kundalini is driving me mad

imogen · February 02, 2005, 15:24:57

kundalini has driven me to drink it all started about two weeks ago i could hear music in my head i couldn't sleep it was driving me mad then i collaped on the floor and ended up in yoga posisions has anyone else had these problems

daem0n · February 02, 2005, 17:03:06

forgive everyone and everything you can think of
explore your feelings, analyse everything in your life, and decide
color breathing - use seven rays, and feel which one you are missing
get some spine massage, or do it yourself
no coiling, clear the main channel first
the energy goes through the spine, shouldn't leave it (the main flow, that is)
feel all energy imbalance within your body and direct it through the spine up
do not let energy stay in one place
spread the energy evenly throughout your body
take long baths
train tai chi or something similiar
good luck

Eol007 · February 02, 2005, 18:09:54

Hi Imogen,

Welcome back to the forums. Sorry to hear of your difficulties - are they really kundalini related? Is hearing music in your mind a bad thing, and don't most people think yoga postures as being good for one?

Take time to read the 'TO Mr Bruce: about Kundalini' thread. You may already know of many of the useful Kundalini sites e.g. http://www.kundalini-gateway.org and the famous: http://www.elcollie.com/

The issue I notice is that people tend to take the negative aspect of awakening and find difficulty in investing time to value the more wondrous and joyful aspects of being.

Perhaps this might be an opportunity for you to express more clearly why you feel that you may have had kundalini related experiences! Why not shed a little more light on the matter? As it may give someone who has had prior exposure to be able to guide or help you through your time!

Best,

Stephen

kajaLove · February 02, 2005, 20:06:58

I haven't really even started meditating,but in the book I read about microcosmic orbit it warns about kundalini effect and the solution is to learn to circle your chi or energy and store it in subnavel area.
Author mentions of many patients that came to him with that problem

But I guess any system that teaches you to circle your energy will do

In case you are interested the book is called "healing energy trough tao by Mantak chia"

I wish you good luck

imogen · February 02, 2005, 20:56:52

hi thanks for the advice your right i need to explore my emotions maybe the problem is i've just come out of a 10 year relationship lost my businessand now i've got 70 thousand pounds worth of silver and no where to sell it and i've been drunk for a week i'm scared to sober up in case the kundalini comes back

imogen · February 02, 2005, 21:00:14

oh yeah by the way for some strange reason i'm wearing a union jack around my neck where thr hell it came from in beyond me and 5 candy necklaces and pink fluffy boots

karnautrahl · February 03, 2005, 00:44:13

ok..I'm thinking possession? Anyone else?
If so, cold running water, rivers and such might be useful, especially for your chi kung/tai chi perhaps

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Mantak chia is good-microcosmic orbit, NEW by Robert Bruce also and most things mentioned here already

. Just adding my own two cents...
Of course I assumed you're serious on the Union Jack thing

daem0n · February 03, 2005, 02:14:51

nope, it's kundalini and way too much alcochol
http://www.joemonster.org/mg/thumbnails.php?album=15
it could have been worse

oh, don't do any drugs, they can trigger it

imogen · February 03, 2005, 05:54:57

funny you should say that cos i used to take e tablets coccaine and skunk i was never addicted it was just a party thing and a very stupid thing

and this doesn't make sense anymore cos some posts have gone missing
not that it made much sense in the first place

imogen · February 03, 2005, 07:11:33

i'm sobering up now i feel like crap i'm shaking and my eyes are streaming i don't know whats worse this or kundalini or losing me union jack at least i've still got me sweetie necklaces by the way i would not recomend drinking solid for a week it's a really bad idea

imogen · February 03, 2005, 07:54:46

please someone post me a reply i'm going off me trolly now i'm listening to pachelbel and it reminds me that my ex still has my piano i'm a clasically trained pianist and look i still don't know how to spell it and i still haven't found me union jack

Eol007 · February 03, 2005, 07:59:50

Hi Imogen,

Try to clam yourself as best you can. There are people here who have noticed your posts.

