The Astral Pulse

Hey, need

Until somebody else responds, go to the download area and get everything you can on protection. There are several other psalms listed. You are starting to show resitance, and this is irritating whatever is attacking you. I had a lot of success memorizing and loudly reciting (vibrating) the Lords prayer. Also if you can, make a recording of the following words. I will print them phonetically. It is old Hebrew, and translates as Holy, Holy, Holy, God is. I have had a lot of success with this also. Record it and set it up on continous play, as loud as you can, 24/7. Think about what the words mean, meditate on it. The words are "Ko-deesh, Ko-deesh, Ko-deesh, Ah-doe-nye, Say-both".

We have also seen positive results from negative ion generators. Do not let the "negative" designation fool you. The effect of negative ions would be considered positive by a spiritual perspective.

I doubt your guardian Angel has been corrupted, more likely you are projecting bad "vibes"/emotions, and other people are picking it up. I have been there, also. It took a long time to get anybody to listen to me. There are people here that can see through such things.

I have been going through something that has a lot of parralells with what you are going through. There are people here that should be able to help you. Keep up on the positive thoughts, and anything else you can do that is positive. Go to church. Get Baptised, or reconfirmed if you have been. I am no pro, but have been there. Keep praying, God hears you. Even when it does not feel like it.

Take care, and God bless you.

Hello Need
  The psalms shouldn't harm anyone. I would suggest Robert's core image removal techniques as a lot of this energy is wrapped up in past occurances. I would read everything on the website as there are sources for help listed.
  Nita

Brother,
The people who are telling you that you are being attacked by an outside spiritual force are doing you a great disservice.  Your struggle is taking place in your own mind.  I respect your quest for the truth - so here is some truth for what it is worth - get some help from psychiatric professionals.  Your description is a very common psychotic response - feelings of paranoia and persecution.  Please don't ignore the true nature of your illness - you will get better with treatment!

Peace

Hello Mr F
  I wonder why you think that this is helpful? A lot of people have problems that are just sluffed off by others with such offhand comments as yours.
  Are you here because you are having problems yourself? Just curious.
  Nita

Hi "need",
I highly recommend that you CONTACT SILVIA HARTMANN, a highly-skilled UK Energy Practicioner and discuss your current situation with her.  If she can't provide you with direct help, I am sure she can put you in touch with someone near you, that you can TRUST to help you out of this current situation.

Her website is: http://sidereus.org/main/index.php

Cheers!
Greg Taylor :)

"Whatever consciousness may be, it's not a small thing" - Ingo Swann
"Oh, I... ain't got no ... body" - David Lee Roth (Van Halen)

"Need" I pray for your healing. Let me throw out a few ideas that may help you connect to your true impowerment. First off, wich Im sure you have some idea of already, "power" is only gained by knowing its something you already have and have had from the beginning. It does not exist outside the self wich means you no longer need to seek an outside sorce for your healing. Not in a person, place, magical item, higher being or ANTHING will you find what you need. Take your rightful place in the universe as not only a part of life but a meaningful part of all that is. Your lessen may seem very stressful (even more then you think you can handle), but from this you shall gain strength and self awarness. The harder the lesson...the more impowerment that shall follow. Wich is perhaps why you have chosen to live out this lesson. Although you feel helpless many a time you are the manifester of this shadow reflection and the power is truly within. Do not fear the darkness or the light or your own creation. Integrate your light and darkness and let go of your judgment. Seek the void and nothingness to become invisible in the eyes of your so called enemy. You are truly blessed and should surround yourself with this understanding. To be the child of a Dark wizard is an interesting archetype but this is not a shadow that you must live under, but a shadow that must be intergrated finding the positive within the dark cloud. The trickster is strong in your mind and I recammend reading stories about this type of energy. Breathing exercises may help you to relax and find an inner peace. Self hypnosis with not only positive imagry but the idea of light and dark both being a part of god and having a rightful place. Every light casts a shadow and every shadow casts a light. I would take a look at many areas in your life right down to your diet for things to change in order for you to find some comfert in this physical plane. I send my blessings to you!

Dear Mr. F,

I agree wtih Nita's post.

I totally disagree with your suggestion to "need."

We are here to give support and education to those in times of need.  I do not recommend a psychiatrist for "Need".  I have seen the damage psychiatrists can do to people's lives and will never recommend such treatment to anyone.  I am no expert on spiritual stuff, but I do recognize good suggestions when I see them and there are some good ones here for Need to look into.

I originally came to this site for assistance in a spiritual matter and sought spiritual help.  If anyone had told me to seek a psychiatrist I would have thanked them kindly and sent them on their merry way.  Most psychiatrists that I know don't even believe in spirits, they believe only in the mind, it being sick and all, when the truth really comes down to a spiritual matter.  Psychiatrists ARE NOT SPIRITUAL HEALERS.

Clarissa

Mr. F

You should read the responses that are coming to your post. You seem to be a very sheltered and narrow minded person. In the process of sorting through what happened to myself, I saw 3 "professional" types. None of them could find anything "wrong" with me, therefore it had to be a psychosis.

Columbus was "crazy" because of what he knew. So was Robert Goddard (pioneered rockets). Though some people may infact have it "all in their head", there is a fair amount that are living it. People like you would end up locking them in an institution, because you cannot "cure" them with your methods. This is very sad, because in the heavier abuse that happens with more powerful negative entities, people do need some psychiatric help. But not to be told "it was all in their head", but to sort out the brutality that happened to them, and help them get on with their lives.

You do a disservice to all humanity when you make comments on things you know nothing about. Especially when it concerns someones mental state.
My condolences to you, and people that listen to your advice.

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Originally posted by need:


My head pains are severe and stopping me from operating at my best.The situation feels horrendous. After reading psalm 14 asking for all my problems to be healed, something heavy like a cloud of heavy energy began to sit on my head, tinglng and sparkling, feeling kind of estatic but in a bad way. The tingling beagn to form into wires that have wrapped themselves all around my head, they push into the top back of my head , the middle of the scalp and tear down the scalp from the middle of the scalp to both ears, they are also other wires all over my head wrapping ,pushing and forcing itself into me. Between the eyes the wires form the scalp have formed into a distinct U just like the third eye sign that hindu's paint on their faces. All the wires pull and force themselves into me and I have no way of stopping it. Across the top of my head from ear to ear there are so many wires there is a deep wedge of ths heavy energy forcing itself into my brain , ears and from the third eye down my nose and into my cheeks.

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I too have been having rather unusual and unpleasant energetic .... things(?) happen in the head region which i believe to be some kind of entity feeding/manipulating. A question i would ask you is: Did these energy wires appear because of something Betty Shine did, or did she do something to help you see what was already there? If they were already there, this might help explain the hoplessness you say you have had all your life. And it might also be leading you to some kind of remedy. I don't believe in the saying "what you dont know cant hurt you". Knowledge is power. Maybe you are lucky that you are able to percieve what is hurting you for so long. If you can see it you can try to remove it. I suggest you read up on Roberts Core Image removal using "awareness hands" and use your awareness hands to remove these implants.

Here is something else i have just been reading (more in my post "The Flyers"). It may sound somewhat alarmist talking about predators, but Castaneda taught something called "Tensegrity" that was supposedly designed to help in these kind of situations. Heres a snippet;

"The sixth center, located on top of the head, don Juan described as something more than an anomaly, and refrained absolutely from having anything to do with it. He portrayed it as possessing not a circular vortex of energy, like the others, but a pendulumlike, back-and-forth movement somehow reminiscent of the beating of a heart.

"Why is the energy of that center so different, don Juan?" I asked him.

"That sixth center of energy," he said, "doesn't quite belong to man. You see, we human beings are under siege, so to speak. That center has been taken over by an invader, an unseen predator. And the only way to overcome this predator is by fortifying all the other centers."

"Isn't it a bit paranoiac to feel that we are under siege, don Juan?" I asked.

"Well, maybe for you, but certainly not for me," he replied. "I see energy, and I see that the energy over the center on the top of the head doesn't fluctuate like the energy of the other centers. It has a back-and-forth movement, quite disgusting, and quite foreign. I also see that in a sorcerer who has been capable of vanquishing the mind, which sorcerers call a foreign installation, the fluctuation of that center has become exactly like the fluctuation of all the others."
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You are not alone, keep faith and hang on in there, believe me i know how desperate it gets at times.

Pax

McArthur

Hi Need
A couple more RESOURCES come to mind.  I don't know if you would want to check these out, but they will IMPOWER YOU to make effective changes in your life.

http://www.emofree.com - Emotional Freedom Techniques
- This is a SIMPLE method of removing all that negative CRAP that's been piling up over the years.  USE IT on everything from your dad being a black-magicine, to your having all those cords running through you head.  READ THE FREE MANUAL on this website (download it) and USE IT for a period of 30 days.  USE IT daily and see if some of these problems begin to melt away.

http://www.emoclear.com - Breathing & Energy Work to clear Emotional Trauma
- Someone mentioned DOing BREATHING EXERCISES ... here's a site JAM-PACKED with them.

"Energy Medicine" by Donna Eden at http://www.innersource.net

Need, I pray that you would find TRUE PEACE in you Mind, in your Heart and in your Spirit.  I ask that the perfect true love of God pour over and through you and that you come to the place in your self ... where YOU can and DO LOVE YOURSELF fully, wholely and completely!

