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Spiritual Evolution => Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! => Topic started by: redcatherine on March 18, 2005, 22:50:24

Title: Alchemy from Lead to Gold
Post by: redcatherine on March 18, 2005, 22:50:24
000 Invitation to the Universal Path

Namaste ,
I would like to invite you to join me and my peers upon the eve of the next Great Shift of the Human Condition . The shift is set to occur in 2012 .

Each preceding shift has brought the human consciousness up a notch from the unaware human to the enlightened one . This is an ongoing process and not an ultimate destination at this point in time . The next shift should make the unaware man disappear and the newly evolved spirits should come into the body with a minimal awareness at least .

There is a predictable continuum of Human Spiritual Development that is available to each and every seeker for free irregardless of any gender race or age this body has taken on . We can all do this . Your own path will be different than mine but although it is unique it will share components and guideposts along the way .

Let me stop here to introduce myself I am a fellow seeker that does not pigeon hole so easily into a defined group . I suppose I would say I am a Catholic Spiritualist Medium and Mystic . I go straight to the source today but I have enjoyed a rich immersion in world religions upon which to build my own foundation .

I am part of a group of 9 mates that seek enlightenment together . We are a mixed group of men and women from the ages of 16 to 72 We were born in Holland, Ireland, Scotland ,United States ,Australia and Ukraine. We work currently in Perth, Western Australia . My peers and I meet 3 times a week in my home in meditation .

In this form of Spiritual Development Circle we open with prayer and protection . Then we sit in the power of the Now to have the teachers revealed to us . They come and take us with them to spiritual realms where we hear the lessons from the masters of the esoteric called the Mahatma .

We travel together confirming for each other what we sense Clairvoyantly , Clairaudiently and with Clairsentience . We give off in a form of bi location so that our voice projects within the group to the mates whilst our consciousness perceives the outer spiritual realms and the angels or teachers at hand .

On this path you will meet the Godhead in both male and female aspects . So open your heart and mind before you enter with universal tolerance and love and light . You will learn the Golden Truths of many world religions . The Universal Path includes but is not limited to the esoteric teachings of Christian Gnostics and Mystics , the Boddhisatva Path of the Buddhas , the Bhagad Vita of the Hindu faith , the ancient Jewish Kaballah , and the Hermetic path of the Egyptian and the wisdoms of the Medieval Tarot as blends into the Path of the Alchemist to complete the Great Work .

This process is meant to transform the heavy lead and negative nature of humanity to the enlightened golden light that can travel to spiritual realms by leaving more and more of the physical and the ego behind .

I would like to invite you the seeker to the Universal Path . To come to this point we have merged the Golden Truths from many paths .We believe that all paths lead to God . We began as a group to develop mediumship and projection .

One teacher after another retired until those that were left became the teachers ourselves . We have worked together since 1999 but the most amazing progress has occurred since Wesak last year . In the short span of one year we progressed from the 5th Initiation, as described by Alice Bailey and Dr. Joshua David Stone to go beyond the Great Work to enter the 6th Dimension on the 128th initiation .

Our journey has caused the kundalini to be raised through 54 nadis so far ,to enlighten the platinum prism of the energy body in what has been called the mystery of the Obelisk. The path of enlightenment is not a destination but a journey through life .

We have had to master transforming the energy body to an all magnetic state and then to an all electric state . We had to complete the path of the Magician and the Path of the Alchemist to accomplish the Great Work .
We are all a student and a teacher of all we meet on the path . I look to my peers for confirmation . My mentors to be revealed and my students I embrace most eagerly to help you as we have been helped by so many before us .
Title: Alchemy from Lead to Gold
Post by: redcatherine on March 18, 2005, 22:55:44
00. Why Bother with Ascension and Enlightenment ?

Some of my contacts ask me to defend teaching methods of ascension . Even close mates that are involved in their own spiritual development question me politely. Some who are clairvoyantly able to witness spirits and angels seem to believe that there is nothing else beyond that .They do not believe that there are ascended masters to work with at all . God says ask and the teacher will be revealed . The mahatma are the teachers of spirit they are there to enlighten us .

Many become trapped thinking they have gone as far as they can go and there is no point in trying to go further on the path .Some stop when they can see spirit , others stop when they can hear spirit and still others stop when they can work with archangels . I tell you there is no end .

After learning to see and hear Mahatma then there is clarity in channeling to be learned . Then there is the difficult task of ridding the self of layers of ego and the many layers of veils that block our perception still. Concurrently there is the integration of these lessons into the physical life . The lessons continue there is no end ,not even after death of the physical self . There are higher dimensions and each of these has higher teachers . This is like moving from primary school to university . There is a rationale in this heirarchy that is part of the plan of the Godhead. There is the 4th dimensional Astral Plane, then the 5th dimensional Monadic Plane , and then somewhere there is the Devic Plane . And then ? And then there is the discovery of what lies beyond our own dimensions of spirit.

Still I commonly hear ;Why Ascension , what is the point ? If all the answers are all here in our own hearts why should we work with teachers in spirit ? Why worry about Ascension of our own self when the whales are being slaughtered, the waters are being polluted , innocents are suffering in war and injustice and children are dying of starvation ? Isn't that selfish to worry about ourselves when humanity and the earth need our help ? Afterall Jesus said when you do these things for your neighbour you do it for me :

from The Acts of Charity from the Gospel of Matthew in the Holy Bible
,,h I was hungry and you fed me,
,,h I was thirsty and you gave me a drink,
,,h I was homeless and you gave me a room,
,,h I was shivering and you gave me clothes,
,,h I was sick and you stopped to visit,
,,h I was in prison and you came to me."

So shouldn't we forget our own development and just take care of this world ? But this Physical life in the world is an illusion . Time is an illusion . There is only love and light and the NOW.

We can understand that it is far better to teach a poor person how to fish then to give them a free fish dinner . So it is far better to quench the thirst of your neighbour's soul than to quench the thirst of their throat . Teaching ascension is a high form of service and not to be discounted .
My mates that help teach how to walk this path do it for free as do I . We use pseudonyms . No fame , no money , no glory here on earth ...We only have spiritual motives and intentions . By service we learn we develop . By service we raise the vibration and understanding of those we reach and each of them raises another and so it spreads like a ripple raising the vibration of our earth itself . This is the SHIFT.

The bread of life is eternal and it will feed their soul in this life and the next even if the physical body were to starve .So yes serve but serve in more ways than one . Yes serve , yes feed , yes heal , yes shelter , yes counsel , but do not neglect the most important service of enlightenment that feeds the hunger of the soul and provides the bread and water of eternity .

Shouldn't we focus here on Earth ? Of course we should spend time caring for this earth . We can do both ? We have more than 2 bodies don't we ? Let the physical body continue to take care of the needs of the physical earth . Let the Subtle Bodies continue to increase their light quotient to take care of our souls and the souls of those around us .

When our soul becomes imbibed with light , it learns more compassion and mercy not less . What is the harm in that ? When we imbibe our souls with light we learn to heal better the physical body and the earth we love to live on . What is the harm in that ?

Much of what you learn will take place in dreamstate.You will not take away much time from your work or time from your family that is precious . You will have more productive sleep and yes you will give some of your waking time to GOD. Can you afford to give God 90 minutes a week so that you can learn what you were sent here for in the first place ? Yes I think we all can .

The spiritual development of the soul is the most important work we do here on Earth. It is our journey back to the knowledge of our higher self, the source and back to God .

,,h Ascension is your own unique path to enlightenment .
,,h Ascension is about learning to live more fully in love and light .
,,h Ascension is Open to all with no discrimination .
,,h Ascension is attainable for any and all humans, we do not have to be born with special" powers ".
,,h Ascension is individually paced according to the needs and desire and ability of the student .
,,h Ascension serves God and humanity . It is accelerated through meditation , prayer and service.
,,h Ascension is eternal what is earned will carry on into the next incarnation .
,,h Ascension of your soul improves the human condition of the next generation .
,,h Ascension is calorie free .
,,h Ascension does not cost any money .
,,h Ascension is candy for the mind and a puzzling diversion for the soul .

By imbibing your own subtle bodies with light you will act as a catalyst and touch off a conversion of all those you come in contact with . You will charge them up and raise their vibration . You will make the inhabitants of earth more enlightened as we touch one another's lives. This is the highest form of service and the most honourable . So go to God 's sheep give them food , drink, shelter and healing but do not forget to give them also love , light and laughter . Lift up their souls or they will remain sheep in the next life . Let them take up the staff instead and become sheperds of humanity themselves. Thus the world condition improves.
There is always a journey before us.

Shine your light so that others may find the path and the world will be as one .http://members.tripod.com/worldupdates/newupdates10/id151.htm
Title: 0.Introduction to the Universal Path of Enlightenment
Post by: redcatherine on March 18, 2005, 23:23:58
0. Introduction to The Universal Path of Enlightenment

How do we develop beyond solitary prayer dreams meditations and projections ?
With some little skill acquired we can begin an exciting journey into the spiritual realms to meet Angels and Mahatma . We can learn to work with the Master Teachers in Spirit as they are revealed to us . We can learn to go to spiritual realms and explore . We become eternal students and eternal teachers . This is done through group dynamics , love and light .
Absolute Prerequisites Abilities: Meditation ,Clairvoyance, and Projection
Desirable Abilities before beginning : Clairsentience and Clairaudience


Resolution : all humans can develop these abilities over time thru meditative practice . Each skill develops in a predictable continuum . Each skill continues to develop after it is acquired . This process is called enlightenment and has been practiced since ancient times . Although there are commonalites there are unique differences both idiosyncratic in nature and certainly as anomalies .

Hierarchy of skills attained in groups observed :
1:Precognition Intuition Empathy Serve Self
2:Initial Psychic , Clairsentience
3: Meditative State ,Clairvoyance , Heal Self , Serve Others
4: Energy Body Development , Projection, Clairaudience . Heal Others
5: Channeling and OBE , Serve World
6: Use of Group Merkabah, control of own merkaba
7: Traveling thru vortex made by spirit in a group , Heal World
8: Opening the vortex alone , Serve Universal Cause
9 : ???

Historical Basis :
Most group practice was limited to the experience of male religious and included but is not limited to Jewish Kabbalah ,Catholic Priest Mysticism , Muslim Ascension on Merkabahs .

Aboriginal and Native American paths were segregated to men and women business .

The Egyptian Inititiation rites and the Celtic paths were open to both genders .

The Sikh and Buddhist paths of enlightenment became open to all .

Dhwahl Kuhl the Tibetan Monk channeled to Alice Bailey to put inititiations into English and make it free for all humans .

Dr.Stone began to make guided meditations available to the public to reach the first ashram the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek .
http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/accessingtheashrams.msnw
http://www.litespirit.com/ascend.htm
http://groups.msn.com/solarangelsspiritbliss/therays.msnw?action=get_message&mview=0&ID_Message=1392&LastModified=4675461588643038961

The Universal Path of Ascension reflects the truths of each of these paths .It is witnessed clairvoyantly in the development of the energy body as the imbuing of the chakras occurs in layers and the kundalini snakes emerge and evolve into 2 dragons which emancipate the dove . Together they become the swan, one new age symbol of human enlightenment .

Steps we took ourselves :
Achieving Meditative State and Conscious AP in development circles
and then practicing weekly alone at home .

Developing choice skill ie psychic , clairvoyant , warrior , exorcist , healer , then teaching sharing with each other . We learned that in service we grow phenomenonly .

Forming a closed circle of peers ; this took 5 years for us as we sat in various groups which included those that were not peers but drainers . In open circle share with all . In closed circle tolerate only those that can contribute and not drain the group .

Live Human Teachers were revealed to us and books fell into our path once we clicked as a group .
We Read :
Jim and Jacky Lindsay works on Spiritual Development
Diana Cooper : A Little Light on Ascension

We searched on Websites like Astral Pulse and these :
http://www.jordanstime.com/
http://www.tsunyotakohet.com/teaching/sdc4.htm
http://www.gardenof-eden.com/index.htm
http://www.crystalinks.com/
Longer list of links here :
http://au.msnusers.com/AscensionoftheAvatar/general.msnw?action=get_message&mview=0&ID_Message=37&LastModified=4675492341241849921

We went from a group of 15 to a group of 6 this was so disheartening
but then it happened we began to travel to realms together seeing and recalling and confirming each other. We call that now a gleaning event! Now we have built back up to 9 members ,

We began to have dreams of sacred geometry:
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/chargingyourmerkabainmeditation.msnw
We became inundated with messages about the Kaballah , the Energy Body and the merkabah and their relation to each other . This was the metacognitive event .

I wrote these 2 sites to share what we learned . We became fascinated with sharing :
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom
http://au.msnusers.com/AscensionoftheAvatar/messages.msnw

We Read More:
Alice Bailey : works on intitiations
Dr.Joshua Stone's : meditations based on Alice Bailey work
Marion Chitty : analysis of the vortex and charting of development
Robert Bruce :works on energy body development and projections

We got spiritual homework unique to some members or for the entire group :
to establish a church :to offer free classes and healings
to make a site and offer free readings
to cleanse homes of negs
to view the perfected energy body clairvoyantly
to view the progression of chakra layers in subtle bodies
to write journals of our experiences
to map out the spiritual realms to share them with the public

Teachers in spirit appeared to us in circle in this order :
Lord Lanto
El Morya
Paul the Venetian
White Eagle
Quan Yen
Kumeka
Alice Bailey
Djwahl Kuhl
Kuthumi
Michael
Pantheons,Avatars and Devas et al
Horus Isis Ra Thoth Hermes Enoch
Mary, Jesus
All of these loving angels , spirt teachers and avatars and many more come to anyone on the path they are not hard to see if we open our hearts with love .
We used the Dr. Stone meditations and went to initiations 6 and 7 his way using what we affectionately call the old mumbo jumbo .
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/yourwebpage2.msnw

We started 3 other circles and taught them too to go on their own . We taught others how to go to the ashrams and ascension seats using Stones methods .
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/accessingtheashrams.msnw
Then we developed our own short method of using the group merkabah. And we began to explore the realms with spirit teachers that were revealed to us along the way .
Then the teachers began to open a vortex for us then with our help then we learned to open it ourselves to go where we will ,alone .

Though we are truly never ever alone . We went into a rock in the valley of the shadow of death and nought was there but self and God.
We followed a path of Christ consciousness to spiritual meditation to the Buddhic boddhisatva to the universal path to sacred geometry to initiations to Shamballah to complete the "perfected energy body " to complete the path of the magician and to complete the Great Work of the Alchemist .We are currently trying to navigate beyond the window at the edge of the universe and to complete the second path of the Sphinx .
We have now gone beyond anything we have read AS YET .
We need help to find the next step .

We learned to use the group merkabah opened by spirit
We learned to travel in our own merkabah at will
We learned to travel thru the vortex opened by spirit
We learned to open the vortex ourselves.
We have tried to share and teach but still find it difficult .

Now we look for validation amongst peers :
to see who else has seen what we have seen and can confirm us or modify our views
to see who can replicate our methods
to see who can show us what we have missed
to see who can tell us what more is out there and can share it with us .
to go on and on until we find out we have become pioneers
...to go where no one ALIVE has gone before lol :)
It could happen .

I have posted 5 to 23 on my own site ,Aunt Clair , with msn but I have no storage space to post more .I can pull them apart and post them as messages though so I shall try that . I opened a second handle so I could get a second site Avatar and that is filled up too lol . So now I look for a benevolent publisher who will allow us to publish our journals in a short comprehensive manner with the help of an editor and an artist who can draw what we have seen into visualisation maps so others can go too .

White Eagle says the shift of 2012 is a shift of human consciousness and it comes from enlightenment spreading like a contagion across mother earth . Help us ,Please . Stand with us together to spread enlightenment . Tacire does not mean to keep silent on all things it means to reveal with discretion as until they are ready to receive they cannot perceive .It means that the philosophers stone is revealed tacitly even without words to the hearts of those that can believe.
_________________
Love . Light and Laughter
Aunt Clair
Title: 5th King's Chamber
Post by: redcatherine on March 18, 2005, 23:44:54
5th .Kings Chamber
The first initiation in spirit is called the 5th initiation . It is taken at the Spiritual ashram of the Great Pyramid in the King's Chamber
Pre Requisites : ability to achieve a meditative stance , to see clairvoyantly and to project

Also Beneficial : Experience in a closed development circle , familiarity with main guide and clairaudience . Remember that all of your skills will continue to develop during your lessons in closed circle so a minimal proficiency is all that is needed to begin . Knowledge of Protection , Confirmation signs from guides ,Animal Totems , History of Human Religions , Archangels , Chohans of the Rays , Spiritual Mahatma and Spiritual symbolism in Art such as Tarot Cards is hugely helpful . The Universal Path draws upon the truth love and light of many religions including but not limited to ;The Christian mysticism , Jewish Kabballah , Buddhist Boddisatva Path , Hindi Yoga , Native American Shamanism , Ancient Beliefs ie Egyptian , Muslem , Judeo-Christian , Greco-Roman and Norse mythology . This is a path of universal tolerance and compassion .
Running a Circle : Choose a group of 5 to 12 members . Cull them from Open Circles after they have demonstrated their abilities and dedication . Choose a time that you can meet at least once each week for the year . 7:30 pm is a good spiritual time . The room should be relatively quiet and free of disruptions or distractions . Turn off the phones. Leave a Do Not Disturb note on the front door . A window ,a fireplace ,a tree sized plant and a fountain will help to balance elements . Choose comfortable armchairs . Even plastic stacking arm chairs can be suitable . Provide small pillows for back support as needed . A dimly lit room is best with good ventilation and a comfortable temperature maintained . A small round table should go in the centre of the circle . Suitable centrepieces include spiritual items for that class ie candles , crystals , tibetan singing bowl , fountains , lights , plants , flowers . Water should be available but do not leave personal items like glasses to clutter the table when you begin . This table will become like an altar for your group and should be respected .

Balance the energy of members of the Circle by having couples sit across from each other. Place hot electric people across from cold magnetic people . Males across from female . Look clairvoyantly to view lines of light going into the circle like spokes on a wheel across the centre . If there are weak spokes than balance them . After sitting for several classes together a color will become evident for each member . Then you can place the members in rainbow order starting with red orange yellow green blue indigo purple . Sit red opposite of green . Orange opposite of Blue . Yellow opposite of Purple . You can fill in the tertiary colours like this ; TEAL between Green and Blue .

Everyone should arrive quietly about 10 minutes before circle . They should sit in the same armchair each time. Members begin with deep cleansing breaths before class begins . This is not the time to enter into any negative conversation , debates or gossip . Instead , sit quietly chatting on spiritual topics before class . Toilets and water should be offered before class . Members should refrain from alchohol , caffien , cigarettes and heavy meals before class .

A suitable format is for the facilitator :
First note the attendance offering apologies for those absentees . Members must diligently rock up to class absences should be avoided and necessary ones should be apologised for in advance when at all possible . Cancel class only when the home is not available or when there are less than 4 members able to come on an evening .

Someone should read aloud the journal from the last class allowing time for others to make corrections or add to the information presented .
Then a brief lesson following on from last lesson may be offered . For example if Quan Yen should lead the class for the first appearance . than an image and a brief lesson on Quan Yen and her life and work as a spiritual teacher would be in order . Or if the class is learning about the sphinx notes can be culled from members dreams and visions and from the Internet or suitable texts .

Stand to open in prayer . You may choose to hold hands right palm up and left palm down for a short time together before you pray .This builds up your group energy and links. During that silent moment offer up any personal intentions and ask for your guides and guardian angel to draw near to you .

Meditate sitting with eyes closed body relaxed palms up Shoes may be off if you choose . All limbs are uncrossed . Take turns giving off what you see and hear and interpret it as you go . A tape recorder is a helpful tool to record your journal but a hardcopy should be made to share at the next lesson .

Each night should be a continuous sharing Announcing who is there spiritually , traveling to realm chosen by spirit , and interpreting messages clairvoyantly and clairaudiently received aloud . The group continues taking turns so as not to interrupt each other in a group seminar fashion . No one need raise their hand only respect each other and do not interrupt . Give off quickly and clearly to maintain energy and interest ie; "I see this and I feel it means this ".


The facilitator will want to tell the group when they need to be silent for a short meditation within the meditation to explore a realm and bring back personal messages in a round robin fashion . Sit for a prescribed time 40 to 60 minutes per session will do . Allow for some discussion time after class with lights before closing . End in prayer . Then hugs and good wishes until you meet again .

The entire class should be no longer than 90 minutes long . No one should leave until the closing prayer is offered . There are no rest breaks. The circle once started is maintained; no one leaves or enters until the circle is closed. If there is a necessary emergency break than apologise to the spirit teachers assembled in brief prayer .Allow for the break .Resume by reopening in prayer before starting up again .

Immediately after class the secretary should type up notes from memory and the taped session . The faciliator can than make up a lesson of 10 to 15 minutes from these notes for the next class .

Examples of Opening Prayers:
1: Heavenly Spirit ; we are gathered here before you to take one step more on our spiritual path . Grant that we may be surrounded in your white light .We ask for a ring of gold around our circle and a cross of white light on every window and door every computer and fireplace and every mirror or opening within and without . We would like to offer petitions for the following ____. We ask that our highest source will draw close to us now . As always we thank the spirit and angels that protect and guide us . Amen.

2:White light before us White Light behind us . White light under our feet White light above us White light within us . Let all around be us be White Light . Blessed Mother and Holy Father thank you for gathering us together to do your work . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael and pray that he will protect us and guide us on this evening 's journey . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Metatron and ask that he will manifest for us a group merkabah so that we might travel together to the spiritual realm . So help us God amen .

Follow with 3 deep cleansing breaths and sit to begin the meditation like this . Example of the 5th Initiation Meditation
We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael to protect us on our spiritual journey this evening to the King's Chamber of the Great Pyramid at Luxor . We thank him for his presence and guidance . We humbly invoke the presence of Metatron to manifest for us the group merkaba and ask him now to cover us with his platinum net of protection so help us God . We see ourselves now gently lifting out of our bodies and gathered away together in the group merkaba to join in an ancient ceremony in the King's Chamber . See now your higher self floating in a lotus position in the King's Chamber . Look to see the higher selves of those in this group and greet them namaste .

Before you stands now Horus who touches your third eye with his rod of initiation to remove one of the many veils upon the ordinary human sight and to heighten your clairvoyant senses now. He touches you upon the shoulder and then the heart and invites you to walk upon this path of love light and laughter . You feel yourself floating gently upwards now until you are directly beneath the capstone of the Great Pyramid . Horus instructs you to blow it off to allow it to unhinge and fall back so that you emancipate yourself further from the bounds of the physical and truly begin a dedication to your own spiritual progress within the heart and back to God .

As you float out you will see your main spirit guide and your guardian angel. Fly with them now and take a time for a message within this medtiation . Fly out to the night sky of Egypt into a Spiritual Realm of the Astral where it is always a clear starry night see one dark indigo cloud with the full moon behind it . Rest now upon that cloud and take comfort with your guide and angel . Recall the messages that you hear there in order to share them with the group later . ....... Now it is time to thank your spiritual guides and angels . We lovingly thank Metatron and Michael for their assistance this evening . And now we come back gently again into our bodies to stretch and take water . Carry their messages of light back with you now .

Example of a Closing Prayer : Please join me in prayer now , Heavenly Spirit we thank you for the love light and laughter of this evening . We thank each and every teacher who has arrived here tonight . We would like to offer any extra energy that is not needed to protect this home and the loved ones in it to be used to heal ____now where it is most needed . Amen .

Example of a lesson before the initiation -The Snakes of Kundalini Stage:  Ascension   Initiation 5th

The first four initations are those of the unaware human as noted by Alice Bailey who channeled Djwahl Kuhl the Tibetan
Date  :Some Wednesday  in 1999 with Marlene Watson in her Closed Circle at Kenwick WA

Suggested Preparation ; Rules for Running a Circle , Lessons  of Protection , Deep Cleansing Breath Technique, Achieving a Meditative State , Achieving a Confirmation Sign when speaking with Guides , Giving Off messages clearly and quickly ,  and Simple Astral Projection  

Lesson : Small Group Channeling Technique :This is a marvellous way to effect a group merkaba for a small group of 2 to 4 students to see the same things through each others eyes .Close your eyes focus and breathe ,take 3 deep cleansing breaths ,centring and focusing for meditation , take and hold the forearms to the elbows of each other while facing each other . Right hand palm up left hand palm down .

After you do your opening prayer then call in your personal guide and guardian angel and any ascended masters you work with . Continue to hold hands throughout this entire lesson . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael , and Archangel Metatron . We ask to have the group merkaba manifested by Metatron and covered with his platinum net of protection . We ask to be escorted and protected by Archangel Michael with  the intention of going to the ascension seat of _____________ to _________________. ( for example To the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek for the purpose of the 6th initiation and our induction into the order of Melchiezedek ). Amen.

"Here is an Ascension Seat List abridged from the work of Dr.Joshua David  Stone
1. Ascension seat on the Arcturian space craft called the "LightSynthesis Chamber".
2. Ascension seat in Mt. Shasta.
3. Ascension seat King's Chamber Great Pyramid of Giza for the 5th Initiation and for stabilization after the7th
4. Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek in the Universal Core. The place of the 6th initiation
5. Ascension seat in Shamballah, the home of Sanat Kumara.- The place of the 7th initiation
6. Ascension seat in Serapis Bey's ascension retreat in Luxor.- The place of the 8thinitiation
7. Ascension seat at the Great Blue Lodge on Sirius
8. Ascension seat in Table Mountain Wyoming, called the "Atomic Accelerator".
9. Ascension seat in Africa in an underground UFO space craft.-Pool of Time
10. Ascension seat at the Galactic Level. Lenduce's ashram
11. Ascension seat in Melchior's ashram in the Galactic Core.
12. Ascension seat in the Solar Core in the Chamber of Helios.
13. Ascension seat in Telos, the underground city one mile below Mt.Shasta.
14. Ascension seat on Commander Ashtar's ship.

Journal Entry : Opening Prayer : Heavenly Spirit thank you for gathering us here together to take another step forward on the Spiritual Path . We ask for a ring of Gold protection around our circle now and a cross of White Light on every window and door , mirror and computer so that we sit perfectly protected in your love . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael to guide us and protect us this evening on our spiritual journey . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Metatron now and ask him to manifest for us a group merkaba with the intention of traveling to the Great Pyramid for the 5th initiation in Spirit this evening . We ask Metatron to surround us in our group merkaba with his platinum net of protection . Amen .

The faciliator may need to guide the meditation in early lessons in this manner : We bring our consciousness to the chamber of our third eye now . We see ourselves as a brilliant white flame there looking out through this window of the soul. We feel ourselves drawn up and out with the help of our guardian angel and our main guide now . We spiral out and gently float intothe beautiful group merkaba manifested for us by Archangel Metatron . We feel our journey begin and hear a faint humming .

But soon we have arrived at the Spiritual aspect of the Great Pyramid in Egypt  .We find ourselves lowered out of the merkaba gently floating into the King's Chamber beneath the capstone . Before us now is the Egyptian Horus dressed in sapphire blue golden and white . He gently touches his staff to our third eye and we see floating in the centre a huge blue eye . This is the all seeing Eye of Horus . He touches his staff to our right and left shoulders now and we see ourselves floating in a lotus position in a circle around him .Look around you now and try to see the higher selves of each member of this group You might see their guides and angels with them too .

See a rod of light handed to you spiritually . Take it in your spiritual hands and see it , feel its weight . See its brilliant light and recall what it looks like later .   Now we sit in the seat of power . This is the power of the Now . Nothing else matters but this moment in time.

Now we are instructed to blow off the capstone of this pyramid . This is a symbolic removal of one of the many veils that separate us from the Godhead . It is time to will the capstone  to unhinge and fall  back .So centre yourself directly beneath the centre of the capstone . Focusing your energy on your own third eye , will this capstone  to fly open . Nothing stands in your way now . See yourself floating out of the pyramid now .

Float out gently and experience the serenity of this night . Relax and allow yourself to enjoy this experience feeling ,seeing and hearing the spirit teachers and angels so that you may recall this and share it with us later .. Someone is holding your hand as you drift out into the warm night sky . You see the brilliant starry sky . See the stars before you now . The moonlight illuminates some clouds as you drift along .You will see and hear messages . Take them all in . We will now have a period of silence in the ascension seat to explore and enjoy it We will remain in the sacred power of this meditation for a few minutes. Go where you are lead now .

After 5 or 10 minutes you can bring the group back  : Now it is time to say thank you and goodbye to our spiritual helpers .  Please come back to your bodies when you are ready . Open your eyes and stretch and drink water to ground yourself . We will go around the circle taking turns now Please tell us what you felt , saw and heard this evening .
Then turn off the tape recorder .

Remember to always encourage and uplift each other . Note who had trouble and consider moving them nearer to someone who surges energy to help them along next time. After a brief discussion you will want to close in prayer and announce when you meet the next time .
Title: Alchemy from Lead to Gold
Post by: redcatherine on March 18, 2005, 23:54:29
The 6th Initiation in the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek

You have been invited to be part of a closed circle to journey through a series of meditations to enlightenment . Working together within group dynamics of love and compassion you will achieve further enlightenment. as a group expansion of consciousness. Spirit asks that you will tolerate , forgive and love each other through this process that you will commit to each other for one year at least . The Universal Path of Enlightenment is one of many paths .  All Paths lead to God . This path touches on the golden truths found in all world religions . Each level has 4 stages of seven initiations . The first level is called the Snake Initiations of the Kundalini .

The first stage is the Unaware Seeker who is unconscious of anything outside the physical world initially . With the help of guides and guardian angels seekers awaken slowly . Their kundalini rises the first time . After the upcoming shift , humanity will incarnate with a greater consciousness . There have been many shifts and there will continue to be more shifts as we move forward as a planet .  This stage concludes when the seeker begins to see and work with Archangels and the spiritual hierarchy called the Mahatma . Then they are invited to take part in Ascension  which means the process of  going up . For example climbing a mountain is called the ascent .According to Djwhal Khul as channeled by Alice Bailey ; humanity ascends a hierarchy of seven planes. These are connected to the first seven initiations .

Physical plane ....... First initiation =Birth  
Astral plane ...........Second initiation =conscious travel with Guardian Angel -Beginning Astral Projection
Mental plane ..........Third initiation= Beginning Clairsentience
Buddhic plane ....... Fourth initiation= -Beginning of Meditation and Clairvoyance
Atmic plane ..........  Fifth initiation= Beginning of Clairaudience –Going to the King's Chamber of the Great Pyramid –Getting the 1st Rod and Blowing off the Capstone
Monadic plane ....... Sixth initiation= Selecting a path to serve God –Going to Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek -Seeing Archangels and Spiritual Teachers
Logoic plane ..........Seventh initiation= Going to Shamballah to get the Rod of Initiation and Meet with the Godhead as a new initiate

http://www.esotericastrologer.org/EA%20Essays/EAessaysPGL5.htm Alice Bailey wrote that the final decision as to the choice of the Path to be followed must be made at the consummation of the Sixth Initiation - the Initiation of Decision. The Seeker must decide upon which of the Seven Paths of Cosmic Service he will in the future tread. The paths are  Earth Service, Magnetic Work , Planetary Logos, the way to Sirius, the Ray ,Logos , and Absolute Sonship

Spheres :Your group should  receive 6 spheres gratefully from spirit . When the spheres are offered  , you should ask what they represent .. Learn  what that sphere mean s to your group ? You should bring the message back to the group the next time you meet and present the sphere spiritually to the group describing what it looks like , who you got it from and what it means . For example our group received a sphere from Alice Bailey in the bathroom one morning it was filled with coloured stripes one each of  yellow ,red , green , blue, orange , pink , and gray .We were told the colours represented each one of us in the circle :red Catherine, green Bill , Orange Jody , Yellow Sveta ,Blue Tom, Pink -Lee , and Gray  Andrew  .  Gray was indecisive as was Andrew. Pink was not ripe yet as was Lee who decided not to join .We had to receive and share 6 spheres before we could move on to the 7th initiation . They came at home,  in circle and in church .They each came from  spirit teachers . Ours came from Alice Bailey , Shekinah ,Kuthumi and Archangel Michael,Metatron

Ring Pass Not " I saw a vertical golden ring and the faces of each of us in the group picked up by cosmic hands and placed upon a cloud and the size of the cloud could not pass through the ring entirely we must become smaller still more spirit less physical though we are nearly through now and only a tiny bit remained outside"

The Ring Pass Not is a spiritual tether that keeps our merkaba from leaving the safe area of the first journies  boundary that is  set up by spirit with loving consideration for our welfare . It constrains our consciousness . There are smaller ring pass nots that we place upon ourselves when we labour under illusions and misconceptions .There are also ring pass nots placed upon us when we do not work in love and light but make choices that are not for the greater good.

Begin the Meditation by lighting a candle on the table in centre of circle. Stand holding hands right hand up left hand down . Open with a prayer as usual but before saying amen form a pillar of light together . Place one hand up at shoulder height to form the pillar above the table , say your colour manifesting it,  go round the table clockwise visualising each other's colour in turn  . All members then tap with two palms on edge of table and sit silently .

The leader of evening says:  We invoke the presence of our highest source, our angels and our guides . We invoke the presence of Blessed Archangel Metatron to manifest a group merkaba for the intention of traveling to the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek to have our 6th initiation and be received into the Order of Melchiezedek this evening . We humbly ask his aid . Cover us  Metatron with your  platinum net of protection please . We invoke the presence of beloved Archangel Michael  to guide and  protect our group merkaba . We ask now for the master we have inscribed in our hearts to accompany us now . Amen. Close your eyes and visualise.

You will feel yourselves spin out and be taken together to the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek . Uriel is behind each of us multilocating before us is Metatron at the altar above is the huge white dove of the Holy Spirit . We see Buddha floating in a lotus position and Jesus floating in the stance of resurrection too . Behind the altar stands Archangel Metatron and the Priest Melchiezedek . An Arc of the chohans of the Rays is in the far background in colour order they stand respectfully . We ask to receive from Melchizedek the rod of initiation now .  Metatron comes forward and we are touched upon the third eye both shoulders and our heart with his staff of initiation . Now we see the charge of light come through us and we feel such love . Melchiezedek  offers a rod to each of us . See it now clairvoyantly , feel it's weight and shape . Understand the message of this rod to share with the group later .

Now see before you a pillar of sapphire blue light this is the flame of St. Michael the archangel . Stand within it now and feel the cool flame protect you and make you feel safe and loved . Now see the violet pillar of flame before you . This is the flame of St. Germaine which cleanses us from the karma and emotional garbage of our past so that we can go forward.We stand it in now and feel a warm tingling glow surround us .You can return here at anytime to enjoy these two gifts from loving spirit .

We now call to the Cosmic Hierarchy and all the masters that accompany us for a combined light shower, the likes of which this world has never known before. We thank spirit . Allow their wisdom and kindness to guide your life this week . Allow their peace and joy to overflow into your life  This image of an advanced spiritual teacher is in each of us  It is engraved in our sacred heart spaces .It came from our consciousness into our hearts. May the peace , wisdom and love of each great spiritual master  reside in us. Let us close by repeating together  this mantra from The Keys of Enoch: Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai "Tsebayoth: Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God of Hosts!  We now call ask our spiritual helpers to take us together in our group merkabah back into this room and back into our physical bodies .Amen

There is a longer version authored by Dr. Joshua David Stone should you find you require more assistance to get there . His method invokes the presence of many spiritual helpers . We call it lovingly the Old Mumbo Jumbo . It works !! You may purchase this from his site http://www.drjoshuadavidstone.com/orderfrm.htm
Title: Shamballah the 7th initiation
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 00:03:25
Level:   The Snakes of Kundalini   Stage:  Ascension  
The 7th Initiation in Shamballah

Antakarana -The silver cord develops layers of energy around it called the ascension channel . One of these developing layers is called the antakarana .

The antakarana is manifested by the higher self naturally during the continuing process of spiritual development . It continues to grow as we continue to expand our consciousness through the practices of meditation , channeling and projection . This in turn allows us to travel further, faster and more accurately . We can channel messages to share them in the group during closed circle .

http://beaskund.helloyou.ws/netnews/bk/rays/rays1160.html

Seventh Initiation
We opened with a White light prayer .We had a lesson on spheres and recounted the 6th one coming to us from spirit this week . We made our light pillar in the middle of table by saying the name of our own colour energy and visualising it as we announced each colour and trying to manifest the rainbow of light together  .

We appeared as children to each other ! We became "reborn" as spiritual toddlers and went back to Melchiezedek¡¦s Golden Chamber of Light . There we  went into the rainbow of life waters . We were surrounded in rainbow light. We held hands as our child light bodies in a circle . We  took a gulp of air and went underneath .We  swam through a tunnel of sapphire blue to white light at end.

We came up and out on the left bank where we saw the white palace of  Shamballah .We climbed 72 steps which are called the 72 names of  God and the first step was Yahweh . We named the last 4 were father /mother ,son/ daughter and Holy Spirit  the last step GOD .We did not open the golden doors that stood before us though we tried to knock 3 times and to open them with love .Instead we went through a wormhole vortex that appeared on the right which was shown to our pilot Andrew .We came out on God 's hand into a sphere on the 7th dimension which God had blown like a bubble around us .We were all light .

Our sphere was blown from the hands of Mother Earth to Father Sky.We bounced in this void on the walls of the bubble into the hands of Yahweh. We saw then a circle of beings called "Arcturians" They were dressed in formal purple gowns and capes  .Andrew saw 6 of them. I saw a golden tall being in purple robe in the centre then in the bottom was a silver maelstrom  .This was the Sea of Lost Souls from which we were drawn once ourselves . We sent them light and prayers. We saw Jesus  , Uriel, Michael, Raphael  and Metatron and a host of elohim and angels There was a floor of pink purple cotton candy like clouds that appeared like swirling light .We saw the Holy Grail and Bill drank from it and passed it to Jodi .Each said ,"amen" .

We got golden swords from St. Michael with purple etchings and shadows on the blade .We got a red velvet bag drawn in purple strings. Andrew loosened it .Bill was told to draw out what was inside .It was a huge crown . We took it and placed it on Jesus's head and we got a blessing of a huge initiation of light . It was tingling euphoric marvelous !! We were each allowed  one question (in secret said Andrew ) But I asked the question for all to hear. What is our mission as a group ? We were answered  by Jesus,¨Love to all , divine mercy and compassion that was given to you ,now you must give it to others . You must let go of all wrongs and hurts to move on ."

Everyone on your path is both your  student and your teacher . Go and sin no more ,go and submit to the divine will of God ,serve one another . Then we came back .After a group thank you , we discussed and checked chakras as we were instructed by White Eagle .Bill was 29 as he has had the 7th initiation before us  when he was called away to receive the charge during our 6th initiation . Bill had the crown chakra lol and the 20th  which is why he could hold the crown and why he had been taken away at 6th initiation to get the 7th charge to be our initiator . Andrew and Sveta had a rainbow bridge floating in front of them and Tom had a rainbow book with Hebrew letters . Jodi had orange 24 and the yin and yang sign of 6th dimension . I had rainbow ears and I felt them pop.
The rainbow symbols appeared over the appropriate chakra .

We witnessed other groups going to Shamballah in one the leader had received the Keys to Shamballah from Enoch the week before . He took the group in through the double doors and they saw Sai Baba and God there and the Holy Spirit and Jesus . They bowed before God and the youngest girl ran up and hugged him . We have been told there are 3 paths into Shamballah . Never by force of will but always by Love the double doors , the hand of God and the other path not revealed to us .We did read that some groups see Buddha instead of Jesus and lay flower petals at his feet . We believe that any manifestation of the Godhead might appear . There will be some similarities and some differences . Please use our journal as a guide if you get stuck or channel as you prefer :

1. We now call to the seven chohans  Djwhal Khul,  Lord Buddha and Lord Jesus Christ to help us now .
2. We invoke the presence of  Archangel Metatron to manifest for us a group merkaba and to provide protection with his platinum net around our group
3. We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael to guide and protect us as we journey in our group merkabah to the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek with the intention of taking our 7th initiation in Shamballah
4. We ask to be taken spiritually to the Golden Chamber of Melchizedek now .
5. We see the wormhole and feel that we pass into the ring pass not

You may use this as a guide or have the circle channel as they go :
6. We leave the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek we look down  the hill  
7. Below us is a valley through which runs a magnificent rainbow coloured river .
8. We become as little children again to enter the kingdom of God .
9. We are naked toddlers our hearts are filled with love.We look like fat little cherubs
10. We roll laughing down the hill and land at the foothills and step into the waters of the Rainbow Rivers of Life
11. We cannot seem to swim across so we go beneath to find a tunnel of sapphire.
12. It appears long and it is deep down in the water where the waters run dark and icy .
13. But we can see a beautiful white light coming through the tunnel
14. So we venture forward together swimming as fast as we can .
15. We come up and gulp a breath of fresh air .
16. There is Shamballah ,the palace of God in the city on the hill .
17. We climb the hill and arrive on the steps to the palace .
18. There are 72 steps we call out the names for God that we know each of us taking turns :God , Yahweh , Jehovah , the lord of lords , The almighty , the Holy Trinity we count the numbers of the remaining steps making the platform now at 72  we say  Father , Son and Holy Spirit  as we climb the last 3 big steps and there before us stand the large double doors.We try to knock upon the door 3 times , we try to open the door with love , we look and pray for an entrance .
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19. We see a wormhole to the right the pilot goes through and holds it open with love as we all rush behind her now twisting and turning as we are blown across the sky like little leaves on the wind we see mother earth blow us to father sky as the sunsets and we are in the dark of space but we float gently upon a bubble to land in the enormous hands of GOD

20. We have have received the rod of the 7th initiation and drunk once more from the Holy Grail . We humbly thank the assembled angels, the  mahatma and GOD

Let us close by repeating together the  mantra: Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai "Tsebayoth: Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God of Hosts! Amen

We now ask our spiritual helpers to  take us together in our group merkabah back into this room and into our physical bodies.
Title: Queens Chamber 8th initiations
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 02:15:06
The 8th Initiation in the Queen's Chamber of the Great Pyramid

Prerequisite knowledge :opening prayers of protection , nesting of the human in subtle body layers

Prerequisite abilities - projection clairvoyance and clairaudience desirable - note all these abilities will be much stronger during the group sessions and the seekers will continue to advance in dreaming state and through individual meditation so that each meditation brings stronger students to the circle .

Optional Preparation for Lesson do an online search for Queen's Chamber , Isis , Thoth and Serapis Bey -copy images of the Queen's Chamber of the Great Pyramid to bring to class .

Purpose : This meditation is to bring about stablilization of your subtle bodies within the spiritual realm of the Queen's Chamber of the Great Pyramid in Luxor . The seven-sided, limestone-walled Queen's Chamber lies beneath the King's Chamber of the Great Pyramid.The same spiritual energy is present as in the King's Chamber , only it's not a trickle; it flows intensely . A blue light during this meditation will help you feel this energy .The ancient initiation of the Queen's Chamber was to abandon the self to the desire to know God . It is based upon personal experience , and largely upon the the works of Dr. Joshua David Stone as drawn from this site :http://www.drjoshuadavidstone.com/isisngp.htm

As with all meditations after this one :
Open with prayer holding hands standing up right palm up left palm down . Then sit quietly in the power of the NOW . Take 3 slow deep cleansing breaths and open your eyes to begin .

Heavenly Spirit ; we are gathered here before you to take one step more on our spiritual path . Grant that we may be surrounded in your white light .We ask for a ring of gold around our circle and a cross of white light on every window and door every computer and fireplace and every mirror or opening within and without . We would like to offer petitions for the following ____. We ask that our highest source will draw close to us now . As always we thank the spirit and angels that protect and guide us . And we humbly inovke the presence of Archangel Michael to protect us on our spiritual journey this evening .

Sit to begin the meditation with palms up and open and all limbs uncrossed . Close your eyes. Follow with 3 deep cleansing breaths . Open your eyes to indicate you are ready to begin .

0. We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael to protect us on our spiritual journey this evening to the Queen's Chamber of the Great Pyramid at Luxor . We thank him for his presence and guidance . We humbly invoke the presence of Metatron to manifest for us the group merkaba and ask him now to cover us with his platinum net of protection so help us God .

We see ourselves now gently lifting out of our bodies and gathered away together in the group merkaba to join in an ancient ceremony in the Queen's Chamber . See now yourself now at the feet of the Sphinx . Before we go into the Queen's Chamber ,we stand silently in the Night of the Egyptian Desert observing the great sphinx in its perfected entirety before the ravages of humanity and time .Look to any messages we might recieve about its mysteries .See the strong back legs and tail of the lion the majestic wings of the Eagle and the forelegs of the Great Ram now look to the face of man and see your own image there upon the sphinx before you . Stay here for a moment and hear the message from your higher self or guides .

Now the sphinx reveals a tunnel in the legs and we enter at ground level to descend a flight of stairs to the tunnels of the Great Pyramid . The floor of this spiritual replica of the Great Pyramid is alive with subtle living light . Lit torches line the walls .

We travel together through the subterranean levels of the Sphinx, into the Great Pyramid of Giza itself.We feel the intensity of the energies here as they awaken the ancient knowledge that abides within all of us.We see an underground tributary of the River Styx flowing midnight blue and above it the golden living light illuminates the wall.

Thoth appears, in radiant splendor.He guides all of us into a chamber within the Great Pyramid, known as "The Well of Life." Thoth asks us to lay down within an open sarcophagus and he covers us with a golden blanket. Thoth gently takes our spirits up the shaft of "The Well of Life", to the "Chamber of New Birth", known as "the Queen's Chamber."We are greeted by Isis and Osiris.Isis blesses us with Love, gentleness, purity, tenderness, nurturing, compassion, and mercy.Osiris blesses us with divine strength, decisiveness, courage and spiritual discernment.Stay here a moment and feel these divine energies imbibe and stabilise your subtle energy bodies .

Isis and Osirus lead us once more to the King's Chamber of Initiation.We lie down again upon a closed sarcophagus We look up to see the top of the pyramid, with a gigantic capstone which now appears a crystal and not  limestone .Divine light pours into the chamber.Surrounding you are Isis, Osirus, Thoth, Serapis Bey and Horus. Thoth steps forward, and performs a blessing over your head, and intones the following statement:"Thou art crowned in the Hall of Renunciation, that hereafter, thou mayest wear a Crown of Life, that fadeth not away."

Isis takes us by the hand past the star Sirius, to what is known as the Great Bluw Lodge. We see a Greek styled temple of tall Ionian columns . .You are asked why you seek admission here ?You answer from your heart .

As you stand in the pure white light, Master Serapis Bey steps forward, with the ascension flame from Luxor.He now sends a purifying current into your entire 12-body system.

Osiris , with the wave of his hand,  anchors into the core of your being, all of the suble light bodies .Thoth also known as Hermes ,places wings on your feet and guides you to Horus.There you find yourself within his sacred left eye. This is the past the intuition and psychic female eye .
You now find yourself within the right eye of Horus.Here all the logistical and masculine faculties this is the eye of the future and prophecy .

Stand ad receive a message here from the living light .Melchizedek, the Universal Logos, now steps forward out of the brilliant light, with his Rod of Power.He touches you on your third eye . You are accepted as a master of Ascension . We are not ascended masters but we have become masters of the process and now we begin our path to Ascension.

Lord Buddha , with his Rod of Initiation, anoints you on your crown chakra and welcomes you into the ranks of the spiritual Hierarchy.Lord Maitreya steps forward and places an ankh necklace, made of gold, with a radiant crystal in the center, around your neck.Sananda steps forward and places around your shoulders, a white robe, symbolic of the purity of spirit you have now attained.

Horus steps forward, and places a sacred scarab in the palm of your hand, symbolic of Divine Protection.The Lord and Lady Masters of Sirius now step forward and place upon your head, the Hierophant's hat.This hat is symbolic of your status as priest or priestess of the Great White Lodge and of the sacred Order of Melchizedek.

As this final gift is given, your Ascension and Resurrection, as the fully integrated Mighty I AM Presence on Earth is complete!The congregation of Masters rejoices, as another fully realized Ascended Master of the Great White Lodge and fellow Melchizedek has joined their ranks.All the Masters gathered, now bow to the Mighty I AM Presence and the Integrated Christ you have become.

Take a moment now, to fully enjoy the profundity and spiritual magnitude of what you have recieved and been blessed with in this meditation!
Know that this meditative experience has opened the gateway to enormous acceleration of your ascension path.

Isis steps forward, and once again embraces and enfolds you in her Divine Merkabah.Now, we find ourselves gliding back from Sirius to the Great Pyramid in Egypt.You now completely whole within yourself all that you have just received.Recall the messages that you hear there in order to share them with the group later . .......

Now it is time to thank your spiritual guides and angels . We lovingly thank Metatron and Michael for their assistance this evening . And now we come back gently again into our bodies to stretch and take water . Carry their messages of light back with you now .

Example of a Closing Prayer : Please join me in prayer now , Heavenly Spirit we thank you for the love light and laughter of this evening . We thank each and every teacher who has arrived here tonight . We would like to offer any extra energy that is not needed to protect this home and the loved ones in it to be used to heal ____now where it is most needed . Amen .
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2. Example of another Meditation within the Great Pyramid of Light
With each breath, feel yourself becoming filled with more and more light and awaken the light body within you. Allow your own higher self to be fully present. Imagine a large column of light coming down from the heart of God, going right through you, down into the core of Mother Earth. Feel this column of white light connecting you to your higher self, and connecting you to God, to your Source, to the All That Is.

Open all your chakras to be in receiving mode as you allow the energies of light to permeate you, to surround you, to heal you and balance you. As you bask in the white light from the heart of God, feel your oneness with All That Is.

Now begin to imagine that from the heart of Mother Earth another column of light comes up. Mother Earth's column of light may be white light or may be in an earthy color of light. Whatever it is, feel that column of light coming from the heart, the core of mother Earth, going up through your feet and out the top of your head, all the way up into the heart of God.

Feel the love and the energies of Mother Earth coming up and filling you with a very grounded, nurturing energy. Open your heart to feel her love for you, as you simultaneously open and feel the love of God as well. Take a moment to feel the perfect blending of Father God and Mother Earth as one, as you. Once again, feel your oneness with All That Is. Take another moment to feel the infinite potential of all that you are inside of this oneness.

In this heightened state of awareness begin to feel the expansion of all that you are into the All That Is. Feel your multidimensionality and feel yourself expanding into the higher realms, into the oneness. For in this expanded state, we are going to journey to a very sacred place in the higher realms. We are going to journey to the Great Pyramid of Giza, which may be an etheric form of the Pyramid in the higher realms. In your mind's eye, begin to imagine yourself journeying now to the one, Great Pyramid.

In the higher realms, it is a golden pyramid, radiating a brilliant light, a light of wisdom, of knowledge and of the purity of the God essence.
Align and centre through the Sun, Central Sun and Greater Central Sun from Source in Divine Love and Oneness, through your Heart through your body into the core of the Earth and the Sun within, then all the Earth energy back through your body, Heart and out to Source

...... Become aware of yourself outside the Temple of RA.....Are you male or female?....What are you wearing, how are you feeling?....What is your purpose in coming here?.....Ask permission to enter and if allowed walk up the steps and into the outer rooms within the temple.....Is there any duality or power issues you need to love in yourself before you proceed?...Trust whatever you get?.

...Do you still run the magician or powerful priest/priestess routine or are you humble?...If not humble then deep breath Golden Light and the words 'Love and Acceptance" into any ego issues?......Is there fear about being who you truly are and surrendering into Divine Will?...If there is deep breath Golden Light and the words "Love and Acceptance" into the fear.... Do this until you feel at peace, unified, humble, loving and open through your heart......Are you unified in your inner male and female?....

If they are out of balance breath Golden Light and Love into you and send it to each one separately until each is glowing golden, at peace and loving, then see them marry and merge into oneness.....

Then be aware of yourself as you walk down the golden passage way, until you enter into the inner chamber of the Ra Temple.......Become aware of the room, its love, golden glow and beauty, be aware of yourself and your inner beauty and radiance....If you are ready now surrender in Divine Will, allowing yourself to be one with Source, Prime Creator and the Earth......the vehicle that marries Heaven and Earth........As you open up, surrender and allow through your Heart.....A doorway opens into the inner chamber and the column of Divine Light, RA Light that flows eternal, the life-force energy of creation, beware of the codings and symbols as you move effortlessly into it and become it.

....Your whole being is Light, alive, radiant, glowing life-force energy, you are one with Source and Earth...you are your Solar Self, one with the Central Sun............You are Creator God/Goddess, as you become aware of yourself in the bigger picture, yourself as the Creator of whole worlds and dimensions as you are now on Earth at the shift in cycle. The return to the Suns of Creation in unity with Source as you now take responsibility for yourself on all levels and through your Love, your Grace you create the New Earth and Solar System........ Welcome to your home and your beloved essence ! Through the Temple of Ra you will reunite with Creation

We go into the Queens Chamber and the stillness ....to ALLOW.
Now within the Great Pyramid we find ourselves journeying to the Queen's Chamber .Begin to find your way through the passageways leading you to this very sacred space known as the Queen's Chamber.

The Queen's Chamber radiates the Divine feminine essence, the Mother Earth essence, the Blessed Mother essence, the Goddess energy. In this Chamber, your spirit guides and angels have come to be with you to share with you an aspect of your spiritual evolvement to help you expand into your own Goddess self. Take some time now in the Queen's Chamber to be with the Goddess/Mother Earth energies and receive your messages of expansiveness.

Feel your oneness with the Goddess/Blessed Mother and Mother Earth as one. Feel the Divine feminine aspect blending with your higher self, to bring you the wisdom and the knowledge that you need now. Stay here a moment and receive your individual vision now ( I saw the Goddess show me birth and death death and birth on the wheel of life and the lessons of LOVE )

As you integrate the Divine feminine aspects within you and integrate the expansiveness that has been given to you, whether conscious or not, In the Queens Chamber you have gone into the Void and stillness where all is manifest...When you are awakening your remembrance through the Kings Chamber and expressing your Light from within then As now your life will take a new path into wholeness, joy and peace. At the beginning of your new path there maybe confusion, or lack of clarity about where to go now.

There is no going anywhere but into the Peace and stillness, through that all will come to you as your true self already knows what, who and where you are and what your souls desire and expression is. Your consciousness mind may not but if you go into the peace then it will be able to come to you, as now you are not resisting, fearful, anxious or trying to make it happen. In the Void, the silence all is manifest.
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( here it is variable our group assembled around the altar Bill at the head Andrew at the feet reversing the Alpha and the Omega , Tom at the left side the female side Jodi at the right side the male side reversing their roles too . I was invited to lay myhands upon the altar as I stood directly in front of it and was told to open the door of the trap which was revealed to me and blue water rushed out and filled the chambers until it was beneath my nose and above some of our heads as we leaned our heads back in complete trust and without fear the waters subsided and we stood cleansed and dry )
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In the Kings Chamber you go in to know yourself and move beyond the wheel of death and birth, to be unified.Gather your soul, your spirit to come and journey now to the King's Chamber, the Grand Chamber of the Divine masculine near the crown of the pyramid. As you begin to journey through the halls, you are drawn to a chamber of great light. You may begin to feel the powerful, magnetic energy of the King's Chamber, a magical and sacred place.

As you begin to enter the King's Chamber, come into the awareness that there is a gathering of your spirit guides and angels as well as some Ascended Masters that have come to be with you.

For in the King's Chamber you will receive messages, knowledge and even more expansion into all that you are. Take some time now to be with your guides and to receive the knowledge, the wisdom and the expansion that they wish to give you now. Stay here a moment and receive your individual vision now

( I saw Jesus resurrected floating away from the cross and whole again )

In this magical chamber of light your guides and angels wish to share with you even more about your life's purposes here and the Divinity that is within you. Take some time now to blend with the Divine masculine energies present and open to receive more of the higher wisdoms and the expansion of energies that are meant to be shared with you now.

As you may know at the top of every great pyramid there is a crystalline capstone that is the pinnacle of energy. Your guides and angels wish to present you with an etheric representation of this crystal capstone and place it upon your head to amplify the expansion. Take a moment now to feel the crystal capstone descending upon your head, expanding your connection to all the universe, expanding your awareness to all that you are.

To bring all this into completion, your spirit guides, angels and master teachers wish to offer you a closing message of faith, of belief in yourself, a message of courage, courage to live the life you are meant to live here. Take a few moments to receive your final messages from your guides and angels now.

As you honor and acknowledge the gifts you have received in these sacred Chambers, the gifts of wisdom, expansion, spirit, knowledge and strength, begin once again to visualize a column of light coming down from the heart of God and a column of light coming up from the heart of Mother Earth, anchoring and grounding you back to your Earthly body. Know that you can return to the Great Pyramid at any time in your meditations to continue the work of your spiritual evolution.

Return gently and softly back to this time and space, fully aware of the gifts and expansiveness you have received. Anchor the light of the Higher Self back to the physical body, feeling the oneness with All That Is. Feel fully present, fully alive in the now moment, fully content with the knowledge you have received, knowing that even more may continue to unfold for you in the days to come.

We encourage you to know that you have infinite wisdoms, infinite intelligences and infinite capacity to heal the heart. Your spirits, dear ones, are so bright, so beautiful, so profound and so loving. We hope you can appreciate all that you are and integrate the oneness of all that you are into your day-to-day life.

That is the essence of our message for you now and we hope you have felt our excitement and our enthusiasm for sharing it with you because this is such a wonderful time for all of you. We hope that you can embrace the opportunities that are coming up and to be completely fearless, that you can go forward in your lives knowing that you are the Creator of your destiny and with that, you can't help but create greatness.

We send you our love and blessings through all time. We are "ONE".
Recall the messages that you hear there in order to share them with the group later . ....... Now it is time to thank your spiritual guides and angels . We lovingly thank Metatron and Michael for their assistance this evening .

And now we come back gently again into our bodies to stretch and take water . Carry their messages of light back with you now .
Example of a Closing Prayer : Please join me in prayer now , Heavenly Spirit we thank you for the love light and laughter of this evening . We thank each and every teacher who has arrived here tonight . We would like to offer any extra energy that is not needed to protect this home and the loved ones in it to be used to heal ____now where it is most needed . Amen
Title: Journal entries 8th initiations
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 02:24:01
Sveta's journal :We went to Melchiezedek's chamber-We went up the stairs to eye that sees all -there was one big eye and there was light coming out of it -and there was another pyramid that was behind it -all of us were there and somebody else but i did not know who-but i had a feeling it was someone for mum -there was something inside the eye that caught my eye that made me stare at it -and it went over my eye-our guardian angels and spirit guides were there and the ones in our heart-there was a sphere and it flew to me, when i held out my hands -it was painted golden -it opened up like an egg shell -i asked what does that mean? -and out of it came this light -and a new era is going to begin -a new time and everything is going to be better for everything else-can i touch it ,yes go for it ,and i touched the light -it was really hot and I felt happiness I was peaceful and calm-

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Journal Entry : Saturday 15 May 2004 –woken up last night by spirit -thought should i get the others-told to do opposite so went to spirt classroom and i was told to call them to me instead -only by the time  i got there  Bill Tom and Sveta were already there lol-it was in the Hand of God thru Shamballah-I tried to call jodi and andrew-I was shown myself upside down and backwards with my back to the stacks in the Hall of learning -

i think this means go back to the stacks there is much to learn and I have gotten some ideas backwards SIGH.We all put hands upon pillar and added our colours and others did too and we sat in colour order -the one called last sits first -that was me ouch-red orange yellow green blue indigo violet pink but there seemed 12 of us there or even 14 at the table spirit and angels around us so what were the other colours ?-i can only guess they were gold and silver or perhaps the next stack of chakra colours like 9 as i felt 9 was there that pearly white with red in center and then there was pink orange so yes i would say chakra colours there as if we begin again .

There were 8th initiates in a class of 6 and they had the chakras 8 to 14 . I feel that there were 12 and the other class was 8th initiates sitting every other one to help us out and that we were then sorted after the lessons -and told that sveta and I must stay together with tom and Bill but andrew and jodi were left to a different class due to belief systems -in fact we had to assemble and reassemble until we sat in right spot -In part 2 we came together again and with a larger group -red green blue yellow orange purple -so me then bill then tom then sveta then jodi where is andrew though ?-but he was there as i saw his hand for indigo but did not see him as andrew -but as shadow of bluey purple-first left then right then left then right like this

-We sat at a round table and were given the host a small oval piece of hard bread -there were many others around this huge table -and I ate it and said amen but i did not get drink and thought i am thirsty -and feared that i should have no drink-so i got none -this teaches me to have no fear as the grail appeared to the others - consider oneself worthy of blessings to recieve them - learned i should have thought -here is the blood of Christ and placed out my hands for the chalice -instead of fearing we are learning to manifest -and then the teacher was revealed it was Horus

-He floated standing above the centre of the table rotating slowly so we all saw him there speaking slowly in thought of one words and he was dressed in gold robes with a large horizontal blue stripe round the hem .He has long black hair and a strange hat on his head his body was larger than life .-They tested us and asked us questions Bill and Sveta got them all right Bill smiled at me and Sveta tried to pass me the answers telepathically and I failed a few .

But I covered my third eye in shame and wanted to leave feeling not good enough but i was told without emotion stay you must never leave before class is over ,control your thought and stay . -He passed us all his eye and yet had two eyes still lol .Then we looked through it and saw to the right the future to the left the past -I saw Michael marry Hiromi i heard 31 he lay ribbons over her hands in celtic fashion-I saw to the past these bald short huge framed mole men mishapen savages as slaves with collars round their necks building something ...perhaps the pyramids ?only their necks disappeared as they had a head upon their shoulders only

-Then i saw a vision of a rock concert on Ayres Rock and a vision of a rock and roll video there too -Then we heard see the good in all things -Control all your thoughts -Submit to the divine will of GOD -See no evil fear no evil -Make all things well and for the good -Manifestly so -If it is not percieved as Good then co create to make it become so -We were shown the suffering child .-i said that i prayed he would be taken up by the angels of mercy to heaven to rejoin with God -and should he be suffered to live he should be forgiven by his mum and loved and cared for by her -but i was told no-with energy in my right arm -like the opposite of healing -and was shown to think instead everything is right with him all is well -he is loved he is fed he is happy

-it seemed we were there for minutes -it was so hard to maintain that especially when i coughed or sneezed -and snoring hubby kept waking me too -yet Bill said it went on for hours and i woke him lol -i had my hands out in namaste and my legs bent as if i was sitting lol when we went back we went in individual merkabas wrapped in rainbow light

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Journal Wednesday 26th May -This was the St. Stephen Martyr Initiation

Sveta pouted up due to anger at me , for getting caught making expensive mobiles phone calls on our land line . She kept eyes open during meditation and made little puff noises acting childishly . This angered Jodi and Andrew who called her the weakest link.Sveta got her back up even more and would not return .These two thought she should stay out but Tom and Bill insisted it was wrong to exclude her and they were right . As Andrew before her during the Judas initiation. Sveta was pulled away outcast by Andrew who claimed she had not participated in the meditation at the 7th and had been pulled aside by Michael the archangel .But actually I said that she had drunk from the Holy Grail . I had witnessed it as I was reading the meditation aloud . She had been pulled aside by Michael but it was part of the test .

Jodi channeled the colour of the layer of chakras .Ascension channel rainbow light shaft then these 2 above then we went to what looked like shamballah but was a Spiritual Ashram of Luxor on a cloud. We saw the buildings in good form and laid out. Then we went into a room .The first room was a rolling crushing wheel . We had to become small and go under it .Then we fell with great delight but landed in darkness  we manifested light out of the colonade of white columns of light as in Earth's Luxor .We walked down and saw another room.There a was large screw we had to go into it like light thru a tunnel and spin through each channel and fall like a water ride tunnel into water.

We saw the dove of the holy spirit .We found ourselves in the throne room of Serapis Bey but he only appeared like a statue and did not move . There were fists on the arms of a huge throne and we saw the pink carpet rolled out under our feet .It became soft inviting then a tongue ! And above us were teeth of a lion we were in the mouth of the Lion like Aslan . We were told we had to let the teeth pierce our hearts.Tom said for courage. Bill saw a golden thread .We had to become even smaller and ride down through the eye of Horus into the disc with Egyptian writing on the floor .On the left was a fire pit of ashes and a throne of the resurrected Christ .On the right was a pit of fire and the throne of Mary Queen of Heaven .Behind us were Horus, Osiris and Isis and RA and then we bowed to them . Horus as a child came forward and we kneeled and he blessed us with a golden staff curled at the end like a tongue .

We turned around and kneeled before Jesus and there was an altar and Tom was made a priest by Christ and annointed then Tom blessed each head of ours annointing us too .Tom gave us the Holy Grail mine was see through blue sapphire which had the water of life in it .Tom said this is the water of life. Drink of it and quench your thirst and thirst no more . Then we saw a vision in it.Mine was blue and the vision was a purple thread connecting us to Shamballah on earth and the thread goes through the eye of Horus .Then we had  the bread of life . We had to walk into the flame.Tom ,with the blue ray goes first ,his role is as priest . We were asked a question and tested one at time closing the door behind us saying what we saw . I got which is your choice ? I said to submit to the divine will and come closer to God and went up a staircase as did we all

but then we were falling there was  a lift of a mine shaft to the right
a cave with no floor  to our left
a vortex below us and a sinking floor
and before us shamballah
we saw a crystal staircase
with tiny narrow steps and we climbed them .

