My thought for the day.....

[Qui-Gon Jinn]

Hello Jennifer, (yea, I´ve been doing some research...

 Wow, very energizing to read, indeed...  I can actually relate to much of it, I have had experiences which for Me, just like for you, makes it impossible to ´turn back´ as you put it, and for this I am very grateful !!  =)

I am truly happy for you, that you have opened your eyes up, choosing not be blindfolded anymore...  it is a bit like being reborn isn´t it, because you really see everything in a new light...  once you had the "vision" (even if visions are designed to fade, they also leave behind something..) of all being One, I guess there can be no turning back....

 All the best on your journeys, it is going to be an exciting One, I promise..
               // Rikard

"Real exploring is not to go visit new places, but to view the world with new eyes." (just made that one up;)
 


- Your focus determines your reality -

[Blossom]

Hello there,

You figured out my name..  Great..!  I have thought about asking Adrian to change it but I love Blossom.  She is actually my great Dane and I feel honored to share her name with her... Isn't that silly?

As far as my journey, it is going to be the one called life.  And yes, it feels like it is just beginning...  I am glad someone can relate to this.. My future seems alot brighter [and it wasn't bad before.. I have a great life] and I am hesitant to say, but it feels like it is strickly because of "energy work"...  I meditate for hours during the night laying beside my sleeping husband and keep my mind alert while my body is sleeping and stay in a dark void mentally and STILL wake absolutely refreshed with nearly no sleep it seems. And possibly even more refreshed than when I slept 8-9 hrs solid.  I require much less sleep now..  It is just all amazing and good.. The dreams I am having when I do sleep are all with total recall. Everything is just changing so fast for me..

I feel like going through this process of learning about energy is the best thing I could ever do for myself.  Especially at this timeframe of my life...  I concentrated for so long time just trying to have an OBE, not knowing what I was missing..  Energy is the key..  That is what I think and what I really feel to be true..  An analogy of this as I see it:  I have a car in my driveway.. I have a key in the ignition.  I could sit all day and turn that key and never go anywhere UNLESS I figure out how to put the darn gas in the tank...  

So what I am doing is learning how to fill my tank up...  I am the car and my mind is the car key.. and gas is the energy necessary to move the car.  They all work together... [don't ask me about pushing a standard please..maybe that's a lucid dream!!]

Trying to OBE without learning energy work first I believe to be pointless... I can't believe it took me 18 months to realize this.  I lay in bed and sat in chairs and struggled trying to meditate.  With hardly any results at all.  Then I started doing energy play and it fell into place.  I didn't OBE again, but I discovered the key.  It is absolutely wonderful...  [can you see me smiling?]    

I don't know what will happen tomorrow, but today has been the best so far of my life.  And if everyday keeps feeling like this...well, that is just too much to comtemplate at the moment.

I love your saying by the way.. It is absolutely true  

"Real exploring is not to go visit new places, but to view the world with new eyes."  

That is exactly how I feel... I have lived for so long just day to day to day to day...  And now it just feels like "today" has some new meaning for me.

Sincerely and take care,
Jennifer



Just wanting to learn....

[Qui-Gon Jinn]

Hey, to tell you the truth your name didn´t take much research to figure out =)
 Great dane got me wondering, because a dane is what one call danish people, hahaa...  and I doubt you "have" a danish person..  My guess is that it is one of your dogs or the cat.
     I hope the filling of your tank is going well, I am sure it is because you seem in such a good spirit, hang on to that...

         Love, Rikard

PS. Yes, I can really see you smiling... keep doing it

- Your focus determines your reality -

[Blossom]

Hello all,

I just have been writing my random thoughts down today and thought I would post them..  

For the last 18 months now, I have tried to recreate that one moment of my OBE.   I discounted everything during that time I read about charkas and most metaphysical subjects in general except for OBE's.  I only wanted that moment and none other.  Everything I have done has been to achieve that goal while keeping a closed mind on many issues.  

I don't know what happened to me the last three days during energy work, but it seems as if some wealth of knowledge has been on my horizon and is close at hand with me and about to be soon imparted to me...  "Soon", while not dealing with linear time could be anything though.  It's just something I feel in my gut. The last 18 months, I was just not ready to see or to understand it or even accept its existence. I am so ashamed of myself for being so close-minded and narrow-minded that it makes me sick physically in a literal sense...  Today, I held my hand over my charkas and could tell which direction they were spinning.  I played with this today and make myself physically sick doing so.  It is real.  Very real.  

Today it is like I can see through new eyes.  I am not on drugs by the way, but the edges of everything I see are so beautiful.  So crisp and so clean.  It is so awe-inspiring that it fills me with cleansing tears but at the same time heartache for my wasted time.  It is like I am seeing life for the first time and realize how precious it really is.

I don't know if I will ever OBE again and that is not the point any longer and am not sure I care at this point.  It will happen when the time is right.  I see now that we all are just the cells of the universe.  We are all just one part of the big picture of life and creation and we are probably closest to the smallest part.  Our physical bodies are merely the expressions of how we currently view ourselves.  Energy is the whole key to everything.  We are energy.  We are everything and we are nothing.  We are the greatest and we are the smallest.  We can be anything our minds or intellect chooses.  
To make it simple... "We can be, so therefore, we are".  "If we can think, we can choose"...

I have not lost my mind...  But these things just keep flowing through me.  I feel like an endless fountain right now pouring outward filled with boundless energy and thoughts.  

I am having spiritual thoughts of God and of our creation..  Not traditional ones but of the real creation.  I am not sure what our energy source is but at this moment of my time, I see God is only a way for most people to acknowledge that energy in a way that is comfortable for them.  An expression of a word.  I realize that my source goes far deeper than my traditional upbringing.  This is only my views and opinions but I feel it to be my truth, my decision and my choice.  I have a lot to learn and a lot of soul searching to go through in reevaluating my game plan of things.  

This might not make sense to a lot of  people but these are my thoughts today.    I don't know where this is going for me, but I feel awake for the first time in my life.  There is no turning back for me.

Sincerely,
Blossom