Forgiveness and Bloodshed

[i smoke and drink coffee]

Jesus taught a pure way.  Love, Forgiveness of Sins, Repentance and Atonement.

Should we also follow his example?  Or should we go reviling, raping the children of our enemies, casting blood sacrifice black magick and poisoning those who are actually innocent against us in Love?

I've been so angry, so flaming mad at people for their lies, for the atrocity that was wrought on my flesh, and continues to be wrought against it.  The mental health society does not let up, and I fear they are going to put me on more destructive medicine.  The Love of Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ, the Living "Vibration" or Word.  It's not all about book worshipping.  Some people in the world have never even read the Bible and can be considered more righteous than any priest.

Child molestation isn't nice.  It's not nice when someone lies about you, kills you, takes your world and throws it into the gutter.  It isn't nice that some people suffer unjustly because of the lust and greed of men.  It isn't right that the world is suffering because of mind control and a battle for spiritual dominance.  Christ is Creation, isn't He?  The whole of Creation as one Flesh, dead, and made into Heaven, beyond the Heaven which had already existed.  He forgave us, out of a greater reasoning.  That reasoning is Love, which is beyond petty emotion or things of the fleshly desire.

I forgive my enemies.  I used to hate them, to want them to die.  In the past couple of days I almost killed myself trying to kill others with 'will power'.  I got so sick and disgusted with the world and the inaccessibility of my own children, that I almost wanted to commit suicide.  I blasphemied GOD, and made myself an object of scorn and condemnation moreso than I had before.

Do you forgive me?  I have forgiven everyone.  I just want the pain to stop, to unite with my loved ones, to be forgiven myself.  When we are forgiven, we can start a new life, within a life.  And it's not hard at all.  We just let go of the hate, or transform the hate into a greater reason to forgive.  If all we do is hate our enemies, we give them a reason to hate us back.  We give them an excuse for their sin to continue, and in fact, many would become bloodguilty if it were not for Love Itself. 

Praise to the Creation of God, who manifest as Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of sins!  May those who are living in the darkness of lust come out of there!  May those who live within the catacombs and darkened pits of hell come forth to know, that yes, God is Righteous, in fact, God is Holy.  For while Jesus Christ was not God Himself, He was Lord Of Creation, the very Lord Of Life.  On a day when my faith was drained out and destroyed, The Savior came forth in my heart, to touch it and to acknowledge, yes, forgiveness is real. 

For I have been dead, and risen.  Forces of great magick are bound up in me, even powers of creation itself.  Are not all these things also subject to Jesus Christ as the Savior and King of Creation?  Indeed.  For now, more than ever before, I press toward the goal of forgiveness.  I had exalted myself before God, and God kindly put me back into a place where it was more appropriate to learn the truth of Life.  There are many things which are excellent in life, we have tender kissing, hot sex, and playing soccer or floor hockey.  There is conversation that leads somewhere, and the ability of the mind to have fantasies which empower the mind to new understanding of why the life existed to have it.  Praise to GOD the Father!!  For I forgive God for what He did to me, for I know, God can forgive, God has manifest, and I am a living, part of it.

If we went out and slayed our enemies, we would become bloodguilty, and then, what sort of act of mercy would be available to us?  Truly, read and learn of the ways of Creation, even so, pay attention to the world which is in vibration all around you.  For the vibration of life can be calm and cool, likewise, it can be a destructive, soul destroying hellfire.  Let your soul exult in God the Father and Creation Itself.  For I am certain, Jesus was the incarnation of the entire Living Creation.  A glory that no other can have.

Forgive even God and begin anew in Love.  It is so hard when your mind is paralyzed and you are focusing only dark, negative existences.  The truth of it could be far more bright, far more exceedingly pleasant.  God is kind, Jesus is merciful.  Let it be known, for Love has reigned supreme!!  At last, the very means to put aside bloodguilt and shame, and to enter into a life fulfilled in every way.  Praise to Creator, praise to Creation.

[blis]

Do you talk about this kind of stuff with mental health people?

If you dont want them to make you take drugs you're going to need to act normal around them.