Neg Battle... I am losing

[Hephaestus]

Light white candles around your room and ask the higher powers for protection. Learn to control your dreams, learn to realise when you're in a dream, once you do this you can control what you do in it and fight whatever is thrown at you - it is their that the battles should take place, you dont have to project to battle. Dont fear that which wants to harm you, the enemy gains strength through your fear.
My main word of advice is this, live life as though they arnt their, dont dwell on the fact you're maybe being attacked, it makes the situation worse.
Life is too short for you to allow things on another plane of existance from messing your life up, they dont have the luxury's of physical life - just because they cant utilise this gift of life doesnt mean you should let them ruin yours. [|)]

[Anonymous]

Have you tried burning sage? it seems to be working for my friend. I use music to fight demons and I tell them that I will fight them to the death if they do anything to me. Demons tinkle me off. Grrrrr!

[Celeste]

Sounds funny....but just say "no" :)With negs it is a mind game. You can control those dream images by becoming aware by programing yourself before bed & saying no to any upsetting images and replace them with something pleasant. Think you have the power and you do.

 Sprinkle protective herbs which you've prayed over around your room in the corners. You don't need much. Put some protective herbs in a beautiful smelling potpurri & go get some cedar. Always pray over them to the Highest Power--Almighty G... of Light and ask that they  be blessed and protect and shield you from all negative energy. You can use salt in the tub for cleansing of negativity--same always with anything you must apply with Prayer. Rosemary oil can be used in shampoo or soap for protection. Lemon & citrus scents are uplifting & cleansing.

 Get a book that is uplifting about Angels and Higher Beings. Think & read about those Higher Beings & how to welcome them into your space. Use some scented oils & uplifting pictures , music etc. to make your space SO beautiful and lovely that negs would feel uncomfortable & only Higher Beings would hang out there. Visualize your mom & stepdad full of Love and Light and being kind to YOU and each other. Picture your animal companions and plant friends as strong, happy and vibrantly thriving & healthy.

 Focus most of your energy on what you do want in your space (Harmony, Happiness, Love, Health, Goodness) & create that atmosphere using pics, music, scents, etc.....

[powder]

Dear Child of the Forest:
You are way too nice, calling animals, plants and people brothers and
sisters. I think that's why youre getting attacked. You need to
experience anger, raise it in from the ground and channel it to
attack the negs. You must use aggression against the negs.

You need a way to let out anger, recognize that the world is not
a nice place ( I believe humans are the essence of evil even ).
Its beautiful but its dog-eat-dog.

I suggest that you forget about your mother having some sort
of connection with negs and treat the situation at home as
a natural family phenomenon. Project love to your mother / dont
talk to her when shes angry at you.

Perhaps all this bad stuff happening on Sunday has a religious
significance? I assume that you are Christian, and since the
Christian holy day is sunday this might be a religious thing.
So I suggest you call in the big guns, namely Jesus and god,
to help you out, maybe go in to your place of worship...

Good luck

[Anonymous]

Be like the trees. Stand your ground. Dig your roots deep and let nothing move you from your path. Become hard and solid, and let nothing penetrate you. If a neg attacks you, it will hurt only itself.

[Child of the Forest]

Thank you all for writing. I am sorry I have not written to you all sooner...

It is so hard to defeat the negs because everything I do, no matter what it is, they invade my mind with wave upon wave of panick attacks. I can have more than five thoughts at once, which is why it is even difficult to use mind block methods like memorizing things or repeating mantras. The negs attack me lots in the dream domensions, and although I have come very close to being lucid (I realize I am in a dream dimension), I still cannot control what is happening. When I get into a neg induced depression, I cannot do anything at all because I feel like I might taint whatever it is I do with depression... Whatever I do to defeat them, I must do it quickly.

[Fat_Turkey]

Channel anger towards these beings and do not tolerate them. Your overwhelming kindness is exactly why you are easy prey - you believe plants and animals are your brothers and sisters thus you are easily hurt by dreams involving them having pain. I have one or more Astral Spider(s) involved with me and I recently had a horrible dream about all the people I love being attacked and usually killed in a horrible manner by ME.

Do not let those thoughts get to you. Dismiss them and let them go. Live as though these beings have nothing to do with you, and if they show themselves tell them you'll fight them to the death and beyond if they mess with you again. I have many troubles with both Astral Spiders and maybe one or two Greys (Greys could be an illusion from the Spiders), and channelling aggression and intolerance towards them is powerful.

