Lost part of my soul?

[ausdreamer]

I was put in a psychiatric ward a few months ago for a classical presentation of schizophrenia.

Now that I think back, I remember the first few times I astral projected, I was attacked by this little white (demon) girl...And the follow few days after these attacks I'd be super paranoid (almost psychotic).

Now if astral project did play a role in my so called "illness" does anyone know methods which might help restore my lost soul? I feel like I've been weakened so much I can't remember who I was before all this...

[Xanth]

No, you didn't lose any part of your soul.  Your soul is perfectly safe.

The "little white demon girl" was a manifestation of your own fears.

Quite frankly, you're scaring yourself to death with your beliefs.

[Szaxx]

Hi,
100% correct!
Look at it as it is. You think and the astral reacts and creates your thoughts.
You are not using this fact and getting lost in the fear escalator.
It starts as your in some location and think you saw something move, you look to see a shape moving. Why a shape? Because you THOUGHT you saw SOMETHING move. Your interpretation of something will create a thought form and not being specific as to what this something is, the astral creates what you'd interpret as a shape.
Next it scares you because you're in a new place and know next to nothing about it. This is normal. So you decide its bad, and the shape shifts to what you think bad should be. You think its a evil demonic girl like that found in horror movies. Guess what? You thought of it, IT APPEARS, the demonic girl. Scared you want to run but can't, its a demon and took over your mind. YOU THINK it reacts. Now she's goin to get ya, guess you know the rest...
This is beginners nightmare studio.
Get a grip of the situation and think carefully.
If I was in this position say waking up from a dream to just seeing this evil apparition I'd take control and the girl would be looking for help, or sad, or wants to cry or something like. If she was an entity and wanted to kick off she'd be wasted within a second. Id want that and implant fear into her. Its easy when you've learned to control things. Its second nature. Always make sure that its not a thought form by making a totally unrelated thought. In your case the girl could give you flowers. No evil there, its your thought. If she's a thought form then she'd react and do so. So the nasty fear cycle gets broken and you are not scared anymore.
Be headstrong and stay in control of your thoughts. Like that already said
YOU SCARE YOURSELF.
Safe travels.