Did you try hypnosis yet...?
Firetoice--
I am an energy healer, I've been doing it for about 5 years. I started with Reiki and for the last year or so I've been experimenting with psychic energy healing. I would be glad to offer you a long distance healing over the holidays if you want. It might be a good match for us because I'm interested in regaining/strengthening my childhood memory myself. All that would be necessary is your full birth name (to help me focus the energy). I can't promise you anything, as all healing takes places within the self, but it could do something...You can find my e-mail I believe through the website.
Let me know...
darn popup blocker. I click on the link to e-mail you, I get a blank box. my e-mail is souperian@hotmail.com
Some reiki is on its way dreamosis.
Love and Light.
Link's Shadow
Firetoice-
I apologize it's taken so long to do this healing and to write a post. I offered to do a long distance healing for you and then things got crazy, but enough excuses.
I did a long distance healing for you last night, Tuesday March 16th about 8:45pm Central Time (Chicago). I used my wife as a surrogate for the healing and what she sensed was a disconnection at the hands. She said she felt like her arms (energy body arms) kept popping out. That's how she experienced being linked to you.
What I noticed: (I did the healing with memory in mind)
*I intuited the energy of woman who is affecting your grounding--maybe a mother or grandmother. She has a lot of anger.
*I saw fleeting images of childhood toys, games--all having to do with fantasy, imagination, etc.
*There was white energy around your brain area and spiritual areas related to memory, a very high vibrational buzzy energy.
*Intuitively I got that running lower vibrational energies through your brain and brain area would help with accessing memory--like a good, rich neutral red or earth brown. In my experience, white vibrations tend to promote out-of-bodiness, and while it can feel great, the communication between your spirit and body might be put out of sync by running white energy.
*Your spirit was very willing to have the healing and it was a neat experience. My wife said it felt like I was pushing forcefully into her head during the long distance part of healing when I was barely touching her and I felt one the strongest energy flows I have in a while.
Thank you and good journeys...
firetoice ... I'm not trained in any kind of healing but I generally go through posts and just take a moment to think good thoughts for whoever requests healing. When I did this for you I just had a strange impression of some kind of head trauma like a car crash or something. I was just curious if this was the cause of your healing need ... but there is no need to answer if you do not wish to. In any event I wish you all the best and hope your healing is both quick and complete!
I would like to request a healing for myself, as I have no idea how to go about it. My memory has been shattered and some things I need to know may be lost forever without help, so I would like someone to heal my memory.