Astral Warriors

[Drew]

Has anyone ever tried to go out and fight negatives while in the astral just to get rid of them? This is something i plan on trying to do in a few years when my energy and experience is high enough for me to feel comfortable doing so.

[Souljah333]

astral warrior by night...mild mannered creative visionary by day.
neither one pays the bills!!!

not quite sure what to say. have been battling for over twenty years. it's kind of like talking about brushing my teeth. grab brush, add paste, brush, rinse, repeat. but you asked for a response...thus i must make an effort.

i was extremely young when this all started. for the first several years all i could do is NOT sleep. anytime i fell into the unconscious, even napping during the day i was attacked. it was only natural that i started fighting back. at first it was pretty fruitless...basically using all the energy i could to defend myself. the attacks got worse. very much worse! on occasion i would get in a good blow or two which kept me going in this direction. i still wasn't sleeping. i was fighting all night. exhausted to the point of non-function during the day, and the cycle went round and round like that for a good while maybe five years before i started to lose my cool. subconsciously i was ok. consciously i was bonked. my attacks have always been of a sexual nature. the fighting began as a way of beating the assailants off. they never came at me purely to fight, but it was still scary as excrement. when i started fighting back i think it just added to the excitement and the flavor of the feed. basically they were getting a double dose. this is why i don't suggest battling as a form of defense. i'm sure i've written this before, but a very interesting thing happened when i finally gave up fighting. and this only happen bcuz it was such a regular thing in my life that i began to just "give in" to it. when i did the attacks became less aggressive. and fewer and father between. where i would normally be attacked nightly by six to ten neg's. it dropped down to two or three, but still pretty much nightly. i still fought back, but only the ones that came at me in a bad way. around this time the entities became extremely diversified. actually some that were enjoyable. it's probably ridiculous of me to say, but i felt a little more in control. since i wasn't giving into the negative ones, but was willing (sort-a-speak) to accommodate the neutral and more passive beings. i assume you've never had a sexual encounter with a spirit being. it's hard to explain. it can't be equated to anything physical. definitely out of this world! and from my dealings i would say a more satisfying source of sustenance for "them" that just the fear feeding. don't get me wrong. i wish i never had to deal with any of this, but it seems to be my path...so i've tried to make the best out of a horrid situation.

jump ahead to current time: (and i'll try to stay on track and answer your question). the attacks are far less frequent now, so i have more time for other astral pursuits. i get into it all pretty deep, and there's a lot to get into believe me. i consider myself to be a cosmic warrior/healer. i've been through countless battles. slayer of vampires, destroyer of parasitic probber's, and the list goes on. i must say however that i never, ever draw first blood! my methods are in keeping with an honorable system. that of a samurai or jedi knight. i don't go looking for these things to bring down. i have compassion for all GODS creatures, but that ends when the being(s) i'm approached by don't possess this ability. a lot don't, and i think they are fair game from all sides...even their own kind. the astral can be a cruel and heartless world, and there is no harm in being prepared of well trained to defend yourself. warriors are coming in very handy.

know that you aren't really killing anything. just breaking their rhythm. now that anything is possible. increasing your presence, size, growing wings, shape-shifting into whatever you can imagine, manifesting any weapons or tools you wish. all it takes is focused intent to bring it into being. it's a wonderful skill, but it comes at a price. all in all it could be seen as a great waste of time, save for the idea i have that it is generating a certain reality/perspective of what these foreign entities consider us to be. they really aren't anyway near as imaginative or savvy. they basically come as they are, and do what they do. the MO is consistent...where humans have a lot of parlor tricks up their silky sleeves. it makes us hard to judge. YES there's a whole hell of a lot that is "typical" and easily "calculatable' about us. and that part they have down to a T. but we do/can mystify them, confuse them easily by applying or free-will. i think that's where the grave importance of free-will comes into play. it keeps them having to guess.

it's a noble path you seek. we can always use more warriors and healers. i for one would welcome the assistance. it's not that i live for the fight. it's more of a equalizer position...keeping the battlefield level and just. not sure if it's working, but it's what i do. i have a hard time more and more when entering the astral...on what to do there?!? i can manifest whatever i want, project here and there, etc. but that's just the fun and games part of it. i would definitely consider the warrior/healer aspect of myself to be my career.

i think in that sense the astral can become a different place.
something about creating a career out of something you love. when it becomes work (which it always does)...the enjoyment wains. i still however love to travel. i have to bcuz i spend so much time in it!    

not sure this answers your question, but it's my experience and that's all i can give.

anymore questions feel free to ask.
sincerely 333

I KNOW THAT WAS REALLY LONG>be careful what you wish for!!!

[Drew]

I KNOW THAT WAS REALLY LONG>be careful what you wish for!!!

Haha, thanks for the reply. I have never been attacked by a negative entity(consciously), but it will eventualy happen and I know that when it does I will deal with it in a more violent manner, better to get rid of it so it will never come back than to continuously deal with it.

You say "draw first blood", so your astral body can be wounded?

Thanks,
Drew-

[Souljah333]

i afraid it was too long and i think you missed the most important point, because i buried in a bunch of irrelevant information.

the more violently you react. the more violently they react, and if you prove yourself to be a worth opponent it "turns them on"...not away! however on the other hand...it's not exactly in the doing "nothing" part that you escape unscathed either. you're thinking 3-dimensionally...too physically. you can't be expected to think otherwise, but there is a lot more to it than that. if you encounter a "predator" in this physical world...one that is hunting YOU. i expect you to fight with a fury and make it swift and precise...and it all depends on your "PHYSICAL STRENGTH".

in the astral however is takes a different strength. very different. and it has a lot to do with a) balance b) how honest you are to yourself & c) how much strength you FEEL you have in total. i'll leave it at three steps to keep it simple. it's easy for someone to say they are strong. it's easy to easy to PRETEND you are something you're not in this world. actually "PERSONA'S" are pretty much what this 3rd world is about.
(you need to understand that sentence above!) in the astral you can create CHARACTERS that are infinitely more impressive than here, but it is not the image you carry that will protect you. it's the TRUTH and knowledge you possess...and that's why i say it's very samurai/jedi like. it has more to do with the spirituality & discipline of the warrior, than the puffed up image. that's why the training is extensive, complicated, and exhausting...in the end...you have moved through it all and hopefully come out with a clear mind.

imagine having some sort of tiny, ancient martial arts teacher. a guy like PAI MAI from kill bill that could snap you in half like a toothpick before you could even blink. if you told him what you told me in your reply he would think you FOOLISH!

you'll get your chance and if nothing else...it will be enlightening.
when the student is ready the teacher will appear.
and there's a lot of waxing on and off before you can do what you replied.

in response to your question of first blood...only a metaphor. yes i can be wounded but the only thing that effects me physically is the drain on energy. when i was younger i use to wake myself before it got too far. now i can pretty much stick it out with the best of them, as i know how to reserve my energy...but i say again...i don't fight for the sake of fighting. it's always a recon mission of sorts, or a rescue nowadays.

it's an extraordinary feeling being riddled with bullets, hanging on the wrong end of a sword, or having something that's all teeth sink into an extremity and try to tear you apart. it's all very real feeling. currently my style is morphing once again. that hidden-dragon style where everything gos in slo-mo. it's not completely a natural function yet. i still have to will it, but i become more "wispy" for lack of a better word (less physical). it's difficult to leave those physical reactions and rules behind when you go astral. we are truly trapped by them. with more experience it becomes easier to get around, flow, work in a limitless way.
it's all very educational in that light. it really has nothing to do with fighting.

best of luck
333