the various stuff I'm seeing. any ideas?

[sashamasha]

hello hello.  So here are the laundry list of strange energy forms I see pretty much constantly, since I moved overseas here.  It's amazing how much stuff is here... I have never seen & heard so much.  Any insights into what the heck these various things are would be most appreciated!  

over people's heads or to the side (usually their right side):

- BRIGHT pinpoint lights, usually white, blue, or gold. These don't move much and sort of show up to show themselves to me then recede.  Blue when I think they are preoccupied.  

- dark fluttery blue or grey things- I see this over my roommate occasionally.  

floating around in a particular direction:

- fast colorless zooming things, sometimes right in front of my nose.  as if on the way to an appointment or just being silly. often small.

- white lights, larger than the bright lights.  like balls of light.  i see these at chest level or higher.  Most often high up on the ceiling.  they move at various speeds, but are harder to make out. can be quite large.

- dark grey balls.  they move more slowly, generally, and are uniform color and mass, and you cann ot see behind them.

- large blueish slow orby things.  these are the most beautiful.  they have texture and are very pretty.  they move around with purpose, fast or slow, at any level.  they come close to me out of nowhere, make sure i see them, then move off to who knows where.  i can chase them and these are the easiest ones to watch.  you can see through them to an extent.  I saw one that was cream in color, also.

- since childhood: the only way to describe these are as pixels.  I used to watch the lightshow on my ceiling as a kid.  it starts as red, green, and blue lights and then quickly organizes into beautiful and very elaborate moving designs of millions of colors, often its so much that i have to turn away and take a break.  I also can see them when I shut my eyes at any time, but it usually gets interrupted by totally unrelated pictures or people's faces that I don't know, voices, etc.  weird.  it took years for me to learn to shut my eyes and be able to ignore this.

- shadows of things moving out of the corner of my eye, from white to blackish.  

- shadowy forms in rooms.  last night i was at a party and a misty shadow thing was totally mingling with the guests in the middle of the room.  it was roughly human sized but had no shape.  

- whispy fog stuff.  from a tuft or two to a big layer than can disappear in a second.

- "blank" spots that look like someone took an eraser or smudge tool to a room.  the spot is still room colored but somehow empty. this is very new, just saw my first a day or two ago.

- shadow cat that I mistook for my own (black) cat and tried to bring back inside after letting it out, then seeing my own sleeping on the bed inside.

- shadow man that turned out to be a house ghost, fully clothed and apparent.

-  beginnings of a shoulder and side of someone in my room, bluish and textured but opaque like the large blueish orby things.

- also i see a white outline around pretty much everything, but this is easier to see if whatever it is is not in motion.

I hear stuff and feel also, but that is maybe too much for one post.  
Any insights are most appreciated, private replies also ok!

[James S]

WOW! That's a fair list!!

In a nutshell - you have spirit vision. You're a person that is naturally adept at seeing what is normaly considered unseen, and you clearly have not supressed this ability from childhood.

All that you described are spirit forms, it's just the way you are seeing them that seems to vary.

The coloured orbs you see - definitely spirit, and more to their true form. My best friend's father-in-law sees spirits in this same way - orbs of pure light or energy. The colours of the orbs give an indication of thier level of evolution. The brighter they are and higher frequency the colour (think light spectrum - red lower, blue/indigo higher). If you ever see a golden orb, very good chance your looking at an angellic being. The dull grey ones are probably ones I'd steer clear of, or at least ask to leave if they come into your presence. I would never call any being bad or evil, but orbs of this colour would be of a vibration level lower than yours, and probably not worth being around.

There's a great deal to go into here, and looks like you've got some great times ahead of you should you choose to learn more about the spirit world. The most general thing I can say here is when you see or feel these beings about you, use your intuition, your gut feeling to tell you if you want them around or not. If you don't like the feeling of a spirit, ask it to leave. you don't have to be nasty or forceful, just definite and decisive. We have far greater strength in the physical world than disincarnate spirits. Don't ever let them worry you.

Kind regards,
James.

[jilola]

This is a bit off topic but I'd like to point out a thought that occurred to me reading this:

orbs of this colour would be of a vibration level lower than yours, and probably not worth being around.

