Help with voices in head

[Spite]

I don't want to claim that I'm going crazy yet, but recently I've come to believe that I have been reaching into other peoples sub-concious thought and even more so, people in the astral realm. I cannot project at will yet, but I have gotten out of body. I'm new to this whole thing, but this problem has interrupted my whole mediataion cycle and OBE expierences.

What takes place is that I hear voices of a conglomerate, male and female voices and also a background of chatter. It seems as though the people who I hear want to be around me or in my realm of thought. Some speak to me and others just listen, but they all know whats going on. Its strange to be saying this because I've tried to claim I was going insane, but I have proved to myself I can atleast effect a situation around me.

For example: One time I was riding in a car with my friends, my one friend was driving and he sneezed. In my mind I said," Bless You" directly to him, but I didn't speak anything verbally. And he responded verbally saying, "Thank You."

This freaked me out because I couldn't tell what had just took place. I know for a fact I didn't say anything verbally and that I did say bless you in my head. What is this phenomena? Am I really someone who is missing out or am I reaching a status which many have not acheived?

Beyond all those questions, I sometimes feel as if I can control every situation I happen to get myself in and at times that I am the one who is supposed to be in control. I've actually done nothing in those situations before, just sat and watched what would happen. Everyone starts acting weird, they all seem lost as if they have no clue of what to do with themselves.

For example: I was walking with about 8 friends to a house through the town that we live in. Some people were talking and I was just walking enjoying the conversation when I suddenly forgot where we were going. We happened to be passing a random food court area and so I contemplated in my head saying, "Aren't we supposed to stop and hang out here?" After I said that in my mind everyone suddenly agreed to sit down and started to move towards a table close by and sit down. Then right before I sat down I looked around and thought in my mind, "Wait we are supposed to be going to the house." And just as I started thinking that statement everyone else started realizing what had just happened and started laughing that we all forgot where we were going all at the same time, and that all of us decided to sit down together.

This was a very profound moment in my life because no one to this day has ever mentioned to me that they hear my thoughts. And it seemed too wierd that a group of 8 people would all forget at the same time that we were walking to a house, something that seems almost the opposite of hanging out at some random area, especially when the area isn't even a very familiar place we hang out.

I've talked to one friend who likes talking about paranormal activity and he seems almost certain that I am talking through the barrier of the astral and reaching not just people there in the etheric but peoples sub-concious feelings and thoughts here in the physical.

If anyone knows what is going on please help me out. If you have any questions please ask, I will try my best to answer. This is something I have to get used to or get rid of, its slowly driving me crazy.

[Spite]

Thanks for the reply lola.

Unfortunately the voices get clearer and even more descriptive when I meditate. The reason its disturbing me is because I seem to be conversing with flatmates and such, and they tell me things they must think about me deep down inside or things they would never say to me to my face. Its very confusing to be hearing one thing in my head then see them act like they don't even know what they are saying. I really don't want to believe that this is true, but I'm able to decipher friends voices from others.

I can ignore the voices and drop out of conversations with them, but it seems that this only makes them mad because if you think about it...If someone was talking to you directly then all the sudden just started to ignore you, it would be slightly aggrevating.

Overall, I know they are friendly and are trying to help me through this, but I can't get over why I can control and hear thoughts of my friends around me. They like to make fun of me and stuff, its kinda messed up, and it makes me feel as if I'm missing out on something that everyone else already knows...But I definitly know that I'm the one making this happen.

I have a theory that it may be people in the astral trying to converse with me through the voices of my friends. Maybe because they think it will make me feel confortable with the transition. I'm not totally sure, if you have any ideas of how I should try to deal with this I'd be appreciative.

Thanks

spite

[Spite]

Thanks a ton for the links lola!

I wouldn't want this to stop, its too interesting and I'm too curious to see how far down the rabbit hole I can go.

I'm going to read all these telepathy links and find out what I can.

Thanks again,

Spite

[monicat777]

If you are open in the way you describe...You need to find a way to close the circle.  It is okay to hear the things you are hearing ...but you need a tool to block it out.  Not totally block it out,,,you need to perfect hearing one voice at a time in appropriate situations.