Keep programming yourself to become lucid within the dream realm. Once you are, get yourself a weapon - not a weapon like a gun. More old fashioned. A rod or a sword is nice because you can channel endless amounts of energy through them in the dream realm (I think?). The dreams are where the battles are. You can and will NOT take any of their crap, so any unpleasant images you replace with pleasant ones. And if that gets annoying, demand the creature show himself and waste him. That should be an example to the rest of them, not to mess with a Child of The Forest[]

Later
-FT

[GhostAgent]

Faith moves mountains.  Concentrate on building faith in God.  When you have built up a sufficient amount of faith, He will then send you helpers (usually in the form of friendly people who you already know) so you won't get harmed.  The rest of the fight becomes easy and automatic (meaning you will always win) because your strong faith in God will empower you to think up ways of defeating or evading your attackers.

[McArthur]

Hello Child, help is at hand

quote:Originally posted by Child of the Forest
Dearest brothers and sisters,

Recently I got Robert Bruces book, Practical Psychic Self Defence and began performing some countermeasures to try and rid my life of negs.

I think I have just angered them, because they have been attacking me more and more in worse ways.

Well this would indicate that what you are doing is working. Keep at it and dont give in! They are fighting for their food supply and what you have been doing is to deny that supply to them and possibly hurting them in the process, which is great. I have been going through a somewhat similar experience to yourself for some time now which has at least given me some insights i want to share with you.

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Firstly, before even getting the book, I had a dream that a ghastly hand came up through my wrist and clawed down into my knuckles. I think that my hand was transparent and semi ghastly looking as well. But for some reason, my hand looked a little like my mother's and I began thinking it was hers...

Sometimes it is a normal experience to see your hand looking warped in the Astral so i wouldnt worry too much about that part. What you say about it looking like your Mother's hand and what you say below may be of significance though.

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In the dream, my father and stepmother started yelling at me and my mother, I can't remeber what about.

The day after this dream was a Sunday and a fierce wave of negativity erupted in the house and huge fights started, my mom and stepfather were especially cruel.

Yes this is how the negs work. They cause arguments and negative scenarious by subtly influencing other peoples minds around us who are not as aware as ourselves. I am currently moving home because i am unable to stay in the same house as my own mother due to similar things happening. It's all designed to wear you down and make you give up. What better way to get at you than through those who are closest to you? Evil bastards aint they?

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Shortly after that day, my hands became extremely chapped, cracking and bleeding. This skin condition developed fully and only exists in the spots where the ghastly hand clawed me in my dream. One patch at the entry point (my wrists) and across all of my  lower knuckles (where the claws dug in). So I know this is an energy body attachment

If you have the money you might like to experiment with this nice little toy i have linked here. It is a Magnetic Pulser. You place it on the area you think there is an attachment and blast away. Link:
http://www.sotainstruments.com/mpg/

The reason i recommend this is because i am using something similar to this to help myself. I cant afford one of these at the moment but if you can you might like to try it. There are also tutorials on how to make your own but the ones above are professionally made. Also, of course, keep using the methods in Roberts' book.

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Since the dream, ever single Sunday my mother picks something out that she hates about me and erupts over it. I have pointed out to her that the negs are working through her against me, but have not pointed out to her that it has been every Sunday. Today is Sunday and although nothing happened at first, she decided to hate me again today.

Are you able to stay out the house during this time so the negs dont have the opportunity to cause this negativity? If she does it again try telling her you love her and explain softly how her actions are hurting you. It might not be a good idea to bring up the subject of negs if she doesnt believe in that kind of thing.

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I have used ink diagrams on the attachment points and they seemed to work, the skin was getting clearer and was no longer painfully bleeding. But, I cannot use the ink diagrams because the ink will run into Moonbeam (my hamster brother) and Summer's (my parakeet brother) cages when I clean them. But one thing I noticed when I was doing the ink diagrams was that the dry patches started appearing on the mid joints of my fingers. Definitely an attachment point.

Not sure what you mean by this. Are you using a biro pen? How could the ink from this run?

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I have been getting depresseed and extremely fatigued and also very paranoid about everything.

I know your situation very well indeed. Keep fighting it though! At least you are lucky enough to have an idea what is actually going on. From there you can apply the needed countermeasures.

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If I say something, the negs will make me feel like I said it for some reason that I really didn't. They project thoughts into my head that are not mine, extreme guilt inducing thoughts, and they make me think that things that never happened happened.

