What sort of relationship do you have with your guide?

[blis]

I recently got my first visual glipse of my guide. I had my arms out of body and was trying to get the rest of me out when I saw a small blur of movement and colour. I instictivly swatted at it with my hand and got a thunk round the head in reply. I recognised the feeling of the thunk and that it was my guide. I got the impression it didnt like me swatting at it.

For some reason I keep acting like an arse to my guide and I'm worried it might just give up on me. Its only interacted with me four times so far, three times when I'm half out of body and once in a deep trance. The first two times it was pushing and pulling me to help me get out my body. The first time I was kind of freaked out but the second time it was taking too long and I started shouting at it like, "IS THAT THE EFFING BEST YOU'VE GOT!! TRY HARDER!!". It then quite agressively threw me around the room for a bit and I got the impression it was a bit ticked off at my lack of gratitude.

And I keep commanding it to do stuff when I'm out of body like, "take me to _" and it just ignores me. I dont know why I keep commanding it like some servant. I'm usually very polite and considerate in real life but for some reason I keep  being really rude while out of body. I think maybe it's because theres such a sense of urgency while I'm out because I know I've got a very limited amount of time but it's still very unlike me.

I'm hoping that when I finally get to see it properly I'll be more civil and be able to have a conversation with it and apologise.

What sort of stuff does your guide help you with? Did it take a long time to build up a relationship with them? Did you have any similar teething problems?

[moondreamer]

I believe some of our guides have a great sense of humor.  The impression I got when you got frustrated and asked if that was the best they hand, and they threw you around the room was...lol "you asked for it.    I doubt it they will give up on you.  They do not have egos that need to be satisfied like us.  They don't really care whether we are grateful, but that does mean you shouldn't thank them.  Do you meditate?  Meditation is a good way to connect with a guide.  Even if you don't hear them, they can still hear you.  There are many ways they can interact with us.  Ask them a question and ask for a sign and then be open to it during your waking hours too.

I only understood I had guides around starting about a year ago, and even though I don't even 'need' to know they are there, this understanding has helped me grow in ways I didn't know were possible.

Angie

[Pauli2]

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