An Interesting Encounter!

[goingslow]

Maybe he had neg attachments.. many homeless people have mental illness.  According to RB the two are connected.  I know they closed the mental institutions in the state im in so we have a lot of homeless who are like that.

I dont know which is worse..

[Hephaestus]

The world hasnt been kind to him, he's likely full of hate and anger deep inside which has attracted many a neg - his living state could in some way have increased his perceptive capability to be capable of sensing niceness in a person which he would likely not like since hes angry with people.

[Vojn Svetla Gorskog]

Dear people,

I would like to share this with you, concerning an encounter I had on the subway with a potential neg.

I have to say in the beginning that we all expect all kinds of social cases on the public transport, from muggers to homeless people, but I think that I am sane enough to distinguish between normalcy and discrepancy, hence the judgement on my behalf to share this with you.

I boarded a train, and seated myself, always trying to avoid crowded seats, in a relatively quiet area. I spotted a man who appeared to be in old clothes, wearing a hat and by the looks of it, he was homeless. I also sensed the odour, but this is nothing out of the ordinary for these very unfortunate homeless people with whom I sympathize.

The person had a nervous tick, or so I called it, his jaw would move, open, close, side to side, and he would murmur something inaudible once in a while, which is again, relatively common for these unfortunate people.

So being on the train and having time to spare, I started doing energywork, raising it from my feet up and bouncing.

At the same exact moment, the person's movements became more pronounced, his murmurs louder, and he appeared 'uneasy'. I stopped, and after a while his reactions normalized. This happened in a span of 5 minutes.

I tried raising and continued raising energy again, and the same occured, but... he was searching around for the 'source' of this energy or so it seems, he was looking around confused murmuring, and at this point, even others on the subway focused their attention towards this man.

It is now that I looked directly at him and smiled, at which he reacted with snarls and gorans, focusing at me. His body was moving inarticulately, this man appeared seriously upset... and then, I tried to 'reach out' and sense him with my energy, added to this were emotions of my compassion and understanding of the state he was in and many wishes of good fortune and destiny turning for the better for him, extending it in his direction. This really ticked him off, as the train was comming to a halt... he stood up, and walked backwards towards the door to exit the train. As he was walking bacwards, he spat a few times in my direction, then moved back, spat a few more times, until he was out of the train and the door closed in front of him.

What do you good people make out of this? I know the person was homeless and these people are sometimes driven to act in an unusual way unfortunatelly, but what gave me the creeps was the fact that he reacted to my energywork.

This is the first time something like that happened in my 3 months of energywork, I am a person that was highly sceptical of the work and have never encountered anything similar while doing enrgy work at home or at bedtime.

I would really like to hear your thoughts! Is this how negs react? This person smelled bad, but that can be written off to the fact of him being homeless, or maybe its a perfect disguise for a neg?

Thank you, be well you all!

Vojn Svetla Gorskog