This is precisely what i have been through and still am going through.
This is NOT YOU, you are NOT crazy. They feed off the guilt, fear and negative thoughts and also use this to try to wear you down etc. Let me quote you something from an article written by one of todays well known Occultists. It is an article about contacting ones Holy Gaurdian Angel or HGA for short. Link to the full article below;

"There is a thing called a lemure or Larva. You can attract a hungry spirit, usually a wandering Nephesh, something that is dependent on somebody else to stay around. You're "it"; you've volunteered as life-support. Such a spirit is willing to pretend to be anything in order to keep on sucking. That's not the H.G.A. That's just a trap that people fall into, because they have been told that's all there is. The majority of those cases are what the Romans would call lemures or larvae, the Tibetans hungry ghosts, and the Hassids Dibukim. Such spirits need attention to live. It is just like a failed relationship with a mate. If that other person is dependent on you for shelter and food or for some important but less tangible thing, they'll do anything up to the limits of their nature to keep you the way you are. If you want them to be something, they will turn into it. If you are angry, you will tend to evoke greater anger from them, resulting in passive reaction on your part. The partner in such a dysfunctional relationship may realize: "if this guy gets out of hand, all I have to do is yell at him. All I have to do is hit 'em once and 'es just as quiet as anything." People will usually do the things that get them what they want. Not every one, sometimes people are remarkably stuck in one track. These are lesser spirits, whatever you want to call them, hungry ghosts, vampires... that's what the word "vampire" really meant. It was a member of the family who hung around after he died, as long as you gave him useful things to do that weren't too difficult. Vampires aren't always considered to be monsters who make life terrible for you; they can be good to have around. They chase off peddlers, robbers, whatnot. When a stranger comes to the house, the vampire will feel very protective of the family. A "vampire" will pick up on it if a person doesn't like them: "O'h, 'don't like' means I get attention!" Then they will proceed to do more irritating things to that person. Keeping peace with the spirits of the ancestors is very important in cultures around the world. The Romans called the friendly ancestral spirits Lares and the pesky ones Larvae. You want Great Grand Mother's ghost to bark at strangers, not at reasonably behaved family members. This kind of thing isn't the Holy Guardian Angel. This kind of thing is what happens when something eats off of you. A certain amount of this is harmless, but you want to make sure that you are in charge. In some states of mind people leak like a sieve. A lot of life is being generated, not being used by the person generating it, and it's there for the taking. Something comes and says: "This is lunch. How do we make this a 24 hour diner? Very simple. Every time this person thinks; 'O'h God if I haven't ...!', he turns loose all this energy. So, let's see: 'Hay! God I haven't!' or 'Why did I do that!' -- that's a new one. That tastes better. 'Your such a bummer' -- works too. Hot damn! 'You hate hating yourself, don't you!' More food!". If you ever get really depressed, between sobs, wrenches and tremors, pick up on what you are saying to yourself. Maybe it isn't you talking. Maybe it's some astral clown saying: "Watch him go!" This kind of thing is often marked by painful ideas that relay back inwardly to create more painful ideas. In order to get rid of a depression feedback loop, you've got to realize that this isn't you. The destructive voice is not really rational. Jokes and humorous self-observations, the more tasteless and jolting the better, will break this sort of cycle. If you get that kind of thing going, realize it isn't the Holy Guardian Angel. That is a wrong turn. Go back and try again. That is a demon, and that is one of the things that the Holy Guardian Angel is supposed to help you with. It's probably a very stupid demon, who is only good at picking up on things to say. "
http://www.digital-brilliance.com/kab/abramel.htm#PART%20VI%20--%20Pedigrees%20&%20Egg%20Suckers.%20Onward.

That man knows what he's talking about eh []
I emailed him about this not long ago and he was quite helpful and suggested doing a banishing ritual during the bad parts. He says that if you watch these thought-attacks closely sometimes it happens at regular times. So the best thing to do is do something a couple hours beforehand that takes your mind off this situation like reading humourous books or gardening, playing and instrument etc. Then you might want to learn a good Banishing ritual such as the 'Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram'. Heres a link to two version of the ritual for you to study and add to your Magical weaponry;

http://www.livingwithmagick.com/LBRP.html
http://www.hermetic.com/heidrick/mq/14.html

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I have dozens of Dreams every night, most of which include newley implanted core images, terrifying ones of animals dying painfully, especially ones of Moonbeam dying in horrible ways.

