Hi!
I'm new to this magic since 1½ year and when i was at the most energetic i felt of gender sliding away to a middle of loosing the male side or gaining the female side. This happend when meditation. It was kind of an experience!
Any one who know of this?
Cheers!
*YOU* (the consciousness you) has no gender. You are the alpha and omega... you are everything.
You were beginning to strip away the illusion of separation. :)
Xanth- You make a good point! Exactly what I think. In fact whenever I am out of body I am not "Cody" anymore. I don't have an identity I mean. You "need a name" in this society. When I am out of body I just feel as a point of consciousness. I am still me, as far as personality goes etc... but yeah. :-D
yupp its true and actually one doesnt need to project or meditate in order to feel this
everyday when i go out into the world and i see a person honestly truely sometimes i see no male or female i just see person, actually most of the time, (unless im trying to get a pretty smile from a cute girly :-D)
its very useful because well actually it deteriorates all barriers u can have to do whith any subject pretaining to a certain sex, or race, religion,
and Cody i can see what u mean by in this world u require a name, and in reality u are just a consciousness who has a unique personality
but hey i love my name haha
IMO, traditional Male and Female and just given manifestation of the greater duality in a given aggregational level of evolution. At the physical core, they are just different involuntary human building plans that kick in based on the amounts of testosterone and estrogen in one's system during growth.
You are who you are, and you are who you think you are. We are intangible beings having a physical experience. I wouldn't try to simplify by attempting to combined everything into oneness combination of mind and body. Keep them separate. Let them both play their roles. Don't confuse yourself by oversimplifying. A design should minimal, but not cut into fractions to become smaller. The 'feminine side' is more responsible to introversion, its no doubt that you are feeling this. Its naturally peaceful. I have never met a lucid dreamer who was overtly aggressive and violent.
Best.
Cheers,
Contenteo