The Astral Pulse

I just read your theory in the energy development forum - if you really believe what you say,  that anything is possible, you are off to a great start.

Thinking of you.

Hey Tia,

Yep, I absolutely believe it!  I believe everything has a reason, even if unknown to us and anything is possible if we open ourselves to the possibility.. That is why I am generally a pretty positive person..

See ya, Blossom

Blossom,

What goes around comes around. I have seen you give from yourheart and soul. Now it is time to take the healing we can offer to you.

Have a good day!






Dr. T

You're a good guy Doc T..  That's probably why 'doctoring' choose you to represent it..

Thank you and sincerely,
Jennifer

A while back I read that colloidal silver has been used to treat hepatitis c. Whether it is true or not is another matter.

Chi kung's exercise "the six healing sounds" is based on the idea that healthy, functioning organs have certain sounds associated with them. They also have specific qualities of energy. The liver is one of the six and is associated with things like vision and the color green.

The idea of the sounds makes sense Tom, if you look at the physical side of it. Sound being an energy that when tuned right can set up certain vibrations within organic objects that can be highly beneficial to their growth and healing.

Of interest also is the liver's colour relationship. It might be nothing, but is not the colour related to the heart chakra also green? Though I believe one of the lower chakras, sacral or solar plexus is linked to the health of abdominal organs, could there be a useable connection here?

James.

The chakra system is something different. With the "six healing sounds" exercise: the lungs are white, the kidneys are black or dark blue, the liver is green, the heart is red, the spleen is yellow, and the "triple warmer" does not have a color. The organs have seasons, sounds, emotions, and times of the day associated with them. The Taoists really seem to like lists.

Hello
This is my first post, so please be kind.
I was taught that the "spleen" chakra and orange color would be the right one.
I will think of you and send you blessings and healing.
I was also taught that when you give a healing, you get a healing.You seem to be a very caring person from all of the healing posts in your name, so I would think everyone would respond.
Good luck on the treatments.
dovelady/mary

pray for peace.

Everyone is so kind..  I don't why I was apprehensive about this posting.. Thank you so much guys..

Just so you will know.. Before I was diagnosed, which was this summer, I painted the inside of my house..  It is lime green and yellow.. That may sound odd but it looks great and feels so soothing to me.. I am surrounded by these colors all the time.  I don't know if that will have any influence on my healing, but we will see.  I am trying to open myself in a receiving manner so I won't miss anything that comes my way..  I am not sure exactly
what I need to do but I am trying to maintain constant serenity of thought and just be open in general..

I am going to look into healing colors and also look into some of the materials/books that Tom mentioned in talking about this.  I love orange too.  They have done a bunch of speen tests that are not back yet..  Tumor markers and things like that for the liver are not back yet either.  But I 'know' they are all negative.  They are just standard procedure before treatment so everything is laid out nice and neat on the table for the doctors because this treatment is supposedly rough.. I am anticipating no side effects at this time.  I kinda laughed at some of the suggestions regarding the side effects of the meds put forth by the docs.. The doctors suggested yoga and meditation to combat the sides...  hehe  

I really thank you guys and you too Dove lady....  It means so much to me from a spiritual and a physical sense of things..  I feel really good about this..

Sincerely,
Blossom


p.s.  One more thing:  Tom, in re-reading one of your posts about liver and eyes, I you hit on something exactly right.  My eyes with this have been blurring and changing.  So you are right, the liver can effect the eyes.. I even read about it from a medical standpoint somewhere or another.  I am going to ask Nita about the silver.. I think she knows about it.

James, if you happen to find anything out about vibrations that might affect the liver, please email me with that..  I would like to do something with that here at my house.. I have thought about placeing large magnets on a belt around my liver and sleeping with it on at night or wearing it all the time to remagnatize the cell structures inside me and set the polarity straight if it is off..  To kinda boost things.

Blossom.... we can fight anything, and we have the power to do anything, do not have fear, and have belief in God. I pray that you get better, so you and your loved ones don't have to go through pain.
And may I say, do not only rely on medication, it is inside you that counts... look inside you and you will know what is best.

It really is amazing to see how the web pages selling the "six healing sounds" outnumber the ones which just explain them.

This one looks okay:

http://www.matrilocal.org/MatriFocus/SAM2001/MF-mind_body_spirit-SAM2001.htm

This one looks very good:

http://lieske.com/5e-channels.htm

Thanks Tom.. I am reading about that now and magnet stuff.. I had some magnets taped to my side and might be the wrong kind or the wrong polority or something.  Something doesn't feel right about em.  They are not marked so I am going to the store and either test these or buy some that are marked..  I don't have a compass.

check this page out...
http://masterginfoonmark.com/Six_Sounds.htm
http://www.geocities.com/bgaughr/healing_sounds.htm
One is actually a jpeg online of an explanation of the sounds, colors and everything else associated with the liver that you had mentioned.  And the other, the second link, is the correct pronunciation of the sounds for our organs. It seems I am supposed to breath green and exhale shhhhhhh, which is the wind for a cooling effect..  I have been trying to do that, but since the magnets, I am very nausated.  So I am going to store to made sure I have the correct ones before I continue.. When I return I am going to 'attempt' to meditate with the magnets while breathing green and exhaling shhhhhhhhh... I will check out your pages you included.. It is very interesting.