Aren't you saying that while we can and should hang around beings of higher vibrations (whateer that means) we should kick away those doing the same to us? That strikes me a bit odd.

2cents & L&L
Jouni

[You]

I'm wondering why my reply here was deleted. Could someone notify me while providing possible biological alternative explanations for phenomena is so censor-able? I'd give my input on the spiritual but I can't, and I think it's wrong to say that something is 'definitely' something when you really can't see what they saw, or feel what they felt. I don't say it is, I only say it 'might' and I even said my 'might' was unlikely.

This is undue censorship, I demand an explanation.

[sashamasha]

I might be asking for a flame war here, but I hope that won't happen.

Tyciol, I don't have any idea why your post was deleted, but in truth I'm actually not looking for biological, or medical, explanations, if that's what you provided.  I've ruled this out with doctors, psychiatrists, cat scans... and the things I experience, when I share them, are almost always corroborated by other sensitives, or also "watched" by animals in the area, etc.  So the info I am looking for presupposes that these are spiritual or paranormal entities or phenomenon.

[You]

Oh okay, in that case sorry for offering, I didn't know you'd already ruled out scientific explanations It's true, there's a LOT medical science can't explain.

[James S]

Tyciol,
your post was deleted because it detracted from the topic. People who come to ask questions about metaphysical experiences are not served by such comments, and they can be seen as being insensitive or even hurtful, especially to someone trying to understand what's going on around them. Though I don't wish for these forums to become too serious, with no sense of enjoyment, I would ask that you try to be more thoughtful in your replies.

Jouni,
It does sound like a case of discrimination doesn't it?
It is important though, when learning to interact with spirits, to be conscious of the types of energies we percieve from them. A spirit with lower vibrational levels (which indicates the type of being they are) than our own could cause us discomfort, be it physical or emotional, as such energy forms are not compatible with our own energies. Such beings are most likely what could be described as negs - ego manifestations or  thought form refuse from humanities more negative group consciousness. Such beings are not inclined to want to evolve spiritually, so I wouldn't be concerned about giving them a leg up as the higher beings do for us. We are ourselves are more akin to higher order beings - our souls are all pieces of the Divine - just incarnated into denser material bodies. We should be seeking interaction with similar beings of light, and avoid the darker energies that can drag us down.

Does that make more sense? Or have I just confused the issue more?  

Kind regards,
James.

[sashamasha]

forgot a few: the burned out spot, like a little mini solar eclipse, which is very purposeful and does not appear for more than a moment... i see a version of this when i close my eyes but i think this is more or a third eye thing with closed eyes.  it seems to have its own mind but it personal to me somehow.  it blinks and revolves, fades back, grows and shrinks, shows pictures, etc.  it's a little discomforting in its "life."

also another new thing: the purple mass.  i've seen it on 2 occasions.  when i sat and just stared into space, which i sometimes do just to see what happens and when i need to recharge, this bright, bright bright mass of briliant purple light appeared after a long while.  it had traces of blue and yellow, and was maybe 2 feet tall.  After it appears once after some time, it can subsequently appear quite quickly with no particular effort on my part.  But once it decides to leave, it's gone.  It generally stays on the far side of the room, but it did mosey over and move to my left, and to the left side of my field of vision.  then it moved back next time.  then was gone.  the second time i noticed it, on a different day, i was interrupted, but it was there.  i'm actually wondering whether this was just a spirit who happened to be purple.

[James S]

Yes it is. It's just like looking at someones aura. If you're seeing a purple mass, that will be the aura of that particular spirit. you can equate the colours of a spirits aura to that of a person's aura.


James.

[sashamasha]

oh wow.  ok.

[Juliet]

Yes it is. It's just like looking at someones aura. If you're seeing a purple mass, that will be the aura of that particular spirit. you can equate the colours of a spirits aura to that of a person's aura.

:)
James.

Hi James!

How can you tell the purple aura of a live person from that of a spirit?  Well, let me just give you a brief explanation and give me your thoughts.

I dreamed on Monday, November 29, 2004.  I woke up at 7:07 a.m. to write it in my dream journal.  (I also keep a remote viewing journal.)  