I think for now the best thing is just to totally ignore these dreams. It seems the neg is using them to gain your attention and attempting to distress you. Dont let it. You have that choice. Of course you could also do the CIR technique that Robert describes also.

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While in trance meditation, I have seen this girl who is not very nice at all. She has dark hair and doesn't look like she would be threatening or mean, but she is. One time, I found myelf in a Forest with a baby Tree who looked much like Nickamore (one of my plant brothers) when the girl showed up. She said "We snip animals to eat them, just like we snip plants" she took out a scissor and cut the baby tree with them. then she said "Follow me, I have a secret to tell you." and walked away. I did not follow her, I popped right out of the trance state. She tries to get me to follow her, she did this again the other night. I was on a Forest path and I heard someone who needed help. She said that she hurt her ankle, and I had the impression that she had fallen onto some rocks. I don't remember actually seeing her this time, but I remeber getting an impression of a woman who was older than the girl and didn't look like her... but she was still trying to get me to follow her to a certain point, like to lure me there. I feel that the two are one in the same.

This dream i wont comment on because nothing comes to mind. Maybe it is something for yourself to work out.

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I have also been attacked by a succubus a few times in the dream dimensions. The details are disgusting. She looked a little like the girl who cut the baby Tree.

Yes... i have had nasty succubus intrusions into my dream. Do not allow them to make you think it is you who is making these dreams and that they are your own fantasies. Otherwise they will use it against you causing you to feel considerbale guilt and etc.

I once had a dream i woke in bed actually making love to a dog! And thats the short version of that dream. Ewwwww eh?

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I have done ritual bathing,

you might like to try reciting the following during these;

Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice ... Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me. Then I will teach transgressors you ways and sinners will turn back to you. (Psalm 51:3-13, NIV)

It matters not if you are religious, these words hold healing power and are used by Occultists the world over. Know that God is merciful and forever forgiving.

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and twice used protective herbs, using the steam from them, drinking teas made from them, and the second time using them in a bath. This worked well, as the first night I used it (on a Sunday after more eruptions from my mother), I was able to feel my energy flow through my entire energy body and woke up in the morning extremely happy and not at all fatigued...

Which herbs did you use, just curious

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...having gotten no more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep. Other nights, I get so much sleep, much more than 8 hours and wake up as though I had not slept the entire night, just wanting to go back to sleep and utterly depressed.

The first day that I used the herbs, I closed my eyes to rest them a little after waking up and I fell asleep... the Negs tried to attack me. But I crossed running water, and they left me alone for the rest of the day. My mom was so nice to me that day.

See so things *are* working. Things may seem intense right now because you are fighting them off. If you keep at it they will eventually give up and move onto an easier diner.

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Usually with the running water, psychic attacks are not broken for me, which means that the negs are pretty well attached.

Having a neg attached is not all that unusual. Knowing you have one attached, is. They dont like being exposed to scrutiny and are cowardly little bastards basically. And they aint as powerful as they try to make out either. Its just they have had a long time to study us Humans psychologically and know how to push our buttons. Well we Humans are starting to wake up and fight back. They are scared.

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I always try to get out of body so that I can attack the Negs and get rid of them for good, but every time I try this, I just fall asleep before I can. I have also tried Core image removal and found lots of astral spiders and some black millipede looking things. I have found piles of them squirming around and turmed them all into Unicorns.

Depending on how you want to approach this you might like to create your own sword and just give them little nasties a good slicing up. Or flamethrower etc. Make them feel the pain they have caused you and they will think twice about coming back.

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Oh, and another thing that really scares me, when I do deep physical relaxation, suddenly my arm will fling itself onto my chest. This started with like my toe or finger moving by itself, or my finger, and I hoped they were muscular spasm from the muscle group relaxing. But the night I started using the herbs, my entire limbs have been moving.

I have had this and wouldnt worry about it for now. What you need to remember is that the neg will know your mind fairly well by now and will try to convince you of lots of things. Anything that makes you worry of feel depressed or anxious it will try to encourage. Stay alert for these things and do something that takes your mind, and attention, away from it.

(snipped the dream because i try not to comment on other ppl's dreams if possible)

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I had another dream last night where I got him in the area of my base center with a tennis ball and felling a buzzing numbing pain there. and once in a dream I saw a poster displaying the difference between a sick heart and a healthy heart... probably another indicator of neg attachment.

