A Little Help From Experienced Psychics Please?

[Lostlight2013]

Hey everyone, first and foremost thank you for taking time to read my thread! I have a few questions, mainly about how to start "fine tuning" what i feel to be psychic phenomena. I'm going to list a few of my experiences so you guys who are more experienced can either tell me what i am experiencing is truly phenomena that i can start training on, or if maybe i'm just using an over active imagination. Thanks!

Gas like figures- I see these a lot and have so for years. It's so hard to explain, sometimes they take on the shape of people and other times it's like a cloud or ball but all of them have the same "Gas/Fume" look to them, actually a good description would be like in the movie Predator and the Predator goes into stealth mode, how you can see through him but it's all wavy so you know something's there, it's like that. These experiences i know aren't just me because I've had multiple instances where i'm not the only one who see's them but animals pick up on them as well, dogs to be exact. Anyway can i learn to not just see "Fumes" but possibly see the entity that is around me? Would i actually WANT to see what they are or would that be one of those "Be careful what you wish for" things because i'd rather not see rotting people stuck in a horrible form of themselves.

Here are 2 examples of this happening to me, one being recent and one being a few years ago went something like this. (Ive had thousands of others experiences like this because i see them every day, however i could verify these experiences because an animal caught onto them as well.)

1.) Just the other day i was in my room on the computer listening to music at my parents house on my computer and my dog Willy came in to climb in bed with me. (Im home on vacation so im staying with my parents for a few weeks) Well as he came in we both caught glimpse of a ball like gas/fume thing that flew passed. I KNOW he saw it because we both looked noticed it at the same time and his head canted sideways like he had no idea what he was looking at. We both followed the thing around my room as it flew around my ceiling and then left.

2.) I had gotten married in 2010 after coming home from Iraq and we were staying at my friends house before i was to be shipped off to Germany. Well, my friends had a dog named Diamond and i remember me and my (ex) wife went off to bed and she came in with us. Multiple figures, i mean like 4 or 5 of them came into the room as well and they were....weird. One was crawling on the floor, another on the ceiling and the rest just seemed to be floating around the room almost like they were dancing in circles. Well Diamond went crazy, growling and snarling as she jumped into bed with us and as i followed her snarls and growls, she was growling at the figures i was watching. Our heads moved in unison as we looked around the room together watching these, things do all kinds of crazy stuff. My (ex) wife looks and says "What the hell is she growling at??" Then she saw that i was looking at too, she looked and then looked at me and said "Babe, what are you 2 looking at?" I didn't have the heart to tell her, i just said it must be a bug or something and told her to go to sleep. Me and Diamond watched these things together for over an hour.

Faces- This is another one that happens a lot. I've been doing Astral Projection for years (haven't had a ton of success but enough to keep me going) Well, when i get in a relaxed state these faces start coming through on my "Mental Screen". It's like dark gray faces on a black canvas so it's hard to really make them out, almost like they're cloudy. I'm not scared or intimidated by them at all but was just wondering how can i focus on them, or maybe even speak to them?

Possible Channeling- So, i have 2 different experiences, one where i feel an entity may have spoken through me and another where i was more or less speaking with a being in a trance state.

1.) I've had a couple of instances where I've laid down to take a nap or something and i'll be disturbed by a very definitive voice that isn't mine and i'll wake up immediately. I think it's actually coming from me though because i can FEEL something like it's passing through my throat, which is part of what wakes me up....but it's not my voice....if that makes sense? I was laying down for a nap one time and i had JUST drifted off when a very loud voice came through that said "Exalt". I obviously woke up instantly, I had no idea what the word even meant so i had to look it up.

2.) Last night i was laying in bed and attempted AP, i had my intent on visiting a friend of mine who passed away in 2005 so i was focusing my intent and love for her "outward into the universe". Seems a bit odd but it just felt right. Well, an image came through that looked a lot like her but she was like completely purple and pink, kind of shiny almost as if she was glimmering and on the center of her forehead was a lotus flower that was in bloom. Her face was kind of changing, some of them i recognized (even though i never seen them before) and some i didn't. So i decided to have a "Mental Conversation" with her. It went something like this.

(Me) I miss you (Her) I'm always with you, we're tied together. (Me) Why are your faces changing? Why do i recognize some of them? (Her) These are lives we've lived together, as i said, we're tied together. (Me) Why do you seem so inhuman? (Her) Because this form is of a higher density, her lower density decided to relive. (Me) You mean reincarnate? (Her) Kind of, she wished to live again (Me) Can i see her? (Her) Not at this time, you have your own path to go. It's time for me to go, remember, i am always just a thought away. (Me) Before you go, can i feel your energy? (Her) Of course. I felt like a gentle wave of relaxation go over me, nothing intense or powerful, just gentle. Then i opened my eyes, stretched and went to sleep.