I recall being on a ferris wheel in my dream.  The motion of it was boring so I decided to speed it up.  I sped it up very fast--like the feeling of going over a steep hill with a sudden slope on the other side.  I felt a familiar presence watching me.  I decided to get off the ferris wheel.

I found myself walking in a building filled with art on the walls and on pedestals.  I then felt this familiar presence next to me.  I thought it was James--not you, James W!  Someone from my past. LOL  I was feeling like having some fun so I created a laser gun and was shooting at the art but not destroying it--it was pretty.  I felt the presence of who I thought was, James, as they become frustrated because they wanted me to notice them.  (I could not see the person for some reason.  They were invisible to me but I sensed them there.  Also, I had just started becoming lucid on my own the week before.  However, I know I could do all this before just didn't know how to do it with my consciousness knowing.)  

Suddenly, the laser gun disappeared and I felt the person/presence leading me away from the art.  I was not scared;  I felt protected;  I felt I had dreamed with this person before.  If it's who I think it is, I've dreamed with him off and on for 15 years.

I knew, in a way, what was about to happen.  For an unknown amount of time, maybe seconds to a couple of minutes, I didn't realize consciously what this person/presence was doing.  Then, I became aware of fingers touching me intimately.  I felt it was who I'd dreamed with since I 15 years old.  I enjoyed it and wanted it to continue.  But ...

Then, I wanted to see his face.  I wanted to see him too.  I looked but saw nothing.  For some reason I relaxed and gazed into where I felt/knew his body was at.  I squinted, looking deeper and deeper, until I saw a purple light.  I was shocked.  I didn't know what it was.  I thought it could be his aura, but was not positive.  However, I slowly woke up.  I was still relaxed as I woke up.  Then, I saw an image in my mind's eye of James lying on a bed with a sheet draped over him.  (IMO, this was a case of remote viewing.  I've experienced it before.)

My question is:  Were my instincts correct?  I saw the purple light, which I now believe was his aura, and then connected to him telepathically to see that image.  (We've been linked that way since we met.)  Any ideas to help me figure this one out?

Anyone??

Thanks.

~ Juliet

[sashamasha]

I've been trying to kick the aura idea around regarding the purple mass... I've seen it a number of times since my original post, last night it was sitting next to my cat, who was quite unperturbed.  I was having a lot of trouble sleeping, had been on this weird guided meditation dream thing, then suddenly woke at the end of it, and then couldn't sleep at all for the rest of the night.  As I write this "someone" is pinching my arm and tickling the top of my head on the right side. Rather unpleasant.

I feel almost as if it is trying to teach me something, but it isn't a really high level being, and is also learning.  Since the purple thing started to appear I've also noticed flashes of other colors, but this is the strongest, and I always feel like "oh there is Purple Thing again" rather than feeling as though I happen to be seeing more purple.  I'm a little nervous that it isn't a the greatest thing to have hanging around, but I just don't know either way.  At this point, anything is potentially bad because it's all so new.  But then again I am a little concerned about that particular color, since I'm a little afraid of someone who has a connection to that color.

slight change of topic: I've also noticed that a "visit" is often precipitated by my ears ringing.

[redcatherine]

hello hello.  So here are the laundry list of strange energy forms I see pretty much constantly, since I moved overseas here.  It's amazing how much stuff is here... I have never seen & heard so much.  Any insights into what the heck these various things are would be most appreciated!  over people's heads or to the side (usually their right side): - BRIGHT pinpoint lights, usually white, blue, or gold. These don't move much and sort of show up to show themselves to me then recede.  Blue when I think they are preoccupied.  !

-spirit and merkaba of the spirit can be seen like that

dark fluttery blue or grey things- I see this over my roommate occasionally.  !

Without seeing them I cannot say but Dark blue winged things can be gargoyles.You can see them easier when they are still and feasting . They nip at limbs and necks and suck energy. You may see them biting at elbows or ears or hanging onto head and shoulders to ride with their hosts to a place to eat like a pub where they feast on unsuspecting humans . Bigger ones are negs that enter the body ie thru the solar plexus chakra or heart chakra . They make the host feel inadequate and sad , anxious or depressed . These  tell the host they are "no good   and should hurt themselves " . Without seeing them my self I cannot be sure but I feel you should be learning spiritual defense .

floating around in a particular direction: - fast colorless zooming things, sometimes right in front of my nose.  as if on the way to an appointment or just being silly. often small.- white lights, larger than the bright lights.  like balls of light.  i see these at chest level or higher.  Most often high up on the ceiling they move at various speeds, but are harder to make out they can be quite large.!

