A Healing Request

[StewartPalmer]

Hi everyone

I am not sure if this is something that can be healed here, of if I'm even posting in the right part of the forum. If I have posted wrong please except my apologies. I have checked the rest of this part of the forum and most things here seem to be pyhsical where as mine is on a more spiritual level. still I hope someone can help...

Since I can remember I have this fear of being burgled I know it sounds silly and I suppose most people have a certain amount of fear on this subject but mine feels so deeply rooted and strong that some nights it keeps me up till the early hours. I can remember having this fear at about the age of 7 and over the years has got alot stronger I have tried EFT which did work amazingly well but it left a massive hole in my life I actually felt like I was missing a major part in me, this may well be a natural reaction to something that has been with you for that long but I feel it is alot more. Anyway since I have had these feelings it has came back I supposed I have allowed it too. I'm not sure if its from a past life or not and to be honest I am a bit confused with the whole thing. I have tried the doctors but they seem intent on supplying me with sleeping tablets which I don't want and there counseling cannot help because I can't actually pin point where this extreme fear comes from as I have had a very happy life and have had no episodes with burglaries whatsoever.

I feel know that this is effecting my whole life as I spend all day dreading night and spend all night wishing for day It's like one giant circle of torment...

Anyway anything anyone can do to help would be greatly appreciated

Thanks for reading

Bye

[u4ia]

hey there, i understand how you feel, i live a with a strange phobia, and when i was younger i had this weird fear of men breaking into my house or always watching me. i have come to realize that the phobia i live with now did come from a past life, but i still havent come to terms with it. sometimes trying to find out why you have the fear doesnt really help much, but just trying to release it and let it go is sometimes the best thing to focus on.
i will try to send you some peace and love your way!

[StewartPalmer]

Hi u4ia

Thanks for your reply and kind words...

I have been trying to release it for about a year now and as I said EFT worked well for me, but I actually missed it so to speak I actually felt kinda lost or empty and I think I allowed it to come back, that may be the challenge, to actually keep it away
If it is from a past life perhaps I'm supposed to learn this lesson perhaps I burgled in a previous life and this is my payment? who knows but I certainly feel as tho this goes alot deeper...

I have heard of soul healing but not sure if this covers my problem or not

Thanks again U4ia and thanks for the Love and Peace it will be gratefully received

All the best
Stewart

[u4ia]

i totally know what you mean, even though i want to rid of this phobia, i am terrified to be free of it. its a such silly thing. now that i know why i have the phobia from a past life, i try to visualize myself being in my past life and trying to heal the pain when it happened, but i can only get to a certain point and i cannot move on any further. i dont believe our current issues we have from our past lives are payment,, i think its energy, or residue that stays with us that we somehow need to find a way to work through it.  i just try my damndest to live my life and enjoy as much as i can. because some moments in life pass me by that i wish i couldve been sane enough to live in that moment, and then regret because i was living in the moment of my silly fear.
was that too dark? didnt mean it to come out that way. at all!
just thoughts, anyhow you sound like a wonderful person and i hope to chat again!

[StewartPalmer]

Hi U4ia

even though i want to rid of this phobia, i am terrified to be free of it. its a such silly thing.

It is silly, and its a feeling that I struggle to explain properly and its this feeling that makes me think that maybe its something that I'm meant to have with me as a lesson, Karma if you will and that I should just stop whining, its here just get on with it lol. I must admit these are amongst my darker moments, and then sometimes I just want to get burgled its sort of like, Oh come on lets just get it out the way I'm fed up of waiting in fear. lol
But it could as you said just be something that we have to overcome and try not to let it affect us too much,

I did think about having a past life regression done but I have read quite abit on it and sometimes it serves to aggravate the problem rather than help it. Some people as soon as they know the reason for the fear it no longer has any effect on them but I have heard of others that are so traumatized by what they saw it only worsens the problem So I'm not sure on whether to do it or not at the moment..

I think I will try EFT again and then try to keep it away not quite sure how I can do this but I will try..

Anyway Thanks for your reply U4ia its nice to have someone to chat to about this and I hope you too are feeling o.k
You too sound like a wonderful person your kind words have helped me over the past few days Thank you..

Take Care
Stewart