Sincerely, Jennifer

And Boz, thank you for the thoughts... I do try and look inside myself for the answers..  I really do.. I am not sure at the moment what my exact feelings are on 'God' as in a bibical sense but I do believe in some energy source that feeds us all and that we are all connected throughout the universe because of it. And oddly enough, I do believe in collective prayer, even with this belief and very strongly, as I think it generates an extremely powerful flow of positive energy.  And properly directed, I think it can accomplish anything and everything..  And I do pray to God Boz, but I confuse myself and sometimes others on that issue because I don't see God as a person in the sky like alot of people do.  I see God all around me.  I see God as an energy we can rely on in need or in times of stress or at any other time in our lives.  That's what God is to me.  I do believe in that energy wholeheartedly and it is a good thing to me.   But my perspective is a little different I guess.  When I pray to God, I am trying to pull from that energy and bring it to me and give me it's strength.. And that's what I mean by looking inside myself.  I don't look to the sky for my answers.  I look inside myself.  

NOTE: I am adding this on 10-17-02. I just read the report from Doc T on Maoli.. I know people are sending me healing energies because I can feel them very strongly at certain times throughout the day that nearly knock me to a chair..They come in waves I am asking everyone to STOP temporarily and concentrate on Maoli please.. I agree with Doc T that prayers directed her way are very important at this time and I have much more time than her. Her timing is critical and mine is not.. PLEASE direct it all there.. Someone out there has a very very powerful force and if they read this, send your energy there.. We can resume this later.. I have posted this at the beginning and end of this thread also to make sure prople who come here read this. It makes me feel guilty to receive healing energies and continue this while she is hanging in there so strong..

I can't do this while she lays there in a coma..  I just can't..  I am okay and will be okay..  

Thank you for everything and very sincerely..Blossom

Blossom,
You give so much, please be able to receive. Your strength is also directly (and tightly) connected to Maoli chan. There is enough to go around so please don't worry. We can all get through this in the best possible way.
We need a shift to the parallel universe where Maoli, her family, you and the rest who have requested helaing, are healed. I firmly believe that this is possible. Maoli's message for you may be that in order to give, you need to be able to receive.
Be well, . . .


Dr. T

With reiki, it is possible to send energy to more than one person at a time. Actually, the more people at once who receive the energy there are the more they each get for some reason. Depending on how it is structured, though, it is possible to send more to some people than others at the same time. The only reason to do this is to avoid overwhelming people. Actually, sending energy can get to the point where it is automatic. Just thinking about sending energy to a person will start the process. Even just thinking about someone sends energy. This is not just for reiki. Anyone in the habit of sharing energy at a distance will find it happening. What I hope is happening at this point is that anyone who wants energy from me will get it automatically even without my having to know about it first. I read that this can happen, but it is difficult to test objectively. If I ask a specific person to help me test this, just wondering about if it is working will ruin the test.

Okay...  If are absolutely sure without a doubt, I will do it.. and accept it wholeheartedly..  It's time to get to work then as I see it..  

But here's the way I see it..  Tell me if I am wrong and I will alter this in some way.  The energy coming to me is extremely strong.   Very very strong.  I feel all over me walking, talking, and just being.  This is what I have experienced so far.

Other than just being during the day and feeling this healing energy wash over me periodically, I also lay down frequently during the day and meditate, with usually at least two longs sessions that I truely use for concentration and healing and raising energy and learning..

Yesterday  during the day during my long meditation session, I lay down, and lowered all my shields for the first time so as better to receive.  I put faith and trust in myself that nothing bad would happen to me and to give me the strenth to accept all positive and healing energies coming forth and to reject any negative.. I tried to FEEL with all my being good things around me.  I breathed in green and exhaled shhhhhhhh and did energy raising techniques.  I felt myself vibrating very slightly and during the middle of it, I began to experience a high clear tone that was very beautiful.. It was disarming and made me feel slightly woozy it was so strong. The more I concentrated on it, the louder it got.  It was like waves moving through me and my head..  Big huge waves of sound and energy.  It kept blocking out my focus visually and mentally, not like in getting sleepy but something else, and I felt my mind drifting off and my vision would fade and with it the tone. I tried to remain focused but I lost it somewhere and woke up or came to
sometime later feeling absolutely great but the tone was very pure and was the first thing that came to me as I woke. Not much time had passed.  Perhaps 15-20 minutes or so but I felt refreshed and very good.  I don't know if I was asleep or knocked out.  This was during the day and was the first time I lowered all defenses and open myself fully in trust.

That night, which was last night, I did the same but tried to visualize Maoli inside a triangle with me so I could share what I was getting.  We both were corners and the the third corner was the healing light.  The energy was so strong, and I tried to visualize it moving from me to her so as not to overwhelm her exactly like Tom said.. and also exactly like you said too Jack.. I was visualing receiving and then sending through my own energy combined with the added strengh I felt all over me from everyone back to Maoli on the third leg of the triangle.  Trying to increase my own energies strength through what I was receiving for me.

I repeated this procedure this morning before posting my message with exactly the same results.  It feels like a termendous force.  Absolutely incredible in strength..  When I came here, I saw your post Jack.  That's when I started feeling guilty and like maybe I was being selfish taking and then sending to her.. Like I was sending her leftovers and she deserves more than leftovers of energy..

I think this situation with Maoli hits home with me because about 22 years ago I lost a baby at 6-months along in a pregnancy..  It is devastating to experience.  She had dark hair and was perfectly formed and through the years she has stayed with me but she only lived 12 hrs..  My other three children are healthy and strong..

I will keep doing it this way unless I need to alter something..  I will wait for a reply... but basically we are back in business in a manner of speaking..  I have 100% determination and fight inside me right now..

And thank you... How did you guys know just the right thing to say...?? IT corresponded exactly to what was going on in my mind and in my life and in my meditative sessions right now...