-benevolent spirits.... the energy is higher faster brighter and you feel good around them ...happy and exhilarated  

- dark Grey balls.  they move more slowly, generally, and are uniform color and mass, and you cannot see behind them. .![/quote]

when you can't see thru them and they are dark slow moving masses they are often negs - I suggest you research these . A great book is Practical Psychic Self -Defense by Robert Bruce author of this site

large blueish slow Oby things.  these are the most beautiful.  they have texture and are very pretty.  they move around with purpose, fast or slow, at any level.  they come close to me out of nowhere, make sure i see them, then move off to who knows where.  i can chase them and these are the easiest ones to watch.  you can see through them to an extent.  I saw one that was cream in color, also. .!

-these sound like  Devic plane angels  

since childhood: the only way to describe these are as pixels.  I used to watch the light show on my ceiling as a kid.  it starts as red, green, and blue lights and then quickly organizes into beautiful and very elaborate moving designs of millions of colors, often its so much that i have to turn away and take a break.  I also can see them when I shut my eyes at any time, but it usually gets interrupted by totally unrelated pictures or people's faces that I don't know, voices, etc.  weird.  it took years for me to learn to shut my eyes and be able to ignore this. .!

not sure on this one sounds like the playful teaching of a guide but could be the invisible friends that amuse and deprive children from sleep . Did you have night terrors as a child ... sleep paralysis ??

shadows of things moving out of the corner of my eye, from white to blackish.  .!

development of clairvoyance ... normal symptom

shadowy forms in rooms.  last night i was at a party and a misty shadow thing was totally mingling with the guests in the middle of the room.  it was roughly human sized but had no shape.  .!

spirit

wispy fog stuff.  from a tuft or two to a big layer than can disappear in a second. .!

leftover from apparition or the beginning of an apparition the ethereal matter before or after a full apparition of a spirit

"blank" spots that look like someone took an eraser or smudge tool to a room.  the spot is still room colored but somehow empty. this is very new, just saw my first a day or two ago. .!

a spirit is between you and that spot and it seems as if you are looking Thur water , steam or gas .

shadow cat that I mistook for my own (black) cat and tried to bring back inside after letting it out, then seeing my own sleeping on the bed inside..!

spirit cat or AP of the cat they dream too

shadow man that turned out to be a house ghost, fully clothed and apparent..    -  beginnings of a shoulder and side of someone in my room, bluish and textured but opaque like the large blueish Oby things.  

spirit   ...... normal beginnings when learning to control clairvoyance

also i see a white outline around pretty much everything, but this is easier to see if whatever it is is not in motion. I hear stuff and feel also, but that is maybe too much for one post.  Any insights are most appreciated, private replies also OK!

the outline is an auric shell around all things that are alive or have had living things in them as a vase or a ring ... photos of these auras are called Kirlian effect http://skepdic.com/kirlian.html
http://www.kirlian.org/kirlian.htm

Please continue to share your experiences online as in this venue . It would be good to  seek a development circle of peers which will be hard to find but well worthwhile. I feel you should learn about defense too. You need to develop control so  practice with  protection . Control your sight so that you can continue to enjoy it and make better use of it . Congratulations!
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom

[Legend]

=) Interresting.  Once in a while when I vibrate/tune at a very high frequency, I tend to see what I would best describe as "light dust particles" moving very quickly.  Think bubbles in boilling water.  It's not really a color as much as a "brighter" point for a lack of a better word.  This could be something else, but I'm wondering if it could also be what you have described here.

WOW! That's a fair list!!

In a nutshell - you have spirit vision. You're a person that is naturally adept at seeing what is normaly considered unseen, and you clearly have not supressed this ability from childhood.

All that you described are spirit forms, it's just the way you are seeing them that seems to vary.