Cheers!
Greg Taylor :)

"Whatever consciousness may be, it's not a small thing" - Ingo Swann
"Oh, I... ain't got no ... body" - David Lee Roth (Van Halen)

Hello Need
  I suggest reading Robert Bruces core-image removal. I also have a few articles that give techniques that are simple and can help. Roberts Practical Psychic Self-defense is also good.
  I would also suggest novena candles where you say a prayer to the angels for 7 days. Archangel Michael is a good one for protection. I have my email in the contact me by my articles. If you want to ask any questions contact me.
  Nita

Hi Need and All -

To Need - my deepest hope is that you persevere and are able to make contact with the source of the balancing force of your negative experience, that you be able to find and to listen to and follow the sources of voices - mundane and supernatural -  that are supportive and positive and that build you up and heal... it is too easy to succumb to those voices that tear down and ridicule, write off, engender pain, and manipulate.

For whatever its worth, I believe you.  I'm going to ask for help for you... whatever it is that I know how to do, I want to, and will do.

I experience disturbing energetic sensations - some disturbing because I don't understand them, some because they're painful and blantently abusive... and I've experienced disturbing "visits" for want of a better word... they are disturbing for the same reasons.

And the ironic thing is in the context of this thread, is that I'm educated and trained in psychological "science".... not trained anywhere enough to be any sort of expert counselor or whatever, but more than enough to have an opinion ; )  - and a piece of that opinion is, that psychology is trying desperately to root itself in science - so much so to its detriment... and, I'd just like to say, that if you do ever seek the caring and compassionate sounding board that a psychologist should strive to be, that not all psychologists are bound by emperical method and a diagnostic manual.  There are spiritually focused, spiritually gifted and  talented people that are trained in useful psychological counseling methods.... they are rare and special, and are worth the search.  A psychologist or counselor is supposed to be trained to listen, to establish and earn trust, and to heal.  The person who knows how to listen and practices how to listen are beautiful, rare, gems... and many psychologists started out wanting to be that sort of listener, and to heal - more than anything else.  I would say that maybe it doesn't take a psychologist - what it takes is a knowledgable friend.

Just a note - if I went and with utmost honestly layed bare my mind to a standard psychologist/psychiatrist that has an "eclectic" approach (that is, one that utilized a variety of recognized, empirically tested  theraputic approaches, and which accepted most insurance),   I'd at least be labled schizoid   - with a variety of "features"... hallucinations, paranoia, depression... I'd probably be given anti-depressants at least....  But then, if I went to a Jungian psychoanalyst, (and they exist) the story might be different.

I respect your honesty in saying what it is that you have experienced - it takes guts to put yourself out there -  you have guts.

Like I said, I'll be doing prayers for you - please post again and let us know how you are doing?

Kristen

Need you must empower yourself.  These are battles you must win and I pray you get the help you need to win those battles (that war)
From what I have read you are a person weaken'd by the suggestions of others that anything has power over you besides yourself.  These people who have influenced you in your statement are liars.  They tried to help but they could not you must either seek a master or learn to conqurer these enemies of sickness and manipulation yourself
Did you know that you actually empower these evil powers against you by believing that any harm can come to you by way of them
Trust me they are quite powerless unless you give them power by accepting these things they try to manipulate you with.
I can understand that ceartain demons may want you because in all truth your father may have given you to a demon and as you resisted seeking the truth he is tormenting you but you have power over these things do not forget that.  I know it is hard to believe that simply not believing these events have power over you is enough to defeat the enemy,  And I  know you have already given into that power.  You suffer still but it is up to you to make a difference and start seeking positive energies whether that lay in God or Robert Bruce.  I see an urgent need for your help
Please look at some of my posts in energy developement
this will gain you confidence and you will become a powerfull human being as opposed to a wretched existance of someone elses sin.

ltk

Hello Need
  If you need to have any questions answered try to read my articles. They are under Nita Hickok and Magic on this forum. I mention some ways to protect yourself.
  Nita

Hi. I don't understand why everyone is over-reacting so strongly to Mr. F's. advice to NEED. It does not matter how wide the variety of advice is  to NEED, surely, i t must all be helpful. Although my entire heritage and upbringing has been  rooted deeply in spiritual and psychic practices, I have discovered that psychiatric illness can cause similar effects to possession and demonic influence.
  BECAUSE of my deep-rooted spiritual and psychic beliefs, I put my only sister Christine, through exorcism after exorcism and protection after protection by the best known mediums and exorcists in this country (Australia) , when she began exhibiting symptoms such as NEED  describes. This only caused more and more fear and trauma forChristine. After nothing worked, I finally...brokenheartedly !!!...  agreed to have her 'committed' for psychiatric treatment at a local hospital.
  After only a few weeks of treatment, she slowly began to return to her normal self. In the years to come, when she felt she no longer needed to be on her medication, she took herself off it and once again was plunged into the depths of despair, fear, terror and self mutilation. When she went back on to her medication she became a happy, laughing girl who painted stunningly beautiful paintings.
  During the years that my sister Christine was ill and in and out of hospital, I cared for my nephew, Joel. I was already caring for 3 children (one boy and two girls) alone. Joel  became my second son. In his teens, he began to exhibit similar symptoms to Christine. Eventually, to cut a very long story short, he too was diagnosed with schizophrenia. He eventually agreed to take medication, whereupon he grew and prospered like never before.
 Then, when he was nineteen, he met a self-proclaimed "wise" woman who told him it was wrong to listen to psychiatrists...wrong to take medication. This person convinced him that there was nothing wrong with him at all...that he was hearing "real" spirits talking to him...that he was a shaman and a genius. That he must go off his medication and listen to the guidance of his spirit guides. Joel did this.
  The "voices" told him he must kill himself to save the world. Joel lay down on a railway track and was decapitated by a train.
   This is not the end of the story. My sister, aged only 39, died 8 weeks later of a broken heart.
  And my beautiful son, who was at the peak of a successful  international acting career with a Logie to his name (Australia's equivalent to an Oscar)  inherited this illness, repeatedly cutting his own throat and wrists.
   Please remember that I was brought up in an active spiritual/psychic family...both my parents were mediums and healers...my uncle was a materialisation medium (the subject of a book written by my father in 1970 called "The Certainty of Eternity", published by The Hill of Conetent Publishing Company) .  
 I have lived and worked the spiritual ethos for 62 years....but I realise now, that there IS   such a thing as mental illness which  exhibits similar symptoms and phenomena as 'possession' . And the ONLY cure...in MANY cases...is psychiatric care and medication.Thanks. Jo Buchanan.

jo

I forgot to mention one really important factor re the context of my last message. There is nothing shameful or derogatory about consulting a psychiatrist if you suspect you may suffer any form of mental illness. Schizophrenia and other illnesses are caused, amongst other things, by a chemical imbalance in the brain.   It is a physiological chemical imbalance. ...just as in diabetes, there is an imbalance of insulin. There is nothing wrong or shameful about inheriting such imbalances. The list is long. Endogenous (or clinical) depression is also caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain. Better to correct the imbalance than to lead a life of teror and persecution.
 Just because I have focussed so much on "the other side of the fence" doesn't mean  I am not a whole- hearted believer in  genuine possession and negative psychic influences.  I have witnessed these personally in their most terrifying form.  
 Thanks, Jo.

jo

H. I just want to make a comment, with full  respect and best wishes to the writer of the last post, who suggests that as long as you are not hearing voices to do violent crimes, you are not mentally ill or have to see a doctor.
 This is a misunderstood perception of mental ill health.
  Only 1%  sufferers of mental illness commit violent crimes against others.
 Violent crimes are mostly  committed by angry and hurt people who are perfectly sane.
    Those afflicted with mental illness are usually quite the opposite...retiring or hiding away into the safety of their imagined reality. Others may commit a violent act by mutilating themselves or committing suicide.
  (Just defending those who are unable to defend themselves, okay ? )


jo

Hey guys and gals!  I partly agree with Jo.  By the way jo I am very sorry about your family....that really is very sad.  Everyone.....has anyone ever thought that maybe this isn't a black or white issue.....maybe need has both mental illness....and attacks from negatives.  I mean think  about it.....do you not think that when someone is in a deep depression they are more easily influenced by negs?  I know I have.  I remember when I was in a deep depression when a neg put a thought of suicide in my head.  I KNOW it was not my own thought.  They're sneaky little fellows.  Need....my suggestion to you is to get psychiatric help.  What do you have to lose?  I'm on medication and I've been through some REALLY bad times....believe me.....but now I'm 100% healthy....I'm very happy to say.  :-)   Need....I've also been there where you try to heal yourself and you read every book that gives you hope but guess what....none of them deliver.  Get psychiatric help!  

My two cents.....take it or leave it.  :-P

Much love to everyone here and thankyou for all of your thoughts and prayers. I'm still in the middle of the nightmare and it is vast. This is not fly-by night or a psychiatric problem at all. I'm often surprised at the brazen thoughtlessness of people on many websites. So many do not care how they represent themselves or whether they help people or not.

But i've felt a really good vibe here and I'm thankful to all of you for  replying.  Arie. Yes I'm reading every book but the answers are not there. I'd like to remind everyone here to take care and make sure nobody take's advantage of you be loving but also aware and ahead of the game. Don't be swept away by all that you read in books. Not all the answers are there at all.  If Robert Bruce is reading I sincerely hope that you could take the time to look into my story. I know you have other concerns and I pray all goes well.

