Hi Nje789
You might be experiencing an succubus. Also negs sometimes try to attach to your root chakra & can cause sexual stimulation. First off ---purchase Robert's book Practical Psychic Self-defense it has got the info that will help you to fend off attacks & stop it for good.
When did it begin? In the meantime there is great info on this site under resources & also in the articles at astralpulse.com You can also do back searches by typing in a word and see what others have written. There is a lot of helpful advice on these pages, you just have to look for it.
Here's some links-http://www.astralpulse.com/articles/robert/articles_43.htm
http://www.astralpulse.com/magick/nita/nita.htm
Some measures to try-- When feeling the attack do a cleansing ritual in the bath. Take a handful of salt, sprinkle it in the water & Bless the water by praying over it...Submerge yourself a few times and visualize all negative energy coming off you & going down the drain. You can also use some rosemary oil in the showergel & shampoos for protection--always using prayer as this is what makes it work. Get some protective herbs. Using prayer (always in whatever measure you use) bless them & sprinkle them around your bedroom (rosemary & marjoram work well)
Pray & ask God for the assistance of Archangel Michael to defend and protect you. A pentagram with a circle around it is protective so is a solar cross. They can be drawn on clothing with blue ink. I'd try one or the other & see which works the best for you. burning moxa sticks is a good neg repellant too. you can find them on the net. I like the smokeless moxa.
Post to let us know how you are doing. You need to start doing these things & get the book. You will feel better & have more energy.
Celeste
Dear Nje789,
This must be terrible for you. I have been thinking of anything which I could write to you which might be of help to you in your situation. Unfortunately I don't have experience when it comes to psycic-defence matters. But I do see the importance of it.
One thing I have come across is, that humour is a very powerfull tool. It will probably be very difficult for you to use humour to get rid of this entity, but if at all possible, try. (maybe by laughing, by making fun of him/her by saying certain things, like f.e."I can't stop laughing, what you're doing is funny!" or "I'm trying to be serious here, because you are trying so hard, but actually all I can do is feel sorry for you" Things like that.
I have "looked around" for you, to see if I could find anything else which could be of help to you.
Hopefully the following information may be of help to you:
A/ On the site www.spiritreleasement.org/intro/protection.html (concerning "Spiritual Protection", by rev. Judith A. Baldwin) I found the following text regarding spiritual protection, which might have something to offer you. (This is part of the total piece of text I found on above site ):
While protection, or invulnerability, applies to the spiritual, safety applies to the physical. While the wheel of safety requires physical tending, the awareness of protection requires spiritual knowledge. However, both protection and safety require discipline. We are spirit beings having a physical adventure. Though our passage through physical life can be troubled with consequences, the invulnerability of our spirit cannot be disturbed nor lost. However, unless we are aware of ourselves as spirit beings, we cannot be in a state of invulnerability.
To be protected, one must recall the forgotten caveat. We are protected as we remember we are protected. Whether exploring local or nonlocal reality, keep in mind that first, foremost and finally, nobody is just a body. Without the "lived experience" that one is more than physical, no matter who promises protection, the fears and anxieties of terminal living will not be dispelled. To fully experience being protected, we must know experientially that we are a spirit being of light, and we must live accordingly. So long as we do not know ourselves, we remain co-makers of our travails.
Consequently, both protection and safety are "whole being" tasks. They cannot be conjured up by calling merely on the "thinker" nor the "pray-er." One can neither think oneself into a safe place, nor pray oneself into a protected place without first having done the necessary homework to sustain spiritual, mental and emotional composure in spite of what may appear to be unfamiliar, threatening or even impossible. Strengthening the "Spiritual Immune System" is an essential prerequisite to "safe passage" through both the material and non-material worlds.
The Spiritual Immune System needs strengthening not because the spirit has been compromised. Rather the beliefs, attitudes, assumptions and values which we have accepted and perpetuated without discrimination, have compromised the mind and predisposed it to unhealthy habits of thinking, speaking and behaving. Without a preemptory correction of how one uses the mind, there are bound to be problems as one's path is crossed by the inevitable "unknowns" of the spiritual realms.