We went into the library .An angel floated there, the librarian, we asked for the teacher to be revealed and books flew to each hand all of got bibles. Mine said ,"We are all one forgive each other as we forgive ourselves and love one another always and all ways ... others wisdoms  were absorbed mentally as the pages flew by quickly ."

We went into the heart of God and we saw the hierarchy around us and the angels above us . Michael came forward and gave each a crown and we had to examine it. He gave us  a ring .We had to look at it and told to examine the colour to see when it changed and that would be a sign when had passed to the wisdom of the next colour for us  .

.Jodi said she was given a fire flower and a golden feather . The first flower she said was meant for Sveta so we were told to get her .Andrew said we must forgive her and ask her to forgive us and she was the yellow chariot . Now she was called in Andrew and Jodi channeled that they should go get her just as we thought the meditation was over . We were to submit to the fixed design which in our case was 6 . Also 10 go in 8 come out said Andrew .

Jodi was given a bunch of flowers by spirit . She gave each of us a flower and told us what present we had .Mine was an expanding capacity for love.The feather was to write on our hearts and create our own destiny

Paul the Venetian appeared and gave Sveta red and blue veins and arteries and they formed an arrow and she was told she had come directly to the heart of God . She had followed the path of the blood not of the merkaba . Paul sent her a black bible and Michael gave her a diamond ring and rainbows and her crown . She said it was Ukrainian and then her birth mother came in as spirit with Paul's grace

Mary Queen of Heaven floated above us and said,"Wwelcome children of God" to us and then she touched each heart putting a finger into our hearts and making our hearts whole without leaks of impurity, anger ,disease .We were to put the flame of Ascension into each of our hearts .We said amen thank you and kodoish kodoish adonai

There was a rain of blue white tears and a volcano of purple and then the heart gushed more and we were expelled through into the waters of life and swam and then went to a diamond merkaba back to room giving thanks We said amen thank you and kodoish kodoish adonai again

We came down and White Eagle came in .He  helped us measuree our chakras Sveta was 35 Bill 34 Tom 33 Jodi 33Andrew 30 I was 34
We learn that the one that will be the initiator next has the highest number when we end .

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Example of Lessons for the 8th meditation

http://users.senet.com.au/~brains/ant.htm The Antarian Conversion.

SOUL MANTRA:I am the Soul I am the Light Devine I am LoveI am Will I am Fixed Design-Dr. Stone

Start the Day with Love; Spend the Day with Love; Fill the Day with Love; End the Day with Love; This is the way to God." -- Bagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba

Ascension Blessing From Lord Sai Baba by Dr. Stone- I call forth a special ascension blessing from His Holiness, the Lord Sai Baba, to help me complete my ascension so I may be of greater service to all sentient beings.

Ascension column – the continual development of the antakarana as
affected by the insertion of spiritual pillars magnet trains each group pulls along the ones behind it and is pulled forward by the one ahead of it
http://www.lightandlove.net/liteluv/p233.htm
http://www.dianacooper.com/masters.htm
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"Serapis Bey at Luxor Serapis Bey-Has moved to the position of Chohan of the fourth ray, the white ray of harmony and balance. Some fourth-ray qualities are purity, discipline, joy, hope and excellence. His new role is to establish higher healing in medicine, including using sound waves and lasers. He will also encourage Aquarian Age thinking and learning.

He is the only Master to work with the Seraphim and is known as The Egyptian. Sometimes called "the disciplinarian" because of his fierce determination to save souls from self-indulgence and to move them along the most efficient path to their ascension.

It is written that Serapis Bey will never appear the first time to the seeker but waits for them to appear to him in his ashram at Luxor the first time instead . Serapis can help people prepare to receive the Holy Spirit's gift of the working of miracles.

He works with students to help them develop these qualities, gain mastery in the base-of-the-spine chakra and gradually and safely raise the kundalini fire that is stored in that chakra. He is a great devotee of the Divine Mother and of her light and fire within all souls. Serapis Bey teaches how to live life to its fullest in the here and now and how to consciously ascend (accelerate) into that higher reality which is the eternal abode of the soul. Works to balance and activate the energy needed to introduce beauty and art into all areas of life. Helps with personal initiations. He reviews and trains candidates for the ascension.

Past lives: He was Solomon and Zoroaster. In Egyptian incarnations he was Akhenaton IV, the Pharaoh who protected and reorganised the Great White Brotherhood and also established new rules for it. He was also the Pharaoh Amenophis. He built the temple of Thebes and He was the Egyptian pharaoh Amenhotep III, c. 1417-1379 b.c., called "the Magnificent." Serapis spent many lifetimes along the Nile, and as the Egyptian pharaoh Amenhotep III he constructed the physical temple at Luxor. His most familiar incarnation was Leonidas, the great warrior who led the Spartans in the famous battle at Thermopylae, Greece. Serapis ascended around 400 B.C. "
There are two initiations of love under Serapis Bey – Dr. Stone Source : http://www.drjoshuadavidstone.com/ascseats1.htm

One more tool I would highly recommend you utilize at whatever level you are working, is to call forth the anchoring of the ascension seat at your level of initiation into your four-body system, your home, and your ascension column on a permanent basis!!! Let's say you call forth the anchoring of the ascension seat in Luxor to be anchored in this manner. This way you will be living in the ascension seat on a full-time basis without even asking and all who enter your home will walk into it.As we continue on our spiritual growth we will anchor more ascension seats.Choose your ascended master before we begin - You will immediately begin to feel the flow of the spiritual current in the top of your head and throughout your entire body. Sometimes it takes a minute or two to get established, sometimes not.

I find that the higher you go in the ascension seats, more warm up time is needed so they don't blow your circuits. If you can't feel anything, ask a second time and also request an increase in the ascension seat voltage. Always remember it is the energy that creates the acceleration. I find that the higher you go in the ascension seats, more warm up time is needed so they don't blow your circuits.

If you can't feel anything, ask a second time and also request an increase in the ascension seat voltage. Always remember it is the energy that creates the acceleration. You don't have to be psychic or clairvoyant or hear voices. If you do, all the better, however it is totally unnecessary. It is the flow of the spiritual current through your twelve-body system over time that builds the light quotient and creates the transformation. Be patient and persevering in your efforts and the results will be remarkable. I guarantee it!!! One of the real keys to the spiritual path is to not waste time and to not waste energy, but to still have fun. The use of the ascension seats may be one of the single most important spiritual tools for accelerating spiritual evolution this world has ever known.


Take advantage of them and enjoy the process of being a cosmic traveler. God has given you everything you need to achieve ascension and liberation. You must use your free choice to take advantage of all that He has given. You might call upon Jesus Christ, Lord Buddha or our Cosmic Christ, Sai Baba. Some common choices are om, aum, YHWH, Adonai, So Ham, Rama, Allahu Akbar and God.

http://www.ascendedmasters.ac/luxor.html
Title: 9th initiation The Chamber of Shekinah
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 02:39:59
9th initiation The Chamber of  Shekinah
When we open Chakras 15 we channel the Ascended Masters and Archangels of the Buddhic Plane. This is our REVELATION and our 5th initiation and we step on to the path of Ascension . As Chakra 16 opens, we leave the solitary path of meditation and become obsessed with service in healing or readings or teaching or channeling .We begin to work with the hierarchy .We begin the Quickening which is the rapid acceleration of light quotient building a new higher frequency occurs in us as the energy wraps around our heart with love and light and laughter .

We become imbibed with the Sacred Geometry of the Metatron's Cube , Eve's Grid , The Flower of Life , The Tree of Life and The Merkaba. We explore spirituality through a closed circle and learn Group Dynamics. We cannot open the 19th chakra until we manifest the group merkaba .We make the DECISION to travel as a group to the 6th dimensional Monadic Plane to receive the 6th Rod of Initiation in Melchizedek's Ascension Chamber. We accept Eucharist from the Holy Grail .

We find the path to Shamballah and from there we go to the Hand of God to have the 7th initiation. We drink once more from the Holy Grail this time we are together on the Logoic Plane The kundalini descends through a double twist through the ascension channel ,we open chakras 29 to 35.This is the green chartreused stack of chakras in the 7D .

We have our 8th initiation. .In the 8th initiation we will enter the door alone once more . We travel to the ascension seat at Luxor to the retreat of Serapis Bey . There we enter the labryinth and we are pierced by the jaws of Aslan .We drink the third time from the Holy Grail but this is the water of life and not the blood of Christ .We recieve the Bread of Life from the Priest annointed by Jesus . We walk into the flame and climb into the Heart of GOD in Shamballah once more .

This influence is female . It is what is what can be concieved and unmade . We meet Shekinah and learn more about the female aspect of the Godhead as we go back to Luxor and Serapis Bey and enter the garden of Shamballah. Finally we learn about the element of Earth the combined action of fire air and water .Now we are still hungry to come closer to God to walk in more personal way on this earth and not just in meditation .

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Journal Entry Sunday 30 May 2004-Sveta and I channeled a new dimensions chart and I wanted to glimpse the next one so we went to Sirius in Diamond merkaba .We called forth Metratron and our guides and angels. Quan Yen and White Eagle came there then and Kuthumi too to help us .We went through worm hole . We saw blue lodge of sirius a pyramid in stars it was sapphire blue on outside and little white stars on roof like diamonds .

Inside the "Arcturians" blue pink purple people. They move like snails. They float like birds . I wonder if their world is aquatic . They have bodies like gel or invertebratinous slime . Their form is not constant but changes size as they move . They have tube like fingers but not the same legs. They have 2-3 eyes I could not be certain . Two like us in position but larger faces and heads but as tall as the shortest humans people than huge form when stretched out taller than any of us , not constant .

We got prezzies we got flowers long stem star flowers we got rods of initiations and a star torch .We gave them gifts. I gave an Easter egg with a stripe of each colour of our pillar I made with love light laughter. Sveta gave them a merkaba small with stripes coming out of light and gave them wisdom activity and power .

One followed us back and told us JUSTICE then bade us anchor an ascension seat to Sirius in this room and then in the parlor . We have ascension seats now in three bedrooms , the girls bath , the parlor and the study .

New Chart :The kundalini rises on the 8th note risiing through 1-7 chakras upon the silver cord it descends upon the 15th note through 8 -14 chakras upon the silver cord-it rises on the double cord on the 22nd node through chakras 15-21 through the antakarana-it descends the double cord on the 29th node through chakras 22-28 through the antakarana-it rises the third braid on the 36th chord through chakras 29-35 through the ascension channel-it descends with the third braid on the 43rd chord through chakras 36- 42 through the ascension channel-it rises the fouth spiral on the 50th node through chakras 43 -49 through the star seed tunnel-it descends the fouth spiral on the 57th node through chakras 50-56 through the star seed tunnel

We take deeper and deeper breaths of integration and synthesis as our merkabah returns to Luxor where we will take our second initiaion of LOVE at the temple of Thebes the ascension chamber of Serapis Bey and the retreat of the White Brotherhood .

We arrive in the chamber of Aslan the Lion . The Priest Tom must find the key (LOVE which is in the Priestess Sveta's heart ). Bill is called to Heal the hole in Sveta's heart which was made through being orphaned now it is filled with incredible love and light and laughter . At the altar Tom annoints us with the soot from the pit of ashes sealing us with the sign of the cross on the forehead . Dust though art and to dust thou shalt return. We each say amen He seals each of us now with the Power of the Holy Spirit making a cross on our crown chakra . Now we must find the door ( in the floor the golden disc using a lever what ?? ) the lock is opened with the key from sveta's heart .

We must jump into the dark abyss revealed we fall seemingly forever and land in the cold dark ocean . This is the Sea of Wisdom . We float effortlessly to the rivers of life from Shamballah . We see mountains on either side of us that are violet and blue they are snowcapped . Above them are many rainbows and between them there is a lush green valley filled with flowers . at the end of the river we see a lagoon from which a Waterfall flows from the source . We climb out of a lagoon in the lush green rainforest . We must walk to the rainforest and walk beneath this waterfall . Now we walk through the cave wall into a chamber . This is the womb of Shekinah as before we were in hand of God and the heart of God . Now we are in the womb or the female aspect - the Goddess .

We see the flame on the right this time and behind it a statue of Shekinah .On the left we see the ash .pit and an altar and behind these a statue of Yahweh . This time the flame is purple and black.We must remove the black . We must cleanse this sacred flame of negativity . We will either stand in a circle and remove the black by self sacrifice and wrapping it round our arms then sending it above our heads to the universe or by standing in queue and blowing it away me last sveta first as directed by here

We must walk into the ashes and sink into mother earth .We hear her heartbeat . We see the walls of this womb beginning to bleed This is the sacre coeur of the bleeding heart . Quickly we are up to our chins the three women swim forward and the priestess directs us to hold up our hands and say "let the waters subside with the power of three in the name of the mother the daughter and the holy spirit ". We each come up and hold arms up palm to palm fingers outstretched over the table of our room . We must stand in our physical form to be tested and to learn discipline .

Sveta is clothed by Shekinah in a purple hooded robe . Sveta has long yellow blond hair now. She has become the priestess called the Golden Child . The priestess leads us to the well of living waters by which each one must serve the one on our left with a cup and not ourselves Are we to turn this water into wine . Iam not sure let us sort that out together now . .Sveta moves her hand over the waters and a vision appears then she dips the cup and hands it to Tom . Tom drinks and says amen When we drink we say peace be with you before we pass it and the drinker will look to the vision within the cup and then drink it and say amen . we wait in turns. I am last .

Then a cradle appears a creche really ..Above it is the holy spirit as a silver feathered bird with fish scaled like layered feathers . This is the mother goose . It lays 6 eggs . The Golden Child now manifests a basket and we each must put a coloured egg into it in our order as the priestess calls us forward . To make our eggs we must manifest the outside to be coloured as an Easter Egg the colour of our pillar color given to us by Alice Bailey . Inside the yolk we place our darkest thought our weakest moment in this life as the core thought now we make this yolk become golden and cleansed by wrapping it in our most enlightened moment the time in this life that would make God and Goddess most proud of us . We do this by placing on hands over it and boiling it .with healing energy .

When we placed all of them in the basket , the priestess presents them to Shekina who bows her head namaste and then tells us to find another key to leave . ( this one is wisdom in the priestess mouth .) The word Sveta gives us is POWER . Andrew should find this keysas he is the mage initiator in the next 9th initiation . The priestess will have two tests for us and for her . Then a cradle appears a creche really .

We each are presented with a white candle we have to change it to become our pillar colour and then we place it on his birthday cake .Sveta lights the candles The priestess lifts up the infant that appears . She holds it above her head and says Kodoish kodoish adonai .

Then she gives the infant three presents and passes it to each of us to give three presents counter clockwise from the priest and last to Catherine . (I must give baby Jesus gold frankincense and myrrh )Shekinah bows namaste and we are told to find the second key now and return to the pyramid.We must find a second door too.

When we go inside Serapis Bey appears and we kneel . He shoves a pillar into our spine through our head we submit without fear . This is the third it goes in the middle between mercy and discipline this is the Activity & Fixed Design . The kundalini will now descend into our ascension column . We bow our heads namaste we give thanks and we say amen Our diamond merkaba appears and our Merkabah travels downward to anchor back on Earth.With the assistance of Beloved Archangel Sandalphon and the Earth Mother we now emerge from our Merkabah blessedly transformed by the Sacred Flames.More resolute than ever in our Will to Serve, we slowly anchor back into the room in which we are sitting.We anchor further still into our physical bodies, filled with the Love, Wisdom and Power of GOD! When you are ready, you may open your eyes.Namaste!

Andrew is the Mage for the 9th initiation . We will maintain the roles of warrior priest priestess mage and prophet until the 12th which we will have this year . This will end our cosmic initiations and prepare us for masters of ascension and the next level . It does not really end here it begins again .
Title: 10th and 11th initiations
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 03:32:54
10th initiation -manifest your own ashram in spirit
11th initiation- Blue Lodge on what is called "Sirius "
From this point on we channeled on our own without help from any work of Alice Bailey or Dr. Stone . You may use our lessons and journals posted here  as a guide to read before you sit in meditation . Your own path will not be the same but there are common threads that run amongst us all . Always open and see what spirit reveals to you . "Ask and the teacher will be revealed "Go where the teachers lead you in trust and love and light . Have faith not fear . Always open and close in prayer and confirm each other but do not be hesitant to correct what a mate gives off politely if you sense something different . Learn discernment . Trust your feelings .

Journal Entry  Pre Initiation Saturday 5 June  2004 am  A spirit of an old man appeared appeared to me in the study.He stood in front of me . He was tall thin . The air became cold . He was white . His hair was blowing like it was windy . He had blue purple hair .I heard a word like : justin justice ?? He was standing in water the sea of time .With wind in his face and his hands out in support ,the winds of time .This is the Lord of Time , Father Time.These are the Lords of Time and Space and there is a crystal.Now the higher self of Andrew appears in the middle .Andrew wears a toga like robe over his  left shoulder .From the bath , cleansed.

Now a Male spirit a young one appeared just as Jodi called me on the phone .He has a halo around his head of the tri fold flame .Yellow blue pink .The Lord of Space , he is the opposite of the old one young , chubby short vs. tall thin etc.He is warm and short and chubby cheeked and chubby tummy rounded in face and young looking .Andrew in higher self appears standing in the middle of them facing the Lord of space . The Lord of Time is placing a towel of hot water .A turkish towel on the right shoulder of Andrew . Andrew cleanses himself with thought and is made pure and then a toga appears where there was a loin cloth .over left shoulder in toga think of bath and are cleansed .

Andrew has manifested  our ashram on the cosmic arch beyond the logoic plane .Now we must anchor it at lapis lazuli on the rainbow arch . This is the second finger of God on the cosmic arch in the Sapphire coloured area.Andrew recieves a rock from the young one and holding hands on top and below he takes it in right hand and manifests it into a crystal which he gives to the old one and the old one crushes it into ashes which are to be gathered up by the prophet in her open cupped hands and from one grain of sand she teaches us to see the rock that was the crystal that may be and the ash it will become . The rock is from Peter.

Kuthumi appears he commissioned Jodi to paint his image of his face over the energy body in a lotus position he now reminds us it is time .all colours unto you -making my image now please looking here Catherine she was not ready yet she will paint it now ( his picture )using the colours of the yoga the mapping of the universe Kuthumi says ;How did you enter Shamballah ? When last you entered on the 9th initiation ?You were like children with muddy feet coming into grandmas house .She received us with great love and some humour but she would like us to wipe our feet the next time. We must walk with more respect more obedience more love and more honour to each other ourselves and to the mahatma and to God and to life.

Andrew is to place our ashram on the lapis lazuli cosmic arch and we are to abide there eternally .We have a relationship to each other now and have had them before too . This is to be the ashram of Andrew the mage .But it is also for all of us a home . Our ashram must be as close to center of source and GOD as allowed and others will fall to either side or behind us .

Lesson Energy Body -We clairvoyantly observed the colours of our energy body. The dominant leg is Earth and electric male hermetically . It 's energy feels warm and moist . It appears pinky orange or salmon red. The non dominant leg is Air and female magnetic. It's energy feels cool and dry . It  appears cyan yellow green .

The dominant arm is Fire and electric male hermetically . It's energy feels hot and light and dry .It appears high like a volcano erupting up in  orange red or amber . The hand is not coloured as the arm the fingers seem a bouquet of colours but the palm is white on the dominant hand and hot and the palm on the non dominant hand is black and cold for now . Later they develop the colours of the arm . The non dominant arm is Water and magnetic female hermetically . It's energy feels cold and heavy and wet . It appears like a waterfall surging down indigo falling into  the deepest ocean .,....like the sea of stars in the heavens became these two arms

We learned that Sveta and I were backwards as we were born left handed people so our dominant colours were reversed even though I had been forced to become right handed by sitting on my right hand in elementary school . The energy body is not fooled by society and remains as it was fashioned at birth .

.We saw the violet red  snake of the kundalini  appear above the left side of the head first  then the aqua blue one appeared on the right  side of the head .

We saw the bracelets around each wrist go in opposite directions away from the body so that the right arm goes counterclockwise and the left arm goes clockwise .

Also the kaballah pillars of 3 became 4 and a square column changing from the triangular prism rotates within us as it already does in Andrew but on us it remains fixed we develop at slightly different rates but we have learned that whatever a fixed member of the group attains all in the group do attain soon thereafter .

Bill has a purple ring now the colour of the snake and may be a cleric in the 13th initiation. Two parts in this echelon, He is healer and alchemist but not a warrior now . Recall that Archangel Michael gave each of us a ring in the what was it 8th intiation and when it changes colour we will know Mine is to go from red to aqua blue and Bills from green to purple .

We learned that the male triangle is called the girdle of power and the female storage centre is called  the caput (captain –head )of wisdom . We learned that the anji flame of the heart is the fire of GOD or the fire of life .It is silver and also called the anu . It rotates around our hearts now and no longer blows just right and left or as some yoga books say up and down .

The bracelets are earned and signify the roles we have had when each initiator earns one each of group gets one .So warriour healer alchemist and power love wisdom so force on one side and roles on other I saw on left arm power wisdom love and on right side adept alchemist and healer five bangles on th left is the WORD the right is the roles we play with the words

10th Initiation

We did as channeled above and also Andrew got a golden staff to initiate us when Tom is here . We saw the front door through the heart of the ashram and the back door through to the akashic records . We saw a wormhole beneath . We went around the circle and each said what they saw and gave a gift to the ashram too . Heidi saw gold corner and light and love and gave cleansing . Sveta saw Eden in upper chamber.Green Rainforest and mountains she gave CREATIVITY and life and the ashram became . Jodi gave PEACE.

The ashram was square based pyramid on top Yahweh on the bottom Shekinah each having flushed energy of negativity as two apertures on hman body . Jodi saw that Rhiannon was the guardian of the ashram . Bill saw that Mother Teresa and Mother Mary were there and he said that there was a totem pole in the middle which was ornately carved and Andrew said was tthat was an ascension symbol . He saw an altar and a golden staff upon it for Andrew to take in his right hand . Bill gave it healing and harmony .Our Ashram looks like a giant merkaba.

Andrew asked me to go next I saw the four elements one on each of pyramid square base floor the floor tiled of blue and gold moon and sun the ceiling of blue and gold . I saw the earth in the north and the sun / air in the west the moon/ water in the east and the stars above the ashes below the fire behind in the south the air above the earth above the . I saw us flesh out the walls now of the bottom chamber and making it a flush to take away all negativity and to unmake and to de-evolve and to destroy that which was allowed to be unmade by the divine will of GOD . I gave it the POWER . Andrew saw that it was GOOD he described it as completer and gave it WISDOM .

He initiated each of us with the golden staff that curls like an Egyptian priest . But this is part A we do it again with Tom later . Mother Teresa bade us reach up our hands which became red and to issue forth stars into the ceiling star flowers gold and diamond platinum and gold white and silver and orange gold too . Then we came back into the body and gave thanks . We prayed and on the way home Mother Teresa asked us to pray for her as she asked us to pray for ourselves . We are to pray that she will become stronger so that she may manifest herself to the unaware humans and touch their hearts with love and light. As we our tested by the mahatma who Ask God that we are ready fro the next level so the new world teachers are tested by us and we must pray to God that they be received onto the next level with love and mercy to help humans ascend .

Journal Channeling with Debbie 7 June begin 11th initiation

Sveta and I took Debbie.We wanted to see the purple people again in Siriius the "Arcturians" or so they have been called. We got there but we were greeted and asked why we were there .We were not able to go through the door saw in the window felt a draft come through the door Called White Eagle and Quan Yen. I did not see them yet . I did see Mother Teresa though .We left went to Melchiezedek instead saw Metatron and Uriel and Michael and Melchiezedek.Debbie got Order of Melchiezedek and a Rod of Initiation , the Holy grail but decided to wait for a group Jesus blessed her holy spirit above her .We held hands entire time .Mary came said to come again to the house of god as children .Debbie got a sphere and two stripes were pulled out by Mary and laid across her hand a purple and yellow gold so scout or pilot Mother Teresa came and asked us to pray for her. So here she was at 6th initiation and she has moved down quickly trying to reach the unaware humans as we move up trying to get closer to God .We acknowledged her work to move down to the 5th initiation requiring her to increase vibration to work with unaware humans to shine their light in dreams .Jesus said walk in peace and sealed Debbie with sign of Holy Spirit on forehead and palm across heart .

Serapis Bey came and gave her a fork with an x over it said don't get diabetes watch sugar intake .and showed her a mantle of gold and placed it over her shoulders saying ,"This is the mantle of honour."and then he put a lotus blossom on her head and the candles appeared He told her to light the rainbow coloured candles Then an onion appeared in the centre daddy's fruit a hint to take dad (Bill Curran ) and then the colours of purple and green .She was bidden to walk through flame of St Germaine and then St Michael .Then we said thanks. Namaste and came back into the room and our bodies . It was revealed Debbie had had a life in Egypt during the time of Anubis .She was a youth in a temple with short straight black hair small child like body not known which sex and then saw an old grey long beard to knees man who may have been her too or might have been Enoch .

Lesson -Chakras in layers in Multiples of 7

Although it is true that we have only 7 chakras it is also an incomplete truth . These primary chakras become larger and infused with greater energy as we develop.This change is noted in a change of colour which is in fact the overlaying of the colour of the emergent subtle body .It is as if we see the original colour chakra down a tunnel through layers of other colours .

Referring to the chart , we see the first chakra in the primary stack as red but when the first subtle body has filled with light then we see this golden infusion in that red chakra . When the second subtle body fills its light quotient of platinum blue we see both blue and golden layers in this red chakra . And so this pattern of overlaying colours of the energy of the subtle bodies continues to change the apparent colour of the chakras to the clairvoyant viewer .

It is certainly possible to enumerate the chakras . Confusion of the numeration system occurs when we mistakenly count the alpha and omega apertures as chakras . These 2 apertures lie directly above and below the body centered on the spinal column .The alpha and omega apertures are the outlets of energy and light from which our light quotient is filled . They function as an os . They open and close like a sphincter. If we do not enumerate these openings at all we can simply count out chakras in multiples of 7 .

Why bother to measure or calculate our growth? White Eagle asked us to use chakra readings to determine who was ready for an ascension circle and suggested to us to cull the sitters at chakra 15 or higher from the open circles . It is therefore helpful to the teacher to see what lessons the student is capable of understanding . It reveals what gifts the sitter already has been opened to . It demonstrates progress to the sitter and to the teachers . Each chakra that opens up gives us another wisdom and gift . These gifts are developed in a predictable continuuum also.

The clairvoyant can also determine which stack has been opened and what subtle body has developed in the sitter by viewing the energy body . The sitter will have limbs and other appendages that are infused with colours demonstrating the layer that has opened .

So that when we take on and integrate each subtle body we can see that colour coming into the energy body.The colours of the layers of the chakras are mapped onto the energy body which is also viewable clairvoyantly . There is an established predictable continuum of development . We develop in our face , head and crown regions the golden and blue layers first . The second pair are seen as salmon red and chartreuse green on the legs . The third pair are seen as indigo blue and red orange upon the arms . Later a pair of snake heads will surround the omega aperture appearing as purple grey and blue green above the omega . Finally snake tails appear below the alpha . When these layers have been integrated a mantle of honour can be seen on the upper chest and shoulders .

The spiritual development of the human can be clairvoyantly measured and demonstrated in a number of ways . The ascended masters of the Mahatma can count the number of flower of life spheres that are viewed in our aura.Not one by one with a finger do they count but the number is just known when they ask . Similarly we are taught that the number can be known and the last chakra opened can be viewed .

White Eagle has taught us to look at the sitter and see the colour of the layer they are eveloping . This colour demonstrates to the reader which stack of level the sitter has integrated . The layers of subtle bodies are known and the acquisition of light within each subtle body that manifests is heralded by another initiation as shown in the following chart .

We are born with a few chakras open on the first stack 1 to 7 .We have a silver cord which connects our astral body to the physical body and we travel to the 4th Dimensional plane through astral projection in our dreamtime . We have a merkaba when we are born this is a spiritual protection vehicle the chariot we use to travel with intent when we become aware .We learn from our parents and churches from our dreams and prayer life . We are working with our guardian angel and our guide but we are unaware of what we do in the spirit . We use White Light protection .

After the Kundalini rises , we begin the Spiritual Path ,we open chakras 8 to 14 .

This is the golden stack of chakras the 4D . This influence is Yahweh the male aspect of the Godhead , the Sun and Heat and light and the breath that creates all that is . Finally we learn about the element of AIR and balanced polarity . We continue to open through prayer, dreams, meditation and astral travel . We begin to see the 5th dimension . We are able to feel , see and hear spirit and angels . We protect ourselves with the Golden Dome of Protection . We can learn to work with our main guide and we can begin to work consciously with our guardian angel too .

http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/chakras.msnw

http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/yourwebpage1.msnw

http://users.senet.com.au/~brains/ant.htm

http://web.wt.net/~cbenton/kabbalah/kabbalah.htm

http://www.halexandria.org/dward001.htm

When the kundalini descends upon the silver cord we open chakras 15 to 21.

This is the platinum or steel blue stack of chakras the 5D . This influence is Shekinah the female aspect of the Godhead , the Moon and Cold and darkness it is the river of life from which all can be concieved . Finally we learn about the element of Water and magnetism . We continue to open through prayer, dreams, meditation and astral travel . We begin to go to the 6th dimension on a group merkaba. We work with the mahatma . We channel the ascended masters and really become obsessed with service through healing or mediumship etc. We protect ourselves with the Platinum Net of Archangel Metatron . We get our invitation to Ascension and form a closed circle to learn group dynamics love and harmony .

http://www.crystalinks.com/ascension.html

http://beaskund.helloyou.ws/netnews/bk/initiation/toc.html

http://beaskund.helloyou.ws/netnews/

http://hometown.aol.com/gracewatcher/six.html

http://www.drjoshuadavidstone.com/index.htm

The kundalini ascends in a double twist through the ascension channel ,we open chakras 22 to 28.This is the red or salmon pink red stack of chakras in the 6D . This influence is Male again. It is what is what can be created . Finally we learn about the element of Fire the energy of Electricity and Light . We ascend in this body in the 6th initiation going to the ascension seats and to visit the ashrams of the mahatma on a group merkaba. We work with the mahatma . We channel the ascended masters and really become obsessed with service through healing or mediumship etc.Then we travel to the 7th dimension or the Logoic Plane and into Shamballah . We protect ourselves with the Platinum Net of Archangel Metatron .

http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/chargingyourmerkabainmeditation.msnw

http://www.crystalinks.com/merkaba.html

http://www.tsunyotakohet.com/teaching/sdc7.htm

http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/thequickening.msnw

And we go to the 6th Dimension

http://groups.msn.com/solarangelsspiritbliss/therays.msnw?action=get_message&mview=0&I

D_Message=1392&LastModified=4675461588643038961

We ascend in this body .

http://www.innerlightsanctuary.com/GOLDEN%20CHAMBER%20OF%20MELCHIZEDEK.htm

http://www.starwheels.com/Wisdom_Cards/Wisdom_2/87_Merkaba-24.html

Our closed circle just had the 7th initiation in Shamballah .

http://www.drjoshuadavidstone.com/aclasses/asclass3.htm

We drank from the Holy Grail the 2nd time and sat in the hand of the God .

http://www.earthscape.net/cosmic/init.htm

http://www.innerlightsanctuary.com/IndexFramedwFooter.htm

http://www.drjoshuadavidstone.com/15major.htm

June 9th 2004 11th initiation  

So we were to have done the orange then the sapphire but instead we were led to do half the sapphire then the other half back to the orange in the same night and in the same place so we went to our ashram to do the top of the pyramid and then to sirius and then to the bottom of the ashram

We first had Andrew tell us we were to just sit there and talk to each other telepathically but I disagreed and said he must talk .I felt he was blocking and not being serious at all but perhaps I was wrong when the evening was over he said he thought we were to sit there in silence the whole session.

I was told we were on the blue ray on the second finger on the left hand of GOD the indigo hue of the blue ray .We fleshed out the ashram and Andrew asked us to each go to a portal and look out and see the pillar in the middle too to look up the pillar and down to the next one and describe it.We saw metres of ribbons of rainbows and a lady with stars in her hair that jodi called phonecia ... I heard portia . We saw the solar angel who presented a purple heart to Andrew who placed it in a chamber on the stairs between the two halves up and down .Tom gave the ashram protection and knowledge .Then Tom was blessed with the golden staff and then got a large golden flower we each stepped onto a petal and were taken to the blue lodge .There we saw a huge blue man with dark black beard called chaos or the equivalent in a merkaba sitting in the centre of many circles of which some were human rainbow people and some were "arcturian" initiates.There were "arcturian" masters without heads rather appearing to have no head as the robes had big collars .And angels everywhere . Then Al a maych ti us came forward we were told he was the messiah of his planet .

His people speak in harmonics and the celtic alleuia tones sounds like his name. They can be of either sex and only procreators decide to be female and these are worshipped and the babys are in exo fetuses and breath around the parents face somehow –Jodi said.They can float and bubble up like jelly fish and they move like snails as well not maintaining constant form they are pink and purple and they have no warm colours in their world there is green and purple and blue but we saw no yellow red and or orange but we presented him with bread we broke and gave to him and he gave us water in a goblet.We were given two rings one of which we were to give to a being of their circle and one for us they were gold or platinum .We were given two rings one of which was to be given to our peer on their planet but we did not do that yet

We saw the rainbow colours on each ring some saw them as gold some as platinum .The rings are mood rings and show us to control our thought they get tighter to let us know we are doing wrong.We were given the fourth pillar of temporal and spatial divination .Alice Bailey came in to help us speak and Serapis bey and Abraham .We got the rod of Arron given to Andrew who had to make it into water or snakes or a rod like Moses or Aaron did .

We were given a flower to smell and that brought us back to our own ashram where joid took us through the ashes into the bottom chamber and we had to move the wheel of time back a notch like a ship wheel it was and she began and then we had to place into the ashes that which we wished to be unmade and to give blessings to our life by undoing karmic bonds and sins And then I put in anger and greed and jealously and not forgiving etc and then I put in my karmic negativity bonds esp of my children and my husband so that they could love me more fully and I could love them unconditionally.

The word of the 10th was justice and the word of the 11th was honour.

We rose like rainbow people like a phoenix from the ashes and went upstairs into the akashic records where we looked at our image and saw we were indigo and got keys to place in the heart of our image of the disciple which then opened like a locket and saw the one half indigo is what we have done so far  the other half purple what we will do . I think Elijah was the one who gave us the golden mantle of honour and protection and that they were to teach me what they learned and I was to be the student and receive the information this time .I felt we were asked in spirit to speak of what we learned and how it changed us so far and what is our goal .
Title: 12th initiation
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 04:04:39
Journal Entry Friday 12 June 2004

12th initiation at "Sirius"

We learned about  a gelatinous spiritual substance could come from our palms to surround around negativity spiritually also  instead of being repelled some negs now find our energy  attractive to consume.This ooze keeps us our energy from being eaten away and it protects the source of the attack  from their own  negs .We can then help the source by cutting off the negs which will shrivel and fly off .The source host is then smothered in a way and we can tell it it will have to call out to GOD and angels and become saved and reborn.

the archangels appeared - there were 4 corners

so north is gabriel and air near Andrew
and the south was Uriel and earth near  Bill
the east was raphael  and  fire due to fireplace near Catherine
the west was  michael and water near Jodi

so michael between jodi and bill and alice bailey  said jodi
then andrew got kuthumi and gabriel between him and her
and i had raphael between me and andrew  and serapis bey
and between bill and me there was uriel and paul the venetian

we channeled that we were to go to our ashram
that we were to use the drawing  sveta channeled
and the pyramid i found image of
the star point  on top of pyramid

the soul point on the bottom of pyramid and i heard the 22.5 degree kinda a chunka noise of the gateway opening when they are in alignment
we saw a golden gargoyle should be told to sit on the top and an ebony gargoyle on the base

we saw a channel going through the shaft between the two points
and then we were told to manifest an energy body up this shaft
me red and jodi orange and yellow then bill green and andrew blue and indigo and purple and then me alpha an omega....  

alpha was the colours of the chakras omega the colours of the energy body chakra stacks  and use the tracks of two lines each sidenorth to south two lines and two lines south to north

and then east to west and west to east and then across between them in an x on both sides horizontally and another vertically

then we saw the solar angel that gave us the purple heart on wednesday
float betwween the shaft when she came down she went through us

we had to open the portals and we placed fire on the east  because the fireplace was there

then we had to flesh out an energy body of legs arms the eye of Horus
the wings
the snake heads and tails too
then we were done and we had to put rocks in the treasure chest  in the female chamber
and the tools in the upper chamber of the male

we got a sword in a stone
we got an axe in a rock
and the 2 snakes purple an blue on a warming stone
then we followed alamaytica to the portal of the north and went to his world

we gave them the rings on our left finger given in wednesday initiaon
a snake pierced our heart and we had to bleed to death and
we had our brain taken out half side through the left nostril
and a golden staff with peacock feather at top was shoved into left side  our 5th pillar

we got a helmut  looking like pineapple and over our third eye we got dragonfly eyes

and then there was like feathers sticking out of the pineapple threads really

we got a cup of honey chocolate liquid
i gave them a holy grail an dthey all got it
then bill gave them a crystal

then jodi gave them scrolls then andrew gave them rods of initiation
and they asked to come to our ashram

they enjoyed our ashram and said we had imagination they had control of thought little technology

i gave them mcdonalds and fireworks and chocolate lollies and honey wine mead

and they gave us mushroom like buttons and we ate them and it was like a hallucinogen

then we had a trip to their own personal ashram and we saw fairies and rode the luck dragon from neverending story what they had manifested from Earth fantasy literature

but this one was pruple and we saw mermaids and  the land of legends
then we went to see their world as the land of fantasy was only the space between the worlds

and then we saw the caverns and the orange star and the pink ocean and the cliffs and precipices and purple trees and bushes

some where in between they gave us each a necklace and  we got the rod of initiation that was golden and we had peaccok feathers

each of us had a different necklace mine was made of rainbow scarabs
and had a snakes  tail beneath it and a thick braclet size golden flat clasp at the back

jodi had a golden ouroborus ,and andrew a celtic braid
and  bill had one of  human hair and something hanging from it a warrior sort

and then we saw the merkaba and came back into our bodies after we said thanks and
namaste it was glorious
Title: 13th Initiation
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 04:21:59
!3th Return to Our Ashram
Wednesday we went back to the ashram and sveta made the sun and tom made the moon .The solar angel came and put a topaz blue stone in our hearts and in the heart of the ashram

spirit gave us snow angel dust magic and coloured birds
we each put in animals
i put in snake scorpion eagle and lion
sveta put in dove
bill bear and wolf
then we followed alametica to his ascension seat
and sveta and tom had the rod and the cup and the necklace

then the snakes rose from the middle and they pierced first the hearts of sveta and tom left brain thru left nostril

and then they went round  the group and the snakes piercing each ones heart on the right side removed thru the  right nostril
and alametica kneeled at each ones feet and presented us with a bracelet

and these were on left hand and golden like cuffs of priest
then we went back to our ashram

he sat there in lotus position and in the middle floating
serapis bey came forward and all the mahatma in the center around huge lotus

then one on our heads and candles 7 one each colour and then braided and then white flame we had to manifest

starry hair lady came up gave us clear rod of water and flaming diamond

we drank it and it became the sixth pillar it hurt a bit
there was a spiral of rainbow coiled slipping into it

and then 3 ladies with stars in their hair and i suppose also three men not sure

Bill said a man approached him saying he was their leader a human group that passed this ascension level is sitting in UK now His name was David

these are the humans who were also little
"gods and goddesses "
like us these are humans that have graduated the avatar course and are teaching to us

then celebration and stars pink lights and we had to go down with Bill through purple portal

into cold blue and outside orange hot
we saw a being approach and he was like a beetle man
and we saw a living merkaba fleshy on outside was skin alive techno spaceship and we went into it

became morphed into dragonfly like wasps
went out of the galaxy cold and black into a warm spot saw a tunnel orange and blue purple and gold and we had to choose went to the middle the heart of it

we  chose green we felt ground
we went into an rainbow arch into cave
wet drops slid off wall of cave became tall thin beings of blue dark blue gray white

then they pierced our right palm with a black thorn and poisoned us

and the ooz came out so we can go back there like a silver cord said Jodi I think also to teach us to use this for protection
they gave us a cup we held it and it floated above our heads and poured over us libation

and then we had a galatic crown like a cone on our heads golden and spikes coming out of female  scalps and men got a 3 banded crown like a king would wear

we looked down had the snake tails now and rainbow toes
space slippers golden studded
and a helmet

each helmet was different mine was samurai
tom roman legion jodi snake head a mask with her head in it
went back to shamballah

got to look at images saw the mantel
went asked for mantel from our engraved master of which we were disciple

and the two put mantel on us
jodi said did not you get one last week ? not possible must get it after 75 but time is illusion so sveta saw hers placed on her before Bill made them yet

a psychic premonition ?? or a time curl back ??
and then celebration and white eagle put up a staff which had a compass four feathers dripping colours of rainbow like rain off of blue and white feathers

and we were asked to pray for the mahatma then thanks and namaste

i gave thanks and prayed for white eagle and mother teresa and to become world teachers no longer apprentices
and lady nada was there too and all the others it was wonderful
and back to body
we saw gold green purple and black and pink but which colour on which layer i dont know


The next level is the Avatar or the Path of the Shaman
You learn about the 'Path of The Shaman' - Nature Medicine, Animal Medicine , Crystal Medicine, Tree Medicine , Death Process etc.
There are four levels.
Level 1 - Healing Self
Level 2 - Healing others
Level 3 - Healing Master - Path of The Shaman
Level 4 - Healer Master Teacher
Title: 14th Initiation Sai Baba Ashram - begin bi location
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 04:32:31
Saturday18 june the 14th initiation for us

Sai Baba appeared earlier and said he would come to our house at 11pm I was to call called bill and tell  jodi-I did but they were exhausted as was I so we went to bed and hoped to come on time in spirit

sai baba woke me and said
are you coming to the lord ( spiritual)
or
to your body (physical )

I got out of bed and turned off the tv girls were watching
horrible soft porn horror teen movie they were not to be watching
so the old in bed the young in mischief
all of us missed the appointment
but sveta pouted up
I collected andrew and tom and jodi in spirit
by projecting to their homes and waking them

now then made the group merkaba just debbie and me
we went called each 3 times and got the others

we did not find andrew at home but he managed to hear our call anyway
I suppose his higher self knew we were searching dunno
and sveta showed up later
sai baba and jesus came in

the red eye and the blue eye were given on our physical eyes
these are for the blue spirit body and the red spirit body

we have been split to bi locate
the red higher self will remain at the monad for us to tap into
but the blue higher self can now go higher still to elevate our own consciousness the blue higher self will go as high as it can and send back to the red one

I am love said Sai Baba
I am 2 in 1
(I can be in 3 places with 2 souls so can you )
Sai baba Lectured  in the  duality and omnipresence and illusion and the then showed us a sleeping body then at 90 degrees
then repeated it
which means waking to recall
we learn so much from dreams
we do so much travel and learning and serving at night
try to recall more
we had metamorphosis the blue one became the butterfly and rose away

we are the rainbow beetle beings
we humans look so strange all coloured up
red and green legs blue and orange arms and striped of gold and silver o
we are tiny little divinity beings learning the pathway of the avatar

the rainbow person becomes as a chrysalis and emerges now
it morphs into dragon fly fairy angel sort of divinity

we appear as one to the ones above us
but we appear as  another to the ones below us
and we are neither
we are in the middle level now  

so as starryhaired children  to those beyond us
and as beetle people to those behind us on the path

we  went  through a trap door in floor
became a coffin then a sarcophagus

we were split from head to toe
and then the right and left sides were made
we became red and right the blue souls
as foretold in the lesson
the blue went further and closer to god got angel wings and went to try to get to eloim realm or as high as it can go

the red was earth and was buried in sarcophagus and then emerged reborn  to angels as jesus on easter

4 arch angels came

we went as circle
red spirit into fire with raphael and into the flame we were immolated then up chimney

now as to air gabriel blown about to vortex and to the four corners

then we had to become as earth to come back with Michael

this was done for us this time by higher self
changing each of our hermetic colours to wash over the entire body to be one with that colour for a time

then we got the idea and tried to be as  water ourselves
to be with uriel as children playing in river jordan clean fresh times

we emerged
and got angel /fairy /butterfly wings in pastel colours
there was a water slide and  water in a holy grail
and an annointment and they poured libation over us and cleansed us

dry off wings and dried us  too we flew back
foolish ones we are still but children of God
jesus was there he washed our hands and feet
and made us wash our face
and we are to serve his sheep his students
he gave us a flower of gold which was flower of life on one half
(and  a green venus fly trap death on other ?? death and poison – which only debbie saw and did not say until we closed )
we put it from our hands into another ones heart
debbie =me, tom= bill, jodi =andrew
sveta asleep we put one in hers too

mirror see our divine selves
and this is how others see us the stars in our hair and hands now

invited to sai babas ashram
but had to get paul
sveta woke up !
and arrived too
and watching sai baba floating in lotus became more than a dozen all around us and then the room split
and we had to split our consciousness as he split the room
and and we had a test
as the book is open on the table in the room so it is open on the other room not mirror images but one and the same

call to your higher self  the teacher in the book and read the wisdom
to the group round the circle

all are illusions of time space physical position polarity duality , fear etc
"I am the lord of sirius"-Sai Baba said

as above right hand thorn and right cuff
and when then meet above our heads sparks of stars fly out
and rainbow toes now are coloured on our energy body

rainbow arch
cold on left  we can feel it
right is warm colours on most people
the dominant side is electric and warm

sai baba moved the 6 pillars into merkaba shape
said "make them spin one clockwise one counter clockwise "
we did
rainbow spirial 12 strands now
scarab and the redback as above  and a baby which was the redback too
icky ooze remake all word
 will wisdom love justice truth valor illusion
our new spirit toddlers ran away naked laughing
so we became the divine parents
or more cloned a new divine child
which will become a third higher self in ime
as we told them to become children of GOD
some of us did not get a pegasus some did
I tried to manifest one but told NO
these were a Gift from God to the warriors in Spirit

the mahatma assembled then how glorious and humbling
and sai baba in purple robes like sirius or pleiades ?
then huge plane merkaba and huge mass of people
other live students like us
who are they
will we meet them
up the ramp and thanks and namaste
as the triangles of the new merkaba spun
they do align and there are flashes of light then going in
Jodi had channeled wings on kuthumi's energy body
yes there are
she is right he said
like an angel and fairy and dragonfly mixed in these  wings
I loved this lesson !!
Title: 15th Initiation Ashram Alametica - Evil Eye Paint Isis
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 04:46:48
Why does Sai Baba call this new level the Avatar ?
It is a name to mean down as ascension means up
it means to begin to bring the message down to the lower self
and to those around us too
to teach the message is enlightenment
it does not mean that we become an avatar
only that we begin the path to learn from them
and to carry their messages
Sai Baba is an avatar now
Jesus and Buddha are the great avatars

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Journal Entry of June 23 2004 15th initiation
Alametica appeared
he is a shorter than human avatar from the planet our past Sirius
many on earth call his people the arcturians but he says that is not
their name he did not tell us what else to call him but gave his name
as a song Alametica like the celtic alleuia it sounded
we suppose it is like the germans who are really deutsche and not Germans at all and the French call them Allemagna (sp?)
why don't we call folks the name they give themselves instead
so a bit of this lesson about respect

We followed Alametica to his ashram .
We were to begin by removing the flowers of Death that Jesus gave us and that we placed in our hearts
a test from the last class .
Sue said the flower of Death  was broken apart
and that it was quite was brittle ao that it would come apart
if we touched it  with a finger .
Debbie said we should have pulled it out and cleansed it
and sent the negative away .
Jodi suggested to put the green flower of death  into the fire .

I suggested that we seperate  the flower of life from the flower of death
just as we were seperated
and we can gather up the nasty neg bits with the ooze
and replace the flower of life in the heart  of the one we had put it into .
and then destroy the death in the fire

Jodi  announced that the spiritual  babies had  come into the circle .
The children stood around a well like hearth
and the scarabs cleansed us again
the dung beetles go into our throats and remove
negativity in our bowels toxins
(yuuch you say so did we )
but as spirit it was not unendurable
and carried the sludge of our guts  into the fire .
Jodi saw the children  in the circle at  different ages
though they were born the same day they had aged differently .

We began to offer them blessings in turns around the circle .
I gave kids love .
Debbie thought that the  spirit children may manifest as our descendents and I saw they were different heights
and appeared to be aged according to our inner child from  5 to 13 .
Jodi said that the dung beetle scarabs had arrived
and were cleansing us again and putting the bits into the fire of negativity .

Jodi  told us that the biggest scarab dung beetle
was to be placed on the mantle in Andrew's Ashram as a tool .

Tom said he could not give them a blessing
until he said what he saw and  he then paused
"isis has come and brought a tray behind her carrying necklaces  to Sue ."
Tonight was the rites of isis .
Sue had the red cloak and staff with a feather and the ball of snakes became the head of Seth the ancient Egyptian crocodile God
that  weighed the hearts.
Ra was there with  gold staffs in front of chest in front of Sue
and he bowed to her namaste.
Sue blessed the children .
The chains had been made by Bill as an alchemist
.
We  blessed spirit children with
love wisdom joy light laughter valor
and truth and protection and strength hope  knowledge and peace. Around the table had come Jesus ,Sai Baba and Ra.

Sue saw a blue pink light  with the word  peace hanging above the circle

Jodi saw we all had a  new etheric body machine that was humming and rotating rainbow strands of light around beach ball striped like colours
and this is  first time they ever moved .

Sue got a diamond crystal in her grail and was told to weigh our hearts.

We recieved the Holy Grail from Jesus .
We saw a vision in our cups and drank it saying amen .

Sue looked through the crystal to weigh our hearts in the Egyptian tradition of Seth and Horus and Isis  and said ,

"Debbie don't deny your womenhood.
Andrew you have anxiety in your heart  but I  cannot say from where." Andrew said ,"Yes ."

Sue said ,"Catherine has doubt and some fear in her heart .

The rest are clear at this time .

We are to send this light to Bill this love.( he had not come this night )

"Anubis was to guide us to be judged  .
Ammit came in from the kitchen area walking on fours as a crocodile .
He ate  hearts in the Egyptian legends .
Osiris came in to complete the weighing of  our hearts
with the scale and the feather  .
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http://www.touregypt.net/godsofegypt/ammit.htm: Ammit is a demon with the head of crocodile, the torso of a leopard and the hindquarters of a hippopotamus.Ammit sits beneath the Scales of Justice before the throne of Osiris where she waits for the daily flow of souls to come before Osiris for judgement. During the Judging of the Heart, if the deeds of the soul being judged are found to be more wicked than good, Anubis feeds the soul to Ammit. This results in the total annihilation of the person, and there is no hope of further existence.
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Debbie saw we had black painted eyes of Horus painted over each eye !
We saw  isis after  the circle writing up the journal  ,
she  told me she did this
and showed me  how she  it was done in order ceremoniously
the brow then the staff then the bottom curls.
Debbie said it is protection .
Isis said it is also the evil eye
showing the bad things to us
and protecting us from them  by saying to them I see you now .
It means the one who wears this can see evil  now
and know it  for what it is , this one cannot be decieved ,
this one will seperate the wheat from the chaff
and destroy that which is unclean .
It  is the mark of the eye of discernment .

This was second to the previous  aspect of the Eye of Horus
which we had recieved which is  the all seeing eye
to sight the past and future .
Debbie saw that Anubis  the guide to the underworld began to present  the chains to the  children to attach the amulet
and to give us our new colour.
The amulets were gold rimmed with a center of the eye of Horus
in sapphire indigo our ashram colour
and a motto to be suited to each person  .

Debbie thought we were to inscribe our own amulet
before the spirit children placed them over our necks .
I saw mine had an aquamarine lozenge below the eye.
Andrew saw that his was Jade and had wings on it.

Debbie said she had seen  a black cat
and a pentacle shaped wooden wheel
with chandelier lights hanging above our circle .

She thought it was bad luck  but learned it was pagan and protection and the tarot for the wheel of fortune , the tool the wheel of life too . Jodi said it was  also the world snake, the Ouroborus that eats it's own tail.

Debbie said the words she got for this initiation were " life death  judgement.... temperence reverence "
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Epilogue
Sue called Thursday  morning and said ,
"I went back this morning  to Egypt they showed me sacrifices
I made to get to this place
and hence  why i have been honoured
with the cloak and staff of Isis .
They gave me a crucifix pressed on my forehead
and an ankh on my forehead .
They permitted me to see  the  face of Isis.
Bill and Tom  were behind me my protectors .
The door opened when i  touched the staff of Isis to it.
There was  complete black nothingness and I walked a few steps  in fear but then I thought I am spirit so I went forward and I went into water . Then dolphins had come to take our spirts to Atlantis.
We swam on the dolphins around the city
enclosed in glass like bubble .
"Can i go in?" " No not yet  not now but you can see"
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Lesson : Avatar Source : http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/02148c.htm
Definition:An Anglicized form of the Sanskrit, avatara, "descent", from the root tr, "pass" (cf. Latin in-trare), and the preposition ava, "down". The word is used, in a technical sense, in the Hindu re!igion to denote the descent upon earth of a portion of the essence of a god, which then assumes some coarser material form, be it animal, monster, or man. Such descents are ascribed in the mythology of Hinduism to various gods, but those ascribed to Vishnu are by far the most important. They are believed to have taken place at different ages of the world, and to have consisted of different proportions of the essence of Vishnu.

End of Ascension Level

ľ 13th initiation) Avataric Bridge. The sense of individual remains, but now it is directly bridged to avataric consciousness, to the unmanifest, to Self. The individual can now stretch into the ocean that bridges into formlessness and Source, out of which infinite possibility arises fresh in each moment. Here, one truly can experience that it is all a play of consciousness, a spontaneous unfoldment of Self. One can sit on the bridge and watch creation unfold in each moment. But there is still a witness, maintaining the sense of an individual witnessing.

Entering the Avatar Level
ľ 14th Initiation ) Beginning of Enlightenment. After the two divine lines referred to in 12.2 go through the top of the head, a line between the two starts to form, filling pure soul-energy into the spine, and the original two dissipate. This can happen before or after the 13th initiation. After this middle line has fully filled in and the 13th has occurred, the 14th initiation is possible. Now the sense of individual is gone; there is no more observer of the Avataric Bridge; there is no more bridge; there is no more observer and observed, no more inside and outside. There is only IS.

The human consciousness has moved into Being. Where the 13th is experienced as very cosmic, as very WOW, the 14th feels very ordinary. You have come back to the Self you always were. Nothing new. Like all the initiations, this creates a window in the human consciousness. The habits of the rest of the human consciousness are still there. The habits of all the old issues and the habits of identification are still there. This can be very confusing, for there is just being, yet with all this habit of mind. And these "samskaric" habits can still create quite a lot of suffering. It will usually take many years for this enlightenment initiation to fully integrate into all of the human's consciousness.

There are distinct phases that occur in the integration of the 14th, including that at some point, the 11th chakra (below the center of the brain) begins to generate delta brain wave 24 hours/day. And there are 58 new initiations that come later, deepening the enlightenment, and generating two new brain waves.
Title: 16th Initiation The Spiritual Great Pyramid is in Shamballah
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 04:59:50
16th Initiation 30 June

The lesson before meditation was on the  Egyptian death initiations as presented by spirit on the 15th initiation  last week .We were taken in the group merkaba to Luxor to the pyramids .I am sorry not to have seen the spirit children once more . We saw Isis,Serapis Bey and Osiris .Sveta saw Isis with Horus as a child .Bill said she was painting ."

Am I not a good one to honour ?I don't ask for worship ? am I not a good mother  honour me for my making a good son a devoted god manifestation  to the people leading them to RA" She is a powerful master coming with love to teach us .We saw an adorned sarcophagus with  rainbows above it and Osiris coming out of it . Therainbow of Isis was there  around it . The lid slid off feet first .Osiris came out looking like Jesus more than an Egyptian and he had loin cloth like resurrected Christ .

The wall near Osiris poured red golden lava which turned into rainbow waters filled room making a river .We saw a long boat with oars and we embarked in it on a journey down the river looking like the Styx but we had two oarsmen instead of one chiron . Wewent to shore after the boat turned slowly around in a  whirlpool.

There was a rainbow bird winged sitting on her heels sideways Isis . We saw the stair appear and then it was lit . We got out and ascended .We saw a purple and a white flower a pair for each of us .We made angel spheres filled with  blessings.Kumeka appeared as a tall thin Nubian white skirted priest . With a drill he excised a hole in right side of brain near temple height and put in silver blue liquid  energy and  fireflies that andrew said cleansed and  lit up chakras .

Catherine saw him put in a vbhuti plug to fill the hole and heard him say ," remember me my humble part " We were reminded that it was him that appeard as I read Diana Cooper's  book A Little Light on Ascension . He poured golden white fluid energy into my left temple then with a white funnel inviting me to take our group to Ascension. He subsequently appeared to most of us memorably doing the same procedure . Then we saw a bowl with a painted golden hand dipping into it. We each put in our hand and got a fingerful of manna covered honey and milk a honey comb .

Tiny short steep stairs appeared with jesus holding a lantern on the top step saying ," follow me "Bill saw humble mugs upon a  table set at the top . Jesus gave us the  jugs of mead and we said amen.We saw a purple white flower large as the room and flaming .We put  angel spheres into a table with holes of 9 one for each of us.It spun quickly two circles the table counter clockwise above clockwise energy. Deosil and Widdershins .

It became a vortex we were pulled in and our heads seemed to pull off of our bodies but we laughed we ended in Shambalah .Sue said we are to make a house of God an area of worship .Andrew said as above so below .We created a crystal pyramid and a glass tower and tree of life in middle and water around from a fountain of tears.Andrew said build tower tree in middle .Bill said in a pyramid .

Sue said  make it a bell tower of  crystal glass.Sveta said water around it puifying it .Tom said make the water a lake.Bill said coming out of a fountain with flowers everywhere .I said of all colours and sizes
and animals too . I said the  tears were cleansing ones and I made a circlular bench around the perimeter .We saw a tsunami  from God's eye which was one side destruction chaos death other  side beauty creation serenity and the middle neutral other side creation  middle peace . This tsunamiwas merely a  tear of god said Sue.

Then Gaia the Earth Mother appeared with  two faces one towards earth crying and one up towards sky smiling .Sue said she was sad what had happened and hopeful of new things to come.In front  of Jodi was the lady in blue the  moon goddess. We saw Isis and Mary then the lady in blue appeared talking to Jodi and then Sue spreading energy and creativity from Jodi to Sue and back again .God's hands appeared and he parted the energy  of the house of God and put in lots of pink and orange love and creativity in the gap.

Now the clouds manifested a white spider above our heads.We are all connected . There were 8 spider legs one on each of our heads. Sai baba appeared and put a hand on our hearts heads then spoke of the connectivity of the circle . We saw Joe appear with her head bowed standing quietly between Bill and Sue after we built house of God  the Solar Angel appeared  holding a purple heart. Jodi  saw our purple white flower spheres become the heart and the wings of lace and then I
saw  the solar angel was holding the hand of Emily.

Jesus appeared carrying the  cross asking , "Do I have to do it again?" I said ,"No Lord get down off the cross we will heal the earth for you."Debbie said,"No once is more than enough then no no no screaming" The finale was Jesus's face right in front of ours and I removed his crown of thorns and wanted to kiss his face but felt that would not be reverent so I hugged him

sveta and jodi were crying and sobbing rubbing their faces Jesus appeared one face to each of us so close .I said ,"you do not need that crown of thorns Lord ". I took it off and threw it away and then wanted to wipe his face and got a little hanky and then I hugged him .Debbie said ,"I cannot ask you to do this if I would not do it myself so she put the crown of thorns on her head ." nadia avaris ... natia morphia ... from the birth to death ...meaning I am always with you .White Eagle too  all through and at end he planted his  staff with the four limbs to four corners and the rainbow colours dripped off the feathers . He said ,"Here is your Lord".A beautiful purple blanket covered us and we descended to bodies .

As above so below.A house of God in our ashram became a tiny replica of the little one  in Shamballah .
Title: 17th Initiation Vahhallah face inner fears as warrior
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 05:04:58
7 July the 17th initiation
We did not know where to go this time we had not received a clue at the end of the last session nor channeled something in between so we decided to clairvoyantly  view the spirit that had assembled in the parlor before class and to ask them their messages . So began a rather long  channeling session.

We learned the Egyptian that was here was a Ach men ophet . He was standing regally in the parlor before we began .
Also here were Mother Teresa ,Princess Diana , Lady Nada  and .Paul the Venetian , Horus  ,White Eagle

My beloved guide  George Bavaird appeared as the French Native Canadian tracker .He lead us to a cave up a snow covered mountain top . In the cave was Gaia Mother Earth .

Jesus was holding hands over our table with the  grim reaper . Life and Death walk hand in hand .There was a huge bible larger than table flowing with water which became light .Take a spoonful for self and give one to another we were instructed . I gave one to Sveta my daughter . Debbie was not here this evening . She was at Catholic HS  Meditation Retreat . Mother Teresa was in front of  the fire and Diana was on the other side of table holding hands in a bridge above the table . The white spider appeared again this time 2 legs were missing Debbie and Sue .

We saw Gaia there in lotus position putting bits into fire .We saw a bowl there with a  polstice and  in  the bowl feathers . We were told this is the bowl of the mother . Emily appeared we sent healing to her .

We got yellow big bird feathers said Jodi. These are from the phoenix. We saw an eye of god and  the eye of Horus .

We saw visions in the chamber. I saw a rope of colours one each for many nations entwined into a wick for a burning smoldering time bomb. I saw a plane with wing falling off . I saw a white pegasus knocked down by black one blurring twisting becoming a ying yang symbol.

Then the unicorn chained by tryannny shackled around ankles with the horn cut off . We  had to retrieve the  horn in the air above Andrew and heal it with the polstice  from mother's bowl .We healed its wings with our hands and it became a pegasus unicorn once more and flew away .

We became shapeshifters . I saw ostrich crocodile bull lion snake . I was a crow. Sveta  was a tiger. Andrew an eagle a falcon a dragon .Tom a grizzly bear .Bill an eagle then a cerebrus 3 headed dog hell .

Now appeared a  green 3 headed many armed demon -looking spirit . He said he was the protector of  shiva or Sita not sure .He descended through the ceiling

Now we got  a breast plate over our  golden mantels  from Amenophet it is  blue and gold striped horizontally. We got the earring of a slave warrior on right ear  and  a male loin cloth too . Amenophet  pulled the fire up through our crowns rainbow coloured and burning twisting . We got a dragon headed nada cobra  green and black  . It emerged from the spot Kumeka made on the right side of the head at temple height last week.

We saw the mountain and the phoenix rising . We saw the unicorn healed with grown wings and restored to health

We saw Pele naked  but covered modestly with flower leis .Then we were erupted from a volcano like womb and like rebirth we became sparks of light as new spirit .Shekinah appeared as the moon and the stars were coming down sliding down  the mountain . The 7th pillar seemed to break my right jaw . We heard truth wisdom justice again .

Sai Baba appeared with olives pomegranite apricots plums the colours of the initiations too ! All with pits

But all we eat and then the pit is fertilized by bird droppings and becomes new life .Sai Baba said we had overcome an adversary will have another time get the left side . From the adversary came new life so don' t revile or attack him Thank him .Send him love

We were going through the amethyst fountain down to bottom and emerged this is the descent of the kundalini again

John the baptist appeared with  fire in his eyes .He was floating over the table . He baptised us in holy spirit . A dragon blew flames over each head like in pentecost .The  green gold snakes seem to extinguish flame but they merely conceal it from those that would consume it .

Preview !

The ceiling broke open and a long ship appeared with oars and the entire norse pantheon of Gods . Thor came down andbopped Bill on head saying you are a warrior that did not hurt did it . Then Freya Brunhilda Loki Odin .

We got 7 league boots of fur strapped up our legs. The personified 4 winds appeared . The northy icy beard wind ,southern fire hot wind ,east wind blows a gale of water and west wind blows the breeze .All 4 winds blow together towards the fire place .The mab appeared the grandmother  of the 5 euro eves a ukrainian hut of bones appeared then she was crawling on all fours cracking the bones to eat marrow and to make polstice . She was the healer the ancestor of all .

Then the male the grandfather  from Africa with a mask of straw and weeds and scary face floating .Then the green skinned many armed protector of shiva again .

So next time we will climb the mountain alone and come back together . We will have the  winter of the soul . We will see our worst fears  the darkest part of self .Be firm and resolved the warrior.

Talk to dragons in our ashram said Andrew .The green black dragon head comes down over our chest from the side of our head now looking up at us .

Our hand went through our solar plexus
up to our crown out of our third eye .
We were told to store energy
send it out  as we control our thought
to  take hold and manifest.
We saw a  vertical merkaba made of scarabs went up through roof.

We went to valahallah to the proving ground outside only .
We were told again we had had the long night of the soul
but now we will have the long winter .
This period will be less than 28 days .
I had a sledge and snow shoes food and crow on shoulder
and wolf at side .
Saw myself going up the mountain alone save God in my heart
and my totems at my side
we will face this part in nightmares
and be tested
Title: 18th Valhallah to Avalon
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 05:11:31
14 July 18th Initiation
This time we knew we were to go to Valhallah but as we sat we saw assembled ,Jesus , John the Baptist,Paul the Venetian ,White Eagle
Kuthumi,Mother Teresa ,Lady Nada,Then the entire Norse Pantheon. Including Thor and Odin and Loki and Freya and Odin's wife Frigga /Fricka.We saw a long boat .

