So, last night I tried to project. I laid down on my bed. Relaxed and what not. I got to the point where I think I'm going to project and then I could not exit. At some point I loose conciousness. I wake up and I am sore for spending so much time flat on my back. My mind is also at a point where it is too tired to want to try and project. So, I roll over and doze off to sleep.
At some point, I start dreaming. I move from scene to scene. I feel very aware of things and very in control of myself. Not aware enough to realize that I'm dreaming, but still, I was more on an awarness level that would equal the one I have in a waking state. At some point I find myself lying on the ground in a room. My sister walks in as if she has just come home from a night out. I'm just lying there and she walks around me like she doesn't even notice me. I get up or someone picks me up and I go towards a room with a bed in it. I have this weird feeling like there is an alien presence that wants to communicate / merge with me. In the dream I had the clear feeling that it was a Peladian trying to do whatever it was trying to do.
So, I lie down or am placed on the bed. I'm not exactly sure if I like what is happening, but I allow for it to proceed. Next thing I know there is a huge energy build up near my bum. It is so intense that it actually is painful, to a degree. The energy feels like it is in my thigh. I don't know if I was told or if I just thought to myself that it should be directed at my root chakra. So, with my mind and a couple of tries, I move it there. The energy is very intense and this is when I think that I'm about to have a Kundalini awakening. I start to loose awarness of my self and my ego kicks in for a split second and I'm like oh my god I'm going to loose my mind. In the same split second I think that I need to stop this. Then I'm like no, I don't want to stop it, but by then it is too late. The energy stops, and I feel myself phase into my physical body. I feel very much at peace and I can hardly sense my body. I'm like alright everything is alright. If I had even the tinyest sense of fear then I was not ready. But then I'm like no, I know why I was afraid and I'm not really afraid of that. It was just my ego thinking it was going to be smashed to bits and I'm not afraid of that.
So, I try and get the energy to come again, but I can only manage to get a fraction of what was there before.
Of course, it could of been something else. Maybe it was just the awakening of the root chakra. I don't know. Just thought I would share an odd experience.
Happy days and pleasant nights