Honest examination of one's beliefs will likely lead, directly or indirectly, to a hidden coffer of fears. Fear is a universal condition, the great barrier to human spiritual growth. As we grow older we become more and more fearful until as adults we are loaded with fears; and the realization of how little we know. Then our unknowns create more fears. However, when these unknowns are admitted and exposed, the fears seem to diminish and disappear.(2) In most cases this is but a temporary repression of what was never reconciled, only displayed. Thus does our buried fear putrefy and spread like an infection under the skin.
When a situation is challenging, a most useful adage is to "fear not." But what's the use of pretending not to be afraid when one is already afraid. Like other instinctual impulses, fear can be useful. However, when it is out of control, that is when fear is overwhelming and dictates the quality of our experience, then problems can multiply. Fear left unchecked reproduces itself, adding layer upon layer of complications.
The trick is not to deny the presence of fear, nor to attempt to banish it by force. Rather admit to fears, as well as mistakes or shortcomings, and acknowledge them openly. "Confessing" is sufficient to unplug the emotional charge of fears and inadequacies which impede calm, effective thinking and propitious action. However, is not restricted to a religious sacrament, and may not even include another person. Admitting to oneself and/or the Spirit Within those things about ourselves which have gone awry, or are off the mark, is all that is required to make confession a powerful healing agent. Confessing can be an intensely empowering act of self reclamation. "Unfriendlies," whether they be self saboteurs or some "other," use our secret fears and guilts as effective tools for twisting self worth into self loathing. In order for dark force energies to use secrets and fears as a weapon against us, fear of exposure must be active in us.
How invested are we in covering up our private skeletons? To the degree we are determined to keep our secrets concealed, thus to protect our image, we are prey to that which would "play" us with this need. Now do we give our fears additional power to control us; and so we become afraid of our fears. In turn we continue to magnify these fears by the deceits and manipulations required to keep them hidden or undetected.
A thorough inventory of personal fears, dreads, shames, blames, guilts and resentments, for the purpose of exposing them to the light of the spirit within, can do much to prevent unfortunate power plays by those entities which seek for control. This is how we free ourselves of the burden of emotional distractions. Emotional distractions are those inventories of residual feelings which pull our focus away from the experience of non-adversarial awareness. Notice it is not suggested one be free of emotions. Emotions such as humility, reverence, wonder and love are always welcome.
If we are not as yet wise stewards of our emotions, if we have given ourselves free reign to express as intensely and violently as circumstances or mood may provoke, then we are likely to explode destructively, much as a faulty canon backfires. The emotional self must be prepared to encounter the unusual, the taunting, the volatile, the menacing, and the unexplored without reacting to threat or phenomenology with anger, fear, or the need to attack.
A cardinal rule for meeting the unknown is never meet force with force. Force is not the almighty power of the universe. It is Flow. The ultimate "powers" are manifest in us when we are in Flow, not when we have reduced ourselves to fearful, forceful or violent attempts to dominate. Flow experiences along with mystical, psychic and peak experiences have been qualified as exceptional human experiences (EHE's). EHE's cannot be made to happen. They are powerful,spontaneous moments of "grace" which alter one's sense of self within the universe, or even as the center of the universe. Rather than resulting in egomania, EHE's bring one to a state of reverence for the holiness of all life.(3)
Spiritual proficiency is like aikido, the martial art which recognizes there are no attackers, only "partners" on the common ground of Flow. Aikidoists do not attempt to force their opponents in a specific direction.(4) Neither can we with the entities and energies we may meet, for we will one day come upon a bigger bully than ourselves. The most powerful spiritual warrior is one who never has to draw her/his sword.
Most of us have been misinformed about defending ourselves. Usually, in our past somewhere, we have been taught by authority figures and/or painful experiences that our best defense is an overt offense. So we make a preemptive strike, attacking before we are attacked, in order to be safe from the expected onslaught. Once we think defensively, we are already in attack mode because that's what defense means: I'm going to attack you back, albeit in the name of my vindication. Rarely, if ever, have we been taught that there is no need to defend or attack because there is nothing to fear.