Then we saw the  land of ice and snow on the cold side of shamballah .There was a cave the eighth pillar in the room before we arrived Bill foretold it .We walked into the cave we saw a black marble table and a fire pit .We saw gorgeous carved wooden chairs with names in them norse and empty .We got the eighth pillar right away came up thru our backs I don't know who it was suspect a norse prolly loki .

We saw a treasure chest that had an endless pit . We decided to go down into it . We went into it and fell down  in the bottom was spiral staircase purple gold an green. The solar angel led us  to the top of stairs.We saw the lighthouse at the top of the cave. Amgical sorceror light . There was an opening to the lighthouse .The magical light was gold .

Tom said the tower of Alexander the seaman's guardian.We saw Shamballah on other side .That was the  hot side this side was ice and snow the frozen land the ocean so cold .the long boat there docked at beach . Pele in the volcano and paradise on the far distant shore . The sky opened up a whirlpool in sky  we decided to enter up into the  vortex and came into the feasthall valhallah through huge tall tree size double doors.In the middle of the great hall was a long deep fire pit animals roasting whole cows.Then thrones at the opposite end of the doors at the center with Odin and Frigga.

Our leader Bill had to speak to Odin to ask for our entrance and introduce us .We were bade to sit down .There were a myriad of hologram like songs and visions all around the sky like movies .We saw Hercules with a tree size club and the limbs were spikes. We saw Arthur and the Lady of the Lake giving him his sword and then we saw his life story . We saw Kali leading warriors . We saw all warriors thru the ages viewing the glory  and the inglorious and the evil of war too .

We saw a black flaming knight . Then Frigga came up closed off all the panorama with two hands of blue ice water which flowed over the images and they stilled . She spoke saying ," After the war the glory of god is the peace that is "Frigga came up she gave us a neckbrace of four stripes of gold bands and emeralds diamonds .

She twisted our heads off and put something down our necks a fluid energy  then our heads kinda smiled and floated there above our necks and  she put a cloak of invisibility on us . We got mead in  a tiny golden mug and we sculled it and said amen and then Hail to Odin and his beautiful bride and slammed it on the pub table .

Now then we were transported at that drink to the Land of Arthur we saw a fountain full of sprites and fairies . We cleansed ourselves. We saw Arthur and Rhiannon the lady of the lake and Merlin and he was dressed in purple black robes . We saw a myriad of  druids in trees and then the 3  that come with andrew who said he was too long from them and it was time to call four corners again as tired of the circle they are.Jesus blessed us my beloved children  this is all for you .

Back to Valhallah to say adieu  the Women got Madonna beast plates and helmets the men got helmets with horns . from Odin who bestowed them thru Thor .

Then Brigitte came washed Debbie's feet pure the virgin ,make your heart pure when you become a woman still . She put flowers on her head in  wreath and turned to golden light .Then Mary Mckillop and  Petit Fleur Little Flower of Jesus and Mary of Mother of God and Mother Teresa . A group of holy women  assembled .Now Jesus 's body was taken off the cross and the women washed his body and prepared for burial and we heard bless the mothers and the peacemakers for they are the one s that mourn the warriors .

We heard the angels sing all glory and honour is yours forever and ever amen . We saw child jesus one in front of each now. He presented us with seeds to sew them in the hearts of humanity to grow peace .He gave us an albatross feather and he said pray for the children of the world esp send to Emily.Then tom told us story of the seaman and the albatross that he shot on the ship yard arms and so he could not have a bit of luck went . The seaman  told his sad  story at a wedding feast "water water everywhere and not a drop to drink I was stranded at sea "

This reminded us of the news this weekend a 15 yo girl saved her 2 siblings from the sea when the dingy crashed on sandbar and the child fell into sea . The adults who tried to rescue another child in the group were also  swept away .The 15 yo carried the other 2 kids to safety on a rock for 4 days then made them swim to an island 2 km away to get fresh water or die where they were rescued  off the coast of Queensland .Their family had been traveling between islands to attend a wedding . Jesus asked us to pray for the girl who was the hero as he said her heart was embittered by her test.
Title: 19th Initiation Goddesses and Women's Business
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 05:27:01
19th Initiation - Sunday 18th Jodi Sveta Debbie Catherine-
Jodi ,Sveta and Catherine had a reading online by a lovely lady called unitys_serenity: "I am seeing Saint - no Mother Theresa with you. I have not seen her with anyone else before She is coming to you to help you learn how to serve others effortlessly and without losing energy within yourself while serving others.She will help you raise the compassion within your heart for your acceptance of yourself so that it will radiate out to all humanity.You already have a huge loving heart .She will help you walk with grace and dignity..She has much to teach you if you will meditate with her later today. "

So we called Bill and tried to get the group together.The women were here already and the men did not come . Arriving in the parlour we found Mother Teresa Mary Rhiannon and Isis . We saw Horus , Michael and Enoch too . We were told to walk in humility and grace. We walked through Sveta to be tested by the sphinx they appeared as 2 facing each other a gateway to the desert / there wasa full moon in a cold desert sky scattered with stars .We assembled around a fire pit of boulders women on one line a line of men next to them .

The other group from UK was there we were tested by them . This is a panel of our peers. We went as a spiral into the light column the flame in the middle up to the chamber of Melchiezedek. We were  asked if we did not deserve the ring pass not he was holding . We sat in silence and we were tested one by one. I do not know  what the others answered I said that we came as seekers with love not force to share not take to iilluminate and heal  and that we were worthy to go on and did not deserve a ring pass not .

We were learning and using what we have been taught . We are worthy students and would like to continue up the path . Do you love each person in your group ? Yes . Do you wish them all to go ahead ? Yes . Do you feel they are all worthy ? Yes . Would you die for them ? No as I have children and would not find it necessary to leave this life at this time to save theirs but later yes . And if they denied God would you ? No No one stands before me and God . First God then family then the group . I was told it is done you have answered in truth and love .

We received gifts mine a pine box which turned into a coffin and a tiny shovel . I was told to interpret it . I said this is the death.We may accumulate riches but  we all died with what we came into life with our naked self humbly . I was asked to put something in it . I put in a purple heart of the Solar Angel . Hope and Love . When there is nothing else there is still hope and Love its everywhere . I will use the shovel to bury the past and death is a comfort . Debbie got a blue ring box from which she extracted a dragonfly moth pendant . Sveta got a flower . Jodi got a cross from Jesus and a flower from Quan Yen . Serapis Bey tested us in silence again . This was an interpretation of our journey and our symbology and our light .

Then the women taken to the ashram of Teresa where the entire feminine pantheon assembled .Around the walls were panoramic images of suffering and misery of the innocents and the children starving and afflicted . We were told heal one save one teach one. That is all .Try .  Debbie saw that each action causes a ripple effect saving the world slowly . We got a tree a Y shaped the 2 paths, the choice one is the slow easy way the other is the fast way of service and struggle . We got a marble to roll up hill a weight a sphere to levitate up the path .

We were told this is a special day ,a festival a day to remember this week upon the full moon . Mother Teresa , Mary , Anna , Sarah , Isis , Lilith , Shekinah ,Gaia , then others Quan Yen, Dana , Briggitte , Rhiannon, we were rent and torn holes clear through .Sarah our mouth, Mother Teresa punched hole through our heart , Isis our third eye , Shekinah our mind , Mary punched holes in our palms , Gaia Our eyes, Rhiannon our ears ,Kali ? our feet , alll ripped open punched through. Quan Yen rent the soul and its veils many times .

We heard that we are no longer vessels of light that erupt like volcanoes now the light passes through us as does misery we see it for what it is , we reflect upon it let it go . We do not accept the misery stress disease or anxiety . we are compassionate but it does not enter us and stay .  We were given a hand mirror told our friends tell us our faults gently . Our enemies maginify them greatly . We must not look to our reflction and see fault it is not necessary we see only radiant love and light now . Beauty is internal . Then Quan Yen made the mirror s shatter .Then Isis gave us slippers pink and gold we got a silver and blue scepter and a  golden staff from Mary .We got a bridal bouquet from Mother Teresa. We are  brides of Christ and the universe . We are equals .

We got a robe of the good mother from Shekinah . We got a snake headdress from Kali over our third eye . Our heart was not healed over though or dressed up . There were angels all around and flowers rose petals lotus blossoms falling down all around . There was Saint Teresa the Little Flower too . We saw harps and heard Rhiannon play sweet music and bells and fragrance and angels singing . Lovely ! ( It was quick and It was hard to recall fully as guests arrived unexpectedly right after the meditation concluded and then again after Debbies friends came Bill and Despina .

Despina gave us a lovely reading . Bill gave Sveta a healing .) We were taken on a silvery white golden female dragon back to the desert to Serapis Bey we saw our spher of indigo join up with the sphere of gray from the other group rolling one around the other and told now you can continue to ascend we are as one . We saw a purple blanket descend upon us and we said thanks and namaste . The Men ,Tom Andrew Bill, came to this in spirit.They will have to assemble to recall this ceremony theirs was with drums and fire .
Title: 20th 9th pillar opening vortex Keys of Enoch
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 05:36:30
20th Initiation
Lesson from text by Hurtak -The Book of Knowledge The Keys of Enoch

sacredoctal tongue
breath technique to see spirit
light precipitation

hermes here went thru purple vortex ceiling to olympus pegasus here
Tom did not want to speak to olympus dead people

went thre double doors to the dais sun mandala on it climbed up  platform stationary but spaceship appeared revolving around it

shown golgotha then resurrection in glory told choose past or future and then where

we chose australia
went to ayres rock red sand
9th pillar from the elder down thru head right jaw
the elder taught siddhi powers smaller as seed in gourd larger as giant prometheus and then omnipresent
then channeling

debbie Mary
Andrew Enoch

the dragons in the ashram awaken
red dragon protects east portals in ashram
yellow north
blue south
green west

Catherine Thoth

enoch joshua hermes the elder  the messenger of the Gods never the avatar the teacher across time of the siddhi powers next level easiest

Jodi Lady Nada-when needing help hold my hand if emotional i will take the pain away

Sveta a drowned girl
spirit rescue of newly died earth  bound sent to light
Title: 21st Initiation the siddhi powers open in love
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 05:53:27
21st Initiation l

Last week we sat saw thoth hermes
heard there is always a godhead and there is always a messenger

Enoch is the messenger jesus the avatar
John the Baptist a messenger too

we went to olympus but saw there the norse and the hindu buddhist egyptian all and we were asked whither will we go

we chose australia
enoch came as an elder on ayers rock
we had initiation of 9th pillar and lessons of siddhi powers
to make the spirit small as seed
tall as a mountain giant
omnipresent
to power of 5 now
had 4 red soul blue soul spirit and body
now we have 5 the white soul this is our divine child grown up

future is fluid when you see that which is not of love
then do not profess it to be fact
or you will ordain it to become so

lesson on dharma
and Enoch practicing duality and middle path not extremes

shekinah came in purple gold medieval trimmed sleeved gown crowned she had us invoked a kundalini dragon guardian for the house
but we made one for each door red mine green bill van de bergs
on two front doors to house and garage
purple on back door from Debbie
gold on sliding door from Sveta

Shekinah  presented a book on the table
and lifted up emily by the hands
and then with one hand caused the book to turn pages

we saw fire letters and incantation of the dragon guardian
sounds like "narathasez"    
the snakes of the Christed ones

we saw the staircase up the mountain
saw crystal cave
the gnome appeared with pink haired troll
we got a collar with jewels to present to dragon
and asked to give it to him
and to instruct him with love and honour with nobility of spirit
to offer the collar as tribute
the dragon accepted it

showed us his horde of jeweled hilted swords celtic in nautre
and as the dragon had  flown in his claws went through floor
and he said i am anchored
we asked to invoke one that will guard the circle and home entrance
with love and honour
instilling fear in the unclean to be sucked down the serpents mouth
and passed throught its entrails to mother earth
and that which is good and of the light is welcome
that which carries negativity may pass
only if it is in love and light and the negativity has been removed
and the entity cleansed .

We thank thee noble spirit and gratefully accept your allegience
we offer you this tribute of gold and honours
he gave us each 2 dragon scales one a dagger one a shield
i gave it a ruby from my heart love
it sat on its heels on a pillar of stone pedastal
then the gnome led us to crystals
gnome is master of elements

enoch talked through debbie
and told us about end of avatar
beginning another level
she saw black P for Pain
continue seeking truth and listen to the warnings and be ready
pain was an illusion created in a moment of humanity
walk in truth love light this is the end and the beginning
i saw a half of the bridge completed over the abyss
e will  have to have determination and not give up

Bill is stabbed with crooked sacrificial daggers in to bills eardrums
and through his third eye and both hands lovingly through his heart
and pulled out his tongue and only truth in circle
enoch and  Jesus made  bill ordained and endowed
enoch made bill the next initiator placed a blue diamond in his third eye
jesus came and crowned him with gold then a laurel wreath

it became angels all around
We heard the angels say to Jesus and God
all glory and honour are yours almighty father forever and ever

jesus bathed bills feet and said to him
walk with me in love and lead your flock to walk with me also
he gave him white rainments gown like jesus

then we got the ears and eyes third eye done on us too
a heart to know and profess
to see and hear better
and to love the word of the lord
as the word of the lord is love
and then andrew then jodi then sveta then tom then debbie than me

we got a silver veil of protection over our head
like an executioner cap with no eyeslits
they cut away another blue band over our third eye

crystal spaceship was clockwise on top deosil and widdershins on bottom like a top with windows on top green and purple light below
solid black metal

then to the 12th dimension
the classroom of multiple manifestations of the Godhead so there were very many quan yens here

the elephant honour to bill for emily
from teresa and mary
machu pichu pyramids all sorts of temples and teachers
and raining pink sacred letters from sky

to stonehenge lit up blue grey/ purple pink grey
the ring pass not dissolved around us
we can not be denied up to this place
but can get punishment and ring pass not
in higher levels still by metatron

jesus healed our ears hands over our ears to heal the piercing
and over our hearts and eyes to heal our wounds and protect us
then he cleaned the path in front of us with alder branches removing kharma and preparing the way of the lord

holy spirit white dove and blue moon dove
then we got blessed with a staff that was from shekinah
blue gray moon and pale yellow moon
turning around a sphere with flower of life inside


Shekinah stood blue gray hooded robe hands up
light coming up from fingers
and yahweh purple gray robed hood
fingers down golden light coming out
stood silently their image only in centre the table
altar cracked both in stone henge and in our room
with lightning then the resurrected christ
phoenix emerged pink gold orange and long tail
flew away had face of all birds at once wings like flames

holy grail held by jesus became a giant font big enough to swim in
we cupped one hand in saw vision and said amen

i got a fairy on my fingertips she was golden and pink and white and pixieish short dress pointed ears like tinkerbell

white eagle there and paul the venetian and enoch and so many others gabriel and michael and rhiannon

recieved the first golden key when Enoch appeared
Title: 22nd Initiation Keys of Enoch - Arcturians
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 06:05:19
22nd Initiation
Alice Bailey appeared in the bathroom gave sveta 2 scrolls
first a green scroll then a second blue one then said the third
the pink one is nearly earned Friday .Green had white light in it peace unity white light .The blue scroll had gold light in it healing and spiritual mediumship .The pink one had orange light in it love and comfort we give others in service .

Jodi got a blue diamond in her third eye on Sunday .Barbara a student of our open circle got key on Tuesday. Bill saw a scroll which was old parchment and brown.Why do some of our peers call the ascension rubbish or illusion ?

We saw wheat chaff God does not seperate them from him they choose .Those who have eyes let them see .Those who have ears let them hear.Those who have hearts let them love .And those who have tongues let them profess.So the scroll was read by Tom and it was the apostles creed.

Then we saw Andrew with votex grass then the tree of life a monkey sai baba emily in the tree in a cubbie . We got wreaths . We heard , " All glory and honour is yours almighty God forever and ever.Sai baba said the monkey can either give the coconut to us it is our fruit it is love or hurt us with the coconut by throwing it at us as a weapon.

Love is why we are here.The 4th pink scroll to debbie the the chaos. Balance pain and pleasure hand in hand without one cannot realise other .Bill got the 5th grey one with barbed wire around it scroll from Pope John Paul II  who is alive still ! He said , "Feed my sheep.

He gave him 2 staffs with forks on them to cleanse and a bat head to be more fierce ,stealth to see in the night the unclean . The pope took him to the vatican showed him the beautiful cathedral and said to him my boys are not doing their work where you live thank you .

Bill does spiritual cleansing of houses . He travels far and always for free. Tom had kuthumi and sealed with an african black animal totem mask baboon zebra or lion.I had sai baba and quan yen .

Sveta had Mary and a Elizabethean magic user who was shaved made to go to nunnery both a past life and a guide to her .Sixth scroll Jodi had the moon goddess in front of her . She had a past life as a priestess . She got a yellow scroll in her solar plexus . Debbie had ganesha and buddha and sita there too. Andrew had rhiannon and a blue veil and blue scarab and blue serpent and he was told there are two paths a dark and a light .

These paths do not join anymore he must make a choice . Thoth is with him he is clean but with him too is a teacher who has teeth and poison the mark of the wicked spider an unhappy one leads to self sabotage and suicide.

We each got the third eye ripped again another veil removed liquid poured into our heads.We got a slip removed a rectangle sort of shape between our ears and head and then we got light into all pores every orifice light in streaming in .

We saw a ring of pegasus and each on one we flew to olympus to the dais that turns and opens the portal
and then we saw a vortex and a classroom and there appeared a student and a teacher to each pair back to back .

We saw the dragonfly the ones called "arcturians" the classroom in tact there and we sat and learned and then a great pillar of light with a sphere of stars on it and we all got energised adn blue white light .

The maiden with child mother earth appeared native american with papoose skin of fire water corn whisky and clear drink and amen.Then we saw a spider appear on the ceiling and icly oozed and stopped the dragon came and swallowed the "spitter". We closed in prayer.Amen.
Title: 23rd Initiation Meeting the Higher Selves Face to Face
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 06:12:07
23rdInitiation     240chakra    22difference   

35th stack ends with 245 10th pillar 11th Strand Ascends CYAN
lesson read  7th to 18th Keys of Enoch

Justice and Truth appeared as angelic statues with Jody priestess and Jebediah the prophet with her .Gavel in Debbie's hand justice will be dished out .Bill first a boat and given a net in answer to prayers gather my  sheep be fishers of men .

The tabernacle of gold the house of God Bill got arc on his lap a white  eagle flying around gracefully the Arc of Covenant and green and purple spirit came out inside were 12 scrolls all colours of rainbow but neon coloured bright light became 2 serpents facing each other jeweled eyed talking to each other and to us .

God hands appear and in them Enoch with the bible and the scroll remove the good pink blue and gold the trifold flame braid it into knowledge with discernment throught your third eyes into your heart and cast as pearls of wisdom the red flame of penetecost the flame of holy spirit upon our heads .

Thank you from God for walking alongside him dont give up the path .Emeralds Rubys and Sapphires showered us jewels on our crowns in heaven .Our table laid before us a spiritual image with a brilliant pillar of light . It was lifted up by cherubs and offered to God .We see the fatted calf carcass. We witness the sacrifice of old testament too .My beloved children you are welcome here .

The golden dimension all godhead in golden form .Buddha Krishna Jesus .Three golden fingers in orthodox form enter our third eye here .We may take refuge here again ."Gather my sheep , feed my flock deliver my people serve me by loving them .Today you stand cleansed of all karma walk on the path of love and light and stray no more ."

Pebbles near Andrew he made the rods gave one to each of us they were hollow purple lines in golden rod a mace like on one end
to light on the torch but first a bowl in the middle and the black strings extricated from our hearts into the flame of knowledge

10th pillar from  Thoth up left hip hurt the right jaw .Then appeared Lord of light Damien the Disceiver that which always dwells with God and does his work and is not the unclean or evil but is part of the Prince of Darkness the other part is shunned and not with God . He said ,"no Good without Evil here is the yin yang principle .I am the sheath of the knife and the sword I am the dark over the light that allows you to see the light ."

We had operations .Bill 16th initiation of warrior ring of poison cyanide to deliver death a pact of the destroyer of God "as John prepared the way of the Lord so do you . "Jesus washed his feet and gave him sandals Roman sort to knees. He got a balm of Gilead to cleanse the wounds. Now appeared  a ring of dragons a ring of angels dragon helmet with golden bullet entombed and a ring on the top carried away quickly by dragons from places of dread or unclean .

Tom soothsayer skull split with sword golden light of truth from eyes ears breasts bird helmet curved like a hawk. Lazarus with him.

Catherine blue fanged wolf  like teeth truth righteousness wisdom owl minerva bite as good mother know when to cry when to scream and when to shut up and just hug when to love and when to get angry  with love for loves sake

cadence said jodi
the deliverer of the ritual
owl on left shoulder falling downy owl
given a crossbow of green poison like colour protection Minerva with me
I am the bearer of the ritual the deliverer of the discipline

andrew cleft skull brain operated in silver strings bionic arm of silver white light from palm a cold spirit the muse inspiring orpheus
delivers souls of men from angst and inspires the souls to live in love joid said akasha as akashic records

purple guy on right shoulder gold on left choose the time has come dark necromancer and right light of lord

debbie 3rd initiation of warrior the silver liberty bell mold cracked the lead mold of baptism removed replaced by angelic protection that can be seen through so that deb can see that which is unclean joan of arc gave the knife which smote the evil without mercy or grief or pity

knelt before jesus at calvary dressed as soldier roman sort kissed the hilt of michaels sword which he then pressed to his heart

jodi the eyes opened laid open the eye of the prophet with artemis clad as warrior clarity startling hands cut off ? or will you say i need thes hands to do gods work yes i will

had communion and got pink love hearts and golden grail of wine

saw higher selves in a golden throne facing us and talked to them and weighed our souls good and bad

a wall between those of us higher selves  in inner circle we could not see the fault in others only in ourselves

mine kept saying i love you
what i did that was glorious to God and what i still do wrong anger judgement lust

do not dance with the naked devil in the pale moonlight
Title: 24th Initiation
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 06:17:44
18 august
Lesson Keys of Enoch 18 to 27
3 important keys
the God I am cannot become  God until we know God is in each of us but when we think we are the God then we have lost the plot altogether

bi pyramidal and tri pyramidal merkabas

oath of allegiance when we read it they assembled to give our body mind and soul to god to work in love and light in this life and the next

before we began they were in the outer circle than
arcturians tall 7'7" robed ones one in front of each us

we had ouyr two snakes join shed skin fall away and then golden light fountain from our body and a dove appeared the dove defeats the snake

in front of Jodi the queen which was also Mary the blue gold sarcophagus around each of us surrender your bodies to God I do

Bill a warrior we were once warriors and learned how not to hate and now we do not war but we do not how to love .from bill the helmet surrender your minds

Andrew the solar angel in purple and each got a silver thin cloak and surrender your heart

Tom the priest with staff bread wine and lantern hlding staff the rest floating in air at  chest height in arc in front of him surrender your soul and the holy grail given us a drop of their water too more would be poisonous to us he passed it Amen

Enoch gave us 3 keys asked if we needed the other 6 if they weren't important lol asked for  all 9 got them

a red apple hanging from ceiling knowledge we did not eat it

up through ceiling on golden merkaba to see arcturians


staves one for us one for them we got ours gave to them first left shoulder right shoulder forehead or as we felt with a hug went into the
fire fountain got an arc of 4 fold flame on our heart and flames in toes and fingers and above head

saw Jesus with harp and Mary with crown she gave him and flowers at his feet then we got each a crown of laurels and called him lord of the universe and bowed to him

shark keep the fish from the shark but the shark should not be destroyed it cleanses the world of the unclean too

saw dragon adn chaos below
above roses with ring fountain coming out of it
look only to the beauty and the good

their shamballah a city of purple silver and white square shaped base with stairs all four sides and a dome on top which we floated up to and looked through the eye of God sending love and light everywhere

down through dome into the throne room saw shepherd of arcturus
and mary  and then shekinah and yahweh in green fire arc above thrones we kneeled told to rise petititoned for something
i for peace on earth in our time eternal

hands of God and Goddess holding naked creatures all palnets trying to find way back to Godhead

given a sphere of our pillar colour
crowns of crystal crystal from toes and fingers and mouths

a blue key from Enoch mine under tongue and pearls of wisdom fell out others third eye heart hand etc .

angels cathedral dome vortex up on top went to angel realm
pink white orange undoncitional love
made gumdrop angel spheres petition also christ conciousness

enoch surrender the snake now ??

Lady Nada gift wrapped in gold and purple offered up to God by White Eagle and Lady Nada
Title: 25th
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 06:39:46
25th Initiation 20 August 2004 Friday class

sveta brought in cleopatra joan of arc and Odin's wife ?
dragon sword helmet and armour with joan
odin wife took us to staircase to thor wheel of time
and back to egypt quickly with Hermes the winged messenger

we saw the people walking in the desert and we traveled to real time
like a flea market outside and pyramids in distance in ancient market
then we saw cleopatra split and come to jodi and tom gave jodi a sphere and a book of life and book of death

we chose not to read the book of death took the golden essence blew it as glitter from them instead

an incense pot the keeper of the flame then she gave tom a black strap
connected to a bible small black one then she gave bill 4 red ruby rings on his fingers then to sveta stars and a yellow crystal all around her
then taken to jodi to israel saw golden tablets with black engravings

then we saw a seal on the floor of a tomb the underworld not to be unsealed then we saw angels a host above us took us on chariots  
scrolls( yes there are two paths you can go back but in the long run theres still time to change the road youre on from stairway to heaven by  Led zeppelin )

4 paths asian man on one path confucius then 3 other paths all straight bill saw jesus and we decided others did not matter we followed him and went down tunnel of flame floor purple wall on right gold wall on left pink floor saw jesus at the end of pink path golden became yahweh behold my beloved ones  blue emerged became shekinah - you are welcome

the trifold flame pink gold blue-we got 12th strand and felt it spiral down from head to toes and out the fingers too

jesus gave tom a rod became a captain steering wheel
bill got a rod a mace an axe a sword a blue light honour the warrior that fights only the battles he must not turn away from better to protect and walk safely then to fight

Sveta -a mirror you are so beautiful to me behold then a yellow star rod jodi like ink cartridges then paint brushes on a long rod
then a book to me  

I got a green rod a celtic cross irish claddagh and an apple and a book and my fingers became computer keys lol

We were netted up and presented by jesus to God
we bowed kneeled and spoke

i thanked jesus and God for allowing us to walk nearer and asked to be considered worthy to continue

Jesus presented the backwards e said it is mark of pur path so far
and i asked what does it means heard a puzzle you can figure it out
then saw sigma backwards meaning is an element of in Maths
it was hanging in a  blue drape silvered cloth floating above the table
it is also a japenese letter making the  yo sound
as yod yahweh in tonights lesson  
we did not get the 11th pillar
Title: 26th
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 06:55:40
26th 25 aug
read to 36th key last chapter about angels

lovely bit page 400 ?
"yon me ---  ----
he ---- shee shee
say this when you see Jesus
debbie heard this repeated again and again
we saw fire letters coming from Moira;s hand
celtic red hair very curly to toes
coming out of her fingertips the fire letters went from red gold to blue kodoish kodoish adonai Tsebayoth
got a mantra debbie recorded ntoes on mobile phone from memory of chant by angels
HE IS THE SON OF THE LORD
HOLY IS  HIS NAME

saw vortex golden light
saw all kind sof angels seraphim and chreubim
SAW CHERUBS PUT GOLDEN SPHERE IN EACH PILLAR EXPANDED TREE OF LIFE IN US THROUGH OUR CROWN CHAKRA
rabbi appeared blue vial borken scroll came out he cried to the lord loudly and mourning weeping women in black as muslem ripped a veil from third eye
fountain the penniew render unto caesar that which is caesars

then they took us up throuhg vortex saw ancient cobblestoned road and went to upper room saw last supper and still able to get a part
saw the last supper than pentecost we got rainbow crowns with candle in centre lit up and these became a flame Jesus spoke to each of us

warrior initiation
and debbie

and tom seer purple fountain through tomb
saw resurrected jesus on a cross made from twisted girder
the one in front of 911 site

Debbie warrior blue gold pink and dragon will cry when near unclean

sveta sleep agin

jodi jeremiah the prophet with her lily rhiannon

andrew rhiannon angels gossamer covering ears go insane if hear the voice god

fairies  rhiannon the ball dance in air
to left then right then up
deosil and widdershins
then moira
Title: 27 sun blinds pineal gland- mantras open vortex
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:00:25
27th W Sept 1 2004
Tonght read  Enoch to 3.1.4
the lovely ideas about sunlight shields pineal gland and dim light stimulates it

the mantra of yahweh is CX in morse code says tom
these mantras may be memorised to open the vortices to specific realms directly

went to chamber of melchiezedek witnessed a class
David's group is the mentor of this group
from knights bridge in england having the 6th initiation
and they could not hear or see us
we were told to learn to teach in spirit to spirit
and to find the vibration of David
to find the other group partners
and to be one and many to go up as one now
not in merkaba but as one and meet and think as one

our gatekeeper angel overshadowed Bill
emerald green and pink heart
and said we had graduated
he protects the physical body
but we are to go with love and peace in our hearts
beyond where he can protect us
where there is nothing negative to be protected from though
until we come back and enter his space on the return voyage  
where he remains protecting our physical body

3.4.5...4.4.2..1 mantra shekinah
ascended master before each
kali with deb
kuthumi tom
portia jodi
a mage with thoth with andrew
michael with bill
gabriel with me and Jesus
you have prepared the way of the lord now gird yourself with the sandals of shekinah to walk back with yahweh
through portal opened by the sound of the mantra
become the body and bread to feed my sheep gather my flocks be a fisher of men
speak to the one on our left from davids circle
i was called strawberry to them
bill said mine fred i thought chris but chris was not exactly right either
so much harder to hear them then the angels
he had brown grey beard shorter than me and round love face and tummy looking a bit like bill briere
becoming priests of God
Jesus gave us communion and wine

split the fish and we entered
the loaves on the table became as 1
the holy spirit dove appeared there was gold dripping from its mouth
induction on amethyst ray by our higher selves dressed in purple robes golden cowls and white gowns the third eye rent open golden light  came out and from our mouths

the heart opened love went in and all the images of the teachers in different coloured robes filing up and going in a spiral through the heart to the mind the teachings of the ancient ones
were the old ladies the grey ones ?
jodi had a  butterfly in the heart
and golden all over
my colour red  my dress and my hair long strawberry blonde
and the jewel aquamarine
the subtle colour teal
2nd level white brotherhood

silver chain medallion from Bill with our colour jewels
alchemist with an egg too like sai baba the ruby egg on silver stand
peace and love eternally bonded to each other and through christ
there appeared clouds and lightning and we were quickened and the pulse ran down our bodies to the grounds

me: be a teacher of all time across the ages touching the hearts of many
jodi : i am the bee the sifter the gleaner the artist that shapes the minds and souls of the people

Bill :I teach them to protect and to fight I am the warrior
Tom : I teach them  true blue loyalty to the path faith in the Lord our God and unity
Andrew : i went with gabriel to a cloud I sat and talked with him and thoth appeared I am the mage

Debbie :mercy compassion and destroyer of the iniquities against the innocents I am with Kali

Sveta : why am i a child ? Why am I not an adult like the others?

inner child in front higher self in back others the other way round

sveta Lord Ramu I am Christmas I bring the presents of light the spheres the love  must heal inner child
and went back in time when i was 10 in spirit
and tried to help her escape when i was an infant
??

Michael appeared with blue spiral inside
purple the snakes blue and purple
the spiral ascension

the purple was spiritual light and love trust truth
we hooked that to our hearts and then to the ball of white light above which was of God
we sent messages to each other
and recieved them from our higher selves
and those around us too
then we sat in the silence of the now
in the ball in the centre on the table
Title: 28th Devic Plane
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:10:52
f 3rd sept
REcalled my  dream before last Wednesday's class  to trixie.In warehouse basement rummage sale all old furniture on tables. Nothing appealed to me (of the physical ). I wanted this green lamp only with panels forming pillars and fire in the channel  .(12th pillar , Knowledge light healing )then a lady appeared plump short fairy god mother sort with beautiful blond curly hair   aunty bosoms and purple eyes . She asked if I  was  interested in lamps .

"Yes i wanted a clear one of crystal . I was told only in the museum and that is not open anymore not many want to go . Then Michael appeard in a tweed jacket like Sherlock Holmes. He said he was from the higher governing authority and wanted to go to the museum .But the old lady said " I know who you are but you have a visitor here we cannot go up now" . Michael replied," She is why I am here .So I might take her up."  

We all ascended a spirial staircase (walking up the physical path) which  was narrow and slow on the side was a tiny mouse size track filled with golden orbs of spirit going up quickly . There were wet footsteps on the stairs of 2 that had gone up before me .

Around the next landing appeared a parlor like ours there were 3 ladies there pulling baby owls from the fireplace . "How many shall be taken ?" "7 at least I replied . "How many are living ?" " At least 4 I replied . (levels completed the 4th level beginning 5th ) .

We continued around the staircase and saw  a classroom that was gray fog and all of the circle was there floating in seperate groups as one of us spoke his  words came from each of our mouths and when we we asked a question or replied each of us parroted the same  answer. In this manner we all shared learning teaching and speaking of one mind . We were told that this 5th level of path lasts until the 35th. We get mantras. We work in the amethyst ray. We share with one mind . It is called the sharing .

Friday 3 September .Trixie was present and andrew was away. We read Enoch to 3.1.4 only the lesson on the spine of the earth mapped out on the nile and hte pyramids are chakra spaces and intestines mapped out to by the cities .

Read about the governing of thought forms by the "throne" and elohim council. . 4 in amethyst appeared as watchers then vortex opened sideways learning from hilarion who held a gyroscope about moving on ley or meridian lines .

Jesus with Sveta .She fell asleep again . Hilarion and Michael appeared with Bill first send the thought which is impregnable then send the spirit  .Kuthumi and a scribe with Tom . Quan Yen with me . Elijah , White Eagle and Portia with Jodi . Lady Nada and Kali with Trixie . Michael and the page of the scribe  with  Debbie.

learned to send light from heart into circle to call and rescue others ie lost or suicide .4 on amethyst ray appeared learned to move across time and space on earthly plane to rescue and protect .

Bill imbibed in green ray , warrior initiation blanket behind him cloaking device split by hilarion into 6 the 3 souls dvided again from 3 to 6 vortex appeared on horizontal axis going across the room towards jodi he got a mantra.for legions of angels and Michael .

Jodi given combination" of lock on the wall safe lol
(symbolic ) sealing vortex becomes apprentice to Elijah ,given purple cube .Debbie got aring of mirror lozenges from michael . power to protect alone linked by heart to angels call when needed . she was also given a blue vial with white light liquid in it for healing others .

Trixie had Lady Nada give her a long bow and a quiver of arrows to protect loved ones from negativity heard 23rd initiation.saw her path woven into ours  she got a double mantra for two spirit  Lady Nada and Whom .

I got a purple egg shape with turquoise stones going up and around in a spiral shown a lighthouse sending the message to many and inside the egg stars that i could fling like beacons to bring others through the light to safety .  We saw a golden orb of filaments spinning and turning we were given energy to heal selves and send back I sent to Bill and to Emily . Debbie sent to the hostages in Russia . Sveta was asleep .
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Title: 30-31
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:15:16
30 -31st

30th wed 8 sept
readnext chapt Enoch
to shamballah library
read book together on recall of spirit teaching in dreamstate and then jesus and the pink spiral of lost souls through sveta to jesus and jesus speaks to each one seperately giving advice initiation and gifts uriel and michael and the deva who met in the dream the layd pluymp blond curly hair purple eyes agatha merytha
i did not write the journal as i was ill with flu and went to bed recieved healing from Mary mother of God and told by her to go to bed and did so forgot the details sorry

31st Fri 10 Sept
sveta with nikita in games room ,
andrew no show
read another chapter of Enoch
read the aviolet.text about amethyst ray chohan Quan yen played the mantra music box and saw her  went first up vortex to violet citadel and saw the moutains of violet all around  white eagle flying as eagle and then saw Jesus standing on the top looking down we stood behind him left hand created right hand stopped growth and unmade we heard vestibule saw the church a n ascension channel throught which we rose on a mantra to the lord went to the upper room kissed by judas it burned the space beside my nose on right side we floated in a spiral up the light to the golden dome and then saw the stars floating down around us Jesus talked to us a golden book of knowledge came in we each read from it saw white eagle give me feathers

golden blanket given by jesus to jodi
vortex opened to side between jodi and debbie played the music on box and went to quan yen ashram checked out by a samurai to billas samurai too for entrance then the gate opened up we

saw rainbow bridge flaming saw the dais of flaming flowers her floating on it standing up . she told us why worry about saving the world save ourselves first and one other . that is neough if we would all do that is would be so simple . do not judge the terrorists pray for their enlightenment send love and light not judgement lest we be judged

the grey divas sitting in dining room before we began here to take our prayers of enlightenment to the moslems lessen the destruction of the city we saw exploding (russia bombing in retaliation ??) saw a disc of white a table round which 5 devas without faces sat purple cloaks the lord of them dshitki ?? from google not confirmed said we must learn to sit loosely in our bodies to bounce smaller than our bodies to flow like fluid and drink lots of water 2. we must learn in time to disconnect ourselves from our bodies even the silver cord we will do this as a group . then we will learn to fill our bodies violet light and surround our bodies in platinum so we are protected safety is love have faith not fear

tom given blue strings to bring us back bill given emerald for safe passage to take us there tonight in spirit.saw us go again through the pyramid bill made as alchemist to achieve balance
Jesus and buddha holding hands over a staff

the white dove merged with blue silverbird  becomes amethsyt swan

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"The Swan Kingdom holds the vibration of Divine Union in the new astrology that has been anchored upon earth late last year."http://www.ascendpress.org/articles/nature/Nature15.htm An open heart allows for a state of divine union between body soul and earth.
Title: 32- 33 Devas
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:21:06
32-33
15 sept
read about emerald amethyst awakening
M-Shield breathing exerise visualisation blue yellow violet
read enoch 3-1-7
spin point
devas 7 across from each other
fireplace and pool table
deosil widdershins two cogs inside
build ladder from us to them counter outside clockwise us inside david uk group inner us outer
up vortex from two cogs in motion
jesus meets us ask if we will walk on alone or serve humanity
IF go to ethereal place alone unaided.
two pyramids upside down meet at spin point top amethyst bottom grounding emerald .
go in to centre and see threee rings appear blue yellow pruple and then explosion as the center pops open and we travel so fast to other dimensiopn
rescue lost souls terrorists
pray for them

white eagle made purple corn gave to jodi told her to wash it in the rain .
catherine given symbol golden eye dragon fly eye male then cheveron symbol three flame the violet swan
place golden liquid in Jodis ear sealed it do not reveal all that we are given yet.
holy grail crystal floating on top

shekina /yahweh placed in each one's heart revealed when we  had to open  dotted line vertical column of light
placed in green heart sphere by
yahweh right with silver dust
opposites
shekinah left with gold dust  
a golden pyramid made b bill other one tonight the two floating on eachother point top to point top

33rd
22 SEpt
quan yen ,mother teresa, lady di white eagle michael jesus
10 devas with lord dshiki 2 rows of 5 around a transmission device
blue harness around shoulders kness up to chest laying in a tube like sarcophagus code then tranmsittted to gates of oblivion mouth of hell

went into this beautiful portal 36 spokes into hub under right hand of god all pink orange ball of light in middle the universal mind

we were on indigo spoke bluey purple like the cosmic rays all from earth on this section of the pie of 360 degrees

exuded black like toothpaste from our hearts black anger filth
first into fingers of god an egg shape each our hell for a long moment
ex: you are afraid of homelessness and losing freedom i was covered in chains i broke them by syaing i am no longer afraid i lost myhome i will get down on my knees in supplication to God adn start again with his /her help
we had to go as black seeds into the universal mind a trillion voices shouting into the suplicationon of i want i need into the silence of meditation to i am god then the heartbeat of God

came up into holy grail as golden light floating up into sea of lost souls we were to turn them around send them back to light through mary blanket and the to jesus
then up stairs to buddha or on back of elephant

then shekinah ultra fluoro green yellow hands blue white lighting appeared with yahweh golden energy they took hands in marriage had a bloody baby earth came back

white eagle flew over quan yen floated around the cirlce on white pink blossom stopping int fornt of each one and we became purple swans flew through the mirror our souls divided again

we sent message
were found worthy we were coming to the next dimension
a sword came out bill held it golden corn across the room on the sword a yellow brick road we become small as a kernel and walk across the bridge in solemn affirmtion a ceremony blue cannon fires up then we are welcomed solemnly behind us each of us our past lives souls tied up with us going throught

purple octupus up into a cell into underwater dimension operating gallery we had surgery on blood supply to pineal gland and obrian stem and too the heart and a render d veil torn in the chest and when blood

reconnected to gladn a inner veil ws symbolicalyy shed oin the third eeye
we came back we saw

the lady long black hair the mother of devas like isis like mary the bearer to the next level working with alendril my angel

we should safeguard our hearts no fat no sugar no alchohol i day better 3 days best 1 week

15th dimension called sha har a tach the place of the devas
to  quaff the thirst of the soul
Title: 35th begin to rescue lost souls- throw roads
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:32:44
35th 6 oct
kali over jodi tried to trance
gave sword  to debbie orange light to dispel
ganeesha over andrew and vishnu and
vortex opened in floor fountain of pastel colours

kali opened in the vortex a purple door
we went through fountain to chamber was ashram of quan yen ?
no a temple of compassion for the Goddesses of Compassion
ie Quan Yen and Khali

had hands over fountatin and water pouring thru them we cleansed ourselves quna yen and kali behind twin elephants of ivory back to back holding crossed arms up

and kali baby in one hand and sword in another arm
on other side was jesus buddha and vishnu and ganeesha on the border between was confucious polarity duality fire breathed from mouth of kali and water from quan yen hand  creation destruction
(earth jesus amnd air buddha ?)      

a vortex appeared it was stright down thru floor
to "hell" lost souls
above angels  and god
we had to manifest a tunnel
which began as a mesh and the souls we called up to god to the light
they flew up like bats and we the wall fleshed out becoming stronger when the throng passed thru an angel closed off the floor
then the one in heaven then gideon came down to table
with trumpet turning to each of us blowing the trumpet

above all was enoch floating on stairs that appeared
and we climbed the stairs
angels brought a basket to enoch and it had purple hearts in it
the basket was passed around and we were told we were at the end
of this level and asked if we wanted to continue
we were to give our spiritual hearts to the path to god we did

a pink swan fllew above and the feather dropped the end of the level

jodi said we were measured in our light quotient
pressed like coins with pyramid and eye of horus on them

then the floor to another stairway was revealed to

yahweh left golden brown brass yellow candles up the side
clean shaven huge

shekinah right side all blue white grey silver hair to ground huge

we approached one at a time to the throne of the lord and lady
we were all told we had been cleansed of our inequity
to continue in love to shine before the lord and lady

sveta got golden bowl feed my sheep -children

tom got checker board - feed the souls of ol codger unbelievers  

i got mirror of rainbows and become like quan yen
a teacher in spirit to aspirants

debbie got armadillo telescoping armour

bill stood not kneeling but  bowed head
and was told honoured for his service in faith given a staff

andrew the fallen angel
come home to us be as one with the lord and the lady

jodi ??

when we  were done we went up to a giant merkaba
and went to another vortex reptilian armoured men
we went thru a vortex down into clouds like an ocean
but came out saw a sea of people all faces luminescent
could not stay there long burning eyes

went backwards into bodies
hathor presented we have class at night
the tubes of light
are black in her hand
they are  thrown like spears a movement device of will
we are to learn from her to throw the road in front of us
as a dark plane on the light to walk upon it
no as a moving footpath like at airports we shall go by will
Title: 36th Devas
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:38:05
8 October
purple pyramid above the table
a vortex opened with golden door
we went in saw small blue diamond steps become a spiral staircase like a cone

we went up to top saw blue angel looking albino
long white hair
a lunar angel
took us to shamballah

told us about next full moon
we will have names written in stone and onto a scroll
to be white brotherhood not aspirants but neophytes now
there is a crowd of purple people there also getting this
mary there on a throne holding child jesus
and then spirit came over lynda
santa lucia

the candles pink orange gold around her head
showed best to keep sword in the hilt
or use it swiftly to cut off the arm cleanly no bleeding
then showed us carrots pulled from ground
do the weeding but remember stops growing when pulled out
carrots initiative to move on

over sveta hermes
the messenger
always look at the signs
follow the path of love
it may be longer but it is the best way

over tom centurion roman legionaire crusades ww 2 knights templar thru ages -carrying double headed ax on long wooden staff
vanquish the mighty -time can vanquish the mighty
bring down the roman empire -st martin torres ?
red fleur de lis crusader france

and  James of the white brotherhood ?
long black hair beard thin face as knight

Matthew ? brown hair brown beard short
holding bible
golden coins
tax collector
acts of charity
chain of kindness
service beyond our community
to the world
choose a place
demeter ceres over jodi
service in our season
gave us sheaf of wheat
seed the fields
teach serve
we chose iraq will send
prayers and little messages in spirit to the mothers and their sons
next generation
tolerance love peace compassion
made angel balls of white light and prayers
sent to the globe that appeared in circle

golden grail with yellow feathers and

If the angel deigns to come, it will be because you have convinced her, not by tears, but by your humble resolve to be always beginning-to be a beginner."

-Rilke
Title: 37th we learn to open the vortex with "Hands of God &qu
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:53:19
37th hathor lady deva with crown jesus abraham lunar angel and ascension angel

Tonight deva lady with crown on head on table half above table and pointed her staff held cross chest to left shoulder out and pointed to area between bill and tom and vortex opened
and jesus appeared gave us a host told us to eat half of it before we got in the boat and then abraham appeared piloted hathor boat of papyrus reeds thru pyramid again as last night lunar angel with hair white as down to barefooted toes flying ahead of us to a room female sphinx on left male lion mouth on right hathor instructs to look down lion mouth ahead with consciousness we went round room saying what part
we saw then went there golden chamber of melchiezedek in a the pyramid
then again the same female and male look ahead Come to the place we had been before lake of chronos- the mirror of time the full moon shining all purple pink blue mirror lake time chronos placid pegasus on shore
then appeared a mantel with legs on chest of jodi and andrew again
this is called the hands of God

jodi blue gold white hot energy surging out and  andrew black cold sucking in energy .
jodi got magnifying glass debbie gold band crown sveta champagne me a book to write it in tom a staff of aaron to open close portal of vortex bill like the reptile armoured ones has one appear says
he will be working with them asked and has started already
then we learned andrew like the gatekeeper open the vortex the water and wind energy
and jodi like the door keeper  angel
the polarities of fire and ice
like aviary one opens other closed protects they form the vortex
Ascension angel banded wrist held high like superman above head male dark haired bulky muscular

lunar angel long albino hair femalethin- jodi thought ophelia could be aphieli-el

we went thru saw snake ahead got fire splitting belly as entered snake got the energy in the male storage centre called girdle told kundalini going up and down again .

Goblet on table we shared milk and honey abraham appeared again the lunar angel hands us milk of moonlight pouring down becomes stars 8 on each side 16 paths becoming drops becoming diamonds then star paths

,like the breast plate appearing on jodi and andrew we had a little scarab in front of us on rotating wheel took a bit of golden honey cake then the bread became birthday cake for god

we were in the elohim plane the devas all purple many so many heard singing

the cake candles are our light

they explode like fireworks the bread becomes body

the skeleton forms breaks out comes from breastbone

mary holding christ child as 7-9 years old on hip

we go thru the vortex like a tear shaped like feminine fissure an  opening we go thru the snake now to the womb of creation far and away and nothing there

only the "before"

there was and peace and anticipation

image on this page looked a bit like what we saw
http://www.brain-mind.com/AlienChild.html
Title: 39th Watchers Thrones Seraphim ...groups of Angels
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 07:59:39
Journal circle 39th
Andrew saw Thrones entered room a legion of angels with spears then seraphim floated in a golden lion one with golden brown hair and golden thick eyebrows His face looked like lion on wizard of oz but handsome and regal square feline his hair was long wavy no beard he greeted us and floated above us  A cartoon shaped short mercury ran right around room dropping gifts on our laps took heads off put in pink gold braided down blue middle ice milk pink and gold honey

I got scrolled map to draw shamballah tom got diamond to put on top of his rod changes colour in moon light vibrates when need to close hums when a exalted being is entering to acknowledge sveta I got ring burnt my finger  for discernment On wedding finger jodi got ring too and andrew ring and sveta ring -he said he who stands before the face of God . we had a veil ripped off right eye

The hands of god appeared on jodi and andrew and the vortex opened we went into shamballah pyramid came out We saw the lay out we saw that we had never really gone to volcano so the Blue triangular tube pathway to valley had river waterfalls there was amethyst going down male and emerald going up female  volcano

Then the rock cleft went into the rock saw a volcano and a dragon red gold granted a spiritual gift wish  then blown by dragon out saw fairy touch our nose and bible in our hands magic balance foundation of spiritual  and pele and kali and like the moon matron celtic stars in our hair blue ono or like that . then jodi had before her the naked female bound red hair tight curls on all fours we had to loosen binds and pray for equality the subjugation of women must end to begin the shift of conciousness.

Two colours of rainbow coming out of each of the 3 ladies hands into volcano .Put in a basket dumped out in room then we had a test who are the four here no eyes closed tom and andrew passed was 4 gospel writers and then sphinx over the lotus on table and then ended .
Also : where and when ?

Also Female seraphim ebony nubian blue wings dark blue who is with god is with me she brought us back in basket

Also brief appearance of jack in green again .saw three sconces then blue orange green each john heidi trixie flames of ascension penny has dropped away Cherubim too Jodi saw the lion angel open his chest and showed her his heart –lion hearted
Title: 40th Devic plane tested
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:08:39
40th Lesson W 20 October

balanced table as sveta was on couch with bill and then lynda across me and jodi moved made more circle

saw turquoise light over jodi the mother of alametica, she was the queen mother tall thin long fingered 3 each hand appearing purple gray with hair though purple cut regal held a bowl

a male poured a drink we all shared and said amen it tasted like limes to me she showed us a star blossom became star map on the table our milky way in the first finger the thumb and the other 4 fingers we can go to by transversing the hub first in to hub back out again she was the finger closest to thumb the pointer finger 5 if thumb on right hand coming down like octopus so fingers form star points in a circle

1 fire and ice burning diamonds the map appeared in middle then a book the dove from the snake becomes the swan opened a vortex of purple for us green apple knowledge fishing rod reel winding up when fishing will fish forever if not with love

love is the answer three doors blue on one side gold on other cold and hot ice and fire electric magnetic like aviary doors seal chamber both for keeping negs from entering following and also to protect self from forces

saw green feast hall hathor at top of table cornucopic vase filling the feast congrats for ending the cow stage of hers birds fruits breads and sweetmeats and above us doves and belwo table light like in a dungeon but a palace

two doors opened thoth Isis came in the thoth blew horn white strings came out of light asked to present gift to hathor and receive one from her I gave heart respect and a rose she gave me a hour glass psychic time past future

sveta gave mind and time got hands digg throur sand find treasure bill gave temper got two pillars of strength and trust

lynda gave thanks and lollies got horns an rag in both eyes ears and mouth better messages

and jodi gave ??got ???

funnel in head kumeka poured in and pain in heart like heart attack yuuch

thoth white strings from horn had blown out a pyramid that was small purple lines with hole hook on top we said thanks and left went into it

a shaft beneath it we sank saw blue arched door from which we came closed behind us and saw a double wooden door goldedn trimmed arched wing inwards saw cathedral flowers coffin wreath and candles on wall sconces around coffin on roof boss of door had been the face of pan

there was a pile of gold rolled scrolls we were given one I wrote all our names and lynda john heidi trixie too bill said peace

sveta said thanks I wrote to all teachers and students thanks that we got this far and in hope that we will continue even further

saw irins two tall pink seraphim appear either side of lynda

lynda given pin bill hinges

sveta door knocker

me message slot

jodi keys I wrote message we come in love and humbly ask that we may approach and enter lock was like crab /pan face and legs of branches around it on the middle of double doors half either side of the door jodi used key they swung inwards we saw bright white light

I lay prostrate a seraphim with pinky purple colours dropping white feathers approached us said great is ye who comes this far to God .

mary told us to look up touched our shoudler left side only with the staff of queen of heaven christ child crown on top she was smiling a fountain of purple flame blew into each heart then mouth on wall appeared in mask of pan and blew sandlewood oil reddy gold .

We washed with it

our face and back of neck arms

and then jesus came the fountain head gone and a square vessel in round fountain our feet in it all of them

jesus washed our feet then john the baptist there and naked waist up

took water from fountain he stood in too and raised it in both open hands palm up to above our heads and then seperated hands and we were annointed there was a tsunami wave washed over us then and jesus produced a box like arc of covenant but empty a vortex appeared pink gold and green spirals congratulations on coming this far

we have permission to continue

The assembly appeared we said thanks to each acknowledged and double thanks to those we could not see but would not truly forget and then came into a pot like caudron with a lid back into room jodi had terrible pain in upper left heart

{ all of teachers were there our higher selves our guardian angels and our guides henri  and george and enoch quan yen white eagle kuthumi kumeka paul kali hindu vlahallah isis hathor horus ra ibis anubis thoth michael all rachangels and many guardian and toher angels mother teresa (melchiezedek and metatron) }
Title: 41 knighting our students in spirit realms
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:15:46
20 Wedmesday October 2004
We had lesson on angels devas
need to spread ascension
and map out shamballah
a service to world evangelism
teaching about ascension

seraphim lord of all at the face of god appeared on andrew
then a 3 on his shoulder and a 3 on his elbow
then a bow between them and then christ child out of elbow
lol just the 2 little arms at head the head of jesus
at chest and flying above too the dove
then the triangle began to form in the trinity
heard latin name of father son and holy spirit
nomine de patria de fils and de spiritus sancti

then the leg formed from andrew down couch to catherine from catherine to sveta along fireplace then from sveta to andrew
we had to make a wall each
tom bill made the wall purple
catherine sveta the wall pinky purple
debbie jodi andrew the wall blue
then we watched and the bottom triangular based pyramid formed by spirit

so we had a group merkaba
michael appeared he would stand beside us not lead us ask us to be lead by andrew navigating and tom coordinates

a pillar was in the middle a column of white golden light up to the apex
each given a red key and a golden key by LENDUCE ???appearing as old man wizard like

the red was for student the golden for us

tom given cathedral window in his heart the light came out showing 3 strings of light making 3 stars forming the coordinates

bill given torch and key red leather samurai protector with us

Debbie given a white dog leash handle and 3 strings of white light emergency pull back

sveta given hands to dig treasure out

i was given book to write it down

jodi asked to make the blanket of protection from white fence crocheted around her neck given to her like a spider to manifest it

each told to bring a student bill would determine if unacceptable or dishonour to spirit
i brought john
tom brought eve
bill brought deborah
sveta brought linda
debbie brought trixie
jodi brought heidi

we went up in merkaba up the column then turned toward kitchen as the 3 star had shown

heard the queen mother of (great mother )alametica tell us the third finger on star map .

when we turned we began to spin head first toward kitchen appeared in wormhole then teal deva plane
like other part of the same one over earth that is pinky purple  

we began to appear behind our students they were sitting down inner circle

we were in outer circle standing we multilocated men going clockwise women counterclockwise

so we were all 7 behind each student in a line andrew jodi bill tom catherine sveta debbie

we put hands up in y shape one blue one pink and golden light came down middle making 7 pointed star forming ball in middle then with this ball of light as jesus stood above we sent light to hearts of our students and then up to third eye

then bill got 7 rods we each picked our own colour and gave it to our student

we knighted them each shoulder third eye and then heart and then handed them the rod and charged them to recall it and tell us about their dream as we handed them the rod it changed so toms became butterfly john's was a golden snake with vine on it

we gave them holy grail and host and then they left we went into a vortex appearing saw white crooked stairs climbed up jumped up into hold
saw teal world a globe of rusty planet with golden sieve like lights pouring out

saw a being in their ashram tom saw looked like bear we could not see them well

debbie saw wings cant fly skinfolds i saw a bird like face
asked to go to their planet

the exalted one of Dshana?? (andrew thinks the name of planet rusty metal looking globe)

Bill saw the aboriginal space man white face on caves called wshani ??
a swarthy looking red haired vulcan like creature with  snout  like bear or lion and human looking eyes and arms I saw skirt like legs but andrew saw human like ones so my view may have been the clothing not sure andrew saw him cutting off heads for fun and the heads grew back
was an ancient warrior god

+white eagle silver burch jesus there too
the hand of god appeared then we walked through the vortex between andrew and jodi and
saw jaws with teeth

went inside saw leviathan the fish eating the golden light
saw mary appeared large as table  pink pearl a ring of purple devas around us dshiti there too

the pearl had a fish became a dove as mary sang to devas
then we saw a lady with a uraeus snake staff back was cat /lion? staff this was lady nada

went then to vortex came back to purple pyramid and eye of horus and then we saw legions of angels and came back with the serpim lord back to bodies he gave us messages about travel teaching roles and working with angels amen
Title: 42nd Ley lines to temples are stations of vortices
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:25:13
42nd friday22oct linda jodi bill tom me
debbie andrew sveta away
orange ball blue strings light
shift me towards jodi (orange)
triangle balance
yellow pyramid top male yahweh
blue bottom female shekinah
bill saw diana
then he and jodi saw the great mother of alametica
she said welcome and she had two things to show us

We may form the vortex with our hands and our storage centres male and female
and
we must learn to go into mother earth and emerge on ley lines
to travel at will through the sacred spots the temples of Earth
and so we go now as students

went into a cave of Mother Earth with the triangle vortex formed for us
came out at machu pichu saw olmec
went in came out tibet buddhist temple
went in came out sinai peninsula pyramids sphinx desert luxor
went in came out uhluru saw the male elders in white paint
they pressed ash on third eyes
then easter island
then stonehenge
then meza verde
iraq and atlantis closed blocked
saw irin
had to call andrew to come to circle in higher self then vortex appeared
went in with great mother
saw unicorns running into water
followed her to beach on left window side and lake on right went  
she took us into the merkaba we came out at a beach on the left lake on right saw sphinx on bottom of hill and up at top a castle with pillars like greek temple

saw a gnome looking into lake saw a dragon green golden eyes fat tummy claws winged we climbed up stair tongue and onto back a fairty with long red hair and yellow pinky transparent wings puprly skins and bathers like outifit in front went polar blue crystal ice cold cave at top

lynda dressed like john the baptist tied furs around at waist but also for boots and gloves and hats

there was a troll at back of cave with handful of jewels in front of a fire asked if we wanted jewels or knowledge
treasure of the heart
chose heart asked us to put hands into flame
pull out the flame of knowledge
showed us that the ethereal plane
once hung much closer to earth
the place of shamballah now
that is the realm of magic and fantasy
an eagle head appeared a yellow fern like olive leaf in mouth and yellow cord on neck we climbed onto back and then we flew to south pole patagonia south american ashram top of volcano saw white robed male lenduce
became three in row vywamus and santa kumara too
then back to back 3 faces one in jesus

leviathan mouth of jaw tooth opened and we went in again saw the sky father sky and two ladies with starry blue bodies a green pyramid between them with capstone off

we saw 4 dryathzamine appear then 1 more dark blue hooded robes no face dark blue eyes a arm appeared on one like smoky skeletal hand with piping bag write our sweet deeds down
jodi saw black deeds on other side
paul 's head appeared on table time to come back
Title: 43rd Leviathan
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:34:52
W 27 October
john the baptist
deny the base nature  
pushing a stone to anchor and ground us
the scorpion pushed it out of the way
freedom at cost of its life
 the man that cut off his own head  
better to cut off ones hand
see him burn his hand off
senseless acts to follow ones heart  and lose ones soul
A sphere appeared it split pearls long string and honey  came out wisdom and truth ? peacock on debbie lap (symbol of  jesus )

pele appeared in green and golden scarf and dress she put sandals on jodi then garlands on ankles then took off shoes

volcano over andrew ice over jodi  hand of go on andrew and jodi but curtain over vortex until the message completed from john

a red leviathan over table thin  then we saw two stairs and green symbol of pan over  roofboss

heard pan flutes down went down stairs saw  over bill saw athena hawk face thin  red pillar and blue pillar of light

one was blood one was coin  blood money
athena with bow on lap  placed viking warrior helm on bill an initiation

then ripped him stem to stern  neck to groin  placed this long feathered from arrowhead down the entire shaft into the wound

then sewed him up with a curved bone and thread  sveta with morgan le fay dont give up power for love  moon over head

cape of blue with stars on it  butter churn  seek love not prison  pulled snake out of heart turned into dove  pure heart unicorn

white rose became red long and wild
do not cut it she said  
native american chief (white eagle?) long golden staff
took my left hand
made me open the floor  
a fissure appeared went down
saw a scythe under the flames on cold ash ground  
gaia over jodi stir the ashes rekindle flame and see vision
struck the ground our higher selves appeared in circle  round her sitting

andrew saw a flame within a flame
bill saw round and square lego toys (puzzles )
unicorn sweetness purity walking toward Debbie
I saw man with head cut off -alchemy
back of eyelids sveta
debbie large green frog
jodi had heart of white light door we entered went up stairs
saw 2 dryathene at top two at bottom chanting
made a funeral pyre
removed what looked like white good light from our hearts
but became maggots and snakes
flames consumed them  
we deny the basest of our natures
the stairs shook and leviathan appeared
we fell into it  
saw 2 pink doors at bottom round blue ring  
went inside  we saw pink dove take us up in spirals on the vent
to a dimension all the chohans like rainbows we were in coloured helium filled balloons protected by the platinum net of metatron
elmos fire
 mary and jesus appeared gold thin crown on each head
we  had to make it candle flames then
sent the flames of candles floating all round in air
rhiannon there too  then guardian angels appeared one in front of each of us  then a bowl like a rose  angel removed sweetness from our hearts and offered up to  god petition for us to go higher
 we walked through our angels
and they put their hands on  our shoulders
and we heard song  
azriel sveta
galadriel Cath
pink cartoon flying cat goddess  came down in sphinx landed solidly
pink swan at end
Title: 44th
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:44:43
44th
lynda sveta jodi bill catherine
(heidi trixie )
mother spider on ceiling
angels cherubim in room angel between jodi and sveta
jesus carried a lantern and a wish bottle
Mary -send up prayers for children
(concerning seperation Bill )
door over bill slide down opposite garage style
angel appeared two  hands drew us in
forest a path blue light full moon
a banshee coach driven by death grim reaper
blue skeleton hands a man on a horse with a feather in his cap bringing a message
both sides of family assembled around catherine
gf said take billy fishing
gm said get legal papers in order mortgages on the 2 houses insurance
aunt jean gave me a handkerchief dry my tears
aunt nancy it is not a sin to seperate
husbands grammy gave me a large ladies purse old we will  be provided for
husbands dad said sorry for his part in bills emotional  illness
they said goodbye
and angel appeared opening a lock on floor orange light home energy filled the room
two irin angels came in formed vortex over bill and jodi
we went through
golden throne a buddha
a dove pierced heart blood drops on the buddhist scroll
blue ice letters on scroll looking like english music
the letters floated off and appeared in the air
fire a violin and a grail appeared on bill
ice and a flute and a little boat on jodi
the ying yang of vortexes
up spirial
went to the teal clouds again
told by man with black hair and beard
to learn to see hear and feel in spirit
saw a braid of purple gold and green
see purple hearing gold feeling green
he put a hooded robe over each of us called us students
put a necklace around our neck green metal oxidized and golden large oval shaped medallion
saw a big letter A with feathered golden stanchions the knives that have sword hilts like a long knife or short sword
meaning honour for andrew had done this before throne
the ladies qun yen pele shekinah kali mary isis
and a hand drew us up
a ice statue of a woman placed on jodi's lap became quan yen
she will guide us with ice letters and ice energy
egyptian priests that carried in two poles with a purple bag
suspended hanging there off poles in it
hearts to feed the crocodiles from those that fell away
the number 46 hanging in air
think lion does go on until 46 next level eagle then instead
four guardians on corners of our roof
or perhaps I have misnumbered again and not counted 2 lessons.
Title: solo opening of vortex
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:52:51
SOLO opening of vortex

went to what is called the 12th dimension

a teal clouded realm this time alone

I struck the da vinci pose in bed

I felt the ice on one hand and manifested it blue on right palm up

and on left orange yellow red fire

the head pale golden yellow sphere making a triangle now

then made the door but it half formed finally a golden door appeared and went in saw race car and clock

first here from class all must come alone be tested

bring back what they saw each that comes will see more then last one that just came through vortex

teacher approached

said to balance the force in hands bring force up from feet into body and then make vortex teacher looking like lord dshitki
not confirmed
hard to see there still
Title: 45th
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 08:59:55
45th
ah zha riel
Bills warrior angel went to joodalup with sveta bill exorcism
bill catherine had coffee and meditation
mother spider on ceiling

ice female black hair elemental blue white black purplefire vortex

male elemental reddy blonde flame hair and fingers of fire red yellow orange one behind the other

asked to open the vortex

bill got a headress two eyes on antennaes above his head
and headdress mask like chinese dragon gold purple green

cath got two antennae wrapped around ears and headress like eagle beak red gold and I got brown blanket man in boat with spear

bill got silver gauntlet on arm armoured half body on arm went to teal dimension is this the 12th dimension ??

