Hi there, all! :) I think I have something I would like to hear your thoughts on.
Through all my life I've been very conscious of my mortality in quite a direct way, not only acknowledging that I would once die, but also as if feeling death by my side... Umpf, it's quite hard to explain, actually, but I'll try to describe it, trying not to sound nuts at the same time. :)
Feeling death to me means feeling that my time might end very soon, I often look at things as if it was the last time in my life I'd see them, but it is not sad, on the contrary, the feeling is filled with deep peace, I evaluate things I've done very carefully and often feel as if in a hurry, as if there was a deadline of some kind, before which I still have important things to be done.
There are periods in my life when this feeling grows in its intensity, as, for example, now.
So, I would appreciate your thoughts and comments on what could cause this feeling, am I going mental or is it something I should pay more attention to?
Love - - -
Vilkate
Maybe in reality these are not feelings of death, but feelings that you Spirit is experiencing new things, learning and devolping.