Concerning my difficulties they are very severe. Most people laugh but wait until they find themselves in the same problem.  Being forewarned is not necessarily forarmed in the New Age. If I had the knowledge I would have gotten out of this years ago. But this nightmare I'm going through has blasted holes in my life and had serious repercussions on those around. Many present the New Age to be benign and offering th best in human potential. There is important ground being broken in every regard but there is so much not talked about. If you knew the truth of individuals and what they have gone through in life concerning the occult, the good stories and the bad you'd think twice about getting involved. I certainly ..never ..ever could have conceived I would ever get into such a disasterous problem. So brutal and damaging. But it happened to me.

If anyone has has anymore information please post.

Thank you all for your time and attention.

Love Need

Hey need.....I retract my earlier statements.....I re-read your earlier message and that really doesn't sound like mental illness.  I think others have mentioned this already but get practical psychic self-defense by Robert Bruce.  Its a really fascinating book....I was reading  a little of it in the bookstore yesterday.  Good Luck!!  Oh yeah....do you think anyone has lyed to you or been mean on this forum?  I don't think so.....thats enough to counter your belief that everyone is going to lye and be mean to you.  Oh yeah this is a great quote for you "If you believe you can't you can't, if you believe you can you can....your both right"

Adios

Hello Need
  The reason why people react to the psychiatric comments is that the person is assumed to have already thought of all these things themselves. You can't have anything like this happen without doubting yourself and your sanity.
  It is then that you have to realize is it myself or something else. You then decide what to do about it. People can be both possessed and psychologically ill at the same time. Psychology was developed to put a scientific criteria upon problems that used to be dealt with by a shaman or magical practicioner.
  It does not mean one is superior to the other. I find that there are more cures from the shamanistic methods than years of psychotheraphy with drugs that don't allow the person to be themselves.
  I also want to think how much proof there is out there of scientifically proven psychic abilities. It is all ignored by these same scientists that are so quick to judge others and tell them it doesn't exist.
  Nita

I agree with evrything that you said Nita.

Science is missing a great deal by bypassing metaphysical reality. In the back of my mind I know that there is great evidence for the supernatural but by almost all people it's constantly hushed up.

It won't change until people in the world get honest about this issue. Until then the new age will reign even though most of it is full of pretty ideas which in the final analysis are incomplete , naive and do not work. Not only that but new age philosophy encourages idiocy concerning psychic matters and most knowledge is superficial and experimental to the point of dangerous curiosity.

Regards

Need

Hello everyone. I can only offer you words of encouragement and hope. I wish I could help somehow. Don't give up. Has anyone considered taking a martial art? If you do, make sure it's the REAL DEAL and they don't just give out their belts. I've been taking kung fu for two years and I don't even have my first sash yet. But I am equal to my friend who has been taking martial arts for 6 years, when it comes to sparring, because my teacher is very good. I can apply many of the techniques I have learned. Martial arts will likely help you take control of your state of mind and may greatly fuel your will to keep on trying to improve your situation and fight off the evils of your life. Your teacher, if he/she is good, will be there for you, and will do whatever it takes to make sure that you have learned what they taught you. Do some research on different styles, because everyone's different and different styles work best for different people. Anyway, I hope my suggestion helps. I tried. Good luck.

Arthur Dent sat in a chair that appeared to be made out of the skeleton of a stegosaurus. Slartibartfast turned to him and said, "that chair was made out of the skeleton of a stegosaurus."

Thank you for your suggestion and support.

At the moment I'm so washed out with the pressure of the wires in my head that I never exercise. Physical exercise makes them stronger. This is a great ordeal.

After reading psalm 14 some wires started growing on my head, great weight and tingling which feels uncomfortably orgasmic. It's doing my head in. The cranial bones in my skull is pulled apart by the wires.

I have gone through so much that I don't know what to do. I never meditate like I used to because the wires are a constant, powerful, oppresive and destabilising influence. Always entering my head and forcing into the spirit within my physical body. I also see dotd of white light circling about 1 foot above my head alla the time.

Need,
I need to get some more background info into your problem.
After reading your thread I realise that whatever is effecting you dates from long before.......It is probably something that your dad touched and you have inherited or it was passed to you from your father who wished to rid himself of it. Was he to your knowledge connected with any magical group, if so do you know if he made a pact with any of its members?
Did he attempt to quit the magical group?
Do you have any magical accessory that belonged to your father?
did you or your father have anything to do with Tibetan Bhuddism?
If you can think of anything that might help tell me!!!

What seems to have happened is that you have a very strong injunction placed upon your eighth chakra (the one just above your head......infact there are 21 known that are above the head and probably more)
An injunction is a thought form or order to prevent you from doing something or to force you to do something...........It is a type of possession!

To be truthfull the chakras above your head Can't be possessed but the injunction is so strong that it tricks you into knowing (not thinking) you are possessed.....confusing heh?

There is a way to remove these injunctions and to reconnect you to your interior trinity but it is a ritual that will take some time and require plenty of motivation from yourself. If this interests you please PM me with your email and I'll send you the details along with some other things that may help.

Also it could be worth considering a real church excorsism! I'm not of the religious sort but I know that they work and it is an option well worth considering.

Remember there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel even if the tunnel is long.

Courage,

Alchimiste

sounds like ur really in trouble. in addition to turning to god make sure u find some good barrier techneques. everything u need is on this site

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Thanks for the message Synapse

God Bless

Need

those cables/wires on the head--where do they LEAD to???????????????????????

I assume that cables/wires would be a way YOUR MIND visualises the ACTUAL phenomenon, and somehow the mind is telling you WHAT is happening, ie. the channeling AWAY of energy [???] in ways you can UNDERSTAND???????????

Or is it something different?????

Vendi, Vidi, Vici, Mucho denero.
[I came, I saw, I conquered, I got paid--my mercenary motto]

Dear Demi God

There is no channelling away of energy. There is absolutely no confusion of what is happening to me and it is in no way an illusion.

After reading Psalm 14  a heavy sparkling and estatic energy settled on my head and started to penetrate my head with energy wires at many different points into the skull in the back of the head, on top from ear to ear and down my forehard. There is a heavy propulsion to it and it knocks my head like a woodpecker forcing energy into my head. There are at least fifty different strands of the wires forcing energy into my physical body. This new network of wires were not there before my problems started.

My mind has not needed to interprete the phenomenon. My body/mind is under pressure via a network of very physical but energetic wires which have taken up residence in my head and puts my whole body under a new energy that simply was not there before my problems started.

Kind Regards

Need

It's a very precise network that has developed and most definitely not

The wires are real, not simply energy or an imagination. If you feel an itch on your arm, you feel an itch but you are alerted to the itch by sensory perception. I do not feel in anyway that my mind is "visualizing"  what is actually happening or needing to interpret it in anyway other than the way I have described it. The wires are set like a blueprint on my head, I could draw on paper the reality of it.

Where do the wires lead to?

The wires enter the top of the head from outside the physical body but pushed down more and more into my head that now the wires have fully penetrated and meshed with the energy body inside my physical body. Another energy system has penetrated mine. This has all happened as part of all the problems I have  been going through all of this time.  They cause a kind of pressure to build up in my ears because the foreign energy system keeps forcing energy into my physical body that it is not accustomed to. The energy in the wires feel gritty, sparkly and very uncomfortable and has succeeded in reducing normal health and physical mobility. It is a horrendous and scary experience.

At night the wires get   more troublesome than usual and push harder and become more tremoulous. It takes 1-3 hours to full asleep with a tremblind mass of foreign grippings and strainings all over my head.

Kind Regards

Need

Need

I realise that this will not be very useful but it is my belief that for people like you and me, we often have to find our own way through the problems thrown up against us. I have only a little similar experience with what you are talking about with energy wires coming out the top of your head, but I do have quite drastic problems with my own energy body and psychic influences, which I have not found anybody else to have. This, again, is something I have to work my own way past, otherwise I would not grow from it. So, while you may be alone on this, you are not really alone, because there are more people out there, all working towards the same end. Keep up the good work!!

On a more practical note, the LBRP ritual is good for cutting off energy links and freeing you. Also as I am sure you are aware long term energy attachments are often found at points of skin blemishes (moles, etc), so you might want to try doing drawings on such blemishes around your head. You might get some funny looks though ! Maybe regular visualisation of the sacred symbols over the entire top of your head will also help, but this must be a regular thing, otherwise it won't work.

Hope this helps in some way...

all the best
Rob

Hey, need.

Inguma advice is very good. Of course, that is probably why he is a moderator. I am sorry that I have not been responding to your emails, but I have been busy, and my plate is full with the things done over here. I am not in a position to attract anything more to myself right now. But I stand by what I said in my reply to you, that the resitence will be equal to your abilities.

There is a lot that can be done to try and convince you of certain things. The effect is you can make things happen that would not be achievable to anyone/anything else. I have first hand experience with that. It also falls in with one of my personal beliefs about spiritualism, and that is your own mind and beliefs will be the biggest limiting factor to what you can achieve for a long time.

If you convince yourself that you do not have to, and will not empower those things anymore, you will gain ground. Convince yourself of it. You will know you have it right when you feel the relief.

quote, author forgotten "Anything the mind can conceive and believe it can achieve."

Best wishes to you, and God bless.

Hi guys,

I  wrote a post last night but it got wiped out when the database failed. I don't know what happened but my post disappeared. I can only remember a portion of what I wrote last night.