no -saw hall of learning saw also the ship with 3 portals past present future went into future

saw  a spiral going up saw the next dimension purple stream of consiciousness like purple ocean my feet floated above my head

two angels seraphim one with bill
lunar beautiful long white hair with me
the warrior stands before the throne of God
saw us step up to throne
four teachers there
tested us
we petitioned for group gave our hearts up
as  purple amethysts in golden nets
we were measured asked tested bill gave service exorcism
i gave teaching group in home and online -knowledge
we are mother and father of group
saw  headdress mask more clearly like chinese dragon gold purple green mine was headress like eagle beak red gold
bill got purple green  sash
mine was red gold sash
we got a long scroll unrolled right to left
fire letters on left ice letters on right
an amethyst in middle encrusted in gold
went inside and we were naked
standing holding hands
promising to do god;s work
be mother and father of the group
eternity to be teacher and warrior work together
saw greece white village on sea
bill saw egypt white village on sea
saw our group as our children but tom as father of Bill
preparing the way saw a shield and grounded came back
Title: 46th
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 09:07:11
46th Wednesday 3 nov

saw ice blue cloud ice goddess lying naked in snow no hair

fire erupting from volcano a serpent leviathan

a scottie with red beard and cape and pipes before tom down

through the fire to mother earth thru the leviathan

quan yen in gazebo gold green purple

12 arrows in quiver for bill to shoot into sky

with names of us 7 and then heidi trixie john and then 2 guests kym and lynda

came to 12 dimension teal coloured clouds

bill saw a map before us with teal at 6 oclock where bill sat

tom 5 was tom and the airport the grounding space red purple orange seats to wait for the teacher to be revealed

catherine 3 was me grounding still red scissors and glasses cut the karma and learning and the teacher

debbie2 the people of the swan pinky purple with black hair all small like fairies in front of Debbie

orchids around her neck and leias of them placed by this male and female seemingly naked fae people

NIL 130 between 1 And 2 the white path the column

sveta yellow unlock the secrets of future

jodi 10 purple black red the land of shadows past where we can unmake and manipulate the past

andrew 9 white the angels unfolding dryathem unfettered breaking the chains

Nil 730 between 7 and 8 the hand of God church the pyramids forming merkaba on the hand of God

Saw a rose vase form into a bowl in the middle

Heard a mandolin or lute being played by quan yen

From there a vortex of two colours forming smoke then roses floating everywhere red and blue death is final but rose is eternal

Death is physical finite btu spiritual is eternal and infinite

Pink flame jesus /lavender flame quan yen braided

Dragon came chinese style beautiful

We rode its back and round and round the room in playful arching

then came back to bodies the end
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dream night before
4 november

golden grass ankle length

meadow

golden clouds gazebo buddha with fu man chu

he rotated floating

namaste apporace bow at head he disappeared

bow at waist he disappeared

bow prostrate he disappeared

how shall i approach you

the enlightened one i heard over him

he patted ground said sit here

and then he showed me 2 paths one is finite the doors open and close

and ultimately you have to go back to beginning anyway

but  the other is a spiral staircase going up and up to new planes new dimensions ever more close to God and

is truly the path of light so choose well
Title: 48 opening a vortex with 4 limbs 4 elements
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 09:16:56
10 Nov 2004 48th initiation
bill :a see through pyramid
c: between jodi and Andrew
golden leaves laurel leaves sapphire with a centre vortex turquoise golden prick
A: andrew stairs
c:feeling pushed along quickly like getting squeezed
we have come out the mouth of the  leviathan purple black
I see razor sharp teeth we come out on its tongue like a balcony
We're out in space around a globe

The symbol of x is drawn in field with a pie shape above it another cross
Pyramid glowing each sside diff sapphrire amethyst pink and gold
Right in middle a man in golden robe golden beard
Ornate vase urn one metre high man in gold beside it
A flow of energy spiral around it
Urn opens up
And issue of spirtis coming out like pandoras box
But not miseries
Quite beautiful rainbow colours of crystal seem to be singing
Think you are right andrew another dimension
Only we are not quite there
In the ashram before it
Asurrhythm azarithem
Jewel like spirits
Not angelic not alive beings either
Man name ? all gold
Crystal ice place
Someone in front of andrew
Ceremonial spoon looks like boat with oars out
A libation poured into your hands
Angel on right shoulder
A diamond ring there personal message engagement
B: all night there
A lady higher self in monk robe
long reddy brown hair short very studious spiritual
But Other self physical body community immature impetuous
Champagne bottle cork coming off
Being poured over you andrew
She is short 5 foot 5 sleight of frame short hair purply red but higher self past hips long reddy brown
T: monks robe
C: Spider on ceiling glass pointed towards sveta
A:Legs dangling over each head
C: feels like bitten on right wrist
Ice sugar cube white blue look trhough want togo in it
Jodi andrew no don't go in
snake in there
Can you see snake
I see beautiful fountain Quan yen
T:I can see door behind it rainbow light
Amethsyt in middel gold around it
I think we are learning discernment
Pointed toward jodi
Into rainbow vortex bet jodi andrew
Holy spirit dove laurel branch in mouth
Floating flying in spiral down tunel
Bright pink everywhere
Woman near bill peace love compassion
Man too weapons lightnight botl razor metal war severity discipline
Like the 2 jewish pillars we began with polarity duality
Put their hands up made arch
Makes a tunnel
Walk down the arched tunnel
J:Dragon fly
At end there is ocean
I feel like future and past either side
A:Sun is blue
C:Where are we
T: I see seashore on right and reminds me of judea
So we are not in another space but a time
Waterfall to lagoon to river to ocean
Cliff going up a
There is  k lady wreath round head simple tunic is climbing that moutain cliff
White eagle white feathers in circle round the middle of cross
T:That  x symbol there again with four dots This one in glass
I see each of four circels is a force top left pink ornage top right blue /fire water bottom pink and green //earth air
As they pull apart each becomes a crown and the vortex in centre is formed
Talking about a new way to open a vortex by yourself
So if sit in group of 4 no I thnk 4 limbs two hands two feet
X is christ protection the four elements balance make them pull apart
Energy from solar plexus male storage centre
Like we did with fire and ice and came out of our third eye
Symbol to place over body for protection
I was wrong that was white eagle
It is a gift spiritual

Reminding us we were given a homework to go into vortex by ourselves
Get fire and ice and the female centre or
do all 4 limbs all 4 elements try easier and then move forward
Pillar of fire purple from floor to ceiling
We are to follow white eagle up there
Golden trim around this purple pillar

Ayanhtmi ayancthami like that –the name of this eagle ??
Then dryathem
Angels devas
Many purple eagle huge golden crown on its head
T:Two crystal pyramids
A type of merkaba so we go in it
Angels blowing trumpets all kind of red roses coming out pink lignt everywhere
T:Peacocks
Crown on eagle john
Mary there queen of heaven standing on snake kinda like quan yen know difference bet faith andfear know discernment
Energy in people surrounding us right now angel between each of us
Rainbow coloured lights coming out of their hands forming a vortex
Golden table fountain of light
Mary floating above jodi hung a sphere in heavens
holding up baby jesus- he is light of the world
The light comes down over whole earth
In front of bill a telescope eye glass purple gold rainbow colours too
B: castle monastery round window on hill near debbie
T: glastonbury
C: yes wales england arthur
T: all monks with shaven heads waiting to greet us
C: jesus end of cathedral hall the sacred heart with pink and blue lights blood and water more an image than really here this time
Monks gregorian chanting
T: out of his hands little tiny arrows bolts of light on the entire congregation
B:Gravestone cant read it it is not chross but round things like
T: arthur and guinevere
C:Parchmnets all rolled up on shelf wrapped in casement tied in brown string
T: manuscripts
End tape
A pentacle fire not wanting to go in
See demon bound wooden and chains shackled a large one
I Did not want to go in
But Bill says go by it
he sees a rose we follow we see blue door rectangel and also golden light pentacle ball of dragon t: said leater should have gone in door instead we went into the glden dragon light
Down tunnel crouched on bellies smaller smaller bill lead us came to quartzcave filling with water man there kuthumi he raises the veil the blaknket removed we float up surrounded by cherubs gloria excelsis
Seea book closing and a coin emerges
Purple eagle again round the room saw images as eagle flew to each one
C:Saw eagle fly to right side of cross show me  jesu cruicifed dead removed sadly and then easter taken from crooss resurrected golden glowing beard changed to gold too
Ct:and then saw araafat dead image only smiling not really there heard pray for palestine
B: pope vatican really pretty I will be next pope lol
A come back to me pass j: native american cermeony buffalo black wing b=fire painting on her head
D: emerald pyramid sapphire light golden lady with golden peacock behind her and golden crown lioong golden hair like queen cletic or asian not sure
Gives debbie a necklace of sapphire and emerald large lozenge hanging down too
b: I see rose quartz I
s: back of eyelids
a caterpillar resiting morphing stasis the rianbow coloured caterpillar with golden head and jeweled eyes and antennae
a large book closing now see golden coin come out iof the middle of book rising up
Like apyramid on one side and on other a man face in middle of it writing around medallion or coin
B: we will get more of these have to remember this next time
Title: 49th more on manifestation by will and vortex of 4
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 09:23:34
Friday 12 November 49th

Lynda , Jodi , Catherine , Bill
John in spirit sitting in chair debbie usually sits in (as seen by Bill)
(later :eric Liddell
and John the Devine the gospel writer and Eric Liddell and green right leg angel of the mist)

a gypsy horse and wagon to begin with and rellie of jodis
then jodi saw a runner with mustache running in desert
lynda saw red and blue (Scottish tartan stewart)
eric showed us red and white roses the stuart and tudor
and also flag of turkey and (central america )banana republic
plane no passengers crashing in water
Bill could not see him though  
my gma his cousin sent him her best wishes to me and debbie
he is scotland greatest athlete famous in chariots of fire film the biography of his life
an olympian running athlete and a champion boxer
missionary minister teacher martyr china
had visions of Jesus and his messages
said can see future and past if we try with clarity of thought and purity of intent
gave us purple heart in crystal ball
we were told to make ours spirtual bodie limbs into the four points of compass and then send consciousness into the centre and send force out 4 ways

saw pink ascension angel helped us up after we formed vortex together and we formed female part of crystal merkaba

bring conciousness to become thruway tunnel between ears no physical matter there no brain or skull etc
just thought and vibration in spiritual head
met green angel gave us holy grail
Bill Van de Berg male force of will thought closing and holding open the walls
Jodi Bolton female power energy creation of vortex opening vortex and rounding the tunnel

use the 4 limbs
right hand blue   cold ice   female  electric white lunar angel
left  hand orange hot  fire  male    magnetic blue  purple heart solar angel
left  leg  pink   warm earth female  magnetic pink  ascension angel moss
right leg  green  cool air   male    electric teal  angel of mist

4 asian storms thunder lightning rain and wind all male one sitting over jodi

eric teaches discipline look thru  windows on either side like portals of the vortex see future on right past on left
said he is becoming a chohan and world teacher

divine john teaches open elliptical vortex leave rose and wheat in the opening as door stop symboliseslove female hard work labor male

silver birch made 10 male merkabas with thought that fast  out of 3 elements need at least 3 used moutain earth and lake and air to form it . we must learn to control and use thought to form create and sustain
Title: 50th The sphinx and importance of tarot imagery
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 09:52:50
50th -W 17 November 50th

right away diamond merkaba 5 pyramids in cluster over table
4 angels each facing a diff direction nsew on compass rose

debbie jodi blue north
andrew white
green south
fireplace

female n to s
male e to w

male north and non dominant hand so north and east yellow orange fire and yellow red-pink earth (yellow)
female south and dominant hand so south and west blue white water ice and blue green (blue) air

not expected are they turning ?
yes slowing counter clockwise

row of pink crystals over vortex above merkaba
mt fuji large i'm cold sveta
south pole mt herebus Tom

sinking merkaba vortex a new one
aurora borealis north pole

i feel tree of life  should be made right side up with force of will
like we learned to make things right in last 2 lessons

but wait one reason down is we are in australia we are down under

let us leave it
go into vortex then

stairs columns of light mostly male
halos around head chohanic a stream of rainbow colours
4 5 heaps evergrowing countless all the ones of past present future ?

behind rainbow stream of colour assembling around lake
quan yen lavender and all the ones of lavender bhind her

chakra rainbow order next indigo then blue like that
we are spinning the wheel also symptom of 22
rainbows spinning a wheel of universe not a little vortex huge
one that humanity can transcend the shift
so many people can just learn to take the 5th
steer the boat on river of life

going counter clockwise female
huge angel with feathered butterfly wings ivory white it is green
she showed us friday snow on mountain mist on lake moisture in cave fog on moors angel of mist

white look thru it see teal turquoise green 2 coloured wings

male pyramid bowls going down side from capstone must light the lamps
one each compass rose

so north is bill tom  -green air  
jodi andrew east - blue ice water
cath fireplace -orange fire
debbie red pink  earth
lights coming up from base

seen from top the pryamid sides lit up become the x the angels the circles
our limbs the lines of the rose compass around us the square

Lesson :

magnetic positive female waterfluid wet dark non dominant side  
electric negative male fire fluid dry bright dominant side of body

Power               Know             Will               Dare                  Keep Silent
Word                 Intelligence     Energy        Courage           Subtlety
law                   Liberty            Life               Light                 Love

                                           
Kerub sphinx    Man                Bull/Cow(ox)     Lion                  Eagle(Griffin/dragon)
Astrological      Aquarius         Taurus           Leo                   Scorpio
Element             Air              Earth            Fire                  Water
Gender              Male             Female           Male                  Female
Force               Electric         MAgnetic         Electric Fire    Magnetic Water
Gospel              Matthew          Mark             Luke            John                
temp                warm             cool               hot                Cold  
Weight                                                Light Gas             Heavy Ice Solid
Moisture                                                Dry                 Wet                  
Magical  Rose  Undines W    Gnomes N    salamanders S    sylphs E


Place               Creation         Farm             Jungle                Sky
Body                R(d)leg          L(nd)leg         R(D)Hand          L(Nd)Hand  
Christ              Incarnation      PAssion          Resurrection   Ascension      
angel        pinkascension    green mist       yellow solar       blue  lunar

When calling on Elements to aid you in your rites,
it's not uncommon to hear the Call for the Fae of Earth, the Undines of water, the Sylphs of Air and Salamanders of Fire, along with a whole host of others, it's a common part of our lore

Power   Kerub Sign    Element
Know    Man   AquariusAir
Will    Bull  Taurus  Earth
Dare    Lion  Leo     Fire
Silence Eagle Scorpio Water

Newest version
Sign     Symbol       Element Virtue  Latin  Emanation
Leo      Lion         Fire    Will    Velle  Light
Scorpio  Eagle/Dragon Water   Dare    Audire Love
Aquarius Man          Air     Know    Scire  Liberty
Taurus   Bull         Earth   Silence Tacere Life
[Sun]    Ankh         Spirit  Go      Ire    Law


btw Tacere also means  to hold onto not necesarily to keep silent

7 candles on each side
top vortex well done

male spirit here
4 male
buddha
thoth
fortune-ganesha-candle in each arm
asian ?
jesus

egypt buddha christian hindu
they come together touching energy top of capstone
wheel spinning now clockwise vertically top to bottom
water fire air earth becomes one colour

pyramid seems to follow us as we see in 4 directions all ways

bill rope ladder jacob straight up jewish symbol kaballah
andrew area covered ice
cath : want to see future only see past /osama bin laden on funeral pyre not possib;e
laying in state carried on back of mourners middle of 3 coffins which look like beds
have they died in sleep or poisoned (made their bed jodi )dying next year 2005 cath
lovely energy in this room

five towers castle glastonbury jesus buddha hindu egypt

jodi future uniting of planet thru disease a lot to die /gene manipulation in plants/people cloning growing body parts major .spiritualism huge uniting all religions start of it anyway

andrew 4 horseman / pyramids of mars/cloning in trees

bill stained glass round window sitting head bent forward mourning pope snuffed

tom keys of enoch we will use again

cath : geoconcentric circles of future

gateway opening ganesha there monkeys all around mouth of lion
bill follow that dove there

dove becomes book becomes an eagle becomes john divine in blue with halo

huge angel behind him kneeling four now kneeling around him
sphinx matt mark luke john he is talking can anyone hear him ?

jodi eagle symbol used by hitler misused symbol backwards symbol of sun

sword of light in johns hand a vortex above it a throne room all diamonds of light around it

andrew a pool with a wall around with cross around it golden spike pointing down towards water graves all around it

i see mary i see the moon candles around the sun

6 walls each with godhead 3 male 3 female ganesha parvati jesus opposite mary thoth opposite osiris mother and son

moving it with energy counter clockwise
whtie eagle placed staff with feathers slowly turned our spirit being shifted i am now where debbies body is
a twisting
a change
as above so below
going clockwise below
so female on top this time in vertical open male closing
huge vortext now

like gravitron ride the floor falls away
round like whirlpool
crack schism tear above us

out comes kali as destroyer beautiful flames all around her
see monkeys and rats and ganesha
on top on bottom stars peace light starry sky unity

going down this time a dove an eagle white eagle this time
green frog three legs luck deb blue lake sun yellow sky pink dawn  

moon rise glows orange red in lunar eclipse
rhiannon here with stream of fairies

i want to know about this gnome now kobold
I keep seeing artist depictions of this gnome who is he
what is his name

white beard green cone hat pointy shoes
he is shown lighting the world with white eagle mother gaia and quan yen so he is important l

ike buddha elusive we need to go further along to pick up subtle energy
anyone get his name ?

Callum or cowan comes to mind
master of the seasons jodi
spreading golden seeds throwing them everywhere skipping andrew
harvest them Andrew
flying up followed by faeries
there are 2 lines one pink one blue
lion man cow eagel split off male and female they split
interested we have a riddle


jacob ladder again up to sphinx
female with 6 arms
kali is there

blue green
eagle is air green john
cow /ox water blue luke

orange pink hand
lion  is fire  yellow mark
man   is earth red matthew

opening now a square with 4 circles around it
and 4 angels around it
they were making the 2 vortices

diamond spider cave starlike protective japanese warrior
shekinah like the moon ,mary huge hands , female kali rhiannon , isis

cave opens to the sun male side of godhead
yahweh, pink orange yellow light
put yoir hand over it it turns to gold -debbie
double helix red and blue lines a tube a vortex between kitchen and window

golden ball like a jigsaw puzzle like a little bonzai or an explosion
shamballah

white eagle silver birch a huge silver fish big as the men are
abundance and christ like the rainbow serpent becoming stars -pisces(end of march )
male side disappearing

female side waterfalls moonlight jungle
stars moon
a pear -jodi (Christ )
naked human half man half female two snakes out of ground twisting round them
raven -tom
eve pulling snake off tree lilith
an apple
and cupids all around
then a heart
then jesus with sacred heart pink and blue all around it
the blood and water
gifts on our laps

i got a bowl on my lap i have to put something in it -jodi
andrew white bladed sword cuts negativity stab it into ground cause a rupture

bill a tarpaulin to cover shelter protection as you do for other people home

whte box with a charity give to all round the circle

white wrapped in plain paper pink ribbons
love a puzzle in blue the eternal puzzle always more to learn
buddhist monks on one side and angels on other
always more to learn

sveta asleep

debbie clay hand made flowered vase start a garden to grow flowers to put in it

Lesson importance of Tarot to alchemy

A pack of Tarot contains the fifty-two ordinary playing cards with the addition of one "picture card" to every suit, namely, the Knight, placed between the Queen and the Knave. These fifty-six cards are divided into four suits, two black and two red and have the following designation: scepters, cups, swords, and pentacles or disks.

In addition to the fifty-six cards the pack of Tarot has twenty-two numbered cards with special names:The Tarot in its turn is quite analogous to the Kabala, Alchemy and Magic, and, as it were, includes them. Corresponding to the four first principles or four letters of the Name of God, or the four alchemistic elements, or the four classes of spirits, the Tarot has four suits -- sceptres, cups, swords and pentacles.

Thus every suit, every side of the square, equal to the point, represents one of the elements, controls one class of spirits. The sceptres are fire or elves (or salamanders); the cups are water or undines; the swords are air or sylphs; and pentacles, earth or gnomes. Moreover, in every suit the King means the first principle or fire; the Queen -- the second principle or water; the Knight -- the third principle or air, and the Page (knave) -- the fourth principle or earth.

Then again, the ace means fire; the deuce water; the three-spot, air; the four-spot earth. Then again the four-spot is the first principle, the five spot, the second etc.

les Taraux" tarot from 1522 italy meaning the discard pile of a game called trumps or triumphs

for example:
the red is electric the blue magnetic the duality the polarity and the balance in the the hands . The vortex can lead one to the bear constellation which is a trajectory for another civilization.

26. In the center, a eight-spoke wheel; spokes are alternatively red and blue; over the wheel, the Initiate wearing a golden crown, and holding the blue crown with the right hand, and the red crown with the left one. On the right, an Angel with a flame over his head; on the left, a bluish flame that looks like a bear. In the Italian figure, the red crown has been replaced with a red cane.

The tarot gives many clues to the magician and the alchemist .
Title: 51st elemental spirits of Earth -Gnomes leprechauns
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 10:00:09
F 19 November 51st
before class jodi and tom tell us how they managed to get thru vortex opening it alone  jodi got 3 gifts a staff and bowl and ?

see green angel top pf pyramid circle around her
so confirmation top of drawing
greek columns appearing
vortex already there
our higher selves calling it to being
ellipse pink around edges fire golden light inside
dragon warrior accompanies us but a dragon in himself

our new merkaba shape before us
pyramid here another upside down one
dark black purple with fire on top
volcano now spinning
green mountain cold pretty snow on top

up and down and around
4 like 2 sets more of top and bottom in 3 pairs
so compass rose around
the dominant is fire and air

sveta : birds eye view yin an yang

domino 3 on top 6 on bottom :Bill
pattern is 3 from the triangle of circles to open  for vortex
and the 6 below are the 6 points of the merkaba

like the drawing
mummy and pyramid :Bill
underworld under earth : jodi

compass rose with a staff that goes thru centre that it spins on
like the top of capstone and to midstone on the base

what about the mummy ?
standing in front of jodi
lyre : jodi
flute : bill
pipes of pan : tom
male and female aspect : jodi
rhiannon and pan : Cath
taking us to faeries realm celtic
gnome is here i hear he is hiding
ok running between from tom to lynda
mischevious get a chance make yourself green cone hat put on a beard make yourself as short short stubby fingers britches proper jacket with buttons down front
made red nose red cheeks white beard santa claus : cath
father xmas : Lynda
gonna follow him pretty pink and blue lights full of faeries
rudolph : tom
part of it : cath
crystal ball on table : bill
in centre the moon and stars in it :tom

i see rhiannon sitting there -earth on one side night and day on other time and snake wrapped around it -gold purple green rhiannon sitting there too

dragon here

beautiful blonde lady dressed in crinoline :tom

dragon to tiger bill

and then to bear changes form : sveta

merlin there : bill

xmas time : lynda

past human length fingers i hear prophet scholar stick a wand glowing light both hands stirring energies forming a little vortex in front of her

a witches cauldron : lynda
ochred book of light : Bill

golden horn french one with ribbons : cath
cornucopia presents falling out : tom
worked with merlin an apprentice : Bill

christmas something happening  : lynda

christmas carol : past present future spirits : sveta
i see the first one present

we are going to visit elementals world
The gnomes are the spirit elementals of Earth
we go there first

energy in lions chair empty : Bill

music spiritual
walking in a line now spades hoes rakes on our backs : Bill
walking towards : lynda
from cathryn to jodi :Bill
digging for diamonds like snow white : sveta
thru bottom of tree underground down down fire on walls torches stairway down smells like bog and peat lovely and then we around ireland and gorgeous smell
a saucer of milk out tonight : tom lol
big tables here and we come in silently dont talk until they talk to us and then wait to get a message :cath
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Lesson :
Little people everywhere,
Your fun and love I seek to share,
Leprechauns here my call,
Shy elven folk, come to me, one and all.
Salamanders led by Djin,
The candle flames you may play in,
Peralda, Zephyrs of the air,
Enchant this place and make it fair,
Leader, Ghob, of Dwarf and Gnome,
Come make here you happy home.
Neckna and your undines bold,
Play with me your games of old.
Nature Spirits of all sorts,
In friendship let us now cavort,
As fairies fly and satyrs play,
I feel my problems fade away,
Your fun and love and laughter come through,
And help me feel alive like you.
by
Andrew Silar Brooks
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Earth: Gnomes
The nature spirits of the Earth are called Gnomes.
Subgroups:
Brownies
Dryads
Durdalis
Earth Spirits
Elves
Hamadryads
Pans
Pygmies
Sylvestres
Satyrs
(leprechauns)
Earth Gnome (word invented by Paracelsus, but probably based on the traditional kobold)According to some traditions, their name comes from Gob or Ghob, the king of the gnomes, whose inferiors were obviously called Ghob-lings. name probably derives from the Anglo-French *gobelin (medieval Latin gobelinus), which is probably a diminutive of Gobel, a name related to the word Kobold... According to some traditions, their king is called Gob Gob can mean several things: In pagan folklore, Gob is the king of the gnomes. "Gob" is a common name for bituminous waste coal . and you shut your gob to be quiet .In the physical plane the elementals take the form of gnomes or goblins. Ghob is King of the gnomes (which is where the word 'goblin' comes from) and therefore when invoking the elemental Earth one can call upon Ghob. The word 'gnome' is derived from the Greek word 'gnoma' meaning knowledge. Being earthly creatures, the gnomes correspond with ritual salt, gemstones and rocks. They are durable, stable creatures corresponding with responsibility and thoroughness as positive attributes though also with inflexibility and stubbornness. From Ghob, the King of the gnomes, comes Goibniu in Celtic myth. In the associated myth, Goibniu is a smith-god involved in making highly powerful weapons. He corresponds with healing energies and building abilities. He was eventually christianised as 'Gobban the Joiner', builder of churches.
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tom : so before we come back let us see who has got thru the vortex
i am told only debbie has not : cath
bill i went thru the vortex saw the godhead
i loved mine but i have to come back a little earlier and so did sveta because I saw a banshee and she banged a gong
and said it time now to go catherine
so i came back and did you hear the music  i heard the song a jig but also
like frere jacques in a way too with the notes extra beats though
1 2 3 4
56 78
1 2 3 4
789
yeah and they showed me a clock :bill
and why werent you dancing with us ?
well i was dancing round the maypole: jodi
I was drinking in the corner of the pub with them lol : C
that exactly what i did : tom (lol he meant maypole )
I was drinking as a gnome at the big table with this old fellow and he was telling me all about life and spinning a yarn
literally a long white spinning flax on a staff spinning there by hand

and said  life is like a story you can just sit there
and wind it all up tidy like an old lady
or you can drink and enjoy life and dance to make a good story
but you can not  make it any longer or shorter so have some fun
as before you know it you will be sitting there like a old lady
and yours will be done enjoy your life
and then all of them jumped on the long table with their feet
and started clogging you know the irish dancing

then all of sudden he leaned forward and said
but you  dont fool me catherine I know who you are
and you have been here before and you came as a lady
we were all dressed as male gnomes lol

and so I went (phwapth like this with a flourish of my hand over my face and shoulders )
and I made myself  beautiful really really  nice
not like now middleaged greying and fat lol
beautiful long hair and makeup and a little white peasant top with ribbons and half of it hanging out as you do
but a long modest dress all colours green red gold

this is true I was there before in dreams lol
i remember  I had practiced with the vortex and been there last week
(in the hottub at the jetty ) and there was this  fellow i was sweet on then red hair a bit balding pointed ears lol
a handsome face twinkling eyes and charming
so he came over then and they pulled up a chair for me
at the head of the table beside him
and then they all danced for me and the song went
ji didd ji ji didda ji ji
la la la la
lada da dee da
la la la la
lada da da
did dee dum
pum pum pum
dum pum pum pa
la la la la
lada da dee da
la la la la
lada da da
and then he said dont you have any  presents for us this time ?
so I said what did i bring you last time -i dont remember
he said you gave us all kisses
i laughed and said i did not
so i gave them all american chocolate kisses
and threw them all across the room
and he said what will you have of us ?
and I said I would like some more of that irish mead
and I will give you some of that american whisky
so i gave them all jack daniels of course !
and we shared it all around and he said thats all right then
but then the  black banshee came and she had a clock like a gong
and she looked at me nicely and said
it is about time now catherine
and banged the gong and I came back

so you went to a maypole and there were all these women
J: i went to the fireplace and there was a  comfortable seat for me there and I read these children a story and i sat in the story chair and i spoke to them and then I had a craft class and I was teaching them about making wheat and corn flask dollies and then we all went dancing around the maypole

there were these hands knitting something and then they were giving everyone money golden coins and then gave us all money and then i did the maypole thing and i saw another group there

was it david's group
dunno ??

bill: sat in an ochre chair talking about our future not drinking we were serious i saw like a diamond thing and saw the godhead and then i looked up and like a big long thing and went up there and they turned into these people that were these little short people like hobbits hooded cloaks over their head devas very tiny ones

they gave me cerridwen named me cant i go by katy no youre cerridwen here so I looked her up to see who she was
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by Karen Davis  -Ceridwen is a magician who features in the mythical version of the life of the genuine bard Taliesin. Ceridwen had an ugly son, Afagddu ("ugly"), whom she wished to make wise. She brewed a magical liquid and had her kitchen boy Gwion tend it. Three drops scalded his hand and he licked them off, instantly acquiring all the knowledge. In an ancient, ancient hunt she pursued him: first she became a greyhound and he a hare, then she an otter and he a fish, then she a hawk and he a rabbit. Finally, she became a hen and he a grain of corn, and she ate him. She became pregnant with him and he was born nine months later, a boy of astounding grace and beauty whom she named Taliesin and put into a coracle in the sea.
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so I saw a banner saying failte -pronounced failsha twice
potato cream and onion soup they were eating
and then come on lets dance all the flowers twisted round it
but someone started singing the 3rd oldest song in english
gay is the garland i give to my mary
early one morning just as the sun was rising
and i thought this was funny that we were in ireland
and they were singing this old english song
and they all kept coming up to us singing
and saying welcome to the inner earth :Tom

how did you go sveta i was a little gnome
then i was a woman with long beautiful blonde hair and i was the bartender then i came back

so that was the compass rose for the north

from the merchant of venice
what news antonio the ship wrecked
on the narrow seas called the goblins ?:tom so they consulted the oracle

the merkaba also continues to develop :
By counting, this new shape would seem to have four triangular faces for each of the six pyramids, for a total of 24 triangles. But as in the two-dimensional case, pairs of triangles from neighboring pyramids fit together to form a planar quadrilateral face - a rhombus but not a square. So the polyhedron has twelve rhombi as faces
- this is a rhombic dodecahedron..
Title: 52nd turn time to see past future -merkaba develops
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 10:13:13
52nd sunday
because we asked about the merkaba
there is a really detailed one on top of the table turning slowly
it is blue red gold green and another colour starting to form ?
6 definite spikes on an axis giving 8 in total
as it is suspended on 2 major axis the thicker principal ones
north and south
it spins as earth 23 degrees though

2 small ones forming so  almost 8 around outside
at the middle as the 2 pyramids pull apart the middle
becomes a circle of squares upon which the new spikes are formed
three lines of energy pink yellow blue
i think the 6 colours that we saw in the diagram is what this will become
as it pulls apart see the flower of life in middle like a lesson
can you feel all the energy around the heart ?
each pyramid has a distinct colour
the main axis is at 23 degrees that one is rainbow coloured
they are the four colours of the elements
yellow red at bottom going up
lines on outside represent the angels
that come in to help so next will be green
as we have had solar lunar and deva
they start as none then1 2 3 4
i see green ring on outside : 4 outer rings and 8 triangles : T
blue at bottom now : B
and green leads into blue : T

a woman here asking us to look at it again
dressed in a robe looking old and regal looking queen like
are they opposite colours or the same
look and see so is red north and red south
or red north with a green south
so they are opposites we see red/green  blue /amber

a human being now is in the da vinci pose
in a green light in the middle
pushing up thru the vortex
like a balloon
see the vortex pulsing up powering up gorgeous

like lights on crystals : bill
like aurora borealis : T
it will change from pentagon to hexagonal based pyramid  .
what is her name please ?
elanor of aquitaine : Tom
says we would find it helpful to learn the Hebrew alphabet
drawing letters in front of Bill's face

she is talking about 4 elements
earth fire air and water and she shows a swan to demonstrate

she points out that the beak looks a double tetrahedron
which is the axis of the merkaba
the neck looks like the curve we see when the individual merkaba lines up with the group one going out and up and back in

and look at the wings looking like angel wings
also the symmetry male and female aspects of god

so this is why the swan  is a symbol of the enlightenment

shows a star making the pentagon

the head the wings and the feet makes 5
and the bird goes up flies that is the ascension
and it comes back to nest that is the avatar
to feed its children

the triangle of the male is the wings going up and the air
and the female is the part in the water coming back down
so male is air and female is water
and nest is on earth

but how do we get the fire out of there ?
upon its death when it immolates as the phoenix and rises again
as the ugly duckling to become the mature swan each level again
as are we never the master always the fool
but ever onward and upward we strive
as little ugly ducklings to the heavens

at the end of each stage we see the feathered staff of white eagle
and see the swan fly as we hear its song announcing a new end
and a new beginning

She now makes a peacock with a wave of her hand
it is green purple gold .
the peacock is becoming taller and becoming a woman now

Rhiannon is here long golden blonde braid and stars in her hair
beautiful gown with a trailing robe
she walked over to lynda and she places a diamond merkaba on her lap and she waves her hand  in a counter clockwise to make it move
and says come along so she is going to use Lynda  as a demonstration

she would like you to do the homework of opening the vortex alone
says you can do it makes a large merakba
pulls you out of your body and takes you off
squares around middle ..reminds protection not golden net
put colours around you of a fog like body should be made in 4 zones green and  purple and  red and gold
so the red and gold are the back of the body
and the green and indigo are the female colours on the top
just as she is giving us a lesson
not just left and right
but top and back too

kali is here now
and a large frog on the table becomes an egyption beetle
joseph headress i see something like that : Bill
i see 3 kings : lynda

3 kings in disguise bringing expensive gifts
no crowns showing just head dresses
the ladies are here too
they have split the circle as we should split our consciousness

elanor rhiannon and kali
and a merkaba
Casper Belthazar and Melchior
and another merkaba

and then we hear a merging noise that is horrible discord and friction
she says alignment smoothly in rhythm and progress
or chaos and discord and nothing happens

one on right male close clockwise
with 3 females to balance and for harmony

on left female counterclockwise
open with 3 males

look to this lesson  with respect to all 6 of the merkaba pyramids  

message with Bill
3 camels one walking one sitting  one going to sit down now
past present future
sitting down first oldest one melchior white beard
welcome sit on female side
look at the lake it will become 6 one goes under water one in air
the spokes come out now in all directions round the centre
talking about the spin now ,on the axis the top clockwise deosil
the bottom counter clockwise widdershins

the others ones dont all do the same thing .
each turns with music these are easy like the compass rose
but the grinding of brakes or hit the gears the wrong way
more than bringing light into body
must be at peace

in order to show you are able to go to the next level
have to do alchemy
puts hands out like this makes golden light  

the discord comes when we try to go beyond the basic set
the real clock the beauty of the harmony
to pull the first 4 off the axis each turns with music

new homework have to make this yourself
the other  two sepiroth the other 2 colours of elements

3 wise men throughout ages they came -melchior is like merlin
Now second one talking balthazar is like kumeka
standing up as talks to us
like andrew made the merkaba for us
we have to manifest in our mind
it should be simple to manifest in our mind
to visualise you might want to build it in clay or draw it
we might even be able to make one tonight
as you see it so it becomes
but  it doesn't stop there
it definitely goes from 3 to 4 then to 5 to 6 sides of the merkaba base

the third gaspar/ casper
is average height the middle one asian
this one is also confusious
as before he says and again and again until one has had enough lives to live long enough to retain it . the light coming out of each of the sepiroth
in a sarcophagus
(like in the hurtak video -is shown )

when we get our individual merkaba to be stellated and faceted
then light will shoot out like a beacon
like the light of the conjunction of planets in alignment
when jesus is born .
we have little mini stars in each of us .
this light will come out of our body thru the top of the head
at the star aperture and then below out the earth star .
be aware this is painful

the magnets will feel to us
like when radioactive isotopes are introduced or blood is drawn
this force alone will act or affect the  circulatory now
the electric is male like the burning of your nerves which it affects
your bones are neutral
you feel this brief instant of pain and then you have an alignment
you are called the magician
and the red and blue flow thru you
you open the vortex send out the beacon
which tell the universe you have arrived
and that's when you begin lol
everytime we finish we beginagain
he is smiling and says yes
every ending is anew beginning.
believe it and make it so
recognise self
allow self to be one with  the fool again
it is the way
to kill the ego

long white beard fu man chu star of light around him in green robe
as he is facing lynda pink red to bill blue and to tom ( new site ) orange
i see methuselah a very old man : tom
he takes his hand puts it in your heart
like banshee was telling today

something special about the heart chakra to form the vortex
right hand clock and left counter
and then forms in the heart a merkaba
he makes a crux an x

a human body in the centre
the top is the element is missing the daath sepiroth

we have drawn attention to ourselves though
our light comes out like a beacon
when we feel the quickening happen to us
we will pull thru the earth chakra

it realigns molecular structure the first step of longevity
the right foot the baby step of both feet like this
and when we get the adult feet we then live forever

so he says we can stop slow down the aging process
but not now not yet
stay work on spiritual growth
now shows fetus there are 4 different birds there

so you will see all 4
a bird for each of compass rose colours of elements
we will present this to the rest later
phoenix / fire
raven / scavenger earth
cormorant / water
eagle - condor / air
5th look up from centre is the vortex you
become the 5th element yourself
the 5th is the apex the capstone
pigeon : bill
emu : lynda
dove : tom
peacock : cath

jesus laying in state on stone
he rises
angels  there ressurection
pushes bar away from self
breaks death doesnt he
veil over top of him all grey
a spiritual veil
the veil folds away gracefully then around him
he wants us to look at colours
4 plumes
floating up the risen christ
heart to toes down pink -earth
heavens ice blue
star fire orange
around head gold not green the colour so sun not air
one coming out from male energy  centre
a plume of purple or teal  
jesus over lynda
what colour comes out back? blue indigo : Tom

so colour  comes out back thru front out of male storage centre
difficult to do while laying in bed
so you can see why we are to learn to stand up
you can levitate float over bed : Bill
i see a christmas star over your head
and a hawk or dove  there in the air vents
pink and blue above lynda
going around and around
into dimaond merkaba
go up there a vortex there a diamond in his hand
when we go up we are like when we saw gnome
recall the rule of silence
do not speak until you are recognised

i see star with 16 points : Bill
told to keep going to try soon
i will be able to ease up : lynda achievement
jesus was there

ok i saw a lady in pink and purple first it was peralda
i could not recall her name queen of slyphs and she asked me to calle her name in respect so i siad honestaly i know there was a p r and l in it that is all lay the light

thru the light flower a pink a purple lady in a long gown ribbonw of light long brushing hair diana
apollo father sky
(meyoh teai) air
to know this is ascension going up going out flying from the body

Tom into the vortex diamond gabriel stage
semicircular red and creme and green around
then jesus appeared standing in centre
children smiling beaming
seek and you shall find
pyramdis triangles shapes everywhere

bill vortex diamond amber inside time
anti clockwise past  
clockwise the future
we must turn the vortex to see time
Title: 53rd
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 10:32:47
53rd Wednesday Nov 24th 2004
All present
read notes from Friday and Sunday of those absent
viewed Jean Luc video comissioned by Hurtak
Voyage of a Starseed Merkaba

follow the pink sea serpent on top of the ocean someone working on eyeballs twisting in either direction :B

see them all in a row 1 2 3 big then smaller behind : C

hurts a bit attunement to see in darkness pink in middle purple on outside bacteria on floor
centre line luminescent bacteria : c

a porpoise showing us the way : T

a lady greeting us by first pyramid like a  round thing with all light beams coming off it she is a queen just outside the pyramid : B

that is Queen Nyscha . I see tunnels underneath anchored floating like arches below I see the structures and see 5 arches tall elongated narrow at capstone capstone of pyramid crystal or diamond spinning counterclockwise :C

all the denizens of the deep surrounding it whales and everything here : T

a nice long line of ladies and blokes in egyptian clothes all in a row on the base of the pyramid peaceful looking talking to each other : B

like grids and patterns : T

we go up have meditation lesson down later and a feast like we did with the gnomes to go in quietly : C

walking on a rainbow light beam : B

two fists around double  doors knuckles touching each other it is neptune holding the door closed until we are invited he has longblondy white hair  : C

he has  a trident like a fork all gold but has all shapes in it : B

King dark long black hair and queen at top waiting for us the lady has long white gown on and gold halo sitting on floor of of captstone kings chamber man is showing us about the merkaba. the man is telling top of it going counterclockwise so he slows it down to show us 3 then open like tetrahedron mouth of bird then squareleviathan then pentagon -swan

pushing and pulling energy arms goingup and back like jewelry box with music and grace very slowly now the vortex gold and whites coming off it : C

dark hole in centre crystal thing very small kinda like a diamond squashed it is the light seed the diamond of shamballah in our heart so that seed has grown and we will use it to make our own quickening to make our wake up call like pink and blue light saber how it was pulled out and two colours pink up blue down come together like ribbons when it spins and music

te duh tee di tor a dum then te te te te te ..now he is talking to andrew he is drawing a vortex in front of you and a web of gold ..can you tell us what he is saying :C

i could tell you but you wouldnt understand so : A
well give it off : C
yeah i am trying  berandus meranthus: A
what does he look like then : B
i see mostly gold like a robe and cloth pallandrums draping over a ceremonial outfit gold and red
a vortex opening now not sure if we have to go in :A

I hear Belay that order and he holding and showing if you put out right hand on bar pull one quarter turn to close male energy left on quarter turn opening female the bar is the spike coming out of your stomach the male girdle :C
it is a tiller : T

he puts his hands up like this he is talking about star folds up into the pyramid so after you get it going close it up for protection ..talking to sveta shows a pink chain across your face half a circle and a vortex and
she says a lady's name .. so what do you hear ..C
ask her to speack so you can hear it : D
she wont speak(yelled ): S

..dont be rude we have to show respect .. she is putting her hand over the male vortex and an octupus putting hand over it opening a jar this is the ryhtm this is speed fluidity grace with music shows rose bud on rose spirals fibonacci with each one that is coming on another colour another tone another chord musically turn your body keep your nose to the place where you started the spiral and your body is keeping with it like a fluid motion like steps going down she wants to talk about steps going down

she is talking to you the female one steps going down different colour like chakras quarter turn s to take centuries up is future and down is past the nodes are years a magician can go exactly where they want to go time is a bridgen  or a necklace  all you have to do is find the right bead  : C

necklace being especially made for the visitors T:
bill laid out in state like dead plunging arm from male storage centre up towards his heart :C

quickest way to man heart is thru his stomach : D
amazing thing swimming effortly and now it is  beautiful  there is no waiting no pressure no nothing : T

operation will be on each of us pink fog over you spirtual head like anasthesia alignment and attunement making somthing smaller in your head closing off negativity and and going to do it for each of us and one part is closed like a valve a black vortex or black funnel we have earned

this that they are closing this part for us and closing clockwise adn with right hand opning up a valve in your groin this light will now spiral in hit the heart chakra to allow the quickening he shows a movie over your head and shows yours going to 6 sided your higher self getting up two wings on  a light no body at all .:C\yeah is ee the wings : B\three strpas across body left behind  arms waist thighs fire around us now and doing operation on each of us says we must be baptised in fire too .

going to jodi stairs going up a pyramid 22 steps to get to the top shows a giant climbing the wall this is to do with a legend a large male his back like a scarab beetle and a coloured line coming down from the bees nest in a capstone please  tell what your own colour is one string coming down
i see teal to me :C
to purple : J
I see blue i am not sure actually i think it is the same andrew: A
pinky red crimsony colour : B
light blue and kinda orange : D
yellow amber orange : S
teal : T
cyan and magenta( red / green)
amber and indigo (yellow /purple)
orange and blue
so if tom has teal too
blue in middle orange on outside : D

new roles new mentors new stage but they will show us again if we need it so you are right next stage : C

I see two twins wearing turbans red sashes round waist  : J
Gemini the men i dont recognise besides the fact has something to do with gemini  : C

look over where i am two ladies here pink sashes and white gowns
i see pink and blue blue undergarment : A

The woman look like the irin the two that open the hand of God : C
so what happening in late may : D

no the influence of gemini as we had pisces before that : C
do you know what that guy looks like that played the flutes
Pan ?? curly red hair pointed beard legs of goat : T
i see a man like pan but under the water and changed to like him but under the water (legs like fish )

humanoid too : A
i wanted to be a seahorse : D
ican see us all floating about normal looking : T
a person just walked between us he hands me roses turns into a baby : C
I see a life raft : J
I can see one of those coffin things ( sarcophagus )
why is daniel in hospital : D

operation ..brought us message of new beginning 5 spirit will look after you and teach every point of the pyramid
the higher self not cognitiviely impaired at all the teachers are the kings and queens of the 4 elements and Jesus .

says thank you and he has left something about sveta too i forgot anyway time for banquet swim downstairs the doors open the rule of silence applies until someone comes up to you first form yourself the way you want to be then see yourself swimming thru the door we have a period of 5 to7 minutes of silence then bring back what you got so please remember it : C

i was swimming into vortex by mermaids led they took my hands i said i am sorry that i did not say thank you to the king and queen so they appeared before me i want to be serious this time and learn from you so they showed me about the merkaba said we are working ont he 6th one there is more of the mystery that we can understand right now and that it will become a multi faceted stellated crysal with the spikes all around it and that we have passed the 22 now it was the square based pyramid with five pints when counting capstone and the two from the axis so four square based ona  long axis is 22 they said that when it starts to turn because of the wheels you do get a truly stellated crystal not just around the middle when the 24 is done the light moves thru the dna and changes the structure and closes down the death cycle so what he was doing was not closing down negativity vortex but the death process making more of life cycle towards becoming immortal closing part of the death cycle in each of us : C

went with gnomes and heard i am aligned there where you come from where your family come from we have an affinity with you and started talking about the pollution on earth and said it affects middle earth : T
puts belt around stomach puts hands on my heart bloody hurts me then went away then a big collar on my neck like diamonsd or mirror glass : B

i remember about 10 years ago a friend of mine said that there were 2 crowns one white one red immortality and the other eternity they placed both on head merged together and then i went into a blind trance for a while and they said we are all to turn up on friday : A

taken to other end of hall given scroll told to open it later asked to see the great pearl and talked to it cant remember what it was it is so vague now then saw a lady who was holding her knees and i was talking to her about our work and what we are doing and she took out a pie and she took out a very small piece and said you have done this much about a 20th so a lot more to go : J

wow so a lot better than knowing nothing : C

a big squid long tentacles down into a cave underwater volcano very cool hit the 7th floor pretty rocks there the thing we were standing oon was glowing and it was a like a cliff but i wasnt supposed to get down there and the other place was with 2 kids or short poeple went to see the city the walls were solid but like glass but they would move : D( like jelly fish : J)yeah : D

reminds me that on the video the jellyfish ashram was underwater looking like a flower of life and a merkaba and the lesson of atlantis is the mrekaba each element gives one part of puzzle of lesson and i recall something the queen said too ...: C

before we go a sceptre too what you carry when they walk the queen around : B
a mace : T
yeah : B

alright what the queen said was look to your  gifts and what you  got.. what one gets all get take what you get and and share them except for your belt which has to do with being a warrior .but attached to it i want you to see 6 lines she said you have moved to the 6th merkaba ahead of us and you have 6 seahorses in front of it like a chariot so that was an individual gift . the sceptre and the mirrors i dont know what they are about the necklaces the crown the scroll the sceptre and theere are 3 gifts and 3 lessons and a very pretty rock

remember the pain i had my heart jodi you are going to get the same not sore i hope you get that too

jodi important to read the scroll now because you ahve some message and what i see as you open it up is fire letters on one side and ice letters on the other .

she says i have been a mermaid : J
but that is not what the scroll says that is a personal message to you it has to do with the crown the mirrors and the sceptre what each is for and also someone forgot one of the gifts it is sveta it is a golden net thick like a chain they flung it at her like this but she is asleep again : C
no she is not asleep right after you asked her i nudged her with my foot and she goes what ???!! (rudely ): D
so jodi look and tell us please

the mirror is reflecting negativity it has a warning colours and the crowns are go like this open and close just like the merkaba and the points are every other colour as they merge red white red white they are male and female

and it means that we have gotten that far that we are working on our eternity and our immortality

they did merge : A
what is sceptre for power a key to take us where we need to go : J
inside the sceptre is a blue flame and inside of that is a trident and she is right but i think
more than a key : J

and i think you wield it bill although it is for all of us you do it is like a cross between a magic star and a key a trident like posidon :C
past present future : s

hold on when they said we have to be here only spiritual
and a salamander crossed the table and said remember me
and made a four in fire earth up to air over to water to fire makes a 4
it is a golden net you can fish for information like I got part of the drawing

i think the thing andrew got with the crown is like the lesson at kolbe on the school crest as taught in year 8
the priesthood devotion of life to god  the white is eternity
red is martyrdom the sacrifice of life to god red is immortality

great pearl at bottom of ocean See Matthew in Bible
Title: 54
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 10:37:58
friday nov 54th
six stripes of colours
bill salmon andrew nlue imperial jodi purple then debbie (ornage red ) green sveta had amber i had orange (teal ) tom had red
i think tom is to sit on re dand debbie on orange and me on teal and we should try this on wedns
two salamanders king and queen red king blue queen holding hands dancing round jodi
vortex opened iowth water in it bleow her feet then flotating on the table

bill and i went as dwarves jodi was right we did not need to dress this time

prgenant lady in red skin gaia giving birth volcano
pele came holding a tree in left hand upside down on fire and a giraffe in the right hand right side up

she made an erhtquake volcano running and green fertile one side barren rock on other

votex still there but wider much bigger in the crack
we floated down like burning leaves not up though
we saw many entrances one was a rock covered by blue spider others like diamonds all sorts

bill said go to the dining room between jodi and lynda sitting in sveta place this time

,ale gollum slink away and bats and smelly slime on wasll molulds
saw gollum female green crone holding the pearl for barter long skinny green arms

i gave ruby ring of rhelaing lynda gave carrots seeing in dark jodi gave slippers fuzzy cold bare feet bill relcutanctly allowed us to give veg from him potaios beets adn oninons

then she gave pearl to jodi and we all asked questions
one C was 16 teeth of circular saw from bill and 18 points on circle to which folded in on self to make a sphere would become a pearl

each coloured shaft forming it yes over 18 will be 22
first 8 on top 8 on bottom = 16 and the main axis is 2 more
lynda asked how far your perception limits you only go as far as we can understand

bill from jodi worried about job properly and heart not needing a heart like adouble edged sword one with one without effective both ways but woiuld have to learn to work another way then

pearl is the full moon for women of magic as it rolls down the mountain of shamballah the female can use this magic to aske questions or as jodi said go with mermaids to bottom of ocean and seek the great pearl there in meditation the great pearl is the kingdom of god it is shamballah and all knowledge past present future

we flew across the desert to mecca pele nebuchadnezzar babylonia mesopotamia

we saw turbanned males and headressed ones camels elephants old market place india asia then giving way to only middle eastern of all ages ont he right were all females on left all males
stone woman at temple
blazing in golden light
a rched doorway bill opened with staff we went inside 5 rooms
up stained glass winodw spirt angels : bill
north room straigh aheda air library round small room and books air to know and merlina nd perlina queen of sylphs all kind s of magiacians : catherine

to the east was water : jodi
to south was erth : all of us later
and to west was fire : lynda went there
jodi saw message about love and about great pearl and about her marriage as well

catherine a golden merkaba opening like a grew up from a round flat thing grew a long skinny neck liek the giraffe of pele
and then it opende up like a muisc box feberge egg and skelton hung down for earth nervous fire blood water brian air and heart spirit

and we must get our spike tonight jodi and i  must ask jesus for mine and fire she as she believes and name the poisno na nd the weapon and the cause i said by your suffering jesus you have redeemed us pierce me please with your sword of justice and set me free

not blue in front but black not amber in back but white 3 angels in front cherubs 3 demons in back littel small devils cartoon like
slid in like butter pressoure like knots in tummy and wind and then mine in ball of fire with jesus

jodi in ball of water as it slid in waves of colour to right and left of it and an owl minerva on shoulder and pearl for a head pink and blue ribbons on either side of her head and then the pearl became a coocoon ofve her whole body told she would emerge a butterfly with hexagons all done pearl was her story

we went to earth room first cow then table with crown with wings flew to lynda head guest of honour i heard small crown for on table her help white silk pillow she saw but i saw a red silk pillow there instead
three face tirnity crone maiden and spirit gaia and she became green cerunnos /pan wife
tower on head become the triple crown of the tarot card

in each room we may walk thru to the kingdom of god each element provides a pathway .

pink and gold ladeer going up and a vortex going down
up the ladder sawa  pyramid

dunce caps off white eagle there funeral pyre of the native americans become the whell of life

and then we walked into the line bill first and the fools hat taken off our heads dont be fooled by illusons walk on the sky is blue the path is before you all green begin again you are graduated what is next dont ask this is enough for now goodnight
Title: 55 5th element Akasha Self Spirit travel to past
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 10:48:02
sunday 28 nov
discussion of what was resarched from last journal entry
then discussion regarding the re-alignment of the circle and moving to a female counterclockwise direction difficulty in sending energy from my seat  to the right where there is a fireplace on the second echelon

we have completed the ring of 22 steps the first time now going above that wheel to the next one so snake and dove make the first 22 steps the major arcana of the tarot

-tonight the 5th element SPIRIT the King is Jesus

We saw a throne with a man in it the face obscured by aura so too hard to see . We believed it to be  jesus heard lion of judea the throne was a lion and carved in stone the legs of lione and behind on head and two lions either side for 3 heads the trinity confirmation it was jesus sitting in front of fireplace this it the place of honour for the teachers of spirit left from his right shoulder came a red sash from his left shoulder a white sash  they crossed in the center he held the crowns of immortality and eternity red crown right handed martyrism and immortality left hand service and eternity and servitude he began to lift them up and down as if on scales weighing them measuring them we are to choose one or we are to choose both . Above his head there were three cupids with trumpets long fluted like Gabriels.

On the opposite side facing the king was a queen on a throne which became a unicorn .She held red roses . She was dressed in a medieval costume and sitting sidesaddle on the unicorn and her face was flat like a tarot or playing  card . Tom saw Mary in a stained glass window and Bill saw a large wooden carving of Mary .

We saw swirling clouds and the hand of God holding one pink lightning bolt .Tom had sword of pink lightning thrust in to him the Sword of Christ immortality from the hand of god as pink lightning .it was pink and orange then male a female and twisted through him in either direction form front and back . Michael appeared giving him a crystal merkaba for us to view 10 sided on top at first 2 upside down pyramids . He bathed Tom in his blue flame . We saw the merkaba form into a stellated crystal spinning .

We saw a vortex appear over Tom's shoulder and we went into it . There was a bridge stretching from the ktichen to the dining room with three crosses of Jesus and two thieves in the centre f=4 paths of trevail which are tribulations sacrifice service trials temptations and martyrdom etc after the centre 4 paths of joy  eternal bliss salvation comfort and peace.

My papa appeared ! Walter Hilderbrand !!Before Bill he placed the large baptismal font of white grey marble from New York Avenue Presbyterian Church in Washington DC Grandma had said Papa was instrumental as a deacon  in raising funding for it .In it the water from the river of jerusalem which baptised Jesus there by john's hand  and from this now polluted water my gma and papa had brought my own baptismal water.She came too with  a tuning fork and a metronome and her steinway baby grand piano . Now the stained glass window appeared behind Tom's head that gma commissioned in memorial to papa. Papa appeared to Bill as a euro from the age of columbus , a past life together the time of the triple crown first being used by the papacy . To me he appeared as himself as i knew him .He gave me a kiss before he left on my right cheek .I heard him sing doxology ; Praise God from whom all blessings flow Praise him all creatures here below .Praise him above ye heavenly hosts Praise father Son and Holy Ghost . Amen I could hear the beutiful organ music of NYAve Presbyterian Church

We went into the baptismal font were washed in its water and cleansed and then we were baptised in fire by the holy spirit as the flames came out of the font soft blue like Michael's flame looking like gas on a stove . Then the flame became pink the flame of christ . Also blue and pink for magnetic and electric .A dove was overhead confirming we had been baptised in fire by spirit tuning slowly counter clockwise in the font the vortex formed and we went across the bridge into the back of shamballah.Lynda saw Autumn and the falling leaves then I saw death as the ghost of Christmas in  shroud . We were at Winter.

We entered into a land of ice and snow and crystals all cold and sparkling . It was winter on the north compass point .
Tom saw a huge white sphinx that was alive. We saw an all crystal all ice palace with a gigantic golden clock with emeralds laying on the floor .It was ornate lacy gold with 12 points on it.  It began to open with music and to spin becoming long and tall ,opening up like a jewelry box to become a carousel of 12 pillared marble rooms each with one throne of the zodiac with a white marble statues in each foyer . We each chose a room to enter alone and come back to share with our message .

I went into scorpio saw a pyramid shaped lake of fire three temples on the triangle lake on the corners eachon a circular moat . These were the temples of past present and  future and also the temples of the trinity .Then an arm presented an upside down sword blade first i grabbed it red hot and it cut my hands I put it into my breast bone as a symbol of protection and seeking god pointing ever upwards .

lynda went to sagitarrius and all wooden panel room
Bill with a cigar wrapper man liek rembrandt ??
then tom to libra saw scales and ??

We went into a green vortex with gold trimming like the clock at the end of the hall shown to us .

We divided the clock into 24 segments one each for 50 years each minute 10 years each node a step one year and the seasons can be found too shown winter in north summer in south so spring east and west autumn .

Bill chose 1962 we went to where he was then where I was then where tom was in 1962 and tried to see the past and confirm it .( bill saw papa wearing the signet ring of masonic ldoge when he appeared again in 1962 as we went back in time - i took the class to the reflecting pool on the mall in dc where papa tooks photos of us in 1962 Lynda saw the flowers on my hat like a garland round it and the holes in its weave and alight dress on my sister and children . and my brother in a blue suit my grandmother in a ladies wool suit and Bill saw Papa in  a London Fog trenchcoat with a masonic ring on his right hand the second finger in . Bill saw the peacock there which we saw at Evans Farm Inn after the Easter outfit photos were taken at church and on the mall ) the end
Title: 56th balance 6 elements to form vortex now
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 11:01:21
56th Wed 1 Dec

Green blanket being lifted up a rainbow
like a peacocks tail coming out from the centre

Starting a new leaf a hand being placed into the arm that is coming to each person to the male storage centre , heart chakra or  third eye  seems to be walking from one to another .

One aspect is a measurement
the other part is an attunement being re-aligned
you can feel as if you are being shaken gently right to left
like shuffling papers and hitting the table to straighten the stack
a shuffling of the energy in our spines
the colours are all coming out like rainbow colours  

One from each of us comes out as a coloured flower
the hand of God holding it like a bouquet
siphoning analysing measuring sampling

A cello not being played :Tom  

A pairof hands of the Goddess Shekinah
a pair of hands of the God Yahweh
two pairs of hands twisting this column of light that they made
and the one on top is Male is twisting it female widdershins
and the female is twisting it the male way deosil
a balancing
the male becomes more female
the female becomes more male

Teaching another method of opening the chakras
move the energy spiritually and in this technique
bill would be responsible to turn the top counterclockwise
and I to take the bottom clockwise

Pink rings out towards window
blue towards dining room
Spin it faster to come from us but not deplete us
so bring it in through female
and push it out toward the circle out of the male storage centre
this feeds it
if we make it stronger .
dark cloud around top
to another dimension : Bill

Jesus floating like resurrected christ white hood over his head
the number 4 is being written on vortex
four keys hanging from it
there are 4 archangels here
not  cardinal points but nw sw ne se
they are moving slowly clockwise
putting the brakes on energy we just made
helping us to control it  there are now 6 spokes to the vortex
we have had vertical or horizontal this one is 23 degrees axis
spinning counterclockwise blue and amber so we are all at 6 on our merkaba now the one represented by going through our male energy centre so I am sure we will get another one

We are off balance An extra shell : debbie
The pink orange may be the one it is it will come as 7 8 when we have all developed them on our own individual merkaba
will be able to get them  on our group merkaba..

More like points on a gyroscope that spin
the other two like an anchor you can feel in your heart
the spinning the vortex becoming quite strong
another inside geoconcentric

A little one half way up around the edges
you can feel it too
I see the cello is being played now a string instrument
like the timing of leprechauns it is thumping t deep means balance
and earth energy from male instead of female
Funny thing on top is pair of scales : tom

Now jesus there again red sash and white sash
holding egyptian staff like flames across his chest
looking somber and strict right now calling attention
wants us to listen to something .
Confirmed that there are 6 hands and we will need 8
what the 6th is I don't know
I would like you to listen and look
when we had bill strapped down or saw him there spiritually strapped
at thighs waist armpits
each belt aligns with our own energy centre in body
each a band of protection for us

3 on the merkaba now
three lines of energy in all different directions .

he would like us to look at the one pointing towards the mirror
the indigo one which he is showing heat from the cold magnetic
blue magnetic top - amber electric fire at bottom
this is heat given off with the opening
he wants aware of subtle energy when it opens becomes stronger

to be an author of it to make it right
to make the right direction with the cause and intention
that you have
not too strong not too weak .

and then the third to be aware that a vortex
can be opened by someone unfriendly to you
to pull you out of your body
as we move up we have more  protection but  more risk
we have more protection with higher energies -more faith
but less too because we do more and more by ourselves
but we get stronger that way don't we :sveta

yes he wants us to move on in this way
becoming stronger more independent
and So  be aware so that if you feel this
when you are weak in those moments before you sleep
might be sitting in meditation someone opens one parallel to you
to (a )take your energy
to (b )to take you where they want to take you
or (c ) worst than that to take control of you

Now showing the sun like a coffee maker
filling up these cups my cup floweth goodness and mercy
from 23rd psalm - have faith not fear

White alabaster cup like the sphinx material
in less
12 rays dripping one into each cup
and adding to the energy that each needs for the path that you are on
but also adding energy to the circle
Each resonates with a sound of the octave and each has a smell
and a colour there is one in  front of each of us
So try to get the essence of your ray
these are the 12 divine rays the one is coming to you
is the one you chosen but also the balance of the colour that you are now and the colour that we are seeking
and wants us to look at it smell hear it feel it Taste it say amen

I was with hilarion green
and jesus said I was needing to move toward the green ray more and away from the blue I am teal now

before we go to sleep we should replenish our body
with the light lay on the beach in full moon or sun
not to burn or freeze but to regenerate
to try to do vortex standing up
so turn at waist legs opposite fo hands when opening opposite
when closing have to put protection around us
cover up whenever you sleep
a lot of work at night now take energy across whole body
front and back left to right too is even better
and showed a cartoon character with a 7 sided opening on the rocket the man climbing into cockpit always protect self very deep very far

Tom : round room in candle pentecostal table lord jesus hovering above rust brown shell under right hand a parchment like scroll saying
to all of us here
these are the keys to the kingdome of heaven
meaning what was on the scrolll
Sveta : nothing but back of eyelids again
Debbie : we went into diamond shaped crystals
inside was like all around mirrors
in centre big box filled with dirt
and had all these water lillies in it
I could tell my higher self was talking
but to the person not me and i could not hear them well

So something about earth water and balancing and blue
First in circle we are all sitting on a round pure light circle of light : Tom
Kings room jesus with cloth around the head Egyptian cat tall skinny ones Big bright thng bright diamond : Bill

White again on the stairs with jesus
want me to do this path and will help me create this way to do with

Andrew : I got white and purple beget thy judas
betrayers of all which will henceforth be removed
in the glory of thy name //

Rem :though given 6 elements now still must balance those three
the triangle with fire is also the scientific one fuel air and heat

showed a vase like hebrew vase with oil in it :Cat
Awarded to champions outside for everyone to see now represented in stone cup things

Need oil to have flame if oil spills puts out the flame or if not enough the flame goes out

Have to balance the three or no flame at all the air is top put the top on the urn and it goes out right away -Fire is the fire hand oil the ice hand .

Need oil to have flame it is the fuel or EARTH
if oil spills it can put out the flame
or if not enough the flame goes out

Have to balance the three or no flame at all

the AIR  is the top of the lamp
put the top on the urn and it goes out right away

the flame is of course the FIRE

one hand is the FIRE but also  EARTH
and the other hand is WATER but also AIR  .
complete this balance with the akasha SELF  the silver
and the SUN
more on this later

Jesus says these are the most powerful tools your hands
but now they are weak so make them strong
Title: 57th pushing and pulling energy form merkaba more
Post by: redcatherine on March 19, 2005, 11:10:40
57th Friday
we add a shield of Solomon to our energy body given by Knights Templar assembled as we began tonight
and we add a tunnel that sucks up energy
this should wrap beneath us and above us
in circle of energy going around the group
like the three circles round the group merkaba
each circle is two coloured
they match the colour of the axis and participants  

so when four of us are here bill and I are cyan air and salmon earth
and other leg of crux is purple yellow
or
When there are all 7 then there are the 3 pairs and one out
teal –red orange ,
indigo –amber ,
purple (yellow) ,
salmon –green .

