I think that this may very well have been my first astral skirmish, something I do not wish to go through again if I have a choice. I am new in projection, but I have, I feel, the necessary theoretical knowledge even if my practical training and application is no where as good.
For a few days ago I mentioned to mom how I dislike going down on the first floor in our house after everyone is in bed. I have a very distinct feeling of being observed, and especially as I walk back the stairs up to my room. I just wait for something to come and grab me from behind. She explained she had the exactly same feeling. Here is an account for what happened mere minutes from when I am writing this.
13:19, Mars 6th:
I sat down to meditate, and to hopefully make some kind of contact with the spirit in our house. Even though nothing particular disturbing has happened, it is still an unwelcome addition in our life – as we feel observed and do not wish it to be here. I have tried to make contact with my spirit guide to help me throw it out because it did not leave when I on several occasions pretty much told it to get lost.
I sat down to meditate, and it did not take long until I began a mental journey out into my own room. From there I walked out through my closed door, with some resistance, and had the pleasure of observing the wooden fibres it is made of. I came into my little sister's room which was empty. I am so new with this, and I knew that I sooner or later would come into contact with what Robert Bruce so fittingly calls "The Alice in wonderland" effect. Basically, it is when we loose contact with the real world, and instead our projected body begins creating doors, and windows in places they just are not supposed to be. Anyway, I came into their room and found a door in a place it was not meant to be. I had no intention of exploring this effect any further, and instead I forced the door to disappear and continued out into the hallway. From there, I could not discern any more Alice effects. I began walking down the stairs and found in front of me a younger woman, a girl. I walked backwards up again and invited her so we would be on an even footing. (In the same height) She came up. I have still difficulties with seeing the little details, so it took me a while until I began seeing her facial features. What I saw was upsetting. She came towards me and I backed into my room. I raised my hand and sent golden light toward her – to no use. I continued backing and by now I had noticed what made me sure I did not want her In our house. Even though she had a sort of silver coloured shine to her skin, her eyes were just...wrong, as if she was in decomposition. I was sure it would come to violence and I had no intention of going into this alone, I called out to Michael. "Michael, help me! Help me! Help me!" Before I knew what happened, I only glimpsed a shape and she got hurled out through the window (which was behind me) I jumped after and called for my sword, and landed right in front of her, stabbing her through the chest. Her eyes were wrong, filled with fear and death. I pulled out the sword, and placed my hand on her chest, filling it with golden light to heal her wound. I warned her that if she ever returned, she would not walk away with her life. She left, and I have not seen her yet. I am going to flood the house in light and ask a prayer for protection, but I needed to write all of this down before I lost the memory of it. It is a frustrating thing, that these memories are like dream memories – if we do not write them down they get lost. One thing that is puzzling is that I did not get a clear image of Michael, if it was him. The woman was basically picked up, swung around in the room and thrown out through the window. After that he was gone. Of course he has a lot of other obligations as well, so I can imagine he did not have time to stay around and chit chat.
Erik
Follow up
Now it is 13:52 and I have been following up on the astral skirmish. Whatever the hell that was, it is thrown out of the house. As I walked about to see if we had any more unwelcome visitors, I found another nasty surprise. It can best be explained as an enormous Shadow in the corner of our living room. It did not move, it did not do anything. I believe it was a concentrated spot where negative energies have been accumulated during the years we've lived here. We all have a tendency of hot temper and frustrations, and I think it has gathered up – and perhaps drawn (or created?) that young woman I met earlier?
Anyway, the shadow did not move or do anything. Therefore I began with going back to my room and flooding it with white and golden light, to purify it from all negative feelings. In the beginning I did not feel much of a difference, but as I moved onto my sister's room I noticed an easing in the rooms' atmosphere. Almost as if it was easier to breathe. I moved on into the hallway, to the bathroom and flooded those with the same lights until they were holding positive energies. Then I flooded the staircase, and the hallway on the first floor. The Kitchen, the toilet, the living room. It took a lot to really flood it with positive energies, as the shadow was quite stubborn and refused to leave. It still did not do anything, just being there. Eventually it left. Then I moved outside onto our porch and did the same there, and then finished with the whole garden. When this was done, I spoke in both bodies: "This house is now cleansed and purified, and no negative energies may enter; No energies that are not for our highest good may find refuge here. So mote it be"
I feel however, now that I have done all of this in the house that I should try to get rid off excess negative energies from us as well. I will begin with me, and see if I have any negative marks or attachments onto my energy field and have them removed, with my spirit guide and/or Raphael if needed. After that, I'll try to help my parents and siblings as well. It is time we end this negative circle in this house, as it affects us all.
Follow up:
When I walked downstairs and met mom in kitchen baking a sponge-cake, I asked if she felt something different. I told her I felt as if there was a lighter atmosphere in the house. She didn't notice, she said it was probably because she was baking a cake :)
One of our 3 cats walked into the kitchen and seemed unusually pleased, but that might just have been me ;-) I am going to eat some cake, have myself a coup of coffee then get back to work – I still need to toss out the remaining negative energies in here – just to finish it off, if you know what I mean.
15:00 – healing of myself
I began with the Chakra balancing technique that you gave me. I balanced the chakras, of which the throat chakra now seemed to be very active as I had strong tingling sensations in it. After that I stood before myself, and watched white light shine onto my aura burning away dark patches and gaps in the field.
15:30 – healing of dad's energy field
I went downstairs and stood next to him. I saw patches of dark and negativity in his aura, and I asked for assistance from his spirit guide. When he arrived, I explained to him that it is time for a change, to the better. He agreed and instructed me on just holding my hands over his skin, starting from the head. I did so, and I experienced that my hands could actually touch the aura because the aura felt like a magnet. Have you ever held two magnets of the same polarity close to each other? That was what I experienced here. I continued to do this over his entire body and when I reached his feet; his spirit guide told me that was enough. I thanked him and sent him on his way. Just mom and my two little sisters to go, on a side note I should be careful and ground myself better because I am feeling somewhat dizzy. Did I not come back proper from the astral skirmish? *focuses on Sacral Chakra to ground himself*
15:50 – Healing of mom's energy field
Once again, I went downstairs. Didn't bother using the stairs this time, just dived through the floor. What? Even Jedi can be lazy ;) I found her lying on her back on the couch and like I did before, I called out to the spirit guide who appeared. I asked her for her help, and she instructed me on using the same technique I had used on my father. This time I found my hands glowing as I passed them over her. She had a grey patch over her chest and her calf's. My hands glowed as my energy filled up these patches, making sure they could not be exploited any further. After this, I summoned a great yellow light from above to strengthen her aura, for further protection. I realized I had not done this with my dad, so I returned to him and gave him a yellow shower as well.
Imagine the yellow light as a bright sunlight shining in through the window, a beautiful morning with no clouds on the sky and you got the same colour I use.
I returned to myself and reintegrated. I have absolutely had my share of adventures for one day and I will not overwork myself. My legs fell asleep during the trip downstairs and my head feels light, but I am still focusing on the sacral chakra to ground myself properly once again.
Side note: After I had balanced my chakras , I felt like a throbbing in my heart Chakra. This is where I found a dark patch in my aura which I removed through yellow light that also strengthend my aura. Beside of what I have done today, I am also going for an Aura shower. Very simple, nothing fancy. Just visualising and feeling the water flushing away all negativity that is in the aura.
After that, I will enjoy my supper, and then perhaps some Telly or writing on my astral projection article and then off to bed. I am feeling tired, which is quite understandable.
Have a nice day, and may the lord and lady bless you,
Erik Jögimar aka Paladin Mikhail