Are you using the garlic Robert descibes in these areas? It wouldnt hurt to take precautions for now.

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It is so difficult to do what I came here to do when I am so bombarded by these negs, I have to get rid of them because I am growing weary and don't think I can make it much longer. If anyone knows anything that can help me along in anyway I would be ever thankful.

Robert once said something to me that has helped a lot. It was something like "The amount of attacks you are under may be an indicator of your future force for good". That isnt an exact quote but it means maybe youre under attack because they feel threatened by you. Maybe they are scared you will learn how to destroy them and also help others to do the same.

Prayer works also. They really hate it and cant stand to be around when someone is earnestly praying to God with love.

For the thoughts and etc you might like to try using a walkman with soft playing music. I am curently using headphones with nothing but 'white noise' which seems to be helping me somewhat.

I wish you well.

Use the Force,

Mac.

[McArthur]

p.s. I also own one of these TENS machines which i have been using on areas i think there may be an attachment. A cheaper alternative to the Magnetic Pulse and well worth a try. []

http://www.westons.com/prodhh35hv-f115.htm

You dont specifically need that model, and cheap old tens may help.

[McArthur]

AND, last but certainly not least for today. If you can afford one by a Prayer Shawl (Talit) and wrap yourself in it.

Tallit is one's prayer closet.

Matthew 6:6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door [five gates], pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.



http://216.239.37.100/search?q=cache:NWIrxYvi1ZwC:www.drsuzanne.com/Shawls-T
allits.htm+%22prayer+shawls%22+meaning&hl=en&ie=UTF-8

* WHAT HAPPENS in the Spirit Realm when we wear a Prayer Shawl or Tallit:
(tal-LEET)
The Prayer Shawl is commanded forever by God to look upon the fringes, & within the circular loops and knots, spells the Holy name "YAHWEH" or "JEHOVAH" which contains His wonderful commandments, fulfilled in MAT
22:36-40, "Thou (we) shalt love the Lord..With all thy heart..soul, & mind & love thy neighbor as thyself." (NUM 15:38-40) "And it shall be unto you(us) for a fringe [(6734) TSIYTSITH (tsee-TSEETH')], that ye (we) may look upon it, and remember.....and be Holy....."

In "Rosh Hashanah 17B.," it says "the Holy One, blessed be He, wrapped
Himself in a Prayer Shawl showing Moses how to pray!"

* It is a Personal Temple, a Miniature Tabernacle, as Priests even today continue to drape it over their heads to literally contain the Shekinah Glory as in the Holy of Holies, which descends on them every time they pray.
(*NOTE)

* A Prayer Shawl becomes a WEAPON OF WARFARE. (Isaiah 9:5) "Every battle of the warrior(=the Lord) is with confused noise, and garments(or Prayer Shawls)."(EPH 6:11-17) It is part of "the Whole Armour of God that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day." (PSA 109:18,19,29),(PSA 35:4,13)causes satan to be "clothed with shame, and..confusion", "reproach and dishonour who "seek my hurt".

* (LUKE 8:44-46) The woman with the issue of blood "touched the border
(fringes) of His garment(Himation or Prayer Shawl): Immediately! her..blood stanched..Jesus said,..somebody touched me!(meaning He! was=the fringes of the Prayer Shawl!) ..Virtue [(1411) Dunami[Dynomite!!] Power!] is gone out of me (from the fringes)!"

*The Prayer Shawl activates Prosperity: (PSA 84:6) "Filled" with rain, and (PSA 45:8,9) "Gold"
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*NOTE (with nods to Bill Heidrick);
http://www.digital-brilliance.com/kab/abramel.htm

A SCRAP OF MEDITATION WEDGED UNDER THE SEAT
HB:Vau-Zain

7/22/71 e.v.

Upon the plane a thousand teachers. Each is true. Each says all the others lie. Each teaches a tale of unraveled thread. Each speaks of warp and woof. Each casts a net to catch souls. Each tells truth with lies.

Find a faith. Stand firm in it. Be baptized with water and with fire. Affirm the opposite of the faith. Then you shall baptized with piety and apostasy.

Seek ever the opposite in every thought. Only through negation may truth flow. Set two legs upon the ground. Raise two arms to heaven. Thus you burrow and fly.

A child sits in the temple. Learned men ask patronizing questions.

Q:How old are you?

A:How young are you?

Q:Who is your father?