We must send our energy thru these tunnels
to the other side of our circle
and so we push from the dominant side
and suck back from the non dominant side
in a circle of push and pull energy .
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recalled a dream about having to be nicked in the artery
to bleed from the heart to cleanse the chakras with blood
feeling myself die as I bled to death and then  
An angel green pale pink like rinabow light
androgenous was it gabriel or angel of air ?
key of death ?
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keys to kingodom because peter is here

we see a glass pyramid again
Spike from floor to pool table mirrot 23degrees
indigo blue on top and hot
and cold on bottom and amber

the vortex long shield cross on it in crux red and coat of arms
the knights templar here

Peaccock bird with baeutiful tail of jewels all golden body and feathers
Peter appeared the first pope on a bridge on right over debbie
jesus appeared peter was crowened by jesus with triple corwn of pope and called the rock of the church then jesus crowned by peter then with modest circlet chirst the king , then an egyptian headress like bedoin almost though

we are moving again through the wisdom of the tarot this is the Pope

Legs at 90 degrees to arms and the spike in between
these must protect better

Michael says we must
move up in responsibility less dependent upon god and angels
he allows a harpy like figure from floor beneath lynda
near the fireplace
we have to dispel it ourselves
never tested this way yet
as a group
though Bill does this as an exorcist
we do not dabble there at all

6 spikes  8 stripes one after class
we must make a tunnel
above below
push pull
night side and dayside

Go into heart of god
crystal on mantel of fireplace
lynda turned into a pearl then an egg given to me (for group I think )
long legged stork isiss appeared offered the egg for me to incubate
jodi a large diamond
bill ruby ring
tom sun diamond

Cath I saw jesus
gave up all my faults impatient lust anger
and then listed my virtues teacher service love patience joy
pulled by jesus into a gold circle and told
my hand is on your wrist
whither thou goes I go with you
whither thou would go without me
do not go at all
knights templar shield with fleur de lis on bicardinal points
and two angels kneeling either side of crux oall on brass or gold saracen helmeted foot soldier knight red sword with the one
first one on horseback  the lady of lake there diaphonous cloth
long golden hair presenting exclaibur to group

Saturday night I Went through vortex
using 8 tunnels and 6 spikes
the 7th and 8th spike may be pink and orange
Title: 58th Keys to Hell revealed but do we have to ?
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 02:26:18
58th Saturday night
I Went through vortex using 8 tunnels and 6 spikes the 7th and 8th spike may be pink and orange
the Sethian Tunnels,
the shells of the Qliphoth, the Typhonian current

They showed the four circle going round the merkaba
remember last time the celtic prayer
they say that is only 4 we want eight above below right  to left
They want us to twist them and sit
turns everything in the sphere
our merkaba becomes or will be protected
6 arches with rainbow colours : Tom

I see a naked woman sliding down a mountain on a river she is as wide as the river is a giant a goddess lady of the lake again
Long blonde hair now floating in the air : Lynda
She is the Star card of Tarot :L

in the axis going into mirror the hilt is there
no blade golden spinning in mirror and indigo is the blade
becoming a vortex
I think we are to walk up the sword .
does the lady have a message first
or is there a teacher
4 tails blue pink red brick

possums or monkeys like furball animals hanging on fireplace
like on tarot of the wheel

Now I hear dominion I see the woman she touches the mountain and it breaks into a volcano with a massive earthquake a lady standing there her hands on top of a lion strength card : Bill

To reduce the base nature of humanity . the pyramid turns into Chopra ??kopra ??spelling biggest pyramid :Tom

practice tunnel push and pull
suck it in purple and push out as yellow
ut of male storage centre up to female centre
into your female down to male below the ground
needed four corners tonight again
so 2 women 2 men
the rush of energy now
cold hot lovely tingling like pool to hot tub

now men do it counter clockwise salmon red to cyan green
the spirit makes blue and amber colour
energy builds up and feel a breeze in room
wind cold and hot then nothing
cold hot still again
if all in right rhythm will hear a hum
a diamond crystal at top now it has 8 points
and then teal  and brick  all going clockwise
but now not all going vertically anymore
seem to have left our bodies

in mirror vertical one men had is horizontal running thru bodies
female one is going at 23 degrees
the other one doing the same
rainbow colours instead of merkaba
see a wobbly sphere not right yet
they help us to spin it like a top
golden and blue light coming off of it
like thunder and lightning , sun and moon
keep seeing white shafts of light not bright getting whiter paler : lynda
all colours blending fast makes white
superimposed over whole thing wheel of life
I see a tube kaleidoscope tunnel towards bill

We go in an egyptian standing there
At the end a room in big pyramid kings chamber
Round orange sphere the sun spinning
Ra is there -the Sun God , Isis , Horus there too in a triangle
The sun becomes a square based pyramid
yellow purple and then salmon cyan

Two leopards with 'Ra walking ready to pounce
now we see Isis Horus as falcon  and amon-ra
Square based pyramid over the triangle makes 7 we are all 7 now a 7 pointed star

Open now the merkaba in the middle is shamballah
we don't go anywhere it is in it like a pearl in the centre of us
as within without
as above so below
all wisdom within
everything within

We see the birds eye view first day pink yellow
then night blue green
from day to night again and again
See the temples north is palace of Shamballah
to west the temples pyramid incan buddhist
the east pele and the waterfalls
to south Valhallah The jungle bridge in centre
rainforest near waterfall : lynda

high tower falling down crumbling struck by bloody lightning in top of the tower hidden  ?? there is a nice colour : bill
alright is  lavender colour : catherine
why so many tarot cards ?  
lady with tiger : Bill
knight with cross of lorraine two horizontal bars and shield double headed
knights templar here

eagle black /Death
magician again like merlin :tom
yes I saw him earlier : bill
sun star world death tarot cards

I see a lot of tents teepees in close circle : Bill
(Maiotei ) is here black blue wings hands out and up singing chanting
long black hair daughter of the moon
a wolf up to her feet she pats his head
the native american moon card

A figure with a quill like shakespeare is depicted : tom
The magician of tarot

Another vortex going from the couch to the dining room pink and orange it is going up like a stairway

Mouth with 8 teeth 8 sided like a lamprey eel with teeth rounded mouth

Angel with a rod there as we go through a coolness walls green and blue the air is coming towards us feels exhilerated going up against the wind with the blue one we were going with the wind up pink and orange from top down -I will not let you pass the rod seems to say

Who is this there is a lot of light around the head a strong being gabriel blowing trumpet there nearby but this is not him ,

I see us standing there a golden ray of light like a shower coming around us A laurel wreath coming

I see a wreath made of 8 hands all fingers pointing sw toward center

A teacher asian sitting on hill with an undine male a fish tail and
Jesus resurrected floating above the water

And then becomes aphrodite rising on the half shell
Peace water force going down
Gabriel still blowing trumpet
Water depicts cleansing : tom
Foaming now : lynda
Bicardinal points a square : tom
Jesus changing into venus de milo : lynda
this is the male and female aspect of Goddess and God
An arm broken representing a faction of humanity that has fallen away
Hand of God can make it burnt broken dead
Or restored alive healed
Power over life and death

Hand of God grabs someone from the stream
and drags them out with a tourniquet in readiness
Abut a strong force is trying to pull this injured person down again although he is lifted up into space by God
:man seems to want to fall back down
God can save us from anything
but we turn back away and fall back down fall from grace : cat
I think that is why we do it when we are exhausted : lynda

Michael  pouring pestilence over the earth now another tarot card
As it flows out of the urn jesus hand touches it all the locusts and vermin and snakes become butterflies and kittens
He changes into daVinci's  mona lisa : Lynda

On bicardinal points the four horseman going out slowly on horseback
Michael in centre chasing them away
they look over their shoulder to see if it is time to come back

The tree of life upside down
Power in the doorway formed when it goes upside down

Walk thru doorway now valley of death 23rd psalm again
As we walk thru a bit of intrepidation in my heart sweaty palms down

a black corridor slimy unpleasant and walking in faith down turn left and another landing down turn left another one and now
the basement steps slimy ocean below us : tom

The ports like in a movie under the city a dragon in there : lynda
Water ftom fire lynda air cath earth : Bill
At landing like a movie scene james bond movie

On wall torches now knight templar shield floating as wooden cross
and jesus saves us from sin and death a picture of the cross
a coffin erupts from the cross
now from that the image of death
two curtains break apart white skeleton
black cloak key in one hand rose in other
out of death as it breaks left an right comes the vine with the roses on it
another tarot card

new life new beginning reaching up to the sun
should climb it the thorns wont hurt us we go right back up and start over again the sun is giver of all life
temple floating in the air turquiose and  gold no foundation
just air below it

the columns like spindels and the temple like a victorian gazebo
inside the sun looks like a big pearl
I see an angel on outisde Fluffy feathery wings floating : lynda
I cant hear him raphael comes to mind

Far away looking like a fairy like an insect a dragon fly
Hands across his chest head looking down a book on his chest golden trim bible with ribbons dripping out
Old not young : lynda

(Empty throne red and gold seat is curved gold back is red
the empty throne of the Crimson King to begin Alchemy )

The wind blowing towards the west
A force fighting him : lynda
A fire hose fighing water
and a bow and arrow too
I hear truth and justice
and see golden apples
hero like in hercules knowledge
( foreshadowing the completion of Great Work is Hercules )

A boat now is sideways pointing down vertically hanging
Cyron the ferryman
going to hell this is the key to hell
showing it to us not giving it to us
We are surrounded with his love an protection
a crystal dome around us
The angels light all around us pink and orange
Each go in find our message unique
each soul has its hell

The angel crosses arms over it self again
a blind fold now Here we go
Monkeys see no evil speak no evil hear no evil do no evil
the crossed arms and the blindfold intimidated

A tomb a lot of writing on it made of base metal chains all around it
a binding I saw 4 knights templar dressed like ned kelly
A ruby shaped like a rose to bind them
The eternal heart had been removed from those things there
that they are too many rules do not reicarnate : cath

No pennies here ! Massive chess board I was standing on it all the d words all around wanting to tear me apart and I said this is not for me I beliong to the lord jesus and then there was this light and I was taken out of there : tom

I saw lack of love coldness also flames but lack of love there whole body seized up horrible feeling : lynda

The absent of love to be away from God : Cath

I saw a city sodom and gomorrah like them whole city smashed up

The key to hell from Michael
Thank you to teachers before we go and questions
When we look through the tunnel and it is empty we see a wheel like spokes of energy going thru it like pies it is cut
See tunnels now some 6 7 some 8 I think I am in the wrong place here
I don't see so much I feel drained here
Say thank you
ask questions
1 show us the correct place to sit
2 what do we need to do to get the 7th and 8th spike
they worked on my heart tonight : bill
3please show us more about the angels and keys so we understand
4 and about the up and down tunnels
a big white bird sitting on your shoulder tom : bill
the albatross
are we forsaken
no just tested
Title: 59th Hey Babe take a walk on the wild side
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 02:30:11
59th wed dec 8

an image of Baphomet and goat horns x around mouth face only
no body there just a part of the lesson
but shocking to see there anyway
especially after the harpy last time
our lesson now is the night side of merkabah ,
sethian tunnels , and the dark side of the tarot cards
yuuch do we have to
we are of light
why do we have to learn about the dark
so we must be taught
so we must be able to recognise
so we do

coat of arms red gold and blue two keys red key on right going  across and blue key on left

choose and balance electric and magnetic  7 seals 7 keys
what is first one keys to kingdom gabriel
had key from Michael keys to hell
old man walking stick his cane becomes a key he is an image moving in and out of the tree of life like a symbol
long hair long beard looks a bit like merlin
now there is a sword as tall as the room
4 archangels hands on hilt
each with colour red green gold blue
snake a symbol of evil
in this case and not of kundalini
has gone to bite the hand of the human
which was going to grasp the sword of righteousness
the hand becomes black and like the plague or leprosy
the hand has skin coming off
shows the death is an illusion
as is  time
and the hand becomes healthy again
and so we must learn to fight negs now
and have faith
that if wounded
we will heal with God's light and love in time too
the angel with the golden colour
shows rosaries all along his arm 7 of them
jesus appeared looking like a Hindu god
looking like krishna instead
in lotus position with Ganeesha

who shows us the bottom of his foot
he put ups his right foot follow me
as nuns marry christ and priests the church
so marry ourselves to God and the path
take the right hand of the father  
but foot instead like in poem : sveta
and in india put a ring on the foot : debbie
now a coffin is egyptian
a beautiful image of the merkaba
try to see which direction the rings are going
anticlockwise sveta
some going clockwise the middle ones clockwise : andrew

when developed our group merkaba will be like the sun on the main axis and the planets going round it
so are the belt around the spikes which are teh planets
the tunnels around the pyramidal columns are the orbits

now a key is being used
the door has a square lock
the lock cuts in half to two triangles
when the door opens inward pink orange gold male energy
inside goddess blue gold
back to us
face to us
then split
facing all four
her hands up in air
kali as the beautiful long black hair
but not the compassionate goddess

now she is the destroyer
purple red green gold and blue
now all but orange in the first string of chakras
spinning around one image melting into another
she has become the upside down holy grail
we have already drunk it :sveta
now we are upside down : jodi
the upside down grail goes around both of us
we are doing the other side now upside now
to our left in stead of right : bill
a pharoah head magnificent red and pink paint on his face
a staff in his hand with a golden mask a lions head
which he use to cover his face now and again  : tom

by sveta a tunnel goes vertical going down  on left cutaway looking through it like acid hit it
water flowing thru it light blue
and gold balls in it male energy pearls
spinning counter clockwise very fast
blur of red and blue
a roulette wheel
in middle chance
choose a number we are told
tom 7
jodi 17
bill 44, 8
cath 13 , 4
sveta asleep again
debbie 20 something
a message in the tarot cards

a tunnel going up on right of fireplace gas in side pink orange yellow strikes of blue lightning feeling squeezed
little pegs like those you practice tying shoes with every other
neon red and blue strings of colour going up and down
green and orange

4 double caduceus
a black sphere with little red lights coming out of it
bouncing around like friction coming off of it
like a wave of little red balls flying up looking like eggs like fish roe

a female here dressed like a mummy
Hatshepsut,pushing out with left pulling in with right
Give away and you will receive : sveta
left is away and right is bring in
Control of tunnels
Whole lesson about control

Her hand on left side of our head
squeezing closing warm putting on brakes friction heat strong resistance
so is left and down

Pressure on right jaw she puts now
like a release opening cold
She draws a cross a white dove on upper right side
so is right and up


Cross hanging vertically
Dragon in lower left
Bear in lower right
Elephant upper left
dove upper right

Like a coat of arms
chimes now
Red and blue coming in
Green and salmon
As they start to loop
they Loop thru one way locking doors
and loop other way to open them

Now to unlock or open
the left hand goes out counterclockwise below
and the right hand goes in clockwise above

When closing both hands move in toward circle
so right hand above in counterclockwise to close and lock
left hand below in clockwise

Sheep god here dove on his head
He is the ancient symbol of good shepherd
and abrahamm sacrifing ram
A positive image
Head of sheep is smiling like easter paschal lamb
On pillow
Shun this not know it well
Egyptian pantheon of gods
thoth ibis head
says take colours of caduceus put them on his tongue
and put them  thru his nostrils in with right hand
out with left hand
a huge golden egyptian mask
tunnels thru the nose

we are sitting round a huge table now
horus floating on table
black statue like stone onyx
but clothed and mouth moves
tom says looks like mercury also a life of thoth
nose plus arms out not palms
two nails one black one white day and night side
with his eyes make nail drive into his arm
the black one comes up from the bottom the white from the top
I think the white was on right
arms attached to throne of God
twisting throne counter clockwise
submit all to the will of God

we hear
by your own hand you must submit to God
by no other force can you be called
not by your heart or your will alone
will heart force

when thou does submit oneself to the kingdom of god
thou becomes a privileged child and heir to the kingdom of God
and all of its glories it is not what you say or think

but what you do about it : deb
be a child of god called from baptism : tom
a glass dome : bill
words in columns in hebrew
red green gold and blue columns
letters in black
a cross on top
night on top
daytime on bottom
of  globe
then it switches all are the same
this bird has long legs ibis the  rainbow
chinese dragon opens it mouth faces towards andrew
beautiful music played children jumping out of his mouth

a man fishing again water above fire below
a tunnel clockwise towards the window
as a snake the ouroboros swallowing own tail

they made us practice sveta and andrew 23 degrees
debbie and catherine teal and brick red vertical
jodi alone horizontal purple ( no yellow )
and tom and bill -nothing from tom black and white from bill
a lipstick shape coming up from floor
door keyhole
in bible the camel in the eye of needle
easier for a camel
ladened with baggage to go through the eye of the needle
then for a rich man to get into heaven

the eye of the needle is shape of the entrance of the middle east city like a keyhole rounder at top have to take time to unload camel
go in one by one
not ladened a strategy to prevent intruders
we must  get rid of burdens before we enter heaven

7 angels coming in now to help
palace inside exotic spices in there floating on air lotus blossom
spinning above us we are upside down still
easter egg ovoid shape shown wider part is day side
smaller part is with night side
don't dwell there just understand it
you are not of the dark
you are of the light

red and green waterfall
going out of window now energy rushing to ground wasted
lightning over the rock cracks it the stone trembles

a tooth is there as it breaks apart
one dragons tooth
concept of stone breaklng stop dwelling on what has happened : debbie
we broke the stone
water love and emotion
tooth sacrifice wisdom fortune
dragon turns into a female now green gold
then a woman pink and yellow robes coiled around her
beautiful rose around her
quan yen out of rose transforms to laughing buddha all male but blue
with stars all around him

our eyes held wide open in sleep now
one tooth at  top of lamprey eel mouth tunnel
we have earned one tooth
one side
how do we earn other 7 teeth

andrew make it count
each do our own
show us a way that energy works and people can still be content

why is tooth in the stone
wisdom knowledge and fortune

if you go over with love the mistakes you make in past
you gain wisdom :debbie

love breaks the heart of stone :jodi
Title: 60th Completing the Magician ready for Alchemy soon
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 02:48:56
Friday Dec 10th 6oth
lynda tom bill cath the merkaba presented saw the points
to begin the drawaing of the merkba

we saw white eagle and
learned that third eye will be pushed down to make room for greater energy in female storage centre then realigned

that the ears will open more not in shells on outside but like triangles going into pytramids from the outer of right ear right to the inner of the left ear

our arms and legs must become tunnels to suck in energy into the male storage centre so that we can fertilise the tree of life

seed planted from diamond in heart of shamballah
when the female and male come together for a time (as in alchemy )
there will be a great shaft of light like a nuclear bomb
like that too are the loops like shells around an atom
should look for an electron spin model on internet in chemistry site
told by hilarion get it right
and then saw man with wires pencils and paper in front of bill

going thru the lightning comes down from male god
and then the tree grows up and turns upside down
and the water nourished the roots from the goddess
the blue hand of goddess and the pink hand of god demonstrate this

then an androgenous student in lotus position gets a prince /ess crown from the hands of the godhead
after making the perfect merkaba the completed one
and becomes little princes and then the tree is fully grown
it spits open and bears a  baby a spiritual perfected infant
who has angel wings

an angelic teacher yellow and white female azriel  our door keeper and sveta's guardian

purple loop and yellow loop appear and the crystal cathedral of shamballah in middle

when all are completed all loops we will become the tree of life and the map of shamballah will be in our body

a tub plug
a staircase
up the stairs saw a lady with crown heart and rose garland in a V around the shoulders and purple gown yellow hair long like rapunzel
the lady of the purple and yellow loops a queen of hearts
must climb down the ladies hair
go into tub c
limb up stairs again
after washing
still dirty
go into showers then -


roses and vines going up and around her
and coming down clouds
and lightning like the lovers and tower card
and the stairs and the tub

sword double hilted sharp in centre becomes larger
and out comes the angel again
and the world pops out of the third eye of horus
and turns into globe (the eye of Dolphin  or AN)
with white ley lines
night day night day

yellow and white angel that is teacher this evening
gave a pair of scissors long pruning sort to tom
and curved sword to bill
to cut the tethers on four hot air balloons

me michael blue
lynda yellow gabriel
bill raphael red
tom uriel green

one for each of us
so men cut the tethers and than the balloons lifted up
they were tethered together
we went up through ceiling thru universe
then thru golden rainbow dome then above the dome
and rested on it

saw angels with trumpets all around us
toms says panels on our balloons like gandolfia's
the first hot balloonist he said  

beautiful colours in the robin egg blue sky and angels all around
and the revelation sort of scene with the fight
even now can fall from grace
all can fall from grace no matter how high

slimy chains holding them down at tether joints
in the centre trying to pull us down
demons hanging on these chains
could cut them but we unsnap them with our thoughts instead
the demons fall off
and the cherubs shoot them with arrows

the world appears now the lady on the tarot card
the balance end of a stage

the magician appears
he lays a triangle on the table
another go the  other way round
becomes the merkaba spins it on the end of his finger
raises it above his head
taps it and it flys over table
now the clothes fall off
and the red and yellow gowns are gone

and there is jesus in blue and white
gives us holy grail we get a vision

i saw the tower restored no longer falling and the blood and water of christ coming from the windows like tears and a lake before it
with long white boats carrying red and white flags
like the crowns of red and white

we see th ballons fall away after the angel untethers them
and we come back

8 or 10 rods/staves around the circle now says bill

near completion of the Magician
Title: 61 pillars and spikes more work to be done
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 02:58:17
61 Sunday 12 Dec
crossed swords =conflict
knights templar here their hands upon the swords
tarot card symbolism
jesus here

rings on merkaba what colour are they now
rainbow coloured as move faster and faster lightgreen : jodi
not red orange yellow all flecks of colours
what does it mean when stationary

purple one is horizontal
when it is purple and yellow will it still be horizontal
blue and amber are 23 dgrees
but when it splits where ?
cyan abd brick vertically
what happens when it splits
which wheel goes clockwise
which counter clockwise
counterclockwise and horizontal
tree of life upside down double door

two keys hanging in air in front of fireplace
whole lot of images flashing quickly
tarot cards ;
angel with trumpet gabriel
turns into a fish with a fish in his mouth
angel changes to hermit with fish in its mouth
in a hooded robe and walking stick the asian is fishing
the figure before coming out of the clock father time is the hermit

moon goddess and pan here
images laid out flat like tarot cards

angels two of them holding a sapphire jewel and golden lights on a staff

7 winged star

mystic going down thru the crown of a head an androgenous human being

lightning strikes the jewel comes down in a zig zag
looks like human is having seizures but quickening
then they jump a bit in their body
smile and lightning comes out of their feet

the whole world is upside down
a beautiful golden tunnel amethsyt cut crystals inside
5 tunnels in shape of star and pentagram
stairs going into first tunnel

arm yourself with shoes of peace
helmet breastplate sword belt
truth love righteousness protection

all side by side with bill in front of us
bill has long red cape on and a helmet- golden

as we go in there seems to be a world of demons
but an image not of substance
to temper our swords and try us as steel for God

in throne is bathomet
in the middle of his head is the third eye upside down

all falls to nought becomes grey dust
only an illusion down steps now
red black handrails made of bones
again just an image not looking bad
more like a cartoon
a platform looks over water that bubbles like boiling blood
flat image comes up
purple and black demon with wings
but as we look at it it falls apart and away into purple dust

water is clear now bubbles of air coming up from a leviathan
it is brick layed below
we walk on the water we cant go down impossible
a test says bill

so we walk across the water
I see a hand like a bridge it is pink golden tunnel
thru it we walk under the bridge we are upside down now

The hanged man is here under the bridge
Beautiful flowers on the edge

A chinese bridge it is
Flowers on railing
2 angels
lovers now the tarot card
and Raphael

angels with roses and lovehearts everywhere on right side
but lightning left side is snake of lillith
eve temptation a scroll of knowledge coming down
to create or destroy the love they have for each other

now the key is presented by the red angel
the world card there now when balanced male and female energy the fisherman here again he presents a vase

7 things look like arrows looking like a vial
as long as an umbrella each of us to take one
each has an element some to be shot in air
or filled and read thru water
some burned so
shoot it fill it with water or burn it to read it
see it touch it feel it hear it or know it

baptismal font here Bill-
cath -sheep god turned into jesus
crucifix golden pink
scorpion winding down off it like a red lobster
another tarot card

fill it with water
lesson to me to share my tongue
roll it when you use it righteous and not anger

the sword makes my words bring truth and love
use righteous anger only
not as a shrew going over the top
take it on chin when you do it wrong
but use tongue for righteous anger only
OUCH

jodi –throw temptation away burned my scroll rods to do with fire
bill – net of gold to put around us
sveta-nothing but eyelids

lynda for you to investigate further an egg to incubate
star above us 8 points a crux glowing in middle turns counter clcokwise while cross it turning clockwise
fleur de lis on cross pope in triple crown of pope in white robes
now pressure under heart
filling up have to push out the energy painful

new spike pink orange in front cyan in back 23degrees and above the blue amber one slightly

shoving third eye down onto male storage centre
blue sapphire on golden stone

jesus sticking a rod through another pillar
that one hurts above and below my heart
rods is earthy colour pinky orange but alos browny red at first
then a tree comes thru me the tree of life
and golden light coming out of guts

our eighth spike now
look one above the other one is from right side of body on top to left side of body on bottom th eone that was horzontal thry body now goes left top to bottom right
still not done I don't see colour coming from bottom yet
bluey green colour out back but colour out front is same

now above us a star
showing the group merkaba with 8 special
very pretty
still more work

a rod going thru it as it goes clockwise makes the one on top counter clockwise the one on bottom opposite way
looks like a clock with gears moving in it
the light becomes a rose and a ruby beneath it
rose at top ruby at bottom rose is to free ruby is to bind

two axes like two flags his coat
navy blue knight facing him on a pale blue armour on a white horse
tarot card
clouds all these gods
ganeesha goddess aborignal god the frog etc
a lower realm of divinity human can access
walk thru the clouds and choose or seek or find a figure of the godhead
to speak with
or ask to be drawn to the one you should speak with
pulled us back all at once
jodi all wiped out
cath started to pull out

guy was half male half female male head on female side and female head on male body side in all colours -tarot card

grew tongues noses arms elephant noses kept changing more arms waving around we are all God

stay still please and I honour god
but may I speak to one please

this year no money
share not profit
give each one a CD I'll give them to you
so give one to everybody

how long can you hold a snake before it will bite you
don't try to hold the snake send it away from you
( warning foretold )

Bill:said I felt I must moved the chair
So much energy
So hard
I remember falling down saw hilarion talking
he was lower you are falling you have fallen you are falling catherine

The book of life and the book of death are all on the wheel of time

Lynda what did you get ?  a 4 armed krishna and a chinese God too
Title: 62 Begin the Rosary of the Mystic
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 03:27:44
W 15 Dec 62th  

a book upside down spiral bound pages falling out
recall get notes from pages record it all

Jodi:  purple was crystal cathedral last time
Now other areas of shamballah added

Andrew: indigo was cold mountain and cold stream the encampment of Silver Birch and the right half of jungle bridge

Sveta:  amber the pyramids and the left side of river

Bill : salmon  Pele volcano and the incan mayan temples left jungle bridge

Tom : Cyan rainforest and the lagoon and cave of Shekinah

Catherine : teal Atlantis and lake of time

ALSO :

Debbie is lavender:  theTibetan monk temples mountains around it

Yellow the tunnel to the crystal cathedral and the caves outside it

Blue the ice and cold back entrance to Shamballah with zodiac temple and carousel

Orange the Sun God Temple

Christmas Present for the group
Bethlehem saw star and shepherd lame one walking slowly toward Bethlehem we walked with him

Saw so many angels and the street crowded at night
smell the camels and spices and dirt and clean breezes
hurrying people and then went into stable and saw mary in bluey purple light and jesus all in golden light so strong the light that it was
hard to see the Christ child enveloped in it

A container with four crescent shapes like cups or scoops in it
and long chains or strings hanging from front 2
Jodi hears  ROSARY
and I think this means the 4 stages of this level are named by this

Saw presentation of child in temple too so yes she is right
these are the joyful mysteries then

Bill pyramid topped crystal tower grew around his head
and down his body
then quickening with lightning from God down the top ,
a popes crown and staff and robes and a box opened up
with Hebrew letters
top to bottom columns left to right ?
the box rectangular hinged opened out from left side
long lid flipped back - the alpha and omega the first and the last ,

Michael placed a scabbard on bill back with long two fisted hilt
on long blade the first who asked to walk with the angels of war in this life

and the next the one who shall be called by God a magnificent One
the vase opened and vortex came out counterclockwise
and then clockwise and in place 23 degrees and from sveta to andrew

Debbie: an angel on a red horse with a Saracen helmet WAR  
looking severe like a skeleton wingspread from dining room to window

a square tower with four minarets like Muslim temple with cherubs
on each one head on knees looking out the eyes in her head
turning to look out at all windows at once
rubies on top milk and honey and water poured in by Goddess red haired and goddess of wind west
...the angel is Raduriel the recorder

Andrew dome on head of golden spikes like on umbrella
and then the crystal forms like studs all around outside
and his hands pop out of the crystal and hear alchemist
and he forms two things a purple grail of glass and a golden stem ornate and we have to  drink from it the elixir of life and get a second baby footstep toward eternity . blue lightning energizes him

Jodi purple and black mountain formed by Kali
I am the mistress of the night
Jodi higher self said I am the night I am of the light
A candle a mirror and a scroll
do no harm
she got butter and flour and water to nourish her tree
to thine own self be true

Sveta a city of god
a long wall of towers like on a Ukrainian castle
flat at back and then stretching outward from her the golden one gabriel and azriel with her the angel blew stars out of her mouth into sveta
and warned her not to burn herself with orange of the sun like icarus
she could rise like the phoenix but how many lifetimes to get it right
this time fufill your destiny as golden one gabriel on horse
with golden shield given key shoved inside the city

Tom green tree spire on top twisting emerald crystal pan lady of woods Rhiannon blood red vase with sqare bottoma dn golden black painted on bottom spiral at top and opened and smoke came out

Catherine unicorns out of irish ocean the waves the foam
the sea at night the moon for slippers
to walk on the moon
the moon goddess and the lunar angel
a row of angels kneeling with long white wings
and energised by melted moon moonlight
thru smoky topaz
and aquamarine  minerva on chariot wisdom a vision of the tree of life
to be given water by goddess
light by god
and air by the support of the group
long red haired male angel who struck key to opposite hand
and said I must earn it
he was wearing aquamarine

Saw our tree on table spinning in ruby apples/ emerald leaves/ golden purple trunk / aqua water /indigo night sky /salmon soil

We had to fill palms with energy send from male storage centre to the tree in the centre more we gave it more we could take grew large big a s room out of ceiling and we surrounded int with our belts of colour

We have 8 tunnels /loops and 8 bridges /sides now to our group merkaba
Title: 63 Sorrowful mysteries Knight Templar induction
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 03:42:45
Friday 17 Dec 63rd Initiation
Read notes tried to match each person with an angel
heard 8 angels in revelation
the 7th seal is mother earth and father heaven
we had lesson on that and the naming of this as rosary initiations
the joyful have past by in last 2 lessons with nativity last lesson too

New broom sweeps clean an angel sweeping the clock counter clockwise
Last lesson saw nativity and presentation joyful of mysteries
Saw cross upside down garden of gethsamane
Saw silver pieces thrown into purse for judas
Saw crystal had words on them on top of spires of stalcamites
The Sorrowful Mysteries et al

The 4 paths of joy eternity salvation peace
and then 4 paths of trial and tribulations

Then bill's induction to knights templar and all the sorrowful mysteries
are presented
Crystal cave to sands of time
went to sea of time
watched it and had visions

I saw daniel with baby and wife ,
heard banshee
told mum then husband then sis anne then bro john

saw lynda to learn different roles
become yellow scout merkaba then orange psychic then red teacher will be ripe to start own group then

saw bill teaching children in spirit to be warriors before they come back to bodies .

saw our group as roses four on green straws confirmation that name is rosaries this stage

Then going back thru time to crystal cave trhu amethyst
to purple mountain majesty  usa
up to north pole
to eifle tower and sacre coeur near Paris

saw Bill get initiation from Kinghts templar
golden from Jesus
red white seal on left of gown
saw papal crown from Peter
and staff from Mary Queen of Heaven
saw angels round him
then gowns and regalia all removed
and Bill had to be cruciifed
to take up the cross
and vow then to serve the lord
and to be merciful and compassionate warrior  
to protect the innocenct as charged by mary
Truth honour justice valor strength , service protection fidelity

Lent bill the sailor rosary and jodi the white one from my bedside lynda had one in her pocket from last week was told in dreams to carry one

gave each info on the  groups of mysteries
ie joyful sorrowful glorious luminous and how to pray the rosary .
We have completed joyful and sorrowful mysteries in the initiations

we gave gifts to bill my higher self gave thistle
Title: 64
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 03:56:07
Sunday 19 Dec 64th missing
Wed 22 Dec 65th
Made loops and then seperated them all 8 colours
bill was there higher self in purple red gold
his outift like italian hat and diamond checqued
red and purple robe like medieval days

Jodi saw Mary in a rose a sign of the assumption
Saw Ben Williams who suicided this week hanging lifeless in air
Local boy dated by Chrissy and known to Andrew  
Killed self by carbon monoxide gassing in his auto

Andrew offered him up in prayers and he came in lifeless in spirit
in the arms of angels

there was a floating cross and a christmas tree behind him
his head hung low eyes closed
we saw him put in coffin then lifted out

heard will dine with us tonight with the angels of the lord
he is born again to christ
saw him lift his head eyes open from sleep

Saw jesus facing debbie
his pink robe removed by angels
Then he left the tomb
walked on road
saw doubting thomas et al

Got a candlestick all except tom
who got a  menorrah instead
funny you don't look Jewish lol
he was born Irish Catholic
but we live many lives oh well

each head given a flame of assumption
the light 5 circles become the  pentecostal flower counterclockwise turning
over top of the 6 petals of the flower of life turning clockwise
Saw vortex formed wherein we Saw all the glorious mysteries

Made the vortex for us –Treat- two ways ,
like chinese  yo yo, up and down

then we saw a soccer ball sized sphere  
and inside we saw the cathedral of notre dame
each had to go to a cardinal point of the compass
of  this medieval Cathedral

and a spire above and catacombs below making 6 then earth and  sky
so 8 points altogether  1 each

Tom to dining room north the wing through knights templar and message
and jodi to altar right side which became a knight on a  window

me to the christmas tree pool table which became a library
saw higher self with  all these books on  a pillow wearing the dress of peacock
feathers in colour and wearing long red curly tresses to toes
could not look up but smile from my books
to acknowledge self but then back to work

and then three angels came anaphiel uriel and raphael
they came with a  golden sapphire and emerald box which they opened and three jewels inside

each gave us one for our group crown of christ
the coronation
and for our merkaba and for our vestments

this made the triangle of andrew tom and sveta their colours
green gold and indigo must get jewel for each of us

told eight sides eight rings now
bill went to top of tower did not hear what higher self saw there

sveta outside watched scorging of christ in sadness

andrew to catacombs found white pearl dragon and another tooth
2nd of 8
roaming spirits he tried to send to light

lynda outside too
the spinning protecting
as she spun she was safe and we were (in the sky)

debbie angel stained glass window asked her to help protect house with purple light

banshee calls
there is a  neg visitor knocking on window

debbie banished vistor neg with puirple light blue ring and white palms of energy

back in she saw the merkaba become a sphere and raised on vortex
the up one to a land of uv purple  and blue

inside the merkaba with a huge crown we walked around like in a crown jewels room

so we were to have given the jewels to christ for coronation too

then the lotus with 10 spires of bluey pruple crystal on outer ring a clear pyramid in centre and  female lines of nest

all around the pryamid there will be 10 rings now only 8
we saw the bottom must be formed still

green leaves uv green minty white and from these came silver threads
suspended to our bodies
as above so below

we must make the anti merkaba
so double spheres and we must make each indiv merkaba become 12 spiked 12 ringed and 12 spheres all in orbit around the energy of the group and go to other universes

our own sphere our own colour everntually becomes 12 coloured and 12 spheres on the merkabah

so corornation and assumption and resurrection ascension and the completion of the glorious mysteries

also thistle given by me last week to bill
comes there today larger in  a multiple bush
tom told story the thistle cut the feet of vikings so they screamed
and revealed were repulsed to the sea again
and thus it declares the enemy this weed
and becomes the noble honoured flower
and michael mass for tom
gifts we gave bill come back to us as group

Friday 24th no class Christmas Eve
Title: 66th Finding the Temples of Wisdom and Light
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 04:12:56
66th Wed 29 December 2004

Four Lady corners tonight -jodi debbie lynda catherine -
First multi tiered flame getting larger at base candles flames
on large flames kali on throne at top surrounded
either side by elephants in front of debbie
jodi saw in front of lynda arches cathedral mary
In front of me buddhist temple bridge lotus blossoms water lilies quan yen
In front of jodi lynda saw marble buildings muslem women
I saw hand of fatima floating emerald bejeweled

Saw a spiral stairway from heaven
we are at the base of Pele's volcano in Shamballah again

the ladies all in pink blue or white floating off the stairway
and holding hands around us in circle

ceremony  saw a maypole fertility new beginning said jodi
lynda thought perhaps some event in May too
Then we offered prayers full moon ceremony end of year
For group for asia tsunami disaster for the world for new year
We each thought and gave off our prayers

Debbie stay together and for a larger group /minds at peace   /stop fighting for at least one year share

Jodi jim and jackie lend a ahand/given better lives next time  / learn to see signs and help each other.

Cath new teachers on earth as well as in spirit new energies and stay together too/ hearts at peace consoled /earth will share wake up know god life after death become more awake as head for shift .

Lynda "/world united /"

Saw ladies put a large pearl become open to crystal lotus blossom
waves of light came out most to places at epicentre
and then when on the coast becoming white unicorns
celtic magic light and love to the land and its people

Lynda saw aphrodite on half shell
Debbie said her name means comes from another planet
like Mary queen of sea image  
Saw negative ball told to mentally project the sadness of the tragedy
into the ball wrap it in white egg yolk and love
and then the goddesses stirred it like a cauldron sending it to heavens becoming a golf ball size
and then jodi saw it on scales gold the good and black the negative

Then we saw vortex heard 10 rings saw just female nest loops no spires taken to spirit portal saw four paths again at Gates of Death

Jodi on couch raphael south gate of love unfinished business

Debbie on pool table green chair gabriel west light ready to go back to source and begin again know truth and with higher self

Lynda door north uriel truth black witch not to be revealed at this time privacy secret all know they are dead already too
the angel stood barring the door

Michael with me justice the rescuer the scales

no do not bring up more of those below wandering spirit on earth
and above in heaven already there enough here now
saw before me in centre of all the light
which as it turned became all aspects of god at once
and only one too for the viewer sake

my higher self said come to me all those with heavy hearts
with questions to answer
to judge  yourself your fate and know  why
( this has been done to you )

This was the temple of  the goddess
the temple of compassion and mercy-



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The Brotherhood of Light Environment and Grounds The central structure in the Temples of Wisdom is the center of nine halls. It is like the capital rotunda in Washington with a great dome overhead. The dome is gold and white, with carved and jeweled ribs and it lights the building. If you look up, you can see the dome of white light become rainbows, and then see the eternal story of creation. The dome itself is a kind of hologram for visions, and beautiful three dimensional images are often displayed there. The other temples can be reached from this central dome via different hallways.

These temples also have external entrances. For instance, to enter the Temple of Healing, one first walks through a green field with golden wheat swaying in the distance, and blue-purple mountains far away. The sky is bright blue. The road is made of white sand and it leads to the temple of healing and purification. It is modeled after the temple of Aesculapius, the Greek god of physicians. It is of white marble with large pillars and there is a statue of the god outside. Inside it is lit by tall, elaborately carved floor lamps, which shed bright golden light throughout the interior. There are carved censers which spread different kinds of incense. The floors are also marble. In the front and center of the main room is an altar to the lords of all worlds. There are many hallways connecting to rooms off to the sides. These are used for healing, purification, and therapy. There are eight other temples besides this one. From the central dome, one corridor leads to the

Temple of the Past. This temple, also called the Temple of the Knowledge of Many Worlds, is a museum that contains the recorded experience of many realms of being. When there are visitors from new worlds, they are asked to visit the museum and donate some of their memories. They then think of their past and the world they inhabited, and the information is reflected or recorded in the records of the museum. These memories are then available to those who wish to learn about these worlds. When these visitors are professionals, memories of their expertise are also recorded. They are often asked what they consider most important, most beautiful, or most unusual in their worlds and this information is recorded. This temple is often visited by souls before they do spiritual travel to familiarize them with other cultures that they wish to visit. The "research on worlds" area acts to give information to the Meeting Center. At the Center, there are representatives from many worlds who speak and share ideas. There is much debate about what to do with worlds that are spiritually advanced, but have no current representatives, like earth. For a while there were several representatives, and much rivalry between them. Currently there are none.

The Temple of Spiritual Arts is rose-colored, with walls showing the sunrises and sunsets of many different worlds. There are buildings for the visual arts, music, dance, and changes from one sensory modality to another. There is no need of museum guards to protect the artwork, and visitors are encouraged to interact with the art. There is a room for transcendence where the art functions to bring souls to other worlds and a room of immanence where the art opens the individual's heart to emotion, contemplation, and thoughtfulness. The works of art come from the Brotherhood's artists, and from the memory of visitors who remember the arts from their worlds. Music may be localized in one place, or it may fill the buildings, which resonate to the sounds. The spiritual arts in this temple focus on dramas. The music and light most effective for spiritual travel are found in another temple, the Temple of Transformation. Sometimes when there is an influx of souls from a particular area or culture, there are special exhibitions on the arts of that region. The displays are not political - their intention is to share the spiritual and aesthetic sensibilities among individuals from different worlds.

The Temple of Archaic Spiritual Paths collects ancient religious beliefs and practices, which have lost popularity on their worlds of origin. Spiritual pathways are ladders through the heavens, and the steps are still there, even if nobody ascends them anymore. In this temple, this information is collected for people who are dissatisfied with the religious paths that they have learned, and want other options. There are experts in the Brotherhood that have tried them, and can discuss their advantages and disadvantages.

The Temple of Transformation (or "soul travel central") is where the more disciplined and difficult spiritual travel occurs. This is where there are specific instructions for spiritual travel, and moving from ego to ego, and body to body. If a group trip is organized, the people sit in meditation, leaving their bodies meditating in rows or circles, and travel together to their new destination. In this temple, there are charts, and maps of the many worlds which are relatively close and accessible. For higher and more distant spiritual worlds, there are instructions on going from one intermediate world to another, each subtler than the next, until the traveler reaches a level of discomfort. At that point, travel should cease until the person is better prepared. There are also descriptions of the farther worlds, and warnings of dangers if any are known. For those worlds with guardians or sentries, the guardians are described, along with proper greetings, passwords, offerings, and legitimate reasons for visiting.

One hallway that proceeds from the central great dome of light has golden floor tiles and crimson walls. It is the pathway to the Halls or

Temples of Justice. There are three meeting rooms that compose the Halls of Justice. The first has high ceilings, royal blue walls, and Persian carpets. It is furnished with large oval tables, and the room is used for mediation. When there are fights and struggles and disagreements, the parties sit around the tables to negotiate. Mediators from the Brotherhood spend time here trying to get representatives of warring factions to talk to each other. The representatives come from many different races, with different personalities and desires but they have one thing in common - they are fighting with each other. The members of Brotherhood try to be peacemakers. The second meeting room has crimson colored walls, and is for evaluation. Here the Brotherhood has panels of judges, which review cases of karmic uncertainty, of unwillingness to accept reincarnation and responsibility for previous actions, and of special requests for delay of karma in order to accomplish some specific task. There are criminals claiming innocence, desirous souls claiming compulsion, and sneaky souls trying to get out of their obligations. The third meeting room is for formal meetings, for treaties, for state functions, and for public tribunals. The room is dark green with ebony wood and gold fixtures. There are rows of seats for spectators, and a stage upon which commitments are made. It is also a place used to welcome new members. The Brotherhood has been misrepresented as controlling the universe. It does not do this. However, the Halls of Judgment are the closest the Brotherhood comes to this function. They have met with beings who could accurately be described as gods and angels. The Brotherhood understands them as beings seeking help with their problems, and they do not ignore those who are weak and low-caste just as they do not grovel before those who are powerful. They welcome the company of a wide range of beings and work with them.
The universe is composed of many layers. Souls from other worlds visit through the Brotherhood's spiritual area, and the reason for their visit is often the Halls of Justice. They may wish a respected place for negotiation, or a neutral ground for investiture. The rooms are large, but can expand to become much larger. The Brotherhood has fit thousands of visitors in these rooms with the help of some visualizers who can expand their capacity.

In the Temple of Records, there is a center for the study of karma. Karma is really an enormous topic, and there are records of the deeds and actions of universes. Of course all that information is not stored locally. No matter how compressed the information, it would still take universes to store all of it. What is present at the temple is basically the card catalog, which gives the means to look up the desired information. People who had skill in this area left detailed instructions for meditation, mantras, and visualizations which allow the researcher to locate the records of a person's life, and specific memories or emotions within the life. All people have karmic records. For those who possess the ability to perceive them, the records look like a comet's tail behind the person as he or she passes by. The center of the study of karma is confidential - people should not spy on each other. It is only open to counselors and judges, who use the information to help others.

The Temple of Wisdom is the academic area, with large auditoriums for classes in meditation, karmic analysis, and comparative religion and spirituality. When great souls visit, they are asked to teach and share their wisdom. There are also more practical classes in maintaining the grounds, extended visualization, defense of the gates, and processing of visitors. There are also guest speakers with specializations in counseling, negotiation, and other valuable skills.

The ninth and final temple in the Temples of Wisdom complex is the Temple of Compassion. It is an extension of the healing area which is focused on the development of compassion towards all forms of life. Here, there is contemplation of suffering, discussion of morality, and praise of helpfulness and sacrifice of personal pleasure for the sake of others. While the healing center is run by experts, this temple is for ordinary souls, to encourage them to develop the qualities of love and forgiveness. There is also a center of Light - the light which runs the complex. It is not electricity but perhaps some spiritual analogue. It too is used for travel but in very limited ways.

The Garden Area and Beyond There is also an outdoor garden area on the grounds surrounding the Temples of Wisdom. At the garden gate, there are two swans, carved out of marble, their great-feathered wings lifted for flight. They represent the paramahamsas, the great souls whose light shines out like the feathers of a swan.
As one walks into the garden, the trees are made of gold and silver, with jeweled leaves and fruit. The paths are made of tiny white quartz crystals of sand, and the plants have flowers which shine with light and spread their sweet fragrances. There are hedges carved in the shapes of animals, and rest areas with mosaic floors. One mosaic represents the sun, with many colored rays. Another shows wooden ships sailing beneath a starry sky. The garden has fountains, and in their water and spray can be seen many worlds. There are small rivulets surrounded by wild-flowers, and grassy fields in the distance with bright birds and butterflies flying above them. Looking beyond the garden, one can see land stretching to the seashore. In the distance are great cliffs of rose and lavender, silver through the ocean mists. At their foot, where the water meets the cliffs, there are caves. Some of them are under water, and they reflect the deep blue of the water on their turquoise walls. These are meditation caves for those close to the water element. Higher on the cliffs are caves facing the sun full of golden crystals for those closer to the fire element. Deeper into the cliff are darker caves for those who appreciate earth, with sand floors, and sandstone walls. Atop the cliffs are gazebos for teaching, delicately arched in gold and marble, and also caves open to wind and air. These are for those that appreciate the air element. Here the cool winds take away one's sins and distractions, as the sun burns them away, and the water washes them away. The earth just has them settle or drop away. The garden is for beauty, thoughtfulness, and purification.

The Visitor's Areas The Brotherhood accepts many visitors and has varied accommodations for them. Within the lodge, there are tapestries that depict the history of civilizations. These hang behind couches full of mandala pillows, tables of beaten brass, and decorated hookahs. These rooms are for visitors from the East so that they feel at home. For visitors from the West, there are different sorts of decor. There are tall simple white walls, with arches and pillows. The couches are plain and white, and the floors are black and white marble. There is fruit and flowers, and a library-wall of leather-bound books. For other visitors, there are Persian rugs, and carved furniture. It is important to have familiar objects so that visitors feel comfortable. For souls that are anxious, crazed, and in need of therapy, there are beautiful and well-kept gardens. Desperate souls can walk along the garden borders, and along rivers splashing over rocks, and find peace. Beyond the gardens, there are beautiful mountains and valleys, pearly sunrises and dramatic sunsets. The garden walks lead into rooms where the visitors stay. The rooms are very simple, like monastic rooms, for souls must learn not to be attached to their soul-bodies. The beds are covered with rough cotton, and there are wooden floors. Books are placed on the tables that might be suitable for these visitors. http://www.onmarkproductions.com/html/4-compassion-bosatsu.shtml
http://www.templesofwisdom.org/wisdom/introduction.html
Full-Moon Bodhisattva Ceremony - Mon. 27 Dec., 6:45 a.m.
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Title: 66th Finding the Temples of Wisdom and Light
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 04:13:07
66th Wed 29 December 2004

Four Lady corners tonight -jodi debbie lynda catherine -
First multi tiered flame getting larger at base candles flames
on large flames kali on throne at top surrounded
either side by elephants in front of debbie
jodi saw in front of lynda arches cathedral mary
In front of me buddhist temple bridge lotus blossoms water lilies quan yen
In front of jodi lynda saw marble buildings muslem women
I saw hand of fatima floating emerald bejeweled

Saw a spiral stairway from heaven
we are at the base of Pele's volcano in Shamballah again

the ladies all in pink blue or white floating off the stairway
and holding hands around us in circle

ceremony  saw a maypole fertility new beginning said jodi
lynda thought perhaps some event in May too
Then we offered prayers full moon ceremony end of year
For group for asia tsunami disaster for the world for new year
We each thought and gave off our prayers

Debbie stay together and for a larger group /minds at peace   /stop fighting for at least one year share

Jodi jim and jackie lend a ahand/given better lives next time  / learn to see signs and help each other.

Cath new teachers on earth as well as in spirit new energies and stay together too/ hearts at peace consoled /earth will share wake up know god life after death become more awake as head for shift .

Lynda "/world united /"

Saw ladies put a large pearl become open to crystal lotus blossom
waves of light came out most to places at epicentre
and then when on the coast becoming white unicorns
celtic magic light and love to the land and its people

Lynda saw aphrodite on half shell
Debbie said her name means comes from another planet
like Mary queen of sea image  
Saw negative ball told to mentally project the sadness of the tragedy
into the ball wrap it in white egg yolk and love
and then the goddesses stirred it like a cauldron sending it to heavens becoming a golf ball size
and then jodi saw it on scales gold the good and black the negative

Then we saw vortex heard 10 rings saw just female nest loops no spires taken to spirit portal saw four paths again at Gates of Death

Jodi on couch raphael south gate of love unfinished business

Debbie on pool table green chair gabriel west light ready to go back to source and begin again know truth and with higher self

Lynda door north uriel truth black witch not to be revealed at this time privacy secret all know they are dead already too
the angel stood barring the door

Michael with me justice the rescuer the scales

no do not bring up more of those below wandering spirit on earth
and above in heaven already there enough here now
saw before me in centre of all the light
which as it turned became all aspects of god at once
and only one too for the viewer sake

my higher self said come to me all those with heavy hearts
with questions to answer
to judge  yourself your fate and know  why
( this has been done to you )

This was the temple of  the goddess
the temple of compassion and mercy-



http://www.templesofwisdom.org/wisdom/grounds.html
Lesson:
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The Brotherhood of Light Environment and Grounds The central structure in the Temples of Wisdom is the center of nine halls. It is like the capital rotunda in Washington with a great dome overhead. The dome is gold and white, with carved and jeweled ribs and it lights the building. If you look up, you can see the dome of white light become rainbows, and then see the eternal story of creation. The dome itself is a kind of hologram for visions, and beautiful three dimensional images are often displayed there. The other temples can be reached from this central dome via different hallways.

These temples also have external entrances. For instance, to enter the Temple of Healing, one first walks through a green field with golden wheat swaying in the distance, and blue-purple mountains far away. The sky is bright blue. The road is made of white sand and it leads to the temple of healing and purification. It is modeled after the temple of Aesculapius, the Greek god of physicians. It is of white marble with large pillars and there is a statue of the god outside. Inside it is lit by tall, elaborately carved floor lamps, which shed bright golden light throughout the interior. There are carved censers which spread different kinds of incense. The floors are also marble. In the front and center of the main room is an altar to the lords of all worlds. There are many hallways connecting to rooms off to the sides. These are used for healing, purification, and therapy. There are eight other temples besides this one. From the central dome, one corridor leads to the

Temple of the Past. This temple, also called the Temple of the Knowledge of Many Worlds, is a museum that contains the recorded experience of many realms of being. When there are visitors from new worlds, they are asked to visit the museum and donate some of their memories. They then think of their past and the world they inhabited, and the information is reflected or recorded in the records of the museum. These memories are then available to those who wish to learn about these worlds. When these visitors are professionals, memories of their expertise are also recorded. They are often asked what they consider most important, most beautiful, or most unusual in their worlds and this information is recorded. This temple is often visited by souls before they do spiritual travel to familiarize them with other cultures that they wish to visit. The "research on worlds" area acts to give information to the Meeting Center. At the Center, there are representatives from many worlds who speak and share ideas. There is much debate about what to do with worlds that are spiritually advanced, but have no current representatives, like earth. For a while there were several representatives, and much rivalry between them. Currently there are none.

The Temple of Spiritual Arts is rose-colored, with walls showing the sunrises and sunsets of many different worlds. There are buildings for the visual arts, music, dance, and changes from one sensory modality to another. There is no need of museum guards to protect the artwork, and visitors are encouraged to interact with the art. There is a room for transcendence where the art functions to bring souls to other worlds and a room of immanence where the art opens the individual's heart to emotion, contemplation, and thoughtfulness. The works of art come from the Brotherhood's artists, and from the memory of visitors who remember the arts from their worlds. Music may be localized in one place, or it may fill the buildings, which resonate to the sounds. The spiritual arts in this temple focus on dramas. The music and light most effective for spiritual travel are found in another temple, the Temple of Transformation. Sometimes when there is an influx of souls from a particular area or culture, there are special exhibitions on the arts of that region. The displays are not political - their intention is to share the spiritual and aesthetic sensibilities among individuals from different worlds.

The Temple of Archaic Spiritual Paths collects ancient religious beliefs and practices, which have lost popularity on their worlds of origin. Spiritual pathways are ladders through the heavens, and the steps are still there, even if nobody ascends them anymore. In this temple, this information is collected for people who are dissatisfied with the religious paths that they have learned, and want other options. There are experts in the Brotherhood that have tried them, and can discuss their advantages and disadvantages.

The Temple of Transformation (or "soul travel central") is where the more disciplined and difficult spiritual travel occurs. This is where there are specific instructions for spiritual travel, and moving from ego to ego, and body to body. If a group trip is organized, the people sit in meditation, leaving their bodies meditating in rows or circles, and travel together to their new destination. In this temple, there are charts, and maps of the many worlds which are relatively close and accessible. For higher and more distant spiritual worlds, there are instructions on going from one intermediate world to another, each subtler than the next, until the traveler reaches a level of discomfort. At that point, travel should cease until the person is better prepared. There are also descriptions of the farther worlds, and warnings of dangers if any are known. For those worlds with guardians or sentries, the guardians are described, along with proper greetings, passwords, offerings, and legitimate reasons for visiting.

One hallway that proceeds from the central great dome of light has golden floor tiles and crimson walls. It is the pathway to the Halls or

Temples of Justice. There are three meeting rooms that compose the Halls of Justice. The first has high ceilings, royal blue walls, and Persian carpets. It is furnished with large oval tables, and the room is used for mediation. When there are fights and struggles and disagreements, the parties sit around the tables to negotiate. Mediators from the Brotherhood spend time here trying to get representatives of warring factions to talk to each other. The representatives come from many different races, with different personalities and desires but they have one thing in common - they are fighting with each other. The members of Brotherhood try to be peacemakers. The second meeting room has crimson colored walls, and is for evaluation. Here the Brotherhood has panels of judges, which review cases of karmic uncertainty, of unwillingness to accept reincarnation and responsibility for previous actions, and of special requests for delay of karma in order to accomplish some specific task. There are criminals claiming innocence, desirous souls claiming compulsion, and sneaky souls trying to get out of their obligations. The third meeting room is for formal meetings, for treaties, for state functions, and for public tribunals. The room is dark green with ebony wood and gold fixtures. There are rows of seats for spectators, and a stage upon which commitments are made. It is also a place used to welcome new members. The Brotherhood has been misrepresented as controlling the universe. It does not do this. However, the Halls of Judgment are the closest the Brotherhood comes to this function. They have met with beings who could accurately be described as gods and angels. The Brotherhood understands them as beings seeking help with their problems, and they do not ignore those who are weak and low-caste just as they do not grovel before those who are powerful. They welcome the company of a wide range of beings and work with them.
The universe is composed of many layers. Souls from other worlds visit through the Brotherhood's spiritual area, and the reason for their visit is often the Halls of Justice. They may wish a respected place for negotiation, or a neutral ground for investiture. The rooms are large, but can expand to become much larger. The Brotherhood has fit thousands of visitors in these rooms with the help of some visualizers who can expand their capacity.

In the Temple of Records, there is a center for the study of karma. Karma is really an enormous topic, and there are records of the deeds and actions of universes. Of course all that information is not stored locally. No matter how compressed the information, it would still take universes to store all of it. What is present at the temple is basically the card catalog, which gives the means to look up the desired information. People who had skill in this area left detailed instructions for meditation, mantras, and visualizations which allow the researcher to locate the records of a person's life, and specific memories or emotions within the life. All people have karmic records. For those who possess the ability to perceive them, the records look like a comet's tail behind the person as he or she passes by. The center of the study of karma is confidential - people should not spy on each other. It is only open to counselors and judges, who use the information to help others.

The Temple of Wisdom is the academic area, with large auditoriums for classes in meditation, karmic analysis, and comparative religion and spirituality. When great souls visit, they are asked to teach and share their wisdom. There are also more practical classes in maintaining the grounds, extended visualization, defense of the gates, and processing of visitors. There are also guest speakers with specializations in counseling, negotiation, and other valuable skills.

The ninth and final temple in the Temples of Wisdom complex is the Temple of Compassion. It is an extension of the healing area which is focused on the development of compassion towards all forms of life. Here, there is contemplation of suffering, discussion of morality, and praise of helpfulness and sacrifice of personal pleasure for the sake of others. While the healing center is run by experts, this temple is for ordinary souls, to encourage them to develop the qualities of love and forgiveness. There is also a center of Light - the light which runs the complex. It is not electricity but perhaps some spiritual analogue. It too is used for travel but in very limited ways.

The Garden Area and Beyond There is also an outdoor garden area on the grounds surrounding the Temples of Wisdom. At the garden gate, there are two swans, carved out of marble, their great-feathered wings lifted for flight. They represent the paramahamsas, the great souls whose light shines out like the feathers of a swan.
As one walks into the garden, the trees are made of gold and silver, with jeweled leaves and fruit. The paths are made of tiny white quartz crystals of sand, and the plants have flowers which shine with light and spread their sweet fragrances. There are hedges carved in the shapes of animals, and rest areas with mosaic floors. One mosaic represents the sun, with many colored rays. Another shows wooden ships sailing beneath a starry sky. The garden has fountains, and in their water and spray can be seen many worlds. There are small rivulets surrounded by wild-flowers, and grassy fields in the distance with bright birds and butterflies flying above them. Looking beyond the garden, one can see land stretching to the seashore. In the distance are great cliffs of rose and lavender, silver through the ocean mists. At their foot, where the water meets the cliffs, there are caves. Some of them are under water, and they reflect the deep blue of the water on their turquoise walls. These are meditation caves for those close to the water element. Higher on the cliffs are caves facing the sun full of golden crystals for those closer to the fire element. Deeper into the cliff are darker caves for those who appreciate earth, with sand floors, and sandstone walls. Atop the cliffs are gazebos for teaching, delicately arched in gold and marble, and also caves open to wind and air. These are for those that appreciate the air element. Here the cool winds take away one's sins and distractions, as the sun burns them away, and the water washes them away. The earth just has them settle or drop away. The garden is for beauty, thoughtfulness, and purification.

The Visitor's Areas The Brotherhood accepts many visitors and has varied accommodations for them. Within the lodge, there are tapestries that depict the history of civilizations. These hang behind couches full of mandala pillows, tables of beaten brass, and decorated hookahs. These rooms are for visitors from the East so that they feel at home. For visitors from the West, there are different sorts of decor. There are tall simple white walls, with arches and pillows. The couches are plain and white, and the floors are black and white marble. There is fruit and flowers, and a library-wall of leather-bound books. For other visitors, there are Persian rugs, and carved furniture. It is important to have familiar objects so that visitors feel comfortable. For souls that are anxious, crazed, and in need of therapy, there are beautiful and well-kept gardens. Desperate souls can walk along the garden borders, and along rivers splashing over rocks, and find peace. Beyond the gardens, there are beautiful mountains and valleys, pearly sunrises and dramatic sunsets. The garden walks lead into rooms where the visitors stay. The rooms are very simple, like monastic rooms, for souls must learn not to be attached to their soul-bodies. The beds are covered with rough cotton, and there are wooden floors. Books are placed on the tables that might be suitable for these visitors. http://www.onmarkproductions.com/html/4-compassion-bosatsu.shtml
http://www.templesofwisdom.org/wisdom/introduction.html
Full-Moon Bodhisattva Ceremony - Mon. 27 Dec., 6:45 a.m.
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Title: 67 the Temples of Wisdom- white lighting global troubles
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 04:36:21
Friday 31 Dec 67th
Debbie Tom Lynda Catherine here

we read lesson on brotherhood of light
compared the temple of compassion we saw
to the one described on the website in the temples of wisdom
also how hall of records is english- euro culture
attached to hall of learning in shamballah for earth
on other dimensions
and that there must be a worlds museum then

found one listed in as museum of the worlds
in the brotherhood of light site

then thought the temples must be connected to shamballah too
and to the gates
gate of justice
to temple of justice
to shamballah
and to temples of wisdom

opened with prayer saw a man with brogue sounding irish
and looked like st germaine who i though would be our guide
but he only said why do you need to see it
you have read all about it laughing
saw athena with javelin standing in a garden
a silver rectangular reflecting pool
surrounded in golden trim
on either side of the promenade tall thin trees like arbor vitae
at end stairs to temples of wisdom main entrance
at north on compass i think
athena stirred the javelin dark blue one
and opened vortex tunnel of pink and crimson

went inside with the irish looking bloke
looked up saw golden dome and rainbows round it
of sapphire and amethyst
lynda saw bear and wolf
the night sky stars debbie and i thought lupus or canus and ursus
and we saw flowers in meadow a carpet of flowers
and stairs to another temple

at northwest the temple had a round opening like a wreath
water waves carved in stone
on right and on left leaves like laurel and then grave stones
and all sorts of cemetarys and a lady of sorrow kneeling at a wall crying her tears become a river of grief
a bridge comes down in to the centre now
and paul is there holding a book in his left crook of arm and he taps it then shows a scene of funeral black umbrellas a soft rain
all dressed in modern black suits and dresses
he shows us that only time heals the wounds of grief
the aladdin lamp in front of our lady of sorrows
consumes her wails of grief
athena makes a spiral of gold with her finger
and we move on to northeast
here we see a tunnel of teal blue purple we enter like a washing machine into the vortex 3 ladies of sorrow malady , ... , ......//tears sighs darkness

and come out onto a hilltop and manicured lawn hear the garden of God and see the topiary trees on either side and at base of hill the temple of jerusalem hear the song bring me my chariots of fire
like a white pillared temple round top
but tom saw brown wooden one ??
and i hear the song :JERUSALEM
And did those feet in ancient time
Walk upon England's mountains green?
And was the holy Lamb of God
On England's pleasant pastures seen?
And did the Countenance Divine Shine forth upon our clouded hills?
And was Jerusalem builded here Among these dark Satanic mills?
Bring me my bow of burning gold: Bring me my arrows of desire:
Bring me my spear: O clouds unfold!
Bring me my chariot of fire!
I will not cease from mental fight, Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Till we have built Jerusalem In England's green and pleasant land.  

then a carousel of children round the temple spinning quickly and then we go into another vortex with the kids like a merry go round

and emerge at the east and look upon a golden wooden staircase that spirals up into the hills and at the top a temple a gazebo like temple
a pagoda sort japan or china ??
then smell roses see buddha lying there
tom says like ankwar in thailand
and then buddha sits up on a pillow
and as he turns becomes ganeehsa
then mohammed then jesus standing than vishnu
then a blue face hindi monster looking
as we leave the temple of male godhead

and go into the left eye of blue mask
come to the other side the west and see pele's volcano and shamballah

asked to find the temple of compassion
and to go in hear a message alone
i went to the lagoon of shekinah and saw behind the waterfall her cave and walked to the back and right and as the wall of cave turned
saw small opening went out and came into a grotto
surrounded by walls of rock and rock garden
and there was temple of compassion
and female godhead
kali came up to me  she said i have been the destroyer
and now i will be the compassionate
she clapped her hands and men in sarongs came down the mountain carring long bowls of rice on their heads a long line of men
...she took me to cities
and we screamed at the leaders of the world asleep in their beds
feed my children
to some she pressed an apple into their forehead
to some a red hot coal
and screamed like a witch feed my children
to khafi the un leader
she showed  a pageant of women holding dead children in their arms
one from sri lanka one from india indonesia maldives somalia
each said my children are dead
please feed my children
to Bush she showed uni students linked arm to arm at elbows in  protest and chanting feed my children they had on black t shirts .

then she would say hague and we wnet there
she said paris we went there onlsow and all around world then i cried enough I can't see anymore my lady
and chanted the mantra for quan yen
and saw her as fierce one this time too
she said i will give you compassion then
she showed me 4 ladies in pale blue robes
women on horseback of the apocalypse too
equal opportunity
sheesh this kind i don't want
she said i will give you death then famine then pestilence then disease pray for the death to come first and  i will send it in compassion

Lynda went to a library saw a knight who would not let her in
until she was knighted with a 5 foot sword on shoulders and head

debbie went to base of volcano into library entrance
leather bound books

tom went where
we forgot ??