Sincerely and with love, Blossom

p.s. Doc T, your message in the area of Maoli has lit a fire under me today..  Maybe with that and with this, we can work a miracle for her and her parents..  

Blossom,

Your description of sensing the energy fields and subsequent distribution is interesting. It brings to mind the final words of the Stevie Wonder song ?gIf it7s Magic?h  (i.e. ?gThere?fs enough for everyone?h). I am glad you are doing what I tried to suggest be an appropriate manner in which to handle the incoming energy, which you have requested.

Now on a topic also close to you: Maoli?fs Birthday will be on Monday.

Enjoy the light, you deserve it Jennifer!


Dr. T

Thank you Dr. T...

Monday the 21rst...maybe she will open her eyes... maybe..

Blossom....I suggest you get the book Instant Healing by Serge Kahili King.  Its a really great book.....he has exercizes(sp?) in there that can cure broken bones in under an hour.  I'm sure he'll have a variety of techniques for you.  One strong technique I learned in that book had to do with memories.  I can't remember the name of it.  The theory of the technique is that each cell has its own memory.  This makes sense because for example when skin cells die and new ones replace them how do they know they're skin cells?  How do they know to turn into skin cells and not heart cells? You understand?  If cells didn't have memory our body would look pretty funky. HAHA  Okay....so the theory is that if you recall memories BEFORE you had this liver disease.....then your new cells will remember that time and turn into healthy liver cells.  Does that make sense?   Everything in our body dies and regrows.  I heard that we have a brand new body every six months or something.   So just recall those memories that your sure you didn't have this liver disease at the time....a good place would probably be your childhood.  Remember what you saw, what you felt, what you heard, what you tasted etc etc.   One side effect of this technique is that if you pick good memories....you will feel really good.   I suggest doing this for like 10min in the morning then 10 min in the evening.  Then make it longer and longer.

Good luck Blossom.

Arie, I like your sense of humor...!  And thank you for the kind thoughts and the book suggestion.. I will give it a try and let you know..

Sincerely,
Blossom

Blossom, I'm sorry to hear you're unwell. I'll do what I can to help.

I'm pleased to see you've had plenty of help from others, and I'd like to add my contribution for what it's worth.

First, try the affirmation method I posted for Maoli on the 21st Sept - it won't interfere with other treatments.

Second, have a look at Dr Baker's site at www.douglasbaker.com. Choose Bookstore then Posters. Look for Anatomy of Zone Therapy, Mineral Salts in Foods, and Bach Flower Remedies. I haven't purchased these myself so I don't know if they make reference to your condition, but obtaining the posters is the cheapest way of finding out - £3.00 each + postage.

Thirdly, consider giving yourself a break from helping others at this time so that your system has more power to help you.  I believe we have a better chance of doing healing work if we are healthy ourselves, and sometimes it's best to slow up temporarily in order to catch up later, refreshed and invigorated. Remember, fixing our own condition may give us increased knowledge and power that we can use later to help others more effectively.  Remember also, the need for healers is effectively infinite at this time in human history, and healing needs you - happy, and in good health.

Take care,

sapien

Hi Sapian,

First of all, I want to say I appreciate the help and support.  I really do.. and I will do the affirmation.  I also think that is a good thing.  I have not looked at your particular one yet but I will in a moment.. I have looked at doing affirmations before and have even used one or two in my life before for other things.. [OBE's that didn't work..hehe].  

I don't expect people to pray for me for 48 weeks. If Tom is correct, if I just happen to pass through someones train of thoughts, an energy transference could be started and completed with just that thought of a person.  I am holding fast to that thought.

My medication won't be started for a couple to three more weeks.  That is when my struggle will truely begin and when I will need the most energy the combat the horrible sides, that I am hoping not to experience.  Right now, I am fine.. really.  I suffer fatigue and headaches and combat them with medication and rest, but don't we all have those symptoms to some degree? I am a housewife so I have plenty of time to rest and having a wonderfully understanding husband helps too.  He makes sure I don't overdo.. I rest alot and have lots of time and mega-mental energy to spare.

But that is also my true nature, as I am active mentally and probably one of the strongest person's around when I am set on doing something that I want to accomplish.. I came about being this way from many things in my life.. But I am a determined person.  

But based on how I feel at this moment, which is wonderful, I can't quit what I am doing and trying to do with Maoli..  It doesn't feel right to me to do so.  I understand your sentiments about it and they make perfect sense, but sometimes we just have to do what we just have to do [doubled on purpose] and hope it is the right thing and hope for the best in trusting ourselves to make our decisions...  

When I first came to this forum, one of the first places I came to was the healing place right after exploring the OBE portion which at that time was my goal and now I actually think it was the means to escape what I was feeling emotionally with my current illness.  I joined on 9-10 I believe.  Within a few days the posting of Maoli's illness were up and the sorrow over my own situation turned to compassion for someone else and I have grown into a better person because of it.  It may not be logical, but alot of good things aren't.. I think I was lead to this forum by something I might never understand.  Maybe it was Maoli and maybe it was the need for me to question things.. I might never know.

I can't even comptemplate quitting at this time in trying to send her healing energies.. I am in much better shape than she is.. Physically I struggle some, but not mentally..  I actually think a compensation or an exchange happened a little along the way with my illness.  Like when someone loses an eye, their hearing might become very accute..  I like to think of it that way whether it is actually happening that way or not.  But I do spend more time doing mental things than physical things.. but that has more to do with my body just being tired.. It is my outlet.. reading, meditating, and learning new things that require thought..