A:My child.

Q:Who are you?

A:Who am I not?

Q:Whence did you come?

A:Where I am going.

Q:What do you know of the Law?

A:Only what I Will to Know.

The doctors of the place are confused. They cry aloud: "Who has taught such devilish lies to a child? Who has schooled such insolence?"

The child, thinking the questioning still proceeding, points to an empty room behind a veil [Talit?] and says: "He taught me!"

Since the shedding of blood in the sanctuary is forbidden, the elders tell the child that he is holy and that he should depart. This seems the only course.

The child walks out of the temple and journeys back to his village. His home is poor. He enters an empty room after lifting a bit of cloth which serves as a door.

The priests of the temple go on worshiping outside their Holy of Holies. The Child dwells in His.

Finis
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I like the Jerusalem Gold at the link below but the Twelve Tribes one has the Holy Writing on it as extra protection. You dont have to be Jewish to wear these, we are all children of God.

http://www.biblicalgallery.com/Gallery/PrayerShawls.HTM

[McArthur]

ok this is the last p.s. for now lol (i think). I can't afford a Tallit at the moment so am using an ordinary blue bath towel! It may sound silly but you will be surprised how soothing it can be. Like a mini tent. Obviously i do this in private where nooone can ridicule me thus giving any neg a chance to be spiteful. I am real serious about this its certainly helped me. You could even draw sacred symbols of your own onto the towel etc adding more protective power to it.

Please do try these things, they work.

[Mystery Ninja]

Several people have posted to say that the reason Child of the Forest is getting attacked is becuase he is to kind.  I do not buy that kindness equates to weakness.  Kindness is a great strength and a rare virtue in todays world.

Child of the Forest, keep your kindness, within resides your strength to take care of your situation.

[McArthur]

Well said Ninja! Do not let them, the negs, take away your compassion for others, for; This.Is.What.They.Are.Trying.To.Do.

[kakkarot]

btw, how is it going, child of the forest? are you doing any better?

~kakkarot

[Child of the Forest]

Thank You McArthur and everyone. It is going terribly. The negs seem to be getting stronger and attacking me more and more. All I want to do now is go home...

...I know though that I cannot until I complete my quest here...

I also knew that Kindness, Love, and Compassion are never weakneses and will always live by them, for all Life is Life.
Although right now as I write this to you I am getting one of those telepathic broudacasts telling me that I stopped being kind because I got angry and yelled at some poltergiest activity...

...I have been playing music in my room constantly, looping one song over and over. I made 3 CDs filled with just sounds of Nature, Chanting, and other soothing music. Within no time at all, the cd's were scrathcing "themselves" all with the same exact scratch marks on each of them... My two favorite CD's out of the three stopped playing entirely, while the third continues to play, even though the third one ended up being the MOST scratched out of all of them. How do I know this is not just my CD player breaking down...

...because one night I was telling my mom what happened to me in my room, and as soon as I said the word "succubus" the CD changed and made a scratching noise.

Speaking of Succubus, McArthur, I know exactly what you are talking about, the succubus took the form of a cat in one of the dream realms, this totally upset me because this would be Animal abuse! When I woke from this and was in the half sleep, half awake (I guess a pretty deep trance actually) state, I saw her go into Moonbeam's cage, the new section of it that I just got for him. She crammed herself into it and was just staying in there. I fell back asleep, I should have just left the room now come to think of it, but how could I just leave everyone else in there with her?

Oh, and someone locked me out of the house the other day...

I went outside and no one lese was hom, I left the dor unlocked so I could get back in, I remember checking the handle to see if it would turn before closing the door.... It was not locked. As I shut the door and image of my keys flashed into my head. Not long after that, I went to go back in, and the door was locked. I needed to get inside to get something because I wanted to make myself a soy smoothie and other stuff and have it outside before anyone got home, I just wanted to do that by myself... and now I couldn;t, and when everyone else got home, we had to go somewhere. I needed to find a way to get in the house. So I climbed up the railing on the deck to climb into my sister's bedroom window. I was barefoot and slipped and started falling down the banister. I thought that was it, I was going to die, probably hit my head at the edge on the bottom.

Obvoisley I didn't. Aside from a painful cut on my wrist, I was fine. I don't know how I didn't fall forward or to one of the sides and instead fell perfextly down the fairly narrow banister without hitting my head on the edge of it. Had I have fallen any other way, I would have exited. That was an exist point for me, and had I finished what I came here to do, I would have went home today. Perhaps an Angel, or my Spirit guide, or my Animal totems stopped this from happening...

