What all that phenomenons?

[Voyager]

In the past (10, 15, 20 ... years ago) I made strange things.
Nobody could explain that, and I couldn't that too.
(My memory is almost perfect (I can remember almost everything since my birth))
After years I find out why I did it. I don't know if it was me from the future

Another phenomen is:
20 years ago I influenced/controlled some people just for test. (Not bad or illegal things)
(But at that time I didn't know it was me who had control about the people)
They did very strange things, (just for a few seconds) which they never have done in their live.
I influenced them from the future (from now)
Because I can remember very good that situation 20 years ago.
I just let work my thought, and they at once did it without any hesitation,
they did exactly that what I wanted.
I controlled them from the future, which happened in the past.
I know thats difficult to understand.

I don't know how that's possible.

But, what I know is: the time does not exists!
Not for me!

[blis]

Could you make last weeks lottery winner give me their ticket please?

Seriously though, I assume you already remembered the person doing the thing before you actually made them do it. So how do you know you actually made them do it?

To pick a historical event everyone knows, lets say you had made Oswald shoot JFK from the future. From your perspective it's already happened. How could you know you're not just deluding yourself? Would'nt it be a better test to choose not to make him do it and see if history changes?

I'm not saying you're deluding yourself. I've no reason to doubt such a paradox is possible. But how do you know

[Voyager]

Could you make last weeks lottery winner give me their ticket please?

I don't know whether I can do that, first I have to see the winner.

Seriously though, I assume you already remembered the person doing the thing before you actually made them do it. So how do you know you actually made them do it?

I remembered that situation after years, just in my thoughts I only thought, then they did it.

To pick a historical event everyone knows, lets say you had made Oswald shoot JFK from the future. From your perspective it's already happened. How could you know you're not just deluding yourself? Would'nt it be a better test to choose not to make him do it and see if history changes?

Nobody can change the history, as well as the future, both already happened!