and it is quite solid and I am not sliding through it...

Hi, Seraphis1!
Was you seeing the crystal or just sensing it? If you saw, what colors could you observe? How was the texture like, could you see clear details?

Quote from: Pauli2 on November 17, 2010, 21:03:35
Hi, Seraphis1!
Was you seeing the crystal or just sensing it? If you saw, what colors could you observe? How was the texture like, could you see clear details?

Hi Pauli: I'm seeing it and sensing it seemed solid... the color was the russet hue as we know it I have been there in the physical many times and hugged it of course... smoothe and cold texture... standing on the concrete platform was an interesting wrinkle... it was all quite real. The problem was it was not what I expect from the literature... nothing that is happening fits with the literature...

S.

11/19/2010 - Evening session:

Well, well, well... reached another level... it is now clear to me that I have reeched another plateau of inner awakening... it just takes patience, persistence and faith in the process... the reality of what we do is that it doesn't come generally in great revelatory explosions of phenomena... the diligent work is simply rewarded with slow changes that add up to small breakthroughs...


Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Very powerful gradual shift to f10

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Now I am certain that I am not losing consciousness I am shutting down the physical senses but the inner me is still responding to the exercise.... 

joob d

Aware of the hemi-sync signal kicking in... didn't even think of my mantra... 'Now I am out of body'... I was in a state of heightened awareness. Then the steady ringing or humming of the non-physical engine began to kick in... now the energy cones...

(http://apokalypso.com/jblch6_files/image001.gif)

[highlight]Note: turn this picture in your mind ninety degrees and visualize it between my ears... and that's what the energy cones look like or feel like... [/highlight]

...pulled and pushed and revved up... I almost got 'wahunka' between the ears... but I didn't attempt to enhance the state... in the past that only turns things off... now I just let things happen... there is a slight fear of loss of control... but I realize the goal is 'abandon'...

I am confident that going forward I am about to breakout consistently into the non-physical... the fundamental body shifted... the rtz-double attempted to separate... the heart chakra really wants to get going... very happy with my progress... almost there...   

S.