It can be frightening to be open in this way and allow all the voices in.  Even when I "mediate" between those present and past, some little jerko will try to get his ten cents in...I know now that is when it's time to step back or close the circle.

Hope this helps.
-Monicat

[Spite]

I see what you guys are saying, and all your input has been very helpful. I will try and learn shielding because I cannot even get out of my body anymore because of this. I've become very edgy with everyone around me in the physical and so its almost 100 times worse in the etheric.

I am very determined to figure out this process and weed out the bad and find the good. For now it seems I am not the only one who this happens too and thats a great sigh of relief. Whether or not this is something as big as I thought, I am still in the dark on that one. But I have already started some shielding thanks to Nodes' advice and it seems as though its working alowly but surely.

If anyone has suggestions that they have tried that works, like a practice routine or things they like to say, then by all means please post them. I would like as much help as I can get on this.

Thanks alot eveyone,

Spite

[knightlight]

I dont have much to add but your not alone!  I have experienced seeing people doing things and saying commands to me and then I say "what did you say?" and they just look at me wierd and say nothing.  I tell them what I saw and heard and they just give me a    and call me crazy.  Who knows what causes it but we are all here to support you!  

[moth]

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[Souljah333]

opening up & tuning in. can be difficult at first. you're senses are broadening, and obviously there are a lot of anxious beings around you that have been waiting for the chance to make contact. it'll slow down after a while. i wouldn't worry about blocking it. of course it's going to be clearer when you're mind is quiet. at best "blocking" will only come from engaging in activity (to distract). it'll still be there, but more like "background noise"...like the tv or radio. like NOY mentioned...take it all with a grain of salt. no different from dealing in general. 99% BS, but occasionally some really vital or interesting information is tucked in. if something is important it'll keep coming up (persistently). the rest is blather.

this skill is surfacing across the board for those on the path to enlightenment. in reference to your idea of controlling situations...half of the sword. don't let all the ideas begin and end with "you". it's contrary to the function you're entering. in the situation with your 8 friends. could be the idea came from elsewhere and you all tuned in to it at once?!? i know the idea of "how" you all came to stop and sit was intriguing, but in the future try and sense "why"...why you all stopped in that particular place. it's not always apparent of course, but moving past the action, into the meaning is valuable. stay open minded...you'll adapt and integrate this skill and evolve. blocking is resistance. choose not to move forward in all directions and you lose out for yourself, or in the least make it a difficult/painful journey.

soul

[Spite]

Yea it seems that is what is happening to me soul. I never really figured out why everyone would be hiding something so apparently blatant, but it doesn't seem that its even known by anyone. Even now as I'm typing this I hear voices telling me that I am wrong and a jackass for even thinking that what you are saying is true. Granted I have been a willy to all these voices just because I am trying to figure out my way when it seems all the chips are down. I've found out that they like to comment on the way I've lived my life and they seem to really want to talk to me lately or atleast be nice about things. I guess I will just have to prevail, there is no stopping it now.

spite

[Philly Bob]

Hi Spite,

Something very similar has happened to me.  I don't usually hear voices, though I occasionally hear my own voice which I believe is my Higher Self talking to me.  What has happened a few times is that I will think something during a conversation and the other person will reply as if I had actually said it out loud.  The last time I visited my parents, I noticed that this seems to happen a lot when I am talking with my mother.

Phil

[oneloveforlife]