My major comments were that I'm so well acquianted with visualization but it definitely isn't doing anything at all for my condition. It's so viseral, wires have implanted into my head and started struggling and pushing through  my body entering at the head and they keep straining and pushing into my head

I also wrote something like < I can't find a professional enough person to help me because I'm having to deal with too much deception, fraud and downright nastiness. I can't get rid of the wires by myself I need someone else's help. I can't perform my own heart transplant in other words. Too many people have mesed with the etheric stucture of my head and then after reading Psalm 14 a living energy decided to force itself into my head. I'm in a really bad situation but advice in books about visualize this and that is doing nothing to get rid of the problem.

Ever since Naz programmed my Guardian Angel( I just call it that I don't know for certain what it is) everyone has been influenced by the guardian angel to act in exactly the horrid way that Naz programmed it to act. You migght not agree with me but I know for certain that he did this. So now I have a problem that not too many are knowledgeable so they can't help me. Not only that but a great many of the psychics are outright liars and extrememly false and dubious people to deal with. I've been constantly cheated and undermined for a long time a before my crises started. I began to realise to my horror that absolutely almost all of the people in London are influenced by the communication process I talked about in my first post  and it is ruining my entire life because --- my GA has been programmed to influence all people I meet face to face in a horrible way. I can see it as  a blur flying up to peoeple's faces and manipulating people in the way people talk and , move their bodies and communicate with me.

If anyone can please start talking about this communication process. How does it effect you. How do you get affected by being in other people's presence. And most of all does anyone know how to unprogramme damge that was done by Naz  on me. I know he did it because I saw it as it happened. But I don't know how to get rid of it or of the terrible strainings on top of my head.

Thanks for the encouragement chaps

Love

Need

Thank you Inguma for the suggestion

I just wrote ahuge post but can you believe it I deleted it accidently. Who knows. Anyway it was very insightful describing the circumstances of my life and the damage that has happened to me and all those around me because of this huge misadventure I have been going through.

It has been truly horrifying, I can't change the past or bring back the two family members that died in my lifetime in connection with this. I have been betrayed and systematically undermined and defeated on many levels for a long time, but most especially by my GA. My life has not been normal or easy. But once I began to understand how the GA works I began to understand that in fact because almost all people are short-range psychics and can feel the enrgy of the GA that since I was a child I have had psychic meddling on me from a very young age.

Other people have their GA's which control their relationships, but I cannot understand for the God of me why people are not talking about the affect of their GA on thier life during all communication processes they have with other people. I'm astonished to my very foundations that no-one is talking about this very potent psychic influence that is active in all human affairs.
In fact because ...almost...all people are psychic I have been deceivingly and unwittingly been led to destruction from an early age.The GA had it in for me from the very beginning.The whole situation is very complex and broken my heart, dashed my soul and destroyed my concepts for the future. My health has broken down .

I stopped going to psychics becuase they were lying to me deceiving me and hurting me,, but it took me a long time to realize that even my teachers, doctors, bankers and others where short-range psychics and via the influence of my GA (it might not be a GA I jsu use this term as term of reference)  they were leading me into difficulties in life from a very young age.

So now after Naz programmed my GA to influence people to act worse to me than ever before, psychics are lying to me more than before. It's so clear once you can see the process before you're very eyes. Most...not all.. people communicate being totally awrae of the psychic influences they are receiving but no-one talkes about it. Everyone can treat me any which way but at the end of the day no-one is accountable for the harm they have caused me.

Despite the wonderful work some genuine psychics do I can speak with authority that most and almost all of the psychic scene and psychics industry is riddled with deception, false promises and uneffective guidance or help systems . This is why so many people get into psychic problems and then cannot find anyone to sort them out because the truth is that much of.. too easily   accepted new age theory and psychic theory is incomplete and very flimsy. We accept wholesale the most ridiculous garbage out of curiosity, not well tested principles observable to the whole world. But when I talk of my GA.. the effect of which could be proved to the whole world no-one would believe me. If we cannot acept that we all each of us has a GA and that it's actions in our live is necessary as to whether our lives work at all I wouldn't know what to do.

The GA of which everybody has is one of the foremost observable psychic effects that can be provable anywhere. If the psychic industry has not spoken with crystal clear honesty on this one issue...then how on earth can we trust anything eles that has been said.

The GA, the head pressure, the bad experiences, the horror the injustice, my stupidity has ruined my life all because I believed what psychics were writing in books telling me what to do. I've been living in pain and desparation for many years. What has happened to me is painful, shaming but also a complete outrage. I would never be in this position if it wasn't for deception on more than one levels within and without that led me here. I'm struggling each day comming to terms with what happened but it is all an accumulative strengthening nightmare I can' get rid of.

As I said I wrote an earlier post but I tried to condense those thoughts here.
Once again thanks Inguma

Yours Sincerely

Need

Hey, need.

You again remind me of stuff I have experienced. Hold on. It is not your guardian angel that has been corrupted, it is you. Let me explain. If your father was into the dark arts, and knew some stuff, part of your psyche has been reprogrammed. This is probably further reinforced by some serious spell craft, and negatives being attached with specific purposes.

Most psychics cannot see past that, because the reprogramming happens in a way that it looks like part of you. Especially if it was done young, which your posts seem to indicate.

You need positive input, and a lot of it. The idea that different things that bring your awareness towards God work against you is an implanted reaction. It is the dark side trying to hold its ground.

Get a copy of Practical Psychic Self Defense. Get the stuff Robert mentions drawn (or maybe in your case tattooed) onto your self. Pray a LOT. This is the best advice I can give. I was once in a spot where it was not possible to see the truth about what was happening. I started praying very heartfelt, and God did hear. From there I was able to lift up to where other people could see the truth. I also lost two family members, and saw horrible things happen to almost everyone I cared about. Everything you can imagine and a lot of what you could not happened to us. Claw your way back up. Like I have been saying, if you do, will are probably capable of a height that is loftier than just the mere opposite of the low you have been put in.

Fight, fight, FIGHT. Get sunshine in your life. I know that sounds hollow, but it is what you need. Get PPSD, do ALL of the stuff mentioned on the site.

God give you blessings

Inguma -  Inguma thanks for the information.  I'm not fully knowledgeable about how curses work but I have physical and dream/astral evidence that I was cursed from birth.

Most people think that the Higher Self or Holy Guardian Angel is some benevolent being always nice, will protect you, show you the way, keep you from harm etc. I have searched for my Higher self but this was an idiotic search and what I found was the GA communication process I talk about so frequently. Yes Naz did curse me but he actually programmed that spirit that is always around me that I call GA just to give it a name. Naz did some type of judgement process everything he said to me has been replicated on people that communicate to me. He did curse me and gave me a heart attack in a way making me seen to be evil. But he also programmed the GA.

In the last few posts I explained how everyone has a GA..... well he programmed mine, and now the GA gets people to damage me in the ways explained above. After all my experience in life I didn't know anybody could do that. Even more disturbing once I realized I had a GA I began to realise that almost everyone does , I can see the physical evidence of this when I see people talking or communicating on tv. Naz did things in a way to nagatize vibrations coming towards me so that I receive the worst harm from the world and so that I could feel it physically. The GA's duplicity makes everything much worse.

I began to wonder if my GA, is what they call the Higher Self ,part of God that no-one can harm. From the way it acts it's not good to me, it's harmed me a great deal. Is that how a Guardian Angel supposed to act?

Ides315 - I sympathise with with your story Ides. I don't think anyone can imagine what it's like until it happens to them. Most people ridicule such stories.
Somehow I have been corrupted. I keep wondering do I deserve this from a past life. Was I bad or something. Was I bad in this life and to deserve such misleading and devastating help. It's all complex and interconnected, once it all happened I could connect the dots and see what happened but I'm very slow finding effective help to turn around events. I feel as if I have had energetic plastic surgery, the wires pushing into my head have pushed in so far I don't know who or what will release me.

Thanks for the boost.

Yours sincerely

Need

G'day Need, folks....

I really don't know what to say on this topic, so will start with a few statements.

1. Psychological disorders, delusions and congnitive distortions of reality 'always' go hand in hand with serious, especially long term, negative entity interference and attack.  Negs work through the mind and the energy body, and this is how they attack you. Access to the mind, especially the subconscious, is the gateway to the energy body.  To think otherwise is ludicrous.

2. The healthiest approach to freeing yourself of such a problem is to tackle it on all fronts, physical, psychological, medical, spiritual, metaphysical, and karmic.

3. In my experience, the guardian angel (GA), holy guardian angel, higher self, spirit, overself, God, whatever you like to call it, simply cannot be corrupted. This is like saying that an archangel has been corrupted. Only the human subconscious and soul elements can be corrupted, not the eternal spirit. To believe this has happened is to believe that God has turned evil, and therefore that God and all things holy are incable of helping you. This would mean that you have turned your face from God. However, all this may result from a cognitive distortion, and as such is reversable.

4. If a spiritual being is interfering with and attacking you long term, then it is most probably firmly attached to you. Such a negative being would most probably be demonic. I suggest you identify the source of your woes with a clear negative term, eg, demonic, rather than in a corrupted positive sense, eg, corrupt guardian angel, when you discuss it. This will stop a lot of confusion and help provide a clearer perspective and direction to face.  However, if you insist on using the GA term in a negative sense, please provide your evidence and reasoning here.  Note that I will take some convincing....

