Obsession with Physics

[LightBeam]

My interest in Quantum physics and Astrophysics have always been present, but very subtle. Now, it has become an obsession for some reason that I dont understand why. I cant stop watching documentaries about it and I feel that if I had the scientific knowledge I could discover important things, but the problem is that my brain is not wired to understand math, and without math there is no way I can express my thinking for publishable papers. So, I posed the question to the universe last night, why am I restricted in this life to understand math, but at the same time I have strong feeling and obsession of solving quantity physics mysteries. I asked to be shown the answer through a dream or AP. So a dream happened, very vivid where I saved a dog from a bunch of dinosaurs that were in my garden in my childhood home lol. I woke up and I was like, whaaaaat haha?

[Lumaza]

 I was waiting until your next post on your love of Quantum Physics to share this with you Lightbeam. It's by one of yours and my favorites, Dr. Michio Kaku!  

I thoroughly enjoyed this interview and I know that you and many others here will as well:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kD5yc1LQrpQ

Here's a table of contents of sorts for your viewing pleasure:
0:00 - Introduction
1:14 - Contact with Aliens in the 21st century
6:36 - Multiverse and Nirvana
9:46 - String Theory
11:07 - Einstein's God
15:01 - Would aliens hurt us?
17:34 - What would aliens look like?
22:13 - Brain-machine interfaces
27:35 - Existential risk from AI
30:22 - Digital immortality
34:02 - Biological immortality
37:42 - Does mortality give meaning?
43:42 - String theory
47:16 - Universe as a computer and a simulation
53:16 - First human on Mars

[LightBeam]

I was waiting until your next post on your love of Quantum Physics to share this with you Lightbeam. It's by one of yours and my favorites, Dr. Michio Kaku!  

I thoroughly enjoyed this interview and I know that you and many others here will as well:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kD5yc1LQrpQ

Here's a table of contents of sorts for your viewing pleasure:
0:00 - Introduction
1:14 - Contact with Aliens in the 21st century
6:36 - Multiverse and Nirvana
9:46 - String Theory
11:07 - Einstein's God
15:01 - Would aliens hurt us?
17:34 - What would aliens look like?
22:13 - Brain-machine interfaces
27:35 - Existential risk from AI
30:22 - Digital immortality
34:02 - Biological immortality
37:42 - Does mortality give meaning?
43:42 - String theory
47:16 - Universe as a computer and a simulation
53:16 - First human on Mars

Yay, it's on my list to watch tonight. I was actually looking for physics conventions and conferences to attend and I looked up Dr. Kaku's conferences, but many are delayed due to the virus. I was laughing when I was searching g for these conventions. I imagined myself sitting there in the audience full of mathematical geniuses and would watch them writing formulas on the board and my mind would be completely blank haha. and then I would get up and tell everyone, well, let me tell hyou now about the laws of the non-physical world, because it does affect the world you are studying and that's why you cant find what you are looking for haha. Then I think I will be escorted out lol