Having forgotten we are defensible, we are persuaded to rely on "outside protectors," or "outside authorities," someone or something purported to be a more capable champion than the spirit within. These faulty teachings do nothing but confirm our deepest fear that we are, in fact, only bodies which are always vulnerable and unsafe. Obviously this kind of teaching has grounded us in the fearful tactics which are today so prevalent in our inner and outer world today.
Thus are we reduced to incorporating attitudes and behaviors which would make us appear mighty in battle, though battle will only result in continued "justifiable" assaults. If we do battle, we are assailants in kind with dark force energies; and so we are deprived of the wisdom of the spiritual giant within. In this way do we obstruct or interfere with the "hallowed accidents"(5) —those grace-full interventions that happen in spite of our spiritual ineptness—which otherwise would likely occur.
We cannot seek after spiritual proficiency while neglecting its basic tenets. With every choice—and we are always choosing—we must ask ourselves: "Does this thought/opinion/action add to or detract from the light of this world?" "Does it confirm or deny the essence of my spiritual being?"
"I am Light. I was created of Light to be Light. I exist in a bubble of Light. Only Light can come to me. Only Light can emanate from me. Only Light can be here."(6) By our experience of this are we made blessed.
Though we sometimes believe we are inadequate, and often do not lay claim to our spiritual heritage, such denial is but another hoax we impose upon ourselves. We possess divine attributes. To ignore them is vain. To make use of them is our purpose on earth. In this way, the might and magnificence of our original nature will be undeniable. Within that experience, fear has no home.
Sagan, Samuel, REGRESSION: Past-Life Therapy for Here and Now Freedom, Clairvision, Sydney Australia, 1996, p. 11.
Secondly, the site www.HeartOfGod.com is a good site when you have a question regarding psycic self-defence (a site from Singapore). This is a major subject on the site. Besides references to books, etc... on this subject, usefull reactions tend to be given to psycic self-defence issues.
Ofcourse I don't know if you are already familiar with the site, but I realy advise you to visit there and describe your situation to them ("Kyo" is the host of this site).
I wish you all the strength you need. Have faith in yourself!
Mica
Nje789, I imagine you have friends, that you are part of a group, that an experienced person has introduced you into the arts. It is these people you should seek for help and directions with your problem. If on the other hand, you've started out in this endeavor only by reading books and chatting on this list or similar, then you'rein dire straights, and should immediately seek professional counseling.
Hi Nje789,
You are not alone. I have heard of two other cases involving my ex girlfriend and a lady friend from Hong Kong. The former experience the entity rape while camping in the forest, the latter encountered the rape right after moving into a new apartment facing a cementry.
You need to provide more details on the process of the sexual offence. Where did it happen? At what particular time? Have you been to any new places recently that attracted the entity?
If it happened everywhere and throughout the day then it is without spatial temporal limitation, which mean that the entity is attached to you. And as energy, it attached usually at your chakra.
It seems like Bruce's Egg Decoy Method can be applied here.
Please confirm my scan, are you fond of writing skirt instead of pants? And you have visited someone or some place that might have a psychic influence on you.
Also notice anyone you know who is sexually attracted to you, some kind of unrequited love.
Regards.
Hello Nje789
I would suggest the egg decoy also. I also would try the self-exorcism in the ocean or a hot tub. It has to be moving water. Resolving spiritual problems is like figuring out the ending in a detective novel. You have to figure out the who, what, why, where and when.
You can also write me at the nita#astralpulse.com or nita@astralhealer.com. I will give you the best help that I can with the problem.
Nita
Try closing the root chakra.
It's been doing this for a week now, someone help me.. I can't stand this! It's just like how the article on astral sex describes. It happens while I'm awake, all day long! This is making me feel really ill, like my energy's being drained or something.