Spell - negative and positive words

[Voyager]

I wouldn't describe that as "magic" because I don't believe in it.

But there are 2 words (lets say spells) it's said one of them is –negative (which I know)
and the other one is + positive (which I don't know yet)
In the past many bad people have tried to let me speak out that one negative word.
In purpose to damage me forever.
But they never were able to do that.
Now I am looking for the one positive word.
Has anybody any experience in those words?
If you ask me what is the negative word, then I prefer not to say it.
It's a color and an item, just for example: blue car

[personalreality]

I've never heard of "two words" that are this special.

Where do you learn these words?

What is their purpose?

[Voyager]

I don't learn these words.
But I can remember for the last 14 years, some people had tried
that -negative word move in my mouth, but they weren't able to do that.
They realy can damage people with that word.
In the other way, if I find the other +positive word, so I will able to
do o lot of paranormal things.

[NoY]

what the hell are you talking about.
spit it out man 

:NoY:

[Voyager]

it is a long long story.
I can remember everything from the past (since my 2. age, since the accident I had 2 years ago)
But I can't remember that word. So I can not spit it out.
And if I would find the answer, I wouldn't tell it.
I am looking only for one word,
my teacher told me that word, when I was 12
But she let me forget it,(I think with hypnosis) because I could misuse it.

[Xanth]

Sorry Voyager, it's just very hard to understand what it is you're trying to say.
I'm quite confused as well.  :/

[personalreality]

I still got nothin.

[CFTraveler]

I'm going to approach the situation a little differently.

But I can remember for the last 14 years, some people had tried
that -negative word move in my mouth, but they weren't able to do that.

Why were they trying to make a word move?
How can a word move in your mouth?
What people?  Who?

They realy can damage people with that word.

How do you know this is true?

In the other way, if I find the other +positive word, so I will able to
do o lot of paranormal things.

Are you saying that speaking a negative word can hurt yourself, and a positive word can help someone else or yourself?
What makes you think this is true?

[Voyager]

I'm going to approach the situation a little differently. Why were they trying to make a word move?
How can a word move in your mouth?
What people?  Who? How do you know this is true?
Are you saying that speaking a negative word can hurt yourself, and a positive word can help someone else or yourself?
What makes you think this is true?

Well, with "move a word into mouth" I wanted to translate a German saying
into English, if you ask me that, so I know now this is not possible.
how shall I explain it, they wanted let me say a word, in purpose to damage
me.
what people? my ex-wifes aunt, and later some crazy people, who
got order from her and her aunt.
What makes you think this is true?
well this is a long story, I will explain it if I have some time.

[OutOfThePrison]

Hello Voyager..

I'm from Turkey too. My English isn't perfect and I see your isn't too or I'm wrong and your English is good enough but your subject is hard to describe it here. Maby If you can write the subject with Turkish here, I can try to translate with my own basic english. Thanks bro