The coloured orbs you see - definitely spirit, and more to their true form. My best friend's father-in-law sees spirits in this same way - orbs of pure light or energy. The colours of the orbs give an indication of thier level of evolution. The brighter they are and higher frequency the colour (think light spectrum - red lower, blue/indigo higher). If you ever see a golden orb, very good chance your looking at an angellic being. The dull grey ones are probably ones I'd steer clear of, or at least ask to leave if they come into your presence. I would never call any being bad or evil, but orbs of this colour would be of a vibration level lower than yours, and probably not worth being around.

There's a great deal to go into here, and looks like you've got some great times ahead of you should you choose to learn more about the spirit world. The most general thing I can say here is when you see or feel these beings about you, use your intuition, your gut feeling to tell you if you want them around or not. If you don't like the feeling of a spirit, ask it to leave. you don't have to be nasty or forceful, just definite and decisive. We have far greater strength in the physical world than disincarnate spirits. Don't ever let them worry you.

Kind regards,
James.

[sashamasha]

RedCatherine-- THANK YOU!  It's aggravating sometimes to not know what the heck all these things are.  

Some of the latest additions are seeing a red light man (tomato colored) quickly go past a doorway, and also seeing a huge clear force field type thing with small waves going in every direction in the back yard.  It seemed to be very important and busy, like a beacon almost.

Yes, I absolutely had sleep paralysis and lucid dreams.  I had a lot of painful dental work as a kid and somehow controlling my dreams and controlling the pain and discomfort were related to me.  I also was absolutely convinced that I could fly, 200% sure of it, and continued to believe this well into my teens, without having any reason to believe this, and even knew exactly how to do it.  Once I started doing AP a few years back I realised that was probably why I thought I could fly.  

My sister has just begun to see things in mirrors-- I have always been really afraid of mirrors and even now will cover or turn them before I sleep, but I don't remember ever actually having seen anything in one.  Is there something about a mirror?  

Tough to find a group here in Germany, since I am not fluent.  At least I have my sister to call sometimes.

[daem0n]

look into your eyes in the mirror and demand seeing your true face, vision will usually blur and you will see interesting things

so do black screens floating around everywhere (blurred sight) count, similiar to clairvoyant vision screen (learned to use this one at last ), i am interested what these are, i can manifest them at will sometimes

[redcatherine]

RedCatherine-- THANK YOU!

you are welcome  

It's aggravating sometimes to not know what the heck all these things are.  

Some of the latest additions are seeing a red light man (tomato colored) quickly go past a doorway,

-hmm nope cant say that i've seen it lol

and also seeing a huge clear force field type thing with small waves going in every direction in the back yard.  It seemed to be very important and busy, like a beacon almost.

yes a portal a vortex you are forming unconsciously or has been formed by your higher self et al to make you recall or wake you up to travel to realms while not asleep

Yes, I absolutely had sleep paralysis and lucid dreams.  I had a lot of painful dental work as a kid and somehow controlling my dreams and controlling the pain and discomfort were related to me.  I also was absolutely convinced that I could fly, 200% sure of it, and continued to believe this well into my teens, without having any reason to believe this, and even knew exactly how to do it.  Once I started doing AP a few years back I realised that was probably why I thought I could fly.  

My sister has just begun to see things in mirrors-- I have always been really afraid of mirrors and even now will cover or turn them before I sleep, but I don't remember ever actually having seen anything in one.  

Is there something about a mirror?  

yes a mirror can open a vortex to travel to other realms you can fly into it and see it melting into hot liquid around you . You can also use it to see visions of  the past and future.

To see the future over your shoulder look into another mirror that is held in your hand with your back to the mirror on the wall and say as you do "see from the present into the past who is my first and who is my last  "the pink candle is lit with intention of seeing your next lover or your future spouse a trick that works often enough to have scared many school girls lol .  
Tough to find a group here in Germany, since I am not fluent.  At least I have my sister to call sometimes.

[sashamasha]

look into your eyes in the mirror and demand seeing your true face, vision will usually blur and you will see interesting things

now that's interesting, because in fact on one of the tougher days after getting home from the hospital I was up in the bathroom washing my face, and noticed that my face looked really oddly serene and just... different.  it was me but not me.  and considering the little sleep, horrible diet, crying and stress, it was not how i should have looked.  it was both calming and startling, and I mentioned it to my sister who thought it might be something like that.