I actually think my illness and in dealing with it has helped me grow spiritually in some ways and as a person in other ways ..  I understand more now and know my direction in life and whether it has to do with wanting to know the answers just in case something happened to me... or whether it has to do with just wanting to know.. --the timing of the diagnosis of my illness occured before my questioning of life matters began..  So everything has a reason..including the HCV virus being a part of my life.  It is not the main motivating factor of my life but it has caused me to motivate myself in questioning life and in finding my own life purpose, of which I am still looking and finding out about..  How many people have an opportunity to really question life and what it holds for them for whatever reason causes them to do that?  I am lucky Sapian.. I feel lucky anyway.. There is not a doubt in my mind that I won't be okay in the future also... Illness makes you find your answers and makes you question life and so maybe sometimes it was just meant to be and was in the game plan all along and we just don't know it.. What is meant to be will always be.. That is what I think anyway..

I hope you understand what I am saying..  

Sincerely,
Blossom    

Hi Blossom, would just like to say that i'll be sending you a lot of healing energy, and when ive done that i'll send you some more until you get better.
Humans can affect a lot of things around them and within them by using the power they hold, when a person is ill it is  the power of strength and positivity and their own energy that aids in the healing process, stay strong and things will be fine, besides youve got all us sending you healing energy so no worries.
Remember throughout all this you're not alone, we're here for you.
Keep us posted.

Thank you..and send it on...I'll be here waiting..!!  [I don't mean that badly or rudely, but I am in an extremly good mood... I have had a wonderful day!]  I feel like everything is possibly right now..! There are good good people in this world...

Sincerely,
Blossom

Well, a few recent test results are back in..

The main one that concerns me is my viral load which is measured in copies per ml of blood:

3 months ago: 4,300,00 copies per ml  --  International units: 1,720,000
today: 18,360,00 copies per ml ---  International units: 6,800,000

It is replicating wildly evidently and I feel deflated at the moment. If anyone want to read about viral loads and their meanings...
http://janis7hepc.com/Viral_Loads.htm Learn a little ..

Sincerely,
Blossom

UPDATE:  Doing better [1 hr later].. I had a liver attunement last night and a reiki self/other healing attunement last night.  Thank you  Tom!  

Hi Blossom, sorry I got into this a little late, but I'll do what I can. Helping is my nature, and it's what I love to do, so if anyone ever needs anything all they need to do is ask.

Michael

Thank you Shory!.. I am not real talkative tonight so I am not gonna write very much.. I am just kinda thoughtful tonight about many subjects.  I am trying to remain positive today with the news of several things I have received.  Maybe today is like it is to offshoot how wonderful yesterday is.. The balancing of it all.  They have such a contrast to them..

Which makes me wonder what this illness in my life is being balanced against and made right.. When something is being balanced in this way, what does it mean?  I am not sure..  Is is something good or bad?  I used to think good, but at the moment I am just not sure..

During the course of it all, things have fell into a wonderful sequence so I do feel like, it was supposed to happen for a reason.. Aren't yin and yang supposed to be opposites?? I suppose contrast is what makes life interesting..

Sincerely from retrospective me ,
Jenn

I just received from airborne express my first months of antioxidents from the doctor..

6 bottles of SAMe, two 200 mg 3x daily
vitamin C, 500mg one 2x daily
vitamin E, 400mg one 2x daily

My prescription arrived with this also for:
PegIntron 150mg/.05ml injection once weekly
Rebetol 200mg, 6 per day..

PLUS my access assurance number for the controlled med.  This number ensures my medications will be available for the duration of the 48 weeks series of shots.. I am lucky lucky lucky.... This is such a hard number to get and most patients wait months.. I had no wait at all..  How fortunate can one person really be if they have to have this.. ?

I take the vitamins for 4 weeks and then add the shots to it..  It will build me up for the meds.

oh boy!... I am fixing to kick this virii's butt...!! Look out HepatitisC...!

Sincerely,
Blossom

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Originally posted by Blossom:
oh boy!... I am fixing to kick this virii's butt...!! Look out HepatitisC...!

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I know of people who, according to the doctors and all medical facts, should be dead. They are most definitely not, far from it in fact! There were some things these people all had in common -
a love of life, a positive attitiude, a will to fight and a will to live.

You have all of these Blossom, along with a lot of people who care for you, and are sending their thoughts, prayers and energy to you.

I'd say this virus is out-numbered and out-gunned! Wouldn't you?

James.

Thank you James S!!

You bet it's outnumbered!!

Go Girlfriend!!!  

We're right behind you, so dont get down, not even for one minute.

Tia, did you now every time I read one of your posts, I smile..  

You are a nice person.. thank you!

Sincerely,
Jenn

Dearest Blossom

I can sense how wonderful and giving you are as a person. You were so lovely to me in my time of need with words of encouragement and support.

I have had a lot of experience with liver related problems as a naturopath. The following program may help you if you are strong enough to follow it through.

the web site for it is

www.curezone.com

go to the areas for supposedly incurable deseases. Dont worry , this is only a heading and doesnt mean what it says. Dr Robert Shultz explains here that everything is curable if you follow this naturopathic program.

I work a lot with HIV positive patients, and have seen amazing results from this program.

I am a qualified practitioner , and will guide you through a healing process step by step if you need it. You can e-mail me or call me anytime ( e-mail me at pierreduchamois@aol.com and I will give you my number )

Juice fasting is important for general cellular regeneration, but must only be undertaken if you are in a healthy position to do so. Also it is important to look at the energetic reasons for this manifestation in your body. What does it mean for you, and why is it there?

I would be happy to help wherever I can, but I live in London. This is no problem for me as I can fax you information and e-mail.