Please appreciate that they may not make a lot of sense to most folk, but we do appreciate that you seem to be going through a bit of a crisis.

It will help a lot if you are up to providing a bit more background etc.

As you already know you can PM me or any of the moderator team.

In the mean time take care,

Stephen

imogen · February 03, 2005, 08:11:55

yep even i agree i've turned into a total nutter now i have sweetie neckleces on me head and i've got [edit] dog here it's pooed in the kithchen i think i really have hit rock bottem

funny thing is it makes no sense to me either i just want to find me union jack i'm gonna go and put me pink fluffy boots on now

oh man it's got worse again i've just been in the bathroom and i forgot i was sick i remember now i just made it to the bathroom and the toilet seat was down so i was sick in the bath so now i've got a chinise takeaway in there and theres still dog poo in the kitchen

please someone help me before i get sectioned

EDIT: Please put posts together, it saves space. And profanity..stop please.. Nay

CaCoDeMoN · February 03, 2005, 10:03:13

I never thought that kundalini can do so much damage... Maybe eating would be better solution than alcohol?

imogen · February 03, 2005, 11:19:46

ok i'm sober now i'll tell you from the start what happened i was in bed and you know those sensations you can feel sometimes when you project it feels like something jumping on you well that was happening except this time it was wild i couldn't sleep so i turned over and even i can't believe this here we go i saw a giant rat anyway i bolted out the bedroom and into the livingroom it gets even madder the cd player said hello then the fire did so i ran into the bathroom the only thing i could think of was to have a bath i was just calming down in the bath thinking what the hell when the bloody tap said hello by this time i was thinking ok theres no where elae to run there was no way i was going back in the bedroom i've got this thing about rats i hate them anyway then i was told by clairvoyence and claiaudience by 3 black men in suits i was going to get help to raise kundalini and bloody hell it was hard work and believe me when it's rising it really does hurt when it was finished i was totally knacked and tried to sleep but every time i lay down i could see horrible pictures in my mind and everytime i got up i could hear taunting voices i was thinking my god what have i done i couldn't cope so i got the idea i could commit suicide so i went and bought 11 bottles of wine took 16 pain killers cos that was all i had and some how i managed to drink all the bottles amazingly without being sick and survive without any damage thats when i went on a one week drinking bender when i was sober again i started hearing music it was driving me mad i remember i was on the phone to my friend and all of a sudden it started and the strange bit is it was pop music and you could hear it coming out of the throat chakra anyway i can't remember how long it lasted i think about 2 days i got a rest for about a day and then i started hearing drums then it became combined with a ringing sound and birds tweeting it went on and on thats the point when i collapsed on the floor i couldn't move i was crying cos something was controlling me and i was shaking violently i ended backed up againt the tv stand in a yoga position and i don't know how to explain this it was shaking me around loosing all the tension in my body there was strange things happening to every part of my body funny thing after a while i was loving it anyway thats it so far now i'm sober again anything could happen anyway i think i've got off lightly i've read some people are i'll for years i just turned into a drunken pig thing for a while

imogen · February 03, 2005, 11:22:21

oh yeah thats another strange thing i used to project all the time i ain't had one in ages?

look theres me with me union jack it made a fantastic belt and i still can't find it

Nay · February 03, 2005, 12:30:02

Whewwww..now that I did all that editing, I can comment on your ummmmm..posts.

You feel way hyper....too hyper to have been drinking for all these days. You wouldn't be taking anything else would you? And don't go getting all defensive either, you are bouncing off the walls and sounding a bit irrational so, I can only call it how I see it.

I think if you get off whatever juice you're on, your problems will soon follow very quickly.

