wild talk with teachings from my Church Of Ultima grouping file thing

[Chaos Mage]

Vorschish. 
An Hammat.  Etti Vellun Goduskepehatt.
Oronvoh, Etyi Vehehahyeh, At Ran Vassikk, Unutneheyah, At Rad Van Skeulluekhk.

This is my regrouping file for Church Of Ultima.  It will be used in legalization of the group as a fundamental entity, yet, without the instatement of a proper god.  Instead, existing media structures will be used to gain rapid advances in knowledge and functional controls.  Mastery of each media item is a prolonged meditation of psycho-activation, yet can also be used with phantasy or in basis of fantasy activity.  We also hope to build a test warrior and have it combat itself against each style of martial arts.  Naturally, death sports will one day become popular again, yet, if there is honor on earth, no man will be harmed out of a prize fight or a duel of uncertain terms.  If it is a death match, it must be clearly stated in contractual agreements of the entire associated body of members, and it must be unanimous in the spirit of the battle.  For this, we will also teach our members something of a Christian Faith, and search diligently for more scriptural knowledge in other religions.  From this, we hope to gain numerous publication production outlets, and manufact a definite finantial increase on a medium of that every member makes money from the profit of our sales, so that we all increase at even wealth.  Naturally, the more members that we have, the less that each will make, yet, this is an investment of both the practical cause and the pathway to heightened authority in personal power.  So as we build up our members basis, do not forget, they pay in, and we pay them their earnings for membership.  As they pay more in or make more money, they will boost the entire group.  Personal business and other such enterprise are excluded.  We do not own your entire paycheck.  The membership fee is not 'your soul'.

So when we go advertising for our group, we have to remember that we are playing on the knowledge of heaven.  In that common ground, we are each free in chaos magick.  If, specific to our membered groups, you should LARP as though it is all a grand reality, then so be it.  Others will pursue martial arts and we will also have fighting groups.  No fight within the group is to be lethal.  The magicks that you summon, conjure, or cast are each one not to be lethal or hypnotic.  For that reason, refer to other stocked gaming materials concerning the use of a reality system, rather than one that has no basis in this area of the Fabric Of Existence.

For more information concerning the Fabric Of Existence, ask any authentic witch about it and they will tell you straight up or they will flat out deny it to you.  Fabric is made of Essence.  Each Essence is a celestial.  That essence is both infinite in itself and can extend through all the Fabric.  The seeds that God has planted are infinite within themselves, and each Essence gives life to those around it.  Living beings are the result of spirits that exist, and these spirits are the Force of those Souls.  When those souls die, it means that they have returned to Force, and their energy matrix begins to decay.  They enter a state of paralysis and go unconscious until they die.  Then the soul becomes a spirit, and the soul that was left behind may contain a materia, or possibly, through extensions in the chakra system, up to seven materia.  That materia can be used to empower souls that are yet alive, and boost them with power to live beyond your own lifetime.  So do not be afraid to sacrifice your materia, only that you ensure that you are the one who is giving it away, and that it isn't being stolen.  If you are still alive, and they take your materia, then it is being stolen.
Therefore::  The Essence of the Universe is Infinite, Absolute, and Holy.

Another day, and I am still writing and seeking in these machines.
The machines and their strange ficticious worlds have completely consumed what is the main thing in a phaentia.  You can not achieve phaentia if you are using these machines.  You can only achieve mageddon, and so, when you become addicted to video games, movies, books, or computers, then you have to find the time to break free.  You are becoming a slave to the mageddon, and it means that your chaos magicks and ability to generate phaentia is being destroyed.  No wonder they've had planar rift after rift.  Distortion upon disruption.  Even I, in my own physical being, I am sensing major distortions and flux variance beyond the range of an ordinary day.  Something is happening, and without the ability to actively meditate, I don't think that I can even have a chance to stop what is coming.  Something horrible is about to be unleashed upon the Earth.  Verily, Lacey's Satanic Gateway is about to open from a deep level of the dark dominion.

Today has been a shot day, injection of three hundred of clopixol, a psychotropic drug used to 'control' psychosis.  In my early years, I was not 'psychotic', yet was more mentally active and physically capable (to the point that I could levitate).  This was in years up to age six.  Since then, life has been... an experience.
Church Of Ultima is to work in unision with the powers of law.  Yet, North America is subjected to tyranny.  I am being forced to live under a capitolist dictatorship, and this is believed to be some form of phantasy.  The truth is that I am free within the conditions of my achieved reality, and that I have actively chosen to exist in this space as Chad and that I am not entirely a 'physical' being according to the doctrine of men.  Physical is, after all, the kinetic frequency-vibrations of our achieved state of existence.  That is why they speak of higher planes.  I have tranced into these higher dimensions at regular intervals in my past.  It is also known as Samhadi.  When you reach so much kinetic energy, you either catch fire or exist.  So keeping balanced, as they say, 'calm and cool', this is important to retaining our composition in existence.  When we reach the pure spiritual realm, we then enter a state of death, and we cease to exist as a physical being.  By proper intelligent use of death, we can also transmute the physical vibration.  When we worship, we can do that very thing with precision in a moment of it's existential charge.  We either exist to our greatest capacity, gaining energy until we become a celestial, or, we enter a state where there is only spiritual reality.  In any case, that is why all reality is spiritual.  This is noticed when you consider the quantum value of 'absolute potential', which, is the ultimate, inevitable death of a soul.  It is also the source of all things, and only Jehovah knows about the truth of that Holy Essence.  If you try to understand what lay before "Absolute Value", then you will only begin to trance back towards it.  Your energy is only the level of activated potential, so existence is infinite and omniversal by the true value of infinity.  Infinte Past, Infinite Future, so we have gravity and speed as our primary parameter ordinates.  Intelligent use of your mind is important, yet, the mind itself can be a snare for the soul.  Try to worship Spirit, and if you worship Jehovah, then you are already in the promised Paradise.  For some it is not an endless battle, and in our achieved existence, we achieve peace.  Make your peace with Jehovah, accept Osiris, and keep having love and forgiveness.  If they are killing you again and again, or if they are making you worried that Paradise Is Lost, then you are already stupid to think that any more violence will solve the problem.  Try not to let perversion corrupt your judgement, and do not worry about money or what you will eat.  People are killing themselves with food and drink, some are doing it with cigarettes, other are not eating or drinking anything and yet they are still existential.  So if you want to eat grass like a wild bull, or go walking in the woods or cities at risk to your soul, then do so, yet, if you have made a covenant of peace with Jehovah, then do not break that very covenant.  Then you have perfect self control of your mind, and if by magick, or by Divine Will, or Holy Chaos, or Hope, then you know that Paradise Was Never Lost, and that we should be thankful to Jehovah, and that we will not abuse our mother or our father, how much more shall we say prayer to and for the tender grass.  Enough of this, now I smoke and drink, and shall be as I must be in the simplicity of my heart.  For the heart is the memory, emotion, faith, courage, and will of a man, and from those things, we take substance to exist as we prefer to exist.  It is only that we do not break our covenant with Jehovah.