More than that, I want you to know what a lovely person you are, and with your amazing energy and love , all will be fine

God Bless

Pierre

ps. Have you heard of wheatgrass....wonderful to add to juice

pierre chamois

Pierre,

You come in like blast of fresh air!!!

How are you?? You sound like a new person from the last post I read of you.. Are you doing good?? Are your problems fixed?  I hope so.. I have thought of you several times actually.  You sound up and wonderful!

Wheatgrass.. Yes, I have used it before but sparingly..

I will go check out the site you mentioned.  I am going through a food transitional period at the moment actually.  I am a chart maker and had some chart-ee stuff on the wall recently ...injection instructions, water charts, juice charts, vitamin charts and many other things but I wanted to change them and so I am making new ones with new stuff that are updated as my thoughts on my liver nutrition changes.  I am looking at this as a job I have to do in the best way possible for me...  Feeding my liver is going to be part of it..  A major part of it.  I am going to be taking horrible drugs so I have to eat for my liver so it can help itself and regenerate a little tissue here and there.  

Why is this virus within me?  Why?Why?Why?  That is the question I have been asking myself for awhile..  I have my own answers for that at the moment and none of them have to do with physical or medical science. I believe everything has a reason.  

And I am actually fine and consider myself healthy in spite of it.. My down day is over..  I don't have many believe it or not.. I have accepted this even though I plan on being able to eradicate it.

I have made a note of your email and if I have any questions I will write you and I will definately check on curezone and let you know what I think.. It sounds good at this particular moment.  Actually, yesterday I received some
food suggestions for the liver in my email.  I want to compare what curezone says and see how similiar they are...

I would write more but..I have a pressing prayer in the making...

Thank you for the kind word Pierre!

Sincerely, Blossom
   

Dear Blossom

Things have improved to some degree with me. I have been really diligent in doing protective rituals ( learnt from this site ), and also cleaning up my act.

I think that if your energy is vibrating at a high frequency, even human nasties cant get you hehe, let alone spiritual.

I use wheatgrass as an enema daily. The enema is the quickest way absorb fluids into the body. I believe that the key to health lies predominantly in the digestive tract.

This is the area of absorbtion, and elimination. Often plagued with parasites, fungi ( candida ) and lack of nutrient absorbtion.

Juicing wil assist the detox process, but it would also help to assist the liver if you use milkthistle as a liver support. There are a few good companies offering liver support products.

The other wonderful liver healer is coffee enemas which taken 3 x a week will help the liver to throw off excess bile and assist it in its job .

I can  fax you instructions on how to do this or perhaps give you the name of a few books which explain naturopathics.

It sounds like you know a lot already anyway, so I dont mean to patronise you if you do.

God Bless

You mentioned why do you have this ailment. Well there could be a number of answers to this. I supposeall disease has an energetic imprint .

I would like to say that for me you are a wonderful giver, kind , sensitive , caring. This is so obvious to the sensitive who read this forum. As a care giver sometimes we find it hard to receive. You deserve support! Your liver wants to support you , as do many others from the replies you have received, and believe me, you deserve it !

God Bless

Pierre

pierre chamois

I am glad things are better for you Pierre and I am sorry for the delay in responding to this..  I really am.

You are not being pushy at all but I just can't dwell on myself right now..  I am going through some mental transitional stage at the moment that I don't understand.  

And never worry about being pushy Pierre.  It is just not an issue with me.

Sincerely, Jenn

Blossom,
Jenn, on the 30th I was in sitting in the Fast Food area of Walmart waiting to have lunch with my wife when a stranger came up to me and began to talk about this stuff called colloidal silver (Like Tom Mentioned)  he discribed how wonderful it worked at killing virus's he told me all about how he used it and how it helped him, and all along Im expecting "the Sales pitch"....It never came... When I had finished reading the little pamphlet he showed me. He got up excused his self and left. It was kinda strange but cool.  Now I find myself reading about your problem and Im thinking that you should at the very least check this stuff out!. When I had third degree burns the docs used something called silver sulphadine to keep my burns from getting infected You used to be a nurse didn't you? you are probably familiar with it, it like colloidal silver has real silver in it (must be the magic ingreediant).  By what he told me its really inexpensive.
My thoughts are with you "and your Liver" Get better quick.

Happy Travels
Windameir

Blosson,
 As a nurse, I used a lot of Silvadene on burn patients., and it does the way he said.  It must have real silver in it, because when you clean it off later, it leaves  a grey mess, like tarnished silver.
 My family has used colloidal silver for various things.  My daughter used it to kill toothache, by holding it in her mouth for awhile.  A friend avoided eye surgery by using it.
 If you find it is useful for you, you can get the equipment and make it for yourself.
 I have a friend who makes it for me by the pint.
 Please follow up on this...you may find it will help you too.  I hope it does.
 I am sending you blessings and white light every day.
 God bless you.

dovelady/Mary

pray for peace.

Windameir: hmmmm, no, I have never been a nurse.. forklift driver yes, but nurse no...

I have heard of collidal silver guys, but I can't use it right now.  I have other meds I have to take.. If they don't work and I am labeled a nonresponder, I have already decided collidal silver is the next thing I am going to try before another medical treatment.

Thanks,
Blossom

Blossom,
Jenn I was just thinking about you and was wondering how you are doing I hope you are well

Just thinking of you


Happy Travels
Windameir

Blossom

I'm sending you some distaint healing for your liver with this message. Please let me know what effect it has.

Thanks

Eddie

Thank you guys for the thoughts and the prayers.  It really means a lot to me.  This friday I go have more blood work done and then monday, 1 week from today, I take my first shot of 48.. Week zero.