5. I have known afflicted people to seek the help of literally hundreds of healers and psychics, and all have failed. In such cases, it is generally found that the victim is just as attached to their demons as their demons are to them. The underlying problem can be likened to alcoholism, in that no one can help remove such problems until the victims are totally ready to unload their problem, consciously and subconsciously.

6. My suggestion is that you apply the methods given in my book, PPSD. In particular, perform the running water plus visualization method four times per day, for 15 minutes each time.

7. Your problem may indeed result from a curse of some kind. Therefore, you may like to contact Nita (Nita@astralpulse.com) and go into your problem in greater depth. Nita has a great deal of experience with problems like this; far more than I do.

8. You may like to do what I did when I found myself in serious demonic hot water, as per my book, PPSD.  Find a place where you can camp over an underground stream or river. Camp directly over it for a week, fasting. This is an ancient method of cleansing serious attachments. Another way is to bury yourself in shallow sand on a dry river bed for several hours per day, until cleansed of neg attachments.

9. Another option would be for you to contact my friend Romero, and if he agrees to help, maybe you could travel to his pranic healing centre in Portugal.

10. If your problem is indeed demonic attack, you will be experiencing noticeable phenomena that both you and others will be able to clearly perceive. High magic is generally needed to deal with a demon, given that a demon has a similar level of power as an angel.

11. In an ideal world a healer or metaphysical practitioner would only have to wave their magic wand and negative entity problems would just disappear. This does happen occasionally, but it is a rarity. In reality, considerable effort is generally required on the part of both the healer and the victim to help uncover and deal with the underlying problems relating to serious neg problems. Basically, the victim is given the choice to either get busy living or to get busy dying.

12. I wish I could help more, but it seems that everything the people on this forum have offered has either already been tried, is too difficult or impractical, or conflicts with your beliefs.  No offense, but you might like to consider developing a more positive and proactive attitude.


Good luck with your quest.....


Take care, Robert.

whoa! I just love it when Robert gives out advice!
Really hits the nail on the head.

Good job Robert.

Cheers,
-Steve-

Step outside the square you live in.

I think Robert's advice is right on but am curious as to whether need's situation has improved.  

I also agree that a person has to take some responsibility and has to make a huge effort in order to shake off something like this.

Need have you tried any of the methods people have suggested here?  Or do you dismiss many of them as things you think probably wont work anyway?

Dear Robert

Thank-you for replying to my request for help.

I am in the midst of a terrible problem as has been described above. Please, let no-one think of this story as the result of fanciful thinking or of a psychological condition. That is not the case at all.These writings are an authentic and honest record of my life and what has happened to me as a result of pathetic and stupid new age searching.

I've been trying to get rid of my problems for the last 16 years. I feel as if I'am living in a fractured nightmare. My life has been broken and it will never fix back to how it used to be. On the outside an observer would say my life has been easy but I know that it has not been so.

As a kid I was quiet, depressed , I wasn't able to take full opportunity of the chances in my life for reasons that were not clear to me at the time. I felt misplaced, I was a dumb kid, the odd one out. I was also the black sheep of the family. My father was a difficult and temperamental man, he was frightening, abusive and oppressive, especiallly mentally and emotionallly abusive. I lived in fear.

I used to have black depressions for a few days at a time at 16 and I didn't know where they were coming from. When I ws about seventeen I saw a book in the shop called Linda Goodman's Star Signs but although I was intrigued, for some reason or other I couldn't physically buy the book in the normal way. Something was stopping me from buying it. I felt denied, I felt physically stopped from buying it. I would pick the book up, look through and then put it back.

So one day after lots of dithering I decided to steal it. I put the book in my bag and left the shop paying for something else feeling so guilty and scared of being stopped for shoplifting that I could have died the moment I paid for the other item I didn't really need. Once out of the shop I felt relieved and overjoyed to have gotten the book at last.

It was only years later in hindsight  that I realised  that I had unconsciously and psychically perceiving a purple coloured spirit standing in front of the book that was preventing me from buying the book energetically. I couldn't see it at the time and certainly wasn't aware of it or had any idea that things like this could exist before.

That book became the staple of my life. Previously I had a very minor interest in psychism, however upon getting that book I got very involved with the new age believing it to be the answer to mankind's  problems and all of my problems.
I began meditating and taking tons of flower essences and herbs to cleanse my body , evolve, and to improve myself.

My problems might seem minor to others however  there was a gigantic and cumbersome dimension to them  that clouded my entire abilty to exist.

Among other difficulties, I just couldn't think clearly or properly. nothing seemed to go right for me. I seemed to have a lack of confidence and social phobia. I never enjoyed myself going out, I felt anxious for no reason and would avoid going out at every opportunity.

I was under pressure and  exploited from very early on. I had a high level of unexplainable grief, feeling like the archetypal wounded healer for no apparent reason. I was stuck in a mire of problems that seemed trivial.

I started going to psychics and mediums seeking the path that Linda spoke of. I wanted to be happier because I was in such a bad way  but developed impossible outlandish dreams that were quite frankly stupid.

I purposely set out never to hurt others or do wrong to anyone because I felt I understood karmic law, that whatever you give out comes back to you. I wanted to be the knight in shining armour - capable of helping the whole world. I guess wholly inappropriate and overblown but these are the ideas I held at the time. However between reading all these books, for no apparent reason  it suddenly occurred to me that I should say four affirmations in order to manifest my higher self.

The first of these affirmations was "I'am the light". These affirmations made me into a power seeker when I was nothing of the kind before. This was very stupid but I didn't have any positive mind at all to understand that this couldn't possibly be.

The essential mistake I made was to think  that I wanted to be the essential primal source of all creation and was going to evolve to have all unconditional love to control all of reality everywhere. Yes an absolutely bizzarre and unthinkable thought to have. But it happened to me. It's difficult to write clearly enough about what happened it is both simplistic and complex. I'm finding it hard  to get my story in writing that fully portrays what happened. But I'm doing my best.I never thought I was God however. It was nothing like that. I simply did not have the intellectual savvy to question my assumptions. While all this was happening I was still going to church as required by my church and praying to God. I remember  in self observation that once when I was in the church that there was a yellow colour above my head, but inside the body there was darkness and shadow. Another time much later on ,when I went to pray to God to take away my problems, the pressure on my head keeps getting heavier and I can see this white light pouring into my head, it literally sieves into my whole body, it's so heavy.

Nowadays I'am aware that most people are short-range psychics and easily feel spiritual energies on the face all the time. Previouly I simply had no idea that this was happening. I didn't know that many people are affected by spiritual energies. They have been systematically undermining and harming me for a long time before I ever started unintentional negative affirmations or ever got involved in anything psychic. I was etherically locked in darkness from a young age.

Please reread all my posts again. The story is complex and demands full attention to be properly understood. Although the presentation is shambolic there are many ideas there which have not been presented anywhere in the modern world. Most people have no idea what I'am talking about. Understanding these ideas would require almighty shifts and reformations in the areas of  understanding human communication, human history, and human reality.

My reality was what I call booby trapped. I just couldn't seem to get things right. I seemed to have an acute ability to get things wrong when I didn't mean to and now I'm to blame. I did not mean in any sense to harm anyone or to do anything wrong but my life has turned out to be a nightmare. I seemed to develop all the wrong ideas.

There are many signs that I was under black magic from my father. My mother saw him one night in his astral body upon first discovering about what he was doing. In his astral body he was trying to scare my Mum and she could hear and see the sounds he was making. Mum also found some freaky talisman's in the bedroom that Dad had made by someone, one of them had a swastika on it. Myself I always had difficulty getting on with my life. I seemed to be cursed. As a kid I never had friends because the kids would run away from me for no reason. After Naz Ali I was able to put the pieces together to realise just exactly what was happening and why I was friendless all those years ago. It's a process, the GA has been using people for a long time to ensure that my life goes wrong. It's not as benevolent as it tries to make out. It uses people like pawns to control me.

Note: I only use the term GA because to all accounts of GA's I have read it seems to be that, but I'm not sure and I don't know how to tell what is a real GA but it's the closest thing I have to this that GA is the term I use for it. It could be a pretender, it is not very nice. It is a human form that exists invisibly outside of my body, always invisible but can be seen etherically when the conditions are just right.

I call it a GA, but I'am not certain what it is. As a kid I saw it as a brilliant light blur  just out of the corner of my eye, but I was only aware of it unconsciously and it was invisible that time. Once when I was younger I tried to draw a pentacle on the ground and it scared me from  proceeding. I also saw it standing invisibly in front of Linda's book when I was about 17, I could only see the human figure and the colour, no facial details. After the eye was taken out of my abdomen in a shocking display of blood in front of me, shortly after that I could see the GA more clearly. It flies in front of most people I look at. It has the capacity to fly in front of 500 people and make them all bow there heads in my presence all at the same time. There are many examples of the facial expressions that people do before me that I could write about. It controls the faces and ideas that other people put forward to me. People think nothing of lying, mistreating me or doing harm , including priests, healers , massagers and the like. Naz caused powerful disruption  to my life and shoved me back into life to  have all that inharmonious vibration harm me and my whole family. He never had any intention of helping me. He also intended to harm my Mum the same way that I got the heart attack.

