I didn't quite know where to site this particular question so I'm hoping here is fine.
Whilst I don't have a fixed belief in anything much beyond the fact that healing is possible as it's something I practice, I have experienced stuff to convince me more exists.
So my question is this, for the first time in my life I've come across something that materially I want that much that I even considered praying for help in getting it. Now I don't pray :-). However the concept led me down thinking about manifestation-this is something I personally don't see the reality of-but I know others do. Basically the bargain I kinda floated in my mind this morning-as if I was asking "God" was this. I originally asked once if my healing could be allowed to grow as strong as was needed to heal anyone who would ask.
Today I asked if perhaps if I dedicated all of my real working time to healing of others, without any fee (which is what I normally do), could I be allowed to ask for the increased possibility of acquiring this thing that I want?
Now the question is slightly convoluted as by nature I can't go and work on someone with the intention of the reward in my mind. I don't work like that and couldn't. Basically I'm after a Broom 35' European boat, a particular one-because of her energy/spirit and I just like her a LOT. My partner does also, but for us to afford her would be possible but incredibly difficult. He's not persuaded to take the leap and I haven't tried to fight for her the way I would normally-because it wouldn't be fair now. The stakes are too high.
All I need is an increase in potential luck of clients coming my way-IT clients that is for a time, and I could afford to choose her myself. However I'm zero good at creating business.
Anyway I've rambled on loads with this question-that's the sherry I had on an empty stomach. Basically do folks feel that asking "God" etc to aid with this, clearly a materialistic aim to be within the bounds of reason or am I just stupid ;-). Thank you for reading, I'll post something more sensible later on
LOL I managed to post something so boring no-one replied? :-)
No need to bargain with yourself. just intend what you wish to happen and be honest with yourself about your desires.
try answering your own question. it looks to me as if you already know the answer. trust your answer.