My progress..

[amed_h]

I just experienced something in the bathroom, while washing my hands, so I thought I'd come on this board and relay what happened and what has been happening to me in my spiritual awakening these last couple of months.

A couple of weeks ago, after being deprived of sleep for a couple of days due to exams, I experienced my first fully conscious out of body experience.  It was amazing, and incredibly scary.  I can relate it to one's entire vision being sucked out like a funnel, and with this experience, the sounds of my screaming were muffled by the sounds of other screams.  It sounded like tormented souls.. I was a little jolted with fear, but I had read about strange sounds upon exit, so I took it quite well.  Since this event, I've felt that I am moe sensitive to anything metaphysical.  It is quite a breakthrough for me, having left my body before, but never remembering the actual exit.

I think I am making incredible leaps in my current spiritual development.  I feel as though I have a decent handle on our universe, in terms of we humans as soon to be galactic travelers, as well as our current spiritual position before the Age of Aquarius.  I received a Tarot card set and book a week ago, and have conducted several readings, including the possibility of an upcoming poleshift, as well as my current incarnation.  The readings were incredibly precise, and I regard the book and cards as Holy, leaving it by my bed while I sleep at night.

Lately, at night, if I just focus on the darkness behind my eyelids, I've noticed many things.  Instead of trying to see with only my eyes, I try to use my entire body to aid in vision.  It has been known, through studying the likes of the blind, that the entire skin layer of the human body is able to detect single photons of light called quantums.  It is a strange feeling, but I'm getting used to it.. seeing with the body instead of the eyes.

Now, when I stare into the black void beyong my eyelids.. I notice white shades of energy moving around.  Just last nite, it appeared that it wasn't stray energy, but rather living entities zipping around my body.  When I'd directly look at one of them, they'd zip around my body to a new location faster than I could follow.  I do not fear these beings, because they look even more curious than myself.

I suppose I'm rambling because I just realized I can't really put everything I've experienced into words, at least not at this time, so I'll relate what I originally intended to post: the bathroom incident.

I am a smoker, and I've noticed that after nights where I heal my entire body, including my lungs (I've been attuned to Kundalini Reiki energies), one cigarette is enough to send me into a string of hardcore coughing.  The healing works, as my lungs occasionally feel like they are virgin in nature.  Well, roughly fifteen minutes ago, after coughing a bit into my hand in front of the sink, suddenly in my peripheral vision, tiny blackish/whitish streaks were all over the place.. flowing similar to a Sin wave.  Does anyone know what this is?  I had a couple of ideas.. perhaps what I coughed out has an energy manifestation of its own?  I have no idea, to be honest.

Anyhow, whoever reads this, how are your developments coming along?  I've just incorporated Mandala's into my daily morning meditations.  The Mandala is amazing, and I experience strange distortions in reality after looking at it but 5 minutes.  Share with me!


all the best,
Amed