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I feel I've had a connection with spirits since I was a little girl. I was in the car with my family and we were driving on the interstate. My dad passed out with his foot
on the accelerator. I was asleep and I woke up to my mom screaming. We were flying down the interstate. I looked up and I saw bright white lights all around the car in the front. I believed they were angels. We didn't hit one car and my dad woke up. My mom told me that when he woke up the car was in the same exact spot before he passed out.

Some time after that event, I saw a woman who was bluish white in the kitchen. She was running after me. I closed my eyes and ran to my room. The next day I went to the mall. I went on the escalator and I looked behind me and it was the same woman only this time she looked human. She was running after me. There wasn't a bluish white light. It scared me and I realized after a few seconds she was running to the boy who was in front of me. Was that a ghost or a premonition?

I remember when I was a in a play in school. I walked down a hallway which was dark except for the light at the very end. There was a person that walked by me. They were androgynous. When they walked past me, I looked back and it was almost as though they were floating. I walked back the way they went. There was only one door open and that was the theatre room. The other doors were locked. He wasn't there.

There was one event I particularly remember. I was around 17 when I went to Graceland. The first room I went to I looked at photos of Elvis. I was talking to my mom about the photo with Natalie Wood and Elvis. I mentioned Rebel Without A Cause when this 30 something year old man with an old fashioned camera hanging from his neck on a strap looked at me and smiled. I smiled back briefly. The man was by himself and he was wearing eye glasses. From then on, everywhere I went he was there. It's almost as if he just appeared out of nowhere. He no longer smiled. He looked at me with bugged out eyes. He never blinked.  He was just staring at me with his hands on his camera. Towards the end, I walked to the hotel. I went to the gift shop with my mom. She was showing me candy and and she went up to the cash register to pay for it. I turned around and he was there. He was just a few inches from me staring in my eyes with his hand on the camera. I turned away quickly. I was very scared and after a few seconds I turned around after my mom had paid. He was gone. It didn't even occur to me that he was a ghost because he looked human. When I started to think about how old the camera looked and my previous incidences, I knew he was a ghost. Do any of you know why he was following me?


In 2007, I had the best year of my life . I know it's because of a spirit that lived in my house. I remember his whistling. He was whistling a song . He seemed so joyful. He was the best whistler I have ever heard. I'm pretty sure he was a singer. His vocals were incredible. I won't tell you the details but he made me feel the closest spiritually I have ever felt. I remember one particular incident where I felt like I was on heaven on earth. I felt like I was floating. I felt light as a feather. I was having trouble figuring out what I was supposed to do with my life. He gave me all these signs. It wasn't a mere coincidence. I knew it was him and he was trying to show me how great my life will be and how many people I will make happy if I choose this career. Well, I didn't do what he said. I guess I'm afraid of failure. He left and my life has been a complete 180. I won't go into the details but I have been the opposite of lucky. I haven't had any spirits around me since. I don't understand. Is there something wrong with me? 

personalreality

I'm trying hard to be sensitive, but I really want to tell you that you're absolutely insane and someone should call the nearest mental ward and have you carted off. 

But I will refrain....ooops.....

kidding.

There's nothing wrong with you.  You can see.  In many circles, that is a gift to be envied.  You are capable of peering into the non-physical, which is what many of us here try to do on a regular basis with out astral projection practices.  We have to work our butts off, but you have been given easy access.  Don't fear it.  None of these "ghosts" can hurt you and you obviously have some guidance watching out for you.  I think you'd do good to begin practicing.  Even the best psychic still has to "exercise their muscle". 

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