The new me

[Ivaldi]

Well after my failed death attempts while I was gone something clicked in me. The darkness in me showed me something greater worth gaining. What that darkness showed me was the joy in seeing people suffer in fear, pain, sadness, and hate.

Burn a mothers baby in front of her and she'll be lost in sadness.
Beat a child until he fears you.
Take the husbands wife and torture her in return he then feels hate.
Grab a cat and pull it's skin off and watch it suffer in pain.

It's so easy getting life forms to dislike me.

The darkness is my reflection. I don't care for peace or love really. Let darkness into your heart and it will guide you to true power.  Just picture ever soul becoming one but this time in full negative form.

I am the truth.

PROVE TO ME LOVE EXISTENCE..............I SEE YOU CAN'T.
The truth is it's an illusion so give it up for greater power.
You don't need anybody.
You don't need life.

[GANAMOHA]

I do not see why darkness has such a tempting allure I do not see why you refuse to see the beauty in life and if there none what is to prevent you from creating it yourself. If you feel like no one loves you in the world then you are in a place most familiar to those of us in the world. everyone has that in their life if not for one second. if truly you feel unloved would me saying I love you create anything for you. Just because you say "I Love You" doesn't not mean there is an intimacy presence simply acknowledging your existence and saying that people do care about whether or not you die isn't there something there then? I feel that whatever I would say to you you will dissect it and take it apart and claim that it would be primal instinct or something of the sort but of course I could be completely wrong as I am from time to time as is every other human being. I also feel a sense of disconnection of reality which is easy to see because you can say all you want and feel all you want if you separate yourself from the rest of the world as to avoid any feeling of anything. Is darkness a solution to pain? it is true that we humans do not need life maybe there is no point at all for existence maybe we are all in a giant rat race for a quicker death but if that is true what is the point of dwelling in it?


If none of this has penetrated your mind or you do not if even pause to seriously considering and this may not be my place to say it but you should probably not post here in this forum if all you have is negativity. and negativity just makes it that much harder for those of us who try to keep it positive for everyone else. Hopefully your decision in the long run does not bring other people into your hole of despair and pain.

[Greenrat]

if you dont care for peace then how do you find peace in being into the darkness?
harmony is a better word than love imo, everything is in harmony even if it doesnt seem so. being unable to harmonise with others shows a lack of physical, mental and spiritual maturity.
put down the anton levay books and stop pretending to know stuff others dont.

[Doch]

@ Ivaldi

What compelled you to post that on these message boards? Do you seriously expect anyone to agree with your ideology?

[Nay]

My delete and ban finger is twitching to no end.  

Ivaldi.. I'm appalled by your words, glorifying darkness.. Plus you sound like a serial killer in the making.  I do not think you will find what you are looking for on this website.  Another part of me, is saying this is a sad attempt at getting attention and a game.

Beating babies and skinning cats??  Get off this site.  :banned:

[AndrewTheSinger]

That's called sadism, you're gonna have to find your mistress, or become one.  

[Mitch]

I think I liked the old you better.

[Squirrelly]

The new you brings a tear to my eye.

[Ivaldi]

Do you not seek power? Why? It makes you stronger.

So sick of humans.

You are weak, small, limited creatures. When you kill a spider you don't care so why should I care for human life.
I know some of you are sick of being human but just not saying it.
I want more then this universe has to offer and so do you.
Sick of being imprisoned here.

I'll tell you who your true enemy is.
The one that started it all.
The one who imprisoned us.

You seek freedom but one must have power to do so. The one that imprisoned you keeps that power away from you.

The darkness is always there for you unlike some beings. Darkness will guide you to the freedom we are after so why fight it. What has the light done for you? Nothing.

When you were bullied it was the darkness that helped by fueling the hate in you. You stood up for yourself.

When you are sad it's the darkness that makes you fight it so you can be stronger. You lived another day.

When you wish to protect your family and friends it's the darkness that gave you strength. You made them safe.

When there was no god around it was the very darkness in me that guided you to the more meaningful life with freedom. Please don't fall victim to the manipulations of the light.

Just think about it.

[Vilkate]

Oh, Ivaldi, you amuse me so much. Your darkness is even funnier now.  

[Ivaldi]

Oh, Ivaldi, you amuse me so much. Your darkness is even funnier now.  

I speak only truth.

[GANAMOHA]

I am the darkness who flys through the night.....

I am the whisper in your ear......

I am the draft of wind rushing by in the ally.....



I AM BATMAN!!!!

[Ivaldi]

I am the darkness who flys through the night.....

I am the whisper in your ear......

I am the draft of wind rushing by in the ally.....



I AM BATMAN!!!!

Joke about it all you like but just remember I'm you.

[jalef]

I am the darkness who flys through the night.....

I am the whisper in your ear......

I am the draft of wind rushing by in the ally.....



I AM BATMAN!!!!

ROFL      

we have a ptential serial killer on the forums and you make fun of him, i like that!

[Nay]

http://www.members.tripod.com/SoundBytes1/star_wars/swdark.wav

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:rotfl:

[GANAMOHA]

Ivaldi: I'm sorry but there can only be one batman

[Vilkate]

Wait till I call for my shadow minions...