Terrible Timing, Jinxacles, Disharmony, illness

[Two Bears]

Hello Murphy; my brother.

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No child, teen, or adult should ever have been forced to endure what I have during childhood, adolescence or beyond. NOBODY except evil people deserve what was doled out to me.
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You had a bad life is true; but many people could not stand much more than 10 steps in my life.

Here is mine. The Dark forces tried to destroy me since I was born.

8 days old. I was nearly killed in a car accident (My mother and Sister were killed. (I was thrown through the Windshield)

The doctors gave me 0% chance of surviving my injuries. Here my father threw me away and turned me over to guardians (my mothers oldest sister and her husband) religious fundamentalists.

At the age of 5 I began hearing the spirits.

At the age of 6 I began seeing the spirits (virtually all of then negative)

When I told my guardians what was happening to me; I was beaten for lying. I have knots and scars on my body where I was beaten eith broom handles, iron pokers, and many scars where I was burned with cigarettes.

Later I developed psychic skills and did not have the sence to keep my mouth shut, so when I would announce who was calling before they answered the phone; it was labeled Satanic, and they did their best to beat Satan out of me.

In my adolesence; I can't count the number of times I cursed God for the hell I was going through, or the number of times I held a cocked and loaded 38 special pistol to my head wanting to end my life. The only thing that stopped me was the thought of failure and being forced to live as a vegetable.

I literally walked out of the pits of hell on earth. I was angry at the world and was carrying a chip on my shoulder the size of mount Everest. What's worse became posessed myself. I left a HUGE trail of injured people, and came close to killing some people in  my wake.

A Qigong instructor in 1973 saw me just about take a schoolmate apart, and decided to break his oath and teach Qigong to an American instead of doing nothing and watching my destroy myself.

Over time; My life transformed from the monster that beat up children as young as 9, and elders in their 80s; Where today I am a completely different person that will not intentionally harm a fly. This is the reason why I use the name Two Bears.

Performed numerous exorcisms, and taught several people how to do what I do.

Need I continue or do you get the point?

Two Bears

Aloha nui loa
Received the title "master" 8 times and still trying to master myself.

[Nita]

Hello Murphy
  I have a suggestion. I have a circulating water fountain in my living room. It looks pretty and I have Holy water running through it. I pray over it to capture all my misfortune, bad luck etc. Anything that I am having problems with. Holy water traps negative energy and enities. It may help you, and the vibrations of where you live.
   Nita

[Murphy]

I've had a lifetime of terrible timing, jinxacles, disharmony & illness (fibromyalgia). I remember even as a child, that my cheeks would kill me if I'd smile for a while at babies. That was extremely frustrating. I also had terrible stomach problems, terrible forms of laryngitis (if I'd even whisper the "M" or "N" sounds, it would feel like a knife through my throat & sinuses).

No child, teen, or adult should ever have been forced to endure what I have during childhood, adolescence or beyond. NOBODY except evil people deserve what was doled out to me.

I've also had people misguidedly misjudging me (or not hearing me clearly) on the basis of my misrepresentative voice which has always misrepresented my true meaning.

As if the above weren't enough, I've had negative synchronicity vis-a-vis people & circumstances. At various times in my life I've visited psychics who either mentioned that I was given an evil eye as a child, or else that I have bad luck, or else that an evil spirit resides in my house.

I've place cups of salt near my bed & computer area after reading a book by Judy Hall.

I'm non-hypnotizable (I've visited a hypnotherapist.) I'm a too-aware person to be hypnotizable.

During childhood I had the ability to enter a "daydream-like" trance when staring at lit candles, but even then, I'd feel self-conscious & sheepish about doing so, & I'd forcefully pull myself out of that state. During childhood I'd also see speckles continuously falling during the night when I'd be trying to fall asleep. I remember feeling mesmerized by them. I've lost that ability long ago, & I've also long since lost the ability to be able to visualize anything (including visualizing past experiences). I'm only able to remember in terms of "facts" rather than "visions".

My life has caused me to feel like the living dead who lost her "idealistic" soul long ago, & is thoroughly disillusioned by this world, & the experiences that some scapegoats are forced to endure.

http://jelleym.tripod.com/badluck/badluck.html">Bad Luck Murphy