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Lesosn from what I posted in Astral Pulse OBE Forum :

There are a few different places I have been to that are all connected as we all are in consciousness . One is the Hall of Records which we get to in meditation by visualising this rotting staircase going up the wall of a building that looks like it was bombed in World War 2 . You will see the gray wall on the left and the stairs go up in a rickety fashion up to the third floor missing some steps with holes in a few too . There is always a door on your left as you reach the top .

When you enter you see stacks of books and smell them like a wonderful old library . The librarian has a cat... a round fat tabby gray one on her counter. She is short with glasses on a chain round her neck .She has long hair pulled in a disarray up on her head it appears blondy gray ...some in a bun... some hanging down.She asks you to sign the book with this black and gold pen until she knows you . She speaks every language the world has but she always sounds like a New Yorker to me .

You float to the area you wish to view and you put your arms out and the books come to you . The books are read by passing the hand over the pages which open to the place you wish to read all by thought .

Some books are not allowed to be accessed by all . If you ask to see your own Book of Life you may not be allowed to turn all the pages either . There are a lot of rules .

You will see a long hall with a floor of black and white checkered marble tiles also as you enter . The hall proceeds to the right of you . The counter on the left the hall on your right the stacks in front of you . And then at the end of this hall which is on your right when you enter you see the doors which goes into shamballah . They swing inwards but the one on the left is often locked into the floor so you push open the one on the right to proceed . But you can't pass through it until you have been allowed to enter it .

Thru the door you enter into a long marbled corridor which has doors that are arched on either side and a long high transom entrance doorway at the far end going out to the plaza outdoors into Shamballah . The doors lead into all sorts of information access areas that seem to change . There are rooms for example that are the akashic records in a wall a circular wall that is a movie screen which allows you to view the past present and future at once as you turn . You will see for example your own life and visions of it there .

There is also a card catalog type of room with huge file cabinets so very many of them the cards fly into your hands . There is a large black man here in a native costume from Africa . His voice sounds like music and I like him so much . He has a soft deep voice and you know the lovely sort like James Earl Jones . He seems to always wear yellow and orange .

And another room where you sit and put on these old Crystal headsets and hear music from the ages even before sound was recorded with human technology .

The technology is on a range from ancient to futuristic .

Out the doors you will see gardens and on your left the white palace entrance to Shamballah . To your right the lovely rainbow waters of Life .

To test and confirm my own perception I take others there with me in the group merkaba and have them describe it to me like I am blind . I also go back again and again and try to map it out each time .

All these times I do not know the librarian or the butler's name . I call the lady Mrs. Wiggles as that is what her names sounds like to me . But I think it is more like Woczinsky . She seems Polish and Jewish to me . The butler seems Russian and I call him Jeeves like the search engine . He appears tall like lurch and severe he wears a black and white butler tails tuxedo .

There are also maps in their room which you can pass your hand over to read and globes and these help you find other spiritual realms . There is a thin short young woman the only young person there who looks a lot like Lucy Liu . She manages the vertical file the maps the rare books esoteric and occult knowledge . I wonder if she is the cat as she just apparates out of the wall . I reckon she is a guide and a security measure .

The doors in the main hallway are wooden and polished and very high .

I am not sure how yet but this complex is connected to the Museum of the
Worlds and The Temple of Records which are part of the Temples of Wisdom which connect also to Shamballah.

For example ,there is also a library entrance beneath the volcano Temple of Pele in Shamballah but we just found that last night and we did not get to go into it yet . One from the Knights Templar barred the passage .

So the Hall of Records is English in culture and tongue
but there is prolly one for every culture on Earth or it may change for each one that enters it to reflect their own language
the Hall of Learning is Planetary and reflects all Earth cultures
the Museum of The Worlds within the Temples of Wisdom is Universal

The Archives are in a basement under which of these buildings I am not sure yet perhaps it runs beneath them all

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Temples of Wisdom described here
http://www.templesofwisdom.org/wisdom/grounds.html
Title: 69 Astral Pulse Island - projection with live ones
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 04:44:20
experiment to meet others on Astral Pulse Island
to project with intent to meet live persons

.. as you approach the island you see the dock to your right and the little palm gazebo on your left . The ferry pulls up to the dock . You get out onto the brilliant white sandy beach .

You walk along the beach it reminds of you the far island of Cocos Keeling . And you see a similar sign !!

"To ride the rip enter here float until it stops and then climb out to your left upon the sandbar back to shore to do it again !! "

You are curious . You see the entry point is on the middle of the coast on the right side as you approach . You see the entry point is very shelly so you put on dive shoe booties with hard soles . You don your snorkle and mask .It is too shallow here to bother with scuba tanks. You enter the warm tropical waters and wade out to waist deep high just a few metres off the shore .

The water is turquoise and so clear that you can see for at least as far as your eyes can . There is 100% visibility over 100 metres in any direction. You don't need a shortie wetsuit the water is that warm !!

You lay down and let the water take you . The fish are gorgeous !! all sizes all colours . You just lay there spreading out your arms and legs to slow yourself down to enjoy the ride . It is like watching an aquarium you travel about 75 metres . Nothing but pretty fish and seafans all around you . Fantastic . You can't wait to get out and try it again . There are the yellow tangs... giant striped black and white butterfly fish .... Midnight Blue parrot fish ...rainbow coloured wrasses . You could do this all day long how lovely . You decide to call a few mates from Astral Pulse . You use your new underwater camera phone to video conference and say ."Oi this is cool come check it out " I'll be there at 730 pm tonight +8 GMT with some mates come and join us please . Prove to us that you are there: Answer any question just for fun What colour is my snorkel ? what does my t shirt say ? What colour are my bathers ? How many people are there with me ?
What do we look like ? Someone brought an esky !! What colour is the esky ?? What is inside the esky ??
didjabringatinnie?? then you wait on the beach near the end of dock .... If they don't rock up this time ....no worries  ..you will check it out again on Wednesday at 730 pm . If you build it they will come ..... _________________
69 Sunday 2 jan 2005


Begin with exercise to astrally project to Astral Pulse Island
We saw Robert there standing hands on hips
smiled at him tipped my hat
then he helped self to a vb from the esky and sat on it lol
I was able to show purple bathers to lynda and green tshirt  to andrew
so we were able to project with colours and determine our outfit
Debbie I  saw in boardies gray big shirt all of it was right !
got andrew black shorts too  
And we saw  a few ladies there we did not know
a man named Colin
and another man looking like Robert's father to me .
he was definitely in spirit that one
marvellous 1st time
very confirming
Title: 70 Mapping Temples to Shamballah Soul Rescue
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 04:56:22
Sunday 2 Jan 2005
Mappng of temples of wisdom –shamballah –records
Mapped it out with group
And bill added heaps of details

Then we went to the portal of compassion and rescue mission
Saw all the tsunami  children playing in carousel
in garden of sorrows all happy while waiting  for others of their family

We saw muslem call to prayer allah and gideon as child with trumpet
They went to the gate of light all of this group
all muslim children only
called by and seperated by beliefs
Then Fatima came
and our room was full of light blue green light
intense energy even the walls all the furniture
on our skin wonderful cool bright
wondrous sight

An iinitiation"Let Your hearts be filled with bitter wine and tears
with deep dark cold blood and feel now the deepest of compassion
for the children of the tsunami  
-Thank you for your prayers
for your love of these children
now love them all around the world "
this is the true way of Allah
Then all hot a flame burning and smoky and all gone

Now a dragon of yellow becomes a bush
that pcks up budhhist people bill saw it first
Each went to rescue
Andrew made them look at wounds told them they were dead
Lynda told one  to go to the light
Debbie found a  boy took to gate of love to find dead rellies
Bill saw a boy become higher self go to gate of light alone

I saw girl showed her her guardian angel
but she said she was hindu and buddhist and God would not want her
I said no all paths lead to God
and this is your angel God loeves you so
come to the light
we saw white horse flying to heaven -Mohammed
and a yellow dragon too

when we got to Raphael
we went  to grandma at gate who was waiting and grabbed her by cheeks and smilled I am waiting for you
and then they walked up a wall path like wall of china
rocky gates of stone to the gate of light

went down again we find it hard to go down pressure to go up
like flying but to go down use heavey wet thoughts ground self

to go up use happy light thoughts
no use tinkerbell with wings lol said bill

i found a tapped in head overcome with grief woman
I said you are hurt are you hungry then come with me
I will make you tea and we will fix your wounds
I took her to the gate of truth
and then angel kept saying no don't tell her
she is not ready so she wont believe she is dead
and don't show her angels
it will panic her
so we laid her in a bed in Summerland
a Spirit Hospital
which is connected to the temple of compassion as bill said
than we told her to rest and dream ...dream and understand .
Then how connected to the temples of wisdom ?
we were asked to find out

Bill said he saw sai baba in garden of sorrows so we went there
He showed debbie layers
he told bill the children of tsunami will be special bleesed ones
new generation aware come back after the shift

Then he showed me a white ball of light with a cross on it like the four of portal of death



                                  Gate Light Gabriel
    Gate Love Raphael                                      Gate Truth  Uriel
                                    Gate Justice Michael
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Title: 71 Fast Track new seeker from 5 to 12
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 05:10:15
interview meeting with Maggie Sunday 2 Jan 2005
New lady  who would like to consider joining us
Energy body at 49
but chakra at 22 ???
curious
has more from last life not revealed then what has been recalled so far
Already had rods of initiation and a  blue cape of Michael
saw  4 flames
blueflame cold down
violet warm up
lavendervortex
now new golden with lord lanto sparks into chakra burst ing out
Went to pyramid Horus -Saw cape and crown -Down the river to isis
-To upper room grail with jesus
Went into sun room – then into vortex to machu pichu
moon room –Pleaides-
Got a key sveta did the sun and maggie the moon
opened the fissure and into vortex

Went down around corner into the light finall
saw all the people there
Cant recall much more
Long meditation lovely
From initiation 5 to 12
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Title: 72 Manifest a Spirit College ours is a Castle
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 05:23:34
Wednesday 5 jan 2005

Lesson from dreams this week
homes in spirit see rellies there now
Make a university tonight
and syllabus presented to teach new courses
Add to our ashram other shafts need 6 shafts
12 pyramids like a stellated crystal
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Saw pyramid with ring around it become a crown
Then we saw Pele's volcano and the door
Went in saw a hub
I saw 4 doors in crux andrew saw more
Pool table door is subway turnstile ticket taker too
going up to the orange sphere on top volcano a vortex

The window indigo a planetarium up stairs on right
like the model from dark crystal an astrolabe gigantic one

And below that windows see the ocean a galleon

See europe in miniatture
the alps snow topped mountain other side of waterfalll mountain
Holland Germany France Switzerland

On dining room door saw library a trapper  in leather and coon skin cap
My George a lot older though  and a Native American too

Other side of subway at fireplace a golden door stairs up angels everywhere white ball went inside

Pushed against wall energy going up front of spine like
during measurement enervating and also increasing
saw kundlini snake below lighning up  and tri fold flame above

Went onto galleon and each traveled to teachers

Catherine Mufsopha a male half side female half side gray one

Made a Dumbledore projection presented the syllabus and modifications made to the teachers overseers on galleon
3 to a table like tennis judge or dance contest

I had to flesh out rooms of castle started by andrew in our ashram
and connected through golden gazebo to temple of compassion
and to shamballah that way too
also told to make the inaugural address for next lesson
Made 12 sided bottom for the base the floor
in a Harry Potter style castle college
Each side of 12 is a  room 10 classrooms and feast room and drawbridge entrance make 12 sides pink to purple on rainbow

with wall of china stone walls at top purple dragon invited  by andrew over the purple tower jodi made a roost for it

colour of room on penant on each tower flags along stone wall around the round table second floor

colours of rainbow warm red to cold purple pink love at drawbridge

turquoise for feast room which is longest room and over moat

the candles float in the air and the sky ceiling changes like in harry potter

moat drawbridge horseshoe moat around swans catfish filter feeder
bottom dweller and teal leviathan and green crocodile

ocean Cliffs of Moher outcroppings of rock like Ireland
up to castle unicorns from the waves
the forest behind castle like UK
and on left of feast room the jousting fields the circus tournaments
to the right meditation waterfall rock garden and the golden gazebo
to temple of wisdom complex comes out at compassion
left below not known yet outside

right below  red is racing fields competitions red flame catch up eric liddell

Each room on one side at back a ladder or stairs to tower above second floor big round table and all rooms open on to it a wall linking
each room  door to outside too

Andrew made dungeon too and archives are there

jodi and andrew will make the day and night moon and stars

Andrew violet mage a merlin figure with santa claus beard and also a lady rhiannon had to manifest university and will teach alchemy

Debbie working with irin two pink ones thrones and quan yen lavender flame and protecting innocent and michael armory and knights templar and don't forge to make weapons too

with maggie who is indigo blue flame of michael exorcism heal thyself and three face angel fearless ones teach no fear tree branches on walls room circular working with knight templar rooms are joined together two overseers
Tom not here on blue enrgy body teaching and faith and universal path work el morya mary jesus

Catherine teal methsufa kumeka
I am headmistress organiser and coordinator conduct feast hall with andrew and jodi registrar who gets what class

I teach meditation running circle and projection obe vortex and merkaba

Bill outside most of area warrior for peace
a friar rope round waist
back in time jousting teaching tournaments swords warrior
lots of students there already all of his deceased
hilarion and friar and michael

Sveta learn compassion and teach golden ones to throw voice
remote projection of voice and to see assist those dying and victims
Quan yen and goddesses of compassion lord Lanto
golden flame in her gazebo

Jodi telescope man teach to look as a psychic
also will be the one who is registrar akasha records
those who want to research doubleroom
Orange pillow students there all sleepy as
crystal ball at top of tower spiral stairs to it
candles set in stone walls hexagon room

Lynda rose coloured buddha will teach compassion learn healing and wisdom healing white lighting earth ribbons every colour race car chariots eric liddell catching up running to make up for time red flame of knowledge competition curiousity

Pink flame of st germain bridge of love fountain of compassion moat of mercy lol
Title: 75 The Metaphysical College manfiested more
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 05:41:36
missing 73 Friday 7 Jan
fragment
Linda eaten by dragon in hall of college lol
Linda on a  horse with Raphael ,Joan of arc,Rowena and Lady Diana
74 Saturday Arastriel see notes not posted as not formated yet

75 Sunday 9 Jan
First saw dragon coming out of mirror with mouth open
fire coming out of mouth then
Jesus waking from death
then pillar of flame of purple and yellow green becoming gold
heard alchemists flame

purple twisting tightly quickly up is Nada going male clockwise
and she is female golden close

then green yellow gas counter clockwise loosen open germaine male

Cath saw head and shoulders come out of the flame it was nada then her hands and

Lynda saw head and shoulders come out of the flame it was germaine then her hands and then went to lynda help her to help students in class
at our college

red chubby dragon looking pregnant both sides
you were purified protected by being eaten filtered
enriched and marked dragon  was smiling when she said this

RACE TO OVERCOME ALL OBSTACLES RACE TO SUCCEED
letting go to move on
st germaine gave her purple sword gold hilt
cut karma of her students like st germains flame
and she should take her studnets to his flame

cheval full length mirror golden purple curtain
possible outcomes
to see what good will come if they overcome obstacles
see own future own past
SPIRITUAL FOUNDATIONS class
raphael there
also was joan of arc in silver armour on a black war horse with silver regalia part of ruby flame

Then maggie higher self grabbed spikes back of dragon
removed bad tooth climbed dragons back and this became a ladder also our tooth (3rd )

made the tooth  into broom stirred open vortex fissure
and in was the temple of  (obsolete) forgotten religions
a beautiful white light pond oval surrounded on floor
with short round white candles

there  is a place above each room in another plane
hers goes to temple of wisdom arcane secrets / forgotten religions
then a temple outside and
gold and bleu sphere and heard it is stilll forming

our second one
(first orange jodi warmth in her hand strong magic sealing and transporting leaving another colour for opening coming home )

so now 2 must get all one for each room 12 ?? says sveta

arcane -revealing the hidden secrets is meaning of this sphere .

a desert tent with 3 pins top and centre the jewish muslim and egyptian faiths

.. a wheel of time with little chess sized people of all nations the chess people fall down on the wheel and had to be pulled back up using strings insdie the wheel so old religons must debunk them first tear them down then build them up again from truths of them


sveta fell asleep again and knocked the table with her legs which bumped and dragon quan yen lamp split open rolled cross the floor broken sadly

then a dragon up a ladder again belly split from the scales a ladder came out .

eye of horus on a ball pendant in her crown
maggies and in the door all golden ornate lace metal
flowing changing merkaba flower of life incan  symbol
muslim sacred geometry all changing

we must all make a door for our class and a motto

heard STAY THE COURSE NEVER GIVE UP for her students a MOTTO
in the room indigo mist all lovely inside
outside 4 japanese masked warriors the storms
make an indigo pond stretch it out reveal and protect

her ring seen by me as  silver crystal mountain purple dragon entwined around it she saw entirely crystal all the ring round meaning protection and rising and multitalented alchemist psychic  healing

svetas ring left hand golden inscribed inside to open rooms and reveal the hidden covert and outside overt blessings and encouragement

sveta with gabriel all girls lined on one side then other of golden ring roll it away from each other open the vortex that way two spinning forces

gabriel made her finger indigo (like ET )
to put on throat chakra of students golden energy coming down arm to open the throat and also place crystal inside their throat and gave them trumpets to wake the dead

will make white light tunnel or golden vortex  call the lost who are confused or unaware show them to their angels bring them home and rescue those that are in need of mercy near death too

students mostly young girls and this is because life time of service needed for this type of dedication and training
...feminine in energy this magic
...Gabriel will teach them all at first
then she will know and teach  the next ones
gave her a 10 cm long plain S necklace on a golden chain
sveta the saviour of souls and a lifering SOS save our souls
lol

then guardian and guides for maggie and lynda
MAGGIE
I heard ph then saw eiffel tower
maggie effleurial then all in white brown golden hair to shoulders and golden baby shoes as gift been with you since birth and you were gifted since birth lynda got melchiezedek yes she took maggie there means from the essence of the flower or out of the flower of life white nun collar stars in halo

MAGGIE( steel ice misty frozen gray white choose one )
then white raven pale blue robed druid
and sandaled root of tree silver birch paper bark ghost gum
and elder aboriginal and this is my brother
he held her arm  lightning
the feminine aspect sorceror healer alchemist traveler shapeshifter mage
gives grey green colour of castle rainbow over her

LYNDA  
a staff with gourd seeds tied at top like rhtym instrument when the guide walked then beocming grapes red and blue then fruity wood smell associated with her a mother earth figure gaia figure  hearth home
cornucopia cornrows golden rope coloured hair oval face pointed chin cera of the wheat harvest

given belt round waist snake head ruby eyed stylus tucked in told write it down

shown ring in bull nose then a bow with golden handle black bow for arrows  hear bbbb

then quan yen colours around only KwA sound
so ba qua spelled baquoiriel see the letters all blue white
as bacchurial meaning of the wine and feast
working closely with cera teach you WISDOM recalling what you need to remember accumulated from past lifes

ROWENA=
golden earring long to shoulder round big circles then golden cords hanging and then moons in head dress gives a hurricane lamp with a flame in it to lynda cornrows long golden brown hair more golden then brown and 5 tablets behind her shoulder

dragon quan yen broken table bumped into  
(sveta had her feet under table asleep )

quan yen - release the material and so release the blame -let it all go-it happened it was supposed to dont blame the one who made it occur let go of physical illusions
Title: 76 -77 Quan Ti Temple of Compassion- Spirit Homes
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 05:52:00
Wed 12 Jan 76th

karen randall daughter here
megan and father Tony
ball of blue surrounded in orange
into the vortex a lady in crystal ball holding a crystal ball grandmother

on top of a rocky craggy great mountain no green no earth in the sky ice on top a mountaineer banged head on a pick axe
handed us a rope each and we climbed to her relam
her ashram on the dragons back his scales in eterenal fire all green red and gold her padgoda same colours riding on flying dragon of the air
the mountaineer said grandmother wants us to visit
we walked up the tongue thru the teeth fences and into the pink waterfall coming down over us inot eher
we climbed the dragon blue tongue( we have 4 teeth) and 3 spheres
(this one grey and crystal )

now foolish ones you did not take a tooth she laughed after we entered her ballcrystal ball then the head was off the dragon
and we went into the throat a tunnel and we had to go into the moutnain then crystal caves karen saw waterrfall thru it her mum

megan saw girl gave her diamond jodi saw that too

lynda maggie and bill went to garden we went down stairs but bill into dianond crystal stalactite and saw japnaese garden we went thru
and down stairs saw temple of compasion or the valley stars indigo sky

pryamid or the rock grotto goin to it then above it a vortex wheel of life and a figure that is revealed when stopped like petal so thumbelina music box it was a quan ti  a lady of compassion and mercy

and she came on dragon round the neck of megan and put her dragon on the shoulder and teal sandals on feet her past life associated with her

two eggs one girl one boy boy lines of many children over generation girls do not count the feet of girl bound and pain emotional but daughter

of the grandmother and a women of wisdom
bill given sword with griffins on it golden ones on silver sheath
from knights templar and number 9

and then leave it alone let time reveal it dont look for it then end up in a jail trying to right someone else's wrong

then over karen an angel and a vortex message of peace and love for her  

and then to gates of death for exercise again
very deep hard to recall

Ti Kuan Yin (Iron Goddess of Mercy)

Quan means to inquire or look deeply into, Shi means the world of people, or generations, Yin means cries. The Boddhisatva of Compassion was inquiring into the suffering (cries
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Kuan Ti: Kuang Kung, the God of War
a red faced warrior often holding a heavy  quan-do (spear like weapon).
He was known as Kuan Yu,  a man that became a god. He is based a  real person who was loved during the Ching Dynasty.  He was from the Han Dynasty (3rd century AD) He became the patron saint for all martial artists, good and bad, police and Triad.
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77 alone how to make house in spirit world
raphael redpink rose  flame black hair beard short wide shoulders
a bit of tummy thick legs hairy
(like Mick )walked in  (at gates of  death) the gate of love went in saw a path down to earth thru a green garden to the left to the right the valley of the shadow of death all gray and cold rocks and blue
saw the waterfall blue falling over stones they asked us to go in one rock alone feel protected safe cut off from physical
and in touch with self alone monad and god nought else
then went to home of grandmother
saw her in the rocker from circle
and papa and auntie jean
and her mum and dad
but all around her was floor and in front of her sleepjng souls
she called come on Cathy is here
but most of them sat up looked slept again
or did not move
i wanted to make her a real house
with more floor and walls
i was crying
i was hugged by her then
she put her hands on my shoulder
and i went back to body pushed by her or by angel ??
went back at night to make her a house but
my papa showed up he had one already .
the one he had lived in with gma when he died
i went to flesh it out more
looked the same but no neighbours
even the driveway but no car lol
Title: 78 Our Metaphysical College is inaugerated
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 06:00:20
fri 14 jan 78th

bill andrew lynda jodi catherine
domes on our heads are tibetan hats
college address intro teachers
many students in the hall
bless the school
and then students made coloured lights come up from hands to celebrate
white eagle told me to go up to dragon purple one named it falkor
never ending story one
nuzzled my neck and flew with it round the castle grounds
learn wisdoms and locations of the 6 flames so far

teal our class at stone table our higher selves formatlly attired introduced self

Tom blue faith to the old near death to show them the gates to have no fear to teach them faith of all worlds

Bill Van de Berg in armour green I am a warrior  

Debbie with white light sword cross the chest strapped in purple lavender white  I am the light of the innocents

Andrew violet black purple  robes ¡Vmage( create in spirit )

Lynda rose - robes professor hat teach the little ones the foundations teach them to fly to not fear

Jodi orange I am the prophet I teach them to feel with the heart in empathy to see with their sight the future and the past in prophecy to analyse their dreams and to create on earth

Sveta golden in toga to their schools and hospitals and orphanages I go to teach them to project their bodies then their voices

Maggie Indigo in toga long healing faith courage flames

Catherine teal teaching telepathy and pedagoguery-12 towers metaphysical college
no rows and lectures

no hands up-seminar circle forum style- talking one at time
each teacher must lead and facilitate so all of the students need to be doing learning having fun enjoyable so they will return
not watching listening passively

transport- by direct projection vortex group merkaba train by hand of angels and guides

Love light laughter no fear teach them to shine in love and service
Flesh out your class know your syllabus for the week in advance
Make  your door
Make your motto

Put your image in the atrium tree in the fountain
know your flame and its wisdoms
and all the castle so you kids can tour it with you
learn the faces and names of students
know their gender
if live or dead
their first names at least for now
tell them when to come to clas s
so that the number is managable

know  how they get there
find out  what they already know
and what they want to lean
within the scope of your set  syllabus
teach what you agreed to teach
we meet at the stone table with our teachers

we meet there with me as organizer  of the school
we must learn to send and receive from each other
and to bi locate better
and to send message to our physical
we must ask for energy to help get rest
as we are working hard each night during dreamtime
we are llowed to ask for set days off set the schedulnow for the year
we went to fountain in our table each one hand in each put colours round the pillar of the tree like a maypole

red saw lynda flying round the castle too with her students
she will have live children at first brought with help of guides and angels spiritual foundations
she gave them a prayer and quiet circle get to know each other much fear there new ones

orange Jodi making coloured orbs juggling them one then 2 then 3 make them change colour
sleepy live ones and frenetic dead and live ones

yellow sveta live ones goin to them at orphanage teaching projecting and using voice

green bill all recently dead children took them to the castle to show them around have some fun no rules go and look

Blue tom old live people near death foundations peace hope

Indigo Maggie  fearlessness healing ?

Lavender 1:1 tuition go to the student in their beds all asian kids right now survivors of tsunami

Violet andrew 1000 students taught ones in front row rest can watch ƒ¼

I had to make choo choo train in circle in front of school
Jodi to look at their colours to set the class

My door the tree of life in teal and the celtic cross with four angels gates of death round it on corners of the door
And jesus marry quan yen buddha - white eagle ¡Vgeorge bavaird -henri des-pa-you
Title: 79 We meet another group in spirit with a college to help us
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 13:48:24
tony guest
tom , me , debbie lynda maggie and bill
saw merkabah 10 by 10 now
went to college
each of us had to manifest ourselves in tree
we tried to do it and then see if the others saw what we did
Bill with foot on steps going up
maggie floating in lotus hands in prayer
tom bowing head crosslegged
Lynda sitting hands up
Andrew in da vinci pose

then to hall
blessing and prayer by bill
intro maggie and tom and debbie
then up to stone table
saw white eagle
and st paul heard   thessalonians  read this from bible
tom said paul had gone to phrygea been imprisoned there
bless and address us
we got a bar on our lapel
the first colour only an apple for knowledge from lynda room
then to train
bill on first
all sat still but smiling

thru a stone brick tunnel in mountain
on the right long way down cliff river neth
to the left snow covered moutain
then train floats in stars dream train
and others come into it
a little girl clutching rag doll in right arm
then to other college
what is its name
it is a group in England  that founded this one has 32 teachers
most alive some teaching after death were founders
a dome and then out both side of it like a capital building
pavement out front like the buckingham palace
the rotunda huge like smithsonian museum natural history
then we see a man asian black hair
and a man gray hair named peter
and then hear socrates and confucious
these are spirit mentors with them
the lady head mistress with glasses on nose and a lectern in air
a little brass library light on top of lectern

maggie said welcome from our school we hope that you will learn from us and we will learn also from you she said they worked mostly from emotions valuing them
we were to go with one of their teachers
and watch how they teach then show them how we teach
come back share

lynda told them to mixup learn something that they had in common
with person next to them from papier mache to liking ducks

Debbie said we have to go to get some of the students
and bring them up  she was laughing with her group tony saw her

tony went with mother teresa and heard her talking with students about levels and about mixing up

bill went outside saw tony there made the students make a skateboard without wheels in their hands and fly on it .
tony demonstrated the flying board
then he made them rub hands together make a flower like a yellow rose give it to the one next to them
give and recieve from each other
one made a puppy "ruffie"

I had to work with head master and mistress

bill came a short time later we joined hands in ring and raced round the whole school then he was given a purple heavy band i was given gold
we were told part of the chain me to their teacher who is purple
him to their hms who was gold . shown to put students into star merkaba golden float them round the ceiling and praise good efforts

they have the students go round the rainbow from red to purple start at one class before can move to another
wisdom , joy , creativity like that red orange yellow
they have classes outside too
in front and in back and two floors
some live teachers some in spirit 32
they gave us rings with our colour in the stones like bands
for opposite hands
i gave them 32 bars for rainbows of rays
they asked about dragons and towers but knew the rest
then they pulled what our school looked like
then they projected to our school
all 32 put hands in fountain
and blessed the school for us
Title: 80 The Great Work Begins Magnetic Merkaba to be manifested
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 13:57:57
wed 19 jan 2004
long lesson ended at 1005
singing bowl to begin
buddha floating there
pulled from us pale blue lights from bottom aperture alpha
strings of light pale blue
pulling down the goddess light the moon mother
and then the warm colours from the pyramid on top leaving
until the pyramid merkaba becomes female crystal merkaba
starry vortex ring of gold in ceiling
portia
appeared to bill
she gave him something ?
then she became the
(jerusalem bird joked tom )
indigo parrot tale
emerald pigeon chest crimson chicken legs and
rooster crest purple beak of gold
wings multicoloured
mercurial spirit
the bird of hermes
at the edge of the universe
we are truly beginning the path of the Alchemist now

the 3 stars one for each neck
but i only saw one neck so far
but she took us to shamballah cathedral
and on the eagle lectern
she taught us
about the star carpet indigo and gold
map to the stars

and yea  
you are the 7 lamps (7 chakras )
and you have the 7 lamps
and here they are
now he comes
st george on horse with light sword cross chest
green dragon slayed
another symbol

got tooth in broken shard rectangle like slice of gourd
and a long tooth to Debbie
she struck the bells on the chakras
and we vibrated
felt the energy released absorbed

two wormholes
on the black light rectangle
black like the back of a mirror
edge of universe
each 10 minutes
celestial angel
pulls me through the sky
surrender in love
the ring finger of goddess is ursa the bear
and a celestial angel
and a transponder centre
connected to shamballah
temple wisdom temple of transport
domed and 6 eye of the needle portals
then we all come back and give off

debbie lovely drawing of skeleton of reptile liek sentient beings
we saw there
some were tall some were short
skull like tiger nose and eyes
elongated like dinosaur or horse
lynda stamped by rowena - when will you teach ?
maggie called sister of the bear mother of the moon  
sveta nothing
jodi made drawing and we go back in after seeing jodi drawing
red teardrop blue onion inside
and golden seats fold up like an umbrella
and out we go as light all blue
like thru a crystal prism we rise
all magnetic all the moon
we must make ourselves manifest we will be shown
we go up into pearls all green from the heart chakra
must give our pearls of wisdom to the bottle held by goddess
and the cork stop in we are tested
message to the universe
personal from our hearts and silently if we choose
no one gave it aloud
on why we should go on
a test
I gave silently my love is great
raison d'etre you are my reason to be
i love you so much
thank you God
I will go on
then we went to the sphere standing round the world
turquoise colour
named  our circle
Bill van de Bergs class from the kwinana spiritual church

we hold hands and give off group reason aloud
we go through star triangle gate
each to make a note of octave i had middle C
C Cat:divine will , intent
d Tom: willingness (submission)
e Bill:spreading the light
f  Deb strengthen faith and clarity
f# i put andrew in also
g: lynda  love and light
a sveta Time
b: maggie educating others
c Jodi  nicely  wrapped up in long prose
eagerness to learn
the notes strike the chord
we have begun the Great Work now
the preparation is over
Title: 81 call my mentor lesson and a half
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 14:03:02
called jacky ltoday 1044 am 20 jan thursday
must gift to her the tape
of the merkabah by James Hurtak
for her classes

email her too the sample addy from net
the dragon is the name of the level completed
as the magician path is completed
it is the overcoming of sorrows
it is a tool to work with neg and positive
it is one dragon
the positive and the negative are the two heads you see
yes they are still going too
no there is no one she knows that has gone this far now
but our group we may become peers yet she teases
we may join paths soon
we shall have to see
spirt says they will always be ahead of us
the path is eternal
if we can answer some of their questions
she is being sweet
she is light years ahead of us still
i asked
but we have become a pioneer of sorts
as she says
in little ways we learn and map
a new perspective a viewpoint a detail a path trodden
for the next traveler to follow faster clearer
yes it is all coming to a head now
faster faster still
don't stop and unravel
don't break the group
dont let go now
this is the time of sorrows
the universe is yourself
it is the universe within our heart and our brain
it is the opposite
we go out to come within
we see a replica of the universe without

I get  sometimes we go out
sometimes we stay in
sometimes deeper down
the journey begins
sometimes higher up
the further we go
the more questions we have
to understand what we know

"Conscious and unconscious are the twin serpents of Sensation and Intuition. "-anon
Title: 82 ooh skip this post negs about the worst human kind
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 14:09:50
triangle discord
no harmony
had to fix it
a test
sveta bill and jodi
jodi in wrong seat
jodi and bill wax all over table
had to take off the top layer
too much to take off with fingernails
still burning the plastic on candle  
sveta coffee over the card of singing bowl
hanged man jodi Odin
catherine no he is god of norse
no he is the hanged man
give me book yes it is odin
excrement on you all
whoah did someone say that in circle
the base nature of humanity
and we think we can change lead to gold lol

bill put bowl down did not pass it
when asked to play it for the angel  
bill said "i dont want that stupid thingy "when bowl passed to him
jodi insisted argued turn on the light
when asked to lead us by visualisation
so we had to come back to bodies
and start all over
debbie said anxiety

3 days of work hard slogging
why are we at each other
never happened before
so much unrest and anger
is this us truly or a test
sunday notes
monday lesson energy body maggie

tuesday arvo bowls and sai baba
rest your head on my shoulder
take my hand child and i will fly you to the edge of the universe
on on the breath of God
sing the swan's song
and then went to class with bill and tom
wrote all up and researched all took hours on wednesday and
lessons too about daemon online reading given tuesday am
and no gratitude cept maggie and debbie
tom said is it 10 pm 5 minutes after
bill said too long
triangle of discord
debbie said we are falling apart
don't leave me I thought
why is this happening
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debbie light of the golden heart
phanuel saviour grigori
spreading hope
never falling to despair
sola  couer iel
sol endr  iel
celendriel-celestial
brass ring
debbie's angel replaced sveta 's angel as opener to the realms
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circle of sorrow
triangle of pain
the square is revealed
we start over again
Title: 83 a new peer revealed - streamline to ride the ley lines
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 14:21:31
82Monday 17 AuntClair :

a reading online yielded this lesson on hermetic alchemy
for the reader and sitter
i do not have permission to reveal the sitter's identity

striking the tones of the universe
like alpha waves from a buddhist prayer bowl
a kid trying to sit in daddy big chair too big still for him to fill
the inheritor of the crown
a totem pole eagle lion cow these are the sphinx
and then owl and swan white swan
on a brown wooden totem pole the swan flies away
hear remote voice projection techniques
with a gong from a tibetan temple
i hear someone talking to me from your guides
about my questions about direct voice
all say keep going
a gong from your guides one of them vibration
and an owl brings me a message like from harry potter
book dropped in my lap book marked from your from akasha
to thine own self be true quote and then a lever comes down
shutting off the lights see only darkness now
(this is the magnetic moon merkaba )
hear this means words
lead many to sit at the table
and dine with the masters and come to the supper
words are like soldiers the cadence and drill
they bring us to the edge and watch over us still
welcome home they come in  a long queue
this door once opened cannot close
this is a further door and does not close
if you change your mind like earlier ones
will you open it ?
yes
wonderful energy going up floating up in  en masse
not a single person projecting but taking up a cloud of people
well done: the number 5 seen
you are working n a team to open THE door for the shift
and that is the door that will not close again
now i understand a destined
in your book the stair the balcony
the library: a lovely lady : waving to you : a juliette
the akasaha  
what has been written
what will be recorded
what may yet be
and what surely is already
dont let go dont give up hope
you would never give up hope
why would they tell you that
you are a fighter
but i hear
dont let go dont give up hope it's not too late
please dont leave me
this is a past message not for now
not for future either
you never give up
i see robe coming to your shoulders and a crown
the robe is purple the crown golden
a priest gives these in recognitiion - it is melchiezedek
but not the same as others did
this is message from waking life .. times
long since gone (don't leave me)
then the book closes
: merkaba ? ( i have a particular reason to ask this question)
it is still there ?
yes
hm, i should have converted it to triple lotus ... : by now
let me look at you in a different way and see i have to focus
change conciousness point fo view wait please and link to show me
 it has changed drastically it is not gone or replaced but rather developed into a streamlined thought like tubes of light
the merkaba must become like a rider of the ley lines on the grid
good
: it s like the self is riding on a tube of light inside many other tubes and behind it such force and speed like a rocket
it is smooth and linear now and not crystalline in structure
must look again to verify this
this is  the natural development of the merkaba
when it comes ot the 12 point shaft crystal
it is to foldup like umbrellas and become so small and smooth
as to fit like a eggshaped cone onto the lines of the universe and slide efortlessly
the magician does this with will and over time
and it does not do it easily nor to all
this is earth sacred geometry, not pleidians:
but there is more than i know, as i see
it is best described as a multipetaled umbella length lotus
that looks like a nit on the shaft of a hair but not with the sticky glue at all it is sliding and jeweled like not at all ugly just in shape
like a nit on a hair
it is like the ufo shape of the group merkaba  spinning quickly
and looks like twisting towel only this is for one
and it is much longer and smoother and anchored directly
the word i am told that is
formidable
is
directly
so it means you dont float in the sea and bob there eventually
you go with intent i am told direct with intent and with deliberation
this stage is too make the swift thought become direct intent and to go where one will
much further away and with greater speed and clarity
then these remote viewing screens
 


Notes on the traveller  
I ASLEEP  
We are all born with a silver thread and the ability to AP with the help of angels and guides into the astral. We project but we may not know . We
are taken by the hands of angels and guides and we are gently awakened if we choose.Many humans spend their life at this stage unaware .

II AWARE  
The thread becomes thicker and is called the silver cord as we begin to AP consciously in a meditative state going where we will . The angels and guides are beside us but no longer holding our hands .We become aware of our developing senses and use them on our journeys to understand what we are shown . The kundalini begins to rise .
III SNAKE  
The cord develops into an antakarana and we connect with the monad and meet the higher self .We learn about the Merkabah that we are born with . We begin to study the Kabbalah as it relates to us .We learn it develops and the pillars we receive on the path help the merkabah to develop in kind . We are clairsentient , clairvoyant and clairaudient to some degree . We continue to develop to see and hear more clearly . We begin to ask and learn about Ascension and the Tree of Life .In meditation we learn to manifest a group merkabah and project and travel together so that we confirm each other and see more clearly ...hear more clearly .
IV.DOVE  
We become aware of the energy body we begin to consciously develop it through meditation and exercise and OBE. We clairvoyantly observe it's development . Curious we learn about Hermetic development ,the alchemist's engravings and the Tarot card clues from medieval times . We go to the monadic plane and learn from the mahatma and the archangels . We continue to develop our senses and our energy body and our merkabah . Our basic energy body is perfected . We find we can touch , pull and sense with it during OBE .
We have the limbs of the magician now . We go to Shamballah.

V. MAGICIAN  
We learn to enter the vortex that has been opened by angels and guides .We are coaxed by angels to open the simple one ourselves . We use the energy body to do this . First we have a 3 sided vortex using the female caput and two hands . But then we develop the star or the da Vinci pose into the 5 sided pyramid vortex using the male storage centre and the caput together . With our consciousness we project to higher realms and learn about aliens and devas and the continuing transformative process of humanity .We seek the 12th pillar and the 12 sided pyramids in our merkabah .

VI DRAGON  
We go where we will by will and visualization to any place we can find the energy trace. We continue to build up the merkabah and the energy body so that we can experience harder to reach realms . We see the mother of worlds and meet her children in spirit on the great threshold .We see it is connected afterall to Shamballah . We go to remote viewing screens and we want to pass thru them .We go to the remote viewing screen at the edge of the universe . The Dragon emerges .The red and green lion-dragons form a ring around our energy body . We open the door to the unconscious mind and become part of the team. We develop auric wings .
VII MOON  
We learn that the star map is just a trajectory and that the planets sustaining the aliens do not come from Sirius , Pleiades or Ursa but do exist along that path much further away . The ones we see are in spirit at their local ashram connected to Shamballah thru the great portal at the edge of the universe . We can slip thru this window when we become magnetic as the moon .Our energy body passes into an indigo fog . Our chakras look like the moon is eclipsing each one slowly from the top of the crown down. We must become all magnetic our energy body and our merkabah . We must not have the hermetic hermaphroditic body but control it by will and intent to have just one side to make the slip thru the window at the edge of the universe. We do and we find that we must let the sun come out now . We have opened the door to our unconciousness . We become part of the team to open the next door to the shift of consciousness in mankind .

VIII SUN  
We have not experienced this as a group but we expect from esoteric research that the moon who eclipsed the sun will pass thru and we will emerge as GOLD with an elecric merkabah . What happens next ?

Please let us know lol.
_________________
Love . Light and Laughter
Aunt Clair
Title: 83 hermetically willing a moon energy body
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 14:44:34
83
please explain to me about the tranformation fo magnetic
the direction to do it
and what was the result why not balanced
magnetic and electric
and what would happen if made it more electric

: because earth is magnetic only the electro-magnetic field is the result of the manipulations of the annunaki

showing me sacred geometry now

to sustain their life on earth which led to her fall
more electric merkaba shatters the field of earth
I know little about them
ach trip you made to earth chakrasa shattered them
this is the result of manipulation
electric energy cuts through magnetic field:
magnetic energy weakens the electric field
the result is human form, as we now see it :
discordant, and weakened
those of spirtual hierarchy were imported from pleiades
they know not of magnetic field
but howt o ascend in their creation

AuntClair : will you not need the electric energy for other realms is it not liberating from the magnetic field and the magnetic to ground .I thought that electric was to leave and magnetic to come home
i see the value of your work but i remain confused

: i see no problems in using magnetic field to travel

how would one eliminate the electric field when half our body is electric and half merkaba is electric oh so by modifying to become just magnetic then you can slip out further but doesnt it take more enrgy to go

phase out my electric dna
and convert it to magnetic

away from the tug of mother earth

will: and intent to ascend
into magnetic dna
most of us are half-pleidians half-sirians
none from earth, funny isn't it

but then is the polarity of the magnetic travel made the opposite to come home and then changed again to leave ?

what about pelangria have you heard of it i have a new mate who has this huge energy body best developed i have viewed now on anyone thus far

what polarity ? there is no polarity between electric and magnetic, only discord -i do not know where i travel

because opposites attract and to move the magnetic force away from earth would require different polarity

have you asked earth ?

no i mean the polarity of the planet and the polarity of your new traveling device around you this new chariot is magnetic and the earth magnetic so do you change to shift in and then back
i will go there with her tomorrow see for myself

well, i just travel

she has lizards coming out of her energy body and wings she does not have the snakes anymore or the dragons from the kundalini

: never went into details ..

i have never heard of it
the lizards or pelangira or the leather faced lizard people


ah, reptilians

: she goes there regularly and believes they are alive not spirit and she is one of them

they are indeed alive, only 4 dimensional

and she is credible i trust her have sat with her in circle projected with her
and can interact with us only in etheric

: so are they further away then pleaides and sirius or closer in

: alpha centauri
i do not know how far is that

: ty so much they are here from thousand of years anyway

: nds

i have not found anyone that knew of them i saw some things on internet but they were not connected to what she showed me
can i please look at your energy body again before i go

k

i would like to look and see how it is after this merkaba evolution

look at the heart  

k you have a ring around your head now a large ring like a hula hoop so does maggie you have the lizrds too but no colour in them yet
but this tells me they are ready to appear

no idea what it is

and that is the next stage
look at the site please see hermetic colouring in of energy body
we all get coloured arms legs and then snake heads tails then these become dragons when we have developed
now i sam seeing the dragon beocme a lizard it is an extension of the kundalini  will find it just now pleas wait i have mapped it out and i am excited to find the next stage you and maggie have it no one else so far

ok

brb

heh, and to think that i am now resting ..

http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/measuringyourprogress.msnw
: the arms and legs on these images bottom of page i coloured in reflecting what we saw

: yes, i know: and what about my heart  

i would love you to post a standing in da vinci pose pic to me
da vinci pose allow the full view of energy body
: like the man in the wheel

yeah, i think i would manage that, to call a freind  

best in shorts and tshirt no metal
what about your heart ??

i think that my heart chakra should be a bit different
check, i know it is different

Oh another juliet is coming i am told i see her again on the balcony
but i will look at the chakra there

ech, i project to you in da vinci pose, okay ? ;0
to your left, i hope

it is different
so are other chakras adjusting consciousness ?
the chakra is moon !!
not sun now in the solar plexus
it is eclipsed
the moon over the sun how exciting !!
large and cold but cold from moon energy not lack of light
hang on i dont see behind my head yet well wil have to find you lol
you have a magician pouring moonlight into your crown symbolic of will to be magnetic- you have a string in fornt of you and yes all around you symbolic of the energy but missing the sight  

and I hear a reminder from your higher self to open your eyes -you set an alarm clock and say open my eyes open my eyes
and everywhere i looked at first i all i could see was your eyes

then i see the eclipse of sun energy electric that is with the moon and a smiling sun coming out agian meaning it is always there like dracula you must avoic sunlight to avoid electric that is the electric the sun the magnetic the moon and the earth
you are right this works and they are saying continue your cousrse
but work on staying at that point for a while

yes, i know I have to change rest of my body

: i see the ring and lizrd outlines I  no longer see the red and orange limbs
the body is all in blue now

: sun is electric ? btw ? i do no think so, it has been polutted, by it's phasing out it's electricity with the rest of our solar system
polluted i have called blure ray over me, wait
ok, now look
respectively clear, focus, empower ..
from huna teachings

what i get is indigo inside a sun
moon beam inside the sun

where ?

dont understand but i have seen this image on so many of my mates lately bright indigo circle inside a pulsing sun
i feel it means that the moon must shine thru to go further but the sun will come back again and have its turn too
all around me like the eyelashes

thought that you would need more models, co i have 4 copies there

when you first projected here you were in one spot defined but now like a fog around permeating all around not a outline of a silhouetter like a human profile  the energy here though diffused
Thanks so much that is very helpful
Title: 84 musings from visions on magnetic moonlight eclipsing sun
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 14:55:10
Change in our energy body must be completed hermetically
maggies body clairvoyantly viewed is beyond ours
and the energy body of a newly met peer is also beyond ours
so we must do the same to progress

also we know about a Alien  now previously unknown to us
leather faced aliens from Pelangria -going there Tuesday

Merkaba becomes moon and magnetic umbrella
closed shape sliding
the indigo moon eclipses the sun

The golden dome and the Singing Bowls
ring the gong golden dome this is wake up call
to us and them

The Shift
the door that never closed opens
It won't be closed again

12 dimension string theory new in physics

12 shafts 12 loops the 12 sided merkaba brings us into alignment with our 12 pillars

the shafts that were male electric
have to reveerspolarity become magnetic female

then the next stripe balanced the female loops must become electric too
Akasha
Ursa
Sirius
Pleaides
1. tunnel to ear jodi
2. vibration to send out let them know train is arrived
bridge to our world
oblivion crumbling thespirit must become physical
the physical become spiritual
without this we both fall apart into nothing
and become light and universal mind but no substance
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"light Is Intelligent. Oh my, the light is alive. Yes it is. The
higher you go, the more alive -- and intelligent -- it gets. This may sound
mystic. Quite the opposite is true. Imagine a giant hologram containing
scans of every page of every book of the Library of Congress. If that
hologram were shattered, every little piece would continue to contain the
entire contents (only smaller and perhaps at a different angle). I think
that light is very like that -- small pieces of the Whole. At the higher
astral levels, light can be read, so to speak. But by that time, you are
normally acting beyond the capability of words. Sounds mystic again, I know." from anon online source -sorry lost addy
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Title: 85 clues in songs and literature about alchemy
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 15:16:54
85 tuesday 18 jan
went into merkaba and went to wormhole then another
both with eyes being held open by hands of angels  
and stars beyond and a hanged  man upside down
looking at me thru a long lashed eye
saw temple and bushes like greece
came to ashram saw knights like humans
but different some how edge of universe is here

then went to see the planet
saw  brown people long face like dinosaur or snake and reptilian eyes browny golden short tall as a child
model of golden city on a table
direct attention into it
went to a building was a museum
square roof with golden dome in center

saw a hall displays both sides first on left deforestation pollution wars chaos destruction other side relgion philosophy
then a little further we see the same for their world

we see carpeted stairs and a christed child like lizard
on the stair rail beckons us to climb up

went to room on right a table like last supper and we sat facing them
a grail given and we got it and inside a a vision for each of us about the planet below then we drank and said amen got a sphere red golden studded passed it round saw golden snake tony
then stairs bill
a door at top
a cat -the door open :tom

volano went into it stairs descending and went into lava we are spirit cannot be hurt by fire
and found a tunnel and door to shamballa
temple of wisdom saw the dome

went to tibetan monastery
saw the lizard monk there too
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Nevertheless, the burden is on the investigator to understand the material reported instead of ridiculing the reporter and offering outlandish reasons to doubt her.
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Nurturing the Inner Nature:
A Meditation to Open and Reveal
the Four Holy Seals of Resurrection:
Inner Sight (Light), Inner Sound (Music),
Inner Taste (Nectar), Inner Vibration (Holy Name of
GOD, Paradise or Primordial Vibration)
take my hand child and i will take you to the edge of the universe on the breath of God -sai baba in hot tub
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moon who eclipsed the sun is gone
rise up children of the new dawn
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"I am the poison-dripping dragon, who is everywhere and can be cheaply had. That upon which I rest, and that which rest upon me, will be found within me by those who pursue their investigations in accordance with the rules of the Art. My water and fire destroy and put together; from my body you may extract the green lion and the red. But if you do not have exact knowledge of me, I will destroy your five senses with my fire..."
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The rusted chains of prison moons
Are shattered by the sun.
I walk a road, horizons change
The tournament's begun.
The purple piper plays his tune,
The choir softly sing;
Three lullabies in an ancient tongue,
For the court of the crimson king.

The keeper of the city keys
Put shutters on the dreams.
I wait outside the pilgrim's door
With insufficient schemes.
The black queen chants
the funeral march,
The cracked brass bells will ring;
To summon back the fire witch
To the court of the crimson king.

The "black queen" is Kali, the destructive aspect of the Goddess (Persephone in the Eleusinian Mysteries). The "court of the crimson king" is consciousness (the head). The "black queen chants the funeral march" (representing the death of the ego). The "cracked brass bells (the divided psyche or the golden dome buddhist bowl ) will ring" "to summon back the fire witch" (Kundalini-Shakti) from dormancy at the base of the spine to consciousness in the head.

- Aurelia Occulta online about the rock music Crimson King
all about alchemy
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Title: 86-88 the fool watching the moon become full
Post by: redcatherine on March 20, 2005, 15:35:41
86 Wed 2 after circle
QuoteOn the ground there is a hill
          Also a serpent in a well
          His tail is long with wings wide
          Already to fly by every side
          Repair the well fast about
          That the serpent get not out
          For if that he be there agone
          You lose the virtue of the Stone -ripley scroll

So when the dragons grow wings it is time to make the moon merkaba
and do it before they crawl down the arms
they become lions and do not fly away then
the stone is the philosopshers stone
seek alchemy literature and medieval imagery online on the net
rich resources there esp try to Google it :)

Debbie had indigo fog around her
and looked now as maggie did
when we first met her
she had also indigo colouring in the space of the hula hoop halo
in a ring  around her head
and she had tiny little white wings forming there in the centre
we were told drink water and sleep
look again in morning .

SO : Manifest an indigo fog around you as you sleep
will the halo to be shown above and around your head and shoulders
make it moonlight pale blue bright white
and get lots of rest drink lots of water
maintain energy as magnetic
think and will moonlight
and keep checking clairvoyantly
to see when you are ripe for next stage

87
Thursday arvo
Sveta now looks like debbie but red and green dragons are on shoulders not lizards or winged ones and her  ring is not coloured yet

Jodi -ring above head and  wings are full and auric purple with gold brown spots these are human wings they unfold displaying our own aura colours

Cath- as sveta but the dragons hold hands now at the waist

SO : all must manifest a second ring like a snow man from shoulders to waist in moonlight pale blue bright white make it so

and the auric colours come out of the ring and into wings there is a face where the wings were at the top -it is a dragon mine has ears  but look again it becomes an angel then our higher self visions of future development

Debbie-green and reg dragons looking like lions now and crawling down to hold hands at waist and the dragon has auric wings on top

the green is on non dominant side the red is developed comes after the green the green is the first and the way it is before the alchemist stage

Maggie- had a ring of white light from her shoulders
and far above her about a metre
there were tiny golden wings like a pilot at the top
they were about .25 metre length each .
She had a purple alchemists robe and a golden crown .
She had two dragons
one green with 4 legs out
and another emerging from the right shoulder too .
She had a bar of white light
as well in her energy arms
one eye open on the right dragon

Previously online sitter :indigo fog green dragon with four legs emerging from left shoulder his chakras were eclipsing
he had the crescent moon with a smiling lady riding on it
over his solar plexus the corona showed thru .
He had a moon merkabah and it looked like a nit on a hair
when closed to ride on the grid lines .

SO : just as the kundalini rose naturally the first time so do the kundalini snake heads become revealed and then develop over time into dragons that run down the shoulders and out - this happens naturally as the seeker desires it to become so and develops the energy body over time and practice with will . Flying to the window on the edge of the universe
touched this off like a catalyst for us . We could not go through until we became a moon merkaba now we must make our whole body become moonlight but how we look to arcane images and texts especially online medieval engravings coloured in by collectors

88 Fri morning
first star on a wheel
bridge from wrist to wrist
tree of life spread out behind her

SO : this means we have climbed the tree now
the kaballah path is over too

the mother of all worlds appeared
indigo and white in nature
sitting in lotus position
she is  perched on top in moon robes  
her eyes are covered by a veil
blue lantern in one hand
pink sphere in other
lovely image of her drawn by Blavatsky's artist mate in Russia
that is how she appeared to us

SO : she comes to the seeker
when we leave the local universe through projection

the dragon body gone now
a crown there in ring instead
lovely white feathered wings of the swan the end of that stage
the ring covering it from view
and holding a celestial sphere indigo golden stars in hand

debbie -crown on head
two golden normal sized lions under her hands clairvoyantly
turquoise auric wings
and white feathered wings too
spear and weapon
flag in hand is red first there from our group
the crimson king on a throne appears
this is the dearest one i hear
she will conquer
( she is a warrior )

higher self with glove gauntlet
-a green sphere prickly

gold stuff coming out of right hand
So : the sunlight soon returning

peacock on your wrist for all =Jesus
then eagle =sphinx
then falcon= Horus

from jesus to the universe
to see and to fly
what you missed it sees
throwing it a weapon
it makes them sleep poison
not death
a spiritual warrior initiation for her
white pillar appears
mary and christ child
animals coming in new totems

wolf black to hunt against other grey  wolves
we see this in the alchemy images too

Catherine - the lions are there but not the flag
i see the peacock has brought all of us to the tower with debbie now
in the chalice which is shaped like a tower
with three crowned snakes
one for each of the ,alien to us but, sister star systems

this is the  tower
as within  so without

we come to the feast by the grace of God
with  Jesus we drink from the Holy Grail
this is the seer of all things  

no doors no windows
must fly to the top  

an eye around it all
like lord of the rings

the moon eclipsed the sun
we look into the unconscious mind
become saddened at such sorrows
must leave them to unfold the wings further
but  we have golden armour under the sorrows to protect us  
the sun will come out again
rest in the moonlight it is so beautiful
do not be overcome by the sorrows
let them go
as you sleep
to work out in your dreams

SO :  you must now let go of the sorrows of this life
to move on to spiritual gold

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QuoteThe three-headed serpent signified the "Stone," which is supposed to be composed of spirit, soul, and body, proceeding from a common source.also the three systems on the star map from the body of earth

Quotehttp://www.rexresearch.com/alchemy/figulus.htm
Metaphorically is our matter compared, Being the Red Lead and Red Earth, With fools despised and valueless. It is called the Red and Green Lion.

to us it should mean leaving behind more of the physical to become more spiritual less ego less negativity

QuoteThe Red Man - sophic sulphur (or gold)
The White Queen - sophic mercury (or silver)
The Ascending Dove - a white sublimate
The Grey Wolf - antimony
The Black Crow - putrefying matter
The Winged and Wingless Lions - mercury and sulphur
The Green Lion - green vitriol (ferrous sulphide).

QuoteThe metals with which they worked were given additional resonance by associating them with the heavens, thus:
http://www.autumnleaf.com/hermes.htm
Lead - Saturn
Iron - Mars
Tin - Jupiter
Copper - Venus
Quicksilver - Mercury
Silver - Moon
Gold - Sun.
we are not really using metal
but there are mysteries here revealed
the lead is our base human nature of course
the gold is the sun which we become again
but first we do the little work and become all moon or silver
seeing the images of the animals given to you in meditation
tells you your progress and next step to aim for
all of these metals are in the tibetan metal singing bowls that generate alpha waves and ring the chord to begin the great work
you can listen to them online if you dont have one available to you

Quotehttp://www.songsouponsea.com/Promenade/LizardA.html
"The Black Crow, sometimes also called the Raven, is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy. This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing from the outer world of the senses in meditation, and entering what is initially the dark inner world of the soul. Thus this stage is also described in alchemical texts as the blackening, the nigredo experience, and it is often  pictured as a death process, as in the caput mortuum, the deaths head, or as some alchemical illustrations show, the alchemist dying within a flask."

Quote"A sight, a sound, a gift by chance conferred, Transforms your life, and leads the soul beyond." - verse accompanying the Magician Tarot card

the crimson king is the magician who becomes the fool again
the alpha and omega as the fool he began

 0        The Fool  prodigal son, Parsifal, minstrel, Tom Sawyer  
 1        Magician selected destiny, transformation, Alchemy  
 22      The Fool Lao Tzu, Parsifal at end of Holy Grail quest

QuoteOther representations of the Fool include: 1) Tom Sawyer or Huck Finn ambling along the Mississippi River, carrying their belongings in makeshift satchels -- both out to find high adventure and learn life's lesson first hand, 2) the prodigal son , 3) an innocent Parsifal seeking redemption in the Quest for the Holy Grail,and/or 4) the wandering prince and minstrel, experiencing the slings and arrows of  those who don't respect or even trust any wandering individual,The Fool is the quality in each of us that stirs at the thought of adventure and responds eagerly even to the hint of a new challenge.  The Fool wanders in where others fear to go.  

QuoteIn the Tarot, the Fool card symbolizes the Creative Force or Power that initiates and guides the Universe.  "The Fool card is actually the God card in the Tarot." [1]  It is Spirit seeking to know itself by choosing to manifest on the earthly plane -- experience yet another reincarnation -- in order to  seek (and reach) perfection.  With the powers of creation, it is no wonder that the Fool's potential is so vast! In the Tarot, the Fool is typically shown without a care in the world, carrying a knapsack of his worldly belongings, in the process of stepping off a cliff (unaware of  the divine protection prepped to save him), and accompanied by a small, white dog (representing the Fool's Higher Self).  This is strictly speaking, the Fool at the beginning of his journey.The journey is one's path, one's destiny, one's... life.  It is represented in the Tarot and  The Fool's Journey by the twenty one additional cards of the Major Arcana, the  so-called "triumphs"

QuoteBlood and Gold- Michelle Emerson
Has anyone looked at our incredible blood under a microscope? What color was it? GOLD . . . sparkling, shiny beautiful GOLD.
For the alchemist, it represented the perfection of all matter on any level, including that of the mind, spirit, and soul. It is associated with the operation of Coagulation. If we take time to look into the Science and Spirit of gold we will find many interesting links and start to realize why the purest aura around the body is golden-white light. We are Gold, precious and rare.

.....will make a chart later describing medieval imagery and post it later
which is much easier in hindsight lol
Title: 89 How to Complete the Little Work
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 02:13:34
89 Friday 22 Jan 2005
In meditation we saw a fairy tale vision of the Mother of All Worlds ,
the Crimson King ,Prince Rupert and the Golden Dragon . This imagery is a mind puzzle for the soul . It helps us to recall the path to Alchemical Redemption .

Quotehttp://www.polenth.demon.co.uk/myth/alchemy.html
A Few Basics of Alchemy...Alchemy is a mixture of philosophy and science, which has been practiced for centuries, and is still practiced today. It works at two levels: the physical, and the metaphysical. At the metaphysical level, it works to purify and transform humankind. At the physical level, it works to purify and transform metals. The first step of the transformation of metals is creating a philosopher's stone. This stone can then be used to transmute metals into alchemical gold. When a substance has been purified, it becomes philosophic.

The Mother of All Worlds is the White Queen of the cards and alchemical imagery . She is the ultimate Goddess of The Moon and all the Heavens . She is real and exists as a manifestation of the Godhead . She is a divinity beyond the logos of Mother Earth . When she appears to the seeker it is both a recognitiion and an invitation to the starry systems of other sentient beings beyond the Window on the Edge of the Universe .

Quotehttp://members.tripod.com/~chippit/mother_world.html
This is gorgeous image of her done by the artist friend of Blavatsky's
called Roderich http://www.roerich.org/index.html Note the two rings of moonlight .These will occur on the energy body as moon halos and become clairvoyantly witnessed the third like a snow woman really goes from the waist to hips .http://www.roerich.org/wwp.html

The recognition comes that we have entered her domininon which is that of the worlds beyond ours. Her message to us was that we have family to visit . We are all one . The three closest places of sentient being habitation are so very far away but they can all  be visited spiritually through alchemy and projection .

The philosopher's stone points to them .It is the three headed serpent which is also a star map showing the trajectories to Alpha Centauri , Pleiades and Sirius . These are not the places the sentient beings live they are stars humans have named . But they line up to show us the way past Ursa the Bear and  Canis the dog we find their homes.

QuoteThe three-headed serpent signified the "Stone," which is supposed to be composed of spirit, soul, and body, proceeding from a common source.also the three systems on the star map from the body of earth

Quotethe 3 heart serpents-The Twelve Keys .... They depict how to prepare the prime matter for making the philosopher's stone. The keys show the King (ordinary gold), and the Queen (ordinary silver), who undergo separate adventures, before combining. Serpents appear several times in the keys. One of the appearances is in the ninth key. Part of the ninth key shows three serpents: the principles of Mercury, Sulphur and Salt.=Body mind Soul.

In contrast the Crimson King is not real and appears flat to the seeker like a cartoon or fairy tale image although spirit have been known to present his part . He is the path of Alchemy personified the Fool the Emperor the Magician and the Fool once more as seen in Tarot . It symbolises the seeker and the God the man with an aim or Stability, power, protection, realization, a great person, with authority and will and the  intention of the mystic  . So he is us the seeker .

Prince Rupert Awakes -"Hermes is the God who puts people to sleep and wakes them at dawn. The name of the Prince was given over the years in literature and  in contemporary fairy tales and rock songs . The prince is a figure representing the fool from the tarot too . So Prince is the (physical self ) or the prodigal son coming back to reunite with the Crimson King (God and Higher Spiritual  Self ).

The Golden Dragon is the Kundalini that we empbraced and encouraged the growth of in our human energy body to escape the baseness of unaware humanity . The dragon represents so very much the kundalini the base nature of man extinguished and the golden nature of man re-established . The dragon did speak to us and embodied some conciousness . It hastened us on . It gave us a tooth we must gather 8 to enter the Leviathan .

