What to do after yrs of constant attacking?

[Metal Ice]

Dolphin,

Have you read all the other posts? Also the one
on technology? I've read  someones suggestions for
getting rid of negs :
sealing the entrance to your place by making the sign of the
cross. "By this sign is the entrance sealed'. Say
it with confidence. Confidence counts. You have the right to be left
alone. Spraying pine oil disinfectant is supposed to help
get rid of them. You can read Robert Bruces "countermeasures
& Wards" on the Astral Pulse page.
I've had negs around me but not on me.

[jgdolphin]

Thanks Al for your response.  I would have responded yesterday, but I was too wiped out physically from all the bothering.
Unfortunately, since this problem has followed me for so long, I'd say it's pretty much a given that I am most likely a host of some sort, which means I have my work cut out for me.  Especially since there are those around me who get attacked if they try to help me.  Even those around them get attacked.  I am then labeled as being the one who is doing the attacking, since it is felt as coming from my direction.  Yet, when they connect with me personally, their experience is totally the opposite.  They feel a love that they do not often feel from others, and an unconditional acceptance.  How to stop being a "host" (for want of a better word) to these things, however, is the biggest challenge I have.  And what's interesting is.....I had concluded a lot of what Robert observed about negs and even some of the countermeasures.  So, that was validation for me......thank you Robert!  But, these things wear you down over time and there is also a lot of "programming" which occurs to keep you stuck and to create a lot of unpleasantness should you do something to help yourself. I've been through it all, and still go through it.
I will use the suggested methods in Robert's book and will do my best to persevere on my own.  I don't want anyone else to get attacked becasue of me.
Thanks again.
jgdolphin

[Mystery Ninja]

jgdolphin -

Often people in your situation join a metaphysical group.  There they learn how to deal with the situation through training with an actual adept, and they are also under the safty umbrella of the group.  There are many such organizations, some better than others, of course.

Listings of some groups in the USA may be found at:

http://www.witchvox.com/wotw/xgroups_a.html

[Metal Ice]

The more  they give you "unpleasantness" they more you
do what you did to help yourself. Get fed up with them!
How dare they mess with you in your Own Home or mess
with your friends! They don't even pay rent! Copal incense
(with the charcoal)  Dragon's Blood & Frankencense incense
can be burned daily. Get a Feng Shui book & move your
stuff around to attract good energies. Get the garlic going
from R.B.'s book.
Do  things even when you don't think they help. Keep
it up & demand to be in charge of your life. It takes time
but never give up. Raise up your vibration with flower essences
for aura protection. Try essencial oils. These things are'nt
too expensive.

[Ides315]

Hi, jgdolphin.

Something I was shown by a friend that works very well is the lovingkindness meditation. It causes your energy field to vibrate at a level that is very distasteful to negs. A copy of it can be found for free on www.beliefnet.com. Download and practice NEW (on this site), and a copy of the twin hearts meditation is very good also. Do not have the site in front of me, but a search on avatar would probably find it. Also go to www.abardoncompanion.com and look up his essay on shielding. It may take a while to get it strongly in place, but all resitance will help you. There is also a site with good information and some very good affirmations. www.astralhealer.com. The site is having some setup issues, so keep trying back.

The meditations will help a lot, and gaining control of your own energy body will help help more.

Best to you

[jgdolphin]

I am currently reading Robert's new book, in hopes of helping myself.  It's been many years now that I've been under constant neg influence and attack.  I'm here now, actually, because I'm unable to sleep once again.
I will, of course, keep reading, as I haven't reached the part where he offers suggestions on what to do to combat these things.  But, if any of you can offer advice or suggestions, I'd very much welcome them.
I've been highly empathic all my life, and there is a particular "personality" which really hates me to no end.  The sad thing is....I am despised for my goodness.  *shakes her head*  I've been in pain for over a week now, abdominal, and this thing keeps getting on my back.  There is intense heat felt and headaches from pressure.  Not to mention, I can feel something get on top of me.
*sigh*  There has got to be a way for me to find peace [].
The negative attacks started over eight years ago when I moved into an apartmet building where I encountered a flourescent green doorway.  I encountered it during a dream, had many many bad attacks there and eventually had to move out.  I have since moved twice and it continues, although I'm still in the same town.  I have experienced almost all the things Robert describes in his book (at least what I've read so far).  And yes, it has also effected my job, family, and relationships (of which I can't have any, since they all get terrified or bullied away).
Anyways, I just wanted to offer a little background to help with suggestions (oh, I'll add that I've had many so called healers try to help me to no avail and at a great expense monetarily to me.), so I am left with just myself now.
Thanks in advance for your help.
Love and blessings,
jgdolphin
ps. please bare with me as I get used to all these buttons!!