I don't know what' s going to happen.  My liver  is swollen and tender to the touch right now and I usually don't even think about it unless it is very troublesome.  I spend most of my days in a quiet room meditating and trying now to dwell on myself..

Time will only tell..  My main problem is my viral load and the shots and the stress involved in knowing how my life is fixing to change.  I have to get my viral load load to prevent additional liver damage from being done.  That is the entire purpose of treatment.  During treatment, I will be being monitored for white and red blood cell counts as "they say" shots distroy these things.  Bye bye immune system.  It will be okay though.  I don't get out much so I won't get anything from anyone such as other colds or other illnesses while my resistance is down.  I will be subject to just about getting anything. But I am hoping I will just feel weak in the bones and shock them with my reactions to treatment.  That is what I have held onto for so long.  As the reality approaches me [7days hence], nerves are twitchy and adrinalin is pumping.. My attitude is good to go............

Most of my test results I am having done on the 22 will, for the most part, be back on the 25th and of which I will get at the doctors office on the 25th.  The more serious tests will take a week or so longer.  I am having blood work done about every two weeks right now and will continue to do so for 6-8 more weeks.  

I will let you know what happens at the doc's monday..

Sincerely, Jenn

Blossom, I haven't read this whole thread, but I do have advise for you. There's a product that I'm using called RELIV.  It's a wonderful mix of a lot of vitamins and herbs. It's in powder form, so you can mix it in with the drink of your choice. It sounds like it would taste very gross...but it doesn't!  I'm young and don't have many health problems, so I haven't noticed much of a difference. I do know other people in my life who have been taking it, and it's cured them. My sister doesn't get headaches any more, her back pain is gone, my mother's hot flashes are less severe. I've heard about miraculous healings from people who use the stuff. I don't know if all of it is true, but it's worth a try, isn't it?  ...I'm sorry I didn't read your post earlier!

Hello there,

What I am doing is making a list and as soon as I am off treatment..IF I am a non responder [and I hope I won't be] then I am looking at other options.  Right now I can't mix and match stuff medically.  Thank you for the wonderful thoughts and ideas however..  I am writing it down next to the collidal silver for further looking into....

Thanks, Blossom

Hi,
Blossom, I will send 5 large amounts of energy each day. 1 every hour after 4:00pm GMT. Let me know if you feel anything. I will send 3 tonight.

Cya,
auraseer.

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Okay..

Well, I started my treatment Monday.  My husband gave me my first thigh shot.  I did fine and it didn't hurt.  We had to drive home [5 hrs] after the shot as this first one had to be given in the doctors office in case of possible serious side effects.  I had no prob with that either.  When we got home, I started throwing up and had a couple episodes of this during the night.  

These were very severe throwing up sessions...  The blood vessels around my eyes and some of them in my face are broken due to the strain.  My face is covered in tiny red dots of blood underneath the skin..  But that is the only side effect I have had and that was yesterday.  I got up this morning, took my meds and no problem occured.  I am just a little weak from yesterday but that is all.  My strength has returned rapidly today it has had a great day.  I hope today is indicative of the rest of my treatment and how it will go.  Time will tell.  [47 shots to go]

Thank you for the prayers and good thoughts.  I believe they are working.  

Sincerely, Jenn

Hang in there Blossom.  Have been thinking of you every day, and saying a little prayer for you.  
Thanks for letting us know you are doing well.
I hope this means the rest of your treatments will go as smoothly.
God bless you and keep you .

pray for peace.

Hello DoveLady,

Thanks for the blessing.. I need it really bad..

Today is the fourth day and still no bad side effects.. No fever, which is really odd, as everyone get a good 103 degree according to what I have read...

There are several other things that I can tell that are sides but they are bearable. One thing that I can tell is different is my thought patterns.  I lose track of what I am saying.  I am forgetting things.  Concentration is hard on any subject.  I fee kinda dumb right now but oh well... [did I just say something???] hehe

I am also cold all the time but that can be remedied by wearing my coat in the house which I have been doing..  So, that's not a problem.  This may have to do with the supposedly drastic decrease in red blood cells during the first two weeks of therapy..  December the 6th, I have blood work done to see how this is fairing... Hopefully, not too low..

And I ache a little, but I was already aching but that is not new..  It's just in different spots..

All in all, so far....so good..

I honestly believe the prayers and good thoughts and me trying to be positive has had a impact on my sides..  

Every Sunday night I get a shot here at home..  Tomorrow is thursday so that is not far away...  I hope next week goes just as easy..

Thank you EVERYONE!!!

Sincerely and with love, Blossom

I have been wondering how you are, good that you are keeping us updated.  It is a scarey thing, your treatment, but dont worry you are well supported.

Will be sending healing thoughts your way.

Thank you Tia....!!

Dear Blossom,
      Well, I finally built up the courage to " go public ". I haven't e-mailed you in 4 weeks and I apologize for the long lasp in time, especially since I think about you often. November was a " tuff " month to get through for me, but that's really not a good excuse.  I hope you are doing well, or at least feeling better.
      While reading another post I realized that I have a few friends and aquaintences that I can talk to about  hepatitus C. One woman is a Natura-
path ( doctor ) practicing over 10 years ; another is a Family Nurse Practi-
tionor who is also an accupuncturist and herbologist ( specialist inChinese Herbs ) practicing over 20 years. If you would like me to talk to them let me know.  Where are you up to in your treatment schedule ?
       Also, log onto  www.ronnastar.com  for some informative and  fascin-
ating  info. Ronna and ...... have traveled all over the planet and have addressed a committee of The United Nations two times. Let me know what you think.
       I will continue to pray for you and send healing long - distance.
      Could you do me a big favor and pray for my oldest dog ( a silver Toy Poodle female ) named Classi, and me, as she is very ill and as of now, dying ?
                                                                   
                                                                         Love, Light, Joy, and  Peace,
                                                                                        Linda



Linda Colodner

Hello Linda,

It's good to hear from you.  It's tough going public Linda, but after that first step, it's a done deal and there's no turning back. We are only who we are and this disease is NOT what gives us substance as human beings.  I will pray for you Linda from now on.. I had no idea you were sick. This disease has a bad rap and goes by many names.. It is very important to keep your stress level down and your resistance up and to be positive in every thing you do.  That is one of my main reasons for being public.  Secrets create stress for me.  I am proud of me. It is just an unfortunate experience that we are sick..  