The Green Lion devouring the Sun is most profoundly the clue to eat the sun away to become the red lion . We do this by will and intent and with the help of spirit when our energy body is ripe for the transmutation .
We know it is ripe when we can meditate , trance to a small basic degree and we can project and see clairvoyantly and clairaudiently .
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One can skip the steps outlined here from 1 to 88 if they have :

kundalini raised three times in the colours of the three fold flame
yellow blue and pink .

ability to see clairvoyantly and hear clairaudiently at a very basic level
do this in meditation if you were not born with it

ability to meditate and interpret imagery as clues in messages you get

ability to project astrally to spiritual realms
to Shamballah and the Akasha to the Temples of Wisdom and most importantly to blow off the Capstone in the first and Great Pyramid . This can be retained in a past life memory and I have seen first hand Maggie do this in a few weeks .See her  path chronicled here in this thread . If you cannot project meditate and you will learn try a group approach the energy is higher and you can learn easier there in a circle .

completed the path of the  Magician it is just enough to read the works of Hermetic Resources . You do not have to be a Hermeticist . You just have to get the golden nuggets from its path too . Skip the part about entering the body of animals and others . Skip anything that is not with the light . Do only the light part it is all that is necessary really . Just read  Bardon's book or the Kyballion and use discernment to understand the 4 elements the magnetic and electric polarities and dualities and to be able to manifest the spheres of energy in ones hands as a basic level is all you need .

Do not think you can't do this ? You can I am sure .  IF you don't have the beginning steps you can get them all in a short time . If you do have them it will be evident in your energy body which i am happy to view for you for free if you like online .

We all can do this Great Work . This is the beginning . If we did this ,10 oridinary humans , then so can you . Maggie did this in one month . Debbie in one year . I am typical coming in  to this body nearly unaware only clairvoyant at birth and nothing else . It has taken me nearly 50 years to accomplish this . So whatever your path or age begin now . It is fun it is free it is beyond the imagination of any book video or play you have ever enjoyed . It is the lollies of the soul . And my only regret is not doing it earlier in this lifetime .
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To Make the Moon Rise with Will and Intent
We see the 7 chakras as lights in the heavens . We see the heavens dark
and indigo in the moonlight . We see our self floating as the resurrected Christ position turning in the air palms up and out embracing the indigo fog . We make each of 7 spheres indigo too . Like this :

We see

the dominant foot

as a midnight blue indigo sphere
as big as a basketball
with each inhalation it becomes bigger colder heavier darker blue
we colour it in from the hips (or shoulders ) down
bring in the breath as moonlight
blow it into the limbs

We employ the principle of Hermetic Rhythm here
each inhalation brings in prana we change to moonlight
each exhalation blows away the hot electric sun
in an out like a pendalum we slowly slip in further and further arcs to
fill the whole energy body with moonlight to soak in it fully
and eclipse the sun totally from the spheres to the chakras we fill it

go back and fill the spheres
the non dominant foot
the dominant hand
the non dominant hand

now the moon rises from the male storage centre the girdle of yoga
which is the area between the red and orange chakras
see it as big as a tennis ball become large as a beach ball
make it come out of your back and arc up your spine gently slowly

the sun will spit out then of your female storage centre
why because in the human energy body only one can rise at a time
so you set the moon the sun will rise the first time
and then the moon comes out in glory to rise for the first time too
see the sun rise above your heart and sink in the male storage center

now the moon comes up full and radiant above your heart
out of the female storage centre the caput of yoga

this makes the stars come out

the silver self or akasha or anu flame will stir and the silver star will shine
out of your chest over your heart
now make the sun go to sleep in each chakra
see the red light close like a door of a female moon face and the
corona alone peeps out the red chakra is now indigo blue
heavy cold sleeping magnetic female dark

use the magnetic force to close the doors on each chakra
see the door as a heavy metal door magnetically swung and sealed
with your breath and intent
the door has the face of the moon the full moon with a lady face on it
now as you reach the crown chakra you are the moon
and you have completed the Little Work

do not try to become the sun again
it will happen itself
enjoy this brief period of rest to recuperate and reflect
go into the sanctuary that is yourself
and examine who you are
be yourself
but let go of the past
this is the purpose of the Little Work
the time of dreams and sorrows that leave us

...a post later to let the sun come back by will if you want

instead reflect and meditate
drink lots of water
get lots of dreams
and sleep
sing the song of the Blackbird of Alchemy

Pack up all my cares and woes
down the road here i go
bye bye black bird
.....
light the light
i 'll be home late tonight
black bird bye bye


this is the time to pack up the emotional baggage
go to the flame of Mother Earth and toss it in
or to the violet flame of St . Germaine
or see the dreams like in Drop Dead Fred
and become the Divine Parent of the Inner Child
leave fear and sorrow behind truly to start again
examine the sorrows of the past to let them all go
cut the bonds away no karma fresh  

and get ready to become as the sun fresh and new
but not now in a few more days

Quotehttp://www.tarotforum.net/archive/index.php/t-20643.html- the "rage of the green lion?" The Green Lion devouring the sun is vitriol -- conveniently not just a chemical substance, but also the word for corrosive rage and fury. In Jungian symbolic, The Lions of Alchemy (http://www.antlionpit.com/alchemy.html), "the alchemical "green lion" devouring the sun relates to the experience of consciousness being overwhelmed by violent, frustrated desires, often masked by depression."

Quote(http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html) by Beat Cruncher also explains that the Green Lion, and Vitriol are code for the original substance of the philosopher's stone 'Vitriol um' is a contraction of the initial letters of the following Latin sentence: VISTA Interior Terra Inventions Occult um Lap idem Vera Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".

The Centre of Purified self is the heart–that night Debbie's heart was golden. We saw it floating outside of her chest and we heard this is  the angel of the little golden heart . –Debbie the youngest of our group was the first to transform in our group . She began her transformation by being the first to go to the tower beyond the window on the Edge of the Univers . She came back in armour holding a flag from its parapet . Her higher self chuckling that she had beaten us all there . That night Debbie's heart was made golden -the angel of  the little golden heart we heard .I feel her curiousity , her innocence and youthful enthusiasm and energy led her to win the flag .

QuoteThe Jungian idea of the psychological Shadow is further suggested from the Green Lion's association with the Red Lion --Green = shadow of Red -- the Green Lion is the beginning, from his blood will emerge the Red Lion -- the reddening and then the final transmutation –
[/quote]

All of these mystic symbols become clairvoyantly witnessed in the human energy body . They are much more than the human archetype that Carl Jung presumed .

Quotehttp://www.psychics.co.uk/alchemy.html
The psychologist Carl Jung recognised that Alchemy is a symbolic system for the transformation of the human spirit from its lead like state of ignorance into the gold of enlightenment. Jung was the first to make alchemy psychologically accessible to the 20th century by showing how alchemical symbols were similar to archetypal dream images.Jung recognised that the alchemical work parallels the individuation process.Originally, alchemy was an ancient tradition of sacred chemistry used to discern the spiritual and temporal nature of reality, its structure, laws, and functions. Today Alchemy can be used as a system of symbols to help us with our spiritual progress.

Quotehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung
Jung's concept of the collective unconscious is often misunderstood as some kind of race memory, with the archetypal symbols being somehow transmitted, perhaps genetically. In fact, what Jung meant by the term is that we share a common psychological heritage, just as we share a common physical one. Symbols have a certain similarity and fall into similar patterns in different places and times, simply because all human minds are basically similar. Thus we can often understand the symbols arising from the unconscious by comparing them with similar processes occurring elsewhere. Jung said that it isn't a matter of inherited images, but rather of an inherited predisposition to experience certain images. Many of the commonly repeated criticisms of Jung's work seem to be based on a misunderstanding of this last point.

Quotehttp://www.tarotforum.net/archive/index.php/t-20643.html- the "rage of the green lion?" The Green Lion devouring the sun is vitriol -- conveniently not just a chemical substance, but also the word for corosive rage and fury. In Jungian symbology, The Lions of Alchemy (http://www.antlionpit.com/alchemy.html)), "the alchemical "green lion" devouring the sun relates to the experience of consciousness being overwhelmed by violent, frustrated desires, often masked by depression."Of course, alchemy cannot be discussed without also evoking the search for the secret of the "Philosopher's Stone", another kind of Holy Grail Quest.

QuoteVerdigris, Green Lion and Vitriol: The Basis of the Philosopher's Stone (http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html) by Beat Krummenacher also explains that the Green Lion, and Vitriol are code for the original substance of the philosopher's stone 'Vitriolum' is a contraction of the initial letters of the following Latin sentence: Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Inveniens Occultum Lapidem Veram Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".Perhaps this directive encoded in the symbol of the Green Lion - to "see in the interior of the purified earth" to find the secret of the philosophers stone, sheds light, on MP's reference to "the Secret" which will be found "in clarity". It also reminds us of the the work of freeing the Shadow.

QuoteSophic mercury was volatile and white in character, while sophic sulphur was fixed and red in color. The alchemists thought the former to be silver while the latter was considered to be gold, because of the great importance they attached to the colors of the respective materials. The Great Work referred to the making of gold and Little Work to the making of silver.
Title: 90 -91 Hermetic Magician Becomes the Alchemist Mystic
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 03:46:43
90 Saturday 22nd Jan 2005 am
Mapping the progress as witnessed clairvoyantly in the energy body

Svetlana -My 17 year old daughter green lions under both hands
eclipsed sun on chakras moving away towards the right hand side
seems to mean she is making the sun come out again a flag captured triumphantly in her hands she has been there too but not as developed
yet as Debbie -staff of crescent moon on top horizontal  

Billy- My 7 year old son a clairvoyant and spiritual warrior -golden armour upon a white horse in a red robe neath red auric wings that have third eyes on them a triangle above ringed in yellow feathers an indigo face with a third eye in a triangle showing . We do not allow him to sit in circle as he is too young but he possesses greater abilities than anyone else in our household had at that young age and he shows what he possesses already in past life abilities .

Myself-corona on head hinged to dominant side indigo face beneath
red lion under dominant hand ( mine is left) green under non dominant
the lions emerge as willed they climb up the arms to the sleeves and back to the spine as I watch incredulously these lions represent the seekers ability to become magnetic or electrical will and as needed they represent control of the body and merkabah . The green is the female and magnetic and moonlight she eats the sun . She develops and unfolds naturally . The red is dominant though it is electric and male and the sun . It eats the moon . So we may have only one rise at a time or balance our heavens .

90 continued  Sunday morning 230 am  23rd -
I had a late night debate with my (peer student and mentor )
all in one . He shows me how we are all indeed students and teachers of everyone we meet on our path . He asks me not to reveal his identity .

Quoteall famous gurus sacrificed their ascent ...and they are limited, the millions of cords of attachment, you see, are holding them back and it is doubtful that they are able to progress much further that is why those that go higher don't speak about it in the open (and we shouldn't, too, i would be grateful for not mentioning my progress anymore here)

I have heard of the vow of silence of the sphinx in the latin Tacere .
It is no longer my way but it was wrong of me to violate anothers way and their right to privacy on this account . I do apologise . i went back to delete my post but i believe it is gone . I will be more careful .Please forgive me my esteemed mate . I meant no ill . I believe the vow of silence that I used to maintain was misconstrued and I see now the cords of connection follow us like a wave and we bring them along effortlessly . We no longer are tethered by their slowness as we once were . Now is the time to reveal and to share . By sharing we shine and we move faster now not slower . Ask and see if what i say is not so .I asked and I was told  Noscere . This is a latin word to mean the sign the mark to know .I am told this means to not sleep to not close the eye to continue to share . We are one . We have one eye let us use it .

Then I saw 10 coins and looked this up in the morning another epiphany !

QuoteTen of Coins -(http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?s=&threadid=20420),  In the bowels of the earth, you will find what you are looking for, the treasure, the diamonds, radiant and pure, freed from dross and sediments. --suggesting that delving into the innermost depths of the soul, (and facing the shadow), will reveal great treasures. With the Father of Feathers (feathers/swords being more concerned with mental aspects) this delving within means quietly observing the ragings of the mind, to bring its fury to peace. The Jungian idea of the psychological Shadow is further suggested from the Green Lion's association with the Red Lion --Green = shadow of Red -- the Green Lion is the beginning, from his blood will emerge the Red Lion -- the reddening and then the final transmutation –

Quotehttp://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Inveniens Occultum Lapidem Veram Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".Thus vitriol was a code name for the original substance of the philosopher's stone. It should also become understandable with it, that verdigris or common types of vitriol are not the true Vitriol of the Philosophers. This becomes clearer still, if one takes seriously the warnings of fair alchemists, who wrote there among others: "You must take in our work the vitriol of the philosophers, and not the common".The household name 'vitriol' stands therefore not only synonymously for the Green Lion of the philosophers as a substance, but it is also a symbol for the whole process of the operis magni. This illustrates a copy of the text of the Tabula Smaragdina (Figure 1), stamped among others in: Secret figures of the Rosicrucians of the 16th and 17th century, Altona 1785, p. 17. It concerns a circular emblem, which simplistically reproduces the process to the philosopher's stone, around whose edge the cited Latin sentence winds itself. By the way, it is typical in alchemical works, that the same household name was widely pulled near for different matters or process steps, and conversely an individual matter or process step was illustrated with different names. The alchemists had consciously chosen this action "to forbid the unworthy the access to alchemy", as they said.

Tacere does not mean to keep silent forever
tacere can mean to hold on to
not the tongue
but the ideals
To learn without words to hold on to the meaning
to hold on to the knowledge
in this life
and the next one

spirit asks us no commands us
reveal the shift is upon us
the new motto is
NOSCERE
look to the sign
hasten the seekers to become majestic
to fulfill the prophecy
to wake the new dawn

This is all a seeker must really know about the basic magician path
to begin as an alchemist it is the very Basic Magician as Seen in the Energy Body :

dominant side electric odds always first in pairs male destructive closing

non dominant magnetic evens female creative opening the balance is magic and manifestation

colour space element  fluid gender weight saturation brightness temp body
1 pale yellow SUN electric male light dry bright hot around head and later trunk as beach balled stripes on a enlarging sphere

2 pale silver platinum blue MOON  magnetic female heavy damp dim cold  as the sun it stripes larger and larger to envelope the trunk

3 Salmon pink orange red Earth electric male earth heavy solid moist dark
warm dominant leg

4 Cyan yellow green AIR magnetic female light gas dry bright cool  
non dominant  leg

5 Amber orange FIRE volcano and little stars electric male light gas dry hot bright dominant  arm and hand

6 Indigo blue WATER waterfall heavens oceans female heavy wet  dark cold non dominant arm and hand

7 Black NIGHT darkness male heavy destructive closing dominant palm

8 White DAY light female light creative opening non dominant palm

9 Gold MAN mantle of protection honour male heavy dry bright warm chest shoulders

10 Silver STAR anu akasha self female light dry bright cool heart
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11 Violet red KUNDALINI snake head male light dry bright hot dom crown head alph aperture one

12 Aqua turquoise blue KUNDALINI snake head female light dry bright cold non dom crown head alpha aperture two

13 Crimson KUNDALINI snake tail male heavy wet dark warm
omega aperture one beneath the last chakra

14 Teal green KUNDALINI snake tail female heavey wet dark cool  
omega aperture two beneath the last chakra

15 Red Dragon head and 17 later arms evolves from snake and 19 crawls out dominant shoulder from spine to become the 21 red lion at dominant side hand 23 then a golden lion 25 then crawls back into spine

16 Green Dragon head and 18 later arms evolves from snake and 20 crawls out dominant shoulder from spine to become the 22 green lion at non dominant side hand then 24 a golden lion 26 then crawls back into spine


Now I see that the lions crawl up the spine and can re-emerge by the will of the seeker . They come by bidding and act under our direction as projections of our energy body . I feel this means that we will will our bodies to become as we need them to be with intention and control as often and as easily as that within one projection . It happens automatically after a while like shifting gears . I also observe that the sun and the moon on the face are now like hinged doors or
rather the corona of the sun is evident and there is a golden face on its door that is hinged on the dominant side which may open and reveal the moon face inside . So I feel that the human develops the ability to do either at will .

Debbie -swan wings double necked facing towards each other then away both crowned red lion right hand - green lion left hand

The swan song is the end of each stage it appears to herald the alpha and the omega the end is just another beginning .

91 continued :That evening I projected to the house of a professional energy body developer . He is the best i have ever witnessed . Then I saw Maggie . I wanted to see if he had come to go beyond where Maggie has shown me we all go . I projected to his home and found him awake in his study at the computer writing as always  . I  sent my voice down tunnel from the astral mouth to his ear and said to his higher self please let me see your work ,your great work of the energy body .

I was startled to see dark bat wings
and foolishly retreated
and then thought of it again hang on these are his auric wings
so I went back and saw purple black blue bits of gold on wings
saw the indigo fog  asked him to change again
saw yes corona and indigo face can change at will
energy from the rings affect this
the top two become electric first top then middle then bottom
the halos of sun or moonlight can become
so this is a short cut !!
then all and back again that fast
kundalini red fountain from top of his head
like blood like pushing these drops
turn to golden specks like fireworks in a cascade
saw him taken by  God to the hall of crimson king
saw three snakes with hearts this was a revelation to me
this is the stone the star map too
this is the soul spirit and body
it is all going that way
the soul spirit and body purple robe becomes dragon scaled ermine
on top golden crown
a portal appeared 5 doors reminded me of fingers on the hand
with 5 choices also 5 staves on fire
then went to bed saw
5 green pearls on string become 5 green apples then 5 red ones reminded me of lions and thought these are the steps as above
i know have written
stoplights eureka
red means stop green means go
green lion eats the sun images = means it makes the body become magnetic and the moon
this is how i first understood it

91 : Sunday 23-woke up with dream 930 am of the sphinx
saw the man with great energy body as a dragon flying to become that sphinx looking as a dragon himself but with human head and a beak of a bird
I saw the alchemical image
(fingers pinky key lantern sun star )
(thumb +crescent moon over crown )
fire on palm the fish inside the flames on  4 pyres supporting it

i feel this means the moon we must become eclipses the sun
and this gives us the crown to fly the stars and become again the sun
the lantern to light the ways of others
and the staff to help us follow the path of those gone before us
the key for one or all of the 5 doors now

the fish is the sign of the christ the flame the christ flame the pyre

Quotealchemy =The word is derived from the Arabian phrase "al-kimia," which refers to the preparation of the Stone or Elixir by the Egyptians. The Arabic root "kimia" comes from the Coptic "khem" that alluded to the fertile black soil of the Nile delta. Esoterically and hieroglyphically, the word refers to the dark mystery of the primordial or First Matter (the Khem), the One Thing through which all creation manifests. Alchemy, then, is the Great Work of nature that perfects this chaotic matter, whether it be expressed as the metals, the cosmos, or the substance of our souls.
Title: 92 How to make the sun come out again
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 03:59:43
92 Sunday pm 23 Jan
Tony Bill tom Cath Maggie Meghan Debbie Lynda

The portal there
To space as light
Thru wormholes
And then to celestial sphere

Gabriel make this bar of lead into gold
Then Phanuel arrives
offers us a lesson on  making enegy body
moon and magnetic throw  moon blanket over top then go
From the bootom fill up each of three rings
green bleu purple white
cover me in the night
Then open each chakra to reveal indigo face
Then golden thin blanket and light from botttom red ornage yellow golden white take the darkness from my sight
Close the doors on chakra make the sun face over them
so this is another way to make the moon come out
and we can make the sun come back again this way too

Golden grail vision and communion

Become ebony crows all of us  
go into fire I saw as manger straw
Invigorating flame stimulating and loving cleansing
Consumed as ash become the phoenix
Rise and meditate alone 5 minutes
Met with teachers angels
Saw purple table with golden goblets for us
We each got a little golden lantern
Write one thing on our heartspads
that we will consume in ashes
write another one thing that we want to gain
To hear better clairaudiently and to get rid of more anger lol
Went to our college
Came back saw non dominant foot with lead boot now
one is gold one is lead
we are tethered and cannot fly away as the phoenix
we have to do our homework
oh no
where all the negativity still sloughing off must make both feet light
both must become gold
Balanced now on one foot the dominant one
To fly need both golden air and light
The round dome of light appearing on our heads
as a tibetan monks hat of light
now becomes spoked inside like an umbrella on every head
Each to their classes
Look at energy bodies again tomorrow
Rainbow chakras now like phoenix
Golden centre ) purple) turquoise) gold )green) gold )purple
Title: 93 The pretty silver but heavy lead boot of the phoenix
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 04:55:18
93  26th Jan Wed
.unicorns from one side  and dragons from the other side of  the water under the bridge in shamballah and then we see the maat double headed crocodile as we see we know
BUT
if we dont know enough
THEN
we google it lol
so the meaning of the images come to be known by disernment dreams channeling and meditation and by the
newest  goddess named Google

QuoteThe Double Current: That of Horus, the fiery energy of the vibrant and explosive age we live in today:  the 93 Current. Through Love and Will, we channel the Red Flame of Passion. /  The Current of Maat, The 'Future Aeon' - Omega Point when N'Aton, the united consciousness of Humanity, awakens: the 696 Current. Through Love and Will, we channel the Black Flame of Balance.-

Monday am Jodi brought in Lugh who appeared bricks torn out of Bill V.chest to make him love more We hear  do not confront a warrior as a warrior and we manifest an emerald for the heart chakra to place in our floor large as big as circle to radiate love thru heart chakra balance heart
and cleanse it  Then  Lugh said o ask what we will then trust it shall be done to remedy the negativity and division in our group . He said use the Knife  and stone (stone of fal ) He appeared to be tall broad shouldered blonde brown hair long there was another with him (Fal ?).

Monday arvo  :Jodi Maggie Catherine Debbie Sveta 94
Kill the red king 3 times he must die
by drowning burning and burying alive
The King Drowns in the Red Sea
shows the King caught up in the waters of Dissolution.
"Whosoever catches and rescues me," he cries,
"to him will I give a great reward." (from Atalanta Fugiens 1618)


QuoteOne foot silver one foot gold =His right foot is on the wing of the Phoenix and his left foot rests on a seven-rayed Sun identical to the one on which Leo stands. These seven rays are the seven steps of enlightenment that make up the Emerald Formula Behold mine inverse image, As I hath said before though now I say it from the Sphinx's maw:

From left to right: the Black Crow of Calcination (Saturn), the White Goose of Dissolution (Jupiter), the Rooster of Conjunction (Earth), the Pelican of Distillation (Venus), and finally, the Phoenix of Coagulation (Sun)

Know that the Phoenix is the soul of the Iliaster (that is, the first chaos of the matter of all things). ... It is also the Iliastic soul in man. - Liber Azoth, S. V., Practica Lineae Vitae.


QuoteThe Philosophers Stone and the Black Sphinx -Tarot meaning=The conquest of mind over primal forces of nature and emotions.Here a youthful vitality and strong desire to forge ahead and fight the morally correct battle is helping to accomplish your goals. Strength of will and character will bring victory with honor. Under all the celestial influences that abound you have managed to gain control over the forces of nature. Your mental and physical powers are admirable traits that lead men and women to greatness-A princely figure is show on a chariot carrying a wand of authority and will. He uses this wand to control the two sphinxes. There is a star filled canopy hanging above him and the Hindu sign of union on the front of the chariot. Above that the wings of spirit are shown.The white sphinx represents mercy and the positive life force. The black sphinx represents stern justice and the negative life force. Here the rider must maintain a balance between them with his wand of authority or they will pull in different directions. The star filled canopy suggests that there are celestial influences at work.In a reading this card can signify certain victory for the querent in all matters from health to financial difficulties. This card shows that with self control and the right positive physical and mental attitude, harmony can be restored.

oh so the discord is temporary and a test and harmony will be restored

Wisdom of the sphinx :1.to be silent was the way now it is to reveal
:tacere To learn without words to hold on to the meaning
Main Entry: tac·it Function: adjective Etymology: French or Latin; French tacite, from Latin tacitus silent, from past participle of tacEre to be silent; akin to Old High German dagEn to be silent Date: circa 1604 1 : expressed or carried on without words or speech 2 a : implied or indicated but not actually expressed <tacit consent> b (1) : arising without express contract or agreement (2) : arising by operation of law <tacit mortgage>- tac·it·ly adverb - tac·it·ness noun

The Pentagram further represents the Four Powers of the Sphinx, crowned by the fifth Power of Spirit. In Latin the Four Powers of the Sphinx are Velle for Will, Audere for Courage, Tacere for Silence, and Scire for Knowledge. The Fifth Power of the Sphinx is called Ire in the Latin tongue, and it is the power "to Go".

the 6th wisdom of the Sphinx is NOSCERE
as revealed by the illuminati in the 6th dimension
at the 5th eye of the soul

QuoteThe grade of the Dominus Liminis is a symbol of the Power to Go, which is the function of a God, or the act of doing one's True Will. The Dominus Liminis is an initiate of the Four Powers of the Sphinx, having truly mastered them in the Grade of the Zelator. S/he is now to synthesize these Four Powers into One, into a Fifth Power of the Sphinx called "to Go". This is the highest and final stage of the Man of Earth Triad.The Lioness-headed solar Goddess Sekhmet (head of lionness, body of  woman) as an inverse image of the Horus sphinx (head of man, body of lion), together forming the Double Sphinx of Hrumachis ('Horus of the Two Horizons', ie. rising and setting sun), the Lord and Lady of the Sun, double-Wanded One.The serpent tails of the two figures wind as kundalini through each other's bodies, emerging as Uraeus serpents from the Ajna (third eye).

QuoteThe Double Sphinx is an expression of the double current of Horus and Maat, SekhMaat being one of Her primary masks in the current Aeon. The active powers of the Sphinx -To Know, to Will, to Dare and to Speak- are balanced by the powers of Not -To Know Not, Will Not, Dare Not and Be Silent. The union of these Powers is All (Pan) and the union of these Powers of Not is Naught (Nuit), who together form the DoubleWanded One, Baphomet or Hrumachis.

http://www.thelema.net/hml/hru.htm The white sphinx represents mercy and the positive life force. The black sphinx represents stern justice and the negative life force. Here the rider must maintain a balance between them with his wand of authority or they will pull in different directions./The two Sphinxes:    They represent sensation. The Black Sphinx represents painful or negative sensation. The White Sphinx represents pleasurable or positive sensation. They represent
the pleasure-pain principle where people do things either to gain pleasure or avoid pain. In this case, the two sphinxes have been brought to rest, meaning that through the invisible reins of the mind, the Higher Self is in control of the senses and therefore the personality (chariot) is no longer pulled to and fro by the pleasure-pain principle (Sphinxes).

The black and white sphinx are noted in the black and white palms of the energy body that later become orange and indigo as the arms are . The black and white are also the colours of the 2 pillars we are born with the male black severity discipline strength and the female white devotion compassion and mercy

Y Rod of Aaron  one makes fire with a rod Fire Tarot Rods
H Cup of Joseph one drinks Water in a cup Water Tarot Cups
v Sword of David  one fight in the air with a sword Air Tarot Swords
h Shekel of Gold the shekel is related to materialism, matter,  earth Earth

The Philosopher's Stone: " the path of the Magician is the path of the healer, , being our own therapists of sorts. I think, and this is my own thoughts, that the path of the Magician contains two grades, the adept who becomes Magiciain and the Magician who becomes Mage. Many stop at the level of Magician and don't realize that there is another level. I feel the path of the Shaman is the other side of he coin to Mage. When one truly learns the responsible use of power, one becomes a shaman

.At this point in the alchemical work, we re-enter the Fire, with our hearts connected to community and to Spirit. As we dance the Fire, the circle of life, new issues will arise in us, and the refining process begins again.The alchemical furnace and container that is Firedance is very much like the laboratory of our body. Both are continually evolving: processing blocks, and issues,pushing boundaries,and separating the "subtle from the gross, gently with great ingenuity .Yours in the Great Work...Magnus & Spinner[/quote]

QuotePhilosopher Stone is a metaphor. It represents the greater possibilities of the self. As everyone knows, certain people have special gifts that allow them to perform extraordinary feats such as clairvoyance, telepathy, telekinesis, polymorphism, etc. The Great Secret is this: Everyone has these abilities! A sorcerer is simply one who performs the necessary 'rituals' to hone these abilities. I place the word rituals in quotes here to emphasize the fact that there is in fact no true 'Sorcerer's Rituals'. All mystical rituals - be they Christian, Hindu, Druid, Native American, whatever - will help a Sorcerer get there. For they all preach the very same thing: the attainment of an altered sense of perception and visualization. The sorcerer understands that magic is simply proper visualization in the correct frame of perception.

QuoteAlice Bailey :It is not possible here to state the order of the application of these varying types of energy, nor to give the initiation during which the man contacts the different types. These facts involve the secrets of the mysteries, and no purpose is served by revealing them. Other types of force from certain of the planetary schemes, as well as from cosmic centers, are brought into play by the Initiator and transmitted through the medium of the Rod to the various centers in the initiate's three vehicles, the mental, the astral, and the etheric centers. At the fourth initiation a specialized type of force from a center which must remain nameless is applied to a man's causal body, and is one of the causes of its final disintegration.

In thinking of this matter of the attainment of the sons of men, we must recognize that as mankind completes one unification after another, the "Heavenly Men" on intuitional levels and on spiritual levels are completed, and in their turn go to the formation of the centers in the great "Heavenly Men" of the solar system. These seven Heavenly Men, in whose bodies each human Monad and each deva finds his place, form the seven centers in the body of the Logos. He, in his turn, forms the Heart center (for God is Love) of a still greater Entity. The consummation of all for this solar system will be when the Logos takes his fifth initiation. When all the sons of men attain the fifth initiation, he achieves. This is a great mystery and incomprehensible to us.

QuoteThe Philosopher's Stone: As lead to gold, so every thought.
Title: 94 12th pillar ,moon merkaba ,the window is open now
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 05:36:42
94 Friday 28th Jan 2005
We hear The red king dies 3 times and we recall :
by dismemberment
which symbolises his seperation from the base nature and the spirit from the body as to project and the seperation of the consciousness as in bi location ,

by drowning
in his sorrows of the Red Sea the physical world he must leave behind

and  by flames
when his negativity consumed in his immolation

Then we saw Jesus
his Legs severed by death -broken at the cross
at fireplace goes into the steam box then baths then red sea drowning-
crucified on the cross
climbed on funeral pyre and burnt-into the tomb for 3 days
but lovingly dressed by Mary and joseph and joseph of aramethea too
-honoured one
and then we saw resurrected christ floating

fissure of stars appeared  then
and went to our College
I got a baby to rock
no class for me
told i must wait until the school is running smoothly
we are young in our infancy so wait I must

Achmet lantern base metal tin given to our college by White Eagle
we begin to light the way

Stork deity overseer brought students in spirit  to bill
and live to maggie from the sorting hat in great hall
Totem pole appeared in Tom's class
in corner between Tom and Maggie's
Museum of all worlds above it

With us in purple in the fissure
is the Mother of all worlds again
she gives us the 12th pillar to head thru neck and back shoulder

We see a celestial merkaba like an H on its side
the boats entered effortlessly swam thru the rainbow edge the curtain lifted now like aurora borealis
saw ahead of us tonight
the window on the edge of the universe is gone now

we cannot pass through with an electric merkaba not here anyway

Mother said "Welcome children look to your arms you have earned a wing "- saw non dominant wing of an eagle,  bird part of sphinx

We saw Milky way journey two boats appear as the ark
all of our students go with us on excursion to the edge
Bills class up there now and a egyptian boat
says tom with one sail
Saw the milky way ,Orion's sword
leo scorpio sagitarrius big bear Ursa Major
Mother  showed us a little bear and waved his right paw then
a bull with a ring in its nose Taurus the Pleiades  in the stars
and said
to hence thee shall go
With us a deva and we look and see the children gone now
she gives 3mm thick key ring big as a head
to maggie
to hence will thee go
mother showed it going round the galxy and out again to the next one

red kings throne is  empty
this means we have left it behind
to go beyond the throne of earth
and to travel to return again once more
like a prodigal son again and still the fool

through a fissure an alien man of all worlds comes
a "christed" reptilian appeared to each at once
as the holy child on another planet
told us to go to museum of worlds
to see about his world and ask him questions on our next journey
Title: 95-97 from White to Black to Gold Sphinx
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 06:23:34
95 Sat 29 Jan 2005 Sat am
sveta :on Saturday roundhead beak and two wings of the black raven
debbie: :golden traveler with wrapped linen legs and japanese samrurai armour and over her lefts houlder the raven ¡V I have conquered the raven I walk before you

We saw a rune in meditation it was Sowulo

Runes-=- SOWULO =Wholeness and Life Force
,,h The sun is shining and the life force that sustains you is at its maximum potential.
,,h The true light of your being will soon be shining brighter than ever before.
,,h The challenge is to realise your potential and become whole in the process.
,,h There is no better time than now to come into contact with your soul and integrate it into your whole being.
,,h Know that what you are striving for is what you already are.
,,h This transformation is active even at a cellular level.
,,h You may even need to retreat in order to facilitate a successful full integration of soul in your body.

96 Saturday pm
the auric wings became a coloured dragon tonight
as tom is a blue dragon like his ray
jodi no longer pearl and orange but golden and  then the golden dragon flew and merged into finally becoming  a white lion sphinx

sveta shows me white winged lions we are now she has  one black wing already a headress like a crown of cloth with 2 long strips hanging from it
evolving to fly to the black sphinx

We intuit that we have become the white sphinx after manifesting the moon energy body entering the moon merkaba and passing through the window on the edge of the universe but we must now fly to the Black Sphinx we are not done with the Great Work at all .
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97 Sunday am
Bill says Mother Teresa there all night
Tarot Card images flash before us
we see
seperation
marriage of the Crimson King to his female aspect of self
to become his own divine mother and recreate self
a baby from the divine parents
than white queen the white sphinx symbol
black king the black sphinx symbol
each squeeezing a purple heart into a golden urn
the magnum opus they show is the great work of the heart

A man with  hammer appears
could split the table to temper it
a pick axe too
Achmet appeared to bill van de berg
a babylonian hat pointed blck curly beard and hair
tall cone shaped hat gave bill staff black with snakes
like a mop pointed upwards all snakes burning
he is our leader warrior protector of  ascension
we see a well our ladies of sorriows
one gold one black in a cemtary on gravestone
crying facing each other

A golden well a golden bucket pulling up dark black water like oil undrinkable and the ladies sitting on well legs dangling inside and on the bucket too .

we feel this means the golden work must be done in life

Two women in a circle facing each other black and white
A sagittsrrius symbol in  circle white with arrow
Pulled up a screw like water up a straw
when the finger off the cap
the cap came off and we went up with her calling

We saw achmet take us into the mouth of the dragon
climb stairs golden arch into the monster belly
and in volcano went into lava
had to sink into wim and get message
saw Antenna tower radio need to send and recieve messages
from each other without words must develop this

Rainbow coloured long grass had to cut it I was told
this is the kundalini nadis that will have to be cut

Saw we got a another shaft the 12th in our heart for our personal mekaba on energy body
must try to trance he tried to come over us and talk
he will come 5 times in our dreams
a horn like form a brhaman bull golden laced and golden capped
the golden bull of the golden sphinx
Museum of worlds
the alien name sounded like
hikto armenai
he was a christed avatar of their world .

He showed me there were 4 kings and 3 queens they fought and lost immortality now there were 3 kings and 3 queens and 1 had great sorrow as she had no mate.They came to Egypt and live as humans now .

I feel this means the spirit on earth is divided against itself and must rejoin again .

Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body.


QuoteStork headed god Thoth invented hieroglyphs, the picture writing of Ancient Egypt. He was the measurer of the earth and the counter of the stars, the keeper and recorder of all knowledge. The ibis is a bird rather like a stork, with long legs and a long beak which it uses for prodding in the mud to find small fish. It was a symbol of wisdom and learning because it always looks down and has a beak shaped like a pen. Relations: Husband of Ma'at

QuoteThe "ka", the "ba" the "akh" and the Egyptian body embalmedDuring life, the body was known as "khet" or "iru" meaning form or appearance. The corpse was known as "khat". When the corpse was transformed into a mummy, it was known as "sah". Mummification was considered the transfiguration of the corpse into a new body which was "filled with magic". The "KA" was considered to be the essential ingredient or dimension that differentiated a living person from a dead one. Difficult to directly translate, possibly one of the most concise interpretations is "life force" or "sustenance". The "ka" is represented in hieroglyphs by a pair of arms pointing upwards. Each individual's "ka" would come into existence at the moment of birth, subsequently serving as their "double" and sometimes depicted in funerary art as a slightly smaller figure behind the living being. Sometimes the creator god Khnum was shown modelling the "ka" on a potter's wheel, at the same time that he was forming the bodies of humanity.Although every ndividual would eventually die, their "ka" would continue to live on after their death,
Ater death, the "ka" would be "at rest" whilst the body was prepared and transformed into a mummy. The ka then needed to be reactivated so that the spiritual transformation of rebirth could take place. The deceased could then travel to join their "ka",and the link to the land of living through their tomb would then be established. It would be the person's "ba" that would make this symbolic journey.similar to our concept of personality in that it comprised of all the non physical attributes which make each human unique. It was necessary for the deceased to journey from their tomb to rejoin their "ka" if they were to be transformed into an "akh". As the physical body could not do this, it was the job of the individual's "ba" to do so.In order for the physical bodies of the deceased to survive the afterlife, they had to be reunited with their "ba" every night.The "ba" was associated with the stork, which had the same phonetic value as the word ba, and consequently the "ba" is often seen depicted as a bird with a human head and arms.Another journey followed, to the sky, sunlight and stars, and it was in these celestial realms that the deceased hoped to reach higher status, second only to a god, and resurrection as an "akh". Often translated as "spirit" or "spirit form", the "akh" is represented in hieroglyphs by the symbol of the crested ibis.  a ghost or spirit,  it was believed that the "akh" could reach beyond the limits of the tomb to have both positive and negative effects on the realm of earthly life. As a member of the starry sky, known as the "akh-akh", the deceased is now free to roam on and over the earth. After the successful union of the "ba" with its "ka", the "akh" was considered enduring and unchanged for eternity.The ka, the ba, the akh, the name and the shadow were the five principal elements which the Ancient Egyptians considered necessary to make up a complete personality.

The Mer -Ka- Bah is the spirit vehicle we are born with to complete our own journey while still alive using the projection of the spirit

QuoteTHE PHOENIXThe Bennu,STORK the sacred bird, is the quintessence of rebirth...by Athon Veggi and Alison Davidson Bennu... To Rise, To Shine
The wonderful Bennu, with its brilliant red and golden plumage, was the sacred bird of Heliopolis. Identified as a heron with its long straight back and head adorned at the back with two erect feathers, the Bennu was later called Phoenix by the Greeks and fabulous stories were told about it.In Heliopolis, the Bennu bird played a major role in Egyptian mythology, dwelling on the ben-ben stone or obelisk within its sanctuary and revered alongside Ra and Ausar (Osiris). For it was in the City of the Sun where the work of creation began.The Bennu bird was said to create itself from the fire that burned on the top of the sacred Persea tree in Heliopolis, ... In the 'Book of the Dead,' there are formulae to transform the deceased into the Great Bennu. Here, the deceased says, 'I am the Bennu, the soul of Ra, and the guide of the gods in the Duat.' In another verse, he says, 'I am pure. My purity is the purity of the Great Bennu ...For the Bennu is the quintessence of rebirth, it rises from its ashes as the spiritual body rises from the dead physical form, as the new sun rises from the old. It is the new condition reached when the return to life is accomplished, namely the resurrection of Ausar (Osiris).
Herodotus records the Bennu bird -- making its appearance only once in 500 years -- as coming from Arabia, carrying in its beak an egg of myrrh that contained its father's body. This egg is similar to Geb's egg that was laid on the primordial hill and gave birth to the sun, the egg within which the whole alchemical process of transformation is effected.When the Bennu became old, he built a nest of incense twigs in the sacred tree, and lay down and died. In Pliny's account, a small worm appeared from his body that metamorphosed into a bird, and thus the Bennu was reborn.

"Benu" means as much as "the Ascending One".  It had a two long feathers on the crest of it's head and was often crowned with the Atef crown of Osiris (the White Crown with two ostrich plumes on either side) or with the disk of the sun. She was a kind of primordial god, which built its nest on the willow which is on the top of the primordial hill.
The deities Re (Ra) - and Atum were akin to the symbolic meaning of the phoenix. Because of its birdlike nature, the phoenix was called "ba of Re" - the soul of Re.The soul was believed to be a birdlike spiritual being. As a deity of creation and life it was also associated with Osiris.The phoenix was called "the famous ba, which came out of the heart of Osiris". There was a connection to the deity Kepera (the scarab-god), the Lord of Life and Death.The phoenix supposedly burns itself in his nest on the hill (sunset) and is being reborn the next morning. The hill is being located on the Flaming Isle of Re in the East, where the sun rises. At Koptos in Egypt, the Bennu bird is depicted with two human arms stretched upwards and outwards toward the star Sothis - Sirius , which appears in the early sky before the sun rises.The Phoenix/Bennu bird is said to arise 'at dawn from the waters of the Nile'.It is linked with summer.The Bennu was the sacred bird of Heliopolis. Bennu probably derives from the word weben, meaning "rise" or "shine."
QuoteAlchemists sometimes used bird symbols to represent the five stages of alchemical transformation.  The color "black" (in "black worm seed') is therefore used to signify the first stage of alchemical transformation, referred to symbolically as the Black Crow. the Swan and the Peacock represent, respectively, the second and third stages of this process,

"A sight, a sound, a gift by chance conferred, Transforms your life, and leads the soul beyond." - verse accompanying the Magician Tarot card
"The Black Crow, sometimes also called the Raven, is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy.

This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing from the outer world of the senses in meditation, and entering what is initially the dark inner world of the soul.

Thus this stage is also described in alchemical texts as the blackening, the nigredo experience, and it is often pictured as a death process, as in the caput mortuum, the deaths head, or as some alchemical illustrations show, the alchemist dying within a flask."
Quote
The Four Color-Phases are (in sequential order:)
BLACK: 'Massa Confusa'-In this initial Stage, the 'subject' seems both confused and vague; disorder is the keynote,
WHITE: 'Purifactio'In this second Stage, the emerging product enters a rather extreme period of 'purging;' it sheds the confusion and vagueness of it's origins.. but may seem to have completely missed the intended direction of evolution! Further patience reveals that this Stage has further solidified the Product as a "workable nucleus" which can later be turned into a more desirable direction of growth.
RED: 'Fulminato'Now in this third Stage the Alchemy becomes quite apparent; the formerly rather distorted Product now begins to show clear signs that it is moving in the desired direction of growth. Patience is less needed now than is CAUTION; the Alchemy here can be sometimes quite 'explosive' and fast-paced! At times, one may feel that it is all getting QUITE out of hand!, and then suddenly..
GOLD: 'Magnum Opus'The Product solidifies into a FUNCTIONING or 'living' REALITY that fulfills the goal intended (and usually quite a bit MORE than ever expected!) One may be tempted to think the work 'done' when it attains this Stage; but it may still need to 'cool' or temper into final form over a brief period of functional use. Sudden 'proofs' of the final Product's desirability emerge, to inform the Alchemist that his Great Work has been attained.
Title: 98 Manifesting on the Mental Plane being tested
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 06:43:01
98 Sunday PM all 9 here !
Cath Tom  Bill Andrew Debbie Lynda Jodi Sveta Maggie
Lesson on the third flame of kundalini the electric red  prince  

Over seers council of Devas here
Mother Teresa gave us a large volume of Book of Life for the group
The Book said that we have to share we are all one universal mind
as we learn and share the consciousness grows for all the universe

Mother Teresa placed purple and golden jewels on our third eyes and heart to know and love the word of God

A purple golden fissure opened up
golden tube screw up to top Mother of all worlds taken up

Tray with cloth given to Tom and bowl shallow for a grail of sorts
and a golden straw like Rapunzel to turn us to gold

The breath of life the third flame of the Kundalini
the first straw of the wheat of life of the worlds from Mother of All Worlds
as a host we sat within a white ring for the whole group
we were charged up

(Then the white light came down to light the amethyst crystal
jodi said 7 marbles first of 7 the crown chakra )

given 2nd straw of life
used the beer brewer thump lol
to take energy from the floor up thru chakras 3 times together
holding breath until we got to top
then breathing out as we willed it to course down both sides
then we went to the first cave of darkness
saw Jesus et al spent 5 minutes there alone

then to the college saw fireworks from white eagle
box white choc lollies given to us
seven sisters
sweet women
mothers to us all
Mother of All Worlds said
as jesus is the bread of life to this world
I am the breath of life to the universe
each planet has my son
the son of the universal logos
I am the mother of all
the mother of all these worlds

We got purple and white light strings magnets
to have others follow us on the path

At the college we saw the fireworks the 7 mountains stairs
to the stars from white eagle

Bill and I crowned the Mother of all Worlds like an empress crown
tall in middle ornate silver inner and gold on outer

Then we got an  indigo blanket and bowl around our circle
Jodi says we are one tree of life one body
We got lightning thru our purple heart of our tree of life in the foyer

Went to our classes for a short time saw a dragon head around the castle
jesus blessed school tonight and the reed hut church bill made

And a ridgeback dragon as bridge to fairy realm from the dragon to our forest ring of 7 mountains connect to the stars as above so below

The first mountain earth shamballa
the bridge the pick axe
the cave first one
and the second eden and the ley lines to cities on earth
The third we went to was the edge of the universe
a blue and golden galaxy a net to the stars
then they  asked us to create in light on the mental plane

We created Andrew's tower on our ashram
connect it now to our school

We had to white light some planetary cause
we decided on throats to open to share to break the silence
Title: 99-101 the fourth kundalini Grandparents of all worlds
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 07:14:40
99 Sunday PM after Class
Sveta Debbie in hot tub
lesson on the higher soul above
the lower soul below
two heads one up
one down
no legs lol
just as in alchemical imagery of the seperation
where we see a two headed man with no legs
funny as
to see spirit show it to us in the hot tub
then we read online
that meditation groups
are having hot tub retreats
seems it makes the energy higher
go figure

100 Monday am
we look at the energy body and see we have 4 heads now instead of 2 they are arranged on cardinal points
within an x
across the chest
like the four on a sphinx
on the Tarot Universe card

101 Wed PM
Thistle in a  mortar pestil will  cure aids said  Bill send to tower
Debbie : ivy wall on edges of school now
a crocodile crawled out of an external  door
in the college crystal ball in its mouth a silhouette
of all these people standing on a balcony
this door does not go into the college
but instead goes inside the mountain  
and the sky  was red and blue not earth sunset there

Guardian angels jesus buddha mother of all worlds
Mother Teresa White Eagle

Bill saw staff with cobra golden snakes 4 of them twisted to ceiling
A man with stars in beard long white beard white mane of hair like a merlin holding the staff

A fourth kundalini flame =green terra earth humanity the princess

feel the pressure burning in spine it is in the rear behind the yellow one we feel it  coming up

Deep bowl to wash hands
Goblet one for each of us

The breath of life in it flower of life at top a bouquet of flowers
red green gold blue white

One poured for each of us what we need to balance us
personally to ignite the 4th flame completely
From mother of all worlds

Fissure in snake went alone after test
which animal what colour where??

Four test of spinx 4 rivers of flame
light with four animals of sphinx

blue water buiffalo blue dining room north
green air eagle couch  south
yellow fire  human angel pool table west
red earth fireplace lion east

black and white sphinx inextricably entwined as are the sun and moon we learn to control the wisdom of each to become
as we need to be a the moment of truth personal

I heard : Silly girl you never walk alone my hand is on your heart
and on your children I seal you from thine enemies

Maggie pulled a lantern from the water 1 metre long gave it to bill;

Bill took it to shamballah and added it to the lighthouse our light for all

Then a vortex appeared

Teal water in ring of fire slipstream
become water ring and fire body
twisted into black holes next to each other
then to the window on edge of universe
Saw rainbow coloured edge bigger than before

Asked andrew to pilot he twirled a violet light and opened turquoise vortex then saw crystal merkaba hard sphere of rainbow

We were like a line of rainbow prism it landed and unwrpapped like banana peeeling down crystal lights then we saw huge purple building

huge arch doors largest one entered and down the stairs following bill
and the man in white hood light all around him carrying a lantern
Entered catacombs a throne of hercules there all indigo and golden a snakeskin on his left side of head

A sphere of indigo golden shafts out of it ruby tipped floating like a bomb sorta like a mine porcupined all over

Then it emitted a cappa wave an alarm and the catacombs filled with spirits of their people

We saw four drums yellow on side like a wheel the first left side of head like monks in discord  tom said

the second the front of head like alpha

the third like a whale song subtle low melodic

the fourth back of head then again 4 3 2 1

the vibrations came out like fire in spirals sound waves

Each corresponding to a wave

the male  father   God           gold         on right   alpha Yahweh
the female mother Goddess   blue/silver on left    beta  Mary also buddha  
The son   Avatar    pink/red     in front  kappa  jesus  whale song

Then become  grandparents the blue and yellow Shekinah
also Uranus Father SKy Ra Osiris  +  Gaia Mother Earth Isis Mary
sons : Horus Buddha Jesus

as the pink prince  marries the green princess
and the nadis of the garden are raised
in the delta the terra  green

only one different per the planet that is the avatar
all planets of this universe have four energies
father sky mother earth

then a being came to bill measured him found his colour asked his purpose

bill debbie andrew fell asleep very deep meditation this time

the first one with  a helmet on square on front
like keyhole on either side
like a receding hairline then down back to collar like hairline
I had to show how we got there
Then taken upstairs to the left of the throne
I saw a beautiful chamber of queen was a goddess
showed me the four parts of us

She had love and light around her
a snake head
dark eyes very tall
she had beautiful colors and halo of light gorgeous
Title: 102-103 5 webs, colours of energy body fingers
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 08:05:27
102  Friday Feb 4th

Nancy appeared in a cactus garden
ouch old nemesis shoo shoo
i was supposed to pray for her
those who cause us pain are our teachers of lessons

1st cave of sadness fear letting go of future fears
and reconciling with sadness injuries =victim

2nd cave of darkness anger letting go of past =bully

stanchions 8 squares
separate the animals
arrange the staging  
the post for the lights
vertical lines that hold the lifelines

four lights at shoulders and hips that grew into a crystal heart and expanded into crystal tree of life at the end with like a palm tree top of silver and crystal

ignited the silver flame of spirit
jesus ignited said put this crystal in centre
of table and your heart

8 pillars of  white light on table
white blue spider on ceiling
also roach metamorphosis becomes rainbow Egyptian scarab
removed the front of the turtle shell

(there are actually 5 two at side two front and back ??)
became a doorway they shifted over our solar plexus
need 3 more doorways
with 4 flames of kundalini so far
in the middle sphinx silver
flame and  water grass and sun
pink  .......  blue...green....... yellow
buddha jesus quan yen and mary but
not lined up in right order so all move to the
widdershins 4 times in circle with a swish noise
jesus arm left arm over the table in full apparition
alice bailey came in too she had written about 4 webs
jesus said yes but 4 planes in body and 1 above the head
vortex will be inside us now
have to go deep within
had to go thru purple in
green out
fissure
we had to bring the light up thru the nadis from our feet to the crown

1lotus bloomed last time
2this time the brachial  shoulders
3 then repeat rib cage neath the breast bone ,
4 solar plexus,
5 sacral region

makes the 5
told to go within easy  for jodi and bill
very hard for the rest of us
saw fissure purple green
jesus gave us water of life and purple solar heart
and drank to nourish each neuron
says we were take this and eat of it it is your body this time
we need to tear down blocks remove veils a revelation .
see a grain of sand all is in one grain ;
new merkaba as egg opened out with petal leaves -jodi
peace could do anything
tranquility and achievement
and infinite possibilities: Debbie
floating in hope peacefully -lynda
inside no worries nothing bothering him centred-bill
purple silver spiral stairway set off beacon tiny inside infinite expansion of consciousness outside
everything is within that is without but smaller a pathway an illusion
tiny golden ring in center of each plane web
make it expand and open self up
globe of earth lion and lamb in revelations bible

we all opened the purple and silver spiral up
next part of energy body


memories past let go i
gnited the purple flame female gaia descends slow hard
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then future realized volcano fire phoenix father ascends quick and easy as the flames ignited pressure on sinuses and also tingling in elbow and shoulders no female pressure but male open female close female tingling resistance male current
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over lynda were 4 flames purple orange black and white then these went onto table as spheres
and interspersed the 4 spheres of yellow blue pink green kundalini
and the silver of spirit in the centre as crystal
the table itself water with fire all round the edge
crown of jewels on table give to each other
widdershins so i gave to jodi
then around the table and the marbles fell down the spiral of silver
jodi said last week shown marbles going down in spiral
we took them backwards
black cleanse end  seperation peace( gives death )
white new life protection ( gives life )
purple mother  lays the seed (ovulation)
orange father (fertilised )
silver neutral was not a marble it is us spirit and the spiral (stairway )
green terra grass growth and (our planet )signature
pink creation avatar (son)
blue  moon female (mother )
yellow sun male (father)

then the divine parents become divine grandparents
as the son marries the princess and the self is reborn

death on one side life on other
death and life holding hands
bill rings for females
jodi spoon with medicine  
debbie for absent ones iron shovel all else was lynda
golden dagger ,dragon claw & sphere, book , scythe
bill candle
catherine golden straws the wheat of life
jodi feels all are new roles too
around each chakra 3 rings rotate around each other

Quote1. Sushumna- sun father yellow
2. Ida -  moon mother blue
3. Pingala - blood son pink
4. Gandhari -terra earth
5. Hastajihva silver spirit
6. Kuhu       -
7. Saraswati -river goddess
8. Pusha
9. Sankhini
10. Payasvini
11. Varuni
12. Alambusha
13. Vishvodhara
14. Yasasvin                     
103 in pool that night
two hands the four fingers on dominant are the kundalini fires
yellow blue pink green
the thumb is spirit and the spiral stairway up  the silver little work of spirit
the palm the white sphinx
the dominant hand is the four fires of the transformation and in genesis
first there was the
1-light day           =white
  darkness night  =black

2-seperation of waters from heaven   =silver
 as above so below ( and beyond ! says baba )

3-waters seas      =blue
  volcanic earth   =red
-life earth seed     =purple mother all worlds breath

4- stars                 =orange
Hand dominant red blue orange purple silver /black

4contd   sun         =yellow father
   moon                =platinum blue mother

5-life sea               = silver spirit
  life air                 =green

6 life earth            =pink
  life  man             =golden alchemist  
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4 fingers
yellow           = sun father yahweh
platinum blue= moon mother shekinah
pink              = earth  avatar Jesus
green            = air      

thumb
silver             = spirit little work thumb

palm
white    = sphinx female pillar compassion light
palm dominant

4 fingers
indigo  = firmament heavens Mother of All WorldsGaia
orange =stars Father of the Universe Father Sky
blue     =waters
red       = fire    volcano  

thumb
gold     = alchemist great work

palm
black    = sphinx male pillar severity darkness palm
non dominant last

must move all doors down shift one over each of webs
perhaps 5 altogether over the planes



QuoteNadis are the astral tubes made up of astral matter that carry psychic currents. The Sanskrit term 'Nadi' comes from the root 'Nad' which means 'motion'. It is through these Nadis (Sukshma,
subtle passages), that the vital force or Pranic current moves or flows.
... the architect is the Divine Lord Himself .... Kundalini when awakened, will pass through Sushumna Nadi and this is possible only when the Nadis are pure. A detailed knowledge of the Nadis and Chakras, is absolutely essential. Their location, functions, nature, etc., should be thoroughly studied. The subtle lines, Yoga Nadis, have influence in the physical body. The gross nerves and plexuses have close relationship with the subtle ones. You should understand this point well., Whenever there is an interlacing of several nerves arteries and veins, that centre is called "Plexus." The physical material plexuses that are known to the Vaidya Shastra are:— Pampiniform, Cervical, Brachial, Coccygeal, Lumbar, Sacral, Cardiac, Esophageal, Hepatic Pharyngeal, Pulmonary, Ligual Prostatic Plexus, etc. Similarly there are plexuses or centres of vital forces in the Sukshma Nadis. They are known as 'Padma' (lotus) or Chakras.. All the Nadis spring from the Kanda 12 inches above the anus. It is in the junction where the Sushumna Nadi is connected with the  Muladhara Chakra.Out of the innumerable Nadis 14 are said to be important.    
Title: 104 -107 The New Sphinx emerges Blue Wolf 1st
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 08:31:55
104 Sunday Feb 6th
Billy 7 yo watched the new video we ordered with us
Starseed voyage of a Merkaba - James Hurtak
he narrated excitedly when viewing this the  first time :
that is my merkaba
when i use my energy
it goes all flashy like this
it is the same one
it is always the colour of my lance and when i use my lance
it goes like this (around head like lasso)
that is my merkaba that is my beam of my light
that black hole is where i send my enemies
that beam turns enemies into angels ( lighted beings )
that pyramid is the sphinx pryamid
i will show you mine i have a green one
that is my training pyramid
that egyptian pyramid
that is the eye of gondu the water god - (eye of horus )
no the water god told me to call him gondu
this the place of the last sphere
that is the power i need
but i havent beaten everything yet
those are the three jewles of gondu
this is the temple of light and water
that is a tornado of light
that is the eye of sun god appollo
you go to the big pyramid
I have seen you have been there
but you do not go to the
two other pyramids
they are the pyramids of wisdom and destiny
those are  the merkabas of the land of fire which is
the planet of fire and unity and destiny
now that is the special sapphire
that is only the special ship we use to get to the spiritual world
dont touch the all black rubies
they are dangerous
this pyramid well this is the pyramid of the oceans
the taoists and buddhists form the pyramid that is so strong
it makes the game pyramid and the doors  of light  we must open
my temple where i train the two towers
a second training tower here
now you dont know this but that is special
that is the blade of God
that is a very powerful power
it is a weapon and a tool and a spaceship too
that is the china sphinx with a golden door of light
well that is the pyramid of water
that is the nile like the one on earth
light water fire
you see those are the real names of the 3 pyramids
you only go in the big one though
you should go to the other two now
2 sphinx one male one female
that is pyramid of gold
that is the game i play to get to the last temple
i am at the 60th level now
that is the tomb of powers
when i get thru all of the spheres
i will get the last power i need
than i could slay satan
no i don't  the real one
the one inside all of us
i could  be all light then
i can free another sphinx
I freed one from this tomb
they fly away
i need to unlock all the doors
and have lots of sphere
now that is nectar
it  is a special drink like you have in the special grail
that is the queen of devas she commands all of us -very powerful
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jodi : I see golden straws mother of all worlds
I hear whale song music it can  take us  to angelic realm
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journal wed 9 Feb 105
sword of damocles heavy head holds crown -
sword of God will combine with sword of damocles no more risk

sphinx golden heard : thenan phena phaniel ??

gabriel light candle put a fire sapphire crystal in it
we felt a ring of energy pulse thru us
to invoke to protect to celebrate and to honour

jodi maiden blue star sapphire

mother twins red male violet female
buddha and jesus    

crone black death seal enemies and end a cycle  =kindly ones

michael gave me blue rod and lantern
lantern had all 4 flames of kundalini
all 4 sphinxes the knowledge united
so that the golden can be unleashed
red green gold lions (white black gold sphinx)

blue  is the wolf we are getting now
we will build a new sphinx !

the gold fire of christ
blue lantern of four flames  to find way to blue wolf sphinx protection

gabriel michael
put lights together 4 lights
green gab blue mich
with red buddah  gold jesus
2 divine human condition merging with the 2 of angelic condition
now we see a crocodile  on tom
an owl on debbie  
a wolf on Billy a guest after the video episode lol

crocodile protects spirit
wolf protects human

wolf sphinx silver purple gold and indigo armoured cub shaman path
crown of thorns from jesus today is ash wednesday
which turned into crystal flames

queen of devas appeared like a flame of pink and white and lavender in striped chevrons like a V

she gave us a wrench which was a rod staff with crescent moons one out one in both curved side out either direction

ladies used swan wing to the right and widdershins our square on top

men got key given to tom billy and bills higher self turn to deosil the two squares merge then disband

we swam inside as dolphins then  we flew as swans there are 2 currents there turquoise and teal silver

elohim council chamber of queen of devas two swords there too white light and pink cobwebs spendid

twirled kaleidoscopic energy before our eyes and the third eye and the eye of dolphin merged becoming the fourth eye

which unmasks and breaks the illusions
sets us free from the ring of despair

there were braided colours of scales twisting up from a circle
making a vortex in the floor we shall return there it was 930
so we wanted to end
whale song is delta wave
then we heard new one gamma
the vibrations open
the abcd g   oh cd  ef gabc scales hugely important
I am g
tom a
bill b
Etc abcdefgab
the highest of the higher self was overshadowing us
this is the highest of the lives that we have ever lived
enemies sealed unttil they turn back to light in the black crystals
we are told watch our backs and look with love and mercy send
what comes with sorrow or pain  back with love
less we be  judged ourselves

it will be right it must be right
she  shall return to light tonight
her 7 days of sorrow are over .
and thus the new moon shall rise


105 Friday Night Journal 11 Feb
up red blue yellow green thru nadis
crown of thorns emerged then crystal flames
then bring it down
down purple gold indigo silver
water broke and the water rushed up and came thru table as our flame baby born to us

music 2 guitar chords make a key
the flame of our transformation
another beacon


106 sat night late early - sun morning
"upstairs and downstairs in our ladys chamber "
wake up it's time to go up the hill
dark haired live lady teacher
believe it is despina who came to class next time
taken to water pyramid the first and smallest of pyramid
sof wisdom saw the blue wolf sphinx
fly up bar the passage
at her feet rod of pink light from queen of devas
green mother of earth gaia
blue mother of worlds
pink queen of devas
and golden   next ?
yoke of burden had been placed on us by ourselves
at the bull stage of the sphinx
it was removed with the pink rod coming up
and becoming the keyhole
the burdens of the past become the doorway of the future
each of us settled our arms into the paws of the blue sphinx
naked our backs went into the back of the sphinx
then we flew into the pyramid
I saw 4 rows of 8 in a row chairs and angels a
s 32 chakras all assembled like an image not alive
Waiting the coming of the messenger
The shift of human consciousness
they wait to be woken to hear the new sounds the new harmonics
We have to play the chords
The black keys are the planes-webs
the white keys are our vertebrae our spine
In these are the music of the spheres
and the delight of the chakras
A blue silver snake opened it mouth as if to bite me
It s head bigger than my body and dropped a box
similar to a coffin in my hand

New moon
chinese muslem ash wednseday christian holiday too all this week

Phenial means a tower or hill the place to see the face of God for the power of the struggle

107 Sunday am
the crocs  are baby dragons
wolf cubs

Cath wolf
Tom croc
Bill croc wolf

Andrew wolf
Debbie owl wolf
Lynda owl wolf

Jodi wolf
Sveta wolf
maggie croc

to elohim council to ascend to our ladys chamber
two squares had to realign them men had keys ladies the swan ring turn widdershins men turn keys deosil what was up is down two squares formed a 8 pointed start female square and male square
opened vortex to queen of deva chambers  next day
Title: 106 Dunked in Universal Mind Pink Pond of Prana
Post by: redcatherine on March 21, 2005, 09:02:17
106 numeration errors earlier Sunday 13  Feb 2005
a reptilian appeared his name sounded like Ir rek keh dee
he was an avatar

Despina Cath Tom  Bill Lynda Jodi  Maggie
Who is murtak ?

Crystal Throne become crimson and gold path
with five finger lotus flames as lights
either side of carpet to cavern green and gold
White eagle throws the staff with feathers
and we get egg with an X over it
Meaning End of level 106 now then ??
We saw the green lady in a golden crown she is earth
The pink lady queen of devas heavens angels
The blue lady mother of all worlds
The gold lady ? us the seeker ??
no this is not right yet

A spirit came out of ground a female avatar
green and gold an avatar of the green lady
Ceremonial daggers we had to go into the hilt
and stand on the hilt on the table and sing as it spins

The mystery of the sword
Went to edge saw a porthole
Saw a pillar of light Yod
Saw a city floating white domes and spires and a castle
In there i saw a balcony the  lord mohmamed style avatar spoke as golden fairy dust in a pillar
He was the warrior and became the peacemaker martyr
throwing away his helmet
Maggie the Queen upon the throne
oh so she is the golden queen for us tonight that is it

We entered the cavern to get gifts bring them to the queen
These gifts were for us what we would give to others we get for ourselves
I got a necklace of blue sapphire and white diamonds
I was given by my higher self an astrolave music box
of gold and jewels for Maggie

Despina had milk jodi a dagger bill a huge crystal tom ? Lynda ?
Then we gave the gifts to the newly crowned like egyptian queen Maggie
Which she interpreted and gave back to us
what we give we receive in kind
We see two dragons now form green gold chest fire is female and red silver chest purple trim and water ice is blue force

We learned Lynda was the key between Bill and Maggie
as the cocoon we will travel thru her to the heart of maggie

Up the stairs we went we saw the hand of God
we saw a magician end of level card
so we finished 105 last time this is 106
all levels in multiples of 7

Lynda the raven stretched out to the heart of Maggie
We entered the cavern up the stairs
Hand of God put fingers into bowl
The green and gold lady there
We got a blessing by her hand above our heads
We sat in  a spinning pink and gold room

Pink rings big a a quarter and a a shower random acts of kindness
The green lady gives us a tiny chalice tastes like chinotto and tablet plates of lead and a stylus

Write your reasons and goals for being allowed to continue on
Put our hands in a bowl one hand my left puts energy  in and the right hand draws out

We are one universal consciousness

Lesson :
QuoteParsifal's lance, the miraculous wand of Moses, the flowery want of Sn. John, the stuff of the Popes, Hermes and Mercurius caduceus, etc. All this represents the "initiatic power" and the authority of the mage or esoteric king.Spear of Longinus -from another's AP post online

We researched more on these and saw the film Constantine too lol
There is a connection it is called the Mystery of the Sword
,,h Serpent entwined around the Tree of Knowledge- Genesis
,,h Blade of Ra
,,h Pharoah's Ankh and staff
,,h wand of Moses, Exodus 13-22
,,h rod of arron , Exodus 7-12
,,h Staff of Asclepius-http://drblayney.com/Asclepius.html- the staff of Asclepius with a single serpent encircling a staff, classically a rough-hewn knotty tree limb. Asclepius (an ancient greek physician deified as the god of medicine) is traditionally depicted as a bearded man wearing a robe that leaves his chest uncovered and holding a staff with his sacred single serpent coiled around it, (example right) symbolizing renewal of youth as the serpent casts off its skin. The single serpent staff also appears on a Sumerian vase of c. 2000 B.C.
,,h staff of Hermes and Mercurius caduceus,
,,h Sword of Damocles-heavy is the head that wears the crown ¡Vthe ever present peril
,,h Sword used in Garden of Gethsemane live by the sword die by the sword
,,h Spear of  Longinus thrust thru Christ side= Spear of Destiny
,,h Parsifal's lance,
,,h Arthur's Sword Excalibur
,,h Papal Mace and Staff
,,h the flowery wand of St. John Bosco ,
,,h Blade of God
represents the "initiatic power"
and the authority of the mage or esoteric king.