Naz Ali  programmed the GA  and he also took a photo of me that he refused to give back. He still has the photo. I don't know if he himself knew I had the eye or if under the guidance of the GA he acted as if he knew about it. But I'am scared of him because he let the situation go on doing nothing to help me. And then in the end caused me so much harm and also intending to do this to my mother. But his actions and behaviour was severely judgemental and he was also very sneaky. Whether the GA made him act the way he did or he genuinely had some kind of ability I do not know. But the reality was that he seemed very much in control and certainly acted as if he knew what he was doing. Otherwise I don't think he would have tried so hard to get my Mum to go and see him. He caused harm but it was almost like he has the power to bring your karma back to you and he doesn't care about the damage he leaves behind. After meeting him the GA got much worse.)

The blowout from my new age misadventure :

I discovered my Dad is a black magician. My father died a few years ago  for many reasons I'm unhappy about this. I can't change the needless tragedy of the past.My step-brother was turned into a zombie and hanged himself. My mother and I'am suffering from strong and disturbing head pains. I'am aware of the occult situation with others in my family and wish I didn't know about it . My brother began to hear voices and experience visions and silly ideas ever since getting into the psychic. He can't get on with his life. Three of us are having a dificult time. The blowout has been so tragic but I must say I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to harm anyone. I was under stupid ideas I should never have formulated or developed but they developed after reading new age books. They just occured ot me. I genuinely wish none of my life turned out the way it has but it has.

I thought the idea of going to psychics was to keep you out of harms way and to guide you through life's troubles. Psychics have been actively harming me and undermining me from a very young age. They were all a part of this unbelieveable scenario that has become my life. Each different psychic was accepting the effect influence of the GA which is why no matter who I went to they would all give the same phrases, coincidences and advice. The GA has controlled most of my relationships for a long time. The GA I have has no intention of keeping me out of harms way, it's determined to make me learn the hard way. Along with all these problems I have the wires in my head which my mother also suffers from. They are very distinct, strong and defined with a heavy pressure that keeps shifting that feels terrible and has grown fully into my head and gets finer all the way down my body. I also have bullets of white light flying in a circle around my head. And also sparks of white light shoot away from me from a source of about 1 foot above my head.  All my accumulative problems are RUINING  my life.

But my most significant discovery is that EVERYONE has a GA which is why I'm so astonished that this process has never been mentioned by any significant writer. For instance I've gone to psychics and found them actively following the wishes of the GA with no thought of how I feel or whether they are helping me or not. The processes I've talked about are so important to human life but no-one is setting out to understand the process. No-one is willing to admit that it exists. But since this has happened to me I can see the physical effect of celebrities GA's when they are being interviewed on the TV and how the celebrities GA's affects the interviewer  in how they appear physically and talk vocally to the celebrity. I've seen many such situations concerning all types of people.The world at large is spookier than many would like to admit. Love and light is the rule they would have us believe is the standard and will keep everyone safe. The whole process has caused devastating damage to my life.

I've recently bought and read PPSD and many ideas in there  have made me question if I'am posessed. I do not know but if this is the case but if it is it started from birth and I never had the chance to evaluate what is me or not. The GA I have is super intelligent, it's very clever, it knows everything about me, it tries to attract me to the wrong things, it's has a multi-level influnce in my life. I do not by any means want this to stay with me, I want to get out of this as soon as possible and help the rest of my family. I want to get out of this because I'm debilitated by all that is happening to me and especially the wires keep pounding into my head day and night causing an etheric depression that starts from the scalp and digs deep into and around my head and from there into my body.The wires are detailed, specific and it feels extremely visceral.

Is my GA the spirit that should be by me because it is my destiny or was I taken over by an evil spirit at birth and  therefore I cannot distinguish what a good spirit is. I discovered all the things I mention here as a result of trying to manifest my higher self. No psychic ever said to me "you have an evil spirit with you" or " your father is doing black magic on you and your family. But after the damage by Naz Ali the GA through other people is saying I'am the evil spirit, in conversations with people it turns people's heads other ways and makes them  say things to get me to think I'am negative and that it is the positive.

I just wrote something that has been accidently erased. But I'll start again. Am I posessed or am I genuinely bad. The GA is a massive problem in my life. If I'am posessed it started from birth and I never had a chance. Reading PPSD has made me ponder. Many ideas in the book have played out in my life.  For instance one of those is I was a great victim of circular thought when I was younger . Is the GA the one I should have or not. It certainly doesn't act for my benefit, very few times has it acted responsibly and it never seemed to guide me out of trouble. It does everything to make matters worse, it is also authoritative and a complete dictator

Thank-you Robert for dropping in to read this, if you have anymore recommendations please, please write them here. Any and all recommendations and ideas of the situation I'am in would help an awful lot. But the damage with Naz is so final so powerful I wonder does he have the power from above to discipline humans or is he a complete fraud.

Do you know of anyone that can help me in England concerning my problems. Money is extremely tight. I'm not working at the moment. I have to get out of this to help myself and to help my family. But I feel bleak about the situation I'am in.

Also does anyone know offhand of an underground stream in or near London.

Happy New Year Everyone

Yours sincerely

Need

Hello Need
  I suggest that you read Roberts book Practical Psychic Self-Defense. Do core image removals on all of these points and work upon yourself. Guardian Angels do not get corrupted or re-programmed by anyone.
  You have a mish mash of things that you feel that you know and that you shape into this view of your reality. It is only keeping you in the same place.
    NIta

need: a good beginner book to start to understand how the mind works especially with affirmations/visualization is dr. joseph murphy the power of your subconscious mind other books by same author miracle of mind dynamics, telepsychics, how to use your healing power (this one quotes one guy who had a mental problem what affirmation he used and worked here is the prayer to say with faith (desire/feeling like its happening now or it feels good maybe even say it outloud if need be) he said it ten to fifteen minutes four times a day "God's Love,  Truth, Wisdom flood my mind and heart.  I love the Truth, I hear the Truth, and I know the Truth.   God's River of Peace floods my mind, and I give thanks for my freedom."  you said you also have a wife why not get her also to pray for you this is the prayer dr. joseph murphy said for the person "need is thinking rightly.  He is reflecting Divine Wisdom and Divine Intelligence in all ways.  His mind is the perfect mind of God unchanging and eternal.  He hears the voice of God which is the Voice of Peace and Love.  He understands the truth, he knows the truth and he loves the truth.  God's River of peace floods his mind, his mind is full of God's wisdom and Understanding.  Whatever is vexing him now is leaving him, and I pronounce him free and at peace.  Dr. joseph said he meditated on these truths night and morning getting the feel of peace and harmony and at the end of the week the young man was completely free so your wife has to picture you as free and at peace.  It's not bad to find a psychic who has maybe 100 times more ability than your wife can to meditate for you because I heard somewhere a true psychic/meditator/healer meditates for someone he meditates 1 hour but its only 10minutes for the guy so he has to meditate 10 hours for the guy just to produce 1 hour meditation (a lot of work for the psychic healer) BUT if you meditate with him its easier for him you know about astral projection why not find someone who actually has the experience I know there are a lot of phonies who just do card reading and pretend they can heal but you'll be surprised there are some who are the real thing just have to investigate actually I notice hindu's are a lot into meditation/tresecendental they're pretty strong too for psychic healing, trial and error or if some are really good here and willing to work with you (I hope someday I become a healer working on robert's book lovely book must say). If you want to know for sure they're not phony when they send out healing vibrations you WILL feel them on your body and it was produced by the healer.  If you put the effort in it with affirmations along with body awareness exercises from robert bruce's book coupled with passive countermeasures such as crossing water/running water around your bed (get a water pump only cost $40 rap it around your bed) put it in a bucket of water , get some aroma essential oils sandalwood incense sticks or helichrysum oil has been known to give a lot of energy to the head people being cured of their anxiety after smelling it oh thats another thing you have to overcome fear/anxiousness/anxiety and according to dr. joseph's murphy law of substitution everytime a fear comes out you have to substitute with a more powerful/positive thought (to dominate it) like this will come to pass or greater is he who is in you than is in the whole wide world (in the bible) if you start believing that and start working towards those affirmations desirably you will reap what you sow that is positive thoughts will enter and like the quote says in the bible As a Man Thinkeths in his heart so he becomes but it will take time though but if you have a desire to get well you will get well its simple as that (delight yourself in the lord and he'll give you the desires of your heart).  You know what demons cannot stand I came to realize this after reading murphy's book and especially bruce's explanation of them they are incapable of feeling positive emotions so they flee they either are drained energy or uncapable of feeling it it damages them or hurts them.  You know what makes them flee the most if you start visualizing yourself hugging say your enemies saying I forgive you and kissing them on their cheek I swear I yawn like crazy everytime I do it, so that is a technique to replace love with hate.  I guess the same would be to replace fear with peace I haven't encountered fear in my life majorly I dunno you can come up with something you are doing in your visualization to give you peace or do the affirmations. Good Luck keep on keeping til the day breaks and the shadow flees away.  Also good to say the lord's prayer and ask him for his helpand guidance  too you never know who he may bring to you.

Dear need,

I'll keep this short and to the point.....

The depression and hopelessness radiating from your reply is tangible, and you have my sympathy.  But you seem to have rejected just about every helpful insight and piece of advice that anyone on this forum has given you. Even my simple advice, that you discontinue using the term Guardian Angel for the source of your woes, has been totally ignored. Your replies are evasive and circular, and you continue to focus doggedly on your original explanation and on the utter hopelessness of your situation. You also openly doubt and contradict yourself in many places.  No one can possibly help you while you insist that you are beyond hope. You can only help yourself.

