ocd (or evil demons) hehe..

[forsaken]

hi don't know if this is the right forum for this or if I'm getting the whole thing wrong (my English isn't that good)
i am ill. i take medicines  i got symptoms of ocd (one of many problems), I'm not totally insane if that's what your thinking.just a little i guess..
i used to see things in the corner of their eye. Ive seen beings and dots and so on for years that way.
Ive had obes since i was 18 years old spontaneously, seen many evil beings and had many bad dreams about them.
sometimes i feel like their after me.

i guess it's my ocd but i feel "threathen ed" above my navel often, i feel a evil presence.
i always feel like there is someone who wants to trick me into doing bad things, when i for example take a fork out of a drawer it feels like i's full of a "energy" or something and that it's heavier or that it's presence is more "sharp"

it's eating me up from inside it feels like I'm summoning evil forces just by picking the wrong pen to write with.

do you think diseases like ocd has paranormal explanations or just someting in our brains thats wrong ?  

[Stevie]

I have OCD as well! I feel a great sorrow in knowing that you too suffer from this ailment. I'm nearly completely recovered. Yours seems to lead a bit towards paranoid schizophrenia. Hmm, I believe it is a chemical inbalance in the brain. You should see a doctor immediately if they are unaware of these beings you see. As for the dots, I see them to, just as I see auras. In my experience they float around. Many believe them to be prana/chi/etc.

I hope you get better! I'm proof that it is possible.

[forsaken]

thank you

im on medication as i said before but i think i need some of that therapy that is specially made to help people with ocd.
my doctor knows about the beings, and im on a medicine called seroquel for that right now, but it doesnt really help to a 100%.

[The Present Moment]

You need therapy along with the medication. Your doctor should help you understand and overcome what you are seeing or being disturbed by; if he doesn't, find someone who will!

[Arn de Gothia]

Stop taking the meds, the spirits might be real you know, drugs just messes you up

[forsaken]

Stop taking the meds, the spirits might be real you know, drugs just messes you up

maybe they are, but without the medicine i can't function as a normal person anyway. the best way i know is to take them so im stable enough to learn how protect myself. so far im just wearing a pentagram and making upp words that i can say to calm me down when i have a bad dream...   

[Dria]

If the medicine is helping you, than keep taking the medicine!  Also, keep taking the medicine because a medical professional (Ph.D.) prescribed them for a reason.  I take meds for depression, and if I don't take it, it messes me up quite a bit.