Symbiotic Entity 11

[jimm]

HI,
l've been experiencing some very weird things with a person l've indirectly known for about a year or so [no personal contact and not a sexual thing].
lt began one night when l was concentrating on her and suddenly felt a funny movement  like click and l was then identified with her in consciousness.l had no intention of doing this and it's never happened with anyone before.
l've been reading Robert Bruce's book on Psychic Defence and wondering if this person might have something to do with the NEG's he mentions.
After the first identification with her l started seeing and feeling a strong energy in the heart and brow chakras.lt's a pinkish white light and it moves between these centres.lt only recently stopped happening when she moved from the place of work l used to see her at.l rarely see her now, but what is concerning me is that the psychic connection with her has continued unabated. l get visits from her both night and day [not a bad experience and l never feeled drained etc], when her subtle body [possibly astral] joins with my physical body for a short while and sometimes we share an incredible energy [l've practiced yoga for some time and l'm open to what is called Shakti or Spiritual Force entering the body] and strength.Would a NEG actually work in this way.l know how cunning they can be.
She comes to me mostly around 8-10 p.m though, and joins with me in the way l described above.Recently l've had some very unusual experiences with her.A week ago she was with me like this and suddenly l felt myself taken out astrally or whatever and visit what l think was the actual physical body of this person [she only lives a few streets away] and join with her body. A large ball of energy appeared and enveloped the both of us and created and a sort of protective shell l assume.This lasted a while and then l came back to my body [l was physically conscious all the time].Would a NEG do this sort of thing???
When she joins with me it nearly always seems to be through the heart chakra.
Have you guys ever experienced this kind of thing?
A short time after the initial experience l came across a book called 'Twin Souls' by M.PRESSMAN and a woman in that had exactly the same experiences as me and her husbands name in the book was the same as this persons husband [not a common name either] so l'm a little confused by all this.
A really strange experience occured about 6 months ago.l asked the 'Powers that Be' for a sign that this might be a soul connection.Almost immediately a bolt of pinkish-white energy hit me in the heart centre in the street and filled me with an incredible strength.Turns out she lives at the exact spot this occurred [l didn't know she lived there until much later].You can see how weird that is.Do NEGS arrange things like that.
Ever since this connection with her l'm getting bizarre physical signs and omens about her as well on a daily basis.
Hope someone can help with this.
THANKS.

[jimm]

Thanks Runlola.
There is one thing that's very strange about this person, though.
She has the weirdest eyes l've ever seen.l know robert bruce describes what happened to his eyes during a possession encounter [they went grey l believe].This womans eyes are quite large sometimes and at other times seem to shrink. The whole eye goes black sometimes so that l can't see any white at all, just like black pools of ink.l believe alcohol can make the pupils larger, but this is extreme.lf you've seen the alien grays' eyes [big almond shaped and all black] then this is exactly what l'm talking about. l notice that when she's ill with a cold or something then the pupils seems to disappear completely and her eyes are become whitish in color.l don't think contact lenses would do this would they???
Perhaps she's an alien hybrid.lt's Not unknown lol.
l wish l had a psychic pet like the one Robert mentions in his book.Animals seems to come to me easily enogh though.They don't run off or bark madly etc. Even birds don't fly off when l walk through the middle of them [l assume they'd scatter in all directions if a NEG was present].
Should mention that l see the numbers 12 and 21 in connection with her constantly.For instance if l see 2:12 or 12:12 somewhere l bump into her a short while after physically.

[shadow.pulsar]

After the first identification with her l started seeing and feeling a strong energy in the heart and brow chakras.lt's a pinkish white light and it moves between these centres. l get visits from her both night and day [not a bad experience and l never feeled drained etc], when her subtle body [possibly astral] joins with my physical body for a short while and sometimes we share an incredible energy. Would a NEG actually work in this way?

Your comments here would indicate to me that this is a very special thing you have going on, and is not NEG related.  The fact that you indicate the higher chakras are involed and that the experince never leaves you feeling drained is what really says this to me.  If it were a NEG issue you would feel drained and it would very rarely be even close to a good experince. It sounds to me like you two have a very strong connection on some sort of level.

She comes to me mostly around 8-10 p.m though, and joins with me in the way l described above.

I would be curious to find out if she is asleep at the time you mention above.  Have you discused any of this with her?  What is her take on this?  Do you know if she is aware of this connection going on bettween you two?