I remember the little emails I would get from you and I would wonder.."Who is Linda"?  Your messages were so sweet and I thank you. Very uplifting and very much needed.

It helps to have someone to talk to.  Occasionally, if I have a bad test result, I log onto the hep forum at Janis and b**** a little, and get a little advice and feel better.  That sounds terrible but it is a sounding board and it levels me out. As a rule, I don't do this anymore though.  

I am taking my third shot day after tomorrow.  My husband gave me the first..  I got the second one ready, but could not stick the needle in my leg.  He had to do that one too.  Saturday night, I am going to be home alone and HAVE to do it.  Oh, my God..  It is going to be so hard.  

I have 46 shots to go.  The first one caused vomiting after about 6-7 hrs from receiving it and it lasted about 6-8 hrs.  The second shot brought NO side effects at all.  That has been 5 days ago.  Today I have had fever all day.  But I think I just have a little bug and that it is not related to the medication.  The way I don't suffer the customary sides..I feel lucky. The pegintron is supposed to be the stuff that is worse than the other forms of inteferon as far as the side effects.  Pegasys is supposed to be the mildest.  I honestly feel my lack of sides at this point are strickly do to positive thinking and prayers..

I get blood work done tomorrow to check my liver panels and my red blood/white blood cell counts. And monday, I get a little more blood drawn in St louis.  I have to drive 5 hrs to get blood drawn Monday..  I have to go every two weeks for a while, then once a month and then after a while, every 8 weeks.  At week twelve, I get a new viral load done.

If you don't mind sharing, could you tell me your genotype and VL? I am a 1a and 18,360,000 at last count.  I try to be positive, but sometimes it feels like I am in denial when I think of the actual numbers of my virus.  Everything I have read says that when you are a 1a/1b, your chances of responding are greater if your VL is LESS than 2million.  I am a long way from there.  IF I respond, it will be a true miracle.  I don't know what my future is other than typing to people.  

I will be glad to pray for your dog Classi and for you.. It makes me feel good that you would ask.  No problem at all..

Take care Linda and take care of yourself~  Please tell how you are doing health wise right now.. Are you okay?

Sincerely, Jenn

p.s.  If you need to talk, I am only an email away..   I have changed it to my isp however.. This is the one I have listed here  jenacri@alltel.net or   jcribbs@alltel.net  -- which is the one I use most of the time.  Either one is fine.  Anytime.

Hi Blossom,
I have been away for too long and just read through this post.
I will add you to my Reiki list straight away. You are a very kind person and I am sure that you will recieve all the help that you need to get through this.
Take care,

Rich

Dear Blossom,
      I haven't heard from you in awhile, I hope all is going well for you. Are you continuing with the treatments, and if you are, how are you feeling ?
      I'm not healing as quickly as I'd like to, but I have to remember that every time I breathe I'm moving ribs and the attached tendons, muscles, etc. A friend of mine, who is a licensed Massage Therapist, came to the house and gave me a Reiki treatment on Christmas Eve and that has really helped. I worked on myself at the accident site and then one more time, but since I can not reach the injuries with my hands I'm basically running the healing rays through my body et. al.That's okay, Reiki goes where it's needed, but it feels better when you can get " hands on ".  
      I will continue to include you in my prayers and ask for healing, and curing, for you. Take care of yourself and be well.
                                                  Love, Light, Joy, Good Health, and Peace,
                                                                            Linda

Hello everybody!!

I just wanted to check in and say I am doing good..  I am continuing my treatments and as of this moment my liver enzymes are normal.  The doctors say this is a sign the treatment is working.  But actually based on my readings, liver enzymes flucuate so much this could mean nothing at all..

But, I feel it is working because my neutrophils are only 1127.  That is low as 1500-7800 is normal.  But I have NOT bottomed out, which is wonderful. As long as they don't get below 750, they won't have to adjust my dose.  And usually if you bottom out, it is in the first month..  So... so far so good...

I am tired and fatigues most of the time but making it and that is normal and expected.  In 5 weeks they will do another viral load and that will tell the tale. [on week 12].. But I am hopeful..  My complexion is great at the moment and other than being tired I feel wonderful!  I am exercising and have quit smoking..  I have lost 15 lbs so far from this because of the horrible taste in my mouth.  Nothing taste good but noodle soup..

Thank you for the prayers..  I believe they are working.  I still don't suffer many of the side effects of many taking this stuff..  I have amazed my doctors with this fact..  So many quit and I am trying to hang in there.  I have 41 more shots to go..  [41 weeks]... It seems like forever sometimes but the last 7 week have flown by..

Thank you everybody for everything.  It means so much to me that there are caring people in the world..

Sincerely and with love, Blossom/Jenn

p.s.  Linda, you are still on my prayer list by the way and will remain there forever.  I hope you get better soon!!