Good luck,

Nay

imogen · February 03, 2005, 12:54:03

it's all true thats the worrying bit believe me i don't take drugs anymore it's been a long time since i did that i don't know what you know about kundalini but every book i've read said anything can happen and it has i found a book and the auther said that she was helped by beings she said thats where most of the information came from i mean fair enough she did@nt mention talking taps and giant rats when i read the post back i was laughing cos it really does sound stupid but i'm telling you it happened by the way the yoga thing is normal i've just checked my book

Quotejust as a starter in a car causes the whole car to shake before the engine begins to operate, when the first chakra muladara or the root chakra is aroused, the entire body shivers, the person begins to take deep breaths, and his body assumes one or more particular yoga positions spontaneously. at this point, the person must forgo the practice and simply flow with the changes that are taking place inside him

you know this a really serious thing i'm going through and people arenot taking me serious because i'm such a light hearted person like i said before i still can't find my union jack

by the way i'm not really mad i've just got a strange sense of hummour my ex was a bit eccentric i think it rubbed off on me

imogen · February 03, 2005, 13:10:21

hi since i'm not projecting at the moment can someone project to my flat and find me union jack you'll love the flat it's got chesterfields and a four poster bed just don't go in the bathroom cos i haven't cleaned the chinese takeaway sick out of the bath yet

CaCoDeMoN · February 03, 2005, 13:12:41

I think that you should PM Robert Bruce. He is very experienced it these matters, and should know how to help you.

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just as a starter in a car causes the whole car to shake before the engine begins to operate, when the first chakra muladara or the root chakra is aroused, the entire body shivers, the person begins to take deep breaths, and his body assumes one or more particular yoga positions spontaneously. at this point, the person must forgo the practice and simply flow with the changes that are taking place inside him

Certainly author's mechanical knowledge isn't as good as metaphysical

imogen · February 03, 2005, 13:25:21

more importantly can you help with the flag crisis and i've lost me madalian i got from lego land in denmark when i was 8 it was such hard work you had to look for fools gold in the river when you had enough you could have a madalian made if you look at me picture you can see it's totally usless but very nice by the way i cleaned the bath it was very disgusting at least i now know me union jack wasn't under the sick what a relief i might have had to trow it away

forget the fact i'm going through kundalini i need my 70 thounds pounds worth of stock back and i've got no business left and no piano i need my union jack back before i do anything

CaCoDeMoN · February 03, 2005, 13:31:22

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more importantly can you help with the flag crisis and i've lost me madalian i got from lego land in denmark when i was 8 it was such hard work you had to look for fools gold in the river when you had enough you could have a madalian made if you look at me picture you can see it it's totally usless but very nice by the way i cleaned the bath it was very disgusting at least i now know me union jack wasn't under the sick what a relief i might have had to trow it away

Sorry, but my engilsh is bad and I don't understand what are you saying...

imogen · February 03, 2005, 13:33:20

i think thats probebly very good you don't understand

imogen · February 03, 2005, 13:53:42

i'm just looking in me book again

Quotethe person hears innersounds that are inaudible to other people and enters a state of samadhi

vibrations of life energy in the various centres of the body cause the person to feel as if energy is flowing in the direction of his thoughts and he feels electric currents in his nerves

Quotethe person can see celestial visions, smell celestial odors saver celestial sounds, experience celestial touch and also recieve instructions and guidence from an "internal guru" while meditating

I've experienced all these things[/quote]

Nay · February 03, 2005, 18:37:48

Quote from: imogenmore importantly can you help with the flag crisis and i've lost me madalian i got from lego land in denmark when i was 8 it was such hard work you had to look for fools gold in the river when you had enough you could have a madalian made if you look at me picture you can see it's totally usless but very nice by the way i cleaned the bath it was very disgusting at least i now know me union jack wasn't under the sick what a relief i might have had to trow it away

forget the fact i'm going through kundalini i need my 70 thounds pounds worth of stock back and i've got no business left and no piano i need my union jack back before i do anything

I speak english and I didn't understand either..hehe.

What or whom is Madalian? is lego land a for real place? What's up with the fools gold in what river? How does the bath work into all of this? And finally what is union jack and why would it be under the sink?

I still get out of breath reading your posts....

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