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[volcomstone]

I've got a major blockage. Huge energy buildup in my root and splenic chakra. It isn't going up, or even leaving, far as I can tell it's just cycling between the two chakras.

     I know exactly why too. Stress related to work is a major cause, however, the fact I somehow managed to completely isolate my heart chakra (for "practical" reasons) in some way has seriously caused me major harm. I know I need to express myself, but it is completely useless to do so. I've already tried many exercises to get the energy out, both physical and mental and Practical (writing letters I'll never send etc), short of actually calling up the people I need to express myself with (again "practically useless") I have done everything.

    Before you actually say "blah blah blah you need to let your heart free, tell those that need to be told etc etc" could someone just send me a little bit of reiki?  I need to reopen the heart pathway, but it is impossible for me to do so. Every little bit helps.

     I know I'm being stubborn. But it's a useless situation. Both are going to resist it until it we're both "over it" , it's been a while now already and this is the worst it's been.  My imagination isn't helping either.  I've already tried to "move-on" but because of this day and age (and all pervasive "game-playing") it is only further closing off my heart.

  Soooo reiki please. It'll help, a bit.      I have to end this relationship, this is the only way to do it. I've already said my last words, and I will not be the one who collapses under the pressure. It wasn't a healthy relationship anyway, it was all just a fantasy, a micro cosm, a fishbowl.      Not real life, but a fanciful image of what could of been.

   

[Jaco]

I'll send some to you.