Astral Surgery

[Leyla]

Boy, this feels strange to talk about or even acknowledge.

Anyone else been..uhh...operated on?

This has happened to me about three times in the past 10 or so years of astral work.

It seems to happen in this pattern. I crash, for whatever reason, into some god awful bout of depression. Next thing I know, I'm being gutted like a fish, cut open right across the chakras. While this is happening I am put under "dream sedation" where they loop the same dream over and over and over, and I realize it's looping because I'm having something done to me. There was even a time where I swear I saw what looked like stitches. After this, there are a couple of days where I'm out of sorts.

Then, I'm back up and running, depression over, and feeling so much better. But I've got to tell you, it scares the crap out of me. I'm being vivisected, by god knows who, doing god knows what to me, with no apparent warning. I feel like a pet who's been taken to the vet.

It's just a very uneasy feeling.

Also...I've uh, noticed sometimes after my "repair" or whatever, that something has been... added. Like, some of my extra sensory abilities work better. 

Anyway, while I'm happy with the results, part of me is screaming "What the f- are they doing to me???"

And why?

[CFTraveler]

Well, hmmm, er... I don't know if this even qualifies, but when I lived in my former house (there was a ghost there or something, and all kinds of 'interesting' things happened all the time).  I was sleeping, dreaming I was being operated on, (or messed with, anyway- there was this doctor-looking man, and he had his hands in my abdomen.)  When I opened up my eyes in my room and he was still there I started to scream and he looked at me (like shut up you're so stupid or something like that) and then walked around the bed and dissappeared in that particular way hypnopomps dissapear.  My husband woke up (how could he not?) and I made him look all over. 
The interesting thing is that I was told I couldn't have children and had had a few operations to help, and about three years later had my son, who is 9 now.
Although it was probably psychological, I wonder if he helped.

[Arn de Gothia]

I had this weird dreamloop. I was walking down a stair, it was dark and I was flapping my arms all over the place. I had no control of my limbs. With great thought power I managed to get control and I woke up with SP. Fear struck me coz there where this entity next to my bed, I was so scared that I prayed to God, God didnt answer. After a while paralized with fear i managed to lash out with my arm, reaching for the entity wich vanished and I woke up

[jub jub]

Sounds like you might have a poltergeist or something. I mean with the writing on the wall and dream surgery...I don't know. Sounds kind of strange, similar to what I read on the ghosts forums (yes, I'm on those too!) 

[Leyla]

If you read the DMT files on Erwod, (DMT induces astral projection) many people report seeing the "Elf Doctors" supposedly they look just like those alien greys, and they do energy work on you.

I've never seen who's operating on me. 

jub jub  - I don't think this is a "poltergeist haunting." These are intelligent beings, from one of the other seven dimensions we can't see, and they know exactly what they're doing. Not like a ghost who is simply trouble-making or confused.

It probably sounds like I've got a lot going on over here, like I'm a step away from my dishes floating around the kitchen by themselves, but this stuff goes on with all of us all the time, it's just being aware of it.

The more aware you become, the more you have to roll with it and pretend it's normal.

"Milllions of spiritual creatures walk the earth seen and unseen; both when we wake and when we sleep." - Paradise Lost

[Kodemaster]

Fascinating thread!

This kind of reminds me of this post:

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/index.php?topic=10869.msg125906#msg125906

(It should be the post in the thread, not the last. For some reason it got pushed down to the bottom with the forum conversion)

Jen

[Leyla]

Wow. That was interesting.

[Leyla]

Interesting.

I've sat in front of at least three or four readers who've told me that at some point I will "come into my power" and travel the world with my "hands outstreched" giving "comfort" to people.

They haven't been clear on what exactly I'm doing. Am I giving psychic readings? But then why would I have my hands out?

Energy healing? I've never been interested in Reiki. Nor have I ever had the desire to study medicine.

Some sort of charity work?

This could be ten or twenty years from now. Or more. Oh well. I guess I'll find out when it happens.