It must tell you something when experts continually disagree with you, and as you have said, psychic healers and etc keep telling you exactly the same things over and over and over again. Your explanation for this, that everyone is controlled by your guardian angel, is totally illogical. You are the only person who sees your situation as you do.  Please have a good think about all this.


Take care, Robert.

Hi Need -

Here are some practical exercises.

The wires are transmitting energy - and energy operates according to physical laws on the the physical plane - it has no other choice.  It can be turned off and/re-routed/shorted out/insulated/slowed down - just like electricity.  

Draw a figure of yourself standing on the ground outside with the wires coming out of your head  Then draw a a big thick wire that connects  to the main bundle over your head.  This connecting wire is a "shunt." To be effective the shunt has to have connections to each wire in the offending bundle. Then draw the shunt going into the ground.  Then  outline the entire outer boundary between you and all the wires including the grounded shunt with magic marker.  

The wires are not part of you.  There is a boundary between the wires and you.  Feel the boundary between them and you.  Visualize your drawing that seperates you and all the wires while you maintain physical awareness of the boundary between the wires and you - this physical awareness shouldn't be hard because they hurt. Now visualize a huge pair of wire cutters and cut off all the wires just  below where you connected your shunt.  Visualize the energy has no where to go now but into the ground.  Visualize it doing that while saying silently to yourself:  " the wires are not part of me." over and over like a mantra.

Every night before you go to bed, get your picture and go through this visualization.  You might also want to draw the wire cutters into your picture.  Another thing to draw is a picture of yourself pulling out the wires in you that were cut off from their power supply.  Visualize and feel doing so in your imagination.  Make it a nightly ritual.  If you experience opposition - so what - you're used to that aren't you?  It is not as if you don't live with this problem every day.  

As for the interfering entity that you see effecting everyone - pretend it doesn't exist.  Pretend it is a hologram or a movie.  Ignore it completely.  Don't talk about it or take its behavior into account.  It doesn't make any difference where it comes from or what it is, because that information is not going to change what you see.  You might have to practice the visualizations and the ignoring over a period of many months, maybe longer.  This is a very difficult test.

Kristen

that would be a scary thought though.  If a human could reprogram a persons highest spiritual self.

Hi -

Our highest spiritual self does not commit torture.  

What we can reprogram is perception - or in other words, we can control the perceptive quality of energy that we allow into our space by restructuring the conduits of energy - those conduits are thought, emotion, and the perception from the senses - sight, sound, touch, smell .  The form of the thought - that is, the visualization, the meaning content of it, the physical associations connected to that thought, can determine our experience - will determine our experience by default - or - we can say:  I will determine the boundaries of interaction.  I will not allow a visualization/sense experience/emotion that engenders pain and suffering like this.  I will erase the offending form and build a better form that I can live with.  God won't mind that at all.  He likes us happy.  But we are in charge of making ourselves happy.

As above, so below works in the other direction.  As a matter of fact, that is why we are here in my opinion.

KB

I agree... I only meant it would be scary to believe that.  Believing that in can be corrupted in itself shows a scary perception problem.  How do you convince someone its their perception of what's happening that is preventing them from really helping themselves.  Especially when the perception problem tells them that anyone who doesn't see things the way they see them "happening" is being influenced by such a strong spiritual being as a Guardian angel.

Need I really hope you at least allow yourself to think its possible the perfessionals are right and the very thing thats putting these wires in your head are also preventing you from getting help by making you think everyone who disagrees is under its power.  This in itself makes it stronger because you feel everyone is against you.. when really its the fact you are under its power that makes you see things this way.

It seems to me you want people to focus on the corrupt guardian angel aspect of your problem.  I honestly think you can only truly get help when you stop focusing on this so much and instead work on breaking the hold before you can truly pinpoint who is the one doing it.  While it has its hold on you.. you wont be able to see clearly "who" or what it is.  I hope you can see the logic in this.  Whoever said it  is right you need to let go of what you think you know before you can move forward and be helped.  Or better yet help yourself (thinking you're helpless is part of the problem).

Hi Goingslow -

Oops on misunderstanding what you meant - sorry about that.

KB

Hello Kristen and Goingslow
  You made some very good suggestions about how to work upon the problem where you can get to the root causes and cut things off. You are correct that if concentrating on the outside forces would work than it would have happened years ago. Changing the perception is the only way.
    Nita

Need-

I just read this whole post in sucession and I think I know what is going on here.

From your explanation, you believe this DEMON to be your GA because it is telling you that. It appears to you as human like form and is actively trying to stop you from helping yourself. It seems that this entity has been with you since birth, more than likely a pact your father made with the entity for some kind of favor. This entity knows you so well that it can manipulate you to the point where you do not even question it's motives. You see, it manipulating people, because by doing that, your DEMON sustains control over you. Do you even question these things your experience? Can you be certain the things you actually see your DEMON(aka your GA) doing to be the truth, where he may be showing you the illusion it wants you to believe so that you will stay helpless. If this Demon of yours destroys any sense of hope, by showing you that Love and Light and all positive actions are useless and lies, it will keep control of you.

You are constantly allowing your Demon to sway your thoughts. You must break past this to become free. Love, light, healing, is real. Tell your GA that he has to leave. Tell him that you don't want him there anymore. Tell him that you don't believe he has power over you or anything else in your life.

I also believe those wires are a product of you attempting to help yourself. You said the psalm and in response your GA DEMON started to afflict you with this so that it would make it harder for you to resist his lies.

You must realize this to be true before you can be free.

Need
I'm experiencing most of what you are. Read my post and you will learn some of what I have experienced. Much details are left out. First get a hold of your self and calm down. I know this isn't easy. I have been through it. What is the worst thing that could happen is you will be killed. Get over that fact. I have learned to do this and this is no longer a threat to me. The attacker then has gone to threats of my family because I have gotten over the fear of being killed. When I hear something about my family I just tell myself that all of them are going fine.
I had gone through the paranoid faze that you are in and I made things worse. I went to the police and nothing can be done. I put myself in the hospital out of fear. One thing you must remember it will help you very much. You know what is going on! That's the most important thing. You understand what is happening to you and what you are going through. You know it is not coming from you. This has helped me get through a lot.
One of the possiblities of what you consider wires going to your brain is more then likely cords. People can cord each other. I have learned this through my attack and have been told by people that have seen it. These cords are probably attached to your attacker and they can also be attached to your family and other people that you are close to. Silvia Brown talks about cords in one of her books and that these cords should be detached from you. In the case of family, people might want to keep these attached for safety reason.
I read that your father was into black magic. There is a big possiblity this may be the reason you are being attacked. I don't know much about the practice of black magic and what vows they take. Take my advice first get over the fear or you will never be able to help yourself and others may not be able to either. Here is another thing try do the Qabalistic Cross. This is suppose to protect you from elementals which is used in the practice of magic. Which from what I have read In Robert's book could be the negatives.
I have also been getting baths in salt water. I wash my clothes in salt water because it is suppose to absorb the negativity. I also burn sage, it's clears the area and helps to heal the aura and take negativity away. Try doing these physical methods so you mind will get stronger. I was also told to get a bath of salt, vinegar, and bleach, a teaspoon of each. This will help your mind get stronger. For the headaches I have used a pink crystal in the spot of my minds eye to help take away headaches. This really helps whether it is from an attack or other wise. I read to burn a white candle at all times when you are at home. I have not tried burning sulfer yet but plan to soon. If I find more information to help you I will let you know. If you would like to email me do. Feel free to anytime. Sometimes if helps to talk to someone that has experienced what you have. You are not the first person that I have come across with this problem.

Hello, I'm in need of help but cannot find the help I need. After a great deal of spiritual searching which started when I was 19 I have ended up in a mess. Now my life is very difficult and I losing faith that it will ever sort out. I've always been naive - the book that started my search was Linda Goodman's star signs. This book turned me into a power freak searching for my higher self and metaphysiacl matters. All my life I've had dreams outlining the desolatedness , hopelessness and debilitating situation I was born into. Unknown to me my father was a black magician. I could never understand why my mind wouldn't work. I spent all my money searching for help to heal my mind and confidence and get on with life but now all my money is gone I'm down to my last thousand I visited countless mediums searching for help but did not know that they communicate via a spirit standing next to me that manipulates their faces and controls the messages people give me. I now recognise that this type of communication happens between all communicators. Aoll people keep communicating to me in a negative way lying and cheating to me. A few years ago during my bad trip I met Naz Ali a psychic in London who gave me a heart attack using an eye in my stomach. I went to another person who took it out. I'm still not functioning well so after much searching I wrote to Betty Shine who did something to my head and it feels continually heavy. After reading psalm 14 etheric wires started to grow into my head forcing a lot of sparks and energy into my head. It weighs heavily on my body interrupting sleep , feels orgasmic. It's causing me great trouble I need to get rid of it. Something is growing stronger on my head a nd I'm scared of all the things that have happened to me. I pray to God and the Lord but recognising the seriousness of my problems I'm losing faith my life will ever solve. I live in uk. I need help but I don't know where to turn to. Cannot trust people because Naz Ali programmed my so called guardian angel to make aoll people act badly to me. When ever I communicate to anyone I can see it running up to people, manipulate their faces and thought processes and even the things they say. I'm desparate, very unhappy, some bad thing s have happened including the death of my dad and step brother in connection with this nightmare I'm living in. I'm getting sicker and more discouraged owing to the tremendous pressure constantly forcing itself into my head. How do I get out of theis evil nightmare.