And actually, i used to be in design school and did a lot of drawing, painted self portraits, etc. and they always looked like the face i saw in the mirror.  me but not me.  I was just looking at one not long ago that I dug up.

[redcatherine]

I've been trying to kick the aura idea around regarding the purple mass... I've seen it a number of times since my original post, last night it was sitting next to my cat, who was quite unperturbed.  I was having a lot of trouble sleeping, had been on this weird guided meditation dream thing, then suddenly woke at the end of it, and then couldn't sleep at all for the rest of the night.  As I write this "someone" is pinching my arm and tickling the top of my head on the right side. Rather unpleasant.

I feel almost as if it is trying to teach me something, but it isn't a really high level being, and is also learning.  Since the purple thing started to appear I've also noticed flashes of other colors, but this is the strongest, and I always feel like "oh there is Purple Thing again" rather than feeling as though I happen to be seeing more purple.  I'm a little nervous that it isn't a the greatest thing to have hanging around, but I just don't know either way.  At this point, anything is potentially bad because it's all so new.  But then again I am a little concerned about that particular color, since I'm a little afraid of someone who has a connection to that color.

slight change of topic: I've also noticed that a "visit" is often precipitated by my ears ringing.

I feel that the purple mass is spirit as James replied and is prolly your personal guide/teacher  and that the ringing is his /her signature "I am here "sign  .

I feel this is right because it is coming regularly and coming with a stimulus to identify it and because you intuit that it wants to teach you something and that it is not a much higher level and that it is learning too . Personal Guides tend to be human spirits that teach us and learn from us too .The colours of the mass are friendly and encouraging spiritual colours too. Purple is spiritual development and much more but is associated with learning about spiritual matters .

If one  sees , feels , hears a distinguishable stimulus each time a spirit  rock ups.... it helps us to stop for a moment from our physical lives to tune in and listen to them . In this way we can get important "Heads Up" messages . If this ringing is unique and if this is your guide than you have been given a valuable tool .

As for the fear lose it use faith not fear
FEAR is FALSE EVIDENCE ASSUMED AS REAL
Fear can attract negs into your life

Discernment is what you want not fear .Tools of protection and defense are what we need  .But saying that I feel this one is an amenable fellow that wants to chat with you and that your powerful clairvoyance is soon to be paired with clairaudience . I would say , "Oi stop the pinching" though .
Tickling the top of the head is often a spirit of a rellie like a parent or grandparent that adores you . Perhaps you have a few there wanting to chat you up . Again I cannot say for certain .

And I am happy when the cats are sleeping soundly during spiritual visits . You could  learn to use your cat as a sign too . Animals can be excellent sensors and cats can be filters too . I know of a cat that  pulled the left over bits of nastiness left in air on the fur than walked outside and let it off like a dog shaking off water after a bath lol .

Without being there or seeing it. So I am only looking for plausible answers against experiences I am aware of from self or others .Of course I cannot say for sure from sitting here . I would love to do an online reading though . I don't charge anything .

....and as James S says we must use and develop our  discernment and d as Robert Bruce teaches.... use and develop  psychic self defense

[sashamasha]

I hear you.  I am learning to not fear; in the past month it's come a long way.  The ear ringing isn't just the purple guy, as far as I can tell.  Another touch they like is to sort of tickle the middle of my forehead.

I am sitting in my apartment and am noticing a constant flow of zooming things, mostly clear.  It's like Grand Central Station.  

As for hearing them, I do.  Usually just very occasional snippets of conversation.  But the other night I let down my guard a little and whoa nellie.  way too many voices, way too many images being broadcast.  But, I feel strong and able to clamp down on the flow when I have to.

The cats are definitely fabulous detectors. My big black scary looking cat tends to hide under the covers during visits, but the other one TOTALLY clears spaces and has an actual ritual.  It's insane.  I think he is an ancient old little wizard in cat's clothing, to be perfectly honest.  And I do look to him to determine whether the spirit is "good" or maybe a little on the sketchy side.  He DEFINITELY knows which is which and shows.

A reading would be very interesting for me as well.  I would like that.

[redcatherine]

A reading would be very interesting for me as well.  I would like that.

I am online now do you have yahoo or msn ??

