in pain

[kitch_g]

hi, everyone.The reason why I'm writing is bec. I'm looking for the truth to the question: am I cursed? I've done thousands of ways to know how and why people at the streets and in my life ALL fooled me into believing that nothing's EVER wrong with me.I'm 25 yrs.old and for the most part,all I've ever dreamt of is to get rid of this curse,'cause as long as it stays this way,I'll never find the reason why I ever existed.

straight to the point,psychologists believed I have what is called thought broadcasting (in dsm-IV, it means that you literally think that people can hear your thoughts and there's no control over this "reverse mental telepathy") or that I'm just projecting thoughts outside of my head that were causing all of this auditory hallucinations that they're "hearing" me, but never my thoughts.If my thoughts were heard, then people could readily react to what I have in mind,and even in metaphysics, this is basically INVALID.

I'm still sane -and that's what bugged me- cause I thought I would be institutionalized years ago ( I even remember that I admitted myself to one of our local mental centers but nobody believed I'm insane) so this is my plea: to anybody who can give me a specialist in curses you can contact me once you've emailed me.I won't need to give my phone no. in public. I REALLY NEED HELP. NOBODY HAD REVEALED THE PROBLEM TO ME,NOT EVEN THE MEDIUMS AND HYPNOTHERAPISTS,FOR MORE THAN 10 YRS.

God bless us all. Thank you for your help.

[The Present Moment]

You might have to accept that there is no obvious cause, or that you won't find the cause. Work around the problem and live your life.

The Buddha told an allegory about a man who is struck by a dart, and then distressed by the pain; it was as if he were hit by two darts, the physical one and then his emotional response. In psychology there is a form of therapy called CBT (Cognitive Behavior Therapy) that works on that principle: you learn to live with your burden, without being significantly affected by it.

[chappell13]

its ok
i have had this thought this for about a year and a half now.
what i have come to conclusion is that i have been saying my thoughts out loud without know it.
i look in the mirror and i see nothing no sign of speaking what so ever.
i video tape tape myself of saying things with my thoughts. and nothing in the video comes to conclusion.
so i went out into society and tried my luck. these are they REActions i got of people.
a old man walks by and says "you talk" and i think to myself "no way i need to know! omg if i am talking out loud im going to kill myself!" even though i didnt mean it and i was joking with him because i really do think OUT LOUD! he doesnt reply and then i think "just kidding i know i talk" he actually replied. i knew it was him talking because ive developed a skill from a deff person and read lips since this has started. he then replied "smart butt" and walked away. after messing around with it i realized that i really do say everything i say.
sucks at times but i found out that medicene makes my life where i dont care!
abilify and klonopin is what i need! so dont be afraid of taking meds! they help out no matter what your reality is.
and if you dont beleive me then we need to talk cuz i know this is real.
it has made my life better know the truth.
i can get a job go to college. i can do anything a normal person can do. just remember who you are and think positive thoughts and if you have any questions don be afraid to ask them.
hav

[blis]

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