My head pains are severe and stopping me from operating at my best.The situation feels horrendous. After reading psalm 14 asking for all my problems to be healed, something heavy like a cloud of heavy energy began to sit on my head, tinglng and sparkling, feeling kind of estatic but in a bad way. The tingling beagn to form into wires that have wrapped themselves all around my head, they push into the top back of my head , the middle of the scalp and tear down the scalp from the middle of the scalp to both ears, they are also other wires all over my head wrapping ,pushing and forcing itself into me. Between the eyes the wires form the scalp have formed into a distinct U just like the third eye sign that hindu's paint on their faces. All the wires pull and force themselves into me and I have no way of stopping it. Across the top of my head from ear to ear there are so many wires there is a deep wedge of ths heavy energy forcing itself into my brain , ears and from the third eye down my nose and into my cheeks. Also their are other wires I can feel that go into my genitals and down my thighs. It's difficult to sleep and greatly hinders my thought processes. It' s a terrible problem that I need to get rid of soon. Unfortunately after reading psalm 14 my mum began to suffer the similar symptoms and she needs help to. It's gone on for so long I'm really hoping for a miracle for all of us. All of my problems have gone on for much to long and I really have to get rid of them, the dreams, bad destiny pattern, the horror, the unintentional mistakes. But it's a struggle to function. I'm really hoping a miracle is winging it's way to me and relations soon. My life has turned into a disaster zone. I'm just holding on. So much has happened but if I wrote it all it would be too long too difficult to descibe and of no importance to anyone. It's just that I need something really definitive to end the tribulation and horror story I'am witness to. I'm realising I trapped in something bigger and badder than I can possibly deal with. The important thing is I need something to rid me of all my problems including all the GA problems and help my relations but positive thinking and and new age solutions do not cut it. It got me into someting I never wanted. But I still really need help. I thank you all for your input. if anyone can relay anything (more substantial) of a solution to this mess I'd be glad to hear of it. Best wishes

Quote from: joHi. I don't understand why everyone is over-reacting so strongly to Mr. F's. advice to NEED. It does not matter how wide the variety of advice is  to NEED, surely, i t must all be helpful. Although my entire heritage and upbringing has been  rooted deeply in spiritual and psychic practices, I have discovered that psychiatric illness can cause similar effects to possession and demonic influence.
  BECAUSE of my deep-rooted spiritual and psychic beliefs, I put my only sister Christine, through exorcism after exorcism and protection after protection by the best known mediums and exorcists in this country (Australia) , when she began exhibiting symptoms such as NEED  describes. This only caused more and more fear and trauma forChristine. After nothing worked, I finally...brokenheartedly !!!...  agreed to have her 'committed' for psychiatric treatment at a local hospital.
  After only a few weeks of treatment, she slowly began to return to her normal self. In the years to come, when she felt she no longer needed to be on her medication, she took herself off it and once again was plunged into the depths of despair, fear, terror and self mutilation. When she went back on to her medication she became a happy, laughing girl who painted stunningly beautiful paintings.
  During the years that my sister Christine was ill and in and out of hospital, I cared for my nephew, Joel. I was already caring for 3 children (one boy and two girls) alone. Joel  became my second son. In his teens, he began to exhibit similar symptoms to Christine. Eventually, to cut a very long story short, he too was diagnosed with schizophrenia. He eventually agreed to take medication, whereupon he grew and prospered like never before.
 Then, when he was nineteen, he met a self-proclaimed "wise" woman who told him it was wrong to listen to psychiatrists...wrong to take medication. This person convinced him that there was nothing wrong with him at all...that he was hearing "real" spirits talking to him...that he was a shaman and a genius. That he must go off his medication and listen to the guidance of his spirit guides. Joel did this.
  The "voices" told him he must kill himself to save the world. Joel lay down on a railway track and was decapitated by a train.
   This is not the end of the story. My sister, aged only 39, died 8 weeks later of a broken heart.
  And my beautiful son, who was at the peak of a successful  international acting career with a Logie to his name (Australia's equivalent to an Oscar)  inherited this illness, repeatedly cutting his own throat and wrists.
   Please remember that I was brought up in an active spiritual/psychic family...both my parents were mediums and healers...my uncle was a materialisation medium (the subject of a book written by my father in 1970 called "The Certainty of Eternity", published by The Hill of Conetent Publishing Company) .  
 I have lived and worked the spiritual ethos for 62 years....but I realise now, that there IS   such a thing as mental illness which  exhibits similar symptoms and phenomena as 'possession' . And the ONLY cure...in MANY cases...is psychiatric care and medication.Thanks. Jo Buchanan.

jo

I'm so sorry to hear about these experiences of yours.

after reading this topic , i think i am a +50% more afraid of exercising AP..

maybe ignorance is a bliss ?..  :roll:  :sad:  :roll:


and jo , isn't this strange that your son , and christine , and the other kid , all of them had same ""thoughts"" , and maybe this has to do with your parents being healers and dealing with the Astral plane and so on?...
i mean maybe there's a connection to all this.

Quoteafter reading this topic , i think i am a +50% more afraid of exercising AP..

AP is a natural occurrence, we already exist there all the time, on all planes of nature all at the same time, we're just that awesome...

--Protection--
Stop struggling, struggle denies your true power, let your true self shine through.. you are timeless, infinite, the beginning and the ending, the positive and the negative, all becomes One, you are whole, you are vibratory, the brightest light you can imaging pulsing with the sound of Vahoommm, Vahoommm, Vahoommm. breath it, feel it, expand it, it expands all around you in pluses, growing, Vahoommm, Vahoommm, Vahoommm, in a perfect up and down, in and out rhythm of a wave pulsing ever outward to engulf everything, everywhere, Vahoommm, Vahoommm, Vahoommm, smile, giggle, laugh, this light energy tickles your very being, strength, confidence, dominion over yourself and all that is you. You are One with all that is.

"Need"- your nick in itself screams victim.  The first thing you must do is stop feeling sorry for yourself, this only disempowers you and makes things worse.  In the state of mind your in, wolves will take advantage of you.  In life people will take advantage of you and try to hurt you whether your in a positive state or a negative one, thats just the way it is, but when your in a negative state of mind, they smell blood, your easy prey.  Not only those in the physical but also those in the etherial.  I have myself sought advice in the land of the psychic when I had real issues, only to find myself being robbed of my money, and more of my sanity.  It's an easy mistake to make, so don't feel bad!  YOU are the ONLY person that can empower negative conjurings people direct at you, and YOU are the ONLY Person that can destroy the one's YOU have already accepted.  I have found that Faith is the most powerful force there is.  What I mean is if YOU believe something bad is going to happen you draw those results to you, however the opposite is also TRUE.  Try it.  Practice it, live in it.  And if you need help, expect good help.  Seeing a couselor might be in order to resolve some of you past issues.  This doesn't mean your crazy, and if it does, we can be crazy together.  ;)

1The fool hath said in his heart, "There is no God." They are corrupt; they have done abominable works; there is none that doeth good.
   
2The LORD looked down from heaven upon the children of men, to see if there were any that did understand and seek God.

   
3They have all turned aside; they are all together become filthy. There is none that doeth good; no, not one.

   
4Have all the workers of iniquity no knowledge, who eat up my people as they eat bread and call not upon the LORD?

   
5There were they in great fear, for God is in the generation of the righteous.

   
6Ye have shamed the counsel of the poor, because the LORD is his refuge.

   
7Oh that the salvation of Israel were come out of Zion! When the LORD bringeth back His people from captivity, Jacob shall rejoice and Israel shall be glad.

   this is probably a waist of time but

SLAP

be careful what you ask for you just might get it.

you asked for help and when it came you freaked out-duh...

you're fighting your own directives, dip stick.
stop in forcing the same negatives

wipe the frigging chalkboard and start anew.
obviously addicted to the need-iness


workers of iniquity no knowledge, who?
eat up my people as they eat bread...

focus within punk
you've looked everywhere else

stop lying to yourself

all these good people have taken the time and energy to help you and most likely the only good that came from it was they clarified things for themselves. obviously your to busy listening to the tape  repeat itself
to hear what they said and gave to you...
so soak some of that bread into your head and pull it out or your ...well you know.

It sounds as if you were too much permeable to the outer world, i.e, other people's opinions, magick, and so. If that is true, you could have grown in a paranoiac environment (not seeing it as an illness but as a behavior).

Time ago I was too permeable too but I learned how to control it:

1.Now how your psyche functions (NLP, psychology,...).

2.Now how the universe works (my favorite one is a book called "The solar system" which develops a theosophical view of our solar system).

3.Work on your chakras. Once your heart chakra starts to irradiate you'll be able to feel love easier.

4.Read on Buddhism and positive belief systems.

5.Increase your "I command my life" sense.

These are some good points to develop. And don't worry about how life goes on because that's why God invented karma. Just think of how to help others and how to be useful for your planet.

Unfortunately I cannot say anything helpful, and I can't sympathize because I haven't been there. I give you my regards, however.

I'm sorry I can't do more. :-(

This post is like 2 years old guys, DarkMind gave this the good ole Necromancy bump.