[vashts]

Is the "pixel show" clearer when it's dark?

I hear the ringing when I focus on that, too.  I think some site said that was energy or something.

[pharmakeia]

Maybe you should have taken the "blue" pill.

All the things you mention are aspects of peripheral awareness that encompass a wide spectrum of energetic dimensions that we co-inhabit.

All the phenomenon you mentioned is well documented. Awareness without transformation is not growth. See if your new found awareness effects any of your relationships in your life.

pharmakeia

[sashamasha]

vashts: Yep the pixel show is usually in the dark, but I can find them in the light too, though that is annoying to do because then you realise everything is made of red green and blue, and it just gets really irritating.  I used to see this all the time when I was in art school, especially.  But the nightime pixel show starts off with red green and blue and then quickly develops into beautiful mutlicolored and stuningly complex pattterns.  there are sort of differnt levels of vision, and I had to learn to shut most of them out with my eyes closed or else I would never sleep.  Trouble is I also always had trouble keeping my eyes closed, so even as a kid had to weight them down. The levels are, now that I think of them, real life, then the basic pixels, then beautiful pixels, then images, then actions.     Images are always very static, can seem like photos or less visible but somehow perceived, like images of feeling.  Actions are like little movies.  Noises and conversations and music are interwoven around all this, but epsecially clear at images and actions.  

I am going through a very difficult time right now and have been somewhat disappointed that just before this stressful time, I was having more and more new experiences all the time, and now things have levelled off.  Everything is still there, but no longer are strange new things coming out of nowhere demanding my attention.   I guess that is a good thing, but it was more fun before when I had no idea what would happen next.  I have been doing some energy work on my own, and been healing myself, perhaps this is all because I am learning how to control it all?  

Actually, all the same things are here except I have not seen any slow moving floating beautiful orbs, as many full-on apparitions, or had as many or NEARLY as intense nighttime visits by unannounced strangers.  But my dreams are more intense, I am more aware of feeling shifts in physical energy, and am better able to send energy.  Maybe in addition to learning more, I am also being protected, so that whenever anyone does some through, it is Dad or someone else importatnt to me.  He has been coming through, loud and clear!!!!!!  Usually preceded by the color blue.  My sister reports the same color.  

He also has been showing me things in my dreams that randomly appear the next day, which are too unusual to ignore.  Oddly, he often has us meet at my old childhood home, outside because people are in there.  I'll get yanked out of my dream and zoomed to our old house and there he is, waiting.  

pharmakeia, I have noticed some shifts.  there are some amazing people coming into my life now, and crappy ones are falling away.  There have also been a few strange moments on the subway where strangers have seemed to be trying to send me good energy, or something.  Sometimes I see bad energy too, and put up a wall to repel them.  It's hard to explain.

[petitnuage]

Hi everybody

Am new here. So am not sure whether it's the right place to post this message.

It just happens that i was doing some search on what i used to see very often, and i fell on Sashamasha's msg.  I have been having some similar experiences too like seeing white or blue lights. Sometimes looks even like they are playing hide and seek. They appear and once u see it, it disappears quickly!  Other times i used to see shadows, but this time accompanied with lots of fear.  In fact so many things happened ...

But what i remember is that I also used to hear voices talking to me. I was so scared that i would hardly catch everything.  I wouldn't sleep out of fear.  For a particular 'presence', I would feel some 'prickly' feeling in my aura.  I even had a 'vision' of what was going to happen to me in the future, but i didn't know what i was seeing (on my forehead, when i closed my eyes) was something related to me!

Apart from that i also used to hear sanskrit prayers. They were heard like far away ppl saying prayers. And then one day i just felt something get up in my spine and a tight 'rope' swirling around my body.  So tight i couldn't move and a hard sensation on top of my head.  I have been told that it was kundalini awakening.  Yes, there has been so many different kinds of experiences, but too long to relate right now.

Then all this stopped just before i got pregnant.  Now on and off i can see lights, but things are back to normal.

What I wanted to know is whether anyone has any idea to where i can find information on some specific 'signs' or 'symbols' i used to see during meditation or just like this.  There has been different types of 'symbols' but i have no idea as to why i could see them and what they mean.

If anyone can advise, i would much appreciate

Thanks a lot

Vin