Dear Blossom,
I am glad to hear you are doing well.  I think of you and say a little prayer for you every time I come to this site.
Just found out my nephew went through this same type of treatment.
He is waiting for the final results...his mother told me about this as he did not want anyone to know.  Afraid it would affect his job.
Bless you...may God bless you and give you the strength to finish the treatments.
love to you

dovelady

pray for peace.

Hello Dove Lady,

I understand about your nephew not wanting people to know.  It does change relationships drastically.  People get scared and treat you like a leper.. There are some members of my own family I wish I had not told.

I do relate and also hope his test results turn out good.  My prayers are with you.

Blossom

Hi Blossom,
So glad to hear your doing so well. Sounds very promising! Keep that wonderful energy up.  

GREAT NEWS!!!

As I was saying earlier, my neutrophil levels were 1127 or something like that.  My last blood work, they are back to 1400 which is baffling the docs..  What that actually means is that my body is not responding in the normal way blood wise that most peoples do on this med.  Traditionally, the neutrophil levels drop drop drop until the medication dose has to be lowered to make this go back up.  It is dangerous for it to be too low.  They just don't get why mine is starting to rise..  That just don't get the power of prayer.  

I thank everyone for everything!!  

My next big hurdle is 2-14-03 which is my main blood work.  I am getting a new viral load on that day.  It will take about two weeks for the resluts to come in..

My current viral load is 18,360,00... Depending on the amount of the drop in this count [if any] will determine whether this pegintron shots are working..  

And that's all for now....

Thanks again, Jenn

Dear Blossom,
I was just wondering how you are doing when I came in here tonight.
Very happy to hear you are doing this well.  Maybe we'll just have to increase the prayers.  
God bless you and keep getting better.  I think of you often.

dovelady/mary

According to the book I am reading on Pan Gu Mystical Qigong (by Ou Wen Wei), Pan Gu Mystical qigong can cure hepatitis. So is liver cancer and Hepatitis Cirrhosis (I am guessing this is the one you've got). If you decide to practice qigong, practice at least once a day, if not twice. It only takes about 10 minutes a session, maybe even less. Good luck. I hope this information helps you.

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This is a very hard thing to ask..  I have procrastinated alot about whether I wanted to be on the healing list.. I am going to go ahead and I am not sure why I feel so apprehensive about this.. I am awake at 3:55am my time and if I wasn't a little cloudy right now, I would probably in the light of day would not write this and ask for healing.  But things look different in the middle of the night when you feel a little bad.

But right now, I am asking people to send healing energies to my liver as it is diseased and has troubles with a virus.

I have hepatitis C. I fall into a group that has never had blood transfusions or other known plausible reasons for getting it.  I have had it around 20-24 year the doctors speculate by my biopsy reports and my lab results.  It is replicating in my system and I have a viral count of 4,300,000 copies per militer of blood from last summer.  The new viral load  will be in a few days.  My lastest biopsy said some of my liver cells are dying and that it is scared and it is undergoing a degerative process in general.  It is swollen at this time and that was told to me just the other day.  In spite of all this, the worse thing is actually the horrible taste in my mouth.. I can't describe it but it is gross to me.  I have a genotype of 1a, which is the most common in the USA and the hardest to treat.  With new medications, I have a 50-50 chance of viral eradication.  

In about three weeks, I am going on a medication plan that will last for 48 weeks of shots and then 24 more weeks of follow ups IF successful.  If not, I will have to do something else.  But for 48 weeks, I have to get shots on a weekly basis that have horrible side effects.  I have a wonderful doctor who is a liver specialist in StLouis USA that is about 5 hrs or so from where I live and I have to go there every two weeks.  So I couldn't medically be in better hands. They are just waiting for some more routine blood tests to come back before I start.  

I am starting a juice fast today to clean my system out and get it ready for the assault and battle that is fixing to take place inside me.  I am probably doing this against doctors orders [I am not telling him] but I feel inclined right now as I am nauseated alot of the time along with a few other things but nothing I can't handle.  I don't see how this can hurt.  I can't cut down on nutrition however, so I am going to take pulped juice of all varieties.

I am going to spend at least a week and possibly slightly more on my fast and try to help myself first before these medications start up.  I have done this twice already and once with water with no results.  But I am not going to give up..  It might not have been my time.

I don't want people to spend alot of time on this, but just in general think about me and include me a little as you concentrate on others.. Or think about my liver.  I have been trying myself but it doesn't seem to be working with me doing it.

This doesn't need comments or anything.. Just know that I am asking.  Thats all.  

One more thing:  The liver, by the way, is a miracle organ..  It can regenerate itself and heal itself, but HepatitisC works faster than the liver can fix itself.  That's why it can't rid itself of the disease.

Sincerely,Blossom  

p.s. Now back to bed.. and thank you in advance.

I started this thread 10-11 years ago and I want to close it now..  I am healed.  It took 4 years but through repeated testing I am now 100 percent well and have tested disease free for several years..... I am one of the lucky ones.

I am not sure why I am well but I do know I had to fight doctors tooth and nail to get them to give me meds that I wanted.  I used tons of visualizations of many types to aid my healing.  I used crystals.  I used colloidal silver.  The last medication I took was called Infergen and it costs 300.00 a day to take.  I took it for a year on a daily basis and I had to literally beg the doctor to give it to me.  And that was the end of the end.  It was the cocktail that worked. 

At the time Tia was my dear friend when I was in need and..., if you is still around -- You gave me faith and hope.  I have a new life now and I thank you and everyone else who were so supportive of me.

It was a very hard to be on a healing list and be open about some deficiency but as a result I have had two pen-pals for 10 years now.  It opened many doors to me.

I will not post here again.  I just needed a personal closure on this thread.

Sincerely, Blossom, Jenn