A week ago she was with me like this and suddenly l felt myself taken out astrally or whatever and visit what l think was the actual physical body of this person [she only lives a few streets away] and join with her body. A large ball of energy appeared and enveloped the both of us and created and a sort of protective shell l assume.This lasted a while and then l came back to my body [l was physically conscious all the time].Would a NEG do this sort of thing???

A NEG would not do something like that.  NEGs do go to certain lengths to trick us, but that is just too much work for a NEG to expend that much energy on when it could just  steal it from you by force. That and I doubt a NEG would go to the length of putting a protective shell around both of you.

A really strange experience occured about 6 months ago.l asked the 'Powers that Be' for a sign that this might be a soul connection.Almost immediately a bolt of pinkish-white energy hit me in the heart centre in the street and filled me with an incredible strength.Turns out she lives at the exact spot this occurred [l didn't know she lived there until much later].You can see how weird that is.Do NEGS arrange things like that.

WOW!  I would say this is proof positive that this is a very special connection.  You mentioned the pinkish-white light that you also mention before. That is significant.  Also, I don't know of any NEG that would do something like that. NEGs are tricky, but they tend to seek the path of least action.  That is just too much for any NEG, I think, to go to just to get a bit of energy from you.  If I were in your position I would go and talk with her to find out if she is having similar experinces or if she is even aware of it.  I have a feeling that the answer you get from her may surprise you.  I think you are one lucky person to have these experinces and unless it statrs turning bad on you, I feel you have nothing to fear from it.

Keep us up to date on this as it sounds really increadible!

~Shadow.Pulsar~

EDITED for grammer.

[jimm]

Thanks guys, sorry l haven't posted for a while.Preoccupied elsewhere.
l really appreciate your input.
Yeah Runlola,the eyes sound creepy, but they are quite beautiful when you see them in person.The sort of eyes that could tame wild animals.She rarely blinks too.
Shadow.Pulsar, thanks for the postive angle, which l tend to totally agree with, of course, but l like to keep an open mind and use my discrimination in these things.l actually posted on the 'astraldynamics' board to robert bruce [psychic self-defense book] .This was his reply-

HI ROBERT,
l'm reading your book on 'Psychic self-defence' and l'm not sure how to tell the difference between what you describe as 'ADRENALIN RUSHES' or 'ENDORPHIN RUSHES' from Negs and Kundalini/shakti energy in my body.l've had flows of energy or shakti through my body for quite some time but l'm asking this because l have some kind of connection with a person with whom l'm identified in consciousness, and even in broad daylight l feel her presence [an overshadowing but not invasive and no bad experiences.Even brings a lot of peace].There is usually tremendous energy at the heart and head chakras [pinkish-white light] and she steps out from the heart chakra mainly.The energy moves between these two chakras mostly and l also feel a strong electrical force/energy that stays with me for days sometimes in connection with her.Just like to know if you think this is a NEG thing or not.
Many thanks.

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Posted: Sat May 27, 2006 9:12 pm    Post subject:    

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G'day!

Energy movement/rush sensations do not in themselves indicate any kind of psychic or neg attack. They are often, as you say, related to kundalini, or to the presence of good spirits, as you say.

I see nothing here that would make me suspect psychic attack of any kind.

So that seems to be an extra confirmation for the pro side.
As for talking to her, it's easier said than done.l'm hoping something will drag us together for that.Hard to see though, as we're both very unapproachable types.She is also married with children and l don't see her much now since she left her job about a month ago.The experiences are still ongoing though.Only last week l felt her overshadow me and l was in a state of profound peace [this is something very concrete not a wishy-washy sort of thing] for about 2 days.l was lying in bed the other night and due to frustration and the fact that l don't see her much, l started getting angry at her.Suddenly she was there and with this peace and harmony again and the anger just left completely and l dropped of to sleep.lt's strange that l should even be attracted to this person, because physically we have nothing in common.l even find her lifestyle repulsive lol [chalk and cheese].l can only assume there must be a higher purpose to behind it.
When l used to see her at her job, l could feel this energy l've described previously, all over the place.l'd walk through town and at certain points where she'd been, l could feel it powerfully coursing through my body.Also, l knew when she was at work because l'd see [clairvoyantly] a huge pair of black shining eyes looking at me [i recognised them as hers of course] even though l was no where near her place of work .That has subsided a lot now, mainly l think because she doesn't come into town much.
Of course l see her in dreams once or twice a week.
Personally l think she's about to get a spiritual wake-up call.Certain signs/omens l'v been getting are indicating this.