McArthur, along with all the other things I have tried, I will add some of the things you have shared with me. I too am virtually moneyless and can't afford to buy lots of things, so I usually make my own stuff. You asked which herbs I used...

...I have used Thyme, Sage, and even Green Tea, which worked very nicely for some reason...

I have also written to Nita, and immediatley after she began working on me, the marks on my hands vanished entirely, leaving only slight discoloration on the backsides of my hands, which also slowly faded.

I don't know how much longer though I will be able to survive the obsessive thoughts, panick attacks, depressions, fatigue, and all of that stuff...

I wish luck to all of you who are battling your way through neg attacks of your own...

[Metal Ice]

Child of the Forest,
I can pray things will get better for you.
I too had panic attacks caused by my psychic attacks.
My doc & I tried some meds til I found one that
worked. The meds took away the fear, anxiety and
panic . I don't need them anymore now.
Look up some websites on panic attacks.
They have some great suggestions too. Are
you sleeping with the lights on?
I hear negs hate light.

[Metal Ice]

child,
Think of negs as like that slime creature in
Ghostbusters. Grab it by it's tail, open a window
& tell it to "Get Out"! They are stupid creatures. Their trick
is in generating alot of fear in you to make themselves
seem scary & dangerous. And they are good at their game.
Moonbeam is a cute name for your Hamster. I have 4 hamsters
& 2 Rats.

[Greytraveller]

Yeah, albailey is right about a number of things. Particulary right about (most) negative entities being dumb and feeding off fear.
Though it might be difficult it is important to project an 'aura' of confidence when confronted by malicious beings. An 'aura' of confidence is effective in the physical world and yet is even more effective in any dream, astral, ethereal or spirit realm. Good Luck
[B)][][8D]

[kakkarot]

that is not good, but thanks for the update.

i guess you have had no luck in trying to find someone near you to help you with this problem, either.

i wish i could help some, even if it would just be words of strength, but unfortunately nothing comes to mind[]. terrible to think it, but you may just have to endure for a while longer [V].

well, be strong. and may you find help soon.

~kakkarot

[Child of the Forest]

Dearest brothers and sisters,

Recently I got Robert Bruces book, Practical Psychic Self Defence and began performing some countermeasures to try and rid my life of negs.

I think I have just angered them, because they have been attacking me more and more in worse ways.

Firstly, before even getting the book, I had a dream that a ghastly hand came up through my wrist and clawed down into my knuckles. I think that my hand was transparent and semi ghastly looking as well. But for some reason, my hand looked a little like my mother's and I began thinking it was hers...

In the dream, my father and stepmother started yelling at me and my mother, I can't remeber what about.

The day after this dream was a Sunday and a fierce wave of negativity erupted in the house and huge fights started, my mom and stepfather were especially cruel. Shortly after that day, my hands became extremely chapped, cracking and bleeding. This skin condition developed fully and only exists in the spots where the ghastly hand clawed me in my dream. One patch at the entry point (my wrists) and across all of my  lower knuckles (where the claws dug in). So I know this is an energy body attachment

Since the dream, ever single Sunday my mother picks something out that she hates about me and erupts over it. I have pointed out to her that the negs are working through her against me, but have not pointed out to her that it has been every Sunday. Today is Sunday and although nothing happened at first, she decided to hate me again today.

I have used ink diagrams on the attachment points and they seemed to work, the skin was getting clearer and was no longer painfully bleeding. But, I cannot use the ink diagrams because the ink will run into Moonbeam (my hamster brother) and Summer's (my parakeet brother) cages when I clean them. But one thing I noticed when I was doing the ink diagrams was that the dry patches started appearing on the mid joints of my fingers. Definitely an attachment point.

I have been getting depresseed and extremely fatigued and also very paranoid about everything. If I say something, the negs will make me feel like I said it for some reason that I really didn't. They project thoughts into my head that are not mine, extreme guilt inducing thoughts, and they make me think that things that never happened happened.

I have dozens of Dreams every night, most of which include newley implanted core images, terrifying ones of animals dying painfully, especially ones of Moonbeam dying in horrible ways.

