An Astral meal

[runlola]

 

[McArthur]

quote:Originally posted by runlola




LOL!!! you ate it!!!

Heh [8D][] Seriously, it just seemed like a natural thing to do. It's really not unusual for Adepts to destroy thoughtforms etc by dissolving its energy structure. I think Dion Fortune mentions one of these techniques in her Psychic Self-Defense book. Crowley describes something similar in his novel "Moonchild" (maybe i'll look these references up and quote from them, they're both available free online).

I've a couple more to get yet. When the above happened i could sense at least one other somewhere on me but couldn't quite get to it for some reason. They feel like they are about an inch or two away from the skin but it's hard to be sure. Certainly some kind of parasite anyway. To feel it moving around in my hand was an amazing experience. It felt as solid as anything physical might. I didn't actually get to see it but can kind of get a mental picture of it just from the tactile senses.

I also think that with time and practice it would be possible to check out other peoples energy body for these parasites and remove them.

[McArthur]

Here's the relevant short chapter from Moonchild on "The Thing in the Garden." Not exactly like my experience of course but similar principles in a way.

http://www.hermetic.com/crowley/moonchild/mc05.html

[McArthur]

Well, i did have the moving hands and mild finger twitches about a day after this that i mentioned in the other thread on auto-writing. But they have gone now and until i manage to do this again i won't know if that is what caused it. I don't think it did. I basically just looked at it as a lump of energy and visualized biting, sucking and breaking it apart/dissolving it.

I guess i'm not recommending it, just reporting in so-to-speak. []

[Mystic Cloud]

There's the story where the angelic and demonic forces
had a quarrel who would get the 'nectar'. But with the
nectar there came also poison. This poison was undispensable
and neither sides.

In the end there were such amounts of it that no one knew
what would be done with it. They went to see Vishnu about
the poison matter. Vishnu did not either know what to do with
it so Vishnu went to Shiva to ask if he knew what to do with it.

So when Vishnu came to Shiva with the poison, Shiva took all the
poison and swallowed it. Resolving the whole matter. [][][]

The story was written in Swami's Kundalini yoga book, I thought
it to be very funny. Btw the story was written in my own words
so it is not precisely the same.

[LordoftheBunnies]

But McArthur, what if all the fluff bunny new agers are right and the neg was in fact a poor little lost spirit who wanted to cuddle?  You might have just ate Kenny! []

*puts on Southpark voice* Oh my God!  He ate Kenny!  You b**tard!

[McArthur]

Excellent Mystic, i forgot all about Shiva's blue neck!

Bunny: LOL! Whatever it was was eating me and it serves it right for ignoring my many warnings and demands to get out of my aura. Besides, all i did was attempt to take away the energy it was using to remain manifested around me. It's very unlikely i would be able to eat or destroy an actual human spirit.

It reminds me of a story i once heard about this guy who had a problem with rats. So one day he caught one alive, killed it so the others could hear it squeel, and ate it. His rat problem diminished incredably after that. [][]

[McArthur]

oh and p.s. In the past i have been reluctant to do shielding work such as Middle Pillar etc because, while it would stop most intrusions, it might also stop whatever is in my aura from getting out as i demanded. Now i'm taking a different approach altogether and actively trying to fully seal my aura so it/they can't escape when i come to eat it/them. [][] And they know it too. Will they get out while they have the chance or will i get to eat them? Only time will tell. [8D]

p.p.s. I have made a pretty strong connection with my Higher Self recently which is probably helping matters enormously. I'm still uncertain if my draining this things energy is what led to my experience the day after that i recount in the thread about Alien Hand Syndrome and auto-writing. But the hands moving experience also led me to finding and using the Holy Breath Visualization which actually acted almost like a self-exorcism (i could feel some dark energy being expelled on my outbreath and being dissolved/converted.)

[boydster]

quote:Originally posted by runlola



I would think eating the neg would be like inviting it inside you?
it becomes a part of you...that is my concern.

"you are what you eat"

I don't think he was eating bug-juice.

He was probably transmuting the energy back into a purer state--erasing the engrams of "bug-hood" as the siphoning proceeded.

Makes sense to me....

[McArthur]

quote:Originally posted by boydster
Makes sense to me....

[] Ram Ram

[McArthur]

Here's something i posted elswhere the other day. I've been having some Kundalini spikes recently, which is what the 40,000 volts comment is about. This is the first time i've ever caught something like this so i'm pretty pleased. [8D] I won't be forgetting this anytime soon.

I woke up last night in my Astral/Energy Body laying in bed
(If i could have been bothered to stand up i guess it would be called an OOBE) and could feel some kind of foreign energy on the right side of my lower back. So i lazily stretched out an Astral arm to see what it was and, although it tried to evade me, i managed to catch the little critter. It was a small blob of energy about the size of a golfball and was constantly changing shape and buzzing/vibrating kinda like a large blue-bottle fly might do when you catch it in your hand.

Then i wondered what to do with it. If i let it go it might start being pesky again (ever had a fly keep landing on your face while laying in bed? It gets terribly annoying if you let it). So the natural thought was to just eat it you see. So i lifted it up to my mouth, all the while it was buzzing around in my hand, and took a big bite on it and sucked on its energy. Now, that may sound vampire-like i guess, but i didn't need it's energy (having had about 40,000 volts go through my mind earlier in the day you see?) i just thought that if a dog bites me then i'm gonna bite back right?

So i sucked away the tiny bit of energy it had stolen until it finally just disappeared and i could get back to more important things on the Astral such as looking at a nice selection of swords etc.




Bhagavad Gita 11:36 Arjuna said: It is justly so oh Krishna the entire Universe is exalted by singing Your Glories becoming attracted; all the demons out of fear are fleeing in the four directions and the perfected beings are offering praises.

http://www.krishnadas.com/live/14.html

http://www.kulashaker.co.uk/kulashaker/sing_govinda.html