I'm so unsure about a lot of these things, do things like this happen to you guys? If i'm in the like "Beginner" phases of using my abilities, what ways do you recommend me strengthening them? If not and i'm possibly crazy lol, is it something completely off the wall that you guys feel i may need to speak with someone about? I know this was long and you more than likely hate long posts but it was impossible to explain in so little words. Thank you for your time!

[EscapeVelocity]

Having re-read many of your earlier posts, it occurs to me that you have a wonderful variety of experiences and nascent abilities to develop. A lot of it may involve third eye development, which you have noticed.

The choice is really up to you; what resonates?

Is it yoga, kundalini development, chakra development, kabbalistic study, chi and qigong work, AP exploration?

Or do you just go into meditation/trance and put forth the request to be shown the next thing you need to learn or ability to develop?

[Lostlight2013]

Yeah, i used some of my past posts and a couple new ones...Busted lol. However, i didnt do it to troll, i guess i just still question them. :/

To be honest, kabbalistic studies and AP exploration are my top 2 hands down. I'm just a little worried about getting into "High Magick" by myself because in pretty much every book I've ever read it talks about how dangerous it can be. This doesn't deter me from wanting to do it but i'd really...REALLY...feel safe learning from someone more experienced. Sadly, i NEVER find myself in an area where these groups get together, or if they did, they did so in secret. I always find Witchcraft, which honestly just doesn't sit with me so i never found myself interested. Maybe i need to just get over it and do it?

AP i've been practicing for years but i've had little success. Maybe one day i huh? I did notice that when i felt a little "Froggy" and dabbled in some protection rituals like LBPR when i was in Afghanistan, it put me in a very trance like state, even when walking around and doing stuff. Maybe i'm blocked because i'm not...as Darryl Anka / (Bashar) would say....Following my highest excitement? Maybe i should start...

[EscapeVelocity]

Okay, I'll cut to the chase, which is just the way I eventually find myself...

Anybody...admittedly needing a fair amount of research, could put together a list of purported experiences such as you have; if this is the case, then I really don't care about your purpose and will move on to people who have legitimate questions about the art.

If you have truly had the breadth of experiences that you describe, then you are pretty much a natural and have little or no need to cast about for a "system" to follow, much less an egoistic version of Cabbalistic ritual.

You don't need High Magik.

You say you have been practicing for years...at what? You don't need others like Bashar, if that's not working for you. Just lay down, get quiet and put forth the request of what you truly want.

Given your experiences that you have reported, it should be pretty easy...so what's the problem?

Any questions, please ask.

[Lostlight2013]

Lol all of the experiences i listed are mine and mine alone, so i'm honestly kind of flattered that you would suggest the possibility of fraud.

So if i'm a natural...am i trying too hard? Caring too much? Maybe i should just let whatever happens happen?

Because when i say I've been practicing for years, i mean every night before i go to bed that's all i try to do. Hell before i lay down to sleep at all, naps included. Which can become quite the problem sometimes because for whatever reason, a lot of times after being in a meditative/trance state i get incredibly hungry and energetic...which keeps me up all night.

I mean, i guess i'm grateful for the experiences i do have but what i truly want is like what Robert Monroe and Robert Bruce (and many others) reportedly did by just willfully leaving their bodies and traveling the universe and all the dimensions in between. This i've only experienced once and it was spontaneous and on no part of my own...i guess the planets just aligned and it happened.

I wish it was that easy, if it was...i would have no reason to ask for help.

[EscapeVelocity]

From what you have described, you have a strong ability towards clairvoyance and clairaudience. This may not be immediately conducive to OBE but you sound like you are getting some energetic exit sensations from time to time.

We all have different strengths. The lesser ones may have to be exercised no matter how strong other strengths may be.

Middle of the night, early morning...have you tried going into trance and seeing what happens? The sequence can be pretty complex but with your innate talent, I wouldn't be surprised if it didn't happen like 1,2,3...just focus within a stabilized scene and...poof! make the transition...

Okay...the quick course...find an image that morphs, then finally stabilizes, then step into it...it requires a bit of balance...lol! Then some emotional control, then an understanding of intent, then some mental configurations...

That's pretty much all of it.