Invisible Neg

[NodesOfYesod]

 

[Nay]

Sounds to me like it was your astral double you were struggling with.

I think when you kick the bucket.. you will find exactly what you expect to find there.  And from what I've read of your posts, it won't be a garden.  A better God?  I'm not even gonna comment. 

[knightlight]

I think we all find ourselves with a monkey on our back in the RTZ every now and again.  I try not to take these experiences too seriously even though they can be disturbing sometimes.  I dont know if I would just assume they are negs, who honestly knows.  I would have to lean towards Nays observation about the astral double.  I have awoken in bed in the RTZ with someone spooning me and then I will wake up in the spot of the spooner in the same position.  Its a complicated topic but I dont know how melevolent I think these clingy types are.