While in trance meditation, I have seen this girl who is not very nice at all. She has dark hair and doesn't look like she would be threatening or mean, but she is. One time, I found myelf in a Forest with a baby Tree who looked much like Nickamore (one of my plant brothers) when the girl showed up. She said "We snip animals to eat them, just like we snip plants" she took out a scissor and cut the baby tree with them. then she said "Follow me, I have a secret to tell you." and walked away. I did not follow her, I popped right out of the trance state. She tries to get me to follow her, she did this again the other night. I was on a Forest path and I heard someone who needed help. She said that she hurt her ankle, and I had the impression that she had fallen onto some rocks. I don't remember actually seeing her this time, but I remeber getting an impression of a woman who was older than the girl and didn't look like her... but she was still trying to get me to follow her to a certain point, like to lure me there. I feel that the two are one in the same.

I have also been attacked by a succubus a few times in the dream dimensions. The details are disgusting. She looked a little like the girl who cut the baby Tree.

I have done ritual bathing, and twice used protective herbs, using the steam from them, drinking teas made from them, and the second time using them in a bath. This worked well, as the first night I used it (on a Sunday after more eruptions from my mother), I was able to feel my energy flow through my entire energy body and woke up in the morning extremely happy and not at all fatigued...

...having gotten no more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep. Other nights, I get so much sleep, much more than 8 hours and wake up as though I had not slept the entire night, just wanting to go back to sleep and utterly depressed.

The first day that I used the herbs, I closed my eyes to rest them a little after waking up and I fell asleep... the Negs tried to attack me. But I crossed running water, and they left me alone for the rest of the day. My mom was so nice to me that day. Usually with the running water, psychic attacks are not broken for me, which means that the negs are pretty well attached.

The second night I used the herbs, I didn't get attacker, but I was still not able to permanently get rid of the negs. The first night, something told me to use Green tea, the second, I used Thyme which weakens psychic attaks and energy body attachments. The Green tea seemed to work better.

I always try to get out of body so that I can attack the Negs and get rid of them for good, but every time I try this, I just fall asleep before I can. I have also tried Core image removal and found lots of astral spiders and some black millipede looking things. I have found piles of them squirming around and turmed them all into Unicorns. The night I found the bugs I fell into deep trance before being able to consiousley remeber turning over any images, but once I saw the bugs, I quickly knew to turn them into Unicorns and remebered doing it.

Oh, and another thing that really scares me, when I do deep physical relaxation, suddenly my arm will fling itself onto my chest. This started with like my toe or finger moving by itself, or my finger, and I hoped they were muscular spasm from the muscle group relaxing. But the night I started using the herbs, my entire limbs have been moving.

Oh, and I just remebered this, One night I had this terrifying dream where me and a few people we watching some movie about how Nature is being destroyed. We were on couches, and the background became outside and became the background of what we were watching on the TV. The Forest erupted into flames. A Bird about the size of a Hawk who was set on fire by this flew out of the Forest and hit into cliff. I was terrified as this was actually happeneing around us. My aunt made a comment like it was funny or something. I can't remeber exactly what she said. I said to one of my cousins who was there "Thats what happens when you hang around mean people" refering to what my aunt said, meaning that when you hang around mean people, you start thinking the way they do. Then, the movie became about a bunch of characters, and there was this one guy I really did not like. He looked like a mix between Dr. Robotnick and Dr. Evil in a grey jacket. He was the worst of all the characters, and I shifted into him in the dream, the one who I would least like to be. The point at which I shifted into him was also very frightening. He got shot by accident, the bullet went through the area of his base center chakra and all the way up through to his brain causing his head to melt like a wax sculpture would in incresing heat. This  to me signifies a base center attachment too... Once in this strange man's position, I still looked like my self, but remeber being or thiking that because of being shot, I had no brain left. I felt like I had no brain activity, and felt sorry for myself. At one point I went to get something to eat, like bread I think, but out of the refrigerator and I remeber thinking "well, atleast I can grab a piece of bread" and wondering how I could be doing this if I had no brain function, maybe I could only do simple tasks... I remember seeing my cousin run across the yard from the deck at night.

I had another dream last night where I got him in the area of my base center with a tennis ball and felling a buzzing numbing pain there. and once in a dream I saw a poster displaying the difference between a sick heart and a healthy heart... probably another indicator of neg attachment.

It is so difficult to do what I came here to do when I am so bombarded by these negs, I have to get rid of them because I am growing weary and don't think I can make it much longer. If anyone knows anything that can help me along in anyway I would be ever thankful.

Thank you all for listening.