16 Wed Feb  107th lesson
Mary queen of Scots appeared religious tolerance lesson
= surrender your little will to jesus and your greater will to God

Scroll given to lynda by Jesus
¡V yea this is the word of God Judge not less ye be not judged

Enoch with tablets in one hand forgot what in other
with huge pipe cleaner bristle like as big a our bodies are round

Black Candlestick to silver crucifix to a golden key given to Maggie

Heard song I will not rest until Jerusalem is built on these golden hills of England ?

Chains around neck slavery and around wrists the key is truth love wisdom

Maggie  look at a pond there is the surface and the reflection and the deeper truth within

4 pillars on a dais the city of new jerusalem behind it

we saw a bridge from fireplace to the stairs inside Buddha on throne opposite jesus at doorway

and quan yen mary either side 4 cardinal points

walk gentle on the path o seeker
who is not as smart as the teacher but not as stupid as the stones

(lol ok you have to smile here for a bit anyway )

so shall you walk on
gaining more knowledge and yearning for still more learning
as you go there is no end

taken on angel wings up to a room
knights templar
see michael ready to pour the flask upon earth of pestilence
and then two demons each holding a sword to let loose the apocalypse

we are asked why humanity and earth should be spared
gave many answers :love , not deserve it , we are worthy , you promised if one was faithful , you promised jesus saved us from sin and death
beauty and wonder ,

but then buddha came in and  said ¡§because o god I am you  you cannot destroy god or yourself I am your favorite divine plaything and amusement and must be worthy of saving and because we are your most beloved children . and  I am your lesson and I am your student

3 jewels of Gondu faith wisdom consciousness
etc .fat finger like a dragon pressed on our hearts
by what shall we be measured
by whom
by best ourselves .

jesus gave us the holy grail as blue flame we had a vision
temple of souls little humans all make the crown of God
and  making the room all one universal mind etc
he gave us a giraffe as a message
grace gentle mercy walking as seeker on the path
to here and so continue to do so

saw blue snake golden scales dragon head flames coming out of mouth and our chakras blazed and out of our throat
came blue flames and orange ones

we dissolved and entered as a mist into forest behind our college we had a brass lantern from white eagle said we are doing fine there still we followed thru a ring of fire into a door near Bill¡¦s class and food hall and thru a cavern into

portal with the moth the spider and chrysalis centipede the hundred year journey down hall to the stairs up to lighthouse view
in shamballah down to ra room and moon room and upper room

down to river up to kings chamber saw horus osiris isis Ra
jesus dead body there
our death  
become dead to sin to save him we are measured again
our resurrection
¡§jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom ¡§heard this song

went to new jerusalem -
saw buddha take us into pink pool of prana energy the first pond of universal mind just a quick dunking
this is the mouth or tongue of universal mind
the prana the living breath

we were picked as flowers by mary  again given as bouquet to
jesus who surrendered us to the quan yen who fed us to the dragon .breathed up into nostrils of dragon then breathed out as flames to the hall of justice the divine throne of judgement

we saw one throne at top of stairs a god
no head only light stood up split into four pillars
of light the dragon dropped us there at the feet
we were picked up as one group
golden ball of light
but as god held us we became blackened
and de husked 4 times smaller still
our light began to sing a song
and we then became one with the pond
and went up the feet of God and bloomed
as a lotus blosssom out of the 4 heads at once
splitting ourselves into 4 then we heard applause
and golden shower we light the earth
then the chohans of the rays appeared some behind each of us 1 to 3
we must resolve to solidify our goals our path
we had a one minute audience directly
had to surrender my heart offer myself as servant and my love
we were given rubies and gold symbols of alchemy blood and gold of souls transmutation

tom a mandolin too
and bill a sword of God that none can wield save God
our answer we are God
the mystery of the sword

golden winged crimson heart over our solar purple heart in ashram
all doors open now to other portals
spirit of earth gaia is eternal but she dies
and a new soul is born
as she shifts forward in consciousness from 4 to 7
2 groups from our  one group
ring split rejoined again like magnets to each other
angels holding open hearts solar eclipse inside the moon

additional days :
whole energy body indigo dark blue blue dragon
like kimodo dragon with blue wolf sphinx body
but frilled dragon head bearing teeth and flames out of chest
Title: 107 we are golden but now we must go on
Post by: redcatherine on March 22, 2005, 08:22:02
18 Fri Feb  107th lesson
Golden dragon  flying upside down and a sword beside it then in it  
this means the golden dragon earned in the Great Work
is not enough
we must go on
but we knew that
we are not enlightened
not now
not nearly even
so this is just another step
to become a bit closer
to go a bit further
on the path

White horses in air flying but no wings .We must surrender ourselves in sacrifice to God This is my body which I have given up to you –Jesus over Jodi

Cut off our head –surrender our mind -bless my mind that I might understand our hands –surrender our body in service –bless my hands that I might serve thy will o lord -thy works and stab ourselves in our heart –surrender our soul for all time –bless my soul that I will consecrate to thee –bless my heart that I might profess –thy wordspirit bless my lips that I might profess and give witness Gabriel with stone of fal became a cup and a pillar of light the Goddess and the  Holy Grail. Michael had the sword of God .He is the blade of God too.

Lugh turned the wheel of time widdershins - Lugh is a god of craftsmanship or a solar deity, also known as Lamfhada. As leader of the
Tuatha De Danann, Lugh defeated the Fomorians at the Second Battle of Magh.

We see a tall Tower  then 4 tall towers
We see a pyramid in Europe and Gladiators ??

Pyramid of Spain - http://www.crystalinks.com/pyramidspain.html

Colisseum of Rome Catacombs Holy Relics
–lantern 4 flames and a book in it
sword tablet spear of destiny .
Greece Parthenon
Knights Templar
ruby order induction of Bill Van deBerg as sacred duty to bind the dog of the apocalypse Cererbrus. The pet of the destroyer .Billy sees in future will be given power to slay with white light arrows
like the archer sagitarrius
the demon slayer .

The bringer of light who returns all to light
.Jesus has the dog of heaven which was sent to destroy the dog of hades pet of the creator a huge grey giant of a dog

But God said no  do not destroy it
bind  the dog that  I might l keep it as my own
until the time  of mans demise
than I will release it if they do not prove
of earnest heart to me and Worthy of my salt .

Bill elephant , lion tiger
Billy lion eagle tiger bull  
Cath elephant

Asian belief totems of four elements :In particular applications, one should recall Devi and her Shaktis as being seated on lions, tigers, elephants, horses or Garudas. According to that which one
wishes to achieve in specific meditations, one should think of her as having a dark green, red, yellow, black or purple body.

Towers were new type of  protection for our home and circle.Buddha lotus position in a crystal sitting .Jesus sitting on a griffin eagle sphinx red crystal .

Blue Mother of All Worlds -water
Green  Mother Gaia -earth Pink Queen of Devas- air
Golden middle aged lady flaming hair Solar Goddess  –fire
Not yet ? Silver Moon Goddess ??
The lady of gold put a white lotus blossom in our hearts

http://www.friesian.com/elements.htm


Hermacles /Heracles rides the griffin to destroy the demon Gods will to bind not destroy sacred duty of knights templar

Red crystal pyramid created by the man who has no name the man who was made without a woman from God himself he is the eternal one
The not begotten –has no name for he has no mother

Followed the griffins into vortex rows of harps Lugh  celtic
Behind Bill we became as crystal white dragons

Then we came to the lady of the lake the griffons were given water
A sword of crystal becoming one red one blue on one hilt  Arteries and veins

Magnetic and electric male and female
We went into a red dog winged lion tailed sphinx up the tongue

Under the ribs of brilliant white as a canopy we looked beneath us to see all the stars of the universe

No longer as above so below now
as within so without
all the galatic within us

Given a mark on our fourth eye a blue mark thumbprint of God

A galatic shield oval on ladies
triangle on men
blue lions on them

Hands of god and goddess around us
Golden water below
plasma above
golden fire gas
To explore the limits of galaxy need the other arm
have red griffin blue water right arm now

Jodi Heard RADION the tuath de Daath

Red griffin became as blue water into my right arm disappeared

the red griffin has become part of the new sphinx and part of our energy body


QuoteThe Egyptian Sphinx is a goddess of wisdom and knowledge.
Griffin / Gryphon is a Greek mythical monster, the guardian of a hidden treasure. The creature is composed of the body, tail, and hind legs of a lion, and the head, forelegs and wings of an eagle. The griffin represents speed and majesty.

Sphinx Creature with the body of a lion, wings and a human face. A version called the Gyno-Sphinx is depicted with a woman's head and breasts. The Egyptian Sphinx (also called an Ando-Sphinx), has a man's head, wearing a pharaonic head-dress and has no wings.

Chimaera / Chimera is a fearsome beast in Greek mythology, with the head of a lion, the body of a goat, and the tail of a snake/dragon. Modern interpretations have given it three heads and dragons wings.Homer and Hesiod report about the Chimera as an awful, fire breathing monster who terrorizes the land of Lycia. The local tyrant, Iobates, asks the hero Bellerophon to get rid of it. Bellerophon carries out this task by flying over the monster on the winged horse Pegasus, firing arrows towards the creature. Others say that he thrusts a block of lead with a spear into the creature's throat. The hot breath melts the lead, and the beast dies suffocated.

Dragon a composite of reptile, lion claws, wings and fiery breath.
Manticore a medieval heraldric beast. It has the body of a lion, the head of a man (sometimes of a lion) with many rows of teeth, a scorpion's tail and a flutelike voice.

Griffin The head, breast, wings and claws of an eagle, with the hindquarters and tail of a lion. It has swept-back pointed ears. If rampant it is termed segreant. Also called a Gryphon or a Griffon. A male griffin (also called a Keythong) has no wings but often has horns and a spiky tail.

Quote
red     ruby          griffin         eagle  warrior      heart    soul       water LOVE                    emotional  flame of desire    noscere

blue   sapphires   wolves        man   servant      hand     body      air     LAUGHTER            physical    seeker                  tacere

green emerald     croc dragon cow   messenger  mouth  spirit      earthCOMMUNICATION  spiritual     path                       velle

gold    topaz        chimera       lion    alchemist    brain    mind      fire   LIGHT                   mental     lantern                 audere  

silver  mercury    owls          angel   magician     wings   akasha   self POWER      metamorphosis    attainment   communicare

communico -are (1) [to share out , give a share in]; hence [to communicate, impart] a matter; without object, [to take counsel, confer with] a person. (2) [to join, unite]. (3) [to take a share in, participate].
Title: 108-110
Post by: redcatherine on March 22, 2005, 09:28:03
23 Wed Feb 108
Pyramid top blown off
Opened up  lying as a four pointed star now
The red griffin on top
Each of us has the red griffin now
Then look around to see energy body but no other animal is fully developed only Debbie has owl
No men this evening
hear unzippered the plan becomes undone unraveled
We saw the owl purple and silver on the table huge and athena minerva and Diana with white unicorn and silver stag daytime
athena with owl on shoulder under full moon
Minerva over debbie the white web of spider
night time pentacle and then 7 pointed star 4 above 3 below
it has 5 animals each for a different stage of the plan on lunar calendar
the doves the fruition of plan
the unicorn female imagination inspiration day
the silver stag male the power and the tools to make it
the spider the protection the justice the for the greater good
the owl with green ethereal ghostbuster opposite of purple magic manifestation
we saw athena with purple cape white gown

raise a silver wand and make the eyes of owl on lynda
see at night with great clarity
ear the prey move then the talons

over jodi grab what you want hold onto it be careful what you grab it stays with you and you are it you are what you eat

then wings over maggie the wings at night stealth majesty power

the green over me the magic of manifestation
opposite of purple and also augment it with earth energy

then the web over debbie the spider as above become owls the left arm over volcano to negate it the red girrin over female cold water arm
and the magnetic cold owl over hot electirc male vocalno arm
we became as owls on a tree with our mother ready to fly off

Cath :Jesus said you think these are powerful hands
but they are so weak still
you have only learned to manifest
all of us create like tiny purple spiders over the earth
we create our own futures
the future comes to us willy nilly
as we scurry and scatter
but  now you  must make it with skill
Look to your tools get more flies with honey than with vinegar
would you use a fork to eat pudding no use a spoon ?
he leads me to water and bades me to drink
as  we led the red griffin to good water
and so in the 23rd psalm
does God lead us too
the good sheperd I am the good father I give you what you deserve
and you need so prepare your heart your arms your room and your homes to receive me and what you ask for

I flew as an owl and saw a mouse
i was told to get it to bring it to the master
so I hunted the white mouse
but as my talons went around the body
I was told you will be as I was once you are me now
and I became the mouse
good that I had not crushed or injured me lol

the predator becomes the victim the victim becomes the prey .
the others too got animals to kill
but also did not as they did not need then
but the head came off jodis snake
and the "duchess" cat became a mink on the arm of jesus
as it went making noise on the crystal lamp of my grandma
jesus said shall I smote it destroy the cat
I said no lord i will call it down .
testing our limits our answers our hearts

maggie :mitre bishop hat red stripe on it pale green citrine like stone

Cath :blue hindu God walking legs spread sitting as he walks long tall crown on his head Shiva the destroyer the end of a stage

jodi :egg crystal justice time black and white floor earlier so with gate of justice at angels of death too

lynda:  red ruby opened made a city fo snakes industry pollution change

debb :pale crystal golden watch
went with jesus thru purple vortex silver lined gate
up to rainsbow clouds sat on coils like ring
there were 5 grey ones then 2 crones then 3 fates
then we went into cave purple crystal and silver mine
a womb comfortable calm no warriors down stairs into mother earth
into the tomb of power to collect two spheres also
the hall of creation jodi said  

got orange eye palm of indigo arm and indigo eye on palm of orange arm
le monsieur et la madame -the man and his lady  
known powers throughout time
be careful what you ask for you might get it
for the greater good
at the right time
with love and light
with justice
so mote it be
hands are last part of body to be given in energy body very powerful tools
the palms were white and black from the sphinx

the silver purple  owl silver stag and white unicorn the white spider and the white and silver doves

green croc can see in the muddy waters of life  unmask the illusion see the truth thru the emotional garbage and angst stiff upper lip become the croc on the chest at heart

the red griffin on the right arm in the waters blue the warrior the protector the guardian the bearer of red rubies that bind until undone not
the destoryer the binder

109 Dream Sunday night
the eyes in our hand help us to see what this way comes
as in meditation
By the pricking of my thumbs something wicked this way comes
See the shape of things to come
Know it for what it is feel it for the truth
Feel  past the illusion
Sense it and know it to be so
Make it and know it to be manifest
As within so without


110 Before class given to me :
to pull thru light from top thru 4 nadis
then light up from earth 4 nadis
then send energy into hands
and blow it out into a sphere
and blow into it with our breath too in widershins
create spiral wind of breath of life into it and flower of life spheres

Put each of my children in the sphere mentally healthy physically emotionally spiritually healthy strong powerful loving all is good able to do God's work in love light and laughter

put all we wish to manifest in spheres the same way
make it right
say it is to
accept it to be
Title: 111 Becoming the Hercules -a new sphinx
Post by: redcatherine on March 22, 2005, 09:41:34
111 Friday 25 Feb 2005
blue wolf sphinx
six white lines in blue star sapphire

lycanthrope the shapeshifter wolf the werewolf we have two doors right and left both eyes of the wolf the one is pain destruction
blue wolf coming thur glass broken window full moon the other peace

green mossy jodi either bot hlead
andrew the right lynda the left
as bill and cath
but andrew night so honour him
and thru right we See the pan as stag
and his lady in the forest
bar the path  
and then we see a cave deeper in forest off the path
and go inside
see the wolf mother with shaman gma there too
ap ast life of hers ???
necromancers
the gray warriors appeared hundreds over in wolves clothing
as a pack the good mother the good father the shapeshifter
she hits ground we see sets of 5 come forward all males
in young boy to men initiations
we become hercules tonight
we see a fissure go thru top fairy glen
see sprite and the fae in the woods and the midnight summer dream sort and hear a gray sprite say
hail agatheras
halagaath thee ah
we see the lady who pulls the heart from  jodi
as lion touches nose and lynda becomes griffin
and then andrew croc and bill the wolf i the owl
we become one of the animals one of the team
then we have to become that animal in full
and fly to form a voltron like mega beast
and we do so

We became a Hercules over the body of Lugh
with a golden stagg
with a whailing ball like bog oak at the end
that has white lightning in it

the griffin lynda in one arm me in other as owl
andrew the croc out of chest
and bill as warrior owlf skinned
and jodi as lion mane and face

we are the HeRCULES this is the new sphinx

then given 6 wolves in line
bowing howling at full moon was full moon tonight
given three chances
if do black deeds
will be smote and fall from the gathering up of god's grace
and if l good 3 times will increase strength to next level grow stronger
we put mirrors around Shaun and net below the flower fo sveta and then we tell him he is to find love in his life
and see himself and the sorriow he gives to others thru his pain
to sveta to be filled with love and light to step outside of self and love self for who one is to see true innner beauty
debbie appeared higher self
Title: 112 get the egg of life to form the nadis
Post by: redcatherine on March 22, 2005, 09:59:44
on film constantine
no one with as much love as gabriel could be turned
Film said vatican still called  suicide  unforgivable
but this is wrong
but the rest pretty cool
The spear of longinus the spear of destiny  

112 fri 25 Feb 2005
White eagle staff end of stage and level 112 now ?  hands of God
Phonix crying and rising from ashes in talons golden arrow ring of fire on table and then holy book legiosn will protect you from the minions of hell my angels shall come at your call

Knights templar in the wood thought I walk thru the valley of death
Barbed wire prison camp opened a pillar of light from the angels
and told the prisoners that there was good there a feast to come quietly not tell guards the war would soon be over

The guards like buring cinders flloating down in to hell a bridge over fire the mouth of the dragon and then Gates of hell  

had to find and save a soul  given a knot necklace like on the movie constantine but 3 colours red green gold blue

Fissure
queen of devas
golden coins over eyes and golden eyes twins set fire killed selves and others maggie

And thin lady hoarding food whlile people starved did not eat it hereself either WW2 now helping people up the mountain

The struggle to get back to God feel that worthy of saving if they help others not step on faces off others

A woman killed her own child w/ andrew

with Bill an angel of death euthanasia nurse
that lost the plot and started killing them p.aying God

with me an old lday WWII who hoarded food allowed others to starve
stayed thin herself would not eat the food did not any one to suspect she had enough and more than enough to share - was helping others now up the mountain extending a hand and counsel

we had to pray for them and bring them to the Gates of Death

Etc took them all  to Michael to the gate of justice
to judge themselves and move on

went thru fissure pink to the throne of the queen of devas
and then we saw the egg of life around her in colours around it

We became as dragons on pillars before her
then flew ot the college and sat upon the roof
became College gargoyles our dragons

White eagle gives us a silver lantern and I have 11 students
but they are teachers from the other school new one on the left
that we have to find it We have to see them next week
Title: 113 Rescuing Affirming to Manifest -it is Good
Post by: redcatherine on March 22, 2005, 18:33:56
113 27 Feb Sunday

Ra- ka- el a Herald angel announced the birth of a notable one called to destiny
Place of birth Holland a shorter than average dark straight  hair political leader  the blade of God a warrior of God a man
but a man  to make peace to rally the war cry to protect the innocents
or not at all
We went to the place he was born
watched his mother taken up to spiritual realm while asleep alone
and angel coming to bring spirit or soul the over consciousness
to his body we all went with them
to the  place of crimson and gold where many stood around
as he was blessed like sleeping beauty with gifts we offered
love of others
eyes to see beyond deceptions
love of God and self beyond the love of fame and lust
he will be a john Kennedy young saviour without the womanizer part

raguiel came purple and blue

We followed  thru a tunnel to a place of pink
a tunnel into the gates of hades again
in lower plane to the bridge
means friend of God one of archangels
– angel of ice and snow calls forth other angels
during final judgment to deal with the unpure
one of the 7 in Enoch writings order of principality
takes vengence on world luminaries for cause
brings other angels to account judges the angels
and those loved by God ...the guide for the souls of the faithful after Michael leads them to sentencing or bringing to justice those who broke the laws as the suit against the defendant the prosecutor

then we find one lost soul each
and lead them to the light
some are in fear running away
small ds looking like monkeys on shoulder
cause  depression anxiety
Debbie says give them monkey sticks and monky repellent aerosols :)

Jodi got on podium
told them to go into water and cleanse and then seek the light
and a large group did laughing as they left

I followed a lady of quick speed
who runs like a stream there eternally
the blue wave followed her as she ran through the alleyways
causing them to come into her water and light at once like a magnet

and they came and she presented them to Phanuel
who ushered them into a pillar of light
saved once more
how many life times
do we go
managing not to ever learn a thing that counts

icky oozing or red rubies black rubies she cast from her hands
a red rose to free a red ruby to bind
and then freed they are atrttracted her
like magnetic force and our pulled to the waters and up again
Lynda saw god reaching his hands down to them to bring them home

those bound in the red rubies stay there unable to cause harm
until they call out and become as light again

over the bridge and lost sea of souls to a place in lower plane
a purgatory sort of place
the angels  stood arms up
light coming from heavens
we prayed for their delivery to heaven
and then we had to pray for sveta too who came in higher self only
she is still run away from home
living with a violent partner

she sat crying see what will come to pass
should you continue on this path
he will kill you
and God will still not stop loving you
but your choice will bring you to this end
where you will counsel other souls to deliver them
and work here instead
this place is sad and you do not want to dwell here

she was seperated from her monkey
by Gabriel
who placed his hands firmly on her shoulders
and made her to look

the monkey d. climbed walls outside  
brought by a mouth of God angel
one of a group of angels that will be heard and cannot be silenced
he had his stern hands upon her shoulder now
he took the place of her beloved guardian
with out him she could not even see her biological  mum there in circle
who is deceased and was there still praying for her
with her too or hear her guides or guardian angels
we prayed blessed and created over  her
we were told
she is right
she is safe
she is happy
she is one with God
all is well

we are learning to say it is good instead of praying to God to make it good for us to believe it done and it will be done if it is for the greater good
then we closed
Title: 114-115 growing up is it ever over
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 05:29:59
114 Journal  Friday 5 March -Jodi lynda andrew bill cath

Lesson from a members post on astral pulse
merkavah mysticism re ancient texts and wonders of the merkavah .
...those that delight God one in million working in groups shall come to see the face of the angels and of God
and then with such love an light offered to the seeker
much is expected in return
like the maxim the bigger they come the harder they fall

Also kundalini opening need to breathe
up volcano
down the waterfall
then breathe up again got two more flames the pink yellow orange one of male
and the white silver indigo one of the female
then a row of angels in a line
the first of the angels was Anaphirel with Bill
holding large book dressed in pink
silver white long hair

glasses on edge of nose why would an angel appear wearing glasses or old curious ?
perhaps a teacher of high energy no wings but the name suggest an angel hmmm??
An old angel behind her tall one all in fire pink orange light
holding up a wand
they stand one on each side now of us and cross the swords
over the feather of fire over our crowns
then a ring of fire around our male storage centre
and a crown of gold around our silver  third eye crown
we see the two flames come up

told to bring them up like a pair of pants
the name sounds like  Bokchoi
a tall rectangular prism
to protect our chakras
and to grow a fertilised nourished plant for our new life
a new tree  of life

An asian man in gold and green appeared
and said the rectangular prism is called bokchoi
Turned them all widdershins the male direction
it is the lord of time and the wind of change
The male angel reached in wrung out our hearts
this nourished us to grow like a tree
on the  tree of life that is for our group
I had a silver willow
jodi a red rose bush
save one black rose

the rectangle as wide as big man shoulders
and narrow front to back as one ladies hand length
then we are given a gift and a guide a new one before each of us
all these new guides coming in mirror us they are the  opposites of us
jodi heard Alavaencia -he is indigo  and ascetic cold unromantic scholar unafraid of battle

lynda heard phyrigia ?? a teal reptile man family friends extrovert not a recluse  
Andrew had scales in front of him –generous- (hard working prosperous) golden ants -ghost of xmas present or Hagrid sort of character
blows hole thru back to the heart
will receive what they are given as from the heart
comes so shall the hands receive in like.

Bill petite female pink angel she is a MaJESTIC glasses edge of nose the leader of the group Anaphriel

catherine red bushy eyebrows red ray trained in  martial arts formal suit black hair impulisve sponatneous warrior with a scythe
I hear Pheng Phat for my new guides name -we will sit in triangles to learn our ture nature now and how we can improve
teaches me that I am not physcially fit I am informal in dress and cautious to deliberate or break off from a know situation

Debbie 's new guide is named (in gah ray)  black ebony african male bald necromancer dark side medicine man

able to sell curses quiet and thin tall
a guillontine there we must surrender  heads  soon
but cutoff sheets of negativity now
had to go talk to them privately up to sphere in ceiling blue silver they were all strict and unbending I feel we are all flexible and liberal

we will have first one now
andrew jodi and cath
three swans
the swan song the end of a level and a new  beginnng new life  doors now

will slide in opposite directions
then turn 180 degrees and then apart not together and the further apart the better then back together from two wholes build a  new one

Saturday 115

After class had first triangle must break two stripes of energy
that bond us
one pink one blue
we can see them clairvoyantly between us by now
seeing fault of the person on either side of us that we also have
then we must find faults together we all have then a strength one of us has that other 2 do not
do not show then the weakiness one has that other 2do not but be positive list strength of others
ie : jodi is a good listener

She knows how to go to the crux of the problem to the centre of the wheel doesn't waste time going round the outside
and touche engarde comes back quickly know the source of problem the root
Andrew will dig in heels and not capitulate that can be a good thing  I cry way too much ashamed of my faucet
jodi avoids confrontation even when it is necessary to stop someone from being hurt

Cath we three  find the negative traits but I see the optimistic outcomes how it will be better and make it so
We three are  overweight take in too much alchohol to much food
We have had major illnesses slow all of us down
We are slow to process and accept the bounty of universe
We are  indecisive fence people
sit and see what the future reveals instead
of making it happened
so we have a lot to overcome still
Title: 116 unclean places
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 05:49:02
116
Went to the violent partner of my adopted daughter's  home spiritually the home was infested with demons without wings they were lounging like ladies on a piano like lions on a rock they were hairless and smooth long headed with tails there were golden nets over them which allowed me to see them everywhere they were like quicksilver in colour I spoke to  Sveta in the higher self . The partner had one on his head one on each shoulder and one on his back when I told him he laughed and pointed to me saying now they are on you you have broken a rule you have cast them on me and I was back in my own bed being feasted on by these 4 demons . I called on Jesus and Gabriel he said why did you go there ?
God spoke thru Jesus and said Daughter why did you go there the place is full of inequity and I have sanctified you . I said I went to rescue my daughter out of love yes he said but that is not a complete truth  you have gone there in anger too . I tell you now you are not to return there . Even if you were to stay there from dawn to dusk casting them out they would come back just as soon as they left for they are called there invited there you daughter draws more of them to her even now . She is deluded she feels she is master to them and that they are her pets but they control her and they will consume her . I will not suffer her long to live like this . Should she come back to my good grace she shall be so much stronger but should she die I will make her a princess of purgatory and she will act in mercy to other lost souls the way she could not offer mercy to herself  

I was shown how to use trinagular sheaths to control and create I placed sveta in the first one in the present and told the truth without judgement
In the second one in the future saying that she is not will be clean and healthy spiritually mentally emotionally and physically .
In the third one I went to the past and remade her empowered her I will not let anyone destroy me or hurt me I am worthy of the love of God and I will not turn .I was to go back to the present then to the fourth one but I was told then no this is enough this is her lesson now not yours .
Title: 117 animalls that appear in the energy body as nadis open up
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 06:23:37
Wed 117 online reading of a peer

overcoming isolation and reevaluating my relationship

hey good to catch up

hm, you learned a lot  different sig

how are you going and what is going on spiritually with you now

my pleasure right now i am opening connection to all people

cool

but i have a bit of trouble with keeping their thoughtforms from interrupting me

can we link let me get water first please

k

yeah universal mind taps perhaps use a faucet to flow
and isolate and stop the inner voice as you will

nah, i mean that i have set up walls before, to maintain my integrity now i am learning to maintain my integrity while being fully open
and have some funny things surfacing, my twin flame is helping me out, k makes sense

see a black room no light i see black fog ,a male hand holding the fog by the tail cloaking at will

hm, maybe some leftovers from past

the perimeter of the room is shown as a rectangle with a square to one side i suppose a storage unit or robe closet

ok, uncloaking

the perimeter is glowing in bright blue white , you are seen now as a flower tall and full bloom thick stemmed on a chair growing out of a chair holding  a mirror up to the viewer


so unmirror  

I see a bridge now that is white blue in midnnight ebony blues clouds
and below it a blue lobster from the tarot cards, I see a bridge now that is white blue in midnnight ebony blues clouds


i was wondering why i have so much peace, no wonder with such cloaking .. lobster ???


i feel this is the next kundalini nadis animal ,so ahead of me
you are again

well, i haven't read about that, so some explanation would be welcomed

it is dark blue black ebony in water magnetic female cool the ocean currents the deep dark force of cold thermal climes

yeah, dealing with emotions right now

after the human energy body develops the primal sphinx it completes the great work and becomes moon or sun at will as you know ,then a new beast is manifested, this one is the colours of the chakras but each animal and colour represents control of a base nature of humanity and it is all about strengths and weaknesses of self and universal mind so the red griffin appears first  ,he protects the innocent guards fiercely but does not kill or destroy as it would pollute self

the orange was skipped we saw a volcano and opened the colour on the palm of dominant hand but it is not complete,doesn't sound good, maybe take a look at me i have been working on it heavily recently

the yellow is the golden lion chimera snake tailed it is the voice speaking with truth and righteousness without malice,when one is afraid to speak bring on the lion , no it is good and green is the croc dragon serpent who sees without emotion the truth of the situation and can find the soloution
blue is the wolf i think you know it well, the indigo is the lobster it comes last of the 7 you have earned it now , the purple is the magician a purple owl but it forms as a dolphin then unicorn then stag then owl, each animal shapeshifting at the phases of the moon to manifest a creation the imagination to the fruition of the plan

symbolism  

so we just created this new sphinx we became Hercules which is written in ancient text .yes symbolism but  visible on the energy body and part of the progression and the archetype, just an extension of the lion bull ox eagle sphinx higher level, now each of these animals must be manifest when you need them to help overcome the physical trials of this world each represents also the opening of a nadi of the kundalinit , so you have 11 open now well done

out  of ? how many of them are there ?that  (you know about  )

the symbols show us this too
most think only 1 but Hindu yoga et al says 14 major ones and countless numerous ones

well, i am becoming one big kundalini channel recently
 
i just wrote a bit on astral pulse on this with some urls as a lady said no it is red white and blue the first three


but still i cannot bloom, this takes too much energy to maintain

but they are not so some texts will say this but most will show pale yellow sun male son and then steel blue white is the moon female,  then pink red then cyan green , these of course parallel the energy body developement and the hermetic four elements etc

well, there is still akasha element

this would mean you have already earned the amber orange animal
,i would like to see it please i dont have either of these i am at 9 and working on 10-11 now. tell me what is akasha element sorry dont know do you mean the archives in our body in our spirit ? or ??

the element of which fire and the rest was created ,bardon theory

k you are showing me a two headed phoenix in orange ty, the kundalini flames course through the tubes the channels not the main but in a circuit ascending : yes the kundalini flames course through the tubes the channels not the main but in a circuit ascending descending enlightening and causing the progression of the soul even as they open thru the enlightenment themselves circular and faster as each step com


hm, do you see some snake heads above my head in large quantity ?(some other source   )

you tell me two years and your heart is on fire in the centre reunited it is red with two golden lines thru it and floating above your physical heart you lay down now floating in a coffin symbolic of death of older self rising of higher self to new life, yes i see a crown of golden snakes not moving

yeah, + compassion chakra opened

i feel we must learn to make their energy permeate us
we were taught to breathe in a different fashion now

to breathe up the orange volcano from the soles of feet to the crown with each breath stop at a chakra exhaling and going on forcibly, then to breathe down the cold ocean from crown to soles the same way
then bring down the cleansing breaths as normally before beginning work or meditation, this is to open the next two

to each, his own   lol

well it worked as you have it now, oh you are growing new tree
you have climbed the tree of life and it whithers away, this is planted in each new life,

i have found my primal pattern

now you grow your own plant by will and by choice and create new divine parents to your new self


from the cating of my highest part of the soul , and burned the rest accordingly


at this stage you create your new self for next life too, choices given, where to live, well, the highest i could get to.: what souls you bring back to you next life.

yeah, i know, but i dont bother

as parents children siblings

for the time being

better to set the stage then let another set it for you this is the lesson of the lobster, i  so remember telling you this in dreams cool

funny but i was told this yesterday  

have little idea who i talk with in dreamtime, lol

the tree you have chosen looks like the whomping willow from harry potter lol

but sure are entertaining from what i recall

but also like the beautiful hawaiian monkey puzzle tree

lol, mothe teresa sprang to my head

it is shadow and magic and strength and humour and warriour and father and good choice


yes she comes to our group a lot,she is speeding thru the lessons, when we first met her she was at our second level said her goal was to appear to teach the unaware masses to  as we raise our vibration from human to spirit to see the archangels and devas and teachers , so they must learn to lower their vibrations so that the less aware can see them.Of the ones i have met only gabriel jesus and michael buddha white eagle quan yen so far can make even a unaware see them


it is sad that the ones who need to see and hear the most are the clueless have the hardest time getting confirmation, what a paradox

what strikes me funny is that i basicly resolve my emotions, yeah i h ve the hardest time getting confirmation


but mother teresa is now appearing right round the world so she is successful at reaching the ones that are aware now

this is th thing i had to clear in times to come

i see before you  a couch like a psycho analyst's
it is quite comfortable and in it you ly effortlessly
asleep on the lap of this huge angelic being who says to you
only you can cure your soul heal yourself we will guide you
you are your best divine parent refashion thyself with love and light as you will,the angel is male
   
well, this is what i am sticking to
    
the colour silver blue grey and red,it is raphael
he is with you now

well, i feel enveloped

inviting you to see who you are the hand mirror you held up was a question to you may i see myself yes he says

in two years the heart in four years the balance is made altogether

i always run ahead of the schedule  

the wisdom of the two new colours is re-creation the destruction of the old self and recreation of the new self,yes i think so too lol, i see a lady sideways her head is in the west, she has an alchemist contraption but she is symbolic

short hair ? k

she is thin modern woman yes  but representative, of four women you gather to shape your new self and after this i see four men the yin and yang

four women are in place  
one man in place

i see wife mother daughter female " self "going deosil and then going widdershins the son the father and the best mate and self again
self is south on female north on male,We gather our teachers from life and from spirit ,Your mother is here now, in north on female clock she appears as a cherub smiling holding her hands above the clouds she teaches unconditional love, the next lady is blonde young needs your lessons to reach her then she becomes a teacher of sorts to you too very strong one coming in, then south you are already complete there to make the moon merkaba you went way ahead and made the female split so that is accomplished already

the son the father the nephew the self, the one just married too most important now in your progression a mirror of self they way

an eagles talon in front of your face now you will grab what you need bring it into place like treasures gotten by a dragon and from this you shall build yourself anew better yet then before the best and higher of all past lives the highest of your selves

i have to go to work i am not done will try to see you soon thank you for your help i learn a lot too from reading you, om shanti

: ok, cya
Title: 118 -119 Hercules gone as phoenix before new beginning &
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 06:41:14
additional days  118 brief notes recalled did not type up journal

Chameleon in spine , 12 and 13 nadis what colour?  , hanged man tarot , 3rd tier said Raphael , seahorse on Maggie , Bile in vial for Lynda and a  Bee goddess egyptian

7 initiations per stage 4 stages per level 2 levels per echelon meaning

going deosil then widdershins at 120 we begin the 22nd level as in the fountain less and less water smaller tiers
as we ascend
fewer make it
all are called
we must change the fountain so that more and more come
not less and less .
7 levels per tier we are on 21st level so this is the third tier we have completed

Wednesday 9 March 119th  pm  2005-
began with Raphael
he presented yellow as west blue north green east red south
we had to creat a best mate or female partner on west then divine mother or call the best or present one into place for next time then east was the child daughter granddaughter niece the best divine child female and the south was self or female aspect of self split apart then went

female circuit widdershins
for the male aspect
a balance
male self in south then east was son or nephew north the father then west the best mate male partner  -

we saw a pit in ocean a square in ruins upon which we sat
there was a goddess white albino hair to feet
indigo tail like mermaid and wings of angel underwater
she was not named
jodi felt sedna or covetina from goddess book
but not sure
she taught us about the rebirth of self the wisdom of the lobster
which lynda saw give our lower selves gifts
she helped us recreate our new self

posiedon helped us to destroy old self leave behind
listen to conch hear to honour old self leave it all behind
set the stage by casting new actors into place in advance
and recall the good memories nothing else
we would not want to swim to surface
with this baggage
so we went into the mouth of the leviathan
and eschewed to the pyramid
exited most ignobly
and came into a chamber with a blue floor
and golden walls as we climb the steps
shaped as hercules
we become ashes
and emerge as phoenix
we enter the queens chamber
surrounded by isis mary hathor and bee goddess
take only sweetness from life
lay in sarcophagus and into the oil let the flame come out of the heart immolate us and then our emerald heart chakra forms a crystal heart
all that is left of us –we rise as spirit to ascend to the kings chamber

where we see Ra and Jesus and Horus and buddha we are given  a torch to immolate ourselves again we light our feet to our higher selves now and burn it away all white gowns golden trim and belts and emerge with our face only on the phoenix jesus gives us the crux over   crucifix on our hearts sign of cross on third eye heart and mouth we are given  a staff with a perch on the top for the phoenix and our phoenix has two heads now . jesus invites us to the supper and we are told to put what we want on the plate of suffering for the next life -

the pink Majestic angel appears flitting quickly so fast she gives the reins to Bill of a chariot of apollo
we fly to the deva council through a vortex
and bow before yahweh and shekinah
we are given milk and honey from the mother
she annoints our lips and our heart and a flower
and a vial from the father .
the vial has medicine we need to balance
become as the majesty of God
Yahweh gives us golden silk sandals
and says to not stray from the path
the purple clad tall devas stand in a crowd around us in a circle
(a swan had emerged from the dove and the silver dove that came from the lotus blossom on the heart placed by Buddha on the crux )
this is the end of another stage
120 Raphael says and shows us a third tier on a fountain .
then Gabriel kneels in splendour with the hugest wings
in  perfect silhouette
to the godhead
michael at attention
as is raphael
then uriel appears in green cloud
and carries in his arms
that which may  set the banquet
and says we shall have a time of plenty and rest now
a time of celebration in this next stage .
he says look to Easter and Wesak for great celebrations this year
Title: 120 Illuminati forging the new life now next life too
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 20:33:42
120 Friday 12 March pm
Blue yellow flag of tarot above a grey castle
four indigo samurais on the wall above the castle
en garde
6 long white bearded men approach
they are the grey ones
the illuminati each comes to one of us
I heard Latin sounded like ( oscare os ¡sca reg are us )
mustard seeds aniseeds and a empress sphere of incense and music
mine was named (alanis or alisrone )he spoke a bit through me
he wore teal robes and green cowl
snake  mask
tiger  bill pink robes silver cowl sad bear
andrew dragon  crimson and gold
jodi purple and blue
each one of elements
we had to go inside one of the samurai statues
bill on west go to the first to right then me on south the 2nd
jodi east 3rd andrew left north

we had to decapitate our selves
let pillar of light enter our unhinged mouths
and fall upon the throne the platform of god
so that each nadi may become as a wide tube thumb

(This is like the unhinging of the capstone of the pyramid
and the removing of a veil to allow the pillar of living light to imbibe the subtle bodies )

heard the ladder was leaning on Y
¡The questions we ask WHY
the Y for yahweh
and the tube they placed in our throats to our heart
which is Y shaped
with two shoots off to the nostrils
(the tube is spiritually implanted only
it is to breathe in the prana to filter out the elements one at a time to breathe it in to control travel we learned this later )

a triangle number now 21 later 28

            01  
         0203:
      04 05 06:
    07 08 09 10:
 11 12 13 14 15:
16 17 18 19 20 21
1                 yellow
2,3             blue red
4,5,6    silver green gold

the row of four is the snakes
turquoise - burgundy , purple and teal

the row of five is the pitted fruits -the pits lol
the peach apricot plum and crimson clover

the row of six is the new one tonight black and white and lavender and teal and pink and turquoise

tried to allow  them to speak with our voices
then we went inside tubular clock of each body
and struck the chimes to make a alleuia

the waves resonate allow the opening
we try with our voices to make the wave we hear in our mind

with each breath we breathe in the pillar of wisdom and light from the illuminati -with each exhalation we breathe out we force open the nadis and see its colour coming in
we are planting the garden in the throne of God in our energy body

then we go into each others bodies as light and sound the alleuia
to help each other to open the colours
we do this a light into the throne
we see a prism of light sink down and see pillars which appear like
the pendalous weights on a Grandfather Clock

Bill had silver opened and yellow
-I had green
jodi blue
andrew red -

what one opens we all open so we help each other and move faster

After we went inside the colour
we came up like an umbrella arch of light
above that person
bill deepest
jodi highest
she was ice
he was flame
andrew and I almost the same air and earth .
the vortex opened

then a chariot of black with white horse
and angel driving sitting on its back
we as 4 samurai in the chariot
-We see a thin towering pyramid with the fourth eye on it
-We see inside the rectangular pond of light
with the perimeter light of flame white hot
and-We are given an x on our body
and a rapier which we hold  above our heads
and get a charge of lightning grounding the kundalini
-That came up tonight measured with a barometer
the flow cut with scissors symbolically
¡V the leader the 7th puts fingers in our fourth eye
then up our nostrils
then out of our brain
removes the core image of worthlessness
and fear then we get our ears cleaned out too
we fall to knees our flesh falls off
we stand as skeletons then get a pharoah beard and helmet
and then we cross our arms cross our chest and walk -up the stairs
we go into a brain of concord blue the dragons eye I am told now
-We immerse ourselves and come out with new bodies for next life
as we will
- and receive a sign on our new bodies
a mark by which we shall be known to others
and our message of union recalled
- mine a small cross betweent the breasts for christ in my heart
we see swords crossed and a flaming heart over them .
Bill is given a scroll with pharoahs head on it
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E.References :
Seahorse's Wisdom Includes:
,,h The Hummingbird of the sea
,,h Joy
,,h Understanding of the importance of the courtship dance
,,h Ability to hold on while in emotional waters
,,h Paternal rearing of offspring
Title: 121 illuminati opening nadis first merge with universal mind
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 21:14:00
121
Online reading Aunt Clair and anonymous peer-mentor again
Sat am 13 March 124
nope, my mother returned, but i do wake up when i need
even if i do not know about it, lol. last 2 days to scheduled talks, but noone of us had any idea before  

now reading

link establishd  

hi y i am between two poles and the flood gates are opening,
so we caught up with you again, this is what we did last night
this is a major rising of the kundalini it seems first one flame then one more then 2
like fibonacci
then three then five then eight
so you will have a flood of 8 new strands coming up through nadis to have a triangle of 21 in the base of your body
which sits in a square called the throne of God
(the perimeter comes last 7 in each triangle or another 28 )
so the row 1 , then 2 then 3 then 4 then 5 then 6
so  the back rows are filling up in a torrent

sounds fine  

this is how we were taught last night
we had to unhinge our mouths like a snake
a pillar of light came into us with each breath we brought it down
but then it burned in the base of the throne
a rectangle shaft of platinum around our chakras
the base golden
shaft  rectangular now wider across as the  shoulders
narrower from front to back
we had to force- with each exhalation
the energy to rise thru these tubes up
and escape we tried en masse
but is seemed to work better to open each one at a time  
starting with the ones that are fully opened to relieve the pressure
and then moving to the back rows
i see the nadis like thick spaghetti now in you
and you must open them to finger size some as big as a thumb
we met these grey ones one
people with long white bearts one is with you  now
they called themselves illuminati
we were taken to their hall
you will be
are being taken too
they are all male long white beards old ancient ones we saw 6 appear
and 1 in the hall
but they become all genders all races in later lives
this was theri beginning only
the colour of the robe of the one appearing to you
is a clue to your path your ray your present strengths or forte
the one with you is in a long indigo robe with a white or silver cowl
he bears a bright orange staff like a flame in front of you now
extremes the flame the ice the sun the moon you are indigo now and the colour so your element is silver white which means alone on your path back alone the self
the sole spirit
thru this door none shall passed that have not been called
...you are recognised now
see before you in your minds eye the tower tall like a pyramid in shape but very narrow very much like  a needle instead
and in the eye of the needle
the symbol of  the fourth eye of dolphin or an
you are inside
the stairs in front of you are golden
before the steps a rectangular pond of glowing light
the pond is luminsecent the edge is light too
but in flames cold  flaming light around naturally lit waters
like bioluminsescents
this is the living light the wisdom of ages
the light of the world the light from the Godhead for all to share
should they come to their paths conclusion
so this is a major step forward now
I  see a being approach you surrounded in pink and gold light love
and male
the transformation begins this  death of old self
your flesh on the higher self falls away
and you stand strong as a skeleton ready to be rebuilt in love and light
you mount the steps and climb into the dragons eye a pool of indigo smooth and thick like climbing into a ball pit or swimming in custard
like that you immerse yourself and the new body is formed
as you will
for the next life the new higeher self is chosen
chosen and called into being in celebration of your
fete accomplis
the accomplished feat
you are issued forth in  shaft of light
not unlike the mothers womb
you return as the phoneix from death to be reborn
now you stand in reaglia
they give you
the ones assembled now are 4
a robe white and gold
pharoah head piece and the beard ornament loin cloth and a mark
you must choose the mark that shall make you known
to all that understand in the next life
it is born upon your skin for all to see
i chose a small x over my heart love for the christed one
above you now swords crossed meaning a struggle overcome
and in the middle of the swords a heart of flame is there
with a holy grail floating in the heart
reach into the flames thru the spiritual heart and drink of it
this room is not just christ conscious the room is the room of light embodied here now is the buddha as a floating blue cloud
we ride upon it together now your lips tingle from the fruit of the holy grail
there is great love and strength in that drop
a book is opened to you
your book of life
you may choose now how to recall this in next life
so you escape the struggles of the path to get here
and can pick up from this point
you write yourself a message and leave it in your heart
go now to love and serve the lord by serving the love of the universe you shall rise to do great things in light and love shall you continue
to grow and shine you are  part now of the order of
auscare ??? spelling sounds like os - sca- ray
a lady appears thin tall in robes of pink blue and white
the goddess she presents to you with a golden thread
she attaches this to your heart and then she hands the end to yo
she says to you be careful in the next life who you love
and who you fail to love
give your heart to all but give it truly and dont take it back again ever
and then your nose changes
you become a shark !
a blue shark and swim away
did not expect that ending i did not hmm
are you there

yes

do you did you feel the burning in the base of spine as the nadis opened and were flooded ? last night 4 of us there some felt a part
i forgot to see with you hmm perhaps you did a part before this

hm?

we had our eyes ears and hearts as well as the throat opened up and then the nadis we had to open in the pillar of light with its torrent
the leader whose name i did not get placed his fingers in our eyes and removed from our brain a core image of fear and unworthiness so that we will not give up the path .And then a tube like a Y in shape inserted from the throat into the heart to channel love the tubes came out the ears to hear to give off the messages.The Y for yahweh this part the male aspect of Godhead jesus and buddha there and the lady Shekinah before and after.He is the destroyer she is the creator.

sounds like jin yang all right

roto rooter pink rod thru your heart right now
i got this image today or yesterday
stirring cleansing removing
and piercing not pleasant sensation and feel pressure in your ears now
eyes burning too
like a spiritual enema lol
of some sorts, but this is continuous for several hours now
my eye are not burning though ,yes my mates found it started yesterday

yes

stronger climax at night 730 pm and continues today
oh i forgot a bit being told off sorry sorry , now presents the sword the lady from your rear she approaches you grasp it above your head  and lightning quickens the sword you take the charge it grounds you and relieves the pressure , so that you can absorb the fire of the kunalini without burning out the nervous system to cool you down it feels better
now i went thru it again with you and could not understand why it was burning.My eyes have burning from staring looking with 4th eyes to you to link.


well, i feel no pressure, nor i felt it in first place

i have to break now

ok ,i have rarely any disturbances connected with kundalini.,I used to worry about it lol

the process will occur naturally now over the next week if it seesm overwhelming then close off breathe with it i feel you will find this easy too

but it flows  
hm, most of things i set up occur over some period of time

this is the end of the major ones 21 of 22 given why 1 off  1 do not know yet

clairvoyance would be appreciated, lol

each is reflected in energy body so now i know 21 colours but not the 22 yet

hm, have you merged with the universe through kundalini ?

yellow blue pink cyan

there will be at least 36 nadis btw
so we shouldn't get overexcited  

yes but the personality ego negativity still there and such a struggle to remove self from that you get a glimpse of freedom and then a fear of losing self then a feeling of bliss as we do feel oneness  so not there yet no but trying still

108 also appeared in my head   well, did you had omniknowledge ?

no, definitely not

so this is what 22 nadi is for  

not that far more of a merge iwth universal mind,: part of path and another step accomplished

hm, rough guess, nope that wouldn't be it
the order of illuminati induction the 121st initiation or 122nd and a further opening

i feel you would gain your sight if you sat in a group

i know this too

i would love to see that happen and it would be a good experiment

do you still manifest group merkaba ?

not always we take consciousness directly thru a vortex to ones they open for us or ones we open ourselves but  we use group merkaba when we go to a higher realm we have not been to ....sometimes

i can experiment all right, but i doubt i would become part of the group

as last night they shaped it as a black chariot for 4 of us and then took us on a spiral twisting jerking fast ride

elevator  

yes we had that too another form of vehicle
you can tell when you float there
and when you are sucked there
the being sucked into it is like a rollercoaster
yes 8
sometimes you climb the stairs alone
sometimes in a group sometimes you catch the group lift
so you get there together at the same time and place
new questions
the shark the seahorse the grey ones the hall of the illuminati i want these answered next
the name of the goddess that appeared this time o  nevermind
that is shekinah

i would be interested if i have some additional chakras above my head, and sometimg shooting/sprouting out of crown chakra

just told lol

heh  
    
it is symbolic of the crown of nadis that has come thru  the snake heads moving like sea grass now and a rainbow above them

medusa efect bruce wrote about .. or something totally different

i see hands at a keyboard so i would say yes and then i see hands rolling a taco, i hear the spice of life, and then i see three children laughing
in a circle sittting crosslegged  : no idea ..: young ones: happy as Billy and Jayden and Daemon Bolton wanting to get together .  We are going now to the crab festival in Mandurah- the boys have projected this image to cause me to hurry up lol bye for now
Title: 122-125
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 21:19:15
122 Jodi and Catherine Saturday arvo 13 March (125 ?)pm

The mystery of fibonacci  0 1 1  2  3  5  8  13 the next is 21  but also add them and the sum is 20 up to 8  
I + 2 + 3+ 4+_5 + 6 = 21 the triangle number
adding them 1 + 3+ 6+ 10 =20
Bill given the scroll the leader the one
who asked for the group to go somewhere to progress meaningfully
1 squared  and a triangle 1
Jodi and I started the circle calling in mates
checking them out with Bill
2nd  triangle Bill Cath  Jodi
When andrew joined the first square the foundation
Then Tom and Sveta made the  next triangle number 6
Debbie joined us to make 7 the tree of life
our beginning of the second stage
Lynda and Maggie came and stayed making the tirangle 9
Many fallen away but some continue to climb on our tree
or rather fertilise it strengthen its soil to nurture us
And swim in our wake pulled along or as peers beside us
or as coaches motivating our best
Rhonda Karl
Tanya Shannon Kay Pam
Paul Sue
Emily Jo Barbara
John Trixie Heidi Penny
Lynda Maggie
Billy
anon
Karen Tony & Meghan
Despina
Nasreen -Balcatta 14 ??
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123 a Metasynthesis
lobster  bill
seahorse maggie
shark  danon
these 3 symbolic and representative of the indigo or first triangle of the mystery of the obelisk the foundation of elements for the throne of God

we completed the blue triangle now we move to amber
the phoenix  we went down from 1 to 21 we have 20 nadis now
we are going to go from 21 now back to the original square
from 1 to 21 indigo
then 21 to 1 orange amber
to  the fundamental basis the square of  9
in order of joining class
and the colours indicate the opposite polarity
Alter egoic
Penny -red  
Heidi -orange
Tony –yellow
Trixie-green
Karen-blue
John-purple
anon-indigo
Despina –silver
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123 musings
drew the square the designs in the rectangle of the patterms on the throne of God

What does auscare mean ?
Sca-re pronounced Sca ray
is  the origin of the word sky as obscure to cover up
so scare is to remove the illusion
to uncover something suddenly

care pronounced  care to remove blocks

au means to or down
au is south or with

divination to do to perform to digest to suggest as auspice auscare to observe the flight of birds to foretell the future or by killing them to examine their guts ,sadly ,because they were creatures of the sky that lived with the Gods

I was told by spirit it means to remove the blocks that keep us from being next to God ----clock in our heart is the body of the chamber of time we are the merkaba –jodi

124 unhappy lesson of astral pulse that we stand accused of being lucifer worshippers and lucis trust alice bailey
all of us
the aquarians
the open secret we will improve the state of man
remove evil from the world by submitting to satan
what a lot of CRAPPACINO
we love angels and God and Goddess
we serve the Christ and Buddhist Consciousness
we are not and neither was Alice luciferians
another example another lesson about why
humanity had to tacere remain silent
instead of tacere to hold onto what is seen esoterically
and to share
the sharing has been delayed
by the ignorant ones
who would continue to do so
but crucifying and burning at the stake
are illegal here now
why does one hand serve and share
while the other one hand steals and denies
we are all one universal mind

125
Joid said she went thru curtain Friday night
and saw lucifer sitting by the fire
his back to her
red black wings
he said come sit down beside me
she replied
" no I have to go get back to the group "
I have something to tell you he said to share with you
" no I have to go get back to the group "
it is a most comfortable chair
she said no I must go with the others
found herself back in the room again repeated her protest again
as she told me this Jesus came in
he said we must resist temptation the illusion of power  
afterall the master of deception and illusion
wants to see us fall that is his responsibility
sveta given the test first failed
that is why she is deluded and surrounded by demons
then Bill  who passed on and then Jodi  who had to be tested many times
as she avoided the answering
I was given mine after I asked her what did lucifer look like ?
This brought him right into her house
Jesus told me what to do as I find him
Jesus stood next to me advising me
like my coach
when i entered the ring
of the opponent
do not argue
repeat what he says
refuse him politely
no fear
no anger
look him in the face
he can win arguments
he is wise
just walk away with respect
no fear no anger no judgement
so when I see him there
I repeat I say yes it is a most comfortable chair
then I say but I sit on the throne of God
but I did not see a curtain or a fireplace like Jodi
I saw a palace with two empty thrones instead
an empty voice asked to choose which was best
to choose one to sit upon
I chose the one that was on my left  side as I faced the  throne
because it shone
But lucifer is the light bearer so that did not work
I thought I had failed as I had forgotten
jesus
though he stood there beside me still
i could not hear him or see him now
he sits on the right hand of the father
I was told by satan that I was  wrong "that is my throne
but I told him no they are both of God's neither are yours
both are the throne of God and anywhere I sit is the throne of God
we are of God
then devil fell away
and Jesus was there in resurrected self .
yes I  am the bringer of lambs to the slaughter
those who survive my scythe
shall survive the fires of temptation
and the comfortable torment of the soul that is everlasting
this is called the turning away
and by your vow your heart or your omission
you shall be known eternally .
so choose well
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Indigo is done at 21
Amber orange is 21-9 or 12 but the next is 13 so 1 step
Then we do legs but they are not 21 they are longer so 28 to fill them
If 28 -9=19 and next step fibonacci is 21 so only 1 more step or 2 total to complete first leg
then next fibonacci number  is  
1+2+3+4+5+6+7+8
so that will complete the next leg
so just 3 steps to finish this part
Title: 126
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 22:30:22
Jodi and Catherine Debbie Maggie Bill Sunday  13 March 126 pm
Hands down hands up hands out
energy from pillar into the body
the orange triangle which becomes a obelisk skinny and tall
Which becomes as a cone or triangular based 25 percent  of obelisk
Sphinx claws lion , elephant monkey carrying coloured keys
still the fool we all are still
Illuminati a black shaman warrior chieftain Zulu elephant phoenix
An archangel of fire maggie hears aniel
Ball of butter colour a sphere on table
A hummingbird cyan salmon indigo amber and yellow
we all go as seeds of light upon the hummingbirds back
and slip into the universal mind
First observe
Enter universal mind

PINK- red
cacophpny discord
see and hear as one voice now
Then send project Seek the answer of one
Then receive
-Seek the colours
blue power
yellow wisdom
red love
See thru iillusion
shatter it
find the answer
on other side of mirror
or only hear what you send out

BLUE
Then buddhist cloud
to the hall of illuminati
the obelisk again
and into the living word
the living light
on a pillow we sink like an elevator into the living light in a lotus position
Feel it permeate us and become one with the plan
true one voice of lord and lady felt it coming up as bubbles
Long message

then go to the moment of
inescapable truth
see the errors negativity weaknesses we have still
which we will to lose in our next life
The buring coffin
the water slide
see the people that hurt us
let them go as a teacher of us
with love and thanks
See the true beauty as the angels see us in love and light
our strenghs now instead

See four selves
one past one future one on heaven with God
and one with us as a guide
the four elements the four triangles the four areas
past present future chaos eternity

Surround ourselves with four deities
I chose jesus buddha Quan Yen Mary
Shaft from heart to our desire destination
anywhere we like to explore
past or future any place

Owl on jodi knife scabbard
bill medallion and
belt buckle me - the joiner
sword -key debbie to be used soon
maggie had golden apples
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After class maggie jodi catherine after the phoenix the people of pelangria a grass nomadic shelter
edge of cliff and cities underground
A goddess hand of future on right
past on left
and present ourselves
and the thought form
of what may yet come
or may be unmade
the duality in front of us
more on the 2 cones of invisibility
Title: 127 ending the lower cone the mystery of the obelisk
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 22:46:33
.16 March 127th pm  2005
Flowers of life on the energy map inside of us
the dogwood symbol of Easter
And the blue tunnel down into the middle
is the consciousness of the universe
A six sided sphere above
below is heaven and earth
and four around like round panels on a soccer ball
Past present future and chaotic unformed thought
To a hall ???
Gumball machine a crystal sphere debbie used the sword key to enter
We each got a marble with  a letter
and 2 or 3 colors for ourselves to interpret

I go pink purple and yellow  with an H on it
nd no place like Home

Seraphim holding dead body of sveta
though she is alive physically
She has made her hands an abomination unto the lord
and done unclean things to herself
Commited suicide (but she is alive now still ?)
Why do you pray to God so weakly
and not do something to remedy her yourselves
why do you learn if not to use what God teaches you gives you
do you ask God still to fix all things
this is the body of your sister
will you let her come to this end
A dragon that will consume the wickedness
and the snares of the demon
-a chinese style dragon golden
took us  to the past and met her with
the violent partner and tom out front before they reunited
Opened her eyes to truth of love of self
her worthiness
and our  love and respect for her then
Remove the core image of fear and unworthiness from her mind
then a cobra and a spine orange volcano energy up from feet the heels first then soles and hard to feel thru the toes up the body
but not out in a circuit up and down six times
Then it comes up and out 4 flames
so not 13 but the 9 square throne of God + only 4 new ones
The doors of our heart opened
climbed golden stairs
and jumped into a pit of indigo
the room of power
the sanctuary within
The self the universal mind
again
hard to stay awake for all of us
it was so deep and difficult there to see and hear
We will use the new eye of the soul
the 5th eye to know its wisdom
Then Jesus gave the 4 reins  
to bill the flaming chariot thru mirror
into room of gold pink and white
God room all deities there Mary was kneeling
this is the risen lord
the holy week is upon us
give praise to his name
the illuminati the beings of light
Bubble basketballs size in front of each of us
Glowing colourful
Saw a door and could see thru it
And into a garden english style victorian
Saw death lead us
a banshee king with white sceptre
Through the crypt of a minister of knights templar
Down the steps to the queens chamber of Egypt
A ceremony a page lit
the torch
and saw jesus on the cross in the tomb
and resurrected
The tree of life burnt down
The new seed planted by us
but the egg is from God
it spins and fllas into rainbow colorus
it seems to have full of holes from which spring the nadis
He had a six pointed star on his chest
which he split into two hands
I have given you both of my hands now to do good works
The blue pink and gold of the trifold flame power love and wisdom
Then the other star green orange and indigo the past present and future
You have the pheasant of the lord in your left arm now
it is a phoenix symbol too
but long red feathers down trailing
And a feather of light from white eagle thru jesus
and then a wish for the greater good not for ourselves
Which was on a white to be blown as a dandilion
Bill got message in bible about thessalonians and Mark
An angel behind each of us crying
Raphael says the fourth tier of God
we are on now 128 ?
You will receive the eye of the soul next
Title: 128 top of cone half of hourglass the end and beginning
Post by: redcatherine on March 24, 2005, 22:53:00
128 Jodi cath bill and lynda
Sai Baba there and an angel
Taught to open the 9 sphere vortex
A different way this time and it worked
The legs from the hips down first with the breath and make the dom foot not as red foot but as red sphere
and the nd foot as cyan sphere

then the arms from shoulders down to hands
breathe it in only the prana of the element we need to manifest

the dom hand orange hot
and the nd hand a sphere as indigo
We see a geat waterfall over bill and me
and a orange light volcanic fire over lynda and jodi

Then the ball of the sun over the male storage centre
going clockwise to set into the back and middle of the spine
Then the moon  sphere bursts out of  the forehead
and when it rises above the heart the star burst anu
comes out as a stellated crystal of silver

Then the moon sets the sun comes back up
and as it rises the energy  over the chest becomes the moon silver blue and sun gold and goes as another bridge to  cross over the spine
Then the 9 are open

We see an indigo  snake open or un zip the fabric of time and space which appears violet red
we are in the 6th dimension eternity we are told

We go up and out to a tunnel and see before us the gatama
young buddha on blue pillow
and behind us the pope asleep being led by mother teresa
And paul and quan yen and white eagle
We emerge out and then up
like fibonacci spiral curving up and back down upon self like a snail .
We see we are at the gates of death but in the queens chamber the queen of the devas and hear there is another above it
the king of deva chamber
It is all pink and gold the pillars of light the living light
the throne of the godhead
all male and female manifestations on earth all
We walk thru the light Bill sees the throne at end we get messages
These angels are called powers
as the angel of death over egypt ;the plagues in biblical times
A veil is removed by brigit
then the 5th eye is open called aum or ohm  of the kundalini
looking like an eye upside down the outer side up the centre side of nose down
this eye is golden and a flame like the dragon or snake in the centre
ito have sight beyond sight ( like thudercats lol)
and we hear I once was blind but now I see from amazing grace
we get the next 21 open up a time of disequilibrium
right side done not left and we
we close down the spheres like turning off lights and come back to the body
we work on sveta
joan of arc covers her in armour and we pray for her
once a roman colisseum torture guard we see he was
then we work on her partner
removing what makes him insensitive to pain of others
and then we add armour to him to protect him
and bill fills their house with white light
then we close the circle
FIN
THE END
We see the path has ended as a cone shape going up like the center of an hourglass the pyramid nested in a spiritual pyramid nested in an ethereal or divine pyramid and now we go up further into the pyramid above this
this part of the path has concluded but  the journey continues to enter the
Kings chamber of the divine cone of invisibility
we are also on a wheel higher above the place we started bending back in time to the place we began like the spiral of Fibonacci
the mathematician is God
we learn that
21 are the nadis in each triangle of the prism
but the perimeter of each is another line so 28
28x4 = 112 add the square in the centre which is the throne of God that passes through both cones of invisibility through both halves of this hourglass and you see 128 the halfway mark the alpha and omega again this is the end and the beginning
Thanks for joining us on the journey
Om Shanti