Spite,
You know you're not crazy and if thought passed through your mind and you can consciously remember thinking "no" then you know.  I would say that you possess a higher energy level in your primary energy system, particularly the 6th chakra, you might see the color purple sometimes where you consciously look at and mostly at night when it is dark and your driving looking straight ahead.  More than anything your mind and thoughts are there for those to hear and act too.  Because of this your awareness of your mind and the thoughts that pass through your head our picked up by frequencies similar to yours.  The good thing about meditation is that is is focusing of your body, mind, emotions and spirit through practices that balance all the energy bodies that make up your being.  More than anything it is at best to slowly integrate a conscious thought of your actions and thoughts and their aim and intentions this can allow for you to integrate good ideas into the astral realm and the the minds around you.  If anything take it slow and just observe these things it is wonderful, the harder you try or the harder it becomes the farther off the path you have become so keep where you are and do some activities that enforce a level of concentration whether physical or intellectual.  When you have a gift you always have it sometimes it becomes hidden underneath all the chatter and un-important thoughts that fill many heads in this babylon world of constant action.  So it seems to me you have overcame many barriers in the last four years and your mind has cleared itself enought to reach others and not be sucked into your emotions.  With that in mind start integrating acts that you want to accomplish that positively effect you and others around you, financially, relationships, the arts and expression, anything.  And slowly work on practices that involve concentration such as physical activity or reading, energy is energy and when placed in certain areas it can have wonderful effects on our bodies, minds and spirits.  Be aware of your surroundings and thoughts and have the concentration of an action and thought and on your breath, posture, state of mind, and thinking ahead, slowly.

[Spite]

Thanks for the support everyone. I'm starting to get the hang of being able to function with thoughts in my mind. I feel like I have a side-kick around me willing to tell me things that people are thinking and feeling. Like yesterday for instance, I stole a pizza from my work( I'm a delivery guy ) and my astral buddy told me that my boss was going to charge me for it. My boss never told me he charged me for it yesterday, but today he came up to me and gave me the money back for the pizza and said that he found a ticket for the pizza and that he was wrong for charging me for the pizza. I don't know how it worked out, but I made 6 bucks and got a free pizza meanwhile my astral friends are laughing.

I guess soon enough they'll be showing me around when I can fully project at will. I still feel strange that I hear my friends though and that they don't know they are talking to me. It just doesn't seem right, I still think they are lying to me, but maybe I will find out soon if they know paranormal studies or not.

Thanks everyone,

Spite

[Scorpyn]

Why did you steal the pizza? I hope you're not starting to let the voices control you?

[Spite]

Haha, because I was hungry!

[Tara Star]

I often see this kind of thing in my psychic students. I teach psychic development class and have for years and years.  

One of the first things people ask me is "Where is the OFF switch!"  It's important to learn to control your opening and expanding psychic ability.

You are probably a power latent clairaudient. (That is the hearing channeling) I bet all the things you have been doing to learn AP (meditation, yoga, Reiki, body work) all have the added benefit of popping open your psychic.

What can happen is that your psychic ability can develop beyond your spiritual development and cause problems.

As you have noted, it's a pain in the neck, invasive and intrusive. (Think how your Friends would feel if they knew!  You'd have none and pretty quick.)

Believe me, it's 100x worse if you have the visual channel and that opens. Yikes!

Also it's against the psychics moral code to look (or listen) unless we are asked to, so you are playing in tricky waters.

Sounds like you are doing thought reading and thought insertion. Both of these are quite possible. (BTW,  The CIA collects thought readers and insertsers! )  And that also you have attracted the attention of some nasty lower level entities.

Basic psychic self defense is required here, something I teach all my students before (Hopefully) opening them up any further. I beleive it's a rather dangerous to open psychically before one has aquired the nessacary sheilding skills and that is one if my biggest beefs about people who pop themselves open without having a clue what they are getting themslevs into into.  It's be a bit like taking a stroll through NYC without a map, a guide or a clue or any street smarts and then getting all surprised when you get rolled in Central Park in the middle of the night. (And this is particulairy true for people who play around in the astral plane!  Which is more like Harlem in the middle of the night!)

Learn to control and manage your aura. Ground, fill, clear and protect. There are many good meditations and visualizations that you can use.

Work on creating a shield around the barrier layer of your aura. This takes practice and discipline but it's pretty easy.  

Learn to control where you are going if you are going to AP.

Practice a good spiritual discipline. (Doesn't matter what, yoga, zen  the craft of the wise, whatever appeals...)

Ted Andrews has a great book called "Psychic Self Defense." So does Judy Hall.

